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Warmth edition. What are your plans for the warmer months? Are you going to brave swimming? Do you have your wardrobes planned out?
Previous thread: >>9556972
New series #003

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• Anthropometric data graphing: http://anthro.cs.uni-freiburg.de/#colx=100&coly=124
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>>9560074
>What are your plans for the warmer months?
I try not to think of them because I'm probably going to be openly trans and that's going to massively suck and I might not be able to live with my mother because of where she lives.
>Are you going to brave swimming?
Maybe in private places with friends.
>Do you have your wardrobes planned out?
:gun:
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Doctor added Progesterone to my list of meds to help breast growth.

Does this shit actually work? She didn't really delve into details and I've read some conflicting stuff.
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>>9560161
No one is sure. No long term studies done really. With teens it probably does, but post puberty transition probably it does very little.
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Is /tttt/ a meme? I wouldn't even be mad other than having to deal with constant /pol/ raids.
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test
https://vocaroo.com/i/s0hDcNDRJhoK
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>>9560236
>there are no females with large frames
>there are no females with "facial planes"
>there are no females with deep brows
>there is no such thing as makeup
>there is no such thing as ffs
>there is no such thing as a hair salon
The ultimate joke is none of these things matter if you have the wrong behaviors.
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>>9560255
why is Yui so relatable
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>>9560074
I'm at my school's LGBT club, it's actually quite cozy.
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>>9560255
https://clyp.it/trt3qefh
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>>9560255
https://clyp.it/c3x3ldbk
>>9560258
it hard to feel bad when you know what the life line is but wont take it while slowly drowning. it make you look like a baby because you still got the puberty face fat that hasnt melted off.
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>>9560074
Who is the person determined to retcon mtfg by calling this the 3rd thread and putting these arrogant offensive OP rules ?
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>>9560284
https://clyp.it/dnbro5pw
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>>9560375
come to repgen, you'll love all the depression posting.
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>>9560375
>repressing
I cant help you anymore today. ill still try but its starting to feel like your boxing yourself in so you wont just do it. self sabotage.
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Rumors that are fake

>janitor is a TERF / angry gay male / repressor
>janitor posted from a phone saying they hated trans
>janitor makes the threads
>trips are being unfairly banned (this one appears true and mods are over ruling each other even, over turning lots of 3 day bans)
>janitor is autistic
>janitor hates being called autistic
>repgen is being removed (appears historically True)
>femgen removed (appears true)
>TGG being removed (appears true)
>trips are being targeted for removal more than anon (doesn't appear true)

>>9560394
I just got back from asking wtf it was about. It's awful there literally women giving up.
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>>9560399
>repressor
We know she isn't a repressor because she deletes their threads too. She's either a terf/lesbian, a fag, or a cishet /pol/yp.
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>>9560399
how do you know
insider info?
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>>9560461
>what i expected
what I expected honestly was that you would stay male because you say you don't mind it or that it would be a harder choice to make because theoretically you would pass better.
But instead you just said what you thought I wanted to hear.
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>>9560499
>Don't out me reeeeee the janny is still out to get me.
ah sorry
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Hi /mtfpol/, how are you all today

i found this dva hoodie that i like
i dont really need it but i want it it's cute
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>>9560506
Laffys_day_dream.jpg
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>>9560499
>aesthetics
genuinely or just as a facade?
>issues
yea every one is scared of being a hon its very important for many to pass and for safety concerns; we've been over the whole society thing and all i can say is that its really not as polarized as you make it out to be. family is a legitimate concern and we both know why. It is a big decision so it alright to be hesitant the one thing I've learned is that some times you just gotta go for things even if you are not 100% sure it get easier/more confident the more you do this with big decisions. infact this is why I delayed a year I wasn't ready at all and was completely overwhelmed by all the steps I had to take to get where I wanted.
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>>9560524
Not a fan of the walking billboard look. What's on the back?
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>>9560551
autism's on the back
it's just something comfy for lazy days or home days, not something i'd wear for a serious outfit
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am here to diagnose u all with autism
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>>9560574
Think my therapist has beaten you to it.
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>>9560574
eders tomorrow is valentines day r u ready for our date at five guys
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>>9560567
>this isnt representative of what happens to most people
source?
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>>9560567
>I'm much more muscular, not a skinnyfat soyboy
not by much and hrt will get rid of most of your muscle anyway as long as you only exercise your lower half and cut out the protien
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>>9560574
I think most of the posters here have autism ;_;
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>>9560574
fugg
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>>9560506
How is this even possible
I've seen this picture a couple times and it shocks me every time
How old were they when they started?
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>>9560609
>Kek! I look very /fit/ and am shaped like a V in my back
that doesn't matter
the girl in this picture had a v-shaped body too
>It won't change my fundamental male shape
have you not even looked at these?
https://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
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>>9560648
yeh but he can still be a big spoon UwU

>>9560650
hi edie wedie UwU
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>>9560574
pls no not again
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>>9560660
>He really did become chad, impressive
and yet it was just empty and she still ended up transitioning
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>>9560671
t. AGP
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>>9560659
I thought we were going to grab some sushi first

>>9560667
No was p alright!!! 10/10 would never eat at McDahnalds or Burger Kingerino again unless its chicken nuggets
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is a 27in waist good
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>>9560660
>Sperging off all day everyday about discounted pseudoscience
>not that autistic

>>9560671
based
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>>9560667
>henlo hru sheen?
I am okayish, I am pescatarian now and trying to stick to it as much as possible and its helping me lose weight also I am eating only whole grains in limited quantities because my cholesterol is really bad.
also I am on a higher stream with centerlink now so my job agency can offer me jobs that are reserved for ppl in my stream, I was told about these work at home jobs with insurance companies that seem ideal for someone who hates being seen in public because they're a hon so hopefully I might end up getting one of those.

also its hot here today its supposed to be 97F here today as well as humid so no idea how hot it will actually feel

>>9560680
>chicken nuggets
dont forget to get a nugget happy meal for PB :)
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>>9560693
>there must be a lot of AGPs who just die repressing
the only evidence of non transitioners are hons who attempt to play catchup
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Just got an offer from my aunt to move to port hadlock Washington. I'm tired of va beach but it's so far away is it worth cause being trans here sucks?
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>>9560671
You actually can get an AGP diagnosis according to DSM-5, but only if you're a crossdresser:

"""
302.3 Transvestic Fetishism
Transvestic Disorder

A. Over a period of at least six months, in a male, recurrent and intense sexual fantasies, sexual urges, or sexual behaviors involving cross‑dressing. [11]

B. The fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.

Specify if: [12]

With Fetishism (Sexually Aroused by Fabrics, Materials, or Garments)

With Autogynephilia (Sexually Aroused by Thought or Image of Self as Female)
"""
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>>9560706
Can you get a diagnosis of both that and GID?
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>>9560705
why not anon? If you got a support system there go for it Washington looks comfy.
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>>9560711
Good question, I'm not sure.
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>>9560709
Oh, I know. I hate the agp meme so much; it's annoying as hell.
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>>9560709
>You literally cannot get an AGP diagnosis, it does not exist.
uh >>9560706

say moap, didn't you have recurring sexual fantasy involving crossdressing pretransition, with thoughts of yourself as a female?
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>>9560716
Why?
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>>9560701
>what is crossdreaming
>what are otherwise ordinary men who just enjoy crossdressing
http://bluestockingblue.blogspot.fi/2013/05/why-men-wear-frocks-part-1.html?m=1
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>>9560718
Specifically says you need to have significant distress or impairment for you to qualify though, so if that weren't the case Moap wouldn't have clinical transvestic fetishism even if she fantasized about being female in female clothes.
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>>9560712
It's family I've never met and they have been only interested in me since I was outed by my mom. like it's cool but they are all about Mary kay parties and stuff but they come off really plastic.
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>>9560724
LAF though, clearly has significant distress. For what it's worth.
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>>9560724
That's for it to be diagnosed. Transvestic fetishist (with AGP) is transvestic fetishist (with AGP) whether or not it's distressing enough to be a medical issue.

After all, "causes distress or impairment" is entirely down to the person and his/her attitude and circumstance, not the transvestic fetishist (with AGP) itself.
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>>9560711
No. That's really cis male crossdressers who push their fetish to pathological extremes, causing problems in their daily life. So, definitely not trans, and no dysphoria or gender identity issues involved.
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>>9560735
>No.
[citation needed]

All it says it male, so there's no reason an mtf can't qualify provided she hasn't changed gender markers yet.
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>>9560727
>never met
yea thats rough. I get the whole plastic thing I'm not about fake people. sounds like a hard choice.
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>>9560739
Damn, i might look as cute as this hoe if i get FFS
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>>9560739
>What I think is that I might have GID that's manageable enough to be able to stay male
Yeah I'm sure you fucking do lmao
Just keep in mind every unpassable hon who broke down and transitioned in their 40's was once a self-hating young adult dude who convinced himself he could "manage" it on his own. Have fun with that one!
Although at this point so many people have told you so many different ways that I'm pretty sure you just really like the attention. Not even the loudest tripfags in here get as many people fawning over them as your delusional ass does
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>>9560720
>Why?
It's dumb and even as shitposting goes, it's fucking terrible.
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>>9560751
>It's dumb
>it's fucking terrible.
AKA you're triggered.
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>>9560720
Because it
1. implies trans women are gross narcissistic fetishists
and 2. is wrong
take your pick
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>>9560758
>gross narcissistic fetishist
Fuck you.
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Hi ive not been on /any/chan for like 3 years but used to come here a lot when I was questioning.

Been on HRT for 1 month, family wont talk to me but I have no dysphoria. Do you still talk to your senpai?
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>>9560739
>What if Bruce Jenner had died at 68?
it wasn't a very well kept secret that he was transitioning, he wore the same clothes as hillary clinton in the 80s and 90s he had a round of FFS back then
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3055315/From-female-hormones-thoughts-Denmark-sex-exchange-cross-dressing-public-marrying-Kris-Bruce-Jenner-nearly-transitioned-1980s-planned-return-Aunt-Heather-children.html
family guy made a joke about that in 2009, six years before he ultimately transitioned

don't become like him
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>>9560763
>masturbating to yrself
>not gross and narcissistic
nani
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>>9560767
>ive not been on /any/chan for like 3 years
Why'd you break the streak?
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>>9560753
(You)
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>>9560773
Fuck you.
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>>9560777
I want to be her. Instead I'm some guy omg I wanna die
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>>9560763
Why?
I don't agree with the characterization at all I'm just saying that any theory that claims a lot of trans women choose to transition because it turns them on is going to be used as fuel to scorn and delegitimize trans people as a whole and people should stop using it
It's not like that's an unpopular opinion either lmao
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>>9560776
Went on /gif/ to see some deepfakes ygm
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>>9560775
>Too bad Hans stole all your shekels...
Don't plan on staying in this craphole, hombre.
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>>9560775
>Bump
Go to hell.
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>>9560781
>I don't agree with the characterization at all
Funny, you're the one making it.
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>>9560753
What about bi trans women, or transbians that don't fit agp?
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>>9560783
Oh yeah, I heard the sub got banned. They should have seen this coming.

>>9560775
LIKE CLOCKWORK your immediate reaction is to blame everything else except yourself. I only have three people filtered, and one of them's just a trip so I don't even know who it is.
I've been keeping track for a while, not sure what's with the reaction this time.
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>>9560775
>because I can't tell precisely how bad it is
That's actually reasonable. I'm in a similar boat but I think I'm probably moving closer to actually starting HRT every day. I just misjudged your posts and assumed you were refusing to accept it was even a possibility.

>it's just legitimately eating up at my pysche
Yeah I also relate to that but I usually just lurk here because I don't feel like I have anything to contribute that everyone isn't familiar with
How old are you again?
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>>9560790
That's what agp is senpai. Shits retarded desu
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>sad and lonely
>cycle to fried chicken shop to binge eat
>while cycling realized performance has improved
>i'm finally making progress
>cycle past chicken shop and ride around town for an hour
I-I'm gonna make it!
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>>9560775
>Well the idea would be to die before becoming like him
he is a double hon
he repressed and became a gold winning athlete at 27
then attempted to transition at 35, before repressing again and transitioning at 64
and now he is is a double hon
the worst part is I feel sorry for him, the infamous interview where he let down his hair he had a twinkle of a teenage girl who had been denied for half a century in his eye
its just sad

also I wish he would go to yeson already
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>>9560790
Again, I don't agree with it, I'm just telling you what the perception is
Do you really think I'm the first person to ever express that opinion? Because I have some bad fuckin news for you in that case
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>>9560802
It's not the worst think you can eat if you pull the skin off. Now you have to ditch the bike and upgrade to running.
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>>9560802
good girl
dont eat that greasy shit and fall into the black stereotype
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>>9560802
abandon all who enter its another agp thread.

also good job!
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>>9560768
Why did everyone accuse him of doing it for publicity when he finally came out then?
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Do women here really question their gender this much? I found out (I was fucking 24) I was supposed to be a woman and didn't think twice about any HRT memes or hsts or agp back in my day it was the TrueTrans(TM) meme. Now it's just a lame social science from the 60s meme.


>Tfw never passing

>>9560802
I'm so anorexic lately it's getting dangerous I've had to compromise my morals and I've purchased a turkey because I need calories and fat so desperately I'm willing to stall being vegan for a few weeks to get my weight under control. I wish I knew what it was like to want food.
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>>9560809
You're telling me what your perception is, and I'm telling you that you and your perception can go to hell.
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>>9560818
Because of the way he did it, with a Vanity Fair photoshoot and a fucking reality show?
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>>9560818
because people are idiots who pay attention to the whole Kardashian group and yet criticise them, not realising they're the ones who are feeding their famewhoring and thought this was just another famewhore attempt by the family
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I wish I lived in a bigger city with night clubs and music scenes and lots more kinky women to touch my stomach and kiss me. Where should I move to start a business? I'm thinking Minneapolis would be good for being a tranny.
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>>9560818
she*
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>>9560821
I only have body and face dysphoria so I only take estrogen and constantly second guess myself
but that could be because I'm an autistic near-recluse
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>>9560823
That's literally not my perception lmao
I don't agree with it in the slightest I'm just telling you why a trans person might not like the term AGP being used to describe them
I feel like I should stop replying but I'm genuinely just kind of confused by this interaction. Is it really that shitty for me to think that a phrase should be phased out because of the associations some people have with it?
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>>9560835
How you feel can eat shit and so can you.
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>>9560835
>True i really don't want to end up like that
then fucking transition, speak to a therapist and get your head straight about why you are in so much denial
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>>9560835
>In english, we say shithole actually
Craphole is an actual word, but oh well. Would you like to get FFS laffy? Might get a cute bf to satisfy your meta-attraction.
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>>9560843
It's shitty for you to call me a gross fetishist and then pretend you didn't.
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>>9560854
That's what agp implies. She's saying what agp implies, while also stating she doesn't agree with the implications
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>>9560821
You're gonna need a whole lot of turkey to get any calories out of it. Shoulda went for peanuts and guac.
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Did anyone else here not know they were trans or wanted to be a girl until really late? Like late teens/early 20s?

Seems like everyone here knew at puberty but when I went through puberty I didn't care, I enjoyed being strong, I thought growing facial hair was sorta cool, stuff like that. Then dysphoria ran a train on me around 19-20. Been 4 years hrt, post op, totally satisfied with the physical/physiological changes, present and socialize female...
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>>9560835
>I actually like the way i looked a few minutes ago when i looked in the mirror
How feminine do you look?
I wouldn't say I hate my body so much as I think it's pretty gross but I used to be a football player in high school and I absolutely hated myself when I was more in chad shape
Now I just run and eat less so I'm more skinny than anything, and I like it a lot better but still not 100% there
At least you're figuring it out at 18 though. I'm 19 and I just feel like I had a bell rung in my head a month or 2 ago when I realized being trans was even a possibility so now I feel pressured to figure shit out before I get too old
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>>9560812
The chips though
hydrogenated fat as well
>Now you have to ditch the bike and upgrade to running.
Never ever
>>9560813
>>9560816
Thanks
>>9560804
link to interview? Yeah it is sad but back in those days only gay runaway teens transitioned
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>>9560862
Mid-late teens here. It's not so uncommon.
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What are your getting your Valentine tomorrow?
You DO have a Valentine, right?
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>>9560862
>, I enjoyed being strong, I thought growing facial hair was sorta cool
Nope I don't know that feel but I never thought "I should be a girl until around that same age yeah. Before that it was just a fantasy/curiosity in the back of my mind.
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>>9560852
I dont think she really needs it
her jaw and chin are weak, her midface isnt very long, her nose is fem shaped and will become more so on HRT
I think she only needs a mild browbone shave
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>>9560868
What are you getting yours?
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>>9560868
I do but it happened so quickly I haven't had much time to think about that or get something ready. I'll just spend the day with him, like usual.
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>>9560868
Had Valentine's early because people were leaving on travels; chocolates given and received. It was just with my family though, no special someone.
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>>9560864
>bell ring
Wewwwww
So your bell went off so to say?
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>>9560859
I've been doing peanut butter and calorie shakes for over a year, but they're not very fattening. I should go for guac for sure.

>>9560868
>mtfg
>valentine

Lol
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>>9560865
>link to interview? Yeah it is sad but back in those days only gay runaway teens transitioned
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaqLG3myKUk
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>>9560862
I did some dumb shit like wear my sister's dress at 9 years old or whatever, but only remember having actual dysphoria at 15.
>>9560873
True that. I'm just fucking around.
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>>9560857
What you say is what you think. Own your bigotry, bigot.
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>>9560854
>for you to call me a gross fetishist
I sincerely apologize if that's how you took it

>>9560857
Yeah this
My reply was to someone asking why people hate the AGP meme and I pointed out that it carries some pretty gross connotations and is also straight up pseudoscience
I didn't intend to actually directly call anyone that or imply that I thought it was on-base. I also meet most of the criteria for AGP fwiw I just think the term is shit
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>>9560874
I'm going to buy myself some alcohol so I can forget I don't have one.
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>>9560868
A nice coat of moisturizer
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>>9560879
>I wouldn't pass
>I would be disowned
>I would be laughed at
>I might regret it
nope
>Laffy transitions within the next month
>self conscious of her boobs being exposed wears a sports bra to the gym under a loose fitting t-shirt and becomes a cardio bunny
>Chad Thundercock notices this fine piece of ass
>Laffy insists she is a boy, Chad disagrees and resolves to treat her like a princess
>cut to Thanksgiving
>Laffy hasn't told her parents that she has transitioned or that she is dating Chad, however Chad insists on going to visit the inlaws
>Laffy turns up with Chad in tow, her parents answer the door and do not say anything but are pleased to see her and her boyfriend
>her mom asks what name she chose for herself and dotes over how much of a pretty girl she is blossoming into
>her father gets along really well with Chad to the point where any lingering thought about losing a son vanishes
>Chad proposes at the end of the Thanksgiving meal in front of the family.
>Laffy tears up and accepts, she has always wanted to be a bride
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>>9560862
Look up AGP, if you've got the stomach for what your sisters will call you.

>>9560879
Read my posts, retard.
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>>9560888
I miss Slugu
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>>9560883
I'm not her! Also, that's fucking retarded to think. Can nobody point out why theory is wrong?
Do nazbol memes make me nazbol?
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>>9560877
>So your bell went off so to say?
I dunno what that means but I guess yeah?
Mostly just that it feels like I knew trans people were a thing, and I knew I hated being a guy and fantasized about being female but didn't actually put two and two together and as soon as I did it was like being hit by a truck

>>9560879
>actually proud of being more muscular and i like being respected more
People used to make comments on me being in shape and I never saw it. It always just made me miserable, like no matter how much people thought I looked good I was never going to see it from their perspective
You don't look terrible by the way. I know a cis girl who looks exactly like you with long hair
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>>9560879
>I wouldn't pass
>I would be disowned
>I would be laughed at
>I might regret it

Why? Do you fear it's too late?
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I also replaced cocaine/crystal meth/heroin with a bottle of beer so im winning in more ways than one.
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>>9560895
I'm well aware of AGP, but I don't think I transitioned for a fetish. I didn't fetishize being a woman or build it up in my mind, I just became miserable being male.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lj1qbh6Emrg
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fuck communism
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>>9560884
You said it means I'm a gross narcissistic fetishist >>9560758

That's not connotations, that's not someone's else's opinions, those are just lies, what you said was your opinion of me.

>I sincerely apologize if that's how you took it
What kind of fake apology is that? You apologize for the way I took being called a gross narcissistic fetishist? Fuck you for calling me it and fuck you for telling me it's my mistake to be offended by it, asshole.

>>9560897
You said it too
>That's what agp implies.

The exact same bigotry as her.
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>>9560879
You're AGP and 18
Take it from me, if you're even slightly attached to being at all androgynous your 20's will be hell and you'll be on hormones before 25
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>>9560904
ye
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>>9560879
>tfw feel bad for shitting up thread
would you be open to talking in a more private way that wouldn't shit up the thread?
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>>9560868
The only thing that loves me is my cat and I'm pretty sure she's biased because I feed her and clean up her litter box </3
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>>9560927
Sarah be my valentine bb <3 (i do hope you find someone to celebrate valentine's day by next year tho!)
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>>9560716
It drives me insane that these retarded babytrans believe it despite their being no evidence and only blanchard, an armchair hack, supporting it.

>>9560718
No.
I had dreams where I was female, though.
And uh, thats cute its in a book but there arent any real diagnosis of AGP, sorry.

>>9560739
Blanchard is an armchair hack, and isnt an authority on anything. You get that, right? He has done nothing of serious accomplishment and isnt an authority on transgender people. He's a baised only man desperate for attention because of his accomplishment lacking career.

Look Laffy, you're a tranny. And if you transition soon youll start at the same age I did and can have a chance. Yes, if you transition you will lose all your friends, family, and social privilege, but you'd be starting at the same age as me and you'd have a chance of passing, given youll never be as pretty as me due to your genetic inferiority compared to me. Still, it'd be passing and you could have a normal life after a few years.

Or you can try to fight it out, and end up transitioning at 40 to the disgust of your wife and kids who will find a new man and abandon you alone and disgusting in the gutter with no hope of passing or a normal life. The good news is, whichever fate you choose you deserve it for the hatred you've expressed here.

Just like Kayla.
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>>9560927
>tfw no valentine
>tfw nobody who loves me
>tfw not even a kitty
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>>9560944
added but I feel like we talk and then anon's and trips start contributing and its starts to derail the entire thread; it not fair for others at least i feel that way.
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>>9560949
i feel exactly the same desu. this post sums up my thoughts exactly and anyone that buys into Blanchard's shit to any extent outs themselves as a literal "the earth is flat" level of retardation
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>>9560949
>Yes, if you transition you will lose all your friends, family, and social privilege
>Or you can try to fight it out, and end up transitioning at 40 to the disgust of your wife and kids
Being trans is the shittiest choose your own adventure game ever
God damn it to hell
How bad is it to start at 19/20 compared to 18? I know that's earlier than most people but I still get anxious
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>>9560965
seriously the age meme is also full fucking retard it's almost irrelevant unless you start in your 40s as an obese hairy married man

even then there are cases of dudes like that passing and being happy. passing is like 80% effort and 20% genetics the more you work at the the better the results
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I'm almost 100% sure LAF has been on T blockers and probably estrogen for months now and is just memeing because a lot of girls haven't caught onto the meme.
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>>9560970
>not all trans people have to transition.
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>>9560973
>passing is like 80% effort and 20% genetics the more you work at the the better the results
m-muh skull
muh facial planes
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>>9560949
Or she can be me and start HRT at 24 after being too aware of everything to have a successful man's life while repressing, eventually getting suicidally depressed and saying fuck it
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>>9560973
>seriously the age meme is also full fucking retard
no it isnt
if you started younger you would look cis
the only reason why you pass is because you have a good voice and present female so people gender you correctly, despite having a large frame and beard shadow
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>>9560949
>tfw moap ignores you because you're an inferior model of girl
Bad feels
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>>9560980
m-memes. literally learn how to makeup and dress yourself to downplay those things you social autist (not you in particular anon just anyone that falls for that retarded as fuck self defeating ideology)

you don't need to be a fucking susan's hon delusional but you can sabotage yourself by being overwhelmingly negative abs drive anyone that could help away with a shitty attitude

if I seriously listened to the bullshit posted on lgbt I would have killed myself and never transitioned because some angry shitposters convinced themselves I would never ever pass or be seen as female as anyone and never ever go full time

>mfw literally all of that was proven wrong
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>>9560985
case on point of what I was referring to. literally lgbt bullshit delusions and crab in the bucket negative mentality
>>9560993
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>>9560960
Completely agreed, Blanchard is the most retarded shit. Legit pants on head retarded, he has done nothing of note at all and these morons wanna build him up as some sort of authority because he was a subcomittee that contributed to one section of the dsm.

>>9560965
It's really irrelevant, but its extremely relevant when you consider every year you wait is another year you have to live as a man and another year as a woman you lost.

I started at 19 and turned out great, youll be ok either way.

>>9560970
Like Im sorry it's just true, you simply lack my quality of genetics. It's k, mot people are in the same boat.

>>9560984
I hang out with a girl who started at 24 and she's a legit model now with legions of fans who send her gifts constantly.
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>>9560993
Kinda hope it's 80% genetics 20% effort because I seem to take to HRT pretty well and I'm lazy lol
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>>9560868
I work the night shift and it's my birthday but I told everyone not to get me anything or bake a cake!
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>sister never wanted to be a mother
>pops out kids left and right regardless
>brother born 5'6' and joins marines
>meanwhile i'm 5'10 and a tranny who'll never be a biological mother
best way to kill myself?
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>>9560993
how do you deal with shadow? is orange-red concealer enough?
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Reposting for a friend

>>9560976
Kek I'm not I just posted my face earlier this thread.
>https://unsee.
cc/b11c4f8f/
I've just been growing out my hair. I'm actually fairly more muscular than i was 3 months ago when I started posting, and 5 lbs heavier with less body fat. My pills also only arrived last month on the 9th.

>>9560979
it's true. it's one treatment for a disease that varies in severity. It's considered a last resort for people with bad GID.

>>9561005
>lack my genetics
For being a girl, sure I never claimed to be passable. But as a man I'm just as attractive, especially because I'm /fit/
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>>9561012
Live a full life and die old, loved by your nieces, nephews and adopted child(ren).
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>>9561005
>and she's a legit model now with legions of fans who send her gifts constantly.
tfw no female privilege
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>>9561017
>But as a man I'm just as attractive
Nahhh.
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Janitor is a raging faggot. I guess they're on the right board at least.

>>9560940
hugg
Thanks Korra. Hopefully my life will be in a better place by then.

>>9560951
I'd eat chocolates and commiserate with you except there is a lot of ocean between us that is full of sharks and jellyfish. Also Australia itself is pretty terrifying.
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I'm not stressed at all by my first trip all alone in another country, noooooooooooooooope.
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>>9561005
based moap and dame deal my tranny mama started at age 30 and passes flawlessly now with no ffs and has already gotten srs. she's won several beauty pageants and so many straight dudes talk about wanting to fuck her it's ridiculous

>>9561006
being lazy is how you become a fucking unpassing hon. I'm so sick of this shit. trannies CANNOT afford to be lazy because effort and self awareness is what separates success from failure

>want to be a woman
>too lazy to do the required things to be seen as a woman

i will always hate this ass backwards thinking. if you want to be lazy just stay as a fucking man and call yourself one.

>>9561016
shaving twice daily and concealer bb cream and heavy liquid foundation make SURE it matches your skin tone
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>>9561033
That's exactly what I do but I also take estrogen, it's the path of least resistance
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>>9561023
You're wrong reeee I'm like the white zyzz
I just posted it to prove my point
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>>9561033
>tfw can't shave because electrolysis
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>>9561045
Reported to the CRTC, FCC, and 'er Majesty's Television Cleanliness and Wutnot.
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>>9561045
Paging janny, please tell us
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Both of my cats are hug boxing me, what do?
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>>9561005
Man it feels like 99 percent of the trans people on /lgbt/ have no self-esteem and just post about how ugly they are even if they aren't and it makes me really incredibly sad
But you know how hot you are and you're super up front about it and it's hilarious but also it kinda gives me hope
You rule
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does anyone know a good trap manga ?
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lel my trans gf really wants to fuck me
>>9561045
MODS
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>>9561055
she's a treat that moap. she's one of the very few I genuinely like and have added on social media and talk to outside of /lgbt/
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Any other tranny's holding out for the hope that they spiritually evolve enough to the degree of being able to transcend their biology and change it with their minds ?

I am. It's the only thing that keeps me going
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>>9560916
I don't think anyone is agp.
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>>9561075
I'm holding out for cybernetics, personally.
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>>9561055
>Man it feels like 99 percent of the trans people on /lgbt/ have no self-esteem and just post about how ugly they are

that's because people blow standards out of proportion when they learn you're trans, i apparently have a manly jaw according to some people...
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>>9561077
What am I then?
>would rather be female but no real social dysphoria ever, permaboymode on estrogen since age 24 because looking in the mirror felt like looking at someone else
>first trans thoughts were from realising that lesbians exist at age 6 and getting incredibly jealous
>everything from being called girly to hardcore sissy porn is validating and/or arousing
>autistic nerd personality, no female friends ever
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>>9561089
That's a good potential too.
I also like to fantasize about quantum leaping into being another person entirely with a whole new life
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>>9561098
>that's because people blow standards out of proportion when they learn you're trans
There's a double standard for cis women and trans women.
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>>9561098
>>9561113
>tfw you posted cis women in the "can I/do I pass threads" and got a no to all of them
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>>9561117
Yep. If you wanna see a man, you'll see a man. I've looked at girls IRL through that lens and it's easy to imagine.
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>>9561117
i thought those can i pass threads were pure hugboxing, i posted my obvious man face and they said i would pass with hrt no problem
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>>9561117
i dont even try anymore
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>>9560768
>Christian
>trumpster
Brucelynn is many shades of retarded.
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>>9561033
What are the things required to be seen as a woman though? Makeup and shit? Please. I'm not going to force myself to do things that don't agree with me just to assuage the feefees of cis people. I'm not gonna use makeup every fucking day just to pass. I'll use it when I want to, and I'll dress however the hell I want and that might include some guy shit because my goal isn't to become a literal stereotype but myself.
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>>9561160
>What are the things required to be seen as a woman though?
clothing, voice, how you act, how you look, what says on ur birth certificate. You don't have to be a caricature of womanhood if you just want to present as female, in fact it's very easy just wear a dress but people will look down upon you if you don't go the whole way.
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>>9560768
holy shit anon thanks for giving me an anxiety attack
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>>9561160
If you dress and talk like a guy you're gonna be seen as a guy. You don't always have to do makeup or dress super femme, but if you boymode don't be surprised that you are indeed seen as a boy.
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>>9561198
this
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>>9561198
Even quirky alternative cool girls who make webcomics on the internet still use makeup to live.
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>>9561204
yeah it's pretty handy but i've gotten by without it
i should work on it tomorrow, greet the mailman all pretty like when he drops off my package
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>>9561209
>hello, Mister Postman
>would you like to see my figurine collection~
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>2 months HRT
>sweater rubbing all over chest
>getting kinda agitated and turned on all day
This feels perverted. Should I get a sports bra?
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>>9561210
Oh gosh oh jeez you must be SO cold out there, come inside and watch me unbox this package, it'll be like a popular youtube vid but in real life!
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Some one come to LA let's run around and shit
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i hope you had a good day mtfg~
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>>9561228
A lot of them have been overturned by the mods recently but no, they're that short on purpose so you can't complain
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>>9561231
Miki is a GOOD trip
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>>9561232
>>9561235
I just got unbanned today and got banned again for 1 post. This place is going to die.
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>>9561231
I hope you're well~
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>>9561239
Where else can we go?
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>>9561239
4chan.org/feedback
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>>9561239
Seems like it. I wouldn't care except I don't have any discords or anywhere else to go :/

bad feel
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>>9561247
I'm not going todo that again and get back on irc again cause of some fucking person with an agenda.
They should have just got rid of the janny after the mod told us we could keep this place then instead but a strangle hold on what we can talk about. It the same thing as forcing /tgg/ just more sneaky
>>9561246
>>9561250

Trying to find a quality discord is really hard idk
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>>9561257
I don't use discord anyway. I want to be anon.
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>>9561250
>>9561257
a lot of mtfg discords are plagued with problems
gotta curate the right people into them
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>>9561261
>tfw too much of a wallflower to trip
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>>9561261
Yea it's hard to find a quality one. I'm a trip but idk how quality I am so idk if I would be accepted. Im in /cutetrans/ but it's really not /mtfg/ speific
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>>9561261
Usually Discord servers with a small amount is always the best, regardless if its filled with /mtfg/trips or not
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>>9561263
At this point there's not much fun in it anymore.
>>9561267
>>9561270
Small amount is a good way to make sure you're keeping quality over quantity, but it is possible to get more quality people in there if you take it slow and make sure your new additions are good.
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>>9561271

campfire was always crowded with children iirc
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>>9561271
This is true, but a limit around 20 people is still the best option because it'll usually be active around the times when other people from for example Austria go to bed.
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>>9561276
That was one of the major problems of it, yes.
>>9561277
Eh, I don't know if there's a hard limit like 20 or something, that just seems arbitrary to me. You need a healthy population size but limit it to only people who are mature and mesh with your crowd well.
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>>9561271
Ok I'll think about opening a server and doing this. It just hard because everyone has so much history and can cause conflicts.
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>>9561285
That's why you pick your population carefully. It doesn't HAVE to be dramatic. My server's full of quality people who know how to get along with one another. Heck, I've had issues with a couple of them in the past but we're adults about it now, I think.
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>>9561276
children are always the dumbest people in trans communities, they don't seem to realize this is a lifelong thing :s
also they always post nudes.
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poll tiem?

http://www.strawpoll.me/15026775/
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>>9561295
Yea it's kinda crazy how polarized people are and can be. It's kinda scary how many people don't have the social skills just to let things sit even if they don't agree with what anothers views. Bleh I think it probly eaiser to join a trans discord and just make new friends instead I haven't been here long.
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Anyone who hangs out in a transgender discord and nowhere else is doomed to be miserable and never integrate with the greater population of cis.
I'm
I hang around in music, movies, fiction, trans, rock climbing, hiking, and a few other niche ones.

I try to avoid trans related discord groups because it's just..... Just why. Unless you're like attracted to other trans women or don't use tinder to meet local trans women :p
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>>9561305
They're inexperienced and emotional, it makes them prone to bad decision making.
>>9561310
We're all emotional, on estrogen, and have shit going on in our lives. It's no surprise that sometimes things flare up. What matters is afterwards that you're able to deal with it responsibly. Instead of say
Leaving a server
Manipulating a child you know inside the server to start datamining for you
Posting said data on /mtfg/ to stir up shit
Harassing the people who still stay in the server
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>>9561322
Maybe it's nice having other trans friends who understand what you're going through and know how to help you on things cis people don't understand.
You can be in a trans server, AND cis servers related to your interests. There's no cap on how many you can join.
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>>9561322
I can't even integrate into the trans community
At least testosterone numbed to everything
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>>9561322
>trannies dating each other
Kek

>>9561329
I'm getting pretty sick of it too
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>>9561322
>I hang around in music, movies, fiction, trans, rock climbing, hiking, and a few other niche ones.

>music
Too much danger and chance of being harassed and general stress at live gigs or music events

>movies
Inviting people over to watch Netflix is weird

>fiction
I don't read books

>trans
Everyone is a bitch who say they will be your friend and help you when you an egg but then abandon you and leave you alone

>rock climbing
I exercise in private. Since I can't use either the male or female locker rooms.

>hiking
not interesting, same effect can be achieved with treadmill, chance of murder.

Literally all I have is discord and mtfg
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>>9561333
>>9561329
4chan.org/feedback

Don't meme just be honest and explain the situation. You will not be the only ones complaining. Trust me. The mods are already overturning some bans.
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>>9561329
yeah this is like, gothams reckoning, but for /mtfg/ instead.

oh well, it was (not) good while it lasted!
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>>9561331
Some Aussie manipulated a child into doing all that and people started leaving campfire because they were tired of having things like their pictures or things they said leaked. Not the only reason that place went down but yeah.
>>9561334
>not interesting
Exercise isn't the point, it's going out and enjoying an adventure, seeing the world.
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>>9560590

wow is that the astsuka poster? i feel bad reporting him so often he makes such a cute boy
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>>9561337
Yea that's the only reason I refuse to share pictures; pretty terrifying. That's on another level of petty.
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>>9561334
>Inviting people over to watch Netflix is weird

Dinner and a movie is great though.
>hang out
>catch up with your friend(s)
>eat snacks
>get drunk
>watch movie
>fights back tears on the bus home because alcohol makes you depressed and lonely
Good times.
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How am I suppose to make it through the beginning of hrt? I just want to close my eyes and wake up 12 months from now...
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>>9561337
>Exercise isn't the point, it's going out and enjoying an adventure, seeing the world.

What adventure? An adventure myself. What a mastubatory waste of time.
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>>9561348

wow laf you are exceptionally cute as a boy. i regret reporting you too.
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>>9561347
No one ever wants to hang out with me and I'm at the point where even with "close" friends my flight response attacks I and I need to leave
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>>9561350
while you're waiting for the physical changes to take place there's other things you can do (if you have the means) like laser, practicing makeup if that's your kinda thing, figuring out the legal process for things like changing your name and stuff, practicing voice, yadda yadda yadda, general life goal stuff
> I just want to close my eyes and wake up 12 months from now...
i've been on hrt for like 500 years and i still wish for this lol
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>>9561350
I smoked weed and slept a lot the first year. I'm almost 1.5 years through this. Honestly, drugs and alcohol and a job. I also started writing a lot of fiction in my head. I got really good at escaping reality into my cyberpunk. So much so I now get some minor profits from publishing drafts to a niche community. Basically 40% of my day is suicidal repression like right now, then 10% to 25% TV and the remaining if not spent with cute guitar playing trips or cis girls uwu is research and study and writing.

My life is shit AF I can't wait for summer when I can go back to 50% day biking and 20% cemeterychaning
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>tfw when you are becoming increasingly mentally ill and can't do anything to stop it and everything is unravelling

Transition has completely broken my brain it seems
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>>9561356
2 years actually it's February. I showed up here February of 2016.

>>9561354
>Tfw not candidate for laser.
Holy shit electrolysis is the worst thing ever

>>9561333
Half the girls here are "dating" each other.
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>>9561223

im in la
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How to stop craving pizza?

>>9561359
What's on your mind?
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>>9561359
transition didn't break anything you're just a fucking weirdo
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>>9561360
yikes damn

>>9561373
eat pizza
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>>9561373
>failing uni again
>friends all busy or away and have grown more socially isolated
>sleeping all night and sometimes all day twice due to lethargic depression
>agoraphobia up again, still haven't left the house to stock groceries yet
>crying all the time
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how to stop craving cravens?
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>>9561305
yeah fucking young transitioners with their getting to be normal teenage girls with minimal dysphoria and stem cell ovaries and getting to be pregnant
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>>9561385
I am in similar situation. Do you want to speak about it? I don't have Discord though
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>>9561385
Ah ok. I know those feels, but I find it important to get myself out of the house even if it stresses me out. Even if it's just for a little while.
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>>9561373
Don't eat for 24 hours.
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anybody ever had white sauce pizza that shit is so fucking good
with chicken and bacon
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>>9561394
I mean starving myself feels good but that's not a practical approach since I'm actually trying to exercise and stay healthy. Need some calories.

>>9561395
Yeah!
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>>9561379
Yeah. Ok.
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>>9561402
>need calories
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Fun fact: fetishes develop as a reaction to desires that mix with lust around the onset of puberty.
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Tfw you become increasingly mentally ill and your poetry reflects a very different world than everyone else sees.

>>9561359
Like a stained glass window with a rock through it. Like a chain smoker already called the mob to hit! I got these horny little co-eds getting off to it. Going insane like I already had to chomp the bit.

I'm so far out of focus. My mind twist bends light fight or flight into hopelessness. Self punishing behaviors, kissing scars on my leg with the lips of a razor. Never did beleive in saviors, false hopes I'm at war and my thoughts are all traitors. Like what more should I take away? Sex love the fucking sun, now I'm drowning in this loneliness. My soul hates this reflection. Body withers skipping meals and I've lost all direction. Heart racing pacing back and forth like a jungle cat. Stress rash brain zaps mirrors smashed steady tryna hide a mask. I broil in my own head. Rip currents in my soul tear my thoughts to shreds. Heart on lock down self made prison - played judge and jury and I'm twice convicted. Masochistic contradiction terrified of never finding answers. Truth admitted twice committed can't rehabilitate these failures. Fuck this life. My words taste like an oil slick. A soft dick - fuck this steady bite my upper lip. My own thoughts lie to me sometiems. Fatal crimes paranoia like I'm hypnotized. Suicidal heart already thinks it's hit the flat line - you'd have to crack apart my skull to break this paradigm.


Ideas confluent, thoughts maimed, but remain congruent. Sleepless delirious, an out of body experience, today I woke up and transcended omnipotence - a schizophrenic take on solpisitic dissonance.
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>>9561392
I guess

>>9561393
I always collapse like this because on campus I become so isolated and it can only be sustained for so long before I hit a wall

This will be the 3rd year of uni I will have failed. And the course was just useless anyway
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>>9561395
white pizza is fucking amazing omg
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>>9561403
Cis men like you shouldn't transition.
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I feel like I have achieved nothing in my life, and that everything I ever did was just doing what made sense or was the path placed before me. I studied computers because it was the only thing I've ever been good at. I chose not to transition because I found out I would have no support from anyone. I went into a corporate software job because it was easy and paid the bills. I bought a home because it made financial sense to do so. What have *I* actually done? The only thing I really wanted, something I wanted more than anything, is something I let slip through my fingers when I had the one chance seven years ago because I was afraid of failure, and it has haunted me every day and night ever since. I've been totally alone for my entire adult life, and have never found anyone who gave a damn about me. I work. I pay bills. I go home. I wait to die. That is my existence. This wretched body is everything I never wanted to be, and no amount of surgery and hormones can ever fix it, and with each day it degenerates further. I hate this body more than anything else. It has trapped and poisoned, and manipulated me all the while. When I learned seven years ago that my body didn't truly belong to me, and that was simply loaned to society, and that any such modifications to it would be met with only contempt, I was weak and gave in. I know so much more now. There is only hate. I look in the mirror and see the enemy. I want revenge for what it has done to me. It will fight for control with pain and anxiety. It knows I can't win. And that is all I will ever be. A failure who will die alone, after achieving nothing. I want vengeance. I want to break free. I want my actions and choices to define me, instead of this disgusting prison defining me. I want to live. I want to love.
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>>9561419
They should have fixed my brain with other drugs
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>>9561415
sorry, he's dead
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>>9561414
>he's wasting his life
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>>9561413
Someone on discord months ago said you were a rapper I thought that was a joke
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>>9561430
I think you're lying, you know where he's gone!
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I-I've never worn a bra before but that changes tomorrow..
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>>9561449
...I worked hard for what I have and no two-bit corner girl is gonna drop the dime on me! (hangs up the phone)
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>>9561441
What life?
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>>9561412
please post this in the fetish thread or a new thread just for it
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>>9561415
I'm actually having a similar issue. When I have to tell people my name over the phone for healthcare related stuff, they automatically assume it's "Ellen" or "Erin" based on what they heard, unless I'm already in their registry.

I can't say I'm annoyed by it, but it's definitely something.

Alternatively though, in videogames, people assume I'm male and tell me I sound like a faggot.
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>>9561458
no, I thought it was an interesting comment regarding AGP, sorry if it's off-topic.
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>>9561463
it is interesting, that's why it should be posted
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>>9561452
Bras make my tits look more presentable. Good luck!
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ive i already have man tiddies pre-hrt will that mean my breasts will grow faster? should i buy a binder lol
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>>9561543
>those creases under your eyes
have you been getting enough sleep? your health is important
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>>9561474
I'm more excited about how it will feel than how it will look desu
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>>9561583
Tomorrow is what
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>>9561619
Wednesday my dude
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Wednesday is almost over my dudes, tomorrow is Thursday.
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gonna be at 3.75yrs HRT by the time this summer rolls around

still terrified to wear any form of swimwear
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>>9561666
and i feel incredibly horrid looking, though i've had a rhinoplasty and breast augmentation

what i really need to do is get rid of this fking piece of crotch flesh, except i will be poor forever
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>>9561637
what comes after thursday
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>>9561674
I can't plan that far ahead, you'll have to ask me tomorrow.
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you get what you give
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you ever stop and think about how your time growing up was spent as a tranny figuring out their gender and being super depressed with no friends on 4chan instead of just being a girl without worry of this bullshit
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>>9561388
i meant literal children, like people who are ~12 years old
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>>9561681
More often than is probably healthy.
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time machines when
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>>9561681
but you're a girl with a bf now, at least
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>>9561684
I'm usually decently okay with part of my childhood and then I just avoid thinking about things from years 14~ onward, but sometimes it seeps in and blah.
>>9561690
Yeah. But I'm 21 now.
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>>9561692
Well you're a 21 year old with a Cheesehead bf and a life plan
still miles ahead of some other people
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>>9561695
That wasn't the point. I'm 21 and have only been a girl for a short period of time. I started full time a little after being 20 years into my life.
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>>9561704
That wasn't my point either
Everything before that sucks, it sucks a lot. But at the very least you can look forward hopefully instead
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>I'm just a 20 year old trans girl called Sophie
http://steamcommunity.com/id/GirlyMare
which one of u is this
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cy1LdAaGASw

Life would suck if I was 16 forever
Some simply fail to grow due to fear
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>>9561713
Some of us waste those years and would like them back
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>>9561713
we posting tranncore music?
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>>9561723
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCfM4zuKmM8
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free valentine please claim
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What are you getting snickerdoodle for valentine's day?
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>>9561729
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>tfw Valentine's day is almost over and I didn't even speak to another human being
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>>9561739
vocaroo now!
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>>9561734
t-thanks cammy
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>>9561740
Ummm no I only have a boy voice and I don't want everyone hearing it.
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>>9561743
Don't worry it'll only be between us gals.
Until it gets reposted.
Then shared on twitter.
Then the entire world can hear you!
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>>9561741
thanks but im boy sorry
have you met my friend ally though?
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>>9561747
Only a select few may hear my horrid voice.

>>9561751
I-I'm a boy too Cammy.
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>>9561754
i haven't..
>>9561751
h-hi ally
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Test
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>>9561760
Based...
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>>9561619
my ritual day of self-loathing and eating chocolate regardless of whether boys give it to me.
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>>9561681
This hits way too close to home :(
I really don't want to deal with my agp thoughts and I've tried ignoring them but they're still here reeeeee. I sometimes fantasize about being a cute girl and want to be one, but I also don't mind being male. If anything I like being make, and I certainly don't feel female or trans
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>>9561681
My high school life would've been miserable either way, so I don't care too much.
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>>9561756
It's a bad voice, you don't wanna hear it.
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>>9561788
How do people have skin this smooth. Is it shopped?
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>>9561793
what...?
i still would...
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>>9561805
Oh, one day then :)
I want to practice some first.
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>>9561800
the steps to sanity:
step 1: assume all flawless skin is shopped
step 2: assume the bodies of all models are retouched in some way (they usually are, unless noted otherwise)
step 3: take care of yourself both physically and emotionally.
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>>9561777
I'd rather be a lonely depressed girl struggling with her dysfunctional family than what I actually was.
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>>9561809
ill wait~!
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>>9561800
Some phones (Samsung) come with beauty retouching automatically enabled, that'll smooth your skin out for you.
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>>9561821
list of places you need to go:
[ ] on /mtfg/
[x] the fuck to bed
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>>9561830
Perhaaaaps. I slept really late today, but the goal for bed today is 2. Gonna play games for a bit.
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>>9561833
your boyfriend needs to crack the whip better
get the fuck to sleep
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>>9561833
sleepy gracey
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>>9561835
He's the one I set that goal with. We were staying up way too late together.
>>9561837
Very, very~
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>>9561840
you sure love that gif but it's getting a bit worn out
find a new one
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>>9561841
Fuck you, it's a good gif.
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>>9561821
It wasn't my family that was the problem.
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>>9561847
you've sent it sooooooooo many times, maybe i've just seen it too many times
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>>9561848
What was?
>>9561851
Razafraza Cameron's shitpost!
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>>9561856
school
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>>9561847
thats a bad wordy....
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>>9561825
Okie :)
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>>9561856
I don't know what that means but it ain't no shitpost damnit
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>>9561858
School sucked, loneliness sucked, divorce sucked, alcoholic mom sucked.
>>9561859
It's a nice word if you add a tilde
>>9561861
Shitposter!
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>>9561861
*puts cammy in a dress while she is sleeping in Graces room in the /mtfg/ mansion*
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>>9561184
>>9561198
I didn't drop the cishet masc act only to fall in another one. It's not like I have no beautifying routine, it's not like I don't have hueg dysphoria over my voice, and my boymode is already bursting at the seams. But fuck dresses senpai. And if I go all the way into 'hi I'm cis' territory it'll only be to deal with dysphoria or avoid being beaten up/discriminated against.
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>>9561870
I'm not a shitposter
you're lucky its not my birthday yet or i'd be double angery

>>9561872
Why would I be sleeping in Grace's room?
Threes a crowd, dont ya know?
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>>9561713
life would be amazing as 16 year old forever and you have to do some extreme mental gymnastics to think otherwise. like, that's just retarded anon
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>>9561845
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>>9561891
cute.
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hey where are all the australians?
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>>9561905
and why aren't they in my bedroom?
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>>9561908
ikr.
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>>9561881
I dont care to live forever just to watch everything i love die
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i wanna be a mom some day
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>>9561914
so kill yourself, but for gods sake, keep your body at its prime while it lasts.
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>>9561921
me too thanks
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>>9561925
I dont want to die. See you in the morning :>
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>>9561928
memento mori :D
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>>9561921
you can adopt
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>>9561936
It's not the same but yeah, I'll save a kid that already exists.
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>>9561938
you'd be a pretty good mom imo
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>>9561928
Idg your logic. your friends will still wither and die, even if you grow old with them
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>>9561941
I don't think I'd be a good one yet, but maybe that self awareness puts me miles ahead of some cis moms.
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>>9561942
What are you wearing??? All black and leopard print is not a good choice

I looked into therapy and I have a bit of an issue. All therapists near me are 100-150 an hour but ironically there's one in my school that might be covered by my insurance. However I went on that one's website and it includes non binary people and seems super hugboxy and would not be right for me. I'm still not sure I could actually talk to a therapist about any of this because it's too embarrassing and I'm also scared of wasting the money. How did you guys go to therapy? Did you have to talk to a doctor first or just sign up? Did everyone here go knowing they were trans or did anyone go wondering?
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>when you don't sleep
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>>9561950

I just found a therapist using this psychology website. I'm pretty sure I just asked the therapist for an appointment, no referrals or anything. I think I knew but I kinda doubted myself...
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>>9561947
Because you're young. You'll get older and wiser and way better at it
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I really, really, really want to get a deadly terminal disease that can only be cured by taking cyproterone acetate and estradiol valerate.
If I did have a disease nobody would blame me for undergoing HRT.
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>"hey let's all share embarassing period stories"
Does anyone else know this feel
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>>9561960

i mean being trans is pretty much the mental equivalent of that
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>>9561961
Not that specific situation but I've been there awkward while other girls are talking about that sort of thing.
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>>9561961
Hahahahah once I jacked off so hard I tore my foreskin and it bled hahahahahaha.
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Robin told me on discord she was banned for posting a pic of herself
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>>9561961
It's 11:52PM
Go to bed you have work tomorrow
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>>9561961

i would poop myself probably
what did u say
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>>9561968
oh yeah well my daddy taught me a few things too like how not to rip the skin by putting it in another guys mouth
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>>9561970
These mods are so fucking based legit

Except they are banning me on asp for some reason
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>>9561970

wth
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>>9561953
The website I looked at for psychologists all had ubdewuakifies snake oil pedlers. I want someone like Blanchard who can help me and knows what they're talking about

Found this gem while looking for help
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>>9561975
"Nope, I have nothing to say"
>Girl who knows I'm trans: lucky bastard

>>9561972
Fuck you I set my own hours

>>9561968
Based..

>>9561967
What would you say in that situation?
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>>9561982
I'm setting your hours now
Go to bed

>>9561981
>I want someone like Blanchard who can help me and knows what they're talking about
Someone who's Trans is going to know far more about what they're talking about then some gatekeeping cishet man who looks like he's a Matrix cosplayer
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>>9561982
In the past I've just listened and gone about my own thing since I have nothing to add, but if I was asked specifically I'd probably come out about being trans, find a plausible excuse, say I don't wanna talk about it, or just shrug.
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>>9561961
Well, my sister is pretty gross, so yeah. Then I talk about my pooping habits and then SHE talks about my pooping habits and everybody has left the room by that point.
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>>9561962
*physical
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>>9561982

in that situation i would probably say ive never had one b/c im trans

of course what i think and what i actually do are different things. once a customer asked if my new name was my birth name (weird question) and I totally lied about it
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>that feel when you just finished watching Evangelion with someone who has never seen it before
It's an entertaining one.

>>9561960
>estradiol valerate
Why valerate? Otherwise same.

>>9561961
Thankfully not.
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>>9561983
I don't have enough money to really even afford 1 session so I have to choose carefully. I don't want someone who's biased and will deny my agp experiences because it goes against their world view
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>>9561991
Hmm I guess estradiol hemihydrate then?
>>9561962
That's true but then being trans is a thing in your brain and not your body so people would think you were degenerate if you took the treatment.
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>>9561994
I'm sure they'll accept your feelings so long as you aren't a nutjob trying to proselytize textbook Blanchard to a trained professional.
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>>9561998
I am a nutjob trying to convert others by your standards probably. It's me, laf, posting anon
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>>9561961
>haha one time i had really heavy bleeding and I thought something was wrong but I was just miscarrying haha i didn't even know I was pregnant I just put so much toxic shit into my body the fetus was rejected almost immediately haha good one right ladies
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>>9562007

holy shit that unicode tho
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It's amazing how being called nice things by a guy cures my depression and gender Dysphoria right away
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>>9562016

haha amy likes boys
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>>9562016
My boyfriend's done a good job of keeping me happy tonight, some people were trying to bully me about being a tranny but he decided to make me laugh so it wouldn't bother me
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>>9562016
>friend tells me I'm cute but I basically look like Just A Dude
>he can't tell me what he finds cute
I understand you want to be supportive but pls. I don't need help with delusions.

>>9562023
>not liking guys
>not liking that feel when a guy holds your hand and it's way bigger and stronger than yours
>that feel when you look at each other while walking together and smile
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>>9562030
Sounds pretty nice. The cherry on top wuld be getting you to go to sleep
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>>9562034

i like guys tho im just bullyin amy
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Is there a christian general on 4chan?
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>>9562036
Ha that's STRAIGHT
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>>9562038
Yes on /pol/ and on hotwheels site
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sometimes I miss being able to use a mic
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>>9562040

;_____;
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>>9562023
Yep! They make me safe and secure.

>>9562030
Awww that's so nice
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>woke up from a dream where i got bullied by my former colleagues after taking up work with them again, being teased and ridiculed for looking even weaker than last time and being even more of a faggot than i was last time i was with the company
:(
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>>9562035
Soon, we're winding down to get to sleep.
>>9562061
Yeah, it's really nice having a guy that wants to protect me.
>>9562067
It was just a dream.
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>>9562069
you better or im not coming down south
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>>9562073
You can't just go from ass kicking in Siege to sleep without taking time to relax.
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>>9562076
alright thats it im not renewing my passport
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https://youtu.be/XgN_OFosKzY
Goodnight everyone, banned or not.
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i really like girls
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>>9562034
Low-key happy about having dainty hands and smol wrists.
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>shake therapist's hand
>she gives me a weak, limp one back
>feel like a disgusting man yet again despite everyone ever telling me i have to give strong confident handshakes
am i just autistic or
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>>9562126
you're overthinking things
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I get to meet a recently cracked egg, mtfg. Maybe she’ll be my fren and we can hang out and stuff. Don’t even know if she has started mones lmao.
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>>9562128
aww
Where's my trans friend to help me after cracking?
How did you two meet?
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>>9562127
always am
i'n scared of being seen as extra manly by strangers on top of my looks
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>>9562129
She's meeting up with us in a trans support group meeting. Might like teach her stuff.
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>>9562128
Oh shit you're gonna meet a whole lot of MtF this month! Hopefully we don't all collapse in a black hole.
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>>9562128
Is Lia gonna start a harem of freshly cracked eggs? Or is it gonna be all Transwomen, if so come to Victoria and take Elanna
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>>9562136
Yeah i like meeting up with other trans girls.
>>9562139
I'd rather get big men than transwomen. Which is to say NOT you, Cammy :^)
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>>9562140
Alright oww uncalled for, and on my birthday to boot
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>>9562144
SORRY, i had to make the bantz. In all honesty though, i'd cuddle with Elanna. Don't think i'll be making any trans girl harem any time soon tho. Happy birthday btw leaf boi <3
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>>9562144
Whew birthday on Valentine's Day? You were born for love!
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i don't like it when future stuff becomes uncertain
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>>9562149
You'll take elan as your haram bottom bitch if it's the last thing I do god dammit
>>9562150
No it's bullshit no one ever wants to do anything on it because they have date nights planned reee
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why does everything TAKE SO FUCKING LONG
MILLION YEARS OF WAITING TIME FOR EVERY MEDICAL INSTITUTION
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>>9562124
what a cuckquean.
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>>9562170
I like being incredibly anxious about everything all the time
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>lay on bed and just cry about how much of a man I look like
All I really want out of life right now is to be a girl, to be independent, and to be with the girl I think I'm falling for.
These are all such far away things and I'm afraid none of them will happen no matter how hard I'm trying.
I imagine my future and what I want and what I think will happen are very different things.
I want to be happy...
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>>9562212
You should know by now, only popular trips get the attention you are after with blog posts like this.
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>>9562221
But we all know that's just Proxie
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>>9562221
I am a trip.
I just turned it off cause of one of the things I said.
I'm just so sad...
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Hahaha Yamcha x Frieza
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>voice cracks in an ugly manly way when singing
fucc
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>>9562224
Which thing, the part about you falling for a girl? Does she post here?
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>>9562235
Umm.
Yes.
Fuck.
I should sleep.
Don't know why I posted.
Got called a failure of a man and shoved to the ground when I went to get a drink.
And then I saw a mirror.
Fuck.
I will sleep.
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whats a good way to improve your voice?
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>>9562253
Goodnight, and just so you know, I think I know who you are. If you want to post anon, maybe try not to use a new line for each sentence, or talk about abuse, ALLY.
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>>9562271
>or talk about abuse
Eat a dick cunt.
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>>9562278
How you doing Snicker? Feeling a little annoyed?
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fussili > spaghetti
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>>9562278
Whew, she's off the hook!
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transgirls are the only good people
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>>9562290
>tfw don't know if having so many online/discord MtF friends makes me an egg or if trans girls are just really nice people
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>tfw not succing a gt right now
I want to make a cute trans girl feel really good
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>>9562316
both
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>>9562317
then you should stop making these posts
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>>9562316
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i am transgender and it is very hard to make and maintain relationships. am i broken? is it other people that are wrong? why can't i be happy?
this is trans related discussion
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>>9562348
Actual question
Are you autistic?
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>>9562338
Meh if you asked me if I wanted to be a girl at 12 I would have said yes and I knew it.
I don't know what I actually am honestly
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Good morning, Ladies! Happy Valentines Day <3
Lol just ""finished"" my terrible egg breakfast (iliterally cant cook for shit idk)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzQsCJuZ_zU
NEway Gotta poo b4 work then the long Drive. honestly stoked to be with my new girl, actually think i might be "in love" lul.. hows life /mtfg/? x
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>>9562356
oooh you found a gf? is she from this thread?
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>>9562354
not sure
>>9562356
dont be too preemptive. love takes time.
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good morning /mtfg/ i hope you all have a nice valentines day!
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i seek to cure what's deep inside
frightened of this thing that i've become
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>>9562374
morning miki <3 do you have any plans for today?
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You'd think on valentines day there would be less diccpics.
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>>9562388
i have blood work to get done soon and then im going to come home and then go back to sleep on cam with a cutie >w< you~?
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>>9562391
well i havent slept yet and its almost 7:30... so i should probably do that. im totally jelly of you having a valentine >.> lucky duck
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>>9562396
i was sleeping in a call and when i woke up she asked me >w<
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>>9562290
bad juni
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>tfw avoid trans spaces and just go to women's communities now
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sad because no friends but too sad to make friends


kill me plz
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hello, forgive my ignorance but I had some questions for you guys, I've only recently gotten into the lgbt scene

are most mtf bottoms/subs?

I know many of them resort to prostitution in my country to pay for hormones and surgery and etc, and many have to be switch for that

where would you go if you wanted to find a real relashionship? or at least just find a guy who likes you and accepts you for who you are?

I'm also not sure what "chaser" means, so many people use it with negative connotations it seems but sometimes there's a post or other that gets called a "good" chaser?

i'm asking because I genuinely care, so any answers I'd appreciate it
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is it any use to try and maintain muscle with cypro making it all go away? any specific methods to not become too frail
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>>9562452
>are most mtf bottoms/subs?
Most trans women I've known tend to be bottoms. But most of them also have genital dysphoria so they don't like using their stuff at all.

>where would you go if you wanted to find a real relashionship?
I just stopped dating guys t b h. I mostly date other trans women, but in general I find I connect much better with women than men.

>I'm also not sure what "chaser" means
Chasers are men who are only attracted to trans people because they're trans. Trans women generally don't like that, for obvious reasons.
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>>9562374
im seeing a movie with my bf im so exited. The theatre has couches so im going to get to cuddle.
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coconut oil is the shit
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>>9562408
Those poor women
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tfw no valentine
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why is mtfg so slow lately
is everyone banned?
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>>9562604
either that or they got tired of the moderation and the other boards being merged in
i know ive been posting a lot less since the deletions, kinda scared of getting bent
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how come most boys are not femboys
how do we fix this problem
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anyone want to be gfs for the day
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>>9562645
i love possums
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Every time im about to start lazer or electro, some anon says something that scares me off it. Getting rly sick of useless info on 4chan

>never al electro pasta in catalog
>multiple botted clones of shit in catalog
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>>9562696
tru
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Hi mtfg could I get a quick opinion? Sorry but idk where to post this.

My friends think I have BDD. I have measurements of 41.5/36/33/28.5/35.5 shoulders/bust/underbust/waist/hips with 12 inch biceps and 11.5 inch forearms (both flexed measurements).

I feel like my arms are huge and overpower my physique, which isn't great but at least hips are a tad wider than ribcage (nowhere near shoulders though). Arms are very lean which probs doesn't help.

Does this sound like a reasonable concern for an mtf or are my friends telling the truth? At this point I really don't know...
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>>9562699
back when I was an orphan I had this fantasy that I would transform into a cowgirl and that one of my seniors in the boys dorm would transform into a bull dude, and that it'd bond us and I'd have to be his sex slave. Thought you should know.
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>>9562706
>Does this sound like a reasonable concern for an mtf
Yes.
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Hey, MTFG, I got a bit of winding news so hear me out

Anyone who remembers me probably knows I'm obsessed with tanks, so they won't be surprised that recently I was browsing an antiques shop and I found a dud tank shell. I did a bit of investigating, and there's only 1 vehicle in the country that could have find it, so today I went to the museum it's kept in and took a look at it, talked with the curator for a bit and got a better feel for what I bought. I don't really need it per-se, but it's really cool to me, and I'm tempted to keep it, but I could also donate it to the museum, since... you know... Irish history is a little lacking and this way more people get to experience it!

Should I donate it? or keep it for myself?
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>>9562706
In general fixating on measurements isn't a good thing because it doesn't give an actual picture of how you look. They probably feel you have BDD not because of your appearance but because of how you're fixated on them. Concern about your appearance is reasonable but it's not worth it to get too invested in the things you can't change.
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Okay, so what I'm hearing is that the thread is currently dead because it's mid-afternoon GMT, gotcha, I'll ask again tomorrow...
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>>9562758
>some girls here love tanks
... Grace has some interest I think, who else?

(tank shell, for reference)
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>>9562775
No thanks, I'm good
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>shuffle around awkwardly and red-faced through a store that sells nail products only to realize i have no idea what im doing
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>>9562733
Keep it nerd, just look after it.
Write where it's from and what it's for so when you kick it your dick head children don't throw it out.
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>>9562784
Start asking questions to an attendant?
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>>9562795
>so when you kick it your dick head children don't throw it out.
Sure, if I ever have kids... But yeah, I might keep it, I guess. Donate it later in life if I remember to...

Considering it's marked on the bottom what it is, I don't think I'll need to write it down for the future. I'll show an expert in one of the colleges around here the pictures, to figure out what round it is exactly, considering google isn't giving me the answer I'm looking for. "APES" isn't a common shell type, Armour Piercing... Explosive Shell? Hardly.
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>>9562801
social interaction scary and it makes my voice hoarse :(
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>>9562803
You'll have better luck researching what auto cannon was on the AC.
Probably a madsen 20mm don't really know.
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>>9562818
Oh wait it literally says madsen 20mm on it lol.

Here have a gander
https://forum.cartridgecollectors.org/t/20mm-hispano-trials-with-madsen-projectiles/14156
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>>9562818
Oh, no I know what the gun was, it was the Madsen 20mm M/38, I know what tank it was on too, as I said, I went and saw it in the museum today... What I want to know is what APES is supposed to mean
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Happy Valentines day girls </3
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https://youtu.be/FyYMzEplnfU
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>>9562833
Here you go sweetie

The Madsen CO research PDF did armor piercing tests using armor piercing rounds.

They referred to the APES as
>Armor piercing with explosive charge.

Page 7-8

Not shifting through 400 page 80 year old document though so have a look for more information

http://www.forgottenweapons.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/Aberdeen%20test%20of%20Madsen%207mm%20and%2020mm.pdf
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>>9562858
Well then thats.. way more than I was expecting! Thanks! So... I have what's probably a disarmed shell or one that got the actual round replaced.

Even so, to think people suggested using it to pleasure myself...
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>>9562864
>400 pages
Turned out to be 40ish

It's a pretty neat find honestly. Essentially since the madsen was used by both sides.

And good call on not using it in that manner
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9j5UzxEhEM
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>>9562868
At first I thought it was a 10-40 from a bofors, until my eyes adjusted and saw it was much, much smaller. Turned out to be something older, and probably less common. So yeah, for 30 bucks, I'd consider it a stroke of luck!

...

Hopefully it's not explosive!

Happy valentines day, anon, you've improved mine quite a bit!
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>>9562841
Valentine Day isn't a thing it's just a commercial thing to make people buy shit.

>:~[
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>>9562706
The only thing worse than self diagnosis is random diagnosis
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>>9562933
t. no valentine

>:(
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>be tranny
>but also massive fujoshi that gets extremely turned on by yaoi
>find real life gay men disgusting

what did my brain mean by this
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she girl
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>>9562937
Shut up. Next year, surely.
>>9562941
I dunno I mostly find them adorbs. Shame they won't want to date a conetitted guy who never wants to top and doesn't want his bepis touched like ever.
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>>9562933
It may be commercial but the idea is cute.
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>>9562966
ur cute
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>>9562841
Thanks but don't touch my lemons
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>>9562988
Am I cute anon?
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>>9563002
your cheek bones have potential
Your hair looks like shit up
your chocker makes zero sense with that outfit
Nice skin though.
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Wat up /mtfgay?
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>>9563009
Thanks, true but I can't stand chewing on it and not being able to see, I know but I wanted to wear it and thanks but I dissagree. Keratosis pillaris is a bitch

Now see just how shit I actually am
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>>9563011
Feeling my senstive nipps desu
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>>9563015
Nah your skin is not half bad. What's your routine to treat it?
No reason to pick out your flaws I'm sure you know them better than anyone. But your cheekbones are super cute.
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>>9563016
Some things are best kept to yourself anon.

>>9563015
You should avoid the manjaw angle.
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happy valentine's day, mtfg!

>>9563011
i got gendered female twice yesterday close up while very boymode, maybe there's hope
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>>9563034
No so it's werid they kinda hurt/feel good but I don't have buds? So what does this mean? Do I have to wait more or should I worry I'm super new.
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>>9563031
>What's your routine to treat it?
I shower once a day, nothing else, I really don't take care of myself

>>9563034
Yeah, I know, but how else do I show my flaws and keep myself humble?
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>>9563039
>So what does this mean?
It means you are getting turned by thinking about becoming a woman. There's probably some three letter acronym for that.

>>9563044
>keep myself humble
Posters here will keep you appraised of all your faults as a human being in general and pretend female in particular.
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>>9563051
I'm hsts and on hrt. I just looked it up because I should actually know better what's going on with me. Apparently they can get sore before buds appear.
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>>9563011
using my computer for the first time since like the end of november
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I hate you all
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>>9563205
I hate me too
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>>9563207
Oh posted my image before I had written my post

Brain decided to give me an estrogen fueled lucid lewd dream again. What a nice comfort for Valentines days to soothe Dysphoria.

I was a cis girl. My subconscious is really spot on. Also Aaron Paul, hottie.
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happy valentines
Im ill
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>be me
>be in a cafe
>see couple kiss
>they keep doing it for several minutes
>girl is cute and boy is cute
>wish I was in her place
>mfw
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It's 50 degrees out! It's almost spring! Almost spriiiiiiing! I can't wait!
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>>9563232
fight them
assume the role of Stacy
(The come to Victoria and steal Elanna)
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>>9563251
Why Should I steal precious Elanna away when she has her precious Sophie? Though being an alpha dyke does sound kinda fun.
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>>9563256
Whisk her away to Europe and you three can be a lesbian poly couple. Plus then I don't have to run the risk of seeing her around town
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>>9563259
>poly
No thanks.
I know how much you like elanna though. Wouldn’t wanna take her away in a degenerate polyamory relationship and leave you alone.
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>>9563265
I like to tease her
Please take her away from me
>Alone
I have a dog and cats I'll be fine
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>>9563267
>I have a dog and cats I'll be fine
On Valentines Day?
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>just started watcing nichijou with bf
Moe slice of life isnt really my thing but this is kinda nice and cozy
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>>9563280
Hey no lewd shit the bond between man and dog is sacred
SACRED
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>>9563293
Not when you screw the pooch you degenerate.
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>>9563298
I do not fuck my dog and I'm not a degenerate
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>>9563302
>I'm not a degenerate
Come now. As they say, the truth will set you free.
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>>9563311
The truth is I am the very image of windswept austere Protestant morals
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>>9563322
You're a regular tranny Jayne Eyre.
We'll continue this when I come back from swimming.
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>>9563322
Sure thing Camcam.
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>>9563331
I am NOT trans god darnit
>>9563335
You doubt me?
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My 3 day ban for avatarfagging is over, girlz
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>>9563222
Nessie?!
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>could be hanging out with a hot guy next week for fuggs

I'm very scared, nervous and anxious.

Really good for my Dysphoria though as I haven't been with a guy for ages. But holy hell. The nervousness
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>>9563432
i got 3 day banned because of a post tetra made during the dark times
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>>9563464
The jani tried to get me banned for complaining about 4chan but the mod thought it was silly and lifted the temporary block, but the mod later did take the jani's side about 2 Elsa images in 5 posts
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i don't think hrt worked for me
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>>9563469
I got banned again for replying to a shit post...
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>>9563478
I love you sparky, you're a qt
>>9563036
hewwo quid
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>>9563487
i love you too <3
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>>9563432
hugg welcome back
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>>9563492
hugg thank you
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i forgot to ask my doc for a refill of my benzos and my anxiety's been getting worse
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>>9563497
pass me a xan pwease
>>9563489
how are you doing nowadays
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>when grace-chan sits on your face while you eat her ass
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>>9563506
I just got dumped by my girlfriend of 3 years a few days ago so that sucked but otherwise I'm doing well, finally overcoming my depression and I'm about to graduate from uni and stuff
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>>9563511
nice dress
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>>9563507
Woah
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>>9563511
time to get a bf
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>>9563520
realistically I'm probably just going to take a break from dating for a bit, but maybe when I'm ready I can find a bf
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>>9563511
how were you able to combine transition and uni?
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>>9563478
You went from adorable to even more adorable
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>>9563528
I'm not sure I follow what you mean, sorry.
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>>9563511
:(( I'm sorry that happened with your ex, that's very good you're getting better and moving forward with your life though

also really cute dress I want one
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Woah. Estrogen fueled boy anxiety

That or the energy drink I took.
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Why is this place dead
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>>9563639
i-idk ;;;;;
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>>9563639
Mass bans and post purges.
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>>9563639
Ikr it's Valentine's so this place should be packed
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>>9563374
>I am NOT trans god darnit
Fiiiine. You are a girl (male).

>>9563478
You look like Ryan Phillippe.
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>>9563652
>Mass bans and post purges.
RIP in peace
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This is so fucking dumb. Is there another place we can go to actually not be harrassed?




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