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>there are abandoners browsing this board RIGHT NOW
>some are even reading my threads
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF COME BACK
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>>52432200
you fucking faggot can you stop these shitty attention whorin threads fuckin shit you mentally retarded gay fag its genuinely annoying
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODS STOP THIS FUCKING SPAM PLEASE YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING TRANNYS
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I used to hate your spam, now I keep waiting for it. what's this? some kind of Stockholm Syndrom?
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>>52432222
That's the opposite of most people. Normally they like me at first then come to hate me as they get to know me better.
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Hey, op its me again have you reconsidered my offer and wanna be frens?
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I hope you burn to death in a house fire.
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>tfw no qt incel gf to abandon
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>>52432200
I abandoned this board for years and came back today. Does that count?
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>>52432318
I got banned like three times, though one of those times was so the mod could give me the number for the suicide hotline.

Not religious and never have been, guess that makes me an atheist but it's not something I give much thought.
>>52432323
No idea who you are.
>>52432335
Me too anon, me too.
>>52432350
I guess that's abandonment, but I can't blame you. This site has been borderline unusable for at least 5 years now.
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>>52432200
AYO HOL UP
GIBS ME DAT SAUCE MUFUGA
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>>52432200
I enjoyed this thread yesterday. I'm glad to see it again today. May I hang out for awhile?
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>>52432414
nvm, I found out it's from Gwenpool or whatever
Anyone know if it's any good?
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>>52432387
>No idea who you are.
doesnt really matter i just asked if you wanted to be friends in one of your last threads ill use the moniker zim so you know its me next time but for now have you reconsidered and would like to be frens?
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>>52432200
Why not just get a new one to later abandon you? It'll be fun while it lasts
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>>52432431
I don't really keep friends anymore, but I appreciate the sentiment and you're alright in my book.

You should really call that number, the disinterested teen girl on the line told me I should go on a walk and now I'm cured. Completely changed my life.
>>52432437
I can't stop you.
>>52432470
Why would I want to be friends with you? I know nothing about you and you know nothing about me beyond the fact that I'm obsessive and mentally ill. It's unlikely we have anything in common, and the fact that you want to be friends with me based on that information alone screams predatory.
>>52432471
The pain of losing someone outweighs the happiness I feel while I'm with them. I was with my ex for around 3 months but have been reeling from the breakup for even longer than that.
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>>52432595
>Why would I want to be friends with you? I know nothing about you and you know nothing about me beyond the fact that I'm obsessive and mentally ill. It's unlikely we have anything in common, and the fact that you want to be friends with me based on that information alone screams predatory.
like i said last time i have no friends no one to talk to and you seemed the same so i thought it would be a good idea to make friends and im not without my own illnesses
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>>52432627
>like i said last time
Like I said this time, I have no clue who you are, so I don't remember what you said last time.
>I have no friends no one to talk to and im not without my own illnesses
What a glowing endorsement, I wasn't sure about it before but now I'm sold.
>and you seemed the same so i thought it would be a good idea to make friends
I'm not the same, I don't want friends. You people are soul suckers and I'd rather be alone than have my emotions manipulated.
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>>52432750
>I wasn't sure about it before but now I'm sold.
but you have bpd how can you judge others and i wasnt sayin it as something common it was more of a point that i can empathize with you
>I don't want friends.
so then what youre basically sayin is you make this thread hour in and out to simply attetion whore because that is how it seems
>I'd rather be alone than have my emotions manipulated.
i mean if thats what you want sure but i do assure you i had no intent on manipulating you i just wanted a friend
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>>52432821
>but you have bpd how can you judge others and i wasnt sayin it as something common it was more of a point that i can empathize with you
I'm not judging you, I'm just saying that if I already didn't want to add you why would saying you're mentally ill with no friends sway me? Like is that supposed to be a selling point? You could have listed some of your interests that you think I might like, that you're a really empathetic person, anything, but that's what you went with. It's just bizarre to me.
>so then what youre basically sayin is you make this thread hour in and out to simply attetion whore because that is how it seems
Yes. I make it to vent and because I get social interaction/validation without actually having to emotionally invest anyone or risk being taken advantage of. I don't really care if you call me an attention whore, but wouldn't I be more of an attention whore if I added literally everyone who posted in my threads?
>i mean if thats what you want sure but i do assure you i had no intent on manipulating you i just wanted a friend
If you were a manipulator you'd say the exact same thing, your words are meaningless.
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>>52432999
>I'm not judging you, I'm just saying that if I already didn't want to add you why would saying you're mentally ill with no friends sway me? Like is that supposed to be a selling point
like i said i thought it would be something you could empathize withi assumed you also didnt have any friends and were lonely, ill admit that was a bad assumption on my part
>You could have listed some of your interests that you think I might like, that you're a really empathetic person, anything, but that's what you went with. It's just bizarre to me.
well i like a lot of things usually people dm when they talk about things they enjoy and get to kno each other
>but wouldn't I be more of an attention whore if I added literally everyone who posted in my threads?
literally the opposite kek. now im not saying to add everybody who wants to have a go at you that also includes me but dont add them because you dont want to do it because you think ur personalitys may not mesh together well, kno the prob and you make it seem you want to find someone who wont abandon you then when some one does try you pull this shit its all so backwards
>your words are meaningless.
wouldnt your words be more meaningless since you are an attention whore and one could suggest that this is all bull shit and you just do it to seek the self validation you think you deserve or as you call it "vent" after you do have bpd what im sayin is within the realm of feasibility. but hey what do i kno im just some guy on the interwebs
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>>52433151
ps sorry for the shit grammer was eating use your best judgement as to what you think my points were
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>>52432999
Nice trips, anon.

I'm >>52432437 guy, and I really enjoyed talking to you yesterday. We have very similar views on (other people), and I still wish you all the best.

What do you do with you time, anon? Other than this thread, obviously
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>>52433169
Vidya mostly, excited for the singleplayer hearthstone expansion tomorrow. Dungeon run was probably the most fun I had with the game since it came out. Also probably gonna pirate yakuza kiwami 2 after that.
>>52433151
> well i like a lot of things usually people dm when they talk about things they enjoy and get to kno each other
I don't care what you like, my point was that it's bizarre that you'd try to make friends by telling someone you're a friendless loser rather than sharing your interests or personality traits.
>literally the opposite kek.
How? Adding/talking to everyone would maximize the amount of attention I would get.
>you make it seem you want to find someone who wont abandon you then when some one does try you pull this shit its all so backwards
How is it backwards? I don't want to be abandoned, so I'm a hypocrite for not opening myself up to any random guy who could potentially abandon me?
>wouldnt your words be more meaningless
Sure, my words are meaningless. The difference is that I'm not telling you that you can trust me or that I'm not a manipulator. Whether or not you believe what I say doesn't matter in the slightest because I'm not asking anything of you.
>since you are an attention whore and one could suggest that this is all bull shit and you just do it to seek the self validation you think you deserve or as you call it "vent" after you do have bpd what im sayin is within the realm of feasibility. but hey what do i kno im just some guy on the interwebs
And now you stoop to name calling and invalidating me. This is a common pattern of people who ask me to add them in these threads, so it doesn't really surprise me.
>>52433168
You sound like a literal retard and it goes beyond the typos/grammatical mistakes.
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>>52433386
honestly i dont really care anymore its getting to be alotta work arguing with you find peace dude >>52433386
>You sound like a literal retard and it goes beyond the typos/grammatical mistakes.
yes all of youre contradictory statements and i sound like the tard sure bro take it easy man
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>>52433386
Do you work at all? Exercise? Any attempts at self-improvement?
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>>52433432
Feels bad getting called a retard by someone who writes in word salads and can't use the correct version of "youre."

Maybe I'd like to be friends after all, I feel like I could learn a lot from you. Could you start by pointing out which statements I made were contradictory? I looked over everything I said today and I can't seem to find them, but I'm sure someone as smart as you could.
>>52433473
Not really, I'm just killing time until things get bad enough for me to off myself. Don't see the point in doing anything.
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>>52432459
It sucks. It's just another attempt by marvel to turn a male superhero into a worse rostie version.
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>>52432200
no fuck you i tried to make comfy interpals threads that i missed from 2016 many times but nobody replied because they just wanted to talk about trannies instead
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>>52433518
I've been there, man. My drug of choice was sleep and E.L. Fudges. Couldn't get the motivation up to enjoy games, not even ones I'd always enjoyed. Anhedonia is cruel.

How long has it been since all this happened to you?
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>>52433518
wow grammer police and bpd thats quite a skillset lol,and also because youre living in a delusional world no matter how much logic i use against you it still wouldnt make sense to you,
oh yea btw i forgot to mention you prob think i was gonna manipulate you cause i wanted sex or something but im not gay like you(this isnt an insult) i literally just wanted a friend and idc of the orientation of them if im wrong then shit famm
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>>52433550
This happened back in febuary, a couple days before valentine's day.

It took me over a month before I was even able to watch or play anything again. Kiwami was the first game I played after that and I ended up 100%ing it, so I'm excited to play 2.
>>52433580
>wow grammer police and bpd thats quite a skillset lol
I have to admit, being able to write in coherent sentences definitely comes handy.

By the way, you seem to feel the need to shoehorn the fact that I was diagnosed with BPD into every post you make, is this because you think it bothers me? It seems really irrelevant.
>also because youre living in a delusional world no matter how much logic i use against you it still wouldnt make sense to you,
Give me a try, I promise you won't overload my silly fragile emotional brain with your facts and logic.
>oh yea btw i forgot to mention you prob think i was gonna manipulate you cause i wanted sex or something but im not gay like you(this isnt an insult) i literally just wanted a friend and idc of the orientation of them if im wrong then shit famm
I didn't say sex. You'd want to extract emotional energy from me for your own purposes, and judging by the way you act it's unlikely you'd give any back.
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>>52433702
It took me about 2 months before anything started to shake loose. It's been over three years, and it's an ongoing process. You don't have to believe me, but I'm sure that things will get better for you, even though you don't seem to care if they do or not. I know I wasn't able to give a fuck, but it did all start to come back together.

I wish I could help you feel better in some small way.
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>>52433702
>diagnosed with BPD into every post you make
lol say it in two posts, it becomes every post wow ur really btfoing me
>Give me a try, I promise you won't overload my silly fragile emotional brain with your facts and logic.
thats prob true thats why theres no use trying
>You'd want to extract emotional energy from me for your own purposes, and judging by the way you act it's unlikely you'd give any back
lol wtf am i a vampire , as i said before ur really btfoing me
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>>52433845
>lol say it in two posts, it becomes every post wow ur really btfoing me
Three times, which is a lot for something that's not really relevant.
>thats prob true thats why theres no use trying
It's probably true that you WON'T overload my brain? I feel like the reason you don't want to try is that you can't point to two contradictory statements I've made, in part because you hardly even understand what I'm saying well enough to respond to it.
>lol wtf am i a vampire , as i said before ur really btfoing me
No, you're just a mean person. My initial assumption was that I'd gain very little from a friendship with you and you're proving my point by continuing to act in a way that is insulting and invalidating.
>>52433764
I don't see things getting any better. I have problems in my life beyond being alone and I don't think I'm capable of solving them.
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>>52432200
No one cares, whore. Every woman who suffers in this life is atoning for what she has done to a man at some point in the past.
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>>52434119
Oh hey, me too! Speaking only for myself, the confluence of those problems is a large component of my "choice" to be alone; I say "choice" only because I could probably find some emotional vamps to suck my soul in exchange for temporary relief from solitude, but like you, I know that's a bad play.

Is there anything I can do to bring a bit of light into your life today?
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>>52432267
>Normally they like me at first
>Come to hate me
Anon, you have what I refer to as "the curse". A situation where people are accepting in the beginning, then change and expect you to adapt.

>>52432595
Actually, when I called I was put on hold. They sort of forgot about me at that point...

>>52432999
I like these threads, they are comfy and useful to vent.

>>52433151
>DM about interests
This makes no sense. So first you befriend someone, then you find out you have nothing in common with them, resulting in them not really having anything to do with you and thus going off to do their own hobbies.

>You pull this shit
OP has been pretty consistent, you are the one making assumptions.

>Attention whore
So anon creates a thread or general where people can talk. He makes no presumptions, he flat out tells people he doesn't want friends. It is their choice to be here and share some company in this relatively safe manner. OP is not in the wrong.

>>52433386
>interests or personality traits
Well, in my case I lack interests and don't really have any good personality traits. Of course, this is why I don't deserve friends and just talk on here.

>not asking anything of you
This. I respect anon because his words so far seem genuine. And in this case, him turning out to be a liar won't hurt me.

>common pattern
It is a common thing for normies in general, almost a sort of justification. "Want to date me? No? Well you were shit anyways!". Sort of better than being misled for a few months before you are told you are shit.

>>52433432
>a lot of work
>typing on an anonymous imageboard
>one which you literally can close at any time

>>52433518
This. Self-improvement is worthless anon, it is what normies desire. Self-improvement means nothing if the self doesn't really want anything. Improving to meet their norms is shit.

>>52433550
This also. I can't find games I enjoy. Any I was a fan of feel frustrating due to their issues. I need perfection.
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R9k is full of abandoners I hate it.
I talk to people then they just stop responding or caring about me.
I don't know what to do, everyone always leaves me in the end.
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>>52434202
woaaaah careful on all that edge broesph ur gonna hurt urself
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>>52434254
It isn't just /r9k/. People are abandoners in general, it is pretty much expected for individuals to go their separate ways.

>>52434268
Edge implies I am trying to look cooler than I am. This is just my personality. If you think it is cool, I think you are a bit delirious. In any event, I see you as a mundane individual, your grammar appears lazy. I wouldn't bring it up if you were a nicer individual, but you just seem to want to insult everyone else.
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>>52434380
>If you think it is cool, I think you are a bit delirious
never said that i dont think ur purposefully tryna do it like you said its just ur personalilty but ur personality makes u look like an edgelord at least imo
>In any event, I see you as a mundane individual, your grammar appears lazy
i like to use the term nonchalant
>I wouldn't bring it up if you were a nicer individual,
guess u decided to not read the events that lead to this whole ordeal if u did and still think im not chill then i dont kno maybe i am a dick and dont notice it
>but you just seem to want to insult everyone else
hate to break it but ur assumption is incorrect
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>>52432200
What if I'm an abandonee who was abandoned by a female abandoner?

I wish she'd come back. I miss her. I wish she'd lift the restraining order.
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>>52432200
how fucking weak and pathetic do you have to be compelled to make multiple threads about someone abandoning you. get the fuck over it you tranny faggot bitch
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>>52434472
Not OP, but as I understand the story, he was actively victimized by a predator. Getting over it is fantastic advice, but empathy is a virtue, anon.
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>>52432350
Same here.
Honestly the thought that I used to regularly browse this board populated by trannies and whiny incels boggles me.
I'm still a virgin btw
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>>52434380
why is it?
People say they want someone to talk to or someone to be clingy, but they don't.
They like the idea but if they don't feel in the mood they throw you away like garbage.
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>>52434451
>u decided to not read the events
I did. Actually, my OCD sort of forces me to. What I saw was that you were calling OP an attention whore and a retard. Said he was delusional, kept bringing up BPD, none of it was very "chill".

You sound relatively similar to a normie in your general behavior. Nonchalant is correct, but it is almost bothersome, since it means a general apathy to things.

>ur assumption is incorrect
Possible. I just notice a sort of passive aggressiveness.

>edgelord
I fail to see how I am one. Thus I can only assume this is trolling.
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>>52434575
I wish I knew anon. I just am saying my experiences with normality, not my own personal beliefs. I think you summarized it.

Society is very much about satisfaction these days. Indulge when you want, stop when you want. This makes people less tolerant in turn, so the smallest thing results in them moving on to something more entertaining.
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>>52434193
Yeah exactly, I'd rather be alone than deal with that stuff. There's not much you can do but I can appreciate you bumping my thread.
>>52434202
I know you're mostly just agreeing with me, but you respond to so many of my posts I feel bad not giving you a (you). What kind of games do you enjoy? I mostly just replay stuff I already know I like.
>>52434268
I don't really see anything edgy about his post.
>>52434472
Pretty weak I guess.
>>52434652
I think the internet has made it so easy to meet people that we treat others like they're disposable. Why bother getting attached to anyone when you can replace them with someone "better" almost immediately.
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>>52434691
Thank you anon, I just have a tendency to talk a lot.

I don't really enjoy things nowadays. I guess if you had to say a genre, it would be porn games. I have a sort of OCD which makes normal games miserable to touch unless I do things in a specific order, so porn games are a sort of useful exception.

Of course, I find porn games are terrible as they generally lack challenge. They are meant to be completed with one hand, literally, and so they tend to be depressingly boring. Japanese censorship doesn't help, nor does lesbian love interests. Generally I play a game for a short time, realize I hate it, then try another or go to sleep.

I find Quake 1 pretty decent, but it doesn't offer much replay value, especially without friends playing it. I also have been a big fan of the Thief series. A lot of my games come from the turn of the century such as Empire Earth, Star Wars Pod Racer, and Star Wars Galactic Battlegrounds. Of course, I haven't played those in years due to my OCD holding a lot of regret for touching these to begin with.

>Treat others like they're disposable
In the case of most, what is the downside? They have other friends, so when they get boring normies can just move on. The alternative is enduring someone they don't want to be around.

>Why bother getting attached
Perhaps they don't for the same reason for these threads. They betray and they know others betray, so by making a closer friendship they would be hurt.
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>>52434691
I'm sorry that you're suffering anon, but I feel vindicated that someone else has come to the same conclusions as I have, (not hating others, but still not wanting anything to do with them). I still think that things will get better for you if you continue to not die. I'll try to visit these threads as often as I can during the work week. I hope that the Hearthstone expansion brings you great joys. Thank you for making this thread today, I look forward to chatting again soon.
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>>52434613
>What I saw was that you were calling OP an attention whore and a retard.
because op was being toxic first wtf im convinced u prob didnt read it or at least got confused
>You sound relatively similar to a normie in your general behavior
i guess but to me it sounds like your white knighting (an assumption) to gain ground and thats genuinely the most normal fag thing i can think of
>Nonchalant is correct, but it is almost bothersome, since it means a general apathy to things.
i usually am indifferent to 90% of everything around even this convo it was fun in the beginning but now its getting stale and repetitive
>Possible. I just notice a sort of passive aggressiveness.
i like to think im the least passive aggressive person theres is im either direct or dont care but maybe im biased only human after all right
>I fail to see how I am one
didnt say u are one i said your method of communication made you come across as one now u seem a lot more "real" instead of an angsty teen
>Thus I can only assume this is trolling.
the same way u assume im a troll is the same way i assume ur a white knight i guess were both at odds
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>>52432200
How about you kill yourself you attention whore. Stop posting this thread you gay nigger.
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>>52434830
It really is the best. Even if I find 4chan can be hurtful, at least it wasn't as close.
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>>52434808
Oh you were the guy from yesterday. I haven't played many porn games or FPS so I can't make any recommendations. If you liked 3d platformers it'd be a different story.
>>52434830
Thanks anon I find your posts validating as well, but I don't really see how things will get better, especially if all I'm doing is hiding away in my room.

The hearthstone expansion should be fun though, but I'm kind of disappointed they're releasing it in chunks rather than all at once.
>>52434832
I don't think my posts were outright hostile towards you specifically until you called me a BPD attention whore. I mostly made general statements about people to explain not wanting friends and you proceeded to prove my point.
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>>52432595
>mentally ill
You're a clingy, basic-bitch faggot bud. Nothing as midly interesting as mental illness.
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>>52435095
If the point you're trying to make is that personality disorders are made up labels given by therapists for patients they don't want to or incapable of helping, then I agree whole-heatedly and will happily accept your categorizing of me as "normal."
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>>52435174
Legitimacy of disorders is irrelevant doesn't even matter. The facts are you're a bitter and lonely loser, there's nothing deeper or mentally complex in play here.
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>>52435260
Not OP.

Can you please explain why you think the process of becoming and being a "bitter and lonely loser" isn't deep or mentally complex?
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>>52435260
If you're not disputing the validity of BPD as a mental illness then I really don't see your point. People with mental illnesses are mentally ill, BPD is a mental illness, I'm diagnosed with BPD, therefor I'm mentally ill.

You're equating mental illness with depth of character as if these two things are remotely connected. The reality is that most people with mental illness are really really fucking boring.

They tend to fall into extremely similar patterns of behavior and depending on what they have they probably aren't very fun to talk to.
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>>52432222
Same, there's just something really endearing about op still being this obsessed months later. Part of me is just curious how long he'll keep it up.
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>>52434832
>white knighting to gain ground
What exactly do you think the end goal is here? Anon doesn't want friends, so it isn't that. No, I argue where I feel something is wrong.

>now you seem a lot more "real"
I didn't change at all. You just changed from calling me edgy to calling me a white knight. I always have to be something to you.

>>52435078
>guy from yesterday
It is pretty depressing when I am that easily recognizable. That is generally how I get so well known and why I get such a target on my back. And even an anonymous imageboard doesn't keep me anonymous.

>Recommendations
Trust me, it is for the best you don't. I really get stressed from people recommending things for me, since I already got enough on my plate to explore without more being thrown at me. Well, I guess porn games would be different, but it is hard to find people who admit to touching those. Especially since my tastes tend to be very niche, the whole focus is about challenge and gameplay, so being a male with a harem is absolutely boring.

>outright hostile
That is pretty much what happened anon. As seen, he went right to saying I was edgy. From what I saw, he asked to be your friend and you said no. Then he began insulting you by calling you an attention whore and having bpd. Your statements appear rational to me.

>>52435485
This. Autism means picky and with few interests. Depression means doubting even those. OCD means pretty much avoidant to doing much others could do.

>>52435801
This is a nice general. It is quickly becoming /abandonment/. Of course, generals usually turn to shit because they are filled with casuals who don't want to add to the discussion but also get angered with your discussion. Plus then we would have a topic that people would say you are veering off from.
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A little bit new to this thread though I've seen it a couple of times can someone give me a quick rundown on the lore of this dude?
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>>52434254
I've literally only abandoned people who I found out to be sociopaths, or who started making me really uncomfortable/threatening me. Other than that I always stick to my friends, I'm actually loyal to a fault and it's gotten me into a lot of trouble. I actually feel like it would be way better for me to abandon people more often, since the dedication is almost never appreciated or returned. If you don't want to be abandoned stop being an abhorrent person.
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>>52436041
I'm not doing anything, I talk to people for weeks then all of a sudden they're gone.
I hate it, I want it to stop, I only have a few people who haven't abandoned me and that's only for now.
Also I didnt say you abandoned people, stop taking things personally.
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>>52435935
>It is pretty depressing when I am that easily recognizable. That is generally how I get so well known and why I get such a target on my back. And even an anonymous imageboard doesn't keep me anonymous.
It's just because you posted about thief gold yesterday in my thread and most of this site is underage and haven't played it.
>Trust me, it is for the best you don't. I really get stressed from people recommending things for me, since I already got enough on my plate to explore without more being thrown at me. Well, I guess porn games would be different, but it is hard to find people who admit to touching those. Especially since my tastes tend to be very niche, the whole focus is about challenge and gameplay, so being a male with a harem is absolutely boring.
I feel the same way, I usually never play games people recommend me and it's rare anyone can recommend me something I'd be interested in playing that I haven't already heard of.
>That is pretty much what happened anon. As seen, he went right to saying I was edgy. From what I saw, he asked to be your friend and you said no. Then he began insulting you by calling you an attention whore and having bpd. Your statements appear rational to me.
Thanks, I know I'm usually right when I get into arguments on 4chan but some people are so dumb that it can feel like you're wrong even when you aren't so that's validating to hear.
>>52435991
Don't really feel like telling my story honestly, it's pretty pathetic.
>>52436041
What are the odds of meeting multiple sociopaths? Why do you feel the need to defend yourself in this thread? Why do you make assumptions about people who have been abandoned. Really makes you think.
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>>52436166
People invent all kinds of reasons to get rid of you. My e-crush just flipped her BPD switch and suddenly started saying things 360 degrees opposite to a few weeks ago, and now she's just treating me like an orbiter she talks to only when she needs something.
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>>52436423
Sorry that happened to you, honestly I think internet dating is just a bad idea in general.
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>>52436166
>Thief Gold
I guess that makes a lot of sense. I happen to be enough of a fan to have the original Dark Project as well, unpatched and patched. I also am possibly one of the last people to be resistant to modern patches, the gameplay is so horribly broken in them while the exploits weren't fixed. So needless to say I am pretty against the modern game design mentality. There has to be indie content for someone like me, somewhere.

>It's rare anyone can recommend me anything
This sums up things pretty well. One thing I can still enjoy is music, but I find almost anything anyone recommends will undoubtedly be shitty. You really need to dig yourself to find quality. And chart threads will just prove how isolated you really are.

>It can feel like you're wrong even when you aren't
I know this mindset all too well. I am riddled with insecurity, so I often question myself if I am right while arguing my position. That is one reason I was more vocal, I am very used to people being quiet, and know that is essentially validating them.

>>52436423
There is a difference between enduring a mental issue and giving up on you. BPD can be a rough disorder and you often feel isolated. Of course, I do not know your situation, and don't know how hostile she is.
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>>52436678
>There is a difference between enduring a mental issue and giving up on you.
I know she gave up on me, I was just describing how cold and sudden it was.
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>>52436166
Because there's no way people are abandoning you for "no reason". You're playing victim and probably leaving out important details as to why you may have been abandoned, and your posts are always accusatory in nature to begin with.
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>>52436743
Fair enough. I am sorry for your abandonment. I can get feelings of isolation, whereby I start realizing nobody messages me unless I bother them. I hope they will prove me wrong and say something to me, like I would to them, but they always just go their own way. Not that I am someone to be around with my lack of interests, OCD that means I won't really touch what you enjoy or autism that means I will loathe it, and depression in general that makes me horrible to be around.

I guess I get worried when I see people saying "X is a sociopath" because people could describe me in numerous ways based on their dislike of me. Makes me almost want to play devil's advocate and root for the underdog.
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>>52436818
In the case of my ex it really was for no reason, or seemingly no reason. He never complained to me about anything, I never fought with him, and I never did anything like cheat or something. I would have done anything to make him stay.

Either he was just bored, or there was something else going on in his life I didn't know about.
>>52436678
Most of my favorite games from the past decade have been indie games, there are a lot of games with really creative ideas even if they aren't used to their fullest potential.

I feel like chart threads are pretty bad because people post 9 "good" games as opposed to the games that are actually their favorites. If I made one I'd get called a pleb because all the games I like are kiddy 3d platformers.
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>>52436967
Maybe he realized he wasn't gay? Maybe he wanted children someday, and thought sticking around pretending to be "friends" would've just done you more harm in the long run?
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>>52436967
>or there was something else going on in his life I didn't know about.
It's always this. People are scummy as fuck.
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>>52436818
>filename

Penalize me if you must but a chair like that sounds like a dream to me. I've always wanted to be able to be at my computer, turn on some music, kick my chair back and blast off.
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>>52437008
I've spent a lot of time thinking about it and this is one of the possibilities that seemed most likely to me. If you were bi why would you settle for a boy when a girl can give you children.
>>52437019
It doesn't have to be scummy, could just be he couldn't handle being a relationship. Doesn't really matter since I'll never know either way.
>>52437053
Guy doesn't even look like a nu-male, that's a chad with glasses.
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>>52432200
>won't be my gf
>basically preemptively abandoned me
what hypocrisy
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>>52436967
Perhaps he was much like the people who have abandoned me. They had problems with you, but they bottled them up, and so instead of telling you they decided to just go elsewhere. After all, you care a lot and are emotional, which in their eyes probably means you would act irrational.

>Lot of games with really creative ideas even if they aren't used to their fullest potential
I find the best games tend to be text only games, which is sort of depressing as text-only games get frustrating after a bit.

Mostly I just want a game with some challenge and a sort of world that can be explored. Ideally with a good ambience through sound design, first person helps a lot as do gothic/horror elements. The less cheery, the better. And no DRM. In fact, it should be pornographic and have every release of the game cataloged on Mediafire and still downloadable.

I think I have done one or two charts out of boredom and the hope that it could allow some connection. If I ever got any responses, they were negative for sure.

>kiddy 3d platformers
Games are games, the point should be to find what one desires, not to fit into some group. That is what 4chan tends to fail at, they are "non-conformists" that then conform.

I spend most of my days hunting for a game I can enjoy, as otherwise I spend most of my time going to bed early or working, which usually means posting on /r9k/.

I would love something like a visual version of Trap Quest or Degrees of Lewdity. Something with an end goal and a challenging existence. But no, visual adult games are all about "get fucked, then redo the same scene with no consequences". Or they just do a Violated Heroine and give you a bunch of literal overpowered stuff right from the start.
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>>52437118
I'm sorry I abandoned you by being born male.
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This chair looks absolutely terrifying to sit in. Maybe it is me, but it doesn't look supportive at all, I would be afraid of it collapsing in the middle. Pic related is more my type of chair, I find the pillow backs to be complete memes and makes the chair more miserable.
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>>52437170
oh I don't really follow these threads that closely
guess I'll just abandon thread now
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>>52432200
I abandoned this board 2 years ago, dedicated myself to self improvement and came back today. Now I have a 9.5/10 girlfriend. You all should really leave.
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>>52437053
>>52437091
How did I know you guys would nitpick my filename? The chair itself is numale, not the guy. Anyway, yeah, he probably just wanted to breed and didn't have the heart to keep you as a side fucktoy. Seems like you would've been fine with that, so it's kind of tragic for you huh? Gotta get over it someday though. If you're gay there's way more options out there than if you're straight nowadays.
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>>52437455
That image is proof that being a female is life on easy mode.
The end can't come soon enough.
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>>52437481
I heard it was shooped to be exagerrated, her real patreon doesn't show how much she's getting. I think it's entirely possible that it could be this much, though.
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>>52437208
>non adjustable arms
>back is probably too far back and bends
Looks like shit anon.
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>>52432200
Explain what the sales thing in the image is about
i never got that story
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>>52432200
Stop abusing people and people wouldn't abandon you.
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>>52437908
>adjustable arms
No real reason for it. Your arms never really go on a chair.

>back is too far back
Thus you can lie back into the chair, as opposed to leaning forward and hurting your back.
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>>52435991
OP briefly moved across the USA for a guy he met on r9k. The guy turned out to be an asshole, ghosted him, and now OP is having some hardcore issues.
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>>52432200
Daily reminder not to have kids until you get help. I got thoroughly fucked up from my bpd mom.

I do like these threads though.
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>>52438485
i know how he feels desu.

i moved half way across the world for a guy who convinced me we were in love. a week later it wasnt working out for him and he was already hooking up while I was there living with him.

especially for robots who are out of school it could be years before we make another emotional connection with another human being so it's especially tough
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>>52432222
Checked, I only come here to see if spammers are still at it and to see if the robots rise up on their tranny overlords
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>>52438485
Isn't this the typical fag experience?
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>>52438630
Holy shit, you moved there, like, to stay? What country did you go to/from? How long did you know him before moving?Thats awful of him. What the fuck even goes through the minds of these people... why do they think thats okay lol
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>>52438864
from usa to new zealand

knew him for a couple of years before but we werent anything more than friends. from what he told me afterwards he likes to experience emotions immediately rather than think about longterm consequences. i had to pretend like i'm ok with it like what else am i supposed to do. so i guess i was lied to and the feelings i felt were just lies. it's quite easy for him to form relationships but for me idk if i'll get such a chance again. i try not to think about it anymore.
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>>52439016
How long did you live with him after you got cucked? That sounds like a horrible situation to be in.
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>>52439418
about a month

yeah it was pretty bad, sometimes he would still want to cuddle if he didnt have a date that day but for me it just felt so empty. he also would not talk to me if he was "in love" with someone over a hook-up app. even as i left he was saying he'll miss me but i just cant comprehend how he thinks anymore. like how can he still say that? i felt so betrayed but i guess it felt normal to him. i still talked to him after but he's since ghosted me so i assume he's found someone else.
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why are you guys responding to this person who is mentally ill and has made the same thread for fucking months
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>>52432200
why you no kill yourself yet?
FUCK OFF FUCK OFF
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>>52438816
>They need to be overthrown
Embrace the MTF commie revolution comrade.
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>>52439640
Jesus, that sounds unbearable. I can't even understand why he would act that way. Why would you stay and put up with that for a month?

I got that same empty feeling when my ex would cuddle with me. I could just sense that there was absolutely no warmth there at all.
>>52439659
Why are you on /r9k/ if you're not mentally ill, fuck off.
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>>52432200
People abandon you because you have BPD. You are a genuinely bad person nobody wants to be re around. If people in real life don't want you why would we want you here?
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>>52441305
I'm not saying you're wrong, but I don't think you know me well enough to claim I'm a bad person.
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>>52441610
You go around looking for support by haphazardly complaining on the internet. In conjunction to this you show signs of BPD which generally means someone is a histrionic attention seeking asshole. This is why it is safe to assume you are a bad person :)
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>>52441969
Some people with BPD are bad people, I show signs of BPD, and have committed the horrible sin of complaining about my life on /r9k/, therefor I'm a bad person.

That seems like a pretty big leap anon.
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>>52442051
ALL people with BPD are terrible people. Every last one.
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>>52442116
I don't think I've ever really done anything seriously bad, so I'm sorry you feel that way.
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>>52442135
Not as sorry as you must be for doing whatever it is you did to make your boyfriend leave you, I imagine. Must've been pretty bad to just get ghosted like that, but of course you "did nothing wrong". Haha, sure.
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>>52442189
It's really strange to me that you would question anyone's character while trying to inflict emotional harm on someone you never met.

Since you asked, it was devastating being ghosted like that and I still haven't recovered. But I guess I deserved it since I was abused as a child and developed maladjusted coping mechanisms that got me labeled with a disorder that someone else you know and didn't like also has.

As to whether or not I did anything wrong, maybe? I'm sure that if I could go back and redo the time I spent with him over and over that with enough attempts we could still be together, but I'm not sure whether that makes the breakup primarily my fault. I didn't do anything most people would categorize as "wrong" (cheating, lying, arguing, etc). I actually tried extremely hard to make him happy despite him treating me not that great. I also made an effort to give him the benefit of the doubt in all situations since I had recently become aware of the fact that I have BPD, which led to me believing him when he told me I was overreacting after he had sexually assaulted me and convinced me it "wasn't a big deal."
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>>52442311
kek. now it all makes sense. you accused him of "sexual assault" and he didn't want to deal with your batshit crazy ass anymore. absolutely epic, glad you finally admitted you're insane and deserved this.
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>>52442419
That's not what happened at all, the sexual assault happened very early on in the relationship. I cried in his bed for almost an hour before I confronted him about it and he told me I was overreacting and all couples do this stuff, that it was my fault for not saying no while he was doing it(I said no I didn't want to immediately before he started, then froze up), and that he was disappointed in me. I ended up crying into his lap, apologizing, and begging him not to leave me. This never came up again for the rest of the relationship and I didn't really understand what had happened until I talked to a female friend about it.
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So what exactly happened to OP? They are a man? Did their BF abandon them?
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>>52432200
please let me be your abandoner friend OP please
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>>52442526
Why would you want to be my friend? Why would I want to be friends with an abandoner?
>>52442522
Yes.
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>>52442559
>yes
Aww that's sad to hear. You know what they say, the devil's in the details. What transpired in particular? I'm assuming you're OP.
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>>52442559
you post this a lot here OP, sounds like you want someone to talk to. just want to help fren
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tfw abandoned by my e-gf of 3 years

It's been 3 months and it still hurts
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What's the lore behind these threads anyway? I always ignore them so I don't know, unironically who hurt you OP?
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>>52442584
>>52442634
It's kind of a long story and it's not really that interesting of one. Flew out to live with a robot and basically I got pumped and dumped. Gave him my virginity, did everything he asked, (including taking hormones which my family found out about), then got dumped out of the blue. Now I post here everyday like an autist because it used to make me feel a little better and now it's just kind of a habit.
>>52442628
How did you have an e-gf for 3 years? Did you guys ever meet?
>>52442604
I don't really like the idea of getting close to anyone else again. Don't really trust people anymore.
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>>52442652
holy shit wtf really? You gave him your virginity and took hormones for him? I'm so sorry to heat that. It's probably for the better that you're single now so you can reflect on everything. Like for real it is not healthy to make such major life changes for another person. You need to each be happy with yourselves and each other for a relationship to work.
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>>52442652
we don't have to be close anon, just talk about the situation, what do you think?
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>>52442689
I wouldn't have had a problem with it if he had just stayed. I don't think anyone really could be happy with me, it's why I was so willing to do anything to make him happy. I just didn't want to be alone.
>>52442692
Why not talk here instead?
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>>52442652
>including taking hormones
I keep hearing about guys on r9k meeting bfs that make them do this and them doing it because they just wanted to make their bf happy, it legitimately makes me sick. I'm sorry this happened to you anon.
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>>52442723
because the thread will eventually die and I don't want to blogpost here about it
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>>52442736
So will our friendship, the difference is I'll see the thread's end coming and it won't bother me as much.
>>52442731
Really it's my own fault for being stupid. It made sense to me that if I did something so serious for him that he would want to stay with me.
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>>52442628
>e-gf of 3 years
nigger what?
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>>52442749
it doesn't have to be one right off, lets just chat a bit and see what happens
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>EVERYONE ABANDONS ME AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS WAHHHH

>hey wanna be friends

>FUCK YOU YOU PIECE OF SHIT HOW DARE YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS

you literally seek the worst outcome out of every situation so that you can feel sorry for yourself. You're like me, if I let all of my absolute worst impulses run wild and shamelessly overloaded every person who gave me a smidgen of compassion with vitriol and accusations of bad faith.

You deserve nobody's sympathy.
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>>52442788
I don't want to talk to you, I don't want to be your friend. Why does everybody keep asking when I say no? Why doesn't anyone listen when I say no?
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>>52442865
then stop posting the same shit daily anon
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So when are you going to move on and find someone else?
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>>52443037
I'm not going to. There aren't really people who would want to date me and I don't want to be abandoned again.
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>>52443060
don't you think it's a little silly to completely swear off relationships because of one bad experience?
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Welcome back, now get gone again
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>>52443066
You say that like anyone even wants to date me.
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>>52444604
Wait are you that fag from new Zealand? Why do gay guys do this type of thing, it's pretty common I've noticed and rly emotionally damaging.
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Good morning, abandonanon. I hope your Hearthstone expansion is bringing you joy.
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>>52438816
The only solution is a final one.

Transition has no long-term proven benefits, and transgenderism causes extreme delusions.

When you encounter trannies, or tranny threads the onky correct answer is to call them what they are, mentally ill freaks that need to fuck off back to >>>/lgbt/
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>>52445039
>no long-term proven benefits

Do you not consider cute, hyper-feminized twinks to be of societal benefit?
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>>52442311
Dude if you're not over him on a flip of a dime, you don't have BPD.
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>>52445171
No. They destroy society by encouraging mass faggotry and transgenderism.

Any form of feminization is disgusting, unless it is an actual woman becoming more feminine.
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>>52445344
Meh, to each their own. Some boys make really great girls.
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>>52432222
don't get used to it, he will abandon you
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Bumping with /abandon/, hoping OP is doing well today
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>>52432222
So... Nobody gonna talk about those digits...
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>>52444795
>>52446456
I just woke up, kinda surprised this thread is still alive.
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>>52447405
I hope it's a pleasant surprise. How are you feeling today?
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>>52447425
I'm okay, my friend on hearthstone said the expansion is really good and the best one yet so I'm excited to try it. Probably gonna make a frozen pizza and spend the rest of the day playing it.
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>>52447499
Nice dubs! Enjoy your pizza! I'll be here for another few hours if you want to cruise back through.

You're gonna make it, guy
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>>52447599
Thanks, it was good. Hearthstone expansion is fun too, just wish it wasn't sectioned off into pieces.
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>>52442311
don't take it personal, it's just that anons here have no idea what bpd actually is. anyone that ghosts them "has bpd", it's like the loser internet virgin version of the crazy ex. Example >>52445315
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>>52448342
>it's like the loser internet virgin version of the crazy ex
How does that differ from the Chad fratboy BI-WINNING version of the crazy ex? It's the same shitty person: you.
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>>52448399
i'm not sure i got what you mean. if you mean that is that someone who claims all their exes are 'crazy' is likely the cause for the failure of those relationships then yes. it's unlikely that someone has only ever met crazy people.
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>>52448921
if what you mean is that*

bpds are actually unlikely to ghost once they have attached themselves to you. it's more like they're difficult to get rid of.
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God these threads are validating, they make me feel less crazy for obsessing over people.
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>>52448342
Yeah, I'm aware. It can still be kind of depressing though.
>>52448399
What are you even talking about?
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>>52442519
>gossipped to a random friend about your bf "sexually assaulting" you
>literally never asked him to stop
>"i-it's his fault I'm retarded and froze up!"
get fucked retard
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>>52448936
That is not true at all, you have no idea what BPD is. They repeat the honeymoon phase and devaluation/ghosting phase with people over and over again and shift blame whenever pressed on anything.
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>>52449042
>you have no idea
i actually do, it's part of my job.
>over and over again
no. 'ghosting' is nowhere in the criteria for bpd. what they have is a debilitating fear of abandonment, which often makes them manipulative and act in desperate ways to prevent that. serial ghosters are mostly npds and schizoids/avpds, who lack the emotional depth to form real emotional bonds with people.
i'm preaching to deaf ears anyway because you probably think some e-whatever blocking you after two days qualifies as ghosting.
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>>52449035
he said no, retard.
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>>52449314
You could just google it right now.
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>>52449414
you could just open up a DSM
>inb4 'idealization and devaluation'
they devaluate once they feel like the other person is on the verge of leaving/has left. which is why it literal hell to try and get rid of someone with bpd. this is for people they have developed a strong attachment to, not discord buddies after two weeks of inane chit-chat.
funny enough, the vindictive robots who whine about ghosting are the ones exhibiting clear bpd behavior
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>>52449314
You're falling on deaf ears with him, but I get into this stupid argument a lot so hearing you say this stuff is really validating. What do you do for work?
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>>52449485
i'm a psychiatrist. the reason you hear this a lot is because people here made bpd into a meme which now means whatever they decide it means, it's a blank canvas for them to fill with features from the ones that previously hurt them. they have no idea what bpd is, and as i said many of them actually have it themselves. fear of abandonment is one of the things that makes a robot.
are you getting therapy? your life could improve drastically.
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>>52449476
>they devaluate once they feel like the other person is on the verge of leaving/has left
Which is random because they're insane.
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>>52447499
>my friend
Even the crybaby 'I'm so lonely' faggot has a friend group. Wew lad.
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>>52449598
>literal mental illness is cause for insanity
wow anon.
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>>52449561
I was in DBT for a bit but I stopped because the place I was going to wanted you to be in work or school during the treatment and I couldn't get a job.
>>52449618
It's not really a friend group, just a guy on hearthstone who trades 80 gold quests with me.
>>52449598
Yes anon, there is a random number generator going on inside my head and when it hits the right number I suddenly hate the person I love.
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>>52449677
>Yes anon, there is a random number generator going on inside my head and when it hits the right number I suddenly hate the person I love.
That's textbook BPD yeah.
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>>52436678
>>52436166
man i dont know what the fuck you two are talking about but ive been playing a ton of fan missions in thief gold and having a blast. some of them are genuine masterpieces that eclipse some of the original levels while others are... real bad. it's fun
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>>52449677
there are DBT resources online, have you checked that out?
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>>52432200
you guys have literally been gassing up this worthless tranny faggots thread. stop fucking posting. hide the thread

i hope you get your throat cut from ear to ear, OP
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>>52449933
I haven't. Honestly I'm not really interested in "getting better" anymore, I don't see the point. None of my problems really matter outside the context of a relationship and I don't see myself getting into one again.
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>>52450050
I enjoy his threads. Feel free to hide/avoid them.
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>>52450270
Why do you like these threads? They're the same thing every time.
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>>52450579
There's a certain level of cathartic release in it. It's nice to know there are other misanthropic people struggling with basic demands of being human; it reminds me that I'm not alone, that I've made progress since being in a similar place mentally, and that I still have a long way to go.
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>>52447405
Same here actually, even if the thread has been slow.

>>52450631
I find this place welcoming as well. Maybe because I am also abandoned and hated.

>>52449824
I find most of the fan missions are actually pretty terrible. Most are too gimmicky or focus too much on finding hidden wooden banners.

>>52449042
>anon doesn't know about FPs
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is this a discord thing? or does everyone take on a moniker within the thread? whats even going on?

if it is a discord thing im happy to chat with one you becasue the DUMB EGIRL im talking to is beinf fucking RETARDED
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>>52451441
>moniker within the thread
Wait, when have people been identifiable here?
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>>52451441
People can usually tell who I am because I'm the op and I respond to practically everybody. Aside from that there are a couple of people I can recognize like the thief gold guy.
>>52450631
I'm glad my suffering is enjoyable for you.
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>>52451769
>thief gold guy
Pretty sad I have already made a name for myself within a couple days here.

Regardless, I am glad to have a place where I don't seem hated and told how unwelcome I am... at least so far. Honk honk.
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>>52451769
>thief gold guy.
?
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>>52451859
Hello anon... you will quickly learn to hate me.
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>>52451904
You say everyone will come to hate you but you just post about old games. Don't see anything to hate.
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>>52452480
Thank you anon... I wish I didn't hate most things
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>>52452559
I'd say the same but I think you have it much worse than I do. There are a lot of things I still enjoy.
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>>52453008
Embrace them anon. Enjoy them and don't let them go.




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