NEETs of r9k, what does your family think of you? Are you ashamed?
>>84627162Some of them think there's still hope, some of them try to treat me like nothing is wrong, and all of them love me.And yes, I am deeply ashamed, but I feel so wrong on this planet.
They probably just think I'm crazy if anything at all. I don't care
>>84627162they're hopeful for me and it breaks my heart a little to be honest but yeah, i'm ashamed and counting down the days to rope
I literally don't know what my family thinks of me but "blithering idiot" seems the most likely outcome.
>>84627162Being a hiki/NEET is just my form of suicide. I've been meaning to end it all for the past six years, but I haven't because it feels embarrassing to die that way. What decides if I'll do it is whichever one is heavier, the shame of existing, or the shame of being remembered as someone who killed themselves.themselves.