r9k people who are alone and friendless, how are you ok with it?
>>84636364By being misanthropic and born with autism, possibly schizoid or with some traits too. Humans suck shit and I love the peace found in solitude.
>>84636364i'm not, but what else can i do? i did try to talk to people off here but it either fizzles out or doesn't end well
>>84636372Teach me how everyone is mean to me because I am an unattractive annoying female so I want to learn how to be alon
>>84636391Everyone is mean to you because you're insane, roz, sorry. IDK just be born sane instead.
>>84636405I do not know who that is but no I am not insane and also that doesn't answer my question
I'm not ok with it and I've been creating multiple threads baawing about loneliness here. Fuck this shit.
>>84636391be more cold. mask and act like a normie. works for me
>>84636364I can't keep friendships. I get too overwhelmed and start avoiding them.
>>84636423But there is not point in friends if you are fake
>>84636364Im an alcoholic
>>84636364I'm not, I just have so much self pity that it loops back around to happiness. Every day is spa day when you need maximum comfy just to do basic things like watch tv
>>84636364I focus on my interests and hobbies, but I have 1 e-friend so maybe I don't count as truly lonely.
>>84636364Its my natural state of being
>>84636391You'll never be a female
>>84636450ouch that's me, i have friends but absolutely no one actually knows me they just know the mask i put oni cope with substance abuselet me quote elliott smith:>He made his life a lie so>He might never have to know anyone
>>84636364It hurts from time to time and I mask a lot at work or around others. Everywhere I go I eat alone or shop alone. It is what it is. I wish I was born normal and not with these terrible mental issues. Life is hard as is for normal people but add in the mental bs and I honestly think about suicide just about everyday. Why even bother with this existence?
>>84636364tried my best to find some friends, didnt work out, now i drink and smoke a lot
I'm not ok with it but the alternative is to become acquainted with people that don't give a fuck about me which is obviously a waste of time and it doesn't matter anyways because all I have to do is smoke weed and forget. Yeah I'll probably become an insane person at some point but at least that would be more interesting than being a functioning member of society
>>84636364I am content being alone. If someone comes along, that's great if not I'll wait. Life goes on that's my mentality if you feel down deep breaths and cold water is usually a good start
idk what being ok or not ok would mean, it's just what it is
>>84636364I'm not okay with it. I cope with my loneliness by seething on 4chan all day and watching copious amounts of anime.
I haven't had any friends since 2020. I only talk to anonymous people on chans.Love doesn't exist. The world is cruel. Don't trust anyone.The more information people know about you, the more vulnerable you become. Don't be an attention whore.
>>84636364Being schizoid lelI can't fucking stand human contact irl
>>84636639Based. I went out of my way to make friends just online the last year or two. Almost all of them were initally super friendly and we got close but eventually they either told me to fuck off or slowly ghosted me. Im over it
Not a big deal. I focus on weightloss so I dont have time to dwell on being alone.
>>84636364It feels like home
>>84636364I believe that everyone is my enemy.I'm a drug addict.
>>84636364I'm not. It's awful. Every day is awful.
>>84636364Relationships don't benefit me because I can't trust anybodyThe only time I feel comfortable is when I'm completely alone
>>84636364I distract myself. Modern tools and activities are a good substition for human connection. Bored? Youtube, vidya or learning a skillwanting to socialize? 4chanI still have the internal desire to connect irl, but people outside are all mostly rude. They don't care about you and you don't care about them, so why bother? At least in here i know no one gives a shit about whatever anyone says, outside i gotta constantly watch whatever i do.
>>84636364I know people aren't worth it in the end. In the same way that I know that normal life has a lot of bullshit tied into it. The grass is greener on the other side, but I've seen enough to know it's all withered away in the sun.It also helps that I was ostracized early on and saw the worst of people. Why would I want to be like them? Why would I want to be with them? Cut the gordian knot of social wiring and find out what's left when all of the bullshit is out of the way.
>>84636364My social life is completely out of my hands currently, and has been for a good chunk of my life so being alone is just the default for me. Locationcels are just born unlucky, I'd still end up isolated and socially stunted even as a 10/10 chad because I was born in the middle of nowhere. I legit can barely even feel loneliness as an emotion and I have never wanted companionship in my life. I do wish that I had a magic foid that appeared only when I wanted to fuck and immediately disappeared afterwards though.
>>84636364I'm not ok with being alone. I'm ok with being friendless because I don't want ir crave friends I want and crave puss cuddles etc with a foid.
>>84636364The amount of self hatred and shame i feel when interacting with others make me ok with it. People aren't annoying, i'm not a shizo, but it makes me so uncomfortable i'd rather avoid it altogether
>>84636364>r9k people who are alone and friendless, how are you ok with it?>>84636372>By being misanthropic and born with autism, possibly schizoid or with some traits too. Humans suck shit and I love the peace found in solitude.FPBPI've survived 20 years of NEETdom like this. The inceldom is miserable though.
