and explain why you chose this wallpaper (or not actually, as you wish)I chose this one because I code everydayLet's go !
>>6850697so your life is full of lolis ?sounds interesting
>>6850730i don't know what i expected
LSD man, LSD
Doesn't need an explanation
>inb4 how can a cartoon show be your lifeI work 2 jobs, and on what little free time I have I watch futurama to help me sleep, I can quote most of it
I am basically a kid in an 18 y/o body, with no job, prepping for college. I fall asleep in front of my computer 5/7 days a week at like 2AM and then have to go to school every day at 7:50AM
>>6851019I am you but 4 years older, struggling through uni in a foreign country but nothing changed - I still work no job and minimum for uni. I fall asleep in bed only because i can turn my monitor so I can see it and because my headset cable is long enough. Sometimes it's pretty great here, other times nothing moves forward...
>>6850754too bad /fit/ never gets any pussy tho
>>6851027damn, well seems like I'm fucked then. Can't wait to see the future if your life is any indication of what mine'll turn out to be
I like dressing well.I am not keen for formalities.I stand out a bit.
I chose this because i have 1,400hrs on this game :p
Because i'm a positive person. And also i work in a bar.
>>6851015The Mincing Mockingbird Guide to Troubled Birds. Without a single doubt some of the funniest shit I've ever read.
>>6851841my new wallpaper!thanks man
>>6850683I feel like nothing, when i'm far from my pc.
>>6850683It's what I was given.
Sometimes, you know exactly what you want.But sometimes you take a step back and wonder if it's worth it.
i hurt a lot lately. feel like i cant think. feel like things arent going to work out.
quality isn't the best, but Greg Noll is my idol. Embodies Go HAAM or Go Home.
About sums it up
>>6852954love the papefeel the same
No idea how I got herewhere i'm goingor whats going on
>>6850683After years and years of terrible depression and other mental issues, I'm finally relatively stable. I'm still more or less not doing anything with my life, but meds and all that have really helped. Finally, I'm starting to be excited about life, and getting my shit together.
Even when surrounded in beauty, sadness is present.
It's getting dark and cold over here. No matter how dark it gets though the moon gives off a light. The light gives off hope and purpose. Sometimes you have to make your own light. And the moon gives off a sort of madness. You know you are not right but what parts of you are ok? You become paranoid. You know it's silly but then that paranoia becomes true. My delusions become as real as your truths. Your truths become as real as my delusions. Trust no one. The cycle of the sun will return some day. Then night will fall again as everything is in cycles. Some days will be brighter then others. Some days I just want to stay inside. Still though over time the night doesn't bother you as much as it did before. As long as you recognize day and night everything will be ok.
>>6853550same here bro. it gets better.
rules i live by, easy if you make alot of moneyone gets the other
I actually like a neat and clean desktop. I hate using the start menu, so I try to use desktop icons.
From the moment I burst forth from my mother's flaming vagina, my passion has been various forms of combustion, with a strong focus on larger, more destructive events.I eat, drink, sleep, and breathe explosions literally every day and will not have anything to do with something that does not somehow involve explosions. Explosions are the purpose of matter's existence. In the end, we will all be explosions. From explosions, more explosions, and to explosions, explosions, explosively exploding. Amen.t. michael bay
With a boring life, nothing's real. Everything is a copy, of a copy, of a copy.
>>6850683I choose this one simply because it's a place I've wanted to go. Western Cali, palm trees, decent weed, and a place that isn't shitty.
>>6851008Doesn't even need an explanation...
Always looking down even though there's so much more going on if I just look up...
>>6850683just missing red stapler
>>6850683This is my past, my present and my future: The void, the emptiness. I am nothing. I'm nobody.
Was going to post a pic of Bojack Horseman where he says something like "I spend a lot of time with myself and trust me, nobody's going to like that guy" but the image was too small, fmlI can relate a lot to bojack and I honestly loved the shows first two seasons but haven't dated to watch the third. I used to watch it with my ex who I totally fucked it up with. Basically I reject anyone who cares about me and I don't even feel bad about t, I just feel empty and don't want to get close to anyone in fear of them not wanting me around I guess. I don't k ow what hurts the most, that I relate more to a depressed horse or that I just got a hug from someone who actually cares without being able to be thankful towards her. I'm just fucking writing without structuring this shit, whatever. I just wish I could be happy on my own
>>6851019Ultrawide version. Also, are you me? What the fuck. Not lying, I fell asleep three times just within the last week, but from staying up until 3:00am every night.
>>6856308you're a nigger?
>>6852584Nice haiku and pape bro
>>6855036Its pretty shitty here, but hey, at least we got weed.
I live in a small shitty town in Swedistan and it feels like im on the road to becoming a lonely fat autist, also i want to live in the forest (which i almost already do)
>>6853550DUDE i cannot tell you how much i fucking love that picture. That you for making me feel something on this shitty day
This. For almost everything.
>>6857087>Metro Last Light.jpg
i work horrendous hours sitting behind a computer configuring systems. half the time i have no idea what im doing. i work my dick off day in and day out and make shitty pay. more often than i would like to admit i just go home pour liquor down my throat and pass out hoping to get a few hours sleep before its back to the grindstone. when i do get a few hours to myself i spend more of my time behind a computer in my shitty little apartment.
>>6853481for some reason this reminds me of "the scream"
>>6856081<3 sending my love
>>6850683I'm better at making friends than I am at keeping them.
>>6850683Creativity will be the death of me
I am in love, wholeheartedly happy, and finally studying something I truly enjoy. Because all of this, I smile all the time like Yotsuba.
>>6850757whoever made this is a fucking gthis is actually a rad piece
I'm a gigantic monster that will probably destroy everything, but I just want to say hi.
>>6856597A small forest town in pre-mudslime Sweden sounds wonderful.
I just wanna have a good room in a good country.
Frozen time in spaceBack to the futureWe saved itWaterworld
just have to remember the effect I have on the people around me, and how far-reaching my actions can be.
/wg/ is collectively depressed I guess. Can't say i break the mold though...
>>6851019please marry me.i always feel like i'm prepared for the worst. but i'm not. i'm never prepared. i'm always going to get hurt in the end somehow.
>>6854808Only after disaster can we be resurrected.
>>6854778>likes a neat a clean desktop>full of iconsWe have very different definitions of neat and clean
I'm an art history major
>>6857221all the elements are there. one person on a bridge with lots of orange.
I have a fixation for purple color schemes, am a bit of an outcast/outsider in general, and enjoy esoteric shit, alongside fancy outfits.
>>6852978Greg Noll is a fucking mans man.t.hawaii fag from oahu NS.
>implying I have a life
this wallpaper is the reason I haven't killed myself yet
I feel like a stanger, wherever i am. i'm uncomfortable everywhere
I like the 'why me' feel the image has, although I myself only rarely complain about my life
Being depressed sucks
>>6858047What are you studying Anon ?
The wallpaper says by itself
I recently got diagnosed as schizophrenic
I feel like I have the knowledge to accomplish something, but I will never have to willpower to, no matter how hard I try
I recently discovered that you don't get what you want in life by quietly waiting for it to come to you, you need to make it happen.
Alone, confused, and overwhelmed by the world.
>>6861066Was also diagnosed with meHave learned to use it positively and draw my creativity out of it
I'm the slave btw.
>>6850683one of the scariest experiences of my life.
>>6862166Is this OC?
Made a knee jerk decision that was probably for the worst.
alone, somewhat distant, but not quite lost
>>6853550I know this is old but keep pushing yourself anon, go do things you aren't comfortable with, try new experiences. The more you do the farther the demons get, and the happier you'll be.
I've just lost the motivation to do anything in life, everything seems pointless and dull. I keep telling myself that I need to talk to someone, to get help, but I put myself on the back-burner and not given a shit about what happens for the longest time. Dunno, might just become an hero at some point later, just not now.
Things are going every which way, hardly any good.
you can probably get the idea
>>6862164Well, piramids were not built by slaves...
>>6866793You're a little girl?
>>6851184Such a godlike book.
>>6862164WE WUZ KANGZ
>>6862166I know, Wendy's is fucking gross.
>>6859805basically studying for unemployment
ive built my whole life around this one thing and now im reaching the conclusion that im not even good at this one thing. i just want to go some where else, with some one i dont know.
Slowly developing myself and finding spaces and places and people who make me happy. Slowly improving.Slowly figuring out how to be a human being.
>>6861946Took me a sec to realize it wasn't just a nude
>>6858400amen to that.
>>6864591so pretty, what does it mean?
>>6853550That's good to hear anon. I hope I'm just a chapter or so behind you.I'm so very tired. Just day in and day out. I need help. But I need to get it myself. And I really can't find the motivation to do so.
>>6865479Pretty much how I've felt for almost as long as I can remember. Started getting this way ... almost a decade ago. Something like 9 years. I'm missing the prime of life. I'm 23 and I've done nothing with my life.
>>6868155>>6868161One last one before I go to bed. I love music. Loved it since high school. Now I can hardly motivate myself to listen to anything anymore. It's always playing, but I hardly pay attention to new stuff. Even if it's new albums I've been looking forward to. Just gets lost in the grey.
>>6850757Lmao Zoidberg grew up to be HAWT
>>6866126Read the filename.Jardín de las delicias by El BoscoI live 5 min away from the painting.
>implying i have a life
>I was on the verge of greatness>I was this close
>>6856581As always Anon, people like us don't do much do we?>>6857175That's sadly the job I"m going into college for. I don't know why but I love the jobs IT does. I love fixing and working with computers, but i absolutely loath face to face human interaction. it screws me every time.
>>6859762now this just caught my feels
It's right there in front of me. If only I could make it.
"I've got too many friends too many peopleThat I ll never meet, I'll never be there forI'll never be there for, 'cause I'll never be there"I sorounded of good people whit some good intentions, but im just a dick and i take some shit serious, the good and the bad things.I like my close circle of friends, but im just a dick whit the people outside of it.And i just felt in love whit a really good friends, and fuck man. It sucks.
>>6858385Holly shit buddy . I know how do you fell bro...
Bleak is all things
I'm a nihilist. Not the kind of sad, self-pitying nihilist who spends all day wallowing in how meaningless life is, but the kind who uses that meaningless to not give a shit and live the life I want to live. When I was a kid I always wanted to make a name for myself and do great things. I thought if I didn't then everybody would forget about me after I died and my life would have amounted to nothing. I've reversed that into the fact that since everybody will die anyway and in a thousand years we wont remember who invented the automobile or who had the most twitter followers then why worry with purpose. Realizing I don't NEED purpose in my life was the most freeing feeling. People don't really get that and think I'm wasting my life pursuing my "stupid dreams" that don't lead me to the common ideas of success but I feel that they're really the ones who are stuck.That sounds super pseudo-intelligent and I'm sure I'm coming across as being stuck up my own ass, but I totally am. Basically, I just want to live every day with a smile on my face and I generally get to do that because I don't give a shit about long term consequences.
>>6870530You're living life right.The best way to live is to literally not give a fuck. It's like an easy mode cheat for it once you realise nothing fucking matters. It's like realising life is just a game show and you're gonna have some fun with the host and not just sit quietly and answer questions. Everyone looks at you like you're a mad man but you literally don't give a fuck, what can they do? Nothing, they're wasting their time being all serious while you're here just having a fucking laugh.It's great.
I only feel happy if i'm at my pc.I care more about some internet friends i can't meet outside a game then irl friends.Still, i can't meet my internet friends because the me on the internet is too different from the me irl.
Found this Like this be like of this
>>6853554This pape really is beautiful
>>6861161Discipline my friend. Choose one: the pain of regret or the pain of discipline.
>>6856308how many drugs have you ingested?
>>6859681I vibe with this really hard, Anon. Thanks for this one.
>>6858438Hey-o I edited this wallpaper (^__^ ) Glad at least someone saved it!
Been a bit depressed lately. Usually happens during winter. I'm working a dead end job in a small town. I don't necessarily dislike my job or town but I feel like there's more to experience out there. Won't be young forever.
>>6854541finally someone with a positive mindset and a sense of humor. Amen to that brother
Some shit's happenend
>>6872947good luck my brother
Overwhelming empathy and self medicating with drugs / alcohol followed by the struggle to stop destroying myself.
>>6853550To you, to other anons, and I think to me,Good job, I'm proud you've come this far. I don't know how far we are going to go, but we will keep going
>>6859805more like a major loser.
>>6851019You're just like everybody else. Everyone continues to feel like a child in an adults body into their late 20s
>>6856314dude watch the third seasonit's really good
There are a lot of places I could go, but I've no idea how to reach them, nor a strong inkling for any one destination. all I know is that I've been stuck on the same spot for too long and my feet are starting to hurt.I wish I had the positive motivation of passion or confidence to take one path over the other, rather than the prod of discomfort from staying where I am. But I do want to move and that's something I'm glad to have.I'm not one for making snap decisions. Instead, I'm just gonna grit my teeth until a gut feeling pulls me from my spot and sets me striding into the fog for better or worse.
I'm fucking Disappointment
>>6867564Your life must be fucking awesome!
>>6852734im not the only one who know what this is
pretty much speaks for itself . . .
>>6850757>Makes Leela a disgusting Cyberpunk feminist cyborgFucking whyMy work is never steady, I work for whoever is willing to hire me, my pricing is exorbitant, my work involved barrels
>>6859805So you want to spend lots ofoney to work at a museum the rest of your life or teach?Interesting
>>6867565Heretical speech will get you nowhere
>>6870530>That sounds super pseudo-intelligentBecause it isJust say you're a Nihilist and life is goodAnyone who doesn't understand Nihilism are too retarded to ever get what you mean even if you wrote a 2k page book about it because they're fucking stupidLess talk, more happy, post the Pape and gtfo this board because it's cancer and will make you waste your day
>>6868112munouInefficiency; Incompetence; Incompetent person
>>6853213what kind of monitor do you have?
Unfortunately this is me. Fuck my fucking life
>>6860797Its perfect, Taken.
>>6869616u fckin can, use de fckin airplane as a bridge lmfao, got ur whole life to do dis
>>6859805>I'm a future coffee house barista
It's a Long ass terrifying road, It's twisting and winding and fraught with danger. I can't read the signs and never have any idea which direction to take. The beasts you see on that path are my own personal demons, waiting to drag me down, hinder my progress. Sometimes I escape their grasp, other times they take me down and tear me apart. But through this dark and terrifying path one thing never changes, I always put myself together and get back up, I always continue on, the direction doesn't matter that much, just that I just keep going.
i miss my love
>>6851201Pics or it didn't happen.
>>6853194>>6853228I say this probably every day.
i kinda relate to the space marines. life is hard and the obstacles are endless. but im gonna keep on fighting. one day, one hour, one step at a time. i will fail, i will fall, i will be beaten eventually. but until that time, i will keep on keeping on because to give up and turn away is to let the world win. and i dont want to be remembered as the dude who let everything just walk all over me. i will stand for something and i wont let anyone tell me any different>eventually things will look up
commercial diver by trade. i am relatively new to the field but i like it, it's hard though. no like no food no bathroom breaks and not a soul that can help you. when your a 170feet underwater with no light and your coms cut out, the only thing you can hear is your heart and your breathing. i find an odd joy in that, knowing that your truly alone.
>>6851019>>6851027Cheer up you never know what life bring. I've been there, up to you to make your life no one holds you down but you, be true to your self & be happy.
>>6858372I've always wanted to live in a place like that, maybe alaska?
>>6859714I guess im not the only one who finds this type of papes amusing.
>>6860811even in here?
>>6858279>>6866728you guys hit me right in the feels
>>6866798switch the pyramids for the white house and same thing
sometimes I feel that 4chan has more poets than anyone would ever think
>>6876123crippling depression will do that to people
sad,alone, with no time, but with a troubled mind
I've started doing Project Euler (Math problems you use CS to solve) and I've felt like I've slowly been turning into that stereotypical "programming all day" guy (I mean, I'm somehow managing to balance everything, it's just that I get a lot of joy out of spending hours at a time solving math problems I wouldn't mind having a setup like Lain)
>>6859766>>6854808Its only after we've lost everything that we are free to do anytjhing
>>6866810you're so close
>>6850754I don't see shitposting in your schedule there.
Didn't expect to actually have something saved that was close, but this was a nice surprise.
people always tell me to aim higher in life so i can be successful in the future but how i see it is that the future will never come, i'm living and also will always be in the present so if i can make myself happy here i will always be happy, i cant change the past so i should forget it
>>6870530>>6870560You both sound dumb. Shut up.
Alone and afraid of losing the last things I have
>>6867917I like your style, doc.
>>6869616so the way the engine and cockpit are positioned. the pilot was flying away from the nice side and his plane crashed going towards the other side. So you purposely wanted a shit life, realized you fucked up, tried to bail but failed.
There are some imposing figures in the horizon, but I can't give in to despair. I have to try; I have to to better
>>6878373But the imposing figure on the horizon is...buddha? Are you trying to overcome the despair of...enlightenment?
>>6856591This. Street tacos are cool too. Those are some of the few redeeming factors about this place I can think of at the moment.
I choose this picture because, I always looking for something new to watch so I don't have to be alone with my thoughts
I like talking to my friends and playing video games but I feel depressed and just want to lay in bed and watch anime. I've got no will to do anything that includes eating and sleeping. I don't actively try to fall asleep I just do. I just don't feel.
>>6851037>Implying they're looking for pussy/fit/ is probably gayer than /LGBT/ is.
Grinding like a motherfucker to get the life I desire. I am missing out on a lot of things and feel like I could always do better, especially with the things I lack in.Regardless, I have no time for depressive thoughts and self-pity, rather, I go out and make things happen.
I sometimes get random memories of being a kid; an overwhelming sense of being so god damn care-free, running around playing on sunshine-y days catching bugs, running around in open fields under a blue sky was enough, then I come back to reality and realize I can't imagine myself at 30, knowing happiness like that again.
>>6851037there's only one thing manlier than having sex with a woman: having sex with a man
>>6877671>Alone and afraid of losing the last things I haveSmeagol?
>>6867854I wish you the best! I have abandoned all hope :D
>>6870196Everyday is a struggle.
>Turning 23 in a few months>Mild depression began sometime around 2010 and only got worse >Started smoking weed once or twice a week, ended up smoking everyday, sometimes up to 5 times a day for the whole year>Went to a therapist, and it was there that I was officially diagnosed with anxiety and severe depression>given meds, took said meds for about 2 months, but stopped because it got rid of all emotion>April 2016 recently after I stopped taking them, I meet a girl (think she's the one)>long story short, she's not. I fall back into depression and ditch college for a week, skipping meals and showers just basically staying in bed and binge watching shows>fast forward to now >lost most of my friends for various reasons, working minimum wage, in debt, and drinking everyday I went to the pharmacy the other day and upped my meds from 50mg to 100mg. My question is, would you rather live with whatever struggles you have but still keep emotions intact and try your best? Or take meds, get shit done but you're unable to enjoy the process because you're basically a robot. I'm considering the latter, but I don't know what I'll be like if I stop taking the meds after a long period of time and honestly the thing I miss the most is the old me. Smiling everyday despite hardships that were relevant then and being more carefree.
maybe you should try some different drugs. i take kratom every day and it makes me feel fantastic. you should google that shit
>>6878913Well, I was meded on my puberty, so I would like to give you a tip.If you're already a grown up, if you're past the critical personality development, it is a good way to get shit done if you're having too much trouble. Meds are cool if you have them + powerwill, will get you whenever you want, so you could plan some targets, use the meds, and after that, stop taking them so you can work on yourself.It is a kind of sort tip since I don't know you or the full story, so I won't like to assume things.
>>6850683I feel like I am standing on the edgeI feel like I packing my bags and training with my sword for the day I will set out
>>6877934dammit>came to this thread looking for new papes>see a lot of depressed people>realize that maybe Im depressed in a different way>still looking forward for more papes like the one I'm postingEverything is fine and dandy, have money, job, crap I want, fuck the ocassional bitch, but I feel bored as fuck. I'm thinking I need to travel. In the meantime, pic related.
>>6879196Do something fun that isnt boring
It looks like a street in my hometown I used to deliver pizza to occasionally. I have a lot of nostalgic memories of working delivery. The amount of time I got to spend alone, driving around listening to CDs, or walking around aimlessly at night trying to find the right house. I would take my time on a lot of deliveries and sort of take in the scenery- even in the middle of the suburbs, some of the places I found myself in would just awe me. It was the most beautiful kind of solitude.I guess that feeling is something I've been chasing
I stay up late everyday
>>6868111me.also checked these sick trips
>>6850743God I hate you
>>6852954Time for a new hobby.
>>6878703no greater truth has been spoken
>>6860322even the angle of the bridge is similar
>>6856982As someone who tried some things I can say, most of them suck anyway...
This picture hurts my soul when I see it.