Im gonna be alone forever, I chose it for myself, I just couldnt make or maintain any friendships, I ended up ostracizing myself and developed exceedingly deviant behaviors that went undetected for too long, now i exposed myself and these deviant behaviors and people see me for what i am now, the few friends I thought i had have all broken contact with me, again i am no longer able to form any sort of friendships due to the exposure of my deviant behavior which once again i chose to cultivate as opposed to actual useful skills, all you have to do now is to point and laugh and use me as a cautionary tale. dont remember me, forgetting is the truest death which i clearly deserve.
What were these deviant behaviors?
>>41483661>exceedingly deviant behaviorsI, too, post on 4chan with hopes of having wholesome interactions with complete strangers about rare and unusual topics of interest.
>>41483661I am so lucky that i was able to have great freaking luck, manage to get married early and how have a kid. My another stroke of luck my wife makes enough money. I look completely normie on the outside. But I'm unemployable. I'm role playing as a stay at home Dad. I'm literally faking all this till i make it. Might feel this way forever
>>41483668I already doxxed myself on here over them, back in september, it should show up in archives.>>41483688look man i just thought that, in fact no i dont think anything, thought is evil, this website is evil and i let it take over my life and ruin it ans my psyche>>41483696yes, more of this, keep taunting me with shit like this, this guy could be a complete liar but i deserve to be lied to and taunted, i originally hoped that by doxxing myself here someone would swat me or burglarize my house, im just such a degenerate that thats the only thing i thought would make me pause and reflect on my behavior, but no, i made my dad cry, my sister break contact with me, my mom too, and still im doing the deviant behaviors, i need actual hellfire before im able to stop, why cant i stop?
>>41483723I'm not gonna search the the archives, if you're going to make a thread with your off topic self-flagellation here you owe it to us to at least provide the pertinent details yourself.
>>41483755exactly anon, just as this place gave me nothing, so too will i give nothing, just speculation and empty self flagellation as you said, look whats important is im a degenerate piece of shit and im giving you all a free shot to point and laugh at me, or ignore me and go about your day, this thread is ultimately an exercise in my own futility and insignificance, its all i have and its exceedingly sad, eventually ill get IP range banned by mods and work up the courage to finally kill myself like i should have done years ago so i can finally go to hell, in the meantime, these stupid little threads will help me to work toward that goal, no i will not seek out real help when you watch two underaged girls eat each other out and pleasure yourself to it knowing theyre underaged you cut yourself off from any sort of help, no matter how divine or merciful.
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>>41483723>this website is evil>>41483801>i knowingly do evil shitMaybe it's you?
>4chan>anymore evil than tinder, grindr, facebook, instagramit's just a different type of evil if you want to look at it that wayat least here you're not fake, you speak your truths like you can't do anywhere elseyou didn't catch any std's or become/make any single mothers in a mistake using hookup apps truecel anons just think of yourself as a different kind of monk and monks have been around forever well before 4chan and the internetchill out anon, chin up :3
