Former Incel here, just trying to vent because I don’t have anyone to tell this to.I was obese growing up, no self-esteem.The past 3 years I’ve been all in on improving myself, I’ve built a respectable physique and become much better financially.I’ve had a few women ask me out and rejected them all until one day I reconnected with a girl I used to have a crush on. She asked me out and I said yes, I didn’t care much for her at this time, but I thought she was hot.She immediately showed strong interest, leading me to my first date, kiss and sexual experience.Initially she gave me so much attention, it was intense. It made me feel amazing.Despite her initial affection and attraction, she pulled away as soon as I showed that I was into her too, leaving me confused and desperate.As her interest faded, I became overly invested, texting her obsessively and ignoring signs she was moving on.I pursued hard and actually ended up sleeping with her again, but we were both very drunk and it wasn’t very good sex.In retrospect there were plenty of red flags, her history of toxic relationships and mental health struggles for example.She went silent on me for weeks after this, I figured it was over and did my best to move on too. I bumped into her in person again and she apologized to me for going ghost. She said she missed seeing me, had lots of fun with me and wanted to get together again.This made all of my feelings come back, I tried my best to see her again. But she went silent.Over time, I realized the relationship would be unhealthy, but I have been struggling to let goI KNOW I must move on, yet her memory lingers and I find myself yearning for her attention, though it’s unlikely we will ever rekindleI want so bad to reach out to her, but know I’m likely to be ignored. I’m trying to preserve the respect I have for myself and stay strongI wish I could go back in time and just reject herHas anyone experienced something like this?
>>32322548Who the fuck calls themselves an incel 9r identifies with that phrase whatsoever? Fuck off you larper
You sound like you’re finding women who are in/around places that treat men like a fun commodity. (Clubs, dating apps, etc).I also regret my first time, but there are better experiences to be had, so hold on carefully
She doesn't want feelings she wants mindless sex, if she's that hot and you don't mind fuck her when you can and ghost her when you're not fucking her she will miss you and came asking for sex
This larp doesn't even make sense. The timescales and timeline are all over the place. Stupid.
>anon takes 28 goddamn years to figure out fat guys don't get picked >finally fixes his ugly shit >universe throws him a bone, literally>gets creepy and obsessed instead of realizes this was the first of many>talks about her like shes a stupid whore anyways, yet somehow thinks he can tame her despite being a fattie incel in mindsetNow leave her alone.
