>unable to enjoy games>unable to enjoy youtube>find 1 song i like and listen to it for a day, then hate it>have second and third language, learned violin>just sit looking at youtube slop thumbnails, every predictable shitty clip from movies. every pointless factoid about complete cancer nobody cares about>never secure socially, think they hate me no matter what or don't know why they care. only manage to not make myself annoying by following the proven rule of never asking if i am in fact, annoying, because that's annoying.>when they do care, i get told 'i love you', feel awful>on meds, been to a doctor, been to a psychologist, have complex ptsdwhat the fuck do i do to distract myself when i don't even like the distractions? i feel empty, i feel like people that like me made a mistake, and it can burn to nothing instantly. i wouldn't be happy if i got what i wanted, because sometimes i do. i can't find any games, there are no videos, there's no media and no friendship i can make, no pills i can pop that stops the seething pain in my head.
>>32332010Congrats, you burned out your dopamine receptors on constant stimulation and media consumption! Lead a healthy lifestyle that includes reduced screentime and regular exercise or continue to suffer until you become a insensate burnout unable to function!
>>32332049i respect the posti have tried exercise too, on 2nd rest day cause i spent 6 hours in the gym over 2 days lately. if i didn't get tired i wouldn't leavenot sure what to do for a dopamine reset but i'll go for that sure
Go outside and be bored there instead of surrounded by screens and wallsIt may help
>>32332010Maybe you need to become less reliant on consuming media for entertainment and instead develop interests and hobbies you can actively engage in (both solo and with other people).
Even though we are all literally in Hell and society is collapsing into total chaos, everyone is too depressed and demoralized to give a shit or enact real change.There is no point to voting, because no matter who you vote for the System will ensure the status quo remains 1:1 with how it was in the previous administration.There is no point to education, because degrees no longer matter, the white collar industry is dead and professors care more about indoctrination than teaching.There is no point to dating, because the gender war has become so critical that most men are terminally alone and most women are okay with being single moms or spinsters.There is no point to consuming entertainment, because all of it is terrible. Movies suck, games suck, music sucks, anime suck, YouTube sucks, everything is just content now.There is no point to self-improvement, because genetics and childhood trauma impact your entire life and you cannot do anything besides cope about things getting better.There is no point to saving money or starting a family or trying to own a home or get a stable career or make a name for yourself, because the West only wants to outsource all of this.People constantly tell me I am in a negative mindset, meanwhile everyone outside is shambling around like the living dead. Tempers are shorter than ever, IQs are lower than ever, no one knows how to control their emotions and tribalism is at an all time high. Humanity has literally regressed back into a hunter-gatherer mindset despite progressivism, but we have zero of the freedom or physical advantages afforded to cavemen.Reality is now converging with the Mouse Utopia and Stanford Prison Experiment. 80-20 is taken as law. Jews run every sector of the world. Fractional reserve banking won't ever go away. Narcissism and ironic detachment are the norm. War won't ever end.I don't know what to do anymore because I'm just one guy. I have no power, no motivation, I'm just a husk like everyone else.
