Hi, I've been feeling awful lately. I lost my girlfriend because of certain things I thought were normal at the time, but it made me realize I wasn't making her comfortable. I regret not seeing that sooner, and also because of my insecurities. That bothers me. She broke up with me yesterday, and I realized a lot of things. I'm truly sorry. I know I wasn't someone who could make her feel comfortable or safe. I tried to improve for myself, but I don't think it worked. I don't know, I think I'm going to end my life tonight. I feel so alone. I didn't have a way to vent, so I found this thread. Nice to meet you.
>>33923982How'd you fuck it up
>>33923982fakecel had a chance and is whining
>>33923982>I think I'm going to end my life tonight.lol nigga at least sleep on it first
>>33923991My insecurities, sex stuff, she told me that I saw her as an object, which wasn't true, in truth I loved her more than she has any idea
>>33923982give me details, your age, how long you dated, exactly what happend ect. ect.
>>33924063write her a handwritten letter explaining how you faced your failures and how deeply you feel for her and why. and say she isnt obligated to come back but that you want to be a better man for her.i did this for my ex and she came back. but she gave me a false accusation afterwards as revenge and admitted it to me, so be careful, women have endless scorn once they decide to stop loving you. and they do just make a simple decision.
>>33923982I've been through similar shit when I was younger. With my girlfriend at the time.It was my first relationship and I loved her dearly, but I also had a big libido at the time, or whatever the fuck its called. And I wanted close contact with her often. Without realizing it hurt her mentally. I couldn't make her feel as loved as she deserved to be and for that I don't think I'll forgive myself.But whatever happens, don't beat yourself up too much over it. It's a part of life and heartbreak is something that will make you more mature and stronger down the line. You already seem like you have a solid head on your shoulders. Don't end your life over this though, it ain't worth it.During my time with that girl, I was also very insecure, got jealous easily and just hated myself whenever I felt like I was doing something wrong. Which just ended up hurting the both of us.You can always write her out a heartfelt apology letter. But wait a week or so before sending her anything. Otherwise it just seems like you're acting on impulse without giving it much thought. And if she doesn't accept, just leave it at that. Things'll work out man, stay strong.
>>33924063She was just looking for excuses to break up with you without making herself feel bad.
