I have no interests and no hobbies and I do nothing except browse the internet and I think people think I'm too interested in things I talked about a few times but lost interest in laterI don't know what to talk about about myself, I'm just a fucking loser who can't commit to anything. Let me give you guys some basic info>I hate music and avoid it because it's feminine and a waste of time and my female relatives were fucking cunts>I'm not really allowed to go outside as my parents think it could affect my face within society>I lost interest in art and painting because I hate artists and I think it's degenerate>I hate smartphones because I had been addicted to them and I stopped using them>I hate the language of my country because I'm in Southeast Asia and it fucking sucks and is pointless>I hate reading anime and manga because I'm above 18 and I'm too old for them(I don't read comics anymore too)>I hate food because I'm pretty much anorexic and I hate eating and I never made food once>There is no home depot or any place over here where I can get things to be autistic with>I have no interest in vehicles>I use Linux but I don't even care about OS autism and I just prefer it because I'm poor>I don't like writing because my parents check what I write and I can't write anything>I don't like singing or speaking because I hate the fact my family could interfere in something>I hate reading books now because other people are doing it and judge me>I hate the gym because there are too many people that are on social media there>I hate pornography because I see no point in watching it>I hate movies and films and TV shows because they all feel the same and I don't feel like I'm missing out>I hate youtube videos and video essays are boring>I don't like games because I grew up and I can't play them anymore>There aren't many places to buy hardware for me to learn anything>I hate physics and I hate geometryWhat do i do, I'm tired
>>33927180Your attention span is probably fucked. Really the only solution is that your stop using your computer. It's unlikely that you will do so without outside intervention however. The only way I got out of neetdom a few years ago was because my power supply died and I was without my PC for two weeks. It made me realize how shitty my life was and that I was avoiding everything
try killing yourself.
>>33927180>I hate fashion because I don't feel like I have enough money for it>I hate history and politics because I feel it's tiring and useless>I hate business and stocks because I hate the people there and I feel weirded out when people think I'm interested in them>I don't like paleontology or other related stuff because I feel like it's pointlessI can't think of more desu>>33927185Weird thing is, I can pay attention really well when in public. Like, I can listen to people for hours. Same thing on my computer, I can put something and hear it for hours.I don't think I can do anything because I'm not allowed outside much and nobody is interested in helping me or letting me have a hobby. I don't know.>>33927192No access to SN, no access to KN.
>>33927195idk wtf any of that shit is. you dont need the alphabet to kill yourself you fucking retard.
>claim to be an adult>subject to harassment by his parents>thinks music is feminine somehowYou sound insufferable to be around. You should work on that. Maybe if you could be around people you'd find more fun in things.
>>33927195oh yeah>I lost interest in women because I think it's pointless and expensive>I lost interest in travelling because I feel like theres nothing there>I have never planting stuff because I could judged outside>>33927202I'd have to hang myself and I don't have enough money to purchase a stable anchor point
>>33927205trees are free. man made structures are free. jumping is free. fast cars are free. lots of easy free ways to do it. plenty of CHEAP ways too!
>>33927204I can't be around more people because I can't find them in general and I don't know if I'd ever share hobbies with themI can't speak to them because I don't think I'd trust them because of my family>>33927208I have considered jumping from an apartment but it's risky.I don't know if I should go out to a truck at midnight. I hate how everything is made harder
>>33927180>i lost interest in owning animals since it wouldn't be personal for me>i have no interest in sports because i couldnt develop one because of the social aspect>i hate meditation and breathing and ritual bs since i feel like its all a cult>i hate photography since it feels like something for rich people>i hate vtuber shit since i feel like its weird>i hate gambling and i'll never gamble>i don't like alcohol or drinking because i feel like it'd be a scam and i'd get into trouble>i don't like ai slop and i'm tired of it>i dont like medicine because i feel like its all fake and it worsens everything and i avoid pills as much as i can(i sometimes need them for vitamins and supplements)i guess im gradually beginning to hate the internet as well but im addicted to this site
>>33927266I also feel entirely purposeless. I don't know what to do. I hate how suicide is made illegal. I just want to be free. I wish I had a sense of self like people with autism, my friend told me once about how he wished he had autism so he could draw something he'd been making, I wish I'd something similar. I hate how it's all so miserable and pointless.
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