I am madly in love with a married woman I met on Tinder. She wants the marriage to be open and the husband doesnt by the sounds of it. Me and her have sexted a few times and shes the only person minus my ex who has seen me naked. It was the only intimate thing ive done with someone minus my ex. I have told her almost every bit of trauma in my life and she has too. I have helped her with rent and groceries since she can't get food stamps at the moment. It was my idea to help her. I really treasure our friendship, but I am falling very unhealthy in love with her. I talk to her all day everyday. Her husband sounds abusive by the sounds of it. I am recently divorced and shes the first woman ive really opened up to about it. I have a lot of emotional scars from my ex and I feel shes the only person in my life who understands me. We are meeting up for the first time this weekend and im unbelievably excited. I ejaculated on my ex's feet while she was asleep and recorded it. She had told me sleep sex was ok (I at least think?) so I didnt think anything of it. And we made sex tapes all the time so it didnt seem like a big deal at all. She said i sexually assaulted them. She told a few mutual friends and pretty much all of our mutual friends had my side. She went insane and wants absolutely nothing to do with me. But I would do anything to grab lunch with her and apologize. She came out as trans last year and within a month was on testosterone. Never asked my opinion about it, never brought it up before. Just said "i go by sage now and my pronouns are he/him". They would do nothing but sit in our bedroom and talk to their trans friends on discord. This girl I met on tinder has helped me get through the divorce in a way no one else has been able to. I feel She understands me. Everything about me. Shes been so supportive and encouraging. I would do almost anything for her and I love her so much.
