Maybe deep down I am misogynistic. Because when I think about MtF trans women I can empathize and sympathize with them. I don't agree with it, but I understand why the do it. FtM trans men, however, piss me off. They had the chance to live life easily and wasted it. It might also be a looks thing too, because trans women CAN (not all) look way better as women, but trans men look like actual weak ass beta losers. Trans men piss me off.

I'm feeling like cheating because I have commitment issues

I despise women, hate them. After 11 years of blood and tears they should accept me.

Why do I keep giving my time to people who don’t value it?

I’m glad I met you but hate that since I met you here, nothing we spoke about before we knew each other’s names has ever come up again since.
It’s like the longer I know you, the less of you I get to see.
I’m starting to doubt that I’ll ever see as much as you’re willing to share with Anonymous. This sucks.

I've become so self conscious that I can't even consume nsfw content without hating myself for being an ugly loser

It feels like I'll never get better and all my attempts to do so are utterly futile

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I'm going to an anime con and I have 2 fucking cuts im bleeding out of
Going with my mom cuz I have no friends
I'm so fucking depressed, just trying to have a good day for once and I cant

I think I'm going to ghost this chick. She likes me, and we've been on a few dates, she's not a bad person but I met someone else. The right thing to do would simply be to tell her and save her time and emotional energy but I'm a pussy when it comes to that stuff. Feels bad.

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I"m gonna have to abandon my D&D group because my best friend fell in love with me but I already have a girlfriend. I really like them but they're mostly friends with her and they don't vibe with my gf so I don't know if I can stay friends with them, and I don't think I can stay friends with her since she made moves on me in the past. To be very honest, I still have some feelings for her but I have to do the right thing. I think it's not fair but life rarely is, maybe I should just going back to DM'ing to my other group, I miss them.

>>34556949
Tell me about it...in my case I just think about breaking up constantly.

i want a girlfrend so bad—but at the same time i don't.

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maybe, if i like enough of her posts, she'll notice me and want to be my gf.

>>34557199
is she hot tho? very important.

>>34556903
yea. i agree with this assessment.

>>34557265
Kek is that bobby

>>34556949
Ur a tard

>>34557266
Unfortunately yes. She's tall, blonde and looks great in absolutely anything. Always asks to play games with me and is one of my oldest friends, but I can't just be there for her, I have a relationship to fix.

it's over.

>>34557400
Why and how?

>>34556949
same and i always sorta let it happen when people make moves on me and i don't try to stop it. i mean it IS sexual assault so

>>34557343
Fucking Sean

>>34557265
I do develop feelings for guys who like my posts more than usual. I can tell when they put thought behind which posts to like and if he just likes every single post I assume he does that to everyone because he's friendly.

>>34557145
thats normal. if you an ugly loser and you watch porn thats creepy as fuck

sometimes it really is who you're around. i notice i'm not even that depressed when i get to be around people who aren't miserable for once

I finally banged office clothing woman with underboob. Had to generate underboob by telling her to remove bra but keep office top on. Happy.

>>34557170
I know people think ghosting is the worst thing ever but there are just times when you need to do it because telling the truth would be way worse. I've ghosted people because I thought they were ugly, for example.

I'm a 38 year old virgin and I'm trying to decide whether or not I should commit suicide. I'm a virgin at this age because I stutter badly and never imagined that there was even one woman out there who would want me. Should I commit suicide or should I pursue women after all these years? I want to be a father some day but I fear that I'm past that possibility already.

>>34557199
Checked, same, I might propose to open up the relationship but I know how it's gonna go down after.
>>34557362
You wouldn't get it.
>>34557469
I'm not a foid

Im so alone. My husband resents me. Has contempt for me. It's pathetic but I told AI all our dirty laundry multiple times and the end result is he verbally abuses me because I never set boundaries so ive conditioned him to treat me this way. We cant communicate and I think it's over. The only option is losing my whole family because he hurts my feelings sometimes? I fucking hate this emotional female body. He denies any accountability. And has stopped trying. He's checked out. Im drained. Yet we're too lazy to file paperwork to divorce? And think things will just magically fix themselves. AI refused to provide any actual advice because of the verbal abuse.

I dont want to be a victim. Me filing divorce is quitting, owning this victim identity. I refuse. He's just an asshole with no filter, but he's my asshole and I love him.

Is there any actual strategies to navigate a doomed marriage full of resentment, walls up, or is the end result only divorce

>>34557563
Why did you even marry this guy

Dude I want PIV so bad.
But she either doesn't use her dialators frequently enough, or won't see a pelvic floor therapist to figure out why.

It's also pointless to push her on this right now since she simply doesn't have time from now until quals are over in Fall. I think it's just irritation that she didn't try as hard while she still had the time/oppurtunity to.

Moral of the story to frogs out there, make sure the woman you data doesn't have low libido and vaginismus before you fall too deep in love.

>>34557591
Got pregnant 3 months after meeting.
It wasn't bad until after the baby. I was too bitchy in my requests for help, we lived LDR with a newborn and he resents me for it. I didnt want to move in because I thought this would happen. Like a self fulfilling prophecy because I didnt trust that he loved me then (the lovebomb was a red flag, I thought)

>>34557613
I'm so sorry I feel so bad for you. It sounds like he wants you to divorce him for sure

>>34556831
I just want a gf. Not out of pity. Someone easy on the heart and easy on the eyes. Both of us writing towards a goal.
I’ve had dreams. But all things happen when we’re awake.

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I realized that prisoners in solitary confinement socialize more than me. I spend around 166 out of 168 hours a week alone. This may explain why I feel like I'm going insane.

>>34557618
Yeah, I think so too. I lose everything, he wins, his family will sympathize with him because I'm the bitch who divided the family.

If he took any form of accountability, looked at my low self esteem and question for him loving me as a problem to tackle together. I just want the togetherness. I dont want all sunshine and rainbows. I just want a partner to battle this stupid silly existence with. But just like my sexual gratification (he's not been able to get me there despite his attempts) its my problem to solve. And I dont know how.

>>34556831
I have a bunch of errands that I need to do but I'm an anxiety-ridden shut-in. It takes an incredible amount of effort and courage for me to go out and do things.

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I'm gonna risk everything for petite 18 year old pussy.

I can't believe you'd pass up something this good. Your loss.

>>34557474
I'm sorry. I didn't see this one.

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>at a family gathering/party thing
>someone brought their friend who brought their tranny kid

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>>34557701
>my uncle accidentally just called the tranny kid a man

>At a party in a cute dress(I'm progressive in terms of clothing choice)
>Over the age of 25
>Unc just called me a tranny "kid"

I get a fair amount of attention from women and it seems like they're trying to get my attention all the time. If the goal were merely getting dates I could likely have one or more lined up by the end of the day and probably have a regular gf by mid to late June if I were acting. The problem is I'm not very genuinely compatible with most modern women. I've dated a lot of them and have a general idea of who I am and am not going to be compatible with. It's not that rare to find a traditionally oriented woman I might be compatible with, however they're almost always taken. Seemingly every time I try to take a moment to get out and meet likeminded people something gets in the way and prevents me from following through. I've been stuck like this for years, but the Lord gives me strength and joy.

>>34557735
Aight Ill fuck your bussy

>>34557613
He feels trapped. The baby thing is scary. My dad abandoned my mom the moment she got pregnant with me despite promises not to and after my wife got pregnant I kinda get why it happens. It locks you into living with THIS woman. With THIS kid. Kills all your dreams of "being a fighter pilot in Rio" and other stupid shit men have in their heads. We planned, and it still took effort not to run away for me. I also resented my wife for a long time specifically because she was emotional (before pregnancy).

A lot of this hinges on your husband being a decent person. I can understand him checking out, and you being drained. What's your situation now. Not moving in with a kid kinda shows you have low self esteem or something. Dude not insisting on you moving in is also very strange. How old are you both?

>>34556831
I hate retards who stalk me online, pretend to be me, try to sabotage me irl, try to sim swap me and participate in social engineering schemes to try hacking into every account I have, blame me for things I've never done, view my search history possibly by being a minimum wage piece of shit telecom worker, use their pussy to get idiots to do what they want, use plausible deniability to get off the hook. Please die.

i would be insanely happy if i had a wife and she were pregnant

shit, i could have been happy if my ex didn't abort our unborn child and got her act together

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>>34557794

idk if this guy is my bf or not. he sometimes says he loves me, and gets really jealous at the idea of me talking to other dudes. i guess i should just ask him straight up, but the thought of him saying hes not or doesnt want to be hurts me. i like him so so much, and if he doesnt want what i want i know for a fact ill just distance myself.

>>34557809
get a hobby, whore

>>34557794
You either know how I feel or are projecting narc gloating that this is what you do

>>34557816
Gawrsh, that's a doozy.
You really should ask him.
It would be so funny if it's something like he overheard you had a boyfriend and all that flirting you did was a waste of fucking time and he himself was getting attached like a jackass for nothing lmfao.

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>>34557816
why is a guy that isn't your bf saying he loves you?
sounds like you are being manipulated

>>34557846
he admitted to me that hes "toxic", maybe thats just how he is

>>34557828
I don't do that and I never would. nobody fucking believes me. she has been harassing me for 4 years because she's delusional and thinks her ex cheated on her with me, I'd never do anything with a taken man. her harassment has gotten way more intense in the past 2 months and I believe it is simply because she or one of her minions got a trash job at my telecom provider and got a bunch of details from their cloud and access to my browsing history. I haven't spoken to her in 3 years.

>>34557169
Came to comment the exact same thing the last thing I want at this con is someone pointing it out anon

My fiance followed a ton of kink content on Instagram and his crushes when we started dating. Only after 6 months and me telling me he stopped follwing all this Goth girls, clown girls, Emo girls and ex girlfriends/crushes. He still follows some. I really resent him for this and I don't see him the same way I used to. I keep stalking his exes and his crushes. It also makes me feel like crap that he has been with 5 girls before me. Am I overreacting? I completly lost sexual attraction to him and I am being really distant lately.

>>34557878
tell him you'll dress up as goth/clown if he stops using social media

>>34557878
you giving him enough clussy?

>>34557878
Kek 5 chicks before you, normies are unbelievable

>>34557881
This is denigrating.

>>34557883
I could never do this without crying and feeling extremly humilliated.

>>34557878
just cheat on him

>>34557887
The funny thing is he is not a normie, I met him here.

>>34557871
why not get a vpn (if you haven't)

>>34557895
I have never cheated and I never will.

>>34557897
Too much porn, do better leave your fat neck beard I promise none of those chicks want him. Find someone who will not be tempted by the flesh, I type as im in the exact same situation and losing my mind.

>>34557897
Kek, he's a normie sperg like the majority of sexless virgins here if he has less than 2 digit body count. So I'm assuming both of you are ugly as hell. Fucking disgusting kek

>>34557888
>womans role is to be enticing for her man
>guy is obviously losing attraction to her
>instead of dressing up, dolling up herself, putting in effort to appeal to his fetishes, she instead complains and seeks pity points
uh huh

been a shut-in for nearly 2 years now, full hiki for 2 months

>>34557132
Is that you? I value your time, was at the movies, not with a girl. Just to reassure you.

>>34557901
Yes, I am loosing my mind too. He says he loves me all the time but he has all this weird fetishes and when he fucks me he never cums. He just masturbates with his eyes closed into finishing. I hate it so much. It is so humilliating. I wish I had never started dating him. Now I can't go back. I promised to spend my life with him and I am a person of honor. I'm just sure I'll be extremly unhappy with him. I can't tell if I love him or I hate him anymore. I feel like a liar saying I love him.

>>34557905 nta
How do I change my personality to one a man would be interested in? I think im too boring

>>34557902
I am not pretty but I am also not ugly. He is actually handsome.

>>34557908
>I promised to spend my life with him and I am a person of honor. I'm just sure I'll be extremly unhappy with him. I can't tell if I love him or I hate him anymore. I feel like a liar saying I love him.
yeah real honorable of you to stay and secretly resent him the whole time

>>34557908
Mine won’t even fuck me says he doesn’t masturbate and has a low sex drive apparently.
Became friends with a woman and I sperged out on him this morning and he said I have male friends. Yeah ones I’ve been friends for, FOR YEARS and he’s met them all. Ugh never enough for anyone existence is non bearing fruit

>>34557905
I offered to dress up and he sayed no. I did the clown make up and he didn't like it. I think he just doesen't like my body type (thin girls with no boobs) and dates me because he wants to settle down.

>>34557910
be slutty but only for him so use lots of words like "for you" "only you" "you you you you" etc

if you are convinced you are as dull as a rock, appeal more to your sexual side

men think with their dicks first and brain second

>>34557908
No. If you don't love him then leave and you will find the love of your life. Don't waste all your firsts and good things on someone you don't love. This will deter those who care about you in the future.

>>34557899
I can, that's not really the issue, she always finds a way to harass me. I suspect she and her slaves are responsible for propertly damage, since they're implying about it and joking about cutting wires and pipes on the shitty fucking forum I unfortunately met them on, but the management won't be able to provide any useful data because it's managed by 15 year olds and has an ancient codebase and everyone in this damned shithole is so lazy and incompetent so I'm not likely to be taken seriously as is. I'm afraid this has gotten to the point when I need to catch her and go through chats and threads I archived to find anything useful and start a papertrail, it's just too insane.

>>34557908
My situation isn’t as bad as this, but I promise you he would leave you for the next best woman you do not owe anyone shit do better this is pitiful

>>34557907
You mean you're cheating on me with a guy?

>>34557910
I am boring but maybe another guy would genuinely like me and my body instead of making me indulge in weird kinks while jacking off to Instagram clowngirls and pirated OFs.

>>34557922
That's not always true.

>>34557921
it could just be porn addiction too. Instathots are good at angles and lighting, its like 90% of the appeal is how post processed everything is. Real life just cant compete at times.

>>34557918
I love him, but I am not sure if he is a liar and just uses me. I don't know how to feel about him. Sometimes I do hate him. Specially when I think about clowngirls.

>>34557929
No, it wasn't a date. Neither of us are gay. I just don't like going alone to the movies. It was him, his son and me.

>>34557934
it's not, but if you appeal hard enough to his sexual side he is more likely to overlook what the brain says for the fact that he can come home to a sexual goddess every evening

>>34557922
I tried to do all this. He just doesen't like sex with me.

>>34557923
I will go on a trip with him and Ill meet his mom in 3 days. Maybe I'll try to make things work. If I can't get over this I'll leave him in person at the end of our trip.

>>34557941
You're being serious or funny? Do you want me to start going by myself?

>>34557927
I know, it is so humilliating. He might love me but he just doesen't want to have sex with me. He is such a liar.

Found out that my cousin's girlfriend isn't even his girlfriend. She's been using him for free gifts and games. He's visited her a couple of times and her family has used him to feed them and cook for them. Dude has been led on for almost a decade and refuses to remove the rose tinted glasses. I tried telling the kid, but he refuses to accept it.
>>34557169
You should go by yourself. No one will shame you for being alone at a con. I go by myself to multiple places often. Nothin wrong with that.
>>34557170
Just tell her. If you don't, it'll come back to bite you bad if she goes and seeks you and realizes you found someone else. Be an adult and tell it to her straight; and in person too. Not through text.

>>34557937
Ok if he is just porn headed I don't want to be with him either. I feel trapped in my relationship with him. He makes me so unhappy.

>>34557947
>Do you want me to start going by myself?
?

>>34557958
To the movies.

>>34557858
>"he admitted to me that he's 'toxic'"
Oh my god bruh, cut that cornball. He sees you as his plaything and nothing more. If you're trying to figure out if you guys are in a relationship or not, then that's a sign that you aren't. You're in a situationship. Either ask him "what are we" and if he refuses to answer or give a solid response that doesn't start and end with "i am your boyfriend", then kick him to the curb.

>>34557956
if all else fails, rape him

>>34557975
I don't want to have to rape my husband for the rest of my life each time I want to have sex.

>>34557975
Chil, Anissa, that's not Mark Grayson.

>>34557926
stay strong, dude.

>>34557781
We live together now, have been for a couple years. I waited due to a work opportunity that ive since given up to be a homemaker.

I do have low self esteem and social anxiety. Im not perfect. He's not either. I want to make this work. He's at the end of his rope mentally, emotionally closed off, he's checked out on the marriage. Making him happy is my goal right now. To make him happy, I have to be happy. But the lack of physical touch/no emotional connection is the barrier right now. I expressed those needs but can sense he's doing it out of obligation/duty and isnt present in the marriage anymore. So right now we're in another silent treatment mode, like we're still interacting for the kid sake but that's all. I usually bend and keel and apologize. Im tired of the dynamic where im vying to win his favor / affection. So we're in a stalemate. Leading to the next step being divorce due to inaction.

>>34557983
thanks anon, I will

NO ONE will ever understand the size of my melancholy because my friendship with my ex wife was the best, most enjoyable friendship any two people have ever shared, and our love was the deepest two people have ever shared, and she is the closest being to an Angel to ever have been made of flesh.
Fucking up as badly as I did should yield the death penalty. No one will ever understand the size of my pain. To them, she's just another woman and our story is just another story.
I lost the best chance at stable, neverending happiness anyone has even been given in life. I wish I could go back in time and torture my hypochondriac self to near death.

>>34558034
what did you do retardanon?

>>34558034
this is how I feel about her rn but I let my brother talk me out of it but I'm still pursuing her

>>34558006
this was me and my wife for ten years. it wrecked both of us mentally. i'm practically schizophrenic now.

>>34557906
stop that, throw yourself at something to some capacity as you can

>>34557795
wtf happened?

Some random ass number that looks familiar but also doesn't look familiar just sent me a text asking me to come over for dinner and I automatically assumed it was some scammer but then they called me and now I'm fretting over whether or not to call them back and say they got the wrong number or just ignore it but then what if it's somebody I actually know and I just deleted the text string at some point.

>>34558039
Got super paranoid about her possibly dying and started curbing her freedom as protection. I basically went mad.
We're friends again already, which makes me so relieved. I'm free to visit her whenever I want and she says I am excellent as a friend, which makes me happy. But I was a terrible husband those last two years of marriage, so we'll never live together again.
She actually has a girlfriend now too, who surprisingly likes me a lot and was the one to incentivize my wife to give me a second chance, this time around as a friend, because I was a great person for more than a decade and a shitty one for only 2 years of obvious madness.
But yeah I deserved it.

1. All girls have boyfriends. No exceptions, even if they say they don't have one.
2. Even if they somehow don't have a boyfriend, why on earth would they want me? Literally any guy is a better choice than me.
3. If by some magic reason a girl would want me, I would wonder what the fuck is wrong with her? I'd probably think it is a prank or something and reject her.

>>34558093
I see a MFF encounter in your future

What was that? Was that a strike? Or what? You're confusing me over here.

I hate being fat

>>34558105
https://youtu.be/CY7ri3cUdtw

>>34558093
all things considered I think you actually have it good? if you curbed her freedom to the point of kidnapping and still got forgiven for it, you are basically one of the luckiest people on the planet.

Whenever you write to me, you make me happy so happy. This will not last for ever but in the mean time you brighten my day

>>34558120
I'll try to stay home more, so we could develop more than acquaintance. Of course I missed you, so don't think I didn't.

>>34557931
Yeah, that's just the base part of being attracted to each other. I wouldn't need any of that shit. Only my girl

>>34558098
I'd like to take this opportunity to thank you for reminding me what I sound like to the outside world if I ever asked those questions.
I'd look like a whiny bitch.

And it's a reminder I should make myself better than this. Because nobody likes a whiny bitch. They love someone that moves to the beat of their wings.

>>34558139
When your self confidence/self esteem is non existent, those are the thoughts that my mind comes up with to keep me from even trying to get a girl.

>>34558123
I love to think that when I daydream about you, you do too. Thanks for existing in my life

>>34558159
You're the light of my day as well. I'm sorry I tried to keep my distance before, it was stupid. You live mortgage free in my head, because it's yours.

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>>34558057

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I'm late mid 30s, just got divorced, i'm not ugly, i have a full head of hair, but i'm short, skinny, schizoautist, and my dicc is 5 in. I'm also broke, take psych meds, and live with my parents now. Is it over? Will I ever experience cute pussy again? i miss tiddies.

>>34558191
ok i lied it's 4.5 in

>>34558119
Yes. Even though it all went wrong, I'll stand before the Lord of Song with nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah.

It's not about the 95% likelihood of them ignoring the application.
But the 5% of how you are going to pursue this if they don't.

>>34558208
Mmm.

I'm not gonna argue or complain.

i have way too many dreams about cuddling my sister

Ive signed out of Discord for a week and have realized how meaningless my life is. My only form of perceived friendships are in there and I honestly don't know if they see ME as a friend. My fear is coming back to zero messages or pings, because that would confirm I've wasted my time and life

Missing you this weekend, but I hope you have fun and I'll catch you next time.

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i don't want friends. i don't care about having guyfriends. i just want one girl to spend all my time with and not share my time with anyone else, and just cuddle nonstop.

>>34558010
Im at the point id rather kms than divorce. I just dont care anymore. Fucking left my phone out like an idiot and he probably went through it and saw my emails to myself with all the documentation of his actions (and mine too, I wrote everything)

>>34558314
I miss you all the time, it's cute every time you "definitely" want to see me. I'm going to be busy though, I want to win next week.

>>34558048
Did you get divorced? What stopped you from leaving her sooner

>>34557878
I talked it with him and we got back together. I got the wrong impression. He isn't gooning anymore. He is a good man. I regret all I sayed before. I am the problem, not him.

>>34557908
I was such a bitch saying this. I just was incredibly angry.

>>34558326
we are separated. we stilll love each other but we know it's best for both of us. so we've separated to give us time to grow distant so the divorce won't hurt as bad. we don't have any kids so we may never see each other again after the divorce. we are friends now but i don't know for how much longer. eventually we'll have to break that off too. you can't just be friends with a former lover. it hurts too much.

>>34557949
Maybe he does want to have sex. I think he just has some issues. I regret all I sayed.

>>34557941
My fault, I just caught this. I meant, there are Asexual people. Let the heart wander enough, it'll have been everywhere and only want a home. Sorry, I thought you were someone else.

>>34558310
K, is that you? Please tell me you are K

arrghhh i mis himmmm i just want to kiss him

>>34558347
Sounds like you're rhymin'.

>>34558348
i am in love

>>34558354
That's a beautiful thing, I hope it never sours.

What notes does a high ranking Military men play? D Major.

>>34558347
>>34558354
What's stopping you?

If edibles are for weed heads, are mandibles for Cannibals?

>>34558358
hes at work :c

>>34558365
On a Saturday? That's rough.

What's a pornstar's favorite place to go? Around the bend.

You mean to tell me his name was AI and he wasn't a cyborg?

What's a UHaul employee's faith based on? The First Mover.

That's all. That was fun while it lasted.

>>34558344
I'm not familiar with that user. Sorry

you guys are so well behaved on this board. i'm surprised. i'm usually on /lit/ and it's—different.

>>34558336
That's so painful.

I was playing with magnets explaining them to my daughter. It's like two magnets of the same polarity are never going to connect because they're just too similar. It'll never work no matter how hard you try to smash them together.

Just when I think the name calling subsides he says im "just not smart" to my daughter. This is in reference to a toy I let my daughter play with talking about the difficulty in packing it up to take home. I overheard from the other room.

And yeah, there's a chance my brain schizo'd that in there but I who knows.

>>34558393
it's harder if you have kids

>>34558388
Oh, alright. I thought you could be a friend who just disappeared one day. Well I hope you do well anyways

i can't believe after everything that im going to die alone. i had so many chances to have beautiful children. i have so many chances now but im an uninteresting fuck up. its sad, but only to me, to everyone else its funny.

>>34558403
it's not funny to me. sorry, anon.

>>34558344
im a k. who are you?

i bet if my exs think about me at all they dislike me for handling things the way i did... but none of them realize how much they hurt me

>>34558392
I agree, although I usually browse /v/. I'm working on browsing that place less. It's a detriment to my intelligence. I was under the impression /lit/ would be civil, is it not?
>>34558398
Thank you, and good luck finding your buddy.

>>34558397
Yeah for real. I think the only way forward is divorce. He has so much contempt to me. He doesnt want to heal and grow with me. He's just keeping me around to do nanny/maid duties until I leave.
That's the most logical explanation why he hasn't filed the paperwork himself yet.

>>34556720
I'm not going to let you lose me.

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>>34558420
>I was under the impression /lit/ would be civil, is it not?
i don't think civil would be the most fitting word.

>>34558416
There's three sides to every story. Yours, his and The Truth.

Two years later and I'm still on edge every time I am on campus, because of the things you've said about me. And the worst part of all is that you probably don't remember a single thing.

If it happens, I won't tell anyone.
And if it doesn't, I still won't tell anyone!
It's a very neutral sort of feeling, you know? I don't want any press about it at all.

>>34558453
Look, I'm not gonna argue or complain. You're young, and I'm not gonna narc out just because you decided to do it. But I will tell you, you don't have to take this serious, but I'm not gonna wait around for you.

What do you call a street racer that doesn't outrun the cops? Shifty.

Eh, had one more in me.

What do teens think about doing drugs? They rave about it.

Okay, no more.

>>34558483
Kek!

>>34558411
its okay anon, you can laugh. i should've married cara but i was still a child when i met her.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBCauCrThdU

>>34558437
mine is his, so it's likely to be closer to the truth than hers.

>>34558509
I forgot that I can't rely on the lowercase.

What do you call a bathroom Voyeur? The Porn Identity.

What's a Saiyan woman's favorite activity? Monkeybranching.

What do you call someone who doesn't think life is bugged out? A skepTICK.

If they come for me, I will be there.

>>34558559
I showed my brother that god awful Metallica album with the trash can snares
>FRAN-TICK-TICK-TICK-TICK-TICK-TICK-TOK!

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the couch pillows smell like him..

Tremble with a sigh, glitter in your eye
You seem to come and go, I never seem to know
And all my time is yours as much as mine
We never have enough time to show our love

>>34558566
I've never heard it. Is it really terrible?

I don't really care that much about boobs or whatever beauty standards women think men have. I have my physical preferences but the range of physical qualities that I find acceptable is wide and I seem to have a greater ability for appreciating unconventional beauty than most men. Being equally yoked is the most important thing, and secondary is physical and mental fitness compatible with being a good wife and mother. I thought I met someone that checked all the boxes and seemed wonderful once, but it was an act and she eventually confessed to some degree.

>>34558573
You can actually find some fan projects on YT where they re-recorded the drum parts and it sounds much better. But most of the stuff late in their career is kinda meh

I'll Be There by the Jackson 5 was written damn near by God.

>>34558580
What's a sword forgers favorite music? Heavy Metal.

please stop. it getting annoying now.

>>34558597
You sound like a hater.

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>>34558590
>the greatest animated sci-fi movie of all time out of nowhere

>>34556831
A hot dog is a sandwich, Jenny.
You bitch.

>>34558598
yes

Every time you walk by, I leave tear stains on the ground...
Etc.

this girl wants to hang out but she wears yoga pants and is worldly so it's a no go

>>34558611
How does one be spiritual to you?

What do you call a drug dealer on the run from the police? A frontrunner.

Honestly, last one. I'm not feeling too well so I needed to do this.

>>34558615
follow the teachings of Christ.

>>34558631
You can do that and wear Yoga pants.

>>34558635
not quite.

>>34558639
Give me an example of following Jesus' commands that you can't do with yoga pants?

>>34558403
all i want is a tall nerdy redhead, is that too much to ask for?

>>34558655
many think that Matthew 5:28 is all there is to it - But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.

but Jesus also taught It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones in Luke 17:2

for many like me their lusts are cultivated early, i barely even knew why but i was collecting magazine cutouts of barely dressed women since i was 5

many dismiss the modesty that is taught in 1 Timothy as having to do only with jewelry and gold, but isn't youth and beauty flaunted in the same way jewelry was in the past? is it not flaunted with the same vanity? if i look upon a woman in a lustful way, it is sinful, but dressing in a way to evoke lust is sinful as well, and while women will say they're 'doing it for themselves', what they're doing is making themselves feel validated by by observing the reactions of men briefly or not so briefly falling into sin.

>>34558415
Im Polo. If you are who im looking for, you will know who I am

>>34558723
You let the world teach you sex/lustful thoughts are important, same thing happened to me. That's not the girl's fault.

>>34558744
women are even more susceptible to social influence and you think they don't find the same shit important? you haven't seen the instant validation some aged fading whore gets when you're scanning the room for threats and you get hung up for a second looking at her saggy tits and cameltoe in full display? it's sinful on both sides and you know it

>>34558761
Yes, but only you will answer for YOUR sins. Remember what happened to Adam, Eve and the Serpent. All blame went to all three of them, because they all blamed each other. Lesson in forgiveness in Genesis.

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I just want a normal job. Something that I can go in for 8 hours and leave and not have to interact with anyone. I make $60k right now, and that was my goal for so long. But now I feel like 100K should be my goal as I get older. I work in IT but it's just basic bitch helpdesk shit. I want to program but only have an AS. I could try specializing with certs in IT, but I feel like those jobs always want BA's. Why is life so hard.

https://youtu.be/ZXnifPfxK0Q

>>34558766
dude i just don't want to meet an erika kirk who will act one way when i'm around and like a whore when i'm not

if they're wearing revealing clothing before we date it's a non starter, simple as

>>34558775
Go Mennonite. You'd likely have a better chance meeting a modest girl in their circles.

>>34558778
saving up to buy property now.

>>34558782
Good travels, my friend.

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>>34558784
God be with you.

>>34558808
And with your spirit.

I have spent my entire life enduring severe trauma, starting with childhood abuse at a daycare and persistent bullying at school, which was compounded by physical and emotional abuse from my family at home. Isolated and neglected, I suffered early sexual abuse and online grooming, learning to hide my deep depression and trauma because I couldn’t trust therapists to keep my secrets from my mother. After changing schools and facing overwhelming academic pressure alongside cruel teasing from my peers, I attempted suicide by overdosing on medication, which led to a brief psychiatric hospitalization. Following my attempt, my mother stopped my medication, causing the voices in my head to grow louder and take control, leaving me to navigate my life within the fragmented moments they now allow me to have.

>>34558815
tell us more

accidentally mindbroke myself rawdogging reality too much
can just sit for fucking hours without doing anything and then the day is over
cant do many hobbies of mine anymore because my brain just turns the fuck off and i time travel to bed time

God, I don't ask you for a lot of things, but please, please give me a viable route to my shallow and hedonistic goal. I will do whatever it is that you want or be whoever you need me to be. Just send me a sign. You don't have to play 11D chess. Also I'm sorry for being greedy and self-centered and I love you, probably, I don't actually know you that well and you never talk back. Anyway, please Lord. Okay, goodnight. Amen. Don't let the bed bugs bite.

>>34558912
Would you want to learn how to pray with your soul? Or did I teach you that already?

>>34558392
We weren't always this way. Our board grows wiser. That is the point of discussing Advice.

>>34558913
I'm not sure I have a soul but am open to trying. If it will take me further from my materialist goal (pair-bonding with someone I like and making a bunch of friends again) than I might be uninterested, but I'll try and listen to anything at least several times before becoming skeptical.

>>34558924
Close your eyes. Control your breathing, aim your thoughts to the middle of the diaphragm where it meets your chest then say the prayer with the thought of your soul in mind. (To aim your thoughts, just imagine them projecting into the middle of your diaphragm where it meets the chest)

don't worry

Many people probably want to kill me.

>>34558928
Okay. Is laying down fine?

>>34558946
Sitting down, laying down, standing up. Whatever you're comfortable with.

>>34558949
I think God said no but I'm not sure if that was me. I said I'm going to try anyway.

>>34558955
Did he say it audibly?

One date where we had a bunch in common and everything felt great then nothing.
Im too sperg I guess lol.
It sucks.

>>34558959
No, it was a thought.

>>34558977
He usually does something to let you know it's him. If he didn't do that, you got the wrong one.