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I'd love to hear everyone's first time experiences learning they were gay, or gay experiences you've had with others.
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I was playing around with my cousins whe we were kids and then one of them asked me to suck his dick. I did it and clearly loved it. after that I kept sucking both my cousins and tried fucking a couple of times, but it never worked.
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In the Boy Scouts. In the tent on our camp outs. Jerking and oral.
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AJ and Micky were so hot
Not sure which one this is but he's not looking so well
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When I was 12 I was at a neighbor's house who was 10. We pretended that I was a roller coaster seat and he sat in my lap and I moved around while my hands slipped into his shorts and the more turbulence I created the more a would grab and rub his cock. He then did the same thing to me and we switched back and forth.
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>15 at the time
>had jerked off but no other sexual experience
>not even porn (strict catholic family)
>friend at school is a skinny stoner type
>we hang around at school all the time
>one Friday he invites me to his place after school
>it's a bus and subway ride to get to his house
>kind of a seedy bad neighborhood
>go up to his room
>play some games and he asks me if I ever smoked weed. I hadn't
>we climb out his window onto the roof and smoke
>feels goodman
>back in and he puts some porn on
>watch for a while and he says he wants to jerk off
>pulls out his cock and tells me to do the same
>embarrassed but high so why not?
>we sit next to each other stroking
>his cock is bigger than mine, maybe 6", fat and uncut. I'm 5" and cut
>after a few minutes he says we should switch and he grabs my cock
>first time someone else has touched me and it feels great
>he has to grab my hand and put it on his cock since I had just closed my eyes and enjoyed his stroking mine
>we switch back and go for it and both cum within a few seconds of each other
>take our fingers and scoop up cum and taste each other's
>by now it's late and he asks if I can stay over since it's not a good idea to be walking around his neighborhood after dark
>parents OK it
>that night we had sex more than I ever have in one night of my life
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>>1808283
I was 13 when a 50-something guy on my paper route groomed me and ended up fucking me.
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>>1808454
I'm so sorry you had to go through it.
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>>1808455
I understand it was rape but I had a great time. Felt guilty about it for a while but I'm OK with it now.
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Awe shit I remember that story
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I don't really know how I feel about my first time. It wasn't how I would have liked it, but I also fap to it like crazy and wish I'd done more. You can decide if it was ok or terrible

> 9pm at skate park on my own
> There's a few people about still
> Guy comes up to me, bout 4 years older, has a bad vibe
> Won't leave me alone
> Asking lots of questions
> Real fucking solid build, like a Mac truck, kind of makes me nervous because I'm built like a twig
> Decide time to go home anyway
> He says going my way
> Walking through park, he asks me if I'm a faggot
> Nuh
> Yes you are, I can pick faggots, I reckon youre homo mate
> Dude just leave me alone
> I feel like I'm going to get beaten up and I'm actually pretty scared
> You wanna suck me off don't you fag?
> Dickhead me doesn't even think to get on my board and bolt
> have had thoughts but never acted on them
> But he is real full on and I don't feel good about this situation at all
> This guy is pushing me a bit, calling me fag
> No one around, it's dark, as we are walking he pulls front of his shorts down, flashes me
> I want to see it but try not to look
> does it again, says 'yeah you want this don't you faggot'
> I don't even know what to say, this guys a total fuckwit, but seeing an irl dick is kind of exciting
> also just as impressed by his abs
> walk another 100 metres or so him calling me names and grabbing my hand trying to get me to feel him
> Get close to a bushy area
> No idea why I did this, but I look around, coast clear, stop him as we are walking, put my hand on front of his shorts and cop a feel
> I can't look him in the eye
> He puts his hand onto the back of my neck, holds it firm and marches me backward about 10 paces onto the edge of the bushes
> He pulls his shorts down to his knees, he's not mucking around
> I'm holding his dick
> Fuck it might never get a chance like this again
> He starts pushing me down
> Put my bag down kneel on it
> hands on his hips and get face up to his dick
Cont
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> He doesn't say a thing
> Kiss his dick, lick it
> One hand on my neck, the other on his cock he holds it up for me, I put my lips around it
> Start sucking
> Can't believe I have a dick in my mouth
> I'm scared but instantly turned on too
> Feel him growing, getting hard
> Not really sure why tf I'm doing this, curious maybe?
> Not as unpleasant as I thought it might be
> he's fully hard now I'm sliding up and down on his dick
> Don't look up at him, keep my eyes and ears out for anyone
> The realisation hits me I'm on my knees giving a bj to some random in the middle of a park
> Not completely sure I'm doing it right but am enjoying it
> Feel completely overpowered, humiliated and dominated
> I've got a fat too now
> Fap myself while sucking cock
> Other hand feels his body- stomach, waist, thighs and dick, they're all rock hard
> Something kicks off in my head, I'm angry, ashamed, feel gross but also 100% turned on
> Cum in my pants
> Sucking cock while blowing my load almost too much to take in
> I stop for a second
> he doesn't like that, pushes it back in
> Keep blowing him
> Massive regret
> try figure out if I have to keep going
> I know I'm going to have to taste cum, I don't want to
> Was horny before, now I feel used
> Still sucking him off, but my hearts not in it
> Decide I need to bail
> Slowly reach down put one hand on my bag, the other on my skateboard
> He's holding my head with both hands, humping my face
> Fuck I need to give my mouth a rest, this is really hard to keep up
> Tell myself count of five, I'll suck him 5 more times
> More like let him facefuck me 5 more pumps
> 3, 4, 5 - fucking go!
> I break away and shoot off fast
> Throw board down and bolt
> Bag over my shoulder, don't even look behind me
> Get home, straight into the shower
> There's cum all in my underwear
> Brush my teeth, shake my head, can't even look myself in the eye in the mirror
> Go to bed, fap like crazy
> Avoid that park for months terrified I'll see him again
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>>1808491
What about your second first time
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Vlad 30 Male NY

Call Me I’m lonely!

17186483726
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hot
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>>1808485
hey man im sorry, i hope you understand that you were raped
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>>1808283
>21 year old me
>known im bi since i was 15, had girlfriends but also found guys attractive
>watch a lot of porn growing up, parents werent home heaps because of work so id watch a large variety of it
>once i turned 18 i bought myself a dildo and pocket pussy.
>over the time from 18-21 build up a collection of sex toys
>had practiced many times with a dildo.
>had moved out at 20 and had a nice place for myself
>go on a big dry spell from 20-21, found myself riding dildos and jerking off most nights and weekends
>could not bring myself to actually be with another guy (only becuase it would be my first)
now i was very hygienic and always wanted to be as clean as the porn stars that id watched for my first time. except even tho i was going through a dry spell i was always clean when i left the house. sometimes id go out with a butt plug in because I enjoyed it.
so this all leads me to my first experience with another man
>one mate asks me over on a friday night.
>usual me, leaving the house so im clean aas a whistle
>we relaxing watching a movie
>hes been drinking most of the day, starting to get really druunk, noticing with his speech.
>after the movie we talking just about life and he rambles on about how hes been in a slump after his partner left him (cheated on him)
>he talks about not getting any in a long time, i play along and tell him how ive been dry for ages
>he straight out tells me he needs his cock sucked so bad.
>just nod and say I know what ya mean.
>he keeps going on about it
>i muster up the courage and ask if he wants me to suck him off becuase thats what i feel like hes implying.
>he nods and pulls his cock out. i slowly reach over and grab it and start jerking him off
>he puts his hands behind his head in that macho sort of pose and starts to mean and leans back on the couch
>i get the courage to start sucking his dick, i go down and lick his shaft and head and stuck sucking onto it
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>>1808527
>ive practiced on dildos so many times before so once the nerves go i get into the swing of things and work his cock.
>hes moaning really loud and says to me how good i was at sucking his cock
>he tells me hes going to cum soon, this is where i stop sucking his cock and ask if he has condoms
>he looks at me oddly and I tell him that he can fuck me if he wants
>he tells me where the condoms and lube are and i get up and kinda skip to his room, i find a condom and the container of lube
>as i head back to him i have taken my pants off
>i get back to him and throw the condom and lube on the couch next to him and suck his cock a little more
>he tells me how he cant believe how good this is and hearing how much pleasure he is having is really turning me on
>initially i wanted him to fuck me cowboy, but i was so horny i wanted to ride him and watch him enjoy this
>so i stop sucking and put the condom on him
>i really lube his cock up and also quickly finger some in my ass
>i straddle him and guide his cock into my ass (my dildos are a little bigger so this wasnt going to hurt)
>after a few strides up and down i have his cock all the way in and hes loving it
>i slowly ride his cock for a few minutes and he tells me hes going to cum so i bounce harder on his cock as i watch his eyes roll into the back of his head
>i had never tried cum before but i really wanted his, so i quickly hoped off his cock and took the condom off and sucked what was left on his cock.
>shortly after we laid there bottomless and talked about it.
>he could not believe how enthusiastic i was and i told him how id knew id been bi for many years just hadnt been with anyone.
>he asked if it could happen more often and I told him i really wanted to properly taste his cum
>thats when he looked down at his cock and said it was all mine.
>so i sucked him off again until he came in my mouth.
>its been a regular thing for 3 years now lol
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>>1808511
> You were raped
Official definition I'm sure that constitutes as rape, yeah sure. Like I said it wasn't how I would've liked it to have gone. But I came during it so that made me think it was all ok. The thing that got me the most was him shoving me and calling me names, somehow that was worse than the bj.
>>1808500
> What about your 2nd time?
That was actually really damn cool. And imo pretty hot. I may come back and share it a little later tonight if I have the time.
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>>1808454
That's a really shitty first time. Jeez.
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>>1808283
I just jerked off a guy in a public toilet
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I was in fifth grade and I was in Cub Scouts at the time and there was this kid my age that was masterbaiting and I walked in on him and we both got really turned on and later that night we fucked for hours and I destroyed his asshole that night it was great I would have never guessed that cum tastes so good
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>>1808553
>5th grade
>fucked so hard you destroyed his asshole

Bullshit.
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>>1808458
>>1808454
I think I remember you greentexting that in another thread
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>>1808598
That was probably me. I wrote the entire story out in one thread.
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>>1808561
what, you think that people would go on the internet and tell lies?
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Ive known I'm bi for about 5 years now, but just had my first experience earlier this year. Previously I would go on Craigslist and exchange messages up until it was time to meet and id get cold feet.
This isn't the best story at all so sorry, but it is my first time with a guy.
>at friends house for st pattys party
>mostly just us guy friends and one of my friends girlfriends
>she invites her gay friend over
>I've confided in her that I was bi and wanted to suck sick/try things with a guy
>anyway, night goes on normal, st pattys so everyone is super black out drunk
>everyone ends up passing out basically all in the living room
>I'm on an air mattress, gay guy is right next to me on the floor, 3 of my buddies (who dont know I'm bi) all sleeping on the couches in there
>usually I'm always first to wake up, wake up early, still kinda fucked up so try to just lay there
>must have given away I was up, because 2 minutes later I feel a hand touch mine
>gay dudes hand, we start twirling and just playing with each others hand not looking at each other
>one of my buddies gets up suddenly to get water, pull my hand back quickly so he doesn't see us flirting or whatever this was
>friend goes back to sleep, gay dude tells me to scoot over
>rock hard, in bed with another guy
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>>1808612
>normally I dont like guys feminine as he is, but I've been waiting years to be in a position like this so its ok
>still fucked up not even thinking take his cock out, already hard, and deepthroat it
>my first time and just went right for it, go up and down for about 20 seconds then remember my friends, don't want them to catch me being gay
>stop, he goes down and gives me one of the best blow jobs I've ever had
>explode in his mouth without warning, he swallows it all like a champ
>he climbs back up and I he asks me to finish him off
>didn't wanna risk not seeing anyone wake up while giving head, jerk him off instead
>he finishes, huge load all over my hand, turns over with his ass sticking straight out
>I use some of his cum to lather up my dick, try to stick it in his ass but not working, so I use some of his cum to masturbate onto his butthole
>he seems disappointed I didn't fuck him, so am I
>one of my buddies turns really fast in their sleep
>startles me, don't want to be caught laying next to dude, so hurry up and get to the bathroom
>run the water but actually eat the remainder of mine and his cum still on his hand
>go back out and say what up to my buds and smoke a bit of herb
I know it wasnt the best story but like I said, my first. I haven't seen that guy since but every time I went back over I was really hoping shed invite him back over. I dont like gay guys who act/speak feminine but with limited options I have anything is welcomed. I wish I would have sucked his dick for real and then dominated his ass. Next time there wont be any regrets;)
btw, awesome stories guys!
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>>1808485
It is fucked up but continue please
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>>1808652
>continue please

He did continue. These are the two posts from the same anon. Didn't give himself a (you)
>>1808485
>>1808491
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>>1808612
*paddy's day
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>>1808662
Ya I realize after posted meh
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Bumping while I write my reply
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Used to masturbate w/ my twin brother, never found that it was that gay ubtil high school when I start having rhe desire to do the same with this one jock in my class. Ended up stealing his underwear during PE and cumming in them while sniffing his used socks
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>>1808397
More stories then, faggot
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>>1809284
did you and your twin bro ever talked about it? how is your relationship now?
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>I was in either 5th or 6th grade. Had a friend a grade under me that lived a couple of apartments down.
>Like any boy going through puberty, masturbated a lot.
>One night thought of my friend while jerking off.
>It was super hot to think that I had my own secret fantasy.
>Fast forward a bit...
>Sleeping over at his house one night, were watching tv in his room.
>He asks me if I want to try jerking him off.
>Fuck yeah I do! Dreams coming true.
>Start off running each other's dicks over our pants.
>I liked it so I put my hand into his pants to actually feel it. He does the same.
>Progress to making out, giving bjs, and finished with anal.
>This became a sort of tradition of ours that lasted a couple of years.
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>>1808491
Hot story, too bad you didnt get to swallow before you came yourself.
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Repost from a recently 404'd story thread

>18 year old me
>very horny 18 year old me, to be exact
>didnt think i was gay but was going down the rabbit hole of cock appreciation, started with traps and shemale porn
>eventually find myself wondering about sucking and bottoming, always lose interest after cumming, pretty typical backstory for many people here on the chans
>have a boomer dad-type neighbor
>mid 40s, big but not fat, starting to get hit with gray tint on his hair
>stark contrast from me, a short, twinkish, hairless teen
>one day im horny as hell, browsing CL late at night, post an ad looking to suck cock
>get a hit really fast, and after a bit of back and forth, i deduce its him
>confirmed when he gave me his address since i said he had to host
>kinda go "holy shit" since its my neighbor, guy is married with a family and everything
>go back and forth about it in my mind before i decide to do it
>say ill be there in a few minutes, 5 minute walk later and im at the door
>opens up wearing only his boxers, doesnt say anything but i can tell hes surprised to see me
Cont.
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>>1809623
>>1809623
he silently guides me to his living room
>its dark, only light in there is the glow of his tv playing some random channel
>he sits on his couch while i awkward strip down in front of him
>once im done, i kneel in front of him and position myself between his knees
>he pulls his cock out through the little opening in the front of his boxers
>boom, suddenly have a giant, thick cock in my face
>without thinking, i grab it, give it a few tugs and then just stick it in my mouth
>he gives a low moan, first sound either of us has made since i got there
>cant get it all the way down, but try my best to blow him the ways ive seen in videos
>suppose im doing a good job since hes moaning a bunch
>he starts getting vocal, calling me "boy" a bunch
>suck him for a solid 10 minutes, tell him my mouth is starting to hurt
>he tells me to get up and turn around
>do it and he grabs my hips and sits me on his lap with his cock between my asscheeks
>starts moving me so im grinding up and down his cock for a bit, more vocal, more boy calling
>after a bit, he pulls me up and pushes the tip of his cock right at my hole
>doesnt enter, just pokes at it for like 15 seconds before he cums a huge load on my ass
>clean up, dress up and leave
>7 years later, im still sucking him and letting him fuck me weekly

Plenty more stories with him if anyone is interested
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>>1809624
Yes! More! How hung was he
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First time I was with a guy I had been talking to him on CL for a few weeks. Use to just troll around looking for guys to chat with but something about this guy really switched me on so when he offered to hang out I was down to meet him. I was very niaeve as he mentioned he wanted to meet at a park at midnight so I figured we were just going to hang out, maybe make out a little. After a while we start doing what I expected but eventually he forces my pants down and starts rimming and finger fucking me. Mentally I was not into it as I wasn't expecting this level of fooling around and even though it felt weird and I wasn't particularly enjoying it my body was getting really turned on so I let him continues. Eventually He lubes himself up and shoves himself in and mentally I am screaming as I am not wanting this but it doesn't hurt so I don't stop him. Eventually it starts to feel really good and I find myself starting to push back into him which he takes as a sign because where he was gentle before now he is pumping into me pretty hard, smacking my ass, and dirty talking me. This ends up having me going pretty wild as he reaches under and starts jerking me off and I come in seconds. Immediately filled with regret after I cum and now it hurts as he fucks me but he isn't done yet. After five or ten minutes he finally pushes me into the grass and blows his load into me. Really freaked out and degraded at this point as he has me pinned under him so when he finally pulls out I don't run off and kind of follow his lead as I do not really know what he will do. Ends up wlaking me back to my car, telling me he had a good time and hopes to meet up again before pulling me in to make out with him for a few minutes before finally letting me go home.
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>>1809627
He's a got a pretty decent sized cock, which is a big reason why i've stuck it out with him this long. Im bad at guessing size but i'd say hes about 6.5 inches and pretty damn thick. Pretty much just the right size for rough fucking without it getting painful. Gonna write up the first time he ever fucked me right now.
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>>1809644
>been meeting with my neighbor a few weeks at this point
>met up enough times to open up about his kinks
>really likes it when i wear tight yoga pants, a small singlet, some pink sneakers he bought me and some lipstick while i blow him
>also gets really verbal, calling me "boy" and "fag" a bunch and commenting on how nice my ass looks
>does make me feel like a bit of a fag desu, but i enjoy sucking him off all the same
>one day as planned our next meet up he mentions he wants to fuck me
>somuchyes.png
>i make sure to get myself ready before i see him on the planned night
>legs, crotch, ass totally shaved and douched up with a cheap pharmacy enema
>its time
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>>1809649
>make the familiar 5 minute walk to his place
>get to his door and go through the steps of what has become our routine
>silently walk to the bathroom down the hall, sure enough find the outfit and lipstick
>get myself ready, find him in the living room with his hard cock out already
>walk up to him, get on my knees and take him right into my mouth
>he loves it when i dont waste time, appreciates an instantly eager blowjob
>deepthroat and suck him off, start hearing him do his low groans and dirty talk
>after a while he has me get on the couch on all fours and suck him while he reaches behind me and fingers my ass with lube
>a few minutes of that and we're ready
>he gets up, leaving me in position while lining himself up behind me
>he mentions something about focusing on my breathing before he slowly pushes his cock in me
>really tight, after a few tries he gets in all the way
>not even a minute later we have worked up a rhythm and im in heaven
>keep this up for about 15 minutes before he explodes his load in my ass without any warning
>get up, on my way home within minutes
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>>1809289
Not much to add. We'd watch porn, blow each other, give each other facials. Fuck each other either one of us on our stomach and the other fucking or one laying on his back and the other riding him.
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>>1808454
I come on here too much. I already know the story.
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>>1808561
Right? I hate it when the stories go from jerking each other immediately to anal in 5 minutes.

Also any of the stories that need more than one post to tell it are more than likely someone trying to write some erotica.
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>>1809681
>I come on here too much.
you and me both.
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>>1808283
>Known I was gay since 13
>Didn't do anything till 18
>Meet guy on grinder
>Cute Filipino guy
>Early 30s, bear body
>Have our first date but no kiss or fuck
>Second date a few days later I meet up with him again and we drive around his car and go around the city
>Get kinda drunk
>Go back to his place and lay in his bed
>Worried he might change attitude once I get into his room and start raping me despite me kinda wanting it
>He doesn't but makes a move later
>I am drunk he tries to fuck me
>My butt is too tight for him to fit
>He's kinda drunk too and gives up
>Just lay in bed and talk till 4am
>First time doesn't even count though
>Still together to this day

I always hear people say their first time has anal but mine didn't, does it count?
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I was 11 me and my friend took turns sucking each others dicks I loved the way his dick felt in my mouth and when we started cumming ugh I loved when he'd fill my mouth with his cum I'd continue sucking as he cummed
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>>1809685
>Also any of the stories that need more than one post to tell it are more than likely someone trying to write some erotica.

Really? I love it when someone puts some effort in. Little details help round the story off imo. If all someone did was a bj, but it is drawn out into 5 posts that's fine by me. Also, even though not all the detail might be 100% accurate i'd be more inclined to believe something that has this extra padding than a post like this >>1809952 for instance which is gross, clumsy and seems creepy and fake af.
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>>1808283

My first experiences was with my friend when we were 13. I'd sleep over at his house a lot and never thought about any gay stuff. One night we were playing video games like usual and he just started rubbing my crouch, totally surprised and never saw it coming but just let him anyways while never saying anything. We started with only giving each other handjobs for awhile but one night he starts sucking my dick, I wouldn't try it on him for at least a few more sexual interactions but when I finally did I would instantly gag even if it was just an inch in my mouth. It went on like that for awhile but I eventually I got use to it. After awhile we started dry humping but only with pillows cover our butts till one time i moved the pillow but he didnt want me to but I told him I wouldnt stick it in. We mightve been 14 by this point, he had a pretty hairy ass crack at this age and it felt amazing on my dick. I think this is the reason why im into hairy guys now. Once I tried sticking it in but it was hurting him so I went to the bathroom to look for some kind of lube, i found something and tried again but it still hurt him so we stopped. We fooled around regularly till about 15 and he wanted to stop. We did some more stuff when we about 17 but then he got a girlfriend and we havent done anything since. We never actually ever had anal sex beside the one time i got my tip in his ass.
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I'm not gay but really bi.
However I do have my experience when I found out I was bi.

I was by my aunt's house to spend a holiday. My cousin was also there. He offered to I've me a "massage" on the guest room bed we were on. This massage involved him going on top of me belly down while I was belly down as well. So what happened is that I could feel his erect cock on my ass.
We did this several more times at my aunt's place on subsequent dates. This turned to fucking where my cousin fucked me in a storage room in my aunt's house. We were both standing up and he was behind me.

We went the same school so when we waited for my father to come to the car after he gave us the keys, I'd give my cousin a blowjob in the car.

In the coming years, we would continue to have sex, behind my house in the same standing position, after church; or in positon where he is on top of me like the "massage" he gave in my house, grandmothers house and by aunts.

Eventually, when my grandmother died earlier this year(22/2/2018), and everyone came by her house, which is next to mines(we were neighbours), my cousine I fucled in the missionary position for the first time.

The last time we did anything is when we fucked on November 6th this year(2018) in the position where he is on top.

So yeah, this is my story.
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>>1810254
The padding is what adds to the fiction part.

>>1810264
Like I totally believe this. I feel like if someone was making this up they would had went straight to trying anal that first night. It also doesn't romanticize like many other stories these threads usually get.
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>>1808454
Serious question, what does a 50 year old, or anybody do to groom a 13 year old? At 13, hell even younger, don't kids know about creeps?
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>>1808529
holy shit this is H O T

thanks anon
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>Be 14
>Be obviously gay
>Always hang out at friends place
>Friend has brother (16) who is also obviously gay
>We always flirt with each other as a joke to make friend uncomfortable
>staying over one night
>friend falls asleep
>hang out with his brother
>he ends up sucking my dick

I came super quick when he was sucking me off. He also wanted me to fuck him, but I was too nervous we'd get caught.
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>>1808485
How old were you at the time? I'd guess like 14 or 15?
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>>1809929
That’s cute
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>>1811377
omg, story?
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>>1811355
You have to remember this was years ago. Kids did what adults told them to do, no questions asked. And no, I didn't know about creeps. Had no sex ed, no conversation about "stranger danger" at home. I had a paper delivery route and was always knocking on people's doors and waiting inside for them to pay me.

That's what happened with this guy. Slow exposure to nudist magazines that eventually led to porn magazines, masturbation side-by-side, to mutual masturbation, to oral to anal. All the while him telling me what a great kid I was.
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lool i used to sit next to this guy in my english class and we always 'jokingly' grabbed each other's crotches. i remember getting a good feel of his dick so many times and in a few occasions i went school commando just so he could feel mine better.

somehow we never did anything else and never actually talked about what we did in class. we're both at uni now and he has a gf too.
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>be me
>just turned 18
>go on grindr because I want my ass fucked
>find dude who isn't that big
>invites me over to just cuddle
>he wants to get me used to him before fucking my virgin ass
>I'm down so I get ready
>realized I had to do some stuff before
>tell him it's gonna take me a little
>he thinks I'm not going to show up
>invites someone else over to fuck
>me and other dude show up at same time
>awkward but whatever three way it is
>host and I start making out while other dude sucks us off
>great head, am hard asf but I'm lasting some
>host starts fucking dude while he keeps blowing me
>eventually dude blowing me ask if I wanna get fucked for the first time
>kinda suspicious considering I haven't said anything about being a virgin to him but agree anyway
>I get on all four and he slowly makes his way in
>host starts to make me suck him off while dude is starting to pick up pace
>dude starts pounding me and cums a few minutes later
>dude gets up and leaves
>host pins me on the ground and pounded me Hella hard for another 15 minutes and then finishes
>gives me a kiss then I left
> tfw lost virginity in three way
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>>1811540
Also I still don't know there names
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I've like gay porn for years but every time I try to hook up with a guy I get zero erection and have an awful time. Usually they have an odor I dislike and it just feels weird and unnatural. I've probably tried five times now and it's just not working.

Yet I keep feeling compelled to try because I jerk off to men half the time. I don't know what's wrong with me.
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>>1811547
go to a glory hole
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Craigslist is gone and I want to have experience. What should I do?
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Happened last month, I'll try to summarize how it all came to a head:

>25 now
>Birthday was last month
>Lost virginity a day before
>beat my dick often
>Eventually lead to fapping to traps, cds, femboys
>Beat off to all 3 since I was 14

>Day before birthday and I've been ridiculously pent up for weeks
>Cum 4-5 times a day and it still isn't enough, clearly I needed the real thing
>Knew fucking a woman was a long shot so I downloaded Grindr
>Found really cute boy 2 miles away and he liked my face
>Showed me his body and it was my type, 5'4, about 105lbs, scruffy blond hair, sexy neck, cute tummy, soft butt, pretty feet
>Chatted to a point where I decided I'd visit him
>Get to his place and I freeze, never mentioned I was a virgin, thought I was going to fuck up being the type of guy he wanted me to be
>Sensed my nervousness and leaned into me without taking control
>Eventually got horny and started to grab at his neck and kiss him
>Groped his ass and kissed him behind his ear
>Scooches his pants down and shows me his dick and I grab it..
>Lean my head side by side his and breathe into his ear as I jerk him off
>More kissing which was my favorite, he was my first and taught me how to kiss
>Really flexible, put his legs behind his head and started rimming him
>Tasted really good, like he put something on it, couldn't stop eating his ass and biting his butt
>Eventually couldn't take anymore and started prodding my fat engorged cock at his hole
>Puts condom on my pecker and lays down prone
>Puts more tasty lube on his hole and fingers it while I jerk off and smack my cock on his butt
>Dive in balls deep and he moans so fucking hot
>Couldn't help myself, kept thrusting faster and faster until all you could hear was him screaming and my body slapping against his
>Got tired and lay on him, putting my arm around his neck
>Kissing his cheek and forehead, he moans he's about to cum
>Blast my nut in his ass a second later
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>21, in college trolling craigslist casual encounters. always been attracted to men and used to ride big 10 inch dildos but never hooked up with a real guy. Meet a guy who works in the same building as me. we message pics and he shows me how big his cock is (he's married too). One day i head into his office and without speaking i strip down on all fours and he starts eating my ass. Tongue feels good in my asshole. I suck off his big cock and choke on it (always had fantasies about huge cocks fucking me) He bends me over and squeezes his big dick inside of me and covers my mouth so his coworkers won't hear him fuck my virgin ass. Start cumming as he pounds me doggystyle. He cums in 5 minutes cause my ass is so tight and i feel it leak out of my ass. I go over to his office and still fuck him, can't lose the taste for big dick.
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>>1811614
>Craigslist is gone and I want to have experience. What should I do?

You could try on of the many apps out there or try doublelist.com
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I've told this before here but I am bored so...

I was 14- summer between 8th/9th grade...hanging with a kid down the street- we had known each other for a long time but were not best buds or anything...over at his house, just finished swimming, we were hanging in his room look at his dads porno mags. We were both naked on his bed and just slowly fapping and looking. Up until this moment I had been a completely girl-crazy sex fiend...had always been super sexual and already a strong fetish for panties and femininity but cock had not entered my mind.

Not sure how the convo went exactly but next thing i know I am bobbing up and down on his big dick...and much to my surprise I liked it it. Found it super thrilling and exciting. We totally got into it that afternoon and tried everything- him sucking me- which niether of us were that into- me fucking him (first and only guy I have ever fucked- with vaseline no less) him fucking me- couldnt- dick was too big and hurt too much...but it soon becomes evident that our sweet spot was me sucking him. He was a pretty big kid and I was a petite manlet and it was a natural dichotomy.

So, I spent the next few weeks being his personal little cocksucker- we did it everywhere; in the living room watching tv while his mom made dinner, in/by the pool, in the woods, in his sisters room, his parents room, the garage etc...it was a game to see how close to getting caught we could. When is parents were out he made me wear his mom's pantyhose and we would dry hump on their bed and he would cum all over my stomach...For all the BJs I tried to swallow when possible but he always came so much I would get soaked- almost got caught once because of a soaked shirt that didnt seem just like water to my mom :)

He went on vacation for a few weeks and I moved away at the end of the summer and I never saw him again...never touched another cock until 4th year of college when an old man cruised me at the park and I sucked him off in the woods.
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>>1808323
Same for me. Of course, I can't mention how old we were due to the mods.
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Im a 46 year old man and I let a 30 year-old fuck me because I was drunk at a fundraiser party and now he says he says he can't stop thinking about my ass and hole and saying terribly disgusting and exciting things and is constantly asking to fuck me.

He's coming over tomorrow and I don't know why I said yes but he's going to fuck me again and I don't know what I'm doing. Wtf, I never expected this to happen, wtf am I doing?

It was great
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>>1808323 >>1811780
What they said. Uhh. Don't remember age.
Both parents worked, money was tight.
Bad neighborhood, folks worried about leaving me at home all day during the summer.
Mom's co-worker lets on how her eldest daughter would be happy earning extra cash.
Super cheap baby-sitting. My folks love it.
She has a younger brother, Tommy who's 15.
Turns out, eldest daughter has some kind of horrible "dirt" on Tommy.
After my folks drop me off, she calls friends, they pick her up.
She's at the mall all day, leaving me with Tommy.
Tommy's very, very nice. Doesn't talk down to me, we hang out.
I don't tell my folks about their "arrangement".
Eldest daughter always back home when my folks pick me up.
Tommy doesn't have any friends his own age, super attentive to me.
Feel special having an older guy as my buddy.
One day Tommy "discovers" his parents' secret porn stash.
First time seeing porn. Wow! Watching it becomes a regular thing.
Getting super turned on every day. One day Tommy pulls his cock out.
Way bigger than mine. He has hair, I didn't. Puberty hadn't really happened for me yet.
He starts jerking off, slowly.
Even moar turned on. He tells me it's okay. Generously offers to show me how.
Edges me for like forever. Knows what he's doing, doesn't let me cum. Insane lust feelings.
Allows me to try it on him. Very patient, very considerate.
Don't know anything about "edging" give him a straight hand-job. He cums buckets.
Wow! Feels good to make a cool older guy get off like that.
Feel even more special. Weeks go by, daily edgings for me, daily handjobs for him.
Very rarely would he ever get me off. He claims I'm not an easy cummer.
Total BS, but I didn't know it then.
Most days, go home with epic blue-balls. Fap at home thinking of him. Orgasms but still dry ones.
(cont.)
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>>1812022
One day he starts cuddling me on the sofa while I'm stroking him.
Discover how much I love being cuddled during sexy time.
Regularly find myself sprawled cross-wise against him.
He strokes my hair, my back, caresses my ass.
I'm stroking his cock which is inches away from my face.
See what the women are doing on porn. Sucking him happens naturally.
He cums buckets. I feel super proud making him cum. Tommy showers me with attention, little presents.
He gets "better" at making me cum.
Spend the whole summer like that, getting cuddled, edged, and sucking him off almost every day.
Miss him terribly all of next school year.
Next summer, parents STILL think it's better I have company all day.
Also, Mom's co-worker lived in a better neighborhood.
Eldest daughter is still willing to "babysit" at last year's prices
Everyone happy with the situation.
Start fondling Tommy on day one, literally as soon has his sister leaves.
He stops me. Tells me to take my clothes off first.
Tommy introduces me to deep french kissing.
I'm beside myself. <3 <3 <3
Loads of kissing, he strokes and pets me like a lap dog.
Seems unusually interested in stroking my ass, playing around with my hole. Feels super nice.
Daily blowjobs for Tommy. Edgings sometimes cumming for me. Still dry.
At this point, I'm enraptured with him and he knows it.
One day, Tommy has a surprise for me. Takes me to the bathroom.
Explains how I need to be clean inside.
End up using his mother's rectal bulb douche.
All clean! Okay, now lay face down on my bed.
Tommy spreads my cheeks, starts eating me out. Oh my stars. In heaven.
Something cool and slippery on my hole. First experience with K-Y.
Tommy slips a finger in me, edges me. I suck on him with total abandon.
I have my first wet orgasm.
Our new daily routine. Wash out, watch porn, get fingered, edged, suck Tommy off.
(cont.)
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>>1812023
Cumming regularly now, but Tommy usually keeps me on edge for half the day.
Every time he lets me cum, I'm getting fingered.
Didn't know it then (but he did) it's classic Pavlovian conditioning.
One finger becomes two. Ouch! Be gentle.
After a month, by the end of most days, Tommy has three fingers deep inside me.
Not really surprised when he tells me to get on all fours.
OW! OW! OW!
Do you want me to stop?
YES!
If I stop now, we stop EVERYTHING for the rest of the summer.
Oh please no. Please not that!
Do you want me to stop?
I hang my head. Start crying silently. Feel trapped by what I want and what he wants.
Still on all fours, I shake my head no.
I can't hear you. Do you want me to stop? Say it.
No.
Louder.
NO.
No what?
No, Tommy.
No Tommy what?
No Tommy. Please don't stop.
Tommy took his time, used lots of his parents' lube and it still hurt badly.
After he was done, Tommy takes me in his arms, strokes my hair, my face, kisses my tears away.
Tommy holds me for most of the afternoon, kissing me. Very gently jerks me off and I cum buckets.
Next day, he's back to fingering me and I'm blowing him.
Day after that, he fucks me again. Still hurts, but I love his tenderness afterwards.
After a week or two, getting fucked starts feels good.
Tommy starts calling me Brandi instead of Brandon.
He makes me say stuff during sex, begging him for it. I do it because it turns him on.
I'm Tommy's bitch the rest of the summer. Madly in love with him.

Next summer, my folks decide I'm old enough to be at home.
Utterly miserable.
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>>1809505
More
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>>1808283
First time was with someone dick so long when hard the head went up.to his collarbone. Was upset at first but realized I was attracted. Best time he was about 11 inches. No anal; too thick. But roommate gave best ad ever. The 11 inches guy we hit it off within 2 hours of meeting.
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Black guy lived about twenty minutes down the road and around the corner, he hosted. Met on grindr, gave him head, got interrupted a few times by people knocking on his door, wound up taking it straight down the throat. Got head in return. Too nervous to ever talk to him again.
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Bump
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>be me 16 yo
>horny as fuck but never talk to girls
>go on craigslist and put up ad to get my cock sucked
>50 year old replies
>head over to his apartment
>he let's me in and we go to his room
>gets on his knees and starts sucking my cock
>sucks for a bit then asks if I want to be rimmed
>me being nervous declines the offer
>he sucked for 15 minutes but I couldn't cum
>tells me to get on top and fuck his face
>I do it for a minute and shoot a massive load down his throat
>awkwardly get dressed and leave
>drive home and think wtf just happened lol
>continue to get sucked off by guys from craigslist for the rest of my teens
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>Be me, a few months ago, 24
>Visiting the city (and country) where I was born for the first time in a few years
>Staying at a relative's home, bored, decide to finally add a pic to my Grindr account
>taps and messages start flooding in, a few dick pics too
>a guy without a pic on his profile asks me how is life going and such, I answer
>then he proceeds to send me a face and body pic, seems ok, around 35 years old, maybe a 6.5-7/10
>I do the same, tell him I've never been fucked
>He tells me he will teach me and sends a dick pic, bigger than mine maybe 8 or 9 inches, tells me he wants to fuck my ass
>Pic related is more or less how big he was. I have his dick pic but won't share it of course.
>"holy shit is this really happening?" the sole idea of someone wanting to fuck me and telling me makes my dick diamonds
>He tells me to come over his apartment, only a few blocks away from where I'm staying
>I would fucking love to, but it's too late (almost 2am) and I can't just leave the house like that
>Tell him I can't leave now even though I would really like to, we agree to meet the next morning
>Can't sleep for shit thinking about being actually fucked
>Next morning, I wake up and head to his aparment, we agree to meet outside
>I reach his building's sidewalk
>For a brief moment I think about getting the fuck out of there
>I see him and he smiles and aproaches
>He invites me to his apartment, we go in
>Nice and clean, we sit in his living room, he offers some water and we talk for a while about life, why did I move out of the country and stuff
>He seems like a genuinely good person

[1/3]
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>>1812397

>After around half an hour he tells me to go to his room
>We go in, tells me to remove my clothes and get into the bed
>I do, we go under the sheets
>Both of us in his bed, he puts his hand between my legs
>Feels so weird being touched there by someone else, but also so good
>I palm his belly and go down looking for his dick
>I touch it, soft but so big
>"Wow it's so big" and generic stuff like that, at that moment I can't into thinking
>He plays with mine and says "cute"
>He asks me what would I like and I tell him "I would like to be tied up"
>He laughs
>Then I ask another generic thing like "Can I taste?"
>He tells me to go on
>I temove the sheets from him and his giantic boner appears in front of me
>I grab it by the shaft and tell to myself "well, this is it, I guess it's happening"
>Open my mouth and start sucking him off
>His dick fills up my whole mouth as I try to go deeper
>Tastes like... skin, but still it's fucking great
>As I try to get his whole dick into my mouth he presses me with his hand on my head
>I feel his pubic hairs in my nose as I start gagging
>Back off and try again a few more times
>He moans which makes me even harder
>After a few minutes he tells me to stop and lay face down on his bed

[2/3]
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>>1812398

>It's fucking happening
>I do, of course
>Butt up, I feel his fingers around my asshole
>He puts on some luben there, also spits
>"I'm going in" he tells as I start feeling the tip of his dick opening up his way trough my virginity
>I ask him if he has a condom on, he says "yes yes of course", backs off, puts on a condom and then starts going in again
>Hurts a little bit but the pain gets offset by how fucking great if feels
>He goes balls deep as lays down on my back, I feel his weight over me
>Moans and keeps fucking me, bites my back a few times and puts his arms around my body
>At a few moments I tell him to go a bit slower, which he does
>We change positions a few times with me face up or face down, he is always on top of me
>After some time he moans harder and harder as he keeps fucking me, and then stops
>"Fuck you made me cum" he tells to me (wasn't that the whole point?)
>He gets up and I see his condom full of cum
>After this he invites me to take a shower in his bathroom, I do
>Then we talk a bit more, asks me if I enjoyed it (I did of course) etc
>I leave his house
>Later I cum buckets thinking about what just happened

[3/3]

Sadly I was a bit overwhelmed by the whole experience so we didn't meet again during the next of the week I was in the city.
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>>1812027
Is this the end of what you guys did?
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>go on grindr
>everyone is fat, unhygenic, 10cm or 60yo
>get discouraged and uninstall
How do I get over this?
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>>1812397
i HAvE hIs DiCk pIC buT i WoN't sHaRe iT.

Pics or it didn't happen, fag.
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>>1812698
Either go into a different area or just hit up the hot guys you see on there. Unless you are't a match to them. I don't have to worry about that shit since I'm a trans girl. The boys come to me. I haven't sent a single message to a guy first in years. ^_~
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>>1808454
Mind reposting it? I don't lurk here often and it's similar to what happened to me at 15.
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>>1812698
>tfw that's all what attracts me but I have a bear build and they all want twinks
life is suffering
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>horny as fuck
"hmm today i will date a dude"
>downloads grindr
>chat with different guys
>some of them nice, most of them not
"hey you wanna fuck"
"yeah why not"
>get adress
>gets nervous when reaching the house
>house has some nitendo toys and some steven universe shit
"ok im safe here"
"anon you're shaking a little bit haha"
>gives me a beer
>both gets drunk
"lets go upstairs to play some smash"
>guy tries to turn on nintendo, but controllers have no battery left
"yo if we start now?"
>we start kissing
>we both get naked
"damn this feel weird"
>he starts to suck my dick
>feels goodman
>starts to fuck him in his ass for like 2 minutes
"this is kinda boring"
>he starts to lick my ass
"holy shit"
>starts to get fucked and it fucking hurts
"tell me if it hurts anon"
>tries to handle it for minutes
"oh god oh fuck"
>we both cum a lot
"anon for being your first time you did very good"
"thx dude"
>we get into the shower together
>we play splatoon for an hour, guy is actually a cute nerd, we talk casually in grindr
"yes, very good"
>ass hurts for 2 days
>would repeat
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>be me 17
>watching gay porn for years online, finally wanting to try some cock
>chatting with guys online, swapping pics, stroking my cock the whole time
>realize I only like cock while horny
>find a guy who I can suck off then suck me off in case I loose interest after I cum
>fit 30 yo 8" guy messages me and we trade cock pics
>talk about wanting to suck a cock for my first time
>get so hard thinking about sucking his cock
>watching cumshot videos getting me in the mood to suck a cock
>am home alone so I give the guy my address
>super nervous after sending my home address to a stranger, but keep stroking my cock and watching cocks cumming
>20 minutes later he shows up and I'm so horny and ready to suck a cock
>at this point I had been edging my cock for several hours, I was gonna cum so easily and it was gonna be massive
>I let him in, he asks if my parent really aren't home, I say yes and we go up to the bedroom
>super nervous about all this
>he starts taking off his clothes and so do I
>I say he can lay on the bed and he does
>damn what a hot cock, he's not fully hard, but still long and I just dive right in
>take him semi hard cock in my mouth and suck it down as far as I can go
>he's moaning the whole time I have his cock in my mouth
>tells me I'm a good cocksucker
>he gets harder and bigger as I suck and stroke him
>takes a good 20 minutes to make him cum and he shoots a huge load in my mouth
>can't swallow it all so I spit some out on his stomach
>tells me that was one of the best bjs he's gotten
>he sucks my cock for all of 10 seconds and I blow a huge load in his mouth
>says thanks, gets dressed and leaves
>invite him over a few more times the next few months
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Fucked some 35 y/o with a big bubble butt when all I came for was to get a BJ. I started fingering him when he was on me and I couldn't help it so I did him raw.
He seemed pretty clean, about a week ago and everything looks and feels fine. Chances of catching shit?
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>>1814175
>13 at the time
>absolutely no sexual knowledge except for masturbating
>have paper route
>collect on Saturdays
>know everyone on my route
>go to one house and ring bell
>guy answers. never seen him before. wiry, 50's wearing a bathrobe open in the front
>cock hanging out
>covers up, invites me in and tells me to sit on couch while he gets my money
>sit down and see magazines on table in front of me
>later realize these are nudist magazines
>men, women, kids playing ball or sitting at picnic table
>interested in men and women
>look through magazine for a minute until guy returns with money
>gives a good tip and says good bye
>next week same thing
>following week same except magazines are now sexually explicit
>he also takes longer to get my money so I look at the magazines longer
>when he comes back I try to make like I wasn't looking
>he says "that's OK. I like looking at them too"
>next week same thing
>every week he gives a big tip, like if he owes 25 cents he gives me a couple of bucks
>next week same thing but this time he says he was masturbating when I rang and wants to know if I masturbate
>I say no but he laughs and says everyone does
>says he's going to finish and I should jerk off too
>say no thanks but he tells me to in that adult "do as I told you to do" voice
>we both sit there jerking off
>he's looking at a magazine and I'm watching his cock
>he cums big white ropes of jizz all over his chest and stomach and I dribble a little clear cum
>he cleans up, gives me m,y money and I leave
>jerk off to the thought of him jerking off
>does this a couple more Saturdays
>one Saturday he says he has paint on his hands (he does. it was blue) and asks if I could jerk him off
>I do. it was so cool holding his cock and making him cum
>start giving him hand jobs all the time
>eventually he has me taste his cum, then convinces me to just put my mouth on his cock so we don't have to clean up the mess
>do this more
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>>1814353

>eventually any thought of this being mutual goes away
>routine becomes me walking in, getting between his legs and blowing him
>convinces me to strip down, lay on the couch while blowing him so he can play with my ass
Sometimes just rubs it, sometimes fingering my hole
>all the time I love what is happening. he tells me I'm doing good, it's sexually exciting and there's the secret part that makes it more exciting
>one day I'm sucking on his cock while naked and he tells me to come with him
>leads me to his bedroom and has me lay on the bed, him behind me
>he's reaching round and stroking my cock with one hand and playing with my ass with the other
>starts fingering me with vaseline
>unbelievable horny at this point (both of us)
>he pushes me on my stomach and mounts me
>pushes his cock into my ass
>mixture of good feeling, surprise, some uncomfort
>starts fucking me
>few minutes later he cums
>takes a minute to regroup then slides out of me
>grabs a wash cloth and cleans my ass
>tells me to get dressed but to throw my underwear out when I get home
>walk home leaking cum and vaseline out of my ass
>he fucks me for about a month. every Saturday and sometimes I'd stop by after school during the week

Shortly after my 14th birthday I got a massive kidney infection that required hospitalization. I was sure it was from sucking his cock, masturbating and letting him fuck me. For about 6 months I didn't even go near my own cock figuring it would make me sick but then finally understood it didn't happen that way.

Went back but another family was now living in that house.

I was guilty for a long time knowing that I liked what we were doing even though it was wrong.
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>>1814341
"Seem" doesn't mean shit, you can never have any real idea what someone has or doesn't have (assuming you can't see a wart or something). All you can do is get tested regularly and don't take stupid risks.
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I just had my fist cock tonight it was a bbc
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>>1814433
Do we have to beg?
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I was pretty young
neighbor same age as me would come over and I remember us getting on top of each other and "hump" by just rubbing our dicks on each other.

the next experience didnt happen until I was in 4th grade. Dad was out on a date with his gf so he got one of our teenage neighbors to babysit.

he was about 15
he wanted to play a game where we would pretend to be a robot and would have to do exactly what eachother said.

after a few rounds of dumb stuff he tells me to put my hand on his shorts so I do. He then tells me to rub him etc.. after a few moments he starts getting really hard and has me take his cock out. He asks if I want to put it in his mouth. He literally instructs me on what to do.
his dick was pretty big and barely fit in my mouth. AFter a few minutes of bobbing up n down on him he tells me to stop and asks if I want him to suck me. I chicken out and go to sleep.

we never talked about it ever again
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>>1814477
soon after this I started playing this same game with my step brother who was a year younger. eventually I had his dick in my mouth.
We messed around like this for a couple years.
Nearly caught many times.
once we were 'taking a nap' on the same bed after a bunch of yard work. he was laying on his side with his pants down and I was down there sucking him when suddenly his mom comes in the room. I freeze with his dick still in my mouth not saying a word pretending to be asleep and praying she doesnt move the sheets. She asks what we are doing and he says something like nothing just napping ..she says ok in a very disbelieving way and tells us we need to be up in a bit.
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>>1814483
one night hes laying on his side and Im rubbing my cock against his ass cheeks when he pulls his underwear down because he wants to feel my cock directly. I rub myself on his ass for a bit occasionally rubbing the head against what i think is his asshole when he starts telling me things like "lower" higher" etc and I finally get my head right against his hole he tells me to "push". We were still pretty young lol so the concept of lube never occured but from that point on this was our new norm.
Me sucking his dick and him wanting me to push my dick against his ass
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this stuff lasted for a few years but we stopped after our parents divorced.

I still think about some of those times every once in awhile.

fast forward 20 years from that point and now I myself am divorced and get this occasional urge to mess with another man again. I go on CL and awkwardly try talking to dudes but chicken out. One day I get bold and actually meet this random guy in town on business. He is a straight up troll with a small dick with a big head. I suck his dick pretty badly and he cums in my mouth....no bueno
apparently I like to suck but do not like the taste of cum.

This starts a few years of on n off hooking up with dudes from CL. Probably 15-20 or so.
I let one guy fuck me and it was meh..
Most of the time I am pretty dominant so I end up topping. The best feeling sex I ever had was fucking this fat guy raw in his friends house. I lasted maybe two minutes he felt that good. I always feel guilty after and I remember the shame as I was washing my dick in the sink after I bred him.
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>>1808283
A guy i was locked up with thought i was cute (19) and hounded me for months to let him blow me. I eventually gave in and wow it was amazing. I even let him finger me and came like a demon. A coupla yes later in ran into him again and returned the favour, he loved it. I havent touched a cock in over 25 yrs now and i think i need a fat one to take the edge off. ....
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>>1814353
>>13 at the time
>>absolutely no sexual knowledge except for masturbating
>>have paper route
>>collect on Saturdays
>>every week he gives a big tip, like if he owes 25 cents he gives me a couple of bucks

damn, what decade was this?
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First gay experience for me, I guess, would have been when I was 9 and the other boy 8. He lived across the hall from me in the apartment building I lived in. I thought he was cute (I also liked girls as well, so this was a bit confusing - and yes, I'm bi). Had him sleep over one night with the intent of comparing dicks and maybe a bit more. Never got to that....the only thing I recall doing was pulling down his pj bottoms and putting my dick between his ass cheeks. Also during this time there were friends of the family who had a son my age. On their one visit over, I convinced the boy to do a bit of playing around, but it was mainly him sitting on my dick and me on his (no penetration). Dunno if these would be classified as gay experiences, more like curiousity and experimenting.

My first real gay experience, at least in my eyes, was when I was 12 and the other boy around 11. I'm sure I've posted this before. Anyways, we were both in the basement of my parent's house watching TV in the afternoon when anon asks to compare dicks. I said, "Sure, but after the show". Thirty minutes later and we were both standing in front of each other with shorts down and stiff peckers pointing out. There was mutual groping and stroking, but no sucking. We did this sort of thing at least maybe five more times and it included some dick sucking. I'm pretty certain it would have gone up a notch to anal, but being young and inexperienced, it never happened.

Didn't see another boys dick until I was 13 as my family had moved down to Texas to a house with a pool. Family next door had a boy a year younger than me. During that summer we swam lots in the pool. One day in the pool he told me to look under the water and when I did, he'd pulled his dick out from under his bathing suit. Now, as I wore glasses at the time, I wasn't wearing them when I put the mask on, but even though it was blurry vision, he was definitely rock hard. Never got the chance to reciprocate.
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>>1808283
Who is this?
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First gay experience for me, I guess, would have been when I was 9 and the other boy 8. He lived across the hall from me in the apartment building I lived in. I thought he was cute (I also liked girls as well, so this was a bit confusing - and yes, I'm bi). Had him sleep over one night with the intent of comparing dicks and maybe a bit more. Never got to that....the only thing I recall doing was pulling down his pj bottoms and putting my dick between his ass cheeks. Also during this time there were friends of the family who had a son my age. On their one visit over, I convinced the boy to do a bit of playing around, but it was mainly him sitting on my dick and me on his (no penetration). Dunno if these would be classified as gay experiences, more like curiousity and experimenting.

My first real gay experience, at least in my eyes, was when I was 12 and the other boy around 11. I'm sure I've posted this before. Anyways, we were both in the basement of my parent's house watching TV in the afternoon when anon asks to compare dicks. I said, "Sure, but after the show". Thirty minutes later and we were both standing in front of each other with shorts down and stiff peckers pointing out. There was mutual groping and stroking, but no sucking. We did this sort of thing at least maybe five more times and it included some dick sucking. I'm pretty certain it would have gone up a notch to anal, but being young and inexperienced, it never happened.
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>>1814616
sorry, double posted on this.

Anyways.....that same boy who'd pulled his dick out from under his bathing suit did do one more dick exposure with me. We'd been roughhousing in the green space between my house and his house when he'd pinned me down and then pulled his shorts down a bit to expose his cock. I didn't mind this, but we soon heard his grandma calling for him, so that ended things there for the moment. Then there was one time I'd gone over to his house to see what he was up to and if he wanted to come over swimming. While sitting there on the floor of his bedroom and thumbing through a comic, I got the distinct feeling that as he was changing into his bathing suit he'd actually been standing there for a bit naked and was waiting for me to look up. I felt a bit nervous and did not look up from the comic I was looking through - I figured that if he wanted me to see his cock he would have said something to initiate messing around. Yeah, I know, real chicken on my part.

It wouldn't be until I was 16 that I'd have another cock encounter. My cousins from Europe (don't want to give away the country) came over that summer - their eldest son a year younger than I. Long story short, got him to stay over the one night while his family were staying in hotel. Persuaded him to go skinny dipping late at night when everyone had gone to bed. Swam a bit, got him to stand up on the stairs of pool and handled his cock - it was huge and uncut. He even suggested measuring and comparing when we went back in, but I chickened out. I don't know why, but I did and I kicked myself for doing so.
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>>1814620
I don't consider these young curious / experimenting situations to be real full blown gay experiences. In fact, it wouldn't be until I was 22 that I had my first real gay experience. Going to university at the time, but before that had gone to a community college to get the basics out of the way. Met this guy, a year younger than I, who had similar interest in music who was also in my biology and math class. Became friends and learned he'd gone to the same high school. Much, much later during the course of our friendship he came out to me as being gay. No problem with this and talked at length to him about it (I was still in closet). While on summer break from university I went over to friend's house one evening. Parents not at home as they were at movie. Just wanted to hang out and listen to music. Friend then decides to show me the new above ground jacuzzi his parents just got. Neat. Jokingly said to him, after feeling water, that we should go in. Friend agrees, which takes me by surprise, and goes in to get towels (he seemed to be gone an awful long time). Feeling a bit nervous now - don't want my cock to get hard when we get undressed. Friend comes back outside and we undress, him getting into jacuzzi before I. We sit there splashing about and talk for a bit when I ask the question of if someone was "curious", who would make the first move? He said it would have to be the curious person. I thought about this for a few seconds and before I knew it, I plunged my head underwater to where his dick was. Now, I really couldn't do much sucking underwater, but I did put his cock in my mouth. When I came up from underwater I was smiling at him and he back at me. Apparently he'd figured out that I wasn't 100% straight - I then came out to him that I was bi. We fooled around a bit more in the jacuzzi and then decided to head inside. While drying off, he playfully slapped down my hard cock which thwapped back up and against my body. (cont)
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>>1814624
Hell, we were both hard! Anyways, it was around this time that his parents came home and I was hoping to god that they wouldn't look out in the back (the blinds were all drawn closed). Luckily for me they did not. It was a bit awkward coming back into the house and going through the den while they were watching TV. Not wanting to be rude, I chatted a bit with them about the movie they'd just seen. Friend got a bit impatient and told me to come on back. Once in his bedroom he shut and locked the door where we both then dropped our towels and got on the bed. After some groping and a bit of frotting (where I joyfully noticed that my dick was bigger than his), he got up from the bed and went into the bathroom. A few seconds later he came out with some vaseline. Still laying there on the bed with my erect cock in the air, he slathered some vaseline on his right hand and began to jerk me off. I remember writhing in the pleasure at the sensation of another guy taking hold of my cock and massaging my balls at the same time. I couldn't make too much noise because of his parents being in the house, so I had to keep my moans to an almost whisper. I shot quite a bit on to my chest and then it was my turn to do him. After a bit of stroking him, he decided to take over and jerk off. Not wanting to be left figuratively holding my cock in my hand, I took this opportunity to slowly thrust my cock against his balls. I don't think we ever messed around again, although I do recall asking him to. After that, I found an older guy on IRC in my area that I would usually hook up with. He was fun, but for some odd reason could never get hard. A few years later I would finally have my first anal experience which was ok.
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My first experience happened when I was 16. I had a really good friend who I’d been friends with and had a crush on for about a year. He’s the same age as me. We always made sexual jokes within our friend group but nobody knew that I wasn’t joking. After a year of being friends, I brought up the idea that he should come over to my house and hang out (no clue why he hadn’t before), and he did. I was literally obsessed with seeing his dick and messing around with him but I always just teased it and he laughed it off.

One day he came over, and somehow we got the idea that we should jerk off together but in separate parts of my room and under blankets, so we did. That happened one more time before I got him to start jerking off in front of me. Boy is his dick perfect. He’s huge, cut, just the right amount of hair. I was too anxious and nervous to pull mine out for a long time because of how nice his was, but eventually we started jerking off together and then jerking each other off. Once we were comfortable with being naked around each other I started giving him full body massages which he loves.

That’s how it was for a long time. Over this past Summer I got really drunk with him and almost convinced him to let me fuck him and he came really close but he declined (we were both 18 then and we still are). Fast forward to October of this year, my parents were out of town for a weekend and I somehow convinced him to try oral and anal stuff. So we hung out all night until finally I gave him a massage to relax him, we jerked off a little bit, and then I tried sucking his dick for the first time. It was his first time getting sucked and he said it was amazing, and after that we moved on to anal stuff. I lubed up his ass and starting fingering him for awhile, and then I stood up and started to fuck him. It took me awhile to get in but once I did we got a good rhythm going and it felt great. I fucked him in doggy for awhile and then had him lay down on his stomach.
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>>1814629

Continued

Once I got him on his stomach I put his legs up on my shoulder and fucked him while I stared into his eyes, and after probably 20 minutes of that, I pulled out and came all over his dick and his stomach. I sucked him off again to help him finish and he came all over himself (I didn’t want him to cum in my mouth). After that he took a shower and we just hung out the rest of the night, I drove him home the next afternoon.

We’ve had sex one other time and it was in November. I fucked him in doggy and blew my load on his ass and I jerked him off and made him cum while I was fucking him.

I haven’t seen him in awhile so I hope to have him over again soon, probably this weekend or the next. He wants to fuck me but I don’t know if I’m down for that.
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this is my first time posting.
> i was 16 and i have been scrolling through grindr
> a guy messaged me and ask about stuff at 1 am
> anyway, he is straightforward enough to say he wants to fuck
> i was really curious and interested but didn't know anything. i told him i was a virgin
> he didn't believe me at first (like wtf)
> he said i should just clean my ass. like, pump water into my ass with hose
> and everything was good and the fluids are clear
> i went to his location, saw him at the gate. he was about 20 and he was skinny but taller than me
> we were in their garage and asked me if it was okay to do it here
in my mind i was like, like my first sex is in a garage. i thought id have a good time on fours on a bed
> i said it was ok (how could i refuse duh)
> then, he said i start
what? how?
> it was awkward but i started kissing him in the neck
> took his top off, and i played with his nipples with my fingers then tongue.
idk like, my only knowledge bout this is gayporn
> i dropped on my knees and he took off his shorts. and shittt this was it.
> i took his underwear off and it was the first dick i saw (apart from mine and dad)
> i just started swallowing and and bob my head like a woodpecker whilst moving my tongue under his cock while he pinched and twisted my nipples. it was painful but somewhat nice
> he grabbed my head and started RAPIDLY moving his hips to and fro
> i was gagging and tears started to swell in my eyes.
> i made me stand up and take off my shorts and brief.
> he grabbed my head again and made me lick his nipples. (idk if that's weird)
> after that, he started licking and biting my ears while we rub dicks to each other
(cont.)
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>>1814630
You can’t bitch out you fucked him twice now it’s his turn take it like a man
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>>1814638
I probably will eventually I just have to work up my confidence. I’m predominately a top but I’ve tried dildos and stuff and I don’t really like it at all, I imagine a real dick is a lot better though so we’ll see what happens.
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>>1814636
Yes continue of course
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>>1814609
1967

yeah, I'm old
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>>1814797
then that explains the price for the newspaper and the fact you had a newspaper route.
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Nothing to graphic or weird, kissed a guy in a bar over spring break 5+ years ago. Went back to his place and fucked like rabbits.
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>>1814799
And the fact that people were actually reading newspapers
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>>1814645

>Should I finger myself every once in a while to get used to the pain?

Get a dildo and a bunch of lube. Just practice.
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>>1811780
I was 11 when I got fucked in scouts
fuck mods
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>be me, 21 yo
>close friend I used to teach marching band with invites me to a party with other band/colorguard friends (colorguard are the flag twirlers)
>drive there alone
>had met most of them before at a similar party
>came out as bi to them during never have I ever at said party
>they need help grabbing liquor so I hop along to pick things up
>buy rum, Kraken specifically
>drink and try to enjoy myself at the party
>friend shows up, his gf too
>he isn't enjoying himself, so he leaves
>she goes too
>no reason for me to be here any more really but drank enough to make it unsafe for me to leave
>regret starts sinking in
>guy that isn't my type (flag-swinger, super flamboyant, wears makeup) starts clinging to me partway through the night, won't let me do things alone
>I wasn't interested, but he was getting really drunk and I didn't want him to get sick so I tried to ignore the advances, I'm stuck there anyway
>keeps giving me more to drink of my rum
>I start getting sleepy
>go to guest bedroom to lay down a bit
>brown out
>clingy guy is in bed with me
>I'm in my underwear
>wake up in the morning in just my boxers
>smoke a cigarette then drive home blasting loud music the whole time

Apparently I made out with him and blew him that night but I don't remember very much bc of all of the alcohol. Felt like shit and made me not want to drink any more. Spent the next day depressed.

To be clear, I didn't feel like shit for fooling around with a guy, just that it was someone who was so not my type. He seemed super promiscuous and honestly it came to haunt me (because he told his friends who I saw again at a later party). Didn't do anything else with guys till this year (~3 yrs later), when I got on tinder and started going on dates with guys. Those stories were imo juicier and generally better experiences, but you only get one first. *shrug*
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>>1814905

more clarification, he was drinking a whole lot and I kinda get all parental on people when they're getting messed up, so I tried to ignore advances and just make sure he was ok, which I think backfired on me, because ultimately I ended up spending more time with him, which is what he wanted.
he kept telling me he thought I was really cute, but I just had him lay down on the couch because he was super drunk. I thought I was pretty good at shooting down his advances but obviously something led to us making out and blowing each other. I have vague recollection of things so I know it happened, but I do not have enough memory to really be sure of how on-board I was.
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>>1814909
>more clarification, he was drinking a whole lot and I kinda get all parental on people when they're getting messed up,

that's decent of you, seriously. I would have done the same thing in your position, but yeah, apparently it backfired on you.
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>>1808283
>I was 14, naive, no exposure to sex
>In school band
>Friend/neighbor is 15 and also in band
>We walk home together after practice
>It's dark and one night he tells me he wants to show me something and come into the back yard with him
>We go into back yard together
>He says "watch this" and pulls down his pants
>Rips a huge fart
>We both laugh hysterically
>He tells me to try it
>No can do
>He tells me to bend over for a minute
>I do and he puts his mouth on my asshole and blows into it
>Tells me to try again
>Again, nothing
>Tells me to bend over again and he'll try something else
>Bend over and feel something poking my asshole
>He pushes and his cock goes into my ass
>I jump but he tells me to just wait a minute and a few seconds later he starts fucking me
>Not sure what this is all about. Uncomfortable but pleasurable
>Few minutes later he grunts, hold me tight, then relaxes
>Pulls out and tells me to try again
>Bend over and rip a huge cum-laden fart
>We both laugh hysterically

TLDR: Got raped, farted and thought it was funny
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>>1815250
Choo choo
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>14 years old
>often visit a friend in my class
>his older brother, 17 years old, is really cool and kinda cute, and hangs out with us often enough that I consider him a friend as well
>start to hang out a little more with his brother instead of friend
>one day we're all alone in the house
>friends brother shows me his porn stash, and as we watch the pages together he starts groping me, asking if I like what I see
>I do
>asks if I want to do like the girls in the images for him
>I do
>pulls down his pants and sits on his bed
>dick is erect, super hard and really curved. a good 6-7 incher, never got the full measurement
>I suck his balls, moves up and suck the head of his cock before he pushes me deeper
>tells me that I'm doing great, that he's going to make me into his girl and all other kinds of dirty talk
>tells me to lay on the bed, which I do
>starts rimming me and fingering me
>it hurts, but I'm in my first ultra-horny-mode, so I don't say anything, not wanting this to end
>he fucks me, going at it really rough
>hurts like crazy, and I tell him this
>tells me to shut up and take it like a good girl
>he cums inside me after 4-5 minutes
>I wash up and go home, really sore
>continue to go over to his house to suck his dick and get fucked over the course of a year, end up doing the same with his Friend for a few occasions
>they move far as fuck away the following year, never see or hear from them again
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>>1808454
Wait a minute, I remember reading a green text of that, have you ever posted something of the like? I had it saved but deleted it
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Just bought a vibrator. I go on grindr a lot but never meet anyone and uninstall. One day, I know i'll find the right cock and meet him and suck it. I also really want to be fucked by some older guys but I don't have the courage yet to go through with it
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>be me 20
>out clubbing with friends
>they get a taxi home
>pretend to go home
>secretly go back to the club
>go up to bar
>tall black guy asks to buy me a beer
>accept and chat a little
>he touches me a little
>he asks if I want to get high at his place
>leave the club and walk to his apartment
>arrive there and he walks me to the bedroom
>we sit down and smoke a little
>he's getting more handsy
>he tells me he's really horny and asks me to suck his cock
>help him take his jeans off and he pulls his boxers down and I tell him to lie on the bed
>his dick is about 10 inches long and uncut
>slightly intimidated
>sit next to him and start stroking the shaft while watching his reaction
>after about 20 seconds i lean down, pull his skin back and suck on the head, rubbing my tongue around in my mouth
>he starts to moan
>start to take more of his shaft, trying to do it as best as i can
>take it out and ask him if it feels nice
>he says yes and pushes my head back down and i start sucking again
>start taking more of his cock
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>>1815743
>keep sucking his cock and he tells me i'm good at it
>feel proud
>he asks me if i want two of his friends to come over
>i think for a minute and tell him to tell them to come over
>I keep sucking the head of his cock as he texts them
>keep blowing him until he cums in my mouth, tastes meh but swallowed it and sit up next to him
>a while later his friends arrive
>both black as well
>they take their jackets off and settle down
>he's still sat with his cock out from when i was blowing him but they didn't seem to mind
>ask them if I can see their cocks
>they smile and start to undress
>one of them was about 6 inches and cut and the other was uncut and roughly 8 inches.
>I start to undress and they all watch me
>really nervous but super excited
>have a much smaller dick than all of them
>get on the bed naked and let them see my ass, spreading my cheeks
>ask them for lube and he takes a bottle from the bedside drawer
>they move over to the side of the bed and I start stroking two of their cocks
>they're getting hard
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>>1815745
the one i met at the bar lies on his bed and strokes his cock watching me start to take turns sucking the heads of the other two
>they're all loving it and i love the attention
>getting a little hard myself
>he starts lubing up his cock and i take some and put it on my ass
>straddle over him and he holds his shaft straight
>i gently and slowly lower myself on to the head
>feels nice pushing inside and i go slowly further down
>moan and adjust myself as I sit down fully on him
>he's letting out soft moans
>i get comfy and start riding him slowly
>the one with the smaller cock climbs on to the bed and i start stroking his shaft
>the other walks around the bed and i lean over and take the head of his cock in my mouth
>we do this for a couple of minutes before I tell them i'm uncomfortable
>we re-position so that i'm on my back and he slides back inside me, the other comes around and puts his cock back in my mouth
>my head is upside down but it's comfier
>let him push himself further into my mouth and reach down and stroke the other's cock
>the guy i'm stroking cums and jerks his cock letting his spray onto my stomach
>they keep going and he steps back and watches
>he starts to fuck me a little faster and i focus more on the other's cock
>i try to deepthroat it but keep gagging and have to pull back
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>>1815749
>he gets a little faster and i stop sucking and stroke him instead
>his cock feels amazing inside me, much better than my dildo
>feel myself about to cum
>put the cock back in my mouth and suck the head while I cum on my belly and chest
>feels fucking amazing
>he keeps pounding me for another 5 minutes or so
>he then leans over me and moans loudly as he cums inside me
>he thrusts a few more times before stopping and panting
>his cock throbbing while he came felt amazing
>he doesn't pull out but leans up
>keep sucking the other's head
>he's moaning and the other pulls himself out of me and steps back
>he tells me he's close to cumming
>take his cock and i let go
>he strokes his cock as he cums
>i open my mouth wide and he lets out four big jets across my face
>unfortunately only one hit my mouth
>after his orgasm he steps back
>they take photos of me on their phones
>feel like a slut covered in their cum
>suck the one that i met at the club again before i go
we met up again a few times but haven't seen them in a while. they once all gave me a facial, i still remember looking up at them all jerking off over me and masturbate to the memory to this day
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>>1815743
>his dick is about 10 inches long and uncut

and you lost me, but i hope you had fun role-playing, anon.
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>>1815708
I've posted it on 4chan before (may have been on /lgbt) but also reposted it in this thread here >1814353
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fresh 19
traveling with sister
really horny
older guy talks to me throughout the whole trip
feel really safe with him and decide that he's the one for my first time
get there
he just hugs me and that makes me feel really safe
takes me to see the amazing view he had on his top floor apartment
got my first kiss on that view
takes me inside and I drop to my knees
first blowjob
shower then naked then bed

here comes the dark part so might as well stop here

naked with my ass up
he grabs the condom and lube
I'm with my eyes closed anxiously awaiting
he puts lube on my ass
goes in
I asked him to stop
finally open my eyes and see that the two condoms he bought were intact by the bedside
I yelled stop
he thrusts it harder
Maybe the worst pain I've ever felt

I remembered a bit from a feast for crows where brienne talks about rape

all along looking at the huge mirror he had covering a wall and wondering who's that pale lump of flesh

he finishes inside me
later shoves my head to his cock and forces it into my mouth and I taste my own blood

Don't remember much afterwards, I was only able to cry a few days later.
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>>1808600
care to post it again?
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Its somehow revolting how often first time for gay people is exploitation, judging from this thread and stories I've been told,
and how our minds make it into something better (Don't lie, you came, that means you liked it)

Not sure why I'm even telling this here. It's not hot and you sick fucks will still masturbate to it but I want to talk about it
I want to say I got raped, but since I consented by coming with him and lied about my age the only thing he could possibly get sued for (in this country) is distributing alcohol, so yeah, its my fault :/

>our weird culture again that its illegal until you're 18, but you're a social outcast if you actually wait for so long
>I don't want to end up a loner, so I download grinder and gps-spoof myself to the other end of the city
>Idiot me truthfully fills out his profile (how I'm a virgin and sorry for social anxiety)
>doesn't take long till a 42 year old messages me and sends some dick pics
>He's not hot, but I'm desperate and his dick pics make me aroused
>we agree on a date and he'll pick me up in the park after school
>On the day, I'm in this car, and the firework in my mind made me ignore major red flags (he complimented how weak, skinny and tender I look)
>we arrive, he french kisses me and his bad breath is gagging me
>hooray, my first kiss belongs to a 42 year old with bad breath I've never met before
>I tell him how uptight and nervous I am
>He's fine with it and offers me alcoholic beverage
>Never been drunk before, so I don't see how he's basically drugging me
>we hang out until I start feeling dozy
>we go up to his bed he wants me to undress slowly
>he opens his trousers, no underwear, and reveals his erect dick and a cockring
>I suck him off while he starts fingering my hole
>suddenly he says he is ready
>turns me on my back and presses my knees against my shoulders
>"you're so thin we can do it this way"
>"eeehm, shoudn't you put on a condom first? Hello, I don't want to do it without one...
(Cont.)




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>>1815842
>“I heared in bio lessons that, without a condom, you‘re prone to STI“…
>He doesn‘t care, he‘s 3x heavier than I am and my arms are trapped under my legs and I can‘t move
>He tells me he loves how naive kids in my age can be and that I shouldn‘t care because he‘s been tested
>I‘m the first one in you, you should be proud that someone in your age already gets marked – you lied about your age, didn‘t you? (exact wording)
>I‘m nearly crying and panicking the whole time while he‘s humping and frensh kissing me
>No lube and it hurts so much
>He does his deed and finishes inside me
>He pulls out and looks at his dick
>“Ah it was your first time, so you don‘t know about enemas yet
>forces me to lick it clean, I‘m nearly gagging
>I just want to go home, but he grabs my hand
>I should wait until he has recovered, also I didn‘t came by myself
>We go to the bathroom, I wash my mouth and blood and cum from by butt
>we cuddle until he‘s recovered while he‘s telling me about all the things we should try now since we‘re couple now
>Stupid me buys into it
>He has his second go and jerks me off before he sends me home
>Don't look at me like that! You came, that means you liked it. Besides, you were hard the whole time, be proud of yourself
>This sentence stuck in my head until now

He sometimes messaged me when he wants to try something new or has a friend over who should „experience me too“, and stupid scared me actually did what he wanted.
I‘m so glad I didn‘t catch anything from his friends or had a lesion get infected
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>>1815845
Fuck, are you ok now? I mean that must be mentally scaring.
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>>1815871
Well, I don't want to kill myself or anything, but I have the same emotional range as a brick now and can't really form any new relationships.
I think I behave creepy and drive people away from me, but I can't really reflect my behavior.

Its confusing how much those things can fuck your mind. I sometimes dream about meeting him again, but instead of fear i feel happiness and joy.
I just remember the time when my parents left me alone for a week, and I (yes, me voluntary) asked him if I can stay at his house. I allowed him to roofie me at his will and had to guess later what he and his friends did with me. I even asked him if I could live with him after school. This guy was a horrible monster, he broke me completely, but I'm happy when I dream about him even while I can see our relationship like it really was.
He suddenly stopped talking to me in my senior year, which probably saved me from completely loosing my mind, and haven't seen or head about him since.

I can somehow understand why the Kavanaugh woman needed 30 years to come forward, especially when she saw him in TV again. I don't know what I would do if I see him again
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>>1815881
It's amazing how someone can use you like that. My story:

>15 years old
>skinny, small
>unsure of my sexuality. when my friends and I look at porn mags I'm as attracted to the guys as women
>my best friend's cousin comes to live with him from Texas
>call him "Cowboy"
>Cowboy is fit, tanned, chiseled face, dresses well
>rumors as to why he would come live with his cousin. got a girl pregnant? wanted life in the big city?
>more than likely, he's gay. he never comes out directly
>I have a huge crush on him
>he seems to like me because I listen to him, take his advice about clothes, how to act with girls, etc...
>I hang with him whenever I can, but him being about 22 at the time he has his own circle of friends
>but he's around a lot since my friend's mother is an absentee mother and Cowboy sort of minds him and his sister
>4th of July weekend
>my parents are driving to Chicago for a wedding and staying overnight
>they ask Cowboy to keep an eye out for me in case I need anything
>they leave and Cowboy sees me mowing my lawn
>tells me when I'm finished to shower and come over for pizza
>my friends (including best friend) have all gone to their lake house so Cowboy has the place to himself
>shower, throw on shorts and t-shirt and head over
>Cowboy orders pizza and opens a bottle of wine
>not my first drink of alcohol but being a lightweight (literally) it can go to my head quickly
>sip wine, eat pizza chat
>I'm really happy I can sit and talk to the guy I'm crushing on, just the two of us
>after eating he suggests watching a movie
>since it's brutally hot out he says we should watch it in his bedroom which has air conditioning
>go in, stretch out on his bed side by side and start watching some dumb romcom
>after about 10 minutes of this he says he asks if I want to watch some porn
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*sigh* sorry, but I've got to pick this shit apart.

>>1815842
>Its somehow revolting how often first time for gay people is exploitation, judging from this thread and stories I've been told,

In what way? Most of the stories here, I believe, are probably true (though I do feel some are a bit Penthouse Forumish - great reads, but makes me raise a dubious eyebrow) and don't seem revolting or anything like exploitation. Hell, you almost make it sound like some illicit sex trade is going on with that sort of opening sentence. Most first time gay experiences, from what I've read, all happen when both people in the situation are of the same age and usually between 10 ~ 14. During that stage, most boys are curious about other boys - I know I was. Yeah, during that age period I liked girls, but it was easier to be silly with another boy and get to the point of whipping it out than it was to do with a girl of a similar age.

>and how our minds make it into something better (Don't lie, you came, that means you liked it)

if the whole situation happened by mutual consent and there was no unwillingness by both, then I would assume both people enjoyed what had happened and there was no feeling of abuse.

>Not sure why I'm even telling this here. It's not hot and you sick fucks will still masturbate to it but I want to talk about it

So right off the bat you think people here will get their jollies from your story about your first time? Talk about an ego.
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>>1815895
>he puts on straight porn and we start watching
>few minutes later he turns to me and asks if I've ever kissed someone
>tell him no and he says "let's try"
>leans over and kisses me
>I kind of melt a little
>he tells me I'm a good kisser and we kiss more
>tells me to use my tongue and I follow his lead
>making out, horny, buzzed from the wine
>his kisses drop to my neck, then he lifts my t-shirt over my head and starts kissing my chest
>feels goodman
>moves lower to my belly button, to the top of my shorts
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>>1815897
>pops open my shorts and slides them down as he keeps kissing lower and lower
>seconds later his mouth is on my cock
>never felt something like this
>head spinning, blood rushing to my cock to keep it hard
>he kisses his way back up and asks me to do the same to him
>I do but pretty awkwardly
>I kiss down his chest and find his treasure trail down beneath his pants
>when I open his pants my eyes pop when I see his cock
>to me it's huge but it's probably just average
>put mu mouth on it and bob up and down like he did on mine
>we exchange positions and he's down on me again
>this time he starts fingering my asshole
>wonder why he'd want to do this but feels really nice so don't object
>we do this foreplay for a while and then he says he wants to try something
>leaves for a minute and comes back with rope
>ties me face down on the bed spread-eagle
>I've done self bondage before (no clue how I got into it) so this is really fun for me
>he starts kissing my neck, my back and starts rimming me
>can't help but push my ass back to his face
>heart pounding, dick hard, head spinning from wine. I'm having a sexual high
>feel him fingering my ass again, but with something cold and slippery
>he lays on top of me and his body feels so nice on mine
>feel pressure against my asshole and he pushes his cock into my ass
>painful and I scream that it hurts
>he grabs my underwear from the bed and stuffs it in my mouth
>proceeds to rape me
>room is quiet except for the hum of the AC and the sound of his skin slapping against mine
>seems like it goes on forever until he grunts and cums in my ass
>lays there for a minute and then rolls off
>few minutes later I hear him snoring next to me
>lay there for what seems to be hours until I feel him moving
>I think he's stoking himself
>suddenly he's back on top of me raping me a second time
>fucks me, cums, rolls off and we just lay there
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>>1815842
>I want to say I got raped, but since I consented by coming with him and lied about my age the only thing he could possibly get sued for (in this country) is distributing alcohol, so yeah, its my fault

1. Consented - no legs to stand on here, so you can't bitch about the situation. 2. lied about your age - you have to take ownership for this. no one forced you to say you were older than what you were - and which you never stated how old you were when this happened. So yeah, it's no one else's fault but your own. Are you trying to gain sympathy for these two issues or are you trying to get people to empathize with you?

>>our weird culture again that its illegal until you're 18, but you're a social outcast if you actually wait for so long

The culture isn't weird - laws are designed to protect those that are considered minors for very good reasons. Eons ago you use to be able to drink alcohol when you turned 18, but the laws changed and made it 21. Again, probably for valid reasons. Your last statement doesn't make any sense - a social outcast in what way? By not doing something by the age of 18?
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>>1815898
>I think I dozed off because next thing I know he's on me again pumping in and out of my ass
>must be having trouble cumming for a third time so he pulled out and jerked off on my back
>few minutes later he unties me and leads me to the shower and cleans me up
>tells me that I should never tell anyone because I'd be labeled a faggot and queer
>also convinces me that what we did is what two people who love each other do
>end up secretly "dating" with him fucking me whenever he can
>a year later we visit his friend
>older fat guy
>he tells me that he has told his friend what we do and his friend doesn't have a lover and I should "help him out"
>spend an afternoon getting fucked by his friend
>when he comes to pick me up, I see his friend hand him a wad of cash
>Cowboy pimped me out to his friend
>realize finally I'm a fool
>break up with him
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>>1815842
>>I don't want to end up a loner, so I download grinder and gps-spoof myself to the other end of the city

meaning you didn't have any friends at the time? and I'm not saying for a fuck buddy or anything, but still, no one to hang around with? And then you fake what part of the city you're in, so right there you're showing that you're doing something wrong to essentially do something wrong given your age. The mind is boggling here.

>>Idiot me truthfully fills out his profile (how I'm a virgin and sorry for social anxiety)

so you told the truth about all that, but lied about what part of the city you lived in and your age, do I have that right?

>>He's not hot, but I'm desperate and his dick pics make me aroused

blame it on the horniness.

>>On the day, I'm in this car, and the firework in my mind made me ignore major red flags (he complimented how weak, skinny and tender I look)

if major red flags are going off, then you were stupid not to listen to yourself.

>>He's fine with it and offers me alcoholic beverage

"no" is a powerful word.
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>>1815845
>>“I heared in bio lessons that, without a condom, you‘re prone to STI“…
>>He tells me he loves how naive kids in my age can be and that I shouldn‘t care because he‘s been tested
>>I‘m the first one in you, you should be proud that someone in your age already gets marked – you lied about your age, didn‘t you? (exact wording)

All of this exposition sounds....bizarre. "I heard in bio lessons"? You're now giving a PSA to a man who's screwing you? And the bit about "how naive kids in my age can be" and "someone in your age already gets marked" sounds a bit ludicrous. So he's imparting these tidbits of knowledge to you while having sex? Sounds a bit Machiavellian to me. You make it sound like dialogue between Fagan and Oliver Twist.
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>>1815845
>>“Ah it was your first time, so you don‘t know about enemas yet
>>forces me to lick it clean, I‘m nearly gagging

seriously? at what point did you say "no!" (there's that powerful word again)?

>>we cuddle until he‘s recovered while he‘s telling me about all the things we should try now since we‘re couple now

cuddling? it never crossed your mind, after feeling hurt, scared, etc to say "I'd like to leave"? You make it sound like your a Stockholm syndrome victim.

>>Stupid me buys into it

Good self realization, that should have happened much sooner.

>>He has his second go and jerks me off before he sends me home

see your comment above.

>>Don't look at me like that! You came, that means you liked it. Besides, you were hard the whole time, be proud of yourself
>>This sentence stuck in my head until now

which is why you decided to bash all the readers her over the head with it at the start of your story.
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>>1815881
>Well, I don't want to kill myself or anything, but I have the same emotional range as a brick now and can't really form any new relationships.

You can't blame that on others.

>I think I behave creepy and drive people away from me, but I can't really reflect my behavior.

depends on what you mean by "behave creepy".

>Its confusing how much those things can fuck your mind. I sometimes dream about meeting him again, but instead of fear i feel happiness and joy.

that is creepy.

>I just remember the time when my parents left me alone for a week, and I (yes, me voluntary) asked him if I can stay at his house. I allowed him to roofie me at his will and had to guess later what he and his friends did with me. I even asked him if I could live with him after school. This guy was a horrible monster, he broke me completely, but I'm happy when I dream about him even while I can see our relationship like it really was.

yeah, ok, now you're illustrating the creepy behavior.

>He suddenly stopped talking to me in my senior year, which probably saved me from completely loosing my mind, and haven't seen or head about him since.

finally a time reference since you never told us how old you were when this whole thing started.

>I can somehow understand why the Kavanaugh woman needed 30 years to come forward, especially when she saw him in TV again. I don't know what I would do if I see him again

political and irrelevant. the woman turned out to be a fraud and her claim / statements were duly refuted.
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>>1815895
>>my best friend's cousin comes to live with him from Texas
>>call him "Cowboy"
<<snip>>
>>my parents are driving to Chicago for a wedding and staying overnight
>>they ask Cowboy to keep an eye out for me in case I need anything

sorry? wait. what? your parents leave a total stranger to keep an eye on you? Ehhh....having a hard time buying this. What sort of parents just drive off and not take their kid with them? I'm going to assume Chicago was quite a ways away from where you lived. My parents wouldn't have done this.

>>my friends (including best friend) have all gone to their lake house so Cowboy has the place to himself

convenient. why didn't they invite Cowboy along? Seems a bit odd that your best friend's cousin comes all the way up from Texas to live with him and not get invited to go along to a lake house.

>>since it's brutally hot out he says we should watch it in his bedroom which has air conditioning

implying the rest of the house doesn't? Just this one room has ac and the others don't?
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>>1815898
>>pops open my shorts and slides them down as he keeps kissing lower and lower
>>seconds later his mouth is on my cock

to be technical here, he's committing sexual child abuse. sorry to throw the cold water on you here.

>>leaves for a minute and comes back with rope

really? he's this prepared on what he wants to do?

>>he grabs my underwear from the bed and stuffs it in my mouth

like that's going to keep you quiet as I'm sure you could have easily spit it out.

>>proceeds to rape me

and you had no indication that the fooling around you two were doing was going to lead to you getting fucked?

>>room is quiet except for the hum of the AC and the sound of his skin slapping against mine

the last thing I'd be thinking about is the hum of the AC and the sound of his skin slapping against me - I'd be more focused on how my ass hurts and any other pain I was feeling. that bit of detail....ehhh.....
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>>1815901
>>few minutes later he unties me and leads me to the shower and cleans me up

how chivalrous of him to lead you to the shower to clean you up!

>>tells me that I should never tell anyone because I'd be labeled a faggot and queer

and are you?

>>also convinces me that what we did is what two people who love each other do
>>end up secretly "dating" with him fucking me whenever he can

by "dating" I'm going to assume there was mutual consent as to the sex the two of you had together.

>>a year later we visit his friend
>>older fat guy
>>he tells me that he has told his friend what we do and his friend doesn't have a lover and I should "help him out"

uh-huh. damn, my eyes rolled so hard at this they popped out of their eyesockets and rolled across the room. you owe me a new pair of contact lenses!

>>Cowboy pimped me out to his friend

d'oh!

>>realize finally I'm a fool
>>break up with him

at least you realized you were a fool, unlike that other poster on here.
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>>1815917
>sorry? wait. what? your parents leave a total stranger to keep an eye on you? Ehhh....having a hard time buying this. What sort of parents just drive off and not take their kid with them? I'm going to assume Chicago was quite a ways away from where you lived. My parents wouldn't have done this

at this point Cowboy had been living with my best friend for about a year. his aunt (my friend's mother) and my mother grew up together. It's not like he was babysitting me. He was just supposed to be there in case I needed something (like ran over my foot with the lawnmower). We lived in Milwaukee.

>convenient. why didn't they invite Cowboy along? Seems a bit odd that your best friend's cousin comes all the way up from Texas to live with him and not get invited to go along to a lake house.
remember the age difference. My best friend's mother took him and our friends, 14-16 to the lake house. if I was 22 I wouldn't want to spend the weekend with 14-16 year olds.

>implying the rest of the house doesn't? Just this one room has ac and the others don't?
I know my friend's room had one and I think maybe his mother had one in her room
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>>1815919
>to be technical here, he's committing sexual child abuse. sorry to throw the cold water on you here.
you're not throwing cold water on me. I know it was sexual abuse

>really? he's this prepared on what he wants to do?
I can't really say. Based on the time he was gone he may have gone to the basement to find rope (as opposed to having it in the room already)

>like that's going to keep you quiet as I'm sure you could have easily spit it out.

maybe. or maybe you should stuff underwear in your own mouth and try to spit it out

>and you had no indication that the fooling around you two were doing was going to lead to you getting fucked?

really? no. I was sexually inexperienced, buzzed and in the moment. should I have? probably.

>the last thing I'd be thinking about is the hum of the AC and the sound of his skin slapping against me - I'd be more focused on how my ass hurts and any other pain I was feeling. that bit of detail....ehhh....

I think if you hear other people in these situations there gets to a point where you zone out. The pain subsides and while you're laying there certain things stick out, like sounds or smells.
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>>1815925
>how chivalrous of him to lead you to the shower to clean you up!
probably hiding the evidence

>and are you?
i'm bi

>by "dating" I'm going to assume there was mutual consent as to the sex the two of you had together.
yes. he convinced me he loved me and I "dated" him willingly

>uh-huh. damn, my eyes rolled so hard at this they popped out of their eyesockets and rolled across the room. you owe me a new pair of contact lenses!
>at least you realized you were a fool, unlike that other poster on here.
I admit that I should have realized it sooner, but if you remember your first love, you probably remember doing stupid things around that love.
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>>1815925
>at least you realized you were a fool, unlike that other poster on here.
one final note. after I broke up with him I dated girls exclusively and fucked every one of them. the last girl I dated was when I was about 23-24. one night she was giving me a blow job and started to finger my ass. I exploded, started slapping her and yelling at her "Do you think I'm a fag?". She locked herself in the bathroom, called her friends to get her out of there and I never saw her again. Dated guys after that.

When the Sandusky story broke I had a breakdown and drove to Cowboy's house with a knife to stab him. He had moved away. If he was there I probably would have killed him.
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>>1815928
>>sorry? wait. what? your parents leave a total stranger to keep an eye on you? Ehhh....having a hard time buying this. What sort of parents just drive off and not take their kid with them? I'm going to assume Chicago was quite a ways away from where you lived. My parents wouldn't have done this
>at this point Cowboy had been living with my best friend for about a year. his aunt (my friend's mother) and my mother grew up together. It's not like he was babysitting me. He was just supposed to be there in case I needed something (like ran over my foot with the lawnmower). We lived in Milwaukee.

Still. If I had a 15 year old child (male, female), they would have gone with me and wife to wedding. Let's face it, kids that age really can't be trusted if parents go out of town where they don't come back until the next day or so.

>>convenient. why didn't they invite Cowboy along? Seems a bit odd that your best friend's cousin comes all the way up from Texas to live with him and not get invited to go along to a lake house.
>remember the age difference. My best friend's mother took him and our friends, 14-16 to the lake house. if I was 22 I wouldn't want to spend the weekend with 14-16 year olds.

They didn't take him because of the age difference? If he went, it's not like he would have been the only adult there. If I were 22, I wouldn't have minded spending a weekend with 14-16 year olds (not for any sexual reason) and helping out where I could and just taking a break - plus, lake house!

>>implying the rest of the house doesn't? Just this one room has ac and the others don't?
>I know my friend's room had one and I think maybe his mother had one in her room

don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to belittle you here, but don't you think this whole situation skewed your view on sex a bit?
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>>1815896
>>1815900
>>1815902
>>1815905
>>1815910
>>1815915

I know I don't have to defend myself against some guy from the internet, but I should clear up some misunderstandings :

1. I know I fucked up big time, and listening to my parents would've saved me. And as you said, they made laws to protect stupid kids like me. But, as I said, those laws don't seem to go enough for stupid kids

2.Have you been homeschooled? Everybody in a high school who is still a virgin at 18 is considered a weirdo. I am totes fine with the age of consent and don't like how its our culture to ignore it and pressure idiots like me into things they're not ready yet

3. I didn't post a picture or anything and were discreet. I however didn't want to disappoint anybody, so i put those things in my profile

4.I don't have a lot of confidence and speaking up to older people was a no go at home, so those attempted sentences were already like a rebellion for me. When I said 'no' to something, they would either yell or hit me, so I learned to never use this word and always agree even if I don't like it. We also had no sex-ed and only one biology lesson where they showed us how and why to use condoms. I didn't watch a lot of porn because I was scared that someone would find out, and often installed and uninstalled grindr so nobody knows I was using it

5. The talk about "marking" someone was his thing; he would bring that up a lot. Similar how he convinced me that I like what happened because I came or had an erection

6.After he finished first time, I didn't really know what to do, so I let him cuddle me. He convinced me that everything that happened was normal and I like it. I was so ashamed that I "liked" it I never talked about it

7. I didn't want to make it political, but want to explain how my train of thought works and how kneejerky I might react if I see someone resembling him on TV.
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>>1815931
>>at least you realized you were a fool, unlike that other poster on here.
>one final note. after I broke up with him I dated girls exclusively and fucked every one of them. the last girl I dated was when I was about 23-24. one night she was giving me a blow job and started to finger my ass. I exploded, started slapping her and yelling at her "Do you think I'm a fag?". She locked herself in the bathroom, called her friends to get her out of there and I never saw her again. Dated guys after that.

sounds like you hadn't come to terms with yourself that you were bi.

>When the Sandusky story broke I had a breakdown and drove to Cowboy's house with a knife to stab him. He had moved away. If he was there I probably would have killed him.

yeah, but you said you were in love with Cowboy - the whole Sandusky thing wasn't about love, it was pure sexual abuse and that to me seems like a different ball of wax than what you went through.
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>>1815933
Sorry, this didn't fit in the other post

8.I don't know why I'm sometimes dreaming about him, and why I feel happy in those dreams. I'm currently saving up money to visit a psychologist (or psychiatrist) to get this worked out
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>>1815933
>I know I don't have to defend myself against some guy from the internet, but I should clear up some misunderstandings :

it's not so much defending, more like clarification.

>1. I know I fucked up big time, and listening to my parents would've saved me. And as you said, they made laws to protect stupid kids like me. But, as I said, those laws don't seem to go enough for stupid kids

how far should laws go? laws should be common sense and the rules of laws are usually pretty defined unless there's some new twist that arises.

>2.Have you been homeschooled? Everybody in a high school who is still a virgin at 18 is considered a weirdo. I am totes fine with the age of consent and don't like how its our culture to ignore it and pressure idiots like me into things they're not ready yet

no, you? Who says that anyone who's still a virgin at 18 is considered a weirdo?? That's retarded. So, everyone in high school - right this very day at this present moment - and has not reached the age of 18 is not a virgin? Eh...calling bullshit on this one. Sorry.
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>>1815932
>Still. If I had a 15 year old child (male, female), they would have gone with me and wife to wedding. Let's face it, kids that age really can't be trusted if parents go out of town where they don't come back until the next day or so.
what can I say? my parents trusted me. never gave them any reason to believe I'd get into any trouble. besides it was sort of a get-away for them to be alone.

They didn't take him because of the age difference? If he went, it's not like he would have been the only adult there. If I were 22, I wouldn't have minded spending a weekend with 14-16 year olds (not for any sexual reason) and helping out where I could and just taking a break - plus, lake house!

it's not that they didn't want to take him. he didn't want to go. my friend's mother had friends there too so it's a choice between hanging with 14-16 year olds or 40-50 year olds or enjoying a nice quiet weekend at home. besides, Cowboy was from Texas and not a water person

>don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to belittle you here, but don't you think this whole situation skewed your view on sex a bit?
trust me, it did
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>>1815936
>sounds like you hadn't come to terms with yourself that you were bi.
it was more a case of trying to convince myself I was straight

>yeah, but you said you were in love with Cowboy - the whole Sandusky thing wasn't about love, it was pure sexual abuse and that to me seems like a different ball of wax than what you went through.
what Cowboy did was sexual abuse, as well as probably mental abuse. I know I was responsible for getting myself into that situation but I'm not letting him (or me) off the hook.
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>>1815933
>3. I didn't post a picture or anything and were discreet. I however didn't want to disappoint anybody, so i put those things in my profile

no one is asking for a picture.

>4.I don't have a lot of confidence and speaking up to older people was a no go at home, so those attempted sentences were already like a rebellion for me. When I said 'no' to something, they would either yell or hit me, so I learned to never use this word and always agree even if I don't like it. We also had no sex-ed and only one biology lesson where they showed us how and why to use condoms. I didn't watch a lot of porn because I was scared that someone would find out, and often installed and uninstalled grindr so nobody knows I was using it

So it seems to me that you experienced abuse at home, is that what I'm inferring here? Ok, wait, wait.....no sex-ed, but you have a smart phone and installed / uninstalled / installed grindr? In this day of technology and how it brings information right to your fingertips, you at no point were curious about sexual education to go and look stuff up about it on the internet? Also, on that note, you didn't watch a lot of porn because you were scared someone would find out, but you still installed / uninstalled grindr?

>5. The talk about "marking" someone was his thing; he would bring that up a lot. Similar how he convinced me that I like what happened because I came or had an erection

penises get erect because of stimulation that feels good or something you see arouses you to make the blood flow in your nethers. You can't claim to say, "no, no, I don't like this" and still have a hard on.
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>>1808454
so, every gay male ever?
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>>1815933
>6.After he finished first time, I didn't really know what to do, so I let him cuddle me. He convinced me that everything that happened was normal and I like it. I was so ashamed that I "liked" it I never talked about it

but didn't you feel / think that it was just creepy for him to cuddle with you? So he convinced you, but it still didn't make it right.

>7. I didn't want to make it political, but want to explain how my train of thought works and how kneejerky I might react if I see someone resembling him on TV.

but there's a huge difference in the analogy you used to what happened to you.
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>>1808485
>Yes you are, I can pick faggots, I reckon youre homo mate
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>>1815938
>Sorry, this didn't fit in the other post
>8.I don't know why I'm sometimes dreaming about him, and why I feel happy in those dreams. I'm currently saving up money to visit a psychologist (or psychiatrist) to get this worked out

and I hope this all works out for you because it sounds like you have some major issues to deal with. I feel bad that this experience distorted your view of a first time experience, but not all are like this and unfortunately for you yours should have been with someone around your age.
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>>1815941
>>Still. If I had a 15 year old child (male, female), they would have gone with me and wife to wedding. Let's face it, kids that age really can't be trusted if parents go out of town where they don't come back until the next day or so.
>what can I say? my parents trusted me. never gave them any reason to believe I'd get into any trouble. besides it was sort of a get-away for them to be alone.

my parents trusted me at that age as well, but they would have dragged me with them if they were in your parent's situation.

>They didn't take him because of the age difference? If he went, it's not like he would have been the only adult there. If I were 22, I wouldn't have minded spending a weekend with 14-16 year olds (not for any sexual reason) and helping out where I could and just taking a break - plus, lake house!
>it's not that they didn't want to take him. he didn't want to go. my friend's mother had friends there too so it's a choice between hanging with 14-16 year olds or 40-50 year olds or enjoying a nice quiet weekend at home. besides, Cowboy was from Texas and not a water person

I'm from (in) Texas and I like water. Hmm.

>>don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to belittle you here, but don't you think this whole situation skewed your view on sex a bit?
>trust me, it did

so before this, you never were never curious and fooled around with boys your age at that time?
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>>1815942
>>sounds like you hadn't come to terms with yourself that you were bi.
>it was more a case of trying to convince myself I was straight

christ, this is going to sound like a therapy session (sorry folks for hijacking this thread), but growing up when I did, I never realized there was that middle ground of "bisexuality". I know, it sounds pretty damn naive, but I only knew that someone was either straight or gay. I couldn't understand why I liked both boys and girls. Internally it was like there was this tug of war where the straight side was trying to pull me off the fence onto their side and vice-versa with the gay side. As I got older and my porn base knowledge grew, I discovered the whole "bi" thing. It wasn't until I was in college at the age of 22 that I admitted to myself that I was. You don't KNOW how much at peace that put me - made me understand and realize I wasn't going crazy. If I had been made aware of what "bi" meant when I was like 12 ~ 13, going through high school would probably have been a bit more tolerant for me.

>>yeah, but you said you were in love with Cowboy - the whole Sandusky thing wasn't about love, it was pure sexual abuse and that to me seems like a different ball of wax than what you went through.
>what Cowboy did was sexual abuse, as well as probably mental abuse. I know I was responsible for getting myself into that situation but I'm not letting him (or me) off the hook.

yes, true on both accounts, but couldn't you have seen where everything was going when you were with Cowboy?
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>18 years old
>do odd jobs on craigslist
> take job from ex policeman boomer divorced dad in the suburbs
>hes got a ton of money that he literally spends on hookers drugs and whatever else
>we take a liking to each other instantly and spend 5 hours yakking away while we haul scrap metal.
>offers me lines of crank
>we're snorting a lot as he gets more and more personable
>he kind of made me think of a really cool uncle
>showed me all his guns and cop shit while we do drugs and joke around
>my shirts been off this whole time and he keeps mentioning it, a long with talking about sex a lot
>Goes out of his way to talk about how he's not GAY or anything.
>Talks about his ED and how he still manages to get girls my age.
>he got laid more than me at the time with girls my own age
>Told me that he regualarly has escorts and prostitutes come over just to 69
> Turns out that's his favorite position and mine
>He lights up when I tell him this and he goes on and on about eating pussy
>says "I cant get the taste of pussy out of my mouth, it's all I eat and I know I wanna know what dick tastes like."
> I'd never done any gay stuff and neither had he but he's obviously curious so I say me too
>he whips his shirt off, doesn't say
anything
>get sweaty working
>both overheated and high as fuck
>tells me hes gonna wash off with the hose
>he strips naked, looks exactly like pic related
> I crack a joke about his tiny dick and now he wants to see mine.
>I strip naked and he admits that he really wants to experiment now that he can
> we talk about bisexuality being the norm when you think about it
>He tells me not to rinse off and grabs my shoulders and just starts licking my face
> I do the same and before I know what's going on me and this guy are slobbering all over each other as hard as possible
>we're both sunburnt and licking one another's red skin in the grass felt good
>spent hours going at this whole tongue flailing dog makeout, was oddly aroused by it
Cont.
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>>1815955
>so before this, you never were never curious and fooled around with boys your age at that time?
nope. I came from a Irish/Italian catholic family. The most I had done was masturbating. Touching another body for me was exciting and new.

>>1815956
>yes, true on both accounts, but couldn't you have seen where everything was going when you were with Cowboy?
more than one person has said love is blind. besides, I was in love with him. I doubt he ever saw me as anything but a hole to use
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>>1815940
I honestly don't know how the law should've protect me since there's no accuser in my case.
Besides that, the virginity thing was really important in my high school. I'm happy that this isn't the rule everywhere and kids have time to do what they want. Since I would've never had a girlfriend and won't be on prom anyway, I at least want to have that important "maturity test" on my resume

>>1815943
Again, most of those things happened because I was young and didn't know what I was doing. I read through some blogs, eg. how to hide my grindr useage and that I should gps-spoof myself, and thought I knew enough to start my adventure. I didn't expect that something would happen to me, so I didn't know I should look up more or wait until ready. I've seen curriculums where sex-ed incudes talk about sexual abuse and what you should do afterwards you got exposed. I only recently learned that things like PeP exist.

>>1815947
Yes, I was afraid and creeped out but I didn't know what else I should do, so I followed his lead. I had no friends and don't know what my family would've done to me if they found out about it (they probably would've driven me to a hospital, but I was too scared I get punished for it). Again, if I were 5-7 years older and had more confidence in myself, the whole thing wouldn't happen

>>1815950
Thank you, and I'm looking forward to it
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>>1815959
Continued
>covered in slobber we rolled around like literal fucking animals until we got thirsty and drank from the hose
>he wanted to try sucking dick first and nearly tore my dick off with how hard he sucked it the first time
>dude had a fuckin mouth
> we 69ed for awhile
> did more drugs
>He ate my ass like his life depended on it
>I try returning the favor, almost puke
>We spend a long time fingering each other, naturally we're making out as hard as possible
>Homedude takes some viagra
>we 69 again(were inside at this point, its late)
>I nut really hard down his throat
>his tiny three incher is barely hard and hes still sucking
>Like a fucking champ
>It feels fucking amazing but I need to return the favor
>He starts licking my nuts and taint as if they were a pussy and he only got more intense the closer he was to cumming
>I looked at the picture on the table of him in a police uniform and chuckled.
>He made a ton of noise as he was about to cum
>The speed and intensity of this mans taint and ball licking were almost inhuman at this point, sure he was on drugs but hes in his mid-late 50's and he kept this up for I dont know how long
> He finally came
>little trickle
> he says he had a blast
>I did too desu
> He wanted me to fuck him next time
> I say yeah sure and come back next weekend and get shit all over my dick so I never do it again.

We spent about a month fucking around and even had a foursome with some chicks until he said he needed to take a brake from it all and I only saw him a couple times after that
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>>1815959
Why does he have a nipple on his arm?
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>>1808283

>be 18
>first year at uni
>fooled around with girls in secondary school but never with another guy
>there's this PhD student who helps a lecturer of mine
>is there for all our tutorials and gets to know us well
>see him at a bar and we start chatting
>asks for my number
>we end up getting to know each other
>become more acquainted
>go to the gym together
>watch tv/sports/films/etc with each other
>flirting eventually ensues
>drunkenly share a kiss one night and he invites me to his place tomorrow
>roommates are with family so it's just us
>pissing rain before I arrive so he offers me a change of clothes
>more specifically a gym vest, a pair of designer briefs and these skinny tracksuit trousers
>we hit the sofa and share a bottle of whiskey between us
>eyes continue to drift towards him and I can't help but fixate
>wasn't God tier herculean attractive but he was handsome
>sandy blonde hair paired with brown eyes
>a lightly tanned complexion
>physique built but not overly so
>had some light stubble too
>almost as if he noticed the way I was staring at him
>suddenly leans in and kisses me
>kissing intensifies
>loosens his jeans revealing a bulge pressed against his boxers
>grabs the back of my head and pushes me against the outer layer of his underwear
>aroma of musk and sweat permeates as my tongue begins to lick the fabric covering his cock
>he stands up and tells me to kneel down
>pulls his boxers down revealing his cock
>I press my lips against the head
>begin to take his cock
>while all this is happening he becomes a lot more intense
>tells me to look directly at him as I suck him off
>'are you enjoying this anon'
>just nod my head
>'oh yeah man you're such a good cocksucker'
>hate to admit it but I'm turned on by how forceful and cocky he's being
>cock soon begins to pulsate
>can hear him moaning
>quickly removes his cock from my mouth right before he climaxes
>cums directly at me
>he holds my hand and asks if I want to go to the bedroom now
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>>1815973
Lol I didn't notice that.
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>>1816062
Get off this website you underage cunt.
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>>1816062
What country are you from?
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>>1816062
assuming this isn't bait it's perfectly normal to want to explore your sexuality but you should do that with guys your age. most intelligent/safe guys on Grindr aren't gonna hook up with someone your age so that leaves you with a lot of creeps.
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>>1815980
pls cont
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I am yet to.. I thought I was asexual before a month or two ago turns out I was repressing..
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>>1816146
Italy, why?
>>1816148
The thing is I like older men...
>>1816141
Oh shut up you asshole, it's not like you dont jerk off to barely 18 guys
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>sophomore in college, was curious about fooling around but considered myself straight
>met a black guy (I’m white) on yik yak back when that was a thing
>snap chatted, talking about hooking up
>finally walked over to his apartment one day
>he immediately dropped to his knees after I entered his room and closed the door
> my nervous self (first time) asked if we could start by jerking together
>we lay on the bed, he pulls out his big thick black cock
>we jerk off, then I grab his cock and stroke him as he strokes me
> I try sucking his cock, gagging in it until my eyes water as I go balls deep and play with his balls
>he turns me over and eats my ass, spanking me while I stroke myself
> I blow my cum all over his bed with his tongue in my ass
>I ask if he wants to cum and he said he already did
> we did that a couple more times and we still talk and send nudes to this day
>I want him to fuck me one day but his unit is so thick I’m scared

Maybe one day
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>be me
>14
>wasnt all that gay
>came across shemale fucks girl
>thought that wasnt all too gay, there was a girl and all that
>moved onto shemale and shemale
> "still wasnt gay though"
>moved to shemale fucks guy
> "okay this is a little gay"
>go to porn for about 6 months
>start to want to touch another cock
>try to find people my own age
>fuck this
(even though i was 14, i was about 6 foot and kinda chubby so i could pass for 17, the age of consent here)
>download grindr
>get my time wasted for over a month
>finally a 34 yr old daddy type messages me
>less than a mile away and kinda hung
>says he could book a hotel room within the week
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>>1816456
cont...
>he picks me up and asks my age and name
> tell him " " and 17
>he says hes going to call me jane and im to call him daddy or ill be punished
>he drives to the hotel
>so nervous and excited im shaking
>arrive and walk straight past the receptionist to a dirty look
>enter the room and he throws me a bag. "jane put these on" "yes daddy"
>open the bag in the bathroom, a thong, bra and fishnet stockings.
>never done this before but reminds me of the shemales so it turns me on so much
>"coming daddy"
>hes standing in the middle of the room, nothing but boxers on "come here jane"
>i get close and he grabs my head and forces his tongue deep into my mouth
>forces my head down to his boxers, shoves me into this crotch. so hot
>cant help myself and pull my daddies boxers down
>never even touched another mans cock now i have one in my face
>rams his cock down my throat
>gag and make a massive mess
>daddy starts to face fuck me
>im crying but love it so much
>he picks me up and throws me onto the bed
>spanks me so hard and shoves his cock back down my throat
>stops and positions himself behind my ass
>starts to give me a rimjob
> "am i getting fucked"
>he starts to finger me
>bliss
>come back to my face and rams his cock in my mouth for some lube
>feel the tip of his cock pressing against my shaved virgin hole
>forces it all the way in
> never screamed louder "SHUT UP BITCH"
>daddy doesnt slow down but just fucks me harder and deeper
>isnt so bad after a while
>he picks up the pace and im begging for it
> "FUCK ME! FUCK ME DADDY"
>he bottoms out and i feel his whole body shaking
>he fills me with his seed and says "your my little girl now, jane"
>never felt better in my life

we met once more after that and ive met over 50 guys since, got a few stories to tell
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I sucked my friends gross dirty cock after he got me stoned af. I really started to get into it about 2-3 minutes in so I begged him to cum down my throat and he did. Woke up the next morning and wanted to cry
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>be me, 17
>been slowly accepting i was gay
>worked at McDs and had a manager who was 23 at the time
>he is flambouyant and i took note he was gay no one else seemed to think so
>one day my McD group of friends decided to ditch work and have a big ass party
>have fun, drink, black out etc
>i recall me sitting on his lap at some point in the night and he's awestruck by this
>he asks me if i wanted to sit somewhere else
>i say no im good
>turned on, he starts to play the part and tells everyone hes taking me home, im mad drunk
>takes me home in his impala
>we make out in car in front of his house
>take it inside
>make out more and quickly undresses me
>i suck his 6' plus dick for a while
>after a while i ask him to enter me
>we end up in jockey position and destroys me a new asshole first time taking one in
>i spent the night at his place and we went on having nights like these for about a year until i disliked myself and didnt want to have to do anything to do with him.
>end
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i messaged a ladybonersgw poster, met up with him, and blew him
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>>1811789
Follow up.

What happened?
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>>1816572

Living the dream. Straight or gay? Username?
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>>1808283

I wish I'd had more male friends when I was a kid. I'd probably figured it out by now.

I'm 24, had a couple of girlfriends, and have always felt attracted to the girls in my school.

But I'm curious. Something tells me my place is with all four on the floor, shoving a dick up my ass. I want to try it just to know for sure if I'm gay, straight, or bi.

Don't have too many male friends even today, and the ones I have are horribly homophobic, so no luck there.

Can anyone give me some advice on how to have a gay expierence?
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>>1816612
>. I want to try it just to know for sure if I'm gay, straight, or bi....Can anyone give me some advice on how to have a gay expierence?

https://www.lovehoney.com/sex-toys/dildos/
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>>1816619
Way ahead of that, been doing it from some time now. My sister has a dildo that I've used when she's not home. I want to try the real thing. Kissing, fucking, sucking. Man, I'm so turned on right now.

Happy new year, btw.
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>>1808283
The only thing I remember is that it was when I was 7, not how it happened not even with who, you think it's normal to erase this from your head ?
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>Be me,first semester at uni. 18
>Have roommate. Not particularly attractive but not bad.
>Have private bathroom in room.
>Roomy doesn't strip or dress in bathroom like one may think. Does it in room instead.
>Not knowing this. Sitting on couch directly across from bathroom door watching TV
>Roomy comes out of bathroom. Cock less than a few feet from my face.
>Stare a bit but look away before he notices.
>Now when roomy takes shower while I'm in the room I move to exact spot on couch toget me a nice eyefull.
>Never catches me....until.
>One day turn on vidia while in cock show position.
>Usual exit with eyefull of near perfect cock.
>Character in vidia dies while catching my glimpse
>Fuck! Stared too long that time.
>He clearly caught me but says nothing.
>He instead sits on the couch about two feet away with towel only half covering his cock.
>Watcha playing anon?
>Ummm..Far Cry 2.
>Is it tough?
>Nah.
>Fucking awkward.
>Towel just falls to the floor, I act like I didn't notice but I feel him staring a hole in me.
>Need to get dressed?
>I'm in no rush.
>Catch a glimpse of his fully erect cock before catching eyes with him.
>I slowly start to reach my hand across the couch, not know how this is all about to go down.
>Suddenly he scoots right up to me so his cock lands in my hand.
>So warm and hard. The memory makes me fucking horny to this day.
>Start to stroke him. His cock is perfect.
>Stroke him some more before he gently bats my hand away.
>Puts his hind on the back of my head and starts to draw it in.
>Oh fuck Im about to suck a cock.
>Before thought even finishes He's balls deep in my mouth.
>Suck him like mad. The warmth, the texture, the shape. I loved it all.
>tell me he's coming and he lets off my head, giving me opportunity to pull away.
>Fuck that take his cum right down the throat
>Cleans off and gets dressed. Off to his female date.
>Do this on the reg for a year before I transfer out. Never heard from again.
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>Grindr a few weeks ago, guy (around 30) just asks me if I have a good ass
>Send a pic, he says "nice" and sends a dick pick
>Dick seems big, around 8 inches maybe
>Asks me if I can host, tell him I can't and he stops answering, bummer

>Fast forward to two days ago, he again asks me if I can "bring my ass"
>"You come here, I fuck you and goodbye"
>I like how direct he is but at the same time I am kind of frightened because I don't even know if I'm being catfished
>We exchange face pics. He seems handsome and his pictures seem to match with his profile pic, good sign but still not 100% sure
>He asks me to send a pic of my butthole to him, I do
>"you open it up as soon as you arrive, no talking ok?", I say yes
>He sends me his adress, just a few blocks from where I live
>"I'll be waiting at my living room, naked"
>I arrive at his apartment building, go up the stairs and find a slightly open door
>I enter and see him, with only his shirt on. I close the door behind me
>Nice body, well built, and the room is dark, lit only by the TV with a paused video about politics or something. Also a slight marijuana smell
>I say hi and he only answers with "hi" as he sits in his sofa, stroking his hard dick and watching me at the waist level
>I start removing my trousers in front of him and he grabs me by the upper leg
>Ask him if I can suck him, he tells me yeah if I want. By this point I've already removed my slips
>Get on my knees while he is still in the sofa. Holy shit the feeling of a hard dick on your hands is so great. I start sucking him.
>Meanwhile he bends to touch my butt
>After one or two minutes he tells me to stop, gets up and tells me to get on 4 over the sofa
>I tought he would go in but instead he starts rimming me. Holy shit it feels so... weirdly great. I feel his tongue all over his anus and my cheeks
>After a few minutes of this he puts on the condom and starts going in. I tell him to go slowly at first

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>>1816771
>He fucks me at first slow but then faster as I try to follow his rythm
>After maybe 5 or 7 minutes he goes even faster and starts groaning, and then stops
>He removes his dick from me, walks to the kitchen and asks me if I want some water. I accept.
>I ask him if he liked and he says "yes yes it was nice". Definitively he doesn't talk a lot. I also ask for his name and I tell him mine.
>Get out of his apartment and back home, happy about what just happened

>20 minutes later he sends me a message "You have a nice ass Anon, what sport do you do?"
>We chat for a little while. He talks a lot more trough the app than in person
>An hour later he sends me another message "Such a good ass man, I would fuck you again"
>"Whenever you want", I answer. I was pretty horny that day but didn't fap so I was ready to get fucked again
>"Today?"
>"If you want"
>"I like how you let yourself, if we meet again you know, we go straight to the point"
>A few hours later he asks me when I'll come over, I tell him I can go now if he wants
>"Ok, but you know, no talking, I like it like that"
>I once again go to his apartment ready for round two
>Once again I enter his apartment and he is again on the sofa. Without talking at all I start removing my trousers in front of him
>He removes my briefs and makes me get on 4 again on the sofa
>Once again he start rimming me but even MORE vigorously than the last time
>I feel the little hairs of his shaved beard between my cheeks and around my hole while his tongue licks everything
>I never really liked a lot the idea of rimming but getting it done to you is fucking amazing
>He then turns me around (face up) and keeps licking my ass and then goes for the balls
>h-h-hoooolly fuuuuckkkk the tickles
>He also starts fingering me
>Then he turns me around again (face down) and once again, condoms his dick and start going in
>This time it gets in much easier and he immediatly goes balls deep

[2/3]
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>>1816772
>He again starts fucking me and after a while we change positions, going to the other sofa
>I start getting the hang on keeping a rythm with him
>He then puts his right arm around my leg and grabs my soft dick and balls (even though I was loving the experience by that point I had lost my boner)
>He forces me again to change position, putting me against the window, which overviews one of my city's main streets
>Seeing all the christmas decorations and happy families making their shopping while being pounded by another man feels amazing, I love being alive
>He puts his arms around my chest and I feel his torso against my back, then again he grabs me by the benis, god the tickling
>I instead use my right hand and grab his balls while he fucks me
>By this point we have been fucking by way more than the first time
>Finally he starts fucking me even harder, groans and cums inside me, then he backs up
>I put my clothes on, drink some water and leave

>The very next day during the morning he texted, asking me come over again, but I was with my family getting ready for new year's eve and buying stuff so I told him I couldn't, but sure as hell I would have gone if I could
>Pretty sure we are going to fuck quite a lot in the future

Happy New Year.

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I had a time in winter where i was feeling tired and weak and decided to go to a sauna.
So i was various sauna´s and when i was done with a 10 minute session i left the sauna and was walking to the showers where i noticed that a guy is following me. He and i showered and i decided to go to the turkish bath. He followed me once again and when i left again he came with me again , but this time a older guy around 55 left with us. I headed to the outdoor pool with a cave build from rocks. The older guy followed me inside the pool and the younger guy left. I dont know why i did that since im heterosexual but i swum inside the cave knowing that this guy will follow me. I sit down on the built-in bench in the pool and he stood next to me and started talking. He asked if he can give me a handjob and i replyed : why not? And in the end it was really exciting to get a Handjob from a older guy inside a public pool..
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>>1816771
>>"You come here, I fuck you and goodbye"

>>"you open it up as soon as you arrive, no talking ok?", I say yes

Damn, it's no wonder gay men have such a bad rep from the rest of the world.
Sheesh, you horny hoes--not all of us are like this.
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>16
>never had any bf/gf
>join drama class
>months later i meet a cute boy
>he is really cute
>he kisses everyone, joking
>he kisses me, only lips
>holyshit.jpeg
>is this a boner
>we start talking
>he is way too affectionate with me
>i dont mind at all
>actually i kinda like it
>we have to act at 4:00 pm
>we agreed to meet at 1:30 pm
>we went to a aparted place in the school
>gave my first kiss
>touch ourselves
>touch our dicks over the pants
>do that every time we saw eachother

>became my first boyfriend
>"i guess im not straight"
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Kik dosiland
> be me 20years old. Gf makes me try anal with strapon
> Love it
> I became a bit submitted to her while doing it
> Fast forward she leaves me
> We stay in good terms
> Tell her I miss anal
> She tells me to try with men but I didn't wanted
> Later she went black and told me how he is dominative
> I felt kinda excited
> Went on Grindr
> I get tones of offer
> one black guy talked to me
> We talked for days
> I went to see him
> He makes me go naked
> I was so excited
> He put his dick out
> Biggest dick ever seen
> Suck it deep in his living room
> He later fucked my ass like I was never fucked by my ex gf.
> Cum on my face
> Feel like a slut
> Went out and told my ex.
> "You understand why I like blacks"
> "Yes"
> We both went black and never went back
Kik dosiland if you want to talk
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I was 20 or so and living at school. Had always had a girlfriend but had some sort of bi side.

Would regularly get nude on skype and other things like that for other guys. Loved having older guys watch me and tell me what they wanted to see.

As time went on, thought I’d be interested in getting sucked off by a guy. Put up a craigslist ad but always pussies out.

Finally talked to this guy for a bit, 45yo, seemed chill, was staying at a nearby hotel for work. Set everything up for us to meet. I was too fucked up to drive so he came to pick me up.

Thankfully he didn’t kill me or rob me. So it all seemed square. I took off my shorts in his car on the short ride back, as I was extremely horny.

Once we got to his hotel, he wanted to watch me take a shower. It was extremely hot being totally nude in front of another guy for the first time. He was salivating.

Once that ended I got out and he sucked me off and ate my asshole for a good amount of time. I had never gotten a blow job that good. He swallowed my cum as I busted, while he had a finger in my ass.

Met up a couple more times. Then graduated.
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>>1816601
i won't reveal username, but he was experimenting and figuring his sexuality out. i think he's basically romantically straight but sexually bi.
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>>1815915

>political and irrelevant. the woman turned out to be a fraud and her claim / statements were duly refuted.

And yet you make your reply political also and share your political opinion. The whole case is she said/he said and there is no proof either way, just whose side you choose to take.
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>>1815933

You do not need to defend yourself against anybody on the internet. It is however people like this guy picking apart everybody's posts that makes people hesitant to share anything anywhere on the internet.

Bottom line, do not get trolled by virgin dotard hiding behind his keyboard, the most excitement he gets is when he gets somebody riled up and can use it as fuel to beat off to.
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>>1817182
Mr and Mrs cuck
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Pretty basic kek
> be 20
> had toys since 18
> meet guy on craigslist (rip)
> semi-fit erfo not fat or 6 pack
> agree to meet up after exchanging pics
> went to his place and told to come in
> he was sitting on the couch naked
Had sorta this d/s fetish
> told me to strip and get sucking (praticing on toys allowed me to throat his 7 inches no problem )
> at it for 15 or so minutes before he came ( actually pretty good cum sweet even)
> after he finished told me to dress and fuck off
> went home and came buckets to what just hapoened
Wish i would have responded to his texts after just kinda got freaked out and also scared i might have gotten something ( stds)
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FratPad Micky
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>>1814797
Damn this just made it way hotter and it was already really hot to begin with. What did you wear? I'm thinking shorts here.
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>>1815824
Wonderful details. Also sorry.

I got off to every single young boy getting groomed/raped by older boy/man story. Keep them coming.
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>>1817619
>You do not need to defend yourself against anybody on the internet. It is however people like this guy picking apart everybody's posts that makes people hesitant to share anything anywhere on the internet.
>Bottom line, do not get trolled by virgin dotard hiding behind his keyboard, the most excitement he gets is when he gets somebody riled up and can use it as fuel to beat off to.

I wasn't asking him to defend himself you fucktard, I was wanting some clarification of things he'd said as the whole thing just raised the ole eyebrow more than a few times. And I'm certainly not a virgin, unlike you probably. Have fun living in your parent's basement.
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>>1817731
>Have fun living in your parent's basement.

If you're going to fall back on tired, overused online retorts at least do everyone the courtesy of learning how to use an apostrophe correctly.
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>>1817739
>>Have fun living in your parent's basement.
>If you're going to fall back on tired, overused online retorts at least do everyone the courtesy of learning how to use an apostrophe correctly.

And how do you know that I didn't do that on purpose? Oh do fuck off.
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>>1817788
>And how do you know that I didn't do that on purpose? Oh do fuck off.

Seriously? Because you're too far up you own ass and pleased with the smell in there to ever be deliberately self-deprecating.

This current petty attempt to excuse even an elementary mistake corroborates that.

I pity your co-workers. There's nothing worse than a brittle ego tha's utterly convinced of its own infallibility
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>>1815943
I didn't believe a single word the guy you talking to wrote but you should really evaluate what you just said about erections and how having one means you're really enjoying it. Signs of sexual arousal isn't a rare experience for rape victims, men and women alike. As you said the body reacts to certain manual stimulus wether you, the thinking mind attached to that body, like it or not. It's a big deal for rape victims because people like you will handwave a humiliating, painful, disgusting experience that's all about losing control over your body just because that little thing they had no control over happened.
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>>1817697
Sorry to disappoint you. First contact was early January so I was wearing winter gear. Last contact was in early June, probably wearing jeans and t-shirt.
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>>1817843
>Seriously? Because you're too far up you own ass and pleased with the smell in there to ever be deliberately self-deprecating.
>This current petty attempt to excuse even an elementary mistake corroborates that.
>I pity your co-workers. There's nothing worse than a brittle ego tha's utterly convinced of its own infallibility

Again, how do you know? You don't, do you? Trying to go on the offensive after me won't work. As for the smell of my ass - I do like it as it smells of roses and freshly baked cupcakes. At least I know how to spell the word "that's". Come on smart ass, what is your reply to this? Again, fuck off you snowflake.
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>>1817920
>I didn't believe a single word the guy you talking to wrote but you should really evaluate what you just said about erections and how having one means you're really enjoying it. Signs of sexual arousal isn't a rare experience for rape victims, men and women alike.

I'm sure that if a guy is unwillingly - and that's the key word - raped, he's not going to be erect.
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>>1817788
>>1817843
>>1817920
>>1817945
Just STFU or take it elsewhere. Thanks so much for shitting up a perfectly good thread with your pointless pathetic argument that is going nowhere and annoying the ever loving fuck out of everyone.
I'll say it again just in case you didn't understand the first time- FUCK OFF out of this thread.
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>>1817947
that's as dumb as saying women can't orgasm while being raped and if they do that means they're enjoying it


and if you think that you're fucking retarded
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>senior year high school
>i got on the school bus
>next stop a yellow hair, blue eye, skinny boy got on
>i'm awoke
>nothing happened, end of story.
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>>1817945
>Again, how do you know? You don't, do you?
Well, if you'd like to get technical...
a.) it's a common grammatical mistake
b.) it's made almost exclusively by people who haven't learned proper plural possessives
c.) there's nothing to be gained from making it deliberately since (b.)
d.) if c.) were in fact the case, it shows you're uneducated
e.) and d.) undermines the air of feigned superiority you use to bolster your fragile self-esteem.

But I know for an entirely different reason. Contextually, your replies to others on this thread, not just to me personally, are those of an argumentative fuckhead whose ego won't allow him to admit when he's wrong.

Someday you're going discover your personality really DOES come through in your writing and online anonymity does nothing to disguise how crappy it truly it is. Look at yourself. You'd rather resort some contrived rhetorical question rather than concede anything, no matter how inconsequential and obvious.

>As for the smell of my ass - I do like it as it smells of roses and freshly baked cupcakes.
What comes out of it bears a strong resemblance to the material in your skull.

>At least I know how to spell the word "that's"
Good for you! Okay class, let's all give Anon a big round of applause for being Most Improved Student Of The Week. He's learned how to write a contraction correctly.

Incidentally, self-aggrandizement is another habitual trait of people with self-esteem issues. Did you mean to demonstrate that as well?
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>>1818454
>>1817947
>>1817945
>>1817843
>>1817788
>>1817739
>>1817731
can we get back to story time or are you two going to continue arguing?
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>>1818459
> or are you two going to continue arguing?
>you two
>two

Protip: there's one anon >>1817945 who's arguing with at least two other people.
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>>1818402
That reminds me
>13, still going to church
>two new brothers arrive, same age as me
>one's dark haired, the other blond
>the blond one always likes to hug me
>plays footsie with me in Sunday school
>always ignore his flirting
>sits next to me in pew one time
>his gf is sitting on the other side
>his hand and arm start brushing up against me
>I feel this hot, nervousness come over me for the first time
>whispers something like, can I sit on your lap?
>nothing happened
>I move to a different church, never see him again
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>>1818571
well, gj i think. it's like a heart break waiting to happen and you avoided it.
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> be me 25 yo
> in boring realationship with 6/10 girl
> bored and looking for an adventure
> find this 46 yo, looking for a young man to suck him off
> chat for a while, exchange pictures
> looks good to me
> finally agree to meet up in his garage
> requests me to strip naked, so does he
> get on my knees and start touching it
> its hot and feels really nice, different from touching yourself
> get on with it and start pleasing him
> having some practice from sucking my self, I get it done fairly good (I guess)
> as I am curious, I manage to take it all the way in
> cums a lot in my mouth - like really much, basically filling my mouth
> swallow it, tastes ok but I m so horny at that point that I loved it
> suck him clean for a good minute until he went soft because I couldn't stop
> drive home and masturbate like a crazy person
> texts me that I was awesome ... natural talent I guess

Pic absolutely related.... him
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>>1816773
Hot. Any pics?
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>>1816471
mas!
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>>1814835
>>1814636
this
And also, remember that you have to "push" with your butt when you're receiving dick, I know it sounds counterproductive but you have to try to push that dick out of you if you want it to slide in properly. Also smonk weed to relax the muscles
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>Started having fantasies about other men at 21 but was always pursuing women

>Close Friend With Benefits knew about this

>Invited me to have a threesome with her and her boyfriend

>Loved sucking his dick

>Loved him sucking my dick

>Loved swallowing his cum

>Loved him swallowing my cum

>Got to fuck her in the ass too, which was awesome

>Same-sex interest has gotten stronger over the years

>In a LTR with a woman who won't share, otherwise would love to date, kiss, suck, fuck, be fucked by other men

>Took a long time to get comfortable with the term, but now call myself bi

>Have good sex with my girl but grateful for gay and bi porn
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>>1816636
You disgusting animal. You're 24 years old, buy your own fucking sex toys. How would you feel if you had a dildo you used for deep-throating and found out your sister was shoving it up her ass while you were gone? She could get an infection from what you're doing. Stop it.

If you want to fuck a man then do what every other self-ashamed "straight" guy does and USE. THE. INTERNET.
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>>1814645
You need to experiment with someone your own age (will be easier as you are both learning) and explore your body. You will not have a good experience with Grindr hookups unless you know what you're doing. Start a conversation and build a bit of a relationship, don't just jump to hooking up.

Also, Don't go straight to fucking, it takes time and practice. You have to learn not to tense up, it's a skill. Get good at Foreplay, that's where the majority of the fun happens. And learn to say what you want or don't in the moment, Guys need instructions.


(Sidenote: Workout while you're young and build your body, it's my biggest regret that I didn't)
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>17
>Still not sure if I was gay, bi, whatever
>Knew a gay guy (friend of a friend) wanting to suck my dick
>Figured I might as well, why the fuck not
>Texted back and forth, he knew about my situation and that only made him more horny about it all
>Went to his place, as his parents were on vacation
>Just chilled a bit and watched a movie
>Halfway through he casually just hops on top of me and starts kissing
>Shy me didn't have the balls to say wtf are you doing.
>But hey, it was pretty hot anyways
>He worked his way down and started playing with my hard dick trough my pants
>Pulls my pants down and he started sucking it like there's no tomorrow
>holy shit, best thing ever.
>Tell him to stop after like a minute or else I'm not gonna hold it anymore
>he keeps going
>Drained my balls and swallowed it all
>He gets up and breaks out some weed from somewhere
>we smoke a bit, continue watching the movie
>Movie finishes, and we start making out again
>This time he wanted me to fuck him
>Had some great sex
>We became good friends after and kept fucking once in a while
>Started dating about 3 years after that first time. Still together now <3
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Last week my wife was at work all day so I had a guy over who wanted to suck my cock while I talked about how I would fuck his gf. He came over, we were both nervous, but he gave me a great blowjob, mentioned how hot y he was as he was leaving and ended up sucking his cock too and sealing his whole load.
Here’s a pic from a message he just sent me.
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I always wanted to do cruising in public toiletes when i was 13 one time i saw someone jerking in the urinals and when i saw him he saw me and then he showed me his Dick i always wanted to suck one and feel it in my mouth so i took his Dick and i sucked it so good.
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>>1819026
ohh
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>>1814645
You were nervous because it was your first time. Find a guy that you can be comfortable with and go slowly.
You're only 16 buddy, you've got at least 24 more years to be a wild slut. Don't rush it.
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>be 16yo
>parents have always been heavily involved in foster care, I've had lots of foster brothers/sisters
>they start fostering this super cute guy
>he's about a year younger than me
>very friendly, bubbly, and kinda "faggy" personality
>assume he got kicked out by his folks for being gay
>was still pretty homophobic at that point
>mostly because I was still repressing my own gay feelings
>desperately trying to convince myself that I was a 100% normal straight masculine jock
>so... I'm kind of a douche towards him at first
>and when I catch him ogling me, I'm like "yep, called it"
>but instead of feeling disgusted by him admiring me, I get flattered and turned on
>start inventing excuses to casually let him see me shirtless, in boxers, naked, etc
>I try to convince myself that I was just "teasing" him, as a "joke"
>and as we get more friendly with each other, this "teasing" of him gets more blatant and physical
>in the back of my mind, I realize I'm being a little bit gay
>but I tell myself I was just being vain and getting off on his attention
>it's not like I would ever let it go anywhere! right??
>forgetting that of course he would figure out what was up
>and that of course he would eventually take the hint and make a move of his own
>so he starts flirting back
>and things keep escalating
>until I finally "let" him get into my pants and suck me off
>he's a fucking pro
>it feels so fucking good, way better than any girl I'd ever been with
>have enormous post-cum regret afterwards, of course
>but I kept going back for more, again and again
>doesn't take long before I start fucking him too
>gets to the point where I'm sneaking over to his room almost every night to nail him to his mattress
>I'm pretty dumb and selfish about the whole thing
>but he seems to enjoy it, despite the lack of reciprocation
>lasts for over 2 years
>up until I start dating a girl in college
>and desperately try to backpedal myself into heterosexuality again lol
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>>1819802

So what happened to him, dumbass? Lrn2 tell a better story...
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>>1819804
Foster care teen? Already "a fucking pro"?

It's obvious the kid was a child abuse victim.
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>>1819802
It's pretty boring and off-topic, mostly just about what a massive toolbag I am. But fine.

He was obviously hurt when I abandoned him after basically stringing him along for 2 years. To me it was "just" guilty sex that I wanted to forget about, but he had strong romantic feelings for me. But I'd left home for college and was busy with new friends and girlfriend and trying to repress my homo guilt. So like a selfish asshole, I didn't even think about how he felt about it.

He stayed with my parents until he aged out of foster care. They helped him get on his feet with financial aid for college. Being the blithering dumbfuck that I was, it took me a while to realize why he didn't really keep much contact with me after he moved out.

Years later, I saw him again when he stopped by my parents' house to visit for the holidays. At that point, I was finally coming to grips with my own sexuality, so I made a pass at him. Confidently expected him to happily drop to his knees and worship my dick, just like the good ol' days. Instead he told me to fuck off, and spelled out a lot of the stuff in the last few paragraphs.

I was defensive at first, but once I had time to think about it, I realized what a fucking douchebag I'd been. Ended up apologizing to him several times, and we've had a few heartfelt talks about it. Our relationship is much better now... but probably not as good as we could be if I hadn't put him through all that. I doubt we'll ever be sexual with each other again; he's got a long-term boyfriend who he's very happy with now.

>It's obvious the kid was a child abuse victim.
Yep. Another blatant thing I was too self-absorbed to realize at the time. I don't know the full story, but but from what he's told me, it sounds like his former step-dad basically groomed him from puberty into being his sex toy. And when word got out, his mom sided with her husband (and blamed my foster bro for it, apparently). So the state pulled him out.
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>22
>Always a bit curious
>Gf at the time used to peg me
>She was out of town and I had been edging all day
>Drinking whiskey and browsing /soc/
>Meetup thread
>Agree to meet a local guy at a park
>No face, no names was the agreement
>Sitting on the swings waiting for him
>Still drinking my nerves away
>Yellow car pulls up
>Really tall guy gets out
>Stand up and wave
>Pull my shorts down and bend over swing
>Ass in the breeze staring at the ground
>Feel the cold lube hit my back/ass
>He lubes up my ass with a finger
>Clenchmode:engage
>Hear the condom wrapper being opened
>Wrapper hits ground under my face
>Starts sawing wood on my ass
>Feels big
>He goes in for the kill
>Feel the pop of his head
>BIG
>He starts rocking and warming me up
>Then thrusts balls deep without warning
>I yelp and my knees give out
>He pushes against me and the swing starts squeaking
>Every thrust is a squeak and a grunt
>I’m sweating and can’t feel my legs
>He’s fucking my ass like I owe him money
>I reach back to create some space
>He pins my arm to my back
>Max speed
>I feel him cum
>He backs out and I fall to my knees
>Sat there for a while
>Cum running out of my ass
>Unused condom between my legs
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>>1819837
this board is full of sad people stuck in that stage where they would have dropped to their knees and taken you back

i'm so glad he didn't and he called you out on your fucking terrible behavior

kid must be really strong to come out all that stuff with good head on his shoulders
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where is the best site to find gay men in the us? especially if it is my/his first time
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>>1819919
Bumping this question too. Grindr seems like a terrible idea especially in my region
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>>1808283
>Be me 18
>Never really met any gays that weren't faggot sissies or trans
>Say fuck it decide to finally have sex on Grindr
>Start getting a lot of attention but settle on this handsome white dude 34 8 inches (the selling point for giving my virginity)
>We talk for a while and decide to meet at his place
>Have my first kiss and make out session
>Turns out I love kissing
>Move on to sucking his dick because I'm eager
>Cock tastes way better than I imagined really want him to cum in my mouth but want to have sex
>Soon we get naked and move to his bed
>He fingers me and rims me feelsgoodman
>We get into the missionary position (kind of like mating press)
>He aligns his cock with my hole bare
>I was naive and needed a bare cock luckily he was clean
>He slides into me
>Damn he's big
>Finally gets in balls deep
>I can feel his warm balls resting on my cheeks
>He's kissing me while I adjust to him
>So romantic, I feel so connected with him
>Says I'm the tightest hole he's ever been in
>Kind of hurts but feels good seeing how much pleasure I'm giving him
>He starts thrusting
>The groans and faces he makes are fucking hot
>Eventually relax and he gets into a nice rythm
>Holy fuck my prostate
>Feel pressure building up, my face feels flushed
>I'm about to cum
>He says he is too
>I tell him to cum inside but he doesn't want to for my first time
>I grab his ass with my legs and keep him inside while he empties his balls into me
>Literally the only time I could FEEL a guy cum (like pulsing his seed into me)
>He groans as I cum buckets
>Feel bad and apologize for forcing him to cum inside
>He kisses me and says it's cool
We had sex a few times after but sort of drifted apart. Glad to say I had a great first time. Pic related is me
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>>1808283

>be me, 23
>cutie 18yo on kik
>up until this point I have never been with anyone due to closet
>stick to nude threads and call myself the "dick doctor" on /b/
>cutie messages, sends nudes, tells me about himself
>he lives blocks away so I say fuck it, ask if he wants to meet up
>he does but only if I put him in panties and treat him like a girl
>cool
>go to bonds outlet and buy a variety of panties and training bras in his size xs
>so turned on by his giant cock, but longish hair and fem body
>pick him up from his place near the outer rim suburbs, he is not rich just a regular aussie which is so much hotter
>no shit he wears kmart clothes and I find it super boy-next-door sexy
>he tells me more about himself and his voice is so sexy, he does this sexy hair flick which is oh so innocent
>he looks 14, but he stops and buys smokes on the way so I know he 18, sigh of relief
>when he gets in the car I reach over and he is rock hard, he blushes and I swoon
>get to my place and chop up a sesh, he bought smokes for spin as he cant smoke greenies
>get a buzz going and put a hand under his ass, he stands up in front of me and I lower his kmart shorts
>he has Alpha undies on, nice looking but inexpensive and I am glad I bought some of the more expensive lingerie from bras n things, not just bonds
>Lower his undies and this fat cock, around 6.5" but so thick I can barely grip it pops out
>i immediately put it in my mouth and explore, he moans and says when he does it to himself it isnt nearly this sensational
>I undress him and take him upstairs where the panties are laid out on my double bed
>he asks me to choose and I put him in a black g string and training bra, he looks phemomenal
>he has that thing where his chest is sunk in and I think it is super sexy, he says it is what helps him suck himself off and gives me a demonstration
>this boy is perfect

We spent many days together over a year, then he kept "meeting girls" and not seeing me. We drifted apart.
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>>1821377

We sucked each other off and I came in his ass raw that day and every other time I saw him I would have new panties and do different things. Sometimes we went to the movies, midday showing of some nearly out of theaters movie and fool around, I drank his piss many times and we had a few three ways with a boy we met on tinder.

When I say met girls it was genuinely girls, he always claimes to be straight with a cock fetish, but the girls lasted a few weeks and he would always come running back to me. But the 3rd time he ditched me for pussy i'd had enough and just decided to move on.
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>18, first year of college
>Go to a frat party
>But it's like a frat for nerds
>Go in wearing a mesh top, just to let them know I want dick
>I've hung out with some of the guys before, played dnd with them and such, so I go talk to them
>One of them, I'll call him Jack, keeps looking at me
>target aquired
>He pours me some shots, I drink them, start the flirting
>I notice one of his shirt buttons is undone
>I reach over and button it for him
>He's a lot taller than me (I'm barely 5'2) and he's just staring down at me
>"God that was cute anon"
>Then continues the convo normally
>Calls me cute multiple times that night
>Oh cool, someone brought pudding shots
>Jack hands one to me
>I'm leaning against a wall, he's leaning over me
>Take it, dip my finger into it and lick it off
>He looks down at me intensely and says
>"Good boy"
>I could have cum in my pants right then and there
>I eat the whole pudding shot like that
>"Follow me"
>He grabs my arm and leads me somewhere off from the party, grabbing another pudding shot on the way
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>>1821391
>I'm back up against a wall but this time it's just us
>He dips his finger in the pudding
>I open my mouth and look up at him
>He looks like he is going to malfunction
>He brings his finger close to me and I start to slowly lick the pudding off of it
>Fuck it
>I start sucking his finger in ernest.
>He starts swearing
>I pull off, ask if he's ok
>He grabs the sides of my face and kisses me hard
>He's too tall and not bending over so I jump up and wrap my legs around him
>He seems to love that
>Sloppy makeout time
>We are rubbing up against each other and he starts kissing and sucking on my neck
>Feels so fucking good
>We end up on a couch
>He's on top of me, kinda crushing me but in a good way
>Keeps telling me how hot I was, how good it felt
>I ask if I can suck his dick
>Doesn't say anything, but jumps up and removes his pants fast as fuck
>I get down on my knees and pull him out of his underwear
>Never sucked a real dick, but im confident
>He seems to really like it
>I guide his hand to my hair
>He gets the message and starts fucking into my mouth
>Trying so hard not to gag, having a great time
>He calls me a good boy again
>Love it
>Tells me to be a good boy and swallow his cum
>I do as the good boys do
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>>1821392
>He starts feeling me up again, asks if he can help me get off
>I tell him to sit on the couch
> I straddle his leg and start to rub down on it
>He is enjoying the show
>He grabs my waist and starts pushing me down on his leg harder
>I let him take over, go almost limp
>He's holding me so tight and there is so much pressure on my dick
>His dirty talk starts to evolve into
>"You like that? Fucking up again my thigh? Did sucking cock get you this hard?"
>I tell him to be rough
>He starts pulling my hair
>He's rubbing my dick with his hand now, still through my pants
>"This is what you came here for, right? You got all dressed up just for someone like me to mess you up"
>I say yes
>"Knew you were a slut from the moment I saw you"
>(I don't tell him that this was my first time even kissing a guy)
>We continue on like that, until I cum, still in my pants, pretty uncomfortable but I don't give a shit
>It's like 2 am now
>He pulls me into his bed and spoons me
>I wonder if I'm dreaming
>Wake up in the morning to his dick on my ass
>Have stuff to do that day so I couldn't stay

That was before winter break, I go back soon. I really really regret not having him fuck my ass. Hopefully we can do that soon.
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Bout to get dicked down for the first time by pic related in an hour. Anyone got any tips? Haven’t eaten since yesterday lunch and douched now.
Can post greentext later if you want
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>>1819886
Omg. Any std? Did you like it?
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>>1821502
How'd it go? Anymore pics?
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>>1821517
Went pretty well
>he knocked on door
>open up, he’s like 5’9 (I’m 6’0)
>not really into shorter but ok
>we sit in my sofa and talk, he’s a really interesting guy desu
>move closer to him, waiting for him to make a move
>he puts his hand on my thigh
>heaven.jpg
>lean in and kiss him, undress etc
>dick is maybe 6 inches?
>expectedbiggerbutnicestart.mov
>go down on him, almost gag cuz first time but hey
>he sucks my dick like it’s a lollipop and eats my ass like it’s his last meal in prison
>diamonds.jpg
>say I want him to fuck me
>we go at it maybe 10 mins, no shit and feels nice
>he got a problem keeping it up with condom
>tell him we end in 69 then
>swallow each others jizz
>talk and cuddle some more then he left

All in all it was great, I really enjoyed it but kinda feel unsatisfied? Good first time at least.
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>>1821393
That was really fucking hot more please
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My first attempt was when I was 14 with the kid down the street one summer day. 2 horny kids we started fooling around and tried everything (he is the first and only guy I have ever fucked) but when he tried to fuck me he was just too big and it hurt like hell so we didnt. (hindsite, we werent exactly experts on teasing the ass open - we used petroleum jelly for lube)

My second attempt was similar- 6yrs later in college- also summer and horny as hell- called a gay hooker to cum fuck me and we was also huge and it hurt like hell. We took more time and I tried straddling him but he was just too big and made me bleed a little so we stopped.

It would be another 6yrs before I was fucked properly without pain and I have come to realize that my ass cannot always live up to the promises my eyes mouth make.
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>>1821567
>my ass cannot always live up to the promises my eyes mouth make.
iktf
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Not my first gay experience (duh...) but I thought I might share my first public gay experience that I happened to be apart of during this new year's. Maybe not really relevant to this thread though.

> Have a foreign boyfriend
> Be abroad at boyfriend's friend's house
> Around 11pm and people are starting to get drunk
> I get up and go to the toilet
> After a while I come back out and make my way back to the others
> When I arrive I see my boyfriend squatting butt naked over his best friend who is laying beneath with his mouth open
> Boyfriend has cupped his cock and balls
> Almost everyone is laughing
> Boyfriend's eyes meet mine
> I see (from my pov) some fluid start to disperse from his hand
> Then my eyes meet the guy's girlfriend's eyes who is standing further back in the room
> We exchange a mix of shock/horror and mutual understanding
> I retreat back to the toilet
> Soon the best friend that was laying beneath comes running in and pukes in the shower
> Boyfriend comes in shortly thereafter
> Still in shock
> Say "WTF was that?!"
> Boyfriend tells me it was a "basoom" and he lost a dare and had to do it
> I guess "Foreigners will be foreigners"
> Continue to be shocked for the rest of the evening

And for people like me who had no idea what a "basoom" is, it is when a you pour alcohol on the standing person’s lower back and let it in rin down through the butt checks into the second person's mouth.
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>>1822250
Is your boyfriend french?
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>>1822251
How so, is it a typical French thing to do?
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>>1808454
is this the one with the pastebin link?
Someone post?
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I got first flirting with man when i was in 4th year HS and he do a masturbation in front of me. Im homosexual but im scared a bit( icant speak or move at all) when he do that thing.When he cums,he said to me that "you want to have a little taste to my cum?" and he rubbed his whole palm to my mouth tasting his cum and i find its tasty.OMG!
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When I was 15 I got molested in my gyms steam room by a 30 year old man and it was amazing, I fantasize about it everyday
Long story short
>both in there for a while in total silence
>eventually compliments me and says my abs look real nice
>a normal person would be taken back but at the time I was a twink obsessed with a slim stomach so I took it gratefully
>asks about my diet, I tell a little bit to him and he tells me what he eats
>say he doesnt look too bad himself, just trying to be courteous
>asks if he can feel my abs
>uh sure
>scoots over and starts rubbing my wet stomach
>almost immediately reaches through my towel, literally after no more than 10 seconds
>try to stand in surprise
>grabs my shoulder and forces me to sit back down
>immediately shoves his tongue to the back of my throat
>no exaggeration it's like he was trying to both suck my tongue out and reach my tonsils
>my junks just slipping around in my hand cause I'm so sweaty and wet from the steam
>stops kissing me, lifts my arm and goes to town on my armpit
>was really grossed out but so turned on at the same time
>get throbbing hard
>feel him firmly grab my cock
>cum almost instantly
>feel him spread and smear my cum all over my cock and balls and plays with the slippery mess for a little longer
>gets up and leaves in a hurry
>go home
>masturbate immediately
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FUCKING god dammit I just wrote my story and accidentally closed the tab. So now you get super short greentext.

>be 5 and have a molester in the classroom of the same age.
>would follow me to toilets so he could watch me piss and see my asshole.
>would finger my ass in the middle of class.
>actually super fucking annoying.

>be 6 and have sexual frot encounters with my brother and his friends constantly.
>started cause we found my mums playgirl mags and we'd sit around drooling over cocks and frotting.
>bonus, I remember bathing with my brother and dad and drooling over my dads thick uncut cock and the smell of it. He was in good shape and quite young at the time.

>be 7 and start focusing on my brother more, frotting daily via "sword fights".
>first orgasm during one, so intense i had to take off my underwear cause the fabric was way too much for my sensitive head.
>we start doing different frotting methods like rubbing them against eachothers assholes.
>he also once told me to suck his dick and he peed in my mouth. Trust issues from there.

>be 8 and have a new friend introduced to us who was 7.
>catch my brother and him frotting.
>friends dick was bigger than my older brothers and mine by an inch.
>join in threeway frots for months
>friend becomes more into me, we sneak off and basically frot and makeout after school every day for a year before his mum got home.
>will never forget the smell of him, I think this is where I got my sweat fetish and frot fetish. Idk why but it was like such a fucking hot body odour and dick/piss smell fuuuuck it drove me wild.

>moved away, brother goes to live with dad.
>be 13 and encounter friend again randomly.
>Immediately know what we want and begin the same shit all over. One notable experience was assfucking in a church playhouse. It wasn't full on penetration though 13 year old dicks aren't very big still.
>THAT SMELL THOUGH IS STILL THERE
>HNNNNGH

And then idk what happened to him.
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>>1822677
as a note, where I live all males have intact foreskins.
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>>1821567
Honestly though, everyone is obsessed with big dicks but most can't actually fucking take them. Then when they train themselves to finally be able to take them, they end up with goatse assholes and literally nobody wants them anymore. So when they're inevitably dumped by mr giant cock, all their future less endowed partners are disappointed because they now have a boyfriend with a flappy asshole.
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>>1822678
Europe?
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>>1822679

there is a world outside vanilla taste, you know
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>>1822697
Or, anywhere not America or the middle East.
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I was 21 and had recently bought a car. Had a profile on real jock.com and was chatting with a guy in Florida. I lived in New Orleans at the time. We chatted for about three months before I asked if I could go see him. He said yes, so I literally drove 14 hours to see him. This man was 27, had chocolate dark skin, and the most muscular body I had ever seen. He met me at a gas station by the highway and I followed his car home. He had a steak dinner waiting for me and I eagerly washed down everything. All this time he’s smiling. I ask if I could take a shower, because I’m really sweaty and dirty from the drive, and he says ok, but can I join you? I walk in the shower, and about a minute later he walks in. I’m so nervous because at this point in time, I’d never been this intimate with someone before. We start making out, grinding our hard cocks against each other. He asks if I would like to suck his dick and I tell him I never have. He’s surprised, but he says that’s fine, I’ll guide you. I get on my knees and suck just like the porn stars do. He’s moaning and caressing my head, while the hot water falls on us. We exit the shower and go to his bed, when he asks if I want to top or bottom for my first time. I can’t think of what, so I choose bottom. We get on the bed, and kiss passionately, caressing each other, sucking our hard cocks and feeling each other’s asses. This man is chiseled like a Greek sculpture, with the most beautiful ass I’ve ever seen, and a perfect size cock, not too big or small, and his pecs are so big, I could titty fuck them if I wanted too. He tells me to get on all fours and I eagerly do. I’m waiting to see what happens, next thing I know, his tongue is in my asshole, and he’s sucking and licking it so hard and fast, I start screaming. He tells me I have the most beautiful ass he’s ever seen (I’m a short stocky guy) and then gets the astroglide bottle and pours lube on his cock. Con...
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The pain is too much and I feel like I’m shitting myself, so I tell him to stop, it hurts. He asks, are you sure, but then I think twice about it and say keep going. He slowly goes all the way in, until he’s balls deep, and I can feel him trobbing. He stays there for a few minutes until my pain slowly goes away, and then the pleasure is just so much for me, that I start slowly pushing against his cock. Next thing I know, he’s fucking the shit out of my ass, and I’m mosning and screaming, and he tells me he loves my fat ass. As he slows down, I ask if could ride him, and he says sure. He gets on the bed, legs spread wide open, and his hard cock throbbing. I slowly sit on it, and then start to aggressively take control. At this point he’s not fucking my ass, I’m fucking his dick. We hold hands, while kissing and feeling each other, and I slowly start to feel this warm feeling in my ass, next thing I know I scream and jizz so hard all over his chest and face. We both start laughing and his erection goes away. He can’t get hard enough for sex again, so he masturbates on my ass. We shower together, he teaches he how to kiss properly, (something I’m still grateful to this day) and we fall asleep in each other’s arms. Next morning, I stuck my 7 in Mexican cock in his hard ass, and I can’t help but jizz in like five minutes. He says it’s ok, and we stay in bed and chat all morning. I fell in love with this man, but after a few months, we stopped contacting each other. There’s more to the story, but it’s a bit long.
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>>1822697
NZ actually
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>>1822679
Imagine being this retarded. Assholes don't just stay loose because you got fucked by a big dick one or many times lol. I'd know because my ex-bf had a 9 incher and my asshole isn't falling out of my underwear





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