I just wanted to say, that I've been dealing with depression for a while now, and haven't really been able to get myself to draw. But, this board has given the fun of drawing back to me, and I'm very grateful. Thank you all :)Oekaki Post (Time: 14m, Replay: View)
your mental illness manifests as a chupacabra wearing a v for vendetta mask?
>>656499I guess :/.
existential dread and a feeling of emptiness i dont know if it counts but it hits like a brickevery achievement feels emptyi can reasonable predict what my life will be likenot one thing out of the ordinary will ever happen to me or be achieved by menothing but a speck of cosmic dust on a tiny dirt ball in spaceit feels relieving and liberating at times but boy does it suck out the fun out of everythingthe theory of determinism and free will being a illussion really crippled my sense of selfeven after turning the tables on the dread and achieving a sense of positive reinforcement through sheer apathy its straining for meI'll prolly never be sad but by god i'll never achieve happiness eitheri'm stuck in a state of fluctuating feelingstldr too much thinking is fuckin depressing mansentience is a cruel cosmic jokeOekaki Post (Time: 10m, Replay: View)
>>656502oh and also there is kott & frauvery important part of the whole thinghow could i forgeti genuinely cant take myself seriously at timesperhaps its facade of indifference or just who i really am or a coping mechanism my dumb monke brain came up witheither way i can confidentally say im not a reliable narratorthink of it as a super state stuck between goofy enjoyment and crippling apathyi apologize for being such a fucking bummer : DDDOekaki Post (Time: 2m, Source: >>656502)
My mental illnesses is me facing the world with a wildfire passion towards everythingOekaki Post (Time: 7m, Replay: View)
>>656505I agree, and it's fine to be a bit of a bummer, that's sort of what this thread is for. I guess I should explain mine.It sort of looms over me a lot of the time. I actually genuinely have fun sometimes, but most of the time, I feeling like a worthless human being. I'll never achieve anything great, I can't even get in the shower when I want to. It's humiliating. I used to be pretty confident, but now I have such a disfigured view of myself that I can't shake. Motivation to change doesn't last long. Everyday I pretty much ask the question "is this it? Is this really all life will be? Is this all I will be able to achieve? And I can't believe any other answer than yes. It's definitely depressing. Thanks for sharing!This board has been great, and your thread (what I'm assuming is yours) is pretty cool too. (if I'm thinking of the right person) I'll get to drawing your OCs soon :D.
>>656509dont feel obligated to do anything frenjust kick back and doodle what you find funthis place is for that very purposealso as for the motivation for change that you mentioned i'd recommend taking baby stepsi know it sounds like cookie-cutter self help advice but the journey begins with the first step however insignificant they may betake small easy steps and record your progresslooking back on the incremental progress really helps keep the effort goingno problem is so insurmountable that it cant be chipped away atyou just have to be punctual and unconditionally stubborn i'll pray for you friend hope you get through whatever rough patch you're going through : DDDOekaki Post (Time: 3m, Replay: View)
>>656491Eat healthyTake some sunlight or get some vitamin DGet fitMake new social contactsgood luck.
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nobody cares, fuck off
the post above is baitOekaki Post (Time: 7m, Replay: View)
Bumping for later
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i think i may have some kinda dissociation/DID problemi definitely have attention deficiencies and depression
>MUH MENTAL ILLNESSOekaki Post (Time: 3m, Replay: View)
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>>660286Ya have a different kind of mental illness lmao
>>660307>yaOekaki Post (Time: 3m, Replay: View)
>>660308>>yaOekaki Post (Time: 2m, Replay: View)
>>656502>>656505The only mental illness in these posts is autism
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I have no mental illnessI am a normal artistOekaki Post (Time: 7m, Replay: View)
>>660358are you fucking a dead body in this pic
>>660364no, I will fucking a dead body
>660355you will never suck kottfag off better than he can suck off himself
the perfect loversOekaki Post (Time: 13m, Replay: View)
>>660309>>>yaOekaki Post (Time: 7m, Replay: View)
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>thread is entirely one faggot dumping ocs, a necrophilliac, and a schizo spamming basedjaks
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Mine makes me physically sick so that's how I see it.Oekaki Post (Time: 19m, Replay: View)