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I just wanted to say, that I've been dealing with depression for a while now, and haven't really been able to get myself to draw. But, this board has given the fun of drawing back to me, and I'm very grateful. Thank you all :)

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your mental illness manifests as a chupacabra wearing a v for vendetta mask?
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>>656499
I guess :/.
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existential dread and a feeling of emptiness
i dont know if it counts but it hits like a brick
every achievement feels empty
i can reasonable predict what my life will be like
not one thing out of the ordinary will ever happen to me or be achieved by me
nothing but a speck of cosmic dust on a tiny dirt ball in space
it feels relieving and liberating at times but boy does it suck out the fun out of everything
the theory of determinism and free will being a illussion really crippled my sense of self
even after turning the tables on the dread and achieving a sense of positive reinforcement through sheer apathy its straining for me

I'll prolly never be sad but by god i'll never achieve happiness either
i'm stuck in a state of fluctuating feelings

tldr too much thinking is fuckin depressing man
sentience is a cruel cosmic joke

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>>656502
oh and also there is kott & frau
very important part of the whole thing
how could i forget
i genuinely cant take myself seriously at times
perhaps its facade of indifference or just who i really am or a coping mechanism my dumb monke brain came up with
either way i can confidentally say im not a reliable narrator

think of it as a super state stuck between goofy enjoyment and crippling apathy

i apologize for being such a fucking bummer
: DDD

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My mental illnesses is me facing the world with a wildfire passion towards everything

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>>656505
I agree, and it's fine to be a bit of a bummer, that's sort of what this thread is for.

I guess I should explain mine.
It sort of looms over me a lot of the time. I actually genuinely have fun sometimes, but most of the time, I feeling like a worthless human being. I'll never achieve anything great, I can't even get in the shower when I want to. It's humiliating.
I used to be pretty confident, but now I have such a disfigured view of myself that I can't shake. Motivation to change doesn't last long. Everyday I pretty much ask the question "is this it? Is this really all life will be? Is this all I will be able to achieve? And I can't believe any other answer than yes. It's definitely depressing. Thanks for sharing!
This board has been great, and your thread (what I'm assuming is yours) is pretty cool too. (if I'm thinking of the right person) I'll get to drawing your OCs soon :D.
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>>656509
dont feel obligated to do anything fren
just kick back and doodle what you find fun
this place is for that very purpose

also as for the motivation for change that you mentioned i'd recommend taking baby steps
i know it sounds like cookie-cutter self help advice but the journey begins with the first step however insignificant they may be
take small easy steps and record your progress
looking back on the incremental progress really helps keep the effort going
no problem is so insurmountable that it cant be chipped away at
you just have to be punctual and unconditionally stubborn

i'll pray for you friend
hope you get through whatever rough patch you're going through
: DDD

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>>656491
Eat healthy
Take some sunlight or get some vitamin D
Get fit
Make new social contacts

good luck.
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>>656491

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nobody cares, fuck off
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the post above is bait

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Bumping for later
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i think i may have some kinda dissociation/DID problem
i definitely have attention deficiencies and depression
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>MUH MENTAL ILLNESS

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>>660286
Ya have a different kind of mental illness lmao
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>>660307
>ya

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>>660308
>>ya

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>>660308
Fair enuff
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>>656505
The only mental illness in these posts is autism
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>660352

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I have no mental illness
I am a normal artist

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>>660358
are you fucking a dead body in this pic
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>>660364
no, I will fucking a dead body
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>660355
you will never suck kottfag off better than he can suck off himself
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the perfect lovers

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>>660309
>>>ya

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>>>>ya

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>thread is entirely one faggot dumping ocs, a necrophilliac, and a schizo spamming basedjaks
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Mine makes me physically sick so that's how I see it.

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