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please give me the validation i crave
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here u go

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>>698267
finally, i am a complete person
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>>698266
where is your social media so I can send you the validation?
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>>698280
sorry anon, but i dont really want pics of your wiener.
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>>698378
I think you're a good artist you pessimistic potty brain
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>>698378
nor do we want to see yours
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>>698380
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well, as for right now im enjoying the anonymity so i dont want to link to anything for this experiment.

for once id like to not show everyone how stupid i am all at once.
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I WANT TO SEE YOUR PUSSY
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>>698401
its very likely either a tranny or a guy anon sorry to burst your bubble
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>>698395
I get it. I do the same thing from time to time. For now I'll enjoy the experiment. But don't fade out without a trace like I do. You have a really cool style.
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>>698401
>>698402
does it really matter?
girl, boy, something inbetween?
is there anything about a fleeting and momentary rush of endorphins that's worth noting or working for?
is it worth having if you can get it whenever you want?

>>698405
i appreciate it.
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>>698409
We all have autonomy when it comes to these things, but there are restrictions. Everything in life can be a dream, a nightmare, or an irritating purgatory. The most infuriating part is that we construct the meaning (or lack of meaning) as an individual influenced by the world around us. I would argue it's no more or less silly than any other form of human connection.

Everyone wants to be seen, felt, and heard, but a lot of us process things differently. We're looking for the people who can see, feel, and hear us in the way that we need. We get disillusioned when we find that search to be especially difficult for us. Others seem to fight, fuck, and love so easily; But some of us stray from the pack for one reason or another. What's yours?
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>>698414
i cant tell if this is all meta or not so far.

its not like im devoid of those things.
i still get impulses to fuck, to fight, i probably fall in love all too easily with fantasy, fiction, reality.

i remember at some point early in age i sort of had an.. awakening. i remember my sudden epiphany of reality being teased as i was locked away in my own head and since then i have always wanted "more."

religion couldnt suspend my disbelief forever, people eventually became repetitive and predictable, the issues of feelings and the meanings and mysteries behind peoples words became less and less complex.
ive been picking apart my own head for years and very recently ive been uncovering my own issues and answers in my dreams.

im not some genius, im wrong sometimes but the shock and surprise of life is just gone.
im worried that ive hit the peak, that ive clawed existentially for so much more in everything in "life" that there isnt more to grab for.

yet i remain unsatisfied, disappointed.
yearning for more even of my own "esoteric" quandaries.
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>>698432
Well to answer if it's all meta or not? I'll borrow from you and ask "Does it really matter?"

I have a very specific fear of cults. Not - like - the skeleton raising horror movie cults, or even necessarily the kool-aid drinking death cults. Just the idea that someone can come along and be at the right place in the right time to make you feel fully content. That feeling of contentment is so often foreign to people who succumb to those honeyed words that it was almost impossible that they didn't fall for them.

The part that scares me is that this is essential to connection. There is no difference when it comes to trust; You give half of yourself, and you trust that whatever you're trusting doesn't gobble up the rest. But a life without trust is hardly a life. It's an existence, sure; But it's on the precipice of living. I'm speaking my own truths here - maybe they're yours too, maybe not. Maybe one day things won't be so scary, and maybe that in itself is terrifying.
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>>698434
i mean i guess it matters if it works.

i could sell you some narrative that im a character trapped within my context, created and allowed to exist for my purpose never given the chance to live and explore a world that i know, that i can see is just outside my window.

that when this ends, "I" will end.

but is that what's holding interest? does that story have anywhere to go? is "my" purpose enough and to want more than this moment a needless addiction for greed?

do i exist because without me, there is no meaning to these words?

i would have said that im not afraid to trust.
but i suppose if i read into anything i do i could find a foundation of paranoia.
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>>698435
The interesting thing about this site is the fact that Seeking validation through anonymity is a funny oxymoron that probably says more about us than we'd like it to; But then we can escape whenever we want. Is "ending" a fantasy for you? when you get wiped off of this board what if you don't end? What if this is your chance right now, in this moment? What will you do with it? Has anyone in your existence asked you what you want to do? If not, then I'll give that to you. What do you want to do?
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>>698437
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I'M NOT READING ALL OF THIS, SPREAD YOUR ASS
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>>698438
If you can give me a little trust, I'll give you some in return. How about we look outside, and we see what's there. Just a peek. I'll be here and we can debate about it after you see.
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>>698441
i want a lot of things.

i want to create and make stories, i like to entertain. i could see myself act in tv or movies or even those god awful stage plays.

i dont want it for the fame or even the money.. not that i dont need it.

i want to be loved.
but only in the way i know how to love.

i want to know what people are thinking.
i want to be anything other than a complete asshole to get any sort of attention or respect.

i want to leave some kind of footnote that i was here. even a small one.

but these things will never happen for me.
cause i live in this nowhere town, with no opportunities for people like me, in a society that has completely failed itself.

im going to slowly and painfully decay in this horrible place and live a mediocre life and be forgotten before its even over.

i guess i do fantasize about an ending a lot though, but a good one.
or not even "good" but an exciting one.. an ending that feels like it'll mean something.

i was born with a hole inside of me that nothing can satisfy and i have to find whatever the fuck will fix it.
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>>698445
I think we all start because we want to be loved this way. Fame and money might as well be a fairy tale to those that don't have them. A lot of what we choose to do comes from personal experience. For someone who felt lesser coming up I can tell you that this is true for me. Creation is the way I interacted with the world, it's social breathing, and without it I feel suffocated.

Maybe that's why you smoke, so you can fill your stifled lungs in lieu of this need to be loved through your creations.

I don't literally think that, I'm just a poetic little shit.

Still - you called out and reached me. Will I forget you? I guess I don't know that yet. There's something exciting about that. You can be pessimistic about the future but the present is chaotic. The present is magical. The past is often pain, the future is often worry, but the present is where lives are changed for better and for worse. The best thing about the present is that it's happening every fraction of every second.

I think you can be remembered, I think you can find opportunities, and I think you can be loved. But you have to be able to see them, and accept them, and love them in the moment. That's the hardest part. That hole is only filled if we allow it to be filled.

I think you can do it though. You have to be able to because I have to be able to. And if it's possible for you it has to be possible for me. It's a little dark, but you know your pain is really pumping me up. It's like looking in a mirror. I get to say all the things I wish someone said to me. Selfishness aside, I do hope it's good to hear.
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nigga be out here talkin like some 50 year old retired salesman there's worse fates than being forgotten look at chris-chan for example
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>>698446
tl;dr?
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>>698449
Basically? Every second is a chance to make it count, even if you've already failed. No one is beyond living unless they're literally dead.

>>698448
>Who cares? You can look back on what you made and think "I had so much fun doing this". That's what matters
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While this is true, it's a little more difficult to find solace in that with all the internal and external noise. Everybody knows the best way to live, but it's the living part that's the pain in the ass.
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>itt: attention whore looks for mental help in a filthy bathroom stall
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>>698448
its depressing that it took you 19 minutes o draw that
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wish i had the motivation to follow my dreams

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>>698454
PYW
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>>698479
Based
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>>698446
its funny how it always comes back to me being a "pessimist."

what if i said.. "ill never get to do that cause i have a tumor in my brain." is that just pessimism?
im still working, still creating, im still experimenting and trying different stuff and pushing for what i want despite everything i hate about life. are we not allowed to acknowledge things that bother us?

>>698448
"help" is a strong word. your advice is no different than any other duct tape ive heard for "just dont think about it, then its not so bad."
yeah i can reach people through the internet, that doesnt exactly mean im gonna get anywhere like this.

im not literally looking for validation i just didnt know how to start this thread.

>>698453
you say that like theres a difference between this and therapy.
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>>698502
>you say that like theres a difference between this and therapy.
yes both of them are you begging strangers for solutions to your problems so you can just deflect them
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>>698505
exactly!
cmon, anon dont you wanna be a pal and help your old friend isabelle out?
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Woman moment
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>>698507
im not trying to ruffle anyones feathers im just speaking from the heart, man. i exist for whatever purpose is necessary in this moment. i can be whatever you want me to be.
would you be here giving advice if i was say, a middle aged balding man instead of a cute tired girl?

not a knock on you, i think most guys start going bald fairly early.

is it any less poisonous to ignore your needs because they come from a fundamentally selfish space? because greed is a negative trait and there for is bad?

i dont "think" about being sad or angry or whatever anymore than i "think" about being hungry.

i also have literally never stopped doing any of the things you're suggesting. you cant just throw fame and glory in my face as a threat and then tell me not to worry about it as if that's going to change my mind.
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>>698510
>i can be whatever you want me to be.
>would you be here giving advice if i was say, a middle aged balding man instead of a cute tired girl?
be a middle aged balding man right now
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>>698512
this doin it for you, anon?
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>>698514
>those hips
stop being such a coomer anon
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>>698515
sorry, ill try to suck that back into my tits
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>>698517
you're a funny one i'll give you that
now draw the female character but without the horse hoof teeth
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>>698518
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>>698519
draw her at the dentist's
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>>698520
fall to your knees and weep before my unmatched intellect
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>>698522
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>>698502
>what if i said.. "ill never get to do that cause i have a tumor in my brain." is that just pessimism?
im still working, still creating, im still experimenting and trying different stuff and pushing for what i want despite everything i hate about life. are we not allowed to acknowledge things that bother us?

It is still pessimism, the idea that you've already resigned the time you have left as a broken dream. Of course you're allowed to hate life, we all do from time to time, but mortality is a tricky thing and I would argue that the idea that all of us could die suddenly and unexpectedly within the next few hours regardless of condition or status doesn't invalidate our aspirations. They were never really for the future anyway.

I'm not suggesting to be blind or cover anything up. We're allowed to be bitter, we're allowed to be sad, and we're allowed to be - yes - a pessimist.

I push so hard because I'm incredibly narcissistic, but also because I see a lot in you. Things that are a lot more substantial than a good portion of the people who don't have to think about what plagues your mind.

It's not lost on me that despite how much griping you do through those buck teeth of yours, you still exist. I'm just a friendly ghost that wants to see you bloom like a beautiful piss-stained flower for their own sake. Even you can't hide how good this feels.
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>>698556
im gonna be honest, i have no idea what point you're trying to make here or what good you think it'll do.

all i have to work with is
-none of the things you want will happen

-but some of the things you want *might* happen. unless they will, which i would know.

-you shouldnt be miserable about things because that wont make the things that wont happen not happen faster.

-im going to brand you a pessimist

-i want you to think better because ???

i dont know what else to say.
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>>698563
Just lower your standards already and live in the moment, god.
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>>698563
>-none of the things you want will happen

I never said none of the things you want will happen.
I think you put that one in there yourself.

>-but some of the things you want *might* happen. unless they will, which i would know.

I don't know, I just feel. I think it's fair to say you have a lot of potential. At the very least you have honed skills.

>-you shouldnt be miserable about things because that wont make the things that wont happen not happen faster.

I mean that's the best case, the worst case is that being miserable causes you to sabotage your own aspirations with the lot that you do have. You can't stop yourself from wallowing in sadness, and maybe striving for more really is a delusion in the end. But regardless of all of that, would it hurt you to know that you're capable of it. If I had a magic 8-ball that was truly magic, and it told you - hey, you were objectively capable of doing pretty much anything you wanted. Would you feel betrayed? Helpless? Upset? Would you break the 8-ball afraid of losing what you've defined as your existence up until this point?

>-im going to brand you a pessimist
Aren't you?

>-i want you to think better because ???
Because I like you, you pessimist. You're cool, and you've been cursed with afflicting that on me.
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>>698573
pessimism, like nihilism and the hail marry of children "defeatist" is a blanket term used to reduce what people feel when no one has the patience to actually consider what they need.

if i knew beyond everything that everything i wanted would come true nohing would change for me.

you ever think maybe that spite and vitriol are huge driving components that lead people to grab for something better despite what they know?
ive often found that these overly bright outlooks leave people in a kind of oblivious complacency.

>>698572
my standards are as low as they can get, have you ever chosen to subsist solely off boiled eggs and protein mix just because you couldnt give a shit?

i have wants, that doesnt necessarily mean i wont take anything less. it depends.
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>>698583
>pessimism, like nihilism and the hail marry of children "defeatist" is a blanket term used to reduce what people feel when no one has the patience to actually consider what they need.

I know enough to know that nobody can tell you what you need. I'm not that foolish. I'm not going to "solve" you. I'm just having a conversation, and I'm dedicated to my belief. If I really wanted to throw you under a blanket I'd have left already. Hey maybe you can redefine pessimism, you could become the poster child for the NEW pessimism. That could be your contribution.

>if i knew beyond everything that everything i wanted would come true nothing would change for me.

Because you already believe it. So what is stopping you? Can you put a name to it? You mentioned a hole, but if you want to actually do anything about it you should at least be able to define it.

>you ever think maybe that spite and vitriol are huge driving components that lead people to grab for something better despite what they know? ive often found that these overly bright outlooks leave people in a kind of oblivious complacency.

I've often found the opposite to be just as true. In fact I've found that spite and vitriol to be painfully impotent, and that impotence to inspire even more impotent spite and vitriol.
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>>698583
being depressed doesn't make your any less oblivious or complacent
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Hypothetical question: If you left your black adidas original mesh girls athletic shorts hanging in the toilets at work and I held the crotch up to my face and sniffed them a lot, is it some kind of trap to film me in secret being an actual criminal pervert, or is it just my lucky day?
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Begone
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ever thought about sticking a dick up your ass? maybe shit piss and cum abit? maybe abit of fiddle fuckin' around?

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>>698266
Just turn that frown upside down OP
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>>698584
if you really need to put a label on it i am an apathetic optimist, i work for better, i hope for better, but i know too much to expect it.

>>698588
i admit that.
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>>698635
>>698720
i wasnt designed with genitals but have at it i guess
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>>698774
>wasn't designed with genitals
Please, stop, the toony look, the feminine hairstyle, featureless genitals, it's too much.
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>>698779
Toon women are better and you know it's true.
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>>698780
go outside and talk to a real woman, loser
you are sad
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>>698764
oh anon, you have such a way with words~
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>>698774
I'm gunna lewd her. Don't even try to stop me Anon.
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>>698766
Sure, why not. Sounds good to me, admittedly I'm just having a bit of fun with the pessimist thing. Sorry about that. Didn't mean it at your expense. Or maybe I did? I guess I'm trying to figure out the point of all this as well. In a way this version of me will also die when this ends, and I don't think I want that. The narcissist in me doesn't like that.

Well while we're both here, what was it you do? do you sing? like in the beginning?
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>>698783
OP: you think id care?
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cringiest thread besides the north park fags and the stick pedo threads award
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>>698786
Oh fuck off, before I stick my dick in your ear.
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>>698787
good for you because im into that
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>>698786
sorry.. "stick pedo??"
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>>698635True Story, and 24 hours later I am still free, and feeling pretty lucky. If there was a secret recording It would come back on me by now.

She smelled really good. There was a very subtle sweetness, I'm guessing it was her soap/deodorant or maybe the lingering scent of a perfumed menstrual pad. When the familiar aroma of stale urine hit me, my heart skipped a beat.

OP, Have you ever considered that your life might not be that bad?
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>>698833
Excuse me sir, I believe those are mine.
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>>698839
In this fucking nightmare you gotta find joy where you can Even a manically depressed, lunatic, kissless virgin can have an intimate human connection, with a dirty pair of shorts in the restroom.
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>>698833
>She
Either you're a a megalesbian or you sneak into the women's restroom, sir.
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Hey what happened? Are you still there? Did you leave? You probably left.

You're my new best friend, you now have that honor ms. apathetic optimistic. I was debating whether or not to give that to you, but I decided I could grant you that much at least. You'll have to manifest the medal yourself, but you should make it reflect my friendly, altruistic nature. Can I call you Bell? Or maybe Isa? Or perhaps Abe?
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>>698774
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>>698448
HOLY SCHMOLY
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>>698782
Cute
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>>698879
SHOW ASS
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>>698880
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>>698789
Stick chan, the loli stick figure people make a big deal about.
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>>698872
call me "is" if you want.

>>698879
ill cherish it always, anon!
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>>698899
>>698899
I really like your hair, Is.
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>>698900
i grew it myself!
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>>698445
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>>698908
well you've got atleast one thing wrong, i never went to art school!
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>>698899
Is, I knew you had a cool nickname, I could tell! You know it's magic that you can create things, It's like a waking lucid dream, if you think about it. Like you've shown, you could've been anything, but this is what you've chosen to be. What is your story, Is? What story do you want to be in?
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>>698910
i wanna be a super cool multifaceted hero in a fantasy setting where i fight improvisational monsters and become friends with everyone!

my 18 layers of clothing and trinkets surely will make me interesting along with my child like escapism, never devolving into the boring and tired vortex of "relatable" adult world problems, unless its for shock value of course!

maybe i should adopt some tertiary characteristic like being part animal or made out of slime or a robotic component, or better yet i could have a zany and out there hairstyle to show everyone im not just a girl, but im a person too!

something like that.
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>>698915
Oh! Nice! Maybe I could be there too as the goofy sidekick animal character that is secretly the villain mastermind with the super tragic and important backstory. I'll remind the audience that people exist, and my true identity will be spoiled in all the promotional material!


I'd make a cheeky depiction too but that's something that I can't do. I don't know how to create like you. I hope at least that much gives you a bit of that occasionally uncomfortable and inhuman twinge the locals call "Happiness".
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Love you OP. Here's a Hot Topic shirt I found with you on it.
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>>699089
Aw, thats adorable
I love you too!
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>>699091
Thanks! more to come probably. I'm a fan now.
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>>699136
i am absolutely not the rosebuds guy
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>>699138
this is peta, im not the rosebuds guy i just knocked him out and now i have to work at his job
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>>699135
Jokes on you pal I'm into that
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>>699136
This isn't rosebuds guy. The way they draw forms is completely different. And rosebuds guy doesn't have a vore fetish.
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>>699135
its the only way i can cum
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>>699168
Vore fetish????
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>>699174
Just saying bud, you've got quite the oral fixation.
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>>699175
Teeth are sexy
If you dont have teeth no sex
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>>699176
I legit have too many teeth actually.
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>>699177
Thats hot
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>>699178
Maybe. The girls don't really flock to me. Though you might be onto something. One of the only compliments I get often is that I have nice teeth.
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screw it I'm drawing lewds. you win op
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>>699438
could you draw her sniffing a small penis?
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>>699450
No it needs to be something with teeth because of the blatant tooth fetishism
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>>699460
she could stretch out your wiener and use it as dental floss
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>>699461
you're going to have to edit in your own wieners.
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>>699438
here you go OP those featureless genitals must get itchy
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>>699479
how the fuck did you replicate it so well
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>>699483
"superior pattern recognition" + sad sack = mimicking drawing styles for lewd fun.
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>>699479
MOAR! plz
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>>699479
CUM ON THOSE TEETH
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>>699506
>>699505
No it's your turn.
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OP here, im hung over and my tablets acting all fucky
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>>699555
love your lines OP. Also, can't or won't? There are... solutions.
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>>699561
she got no hole
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>>699562
>implying you need a hole to be pleasured erotically and to pleasure.
No wonder she's so depressed.
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>>699564
you're forgetting the functional mouth
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>>699566
I'm not forgetting. I'm saying there are other ways even outside of that.
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>>699567
yeah, you could wrap her around your cock like a stretch armstrong
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>>699569
Sure, but also consider biting and nibbling them big huge dumbo ears
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>>699570
its like the worst wet willie
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>>699579
oh shit this is hotter than I thought it was gonna be. amazing.
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You know I'm starting to think she really did want to see wieners after all.
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>>699579
>>699582
okay it's wiener time
this anon here >>699479
taking it up a lewd level
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>>699579
this make me more horny knowing this is the persona of op
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>>699585
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this turned into multiple pictures. Op's too hot
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now we go back outside
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>>699923
>>699579
i cant believe listener would stoop this low
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>>699927
I'm the first one you quoted. I have no idea who that is. I wish I knew who OP was though. I have an unhealthy attraction to their art to the point where it's probably creepy.
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holy fucking cringe
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>>699932
Cringe yourself
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>>699927
>>699932
yknow you could stop this if you would prompt me for literally anything.

>>699792
nobody said that

>>699929
you're not so bad yourself.
(im really bad at angles like this.)
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>>699941
>you're not so bad yourself.
(im really bad at angles like this.)
Thanks, and it's a great angle. I'd share my stuff but I think we're at a anonymous stalemate here.

>yknow you could stop this if you would prompt me for literally anything.
Why not, I'll pull back on the lust, take a cold shower. What happened to your guitar?
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>>699941
Listener is a namefag who draws buff faceless men anon
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>>699947
and?
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>>699945
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>>699923
>>699941
>>699954
Ho fuck yeah I love this OC(persona) now
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i dont really know where to go from here but i got an idea for a doodle
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holy. this thread is definitely approved by my penis.
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i come to give her nipples and vagina with the power of my trusty oversized photorealistic pencil
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>>699979
give her pubes
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>>699989
pubes would send me back into the lewd zone.

>>699968
I was thinking about drawing one like this. great minds and all that.

>>699975
I like those lyrics, they're very relatable. I've never heard the song. Do you have any original material? Were you ever in a band?
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>>699923#

Ayt, you might not have holes to fuck OP, but are buttjobs still on the table?
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>>700055#
Well some of us like ass more than oral, I mean, a bj is fine and dandy but those cheeks..
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>>700053
I'm not OP I'm just obsessed with their style and character.

>>700055
I'll probably draw something eventually, but I like the erotic tension more than going straight for release atm.

>>700056
This too
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>>700058#
Damn, nice job though! had me thinking the whole time you were OP but I realize that they talk longer in the beginning of this thread.
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>>699941
why dont you draw yourself committing suicide you disgusting whore
these people don’t like you they just want in your jobless shut-in pants you brittle-boned methhead
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>>700064
This but unironically
this is not your personal therapy board and it evlved from that into coomer shit immediately. taking psychic damage from the amount of cringe and simping itt
It's genuinely repulsive
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>>700064
Hi delta
>>700067
Hi kott
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>>700064
I look at some threads on here and think wow, women are people just like me.
Then I see this and remember they’re all parasites.
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>>700070
hey, delta and kott are actually right for once. OP is a fucking retard and makes those other two look good in comparison
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>>700073
Lol. Delta and kott joining forces to defeat the real enemy: women
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>>700071
This was literally from the start an attention whoring thread, unironically what the op post shows. actual woman moment
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this sona looks underage
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>>700076
how do you know so much about what women think huh? huh? maybe YOU’RE a woman. moment
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>>700073
>>700075
Op draw kott and delta making out
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>>700078
Mah. was just around too much women in my life. not a good experience
they're almost all the same. they want attention and when they get it they become twice as annoying. just like this thread, Green's, Mona's and whoever that cuntboy threadfag was. /i/'s women are all attention whores
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>>700061
Thanks

>>700064
>>700067
>>700071
>>700073
>>700076
>>700078
>>700080
Everyone's just chilling, sis. No need to feel threatened.
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>700092
projecting lel
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>>700093
Kind of a weird thing to bring up? But whatever you want.
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>>700064
>>700067
now if only i knew the code for the trigger lock
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>>700197
for someone who doesn’t have one you’re such a pussy
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>>700198
Mummy says its bedtime delta!
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>>700197
You know what, fuck it. Let's look for the code. I mean Whether or not you shoot yourself is up to you, but hey it'll give us something to do. Maybe this story is a colorful romp through a magical land full of animal friends to find the code to the trigger lock on your suicide gun. That'd be fucked but, the juxtaposition is amusing.
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didn't read just here for cute characters
>>699555
>>699923
nice job both of you. and of course, you too OP. particularly appealing character
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>>700204
oops, i meant to quote >>699479
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>>700207
all good, the second one you posted was me too.

>>700197
>>700203

Also, "Is" you've been doing what we want, what the fuck do you want us to do?
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all the women on this board should be purged. if it weren’t for green’s whitknighting discord and mona bringing all kinds of garyc faggots to the board this thread would have gone straight to the archive. god i fucking hate you faggots so god damned much.
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>>700212
my brother in chr/i/st you run the whiteknighting discord
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>>700208
i want to have your kind of optimism and feel like every day is a blessing and every mistake is a gift and all that shit.

i also want to stop being mediocre but i lack any kind of imagination.

i want a reason to exist. but the more i go on the less i see one.
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>>700215
>my brother in christ
I wonder who I know says that all the time. You really need to figure out how to conceal your identity easier.
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>>700219
Hi kott
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>>700218
>i want to have your kind of optimism and feel like every day is a blessing and every mistake is a gift and all that shit.
Do you really think I'd be here if I thought every day was a blessing and every mistake was a gift? I just know that it takes effort to not want to off yourself, and it takes a concerted effort to go up from there. It's possible, but it's a lot. If you really want that, you have to start with even the smallest thing.

>i also want to stop being mediocre but i lack any kind of imagination.
You're good. Look I might be into all this in admittedly embarrassing areas, but that's not my main motivation here. And do you really not have any imagination or are you too afraid to share it.
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>>700228
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>>700240
Some of it. But you brush over other parts of it. The guitar at least has to be a hobby, so what caused you to want to play it?
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>>700219
is a meme you shizo next you gonna call me Knott kek
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>>700247
of course stickfaggot appears in a thread with a character that looks underage
Go work on your shitty little game
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>>700248
Seeth.
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>>700249
Learn to spell first too ;)
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do you want male pattern balding?

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>>700240
i apologize for the tism storm my good friend he's just lashing out cuz his foot fetish fic got exposed hope you dont take it to heart and continue the thread : )
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>>700260
im fine, im just sitting here watching neocranium
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when are you gonna drop the new video you lazy schmuck
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>>700263
>neocranium
I don't even know what that is. I exist on this site and this site only.

>>700298
I don't think getting rid of the ciggies is going to help much, but you've got spirit.

>>700240
Look for starters, let's dress you. seriously. All you need to do is strike a pose and then we'll try some things out. You can pick one that you like.
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NEVER GIVE UP YOUR WAAAAAAAAAY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
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>>698266
>validation
There are 5 million artists on twitter and theyre all at your level or much much better

What the fuck are you doing
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>>700267
zoomer
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>>700442
anon i barely know how to drive
how can i be a zoomer
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>>698266
Cool style OP
i really dig it.
[spoiler] i wasn't expecting the porn tho [/spoiler]
keep up the good work.
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>>698445
God awful stage plays?
Don't want the fame or money just want to be loved? You need fame and money to be loved and that's an awful truth. Fuck you and your fucking hole in your heart. You're making me fucking sick. No idea of how the world works, stuck in your stupid little head, seeking attention from random people online, you need to grow up. I HOPE for YOUR sake that you're underage, because you'd at least have time to fix yourself.

You wanted attention? You got it. Fill the hole in your heart with aids.
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>>700451
y'wanna talk about it?
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okay okay okay!

fuckin-

about the guitar, its just the only thing im good at, but i dont make my own music because i have no vision, i mostly just copy musicians that i listen to. its just a hobby, alright?
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>>700456
It's self expression.

You do have some vision.

Have you ever written lyrics? maybe poetry? Maybe just how you're feeling on any given day.

Does the thought of trying make you cringe?

Does the thought of failure make you apathetic?

I'm not sunshine and rainbows Is, I just don't give a fuck. I want to at least be a voice that says exactly what I feel. If I can have anything in this existence, it's that. It has to be that.

I don't know Is, but maybe that hole in your heart is your vision begging to come out. Part of you that wants to be heard- that feels isolated, hopeless. Maybe it's worth it, no matter how much the voice cries mediocrity and tries to shout you back into that empty hole. You clearly have feelings, you clearly have hurt. And people clearly want to hear it, because so many people are hurting.
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this is a depressing thread. validating OP can only go so far but it will ultimately do fuckall for their mental health.
self-deprecation gets you nowhere. it's not a coping mechanism, it's an excuse to wallow and rot in your own sink and depression while you reaffirm the reasons why you hate yourself. every time you tell yourself how bad you are, how shitty or uncreative you are, you are making it a part of your thought process which will ultimately affect how you feel. you won't feel any better by doing this no matter how many people coddle you.

the road to doing something, becoming good at things, becoming good and feeling good is paved by your own thoughts and actions. i could be telling you how "you're not bad OP!! you are worth so much more!" but that won't actually help you if you don't let yourself believe it. validate yourself, or self-aggrandize in place of self-deprecation.
putting yourself down will only make things worse for you and others around you. being the 'cool pessimistic doomer' isn't actually cool, but extremely uncomfortable for everyone around you.
don't let me tell you to change. don't let me change the way you think - do it yourself. it's the only way it'll work and it's the only way you'll recover and get closer to being happy with yourself.

>>700218
you want to have that hopeful mindset? do it. do it even if it feels forced. stop being a pussy and get out of your comfort zone and working towards happiness. soon enough you'll get there.

you just have to start.
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OP, at the end of the day, the only one really in charge of your life is you.

you want validation?
there's really 2 kinds.
intrinsic and extrinsic.

goes without saying that you're seeking the cheap, transient extrinsic validation.

the validation that you really need is intrinsic. confidence, from KNOWING you're good, trusting in your skill, in the craft you honed.


that, or you can keep pitying yourself for the rest of your life, your choice.

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to break character for a moment this thread is quite a roller coaster for me, glad i decided to do this.

all the input and fanart was quite a surprise and i do appreciate it, im not a very good writer so its becoming a bit of a challenge for such a throw away oc.
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>>700511
It's been fun. I only hopped in because I had a feeling. Some people might give you shit and you might get some wiener pics for it but I do hope you ultimately do share where you post your work.
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>>700513
I have a twitter account I don't use much where I drew some other lewd stuff where I tried style matching. I don't draw it too often but If you or anyone else in the thread doesn't feel up to posting it you can hit me up here. https://twitter.com/lewdhornsloth

anyway, back to the thread
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>>700589
>>700511
>>700509
Do you mind if I post the drawings I did on twitter?
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>>701165
post away anon : D
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>>700456
dude this artstyle is cool as shit, if you made an MTV style cartoon with this i'd unironically watch the hell out of it
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>>698266
how's this for validation?
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>>701212
very nice!
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OP where are you?????
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>>703662
She finally felt validated
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>>703662
op here, i lost my train of thought on this whole thing and i didnt have a solid idea of where to go with it anyways.

its been fun but maybe this thread should just die at this point. isabelle will live on in your memory anon.
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only thing left to do now is go full coomer mode
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>>703914
hey you should draw something on tegaki

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>>703919
eh, i could use the practice.
if i get an idea ill post it i guess but i really dont know what else to do here

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>>704138
yay!

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>>698266
I think your art style is interesting and could work for a comic if you were to do one
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>>704167
If only i was any good at writing one, or could keep the motivation and consistency required to do that.

Maybe then the one i want to make would have some actual traction
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>>704173
When it comes to making comics as someone who attempted but quit due to shit art just do it when you feel the motivation if you were to do something more episodic and not story oriented
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>>704182
This. Or do a few one-shots on a blog to test it out. Nobody says you NEED to keep at that concept specifically, shit's malleable and when you do find a concept it usually grows over time anyways!
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>>704173
draw the OP girl again
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>>706018
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why wont you let this thread die?
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>>706847
JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP!
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>>706850
someone wanted me to draw her, so i did it.
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>>706851
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>>706855
NOW CLIMB BACK UP
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>>706847
>>706855
im a sucker for loose shirt w/ exposed shoulders man
please post here more often
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NOW DRAW HER BALD
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>>707226
NOW DRAW HER PICKING HER NOSE
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>>707015
for being a character that doesnt really do anything im surprised how much fanart (that im saving) she's getting.

Is has gotten more fan art in a few weeks than any of my other oc's have gotten in a literal decade and its fucking wild.

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>>707366
I'm surprised I got trolled so hard by her... I really thought she was you venting about your life problems OP.
Didn't like her then but I like her now that I know she doesn't exist.
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>>707369
ehh.. every writer pulls from their own life but its almost always distorted/exaggerated in some way.

i think anyways that story telling is just trying to make your experiences entertaining, but thats all subjective so who knows
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>>707443
I remember the emo tentacle arms girl you used to draw in the y2k thread, have you drawn her at all lately? She was cute
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>>707444
No. I'll draw one for you. Which one did you remember?
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>>707455
Top left. I love her!
I remember the one of her straddling a guy in a chair. Very hot.
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>>707499
I made an attempt. I'm kind of frustrated with it. I still have it in progress but I'm out of time for now.
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>>707691
If i can make a suggestion, try cleaning up your sketches once in a while instead of lining over it, im no expert i only recently started trying but whether its just difficulty with the boards drawing app or not it does kind of seem like youre creating a lot more work for yourself than you need to.

Either way in the end it all comes down to practice
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>>707723
I am always open to suggestions. Here is an example of a similar pose >>704176 For that drawing I used a reference. I ended up spending an entire day cleaning the sketch and it has zero finished lines. Following my current method I would still have had to play pixel art for like 20 hours to keep every single line and curve smooth and to get them all to the desired thicknesses. cleaning up the sketch and adding detail during the line art phase was meant to save time. The process I use has kind of been working and I have gotten some results that I'm happy with, but I honestly don't enjoy having to place erase and replace each and every pixel one pixel at a time just to keep the lines smooth, accurate, and precise. When I just draw a line it is always completely wrong no matter what I do.

>>682095 this guy's work is a pretty good example of the quality of line I want to have. He works at more then double the resolution with completely different tools. What I want want might just not be possible in tegaki.
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>>707734
tegaki being impossible to do that with maybe very well be part of it.
i have no idea how to get line smoothness that looks that good and infact might be entirely dependent on canvas size.
thats why i use a rough brush in my csp, i dont have to focus as much on making every line perfect and cleaning up sketches makes that even easier. an idea that i did forget to mention, i didnt think of it until a couple day after trying this method is that you still dont have to do everything on one layer, like the cross mapping facial features could totally be left on a disposable layer if its not adding anything to the image.

part of the reason i go for the sketchier messier look is from the mentality that cleaner shapes tend to make things look flatter since the brain doesnt process visual information in life with smooth edges in clear contrast so this works for me a lot.

but for getting something that clean with a smooth brush as well as the way i do it to minimize pixelation you really do need to work bigger so you have to view the lines from farther away. in any case line width/rendering your line work comes into play too, like if you really look into where her boob connects to her elbow on the left side you can see how the lines arent just meeting eachother but also sort of merging and going from thick to thin, its good to keep in mind that perfect lines arent everything, a lot of artists that seem to be making perfect images actually have some pretty messing line work if you really get down to examine it so just keep experimenting and see what works for you.
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>>707749
i really love the way you draw hands
they're always adorable
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>>707756
Never heard that one before, thanks!
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>>707749
I have also been thinking of trying to lean even harder into the low resolution and doing illustrations more along the lines of character art and environments from va-11 hall-a, princess maker, or a pc-98 dating sim. I think the most important take away is to try other things and not pigeon hole myself into one particular style or process and keep practicing.

Thanks for the advice and sorry for derailing the thread. Drawing will now resume.
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Fuck it. I should have just kept drawing Is.

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>>707959
But anon I love her...
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i havent had a lot of time for drawing cause of my job.
but here's a shitpost i guess
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>>698266
i want to fuck you so bad
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>>712328
kill yourself
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>>712328
i doubt it, i am very ugly

>>712331
that's not nice :(
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What made you smoke? I thought I would be smoking by now given my parents were smokers. Even if I despised the smell, I thought I'd partake it in eventually.
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>>698266
It works, too. Have you ever made your listeners cry with your own work? I have. It's surreal power. (Don't feel bad for them. I took those fierce blows so long ago I don't remember what it is like to have hope for tomorrow.)
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>>707959
Ditch the tentacles. Draw her pretty with a sly smile and holding the axe with her right hand, just below the head, like she is looking at the viewer of the picture and getting ideas about swinging some more axe. (If you have never chopped fire wood, give it a go.)
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>>716255
See you in next two weeks anon.
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>>716253
im sure i have, maybe?
it's hard to know for sure, ive never seen anyone in person look at it.
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>>717043
ive completely forgotten how to draw her
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hello op certified "went through it still going through it" here
i find that being creative really does help unimaginably!! like you said earlier there's no difference between this and therapy. go join somewhere like this where you can post your art and receive validation, and i promise itll be nice for you

>>698915
running/participating in roleplaying games helped a ton for me. its nice to get involved in a big creative thing where you can talk to people without having to lug "yourself" along
i really hope that anything in this thread has given you some feelings, is
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>>717449
i havent roleplayed since i was 14.
i honestly have no idea how you even do that anymore its such an alien concept now.
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woman who was abused makes attention thread for her mid draws and poor coping mechanisms. tale as old as time
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holy fucking shit either let this thread die or spread your asshole in my face
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bout right.


bump because i want to see if op is still alive and kicking. Wanna see what shenanigans they're up to
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>>720831
if its not asshole in my face i dont fucking caaaaaare
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>>720857
>>699968
I feel like this was already addressed, Anon.
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OP if you're still here could you draw her hunched over in a miniaturized car commuting to her wagie job
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>>720915
im not very good at drawing cars
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>>723970
Is this the watchener???
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its getting really hard to tell if you guys actually like her or if you hate her
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>>725613
>>725765
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>>722420
haha yes splendid i requested that thanks OP
next how about her holding a comically large spoon
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>>726489
rope, simp
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>>726493
kitchen, woman
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>>726494
If I was a woman you'd be sending me amazon gift cards right now
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my daddy and my mommy and my daddy and my mommy
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>>726576
>>726489



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