happy family planning editionQOTT: how are you going out?
all men are womenall sex is rapeall dogs go to heaven
>forced by my biology to want to have sex with young, fertile women>shamed by society for it>women are programmed by their biology to find short men icky>don't know what to do with my attraction to women, now socially unacceptable>turn it on myself>my biology forces me to masculinize anyway>society shames me for trying to confuse their biological signals by being "gay" or "praying on straight men"so i can't fuck girlsand i can't be a girlso there's one option left: take a drill to the part of my brain that loves girls and girly things. now, where EXACTLY is it?
moistposting.
>>37300672>this is what a 37-year-old woman without makeup or filters actually looks likeholy shit wow what the fuck oh my god she's so cute she's so sexy she's so beautiful i LITERALLY want to kill myselfwhy are 37-year-old women 1000x hotter than a short little 27-year old permahikkineetcel like me? i can't take it anymore. i could never be as hot as her if i WERE TO turn into a tranny. i could never be with someone as hot as her if i try to be WITH women. i couldn't be the male equivalent of THAT hot if i continue as a man. i can't even find a man who's similarly hot even if i force myself to be gay (except for FTMs, but i feel guilty when i plap FTM pussies because i see them essentially as uglyhot lesbians or cute little altar boys sucking off my cathloic preist schlong under the table after church)t. rancel (moidposting)
>>37300460Qott my boyfriend and i just want 3 dogs and 2 cats no babies
>>37300592it probably won't go like in the movies, I don't advise it
how can i chemically or pharmacologically lobotomize/castrate away my gynephilic urges so as to protect women from me (i am a cute little anime girl soul trapped in the body and mind of a 47-year-old rapist)
i hate you so much right now
>>37300548you say “all dogs go to heaven” yet “hellhounds” exist, checkmate liberals
I had everything going for me to transition in my teens, even if they were late teensinstead I waited until 20fuck my life
when I was 14 I heard a rumor a guy I knew was actually a girl and starting hormones, and I really wish I had asked more questions instead of finding susansplace and running away from the idea
jorkin my shenis sexual style to lesbian loli porn. am i heccin' valid, sisterbros...?
jork
I'm not even true trans I'm just a joke I'm going to start lifting again and living in the past where at one point I was actually happy
I was never happy I just miss having a warm place to forget how awful every waking second inexplicably felt
faketrans trvemoder
>>37300713tell me when you find out
jorkmoder
i have a shenis greg could you jork me
mmm... cold leftover taco bell...
getting food poisoning once a month for gender euphoria
>>37300822when i was 16 a boy i used to sit with during lunch disappeared and my friends (all of whom were women at the time) told me that he was going to another school and was a woman nowthen my best friend took out here phone, showed me pictures of her, then showed me her number and asked me to take it. i said no, why? so she opened up the messaging app and tried to hand me the phone and i was like no, why? and she said "you should talk to her" and i told her "idk what to say"do you think they knew?
>>37300950they knew even if they didn't know whyat every age I had girls trying to girl me up and I didn't understand, or refused to
>>37300824sauce or it didn't happen
>>37300460>how are you going out?on a live
taco bell actually gives me the most consistent digestion of almost anything I eat, and the bad toxins/bacteria are already there or not whether you reheat it or eat it cold
surely your stomach contains new kingdoms of life
>QOTThttps://youtu.be/A72YcXjl6yU
>>37300972momomo
>momomooh you into some fucked up shit ain't ya? teehee me too that's the good shit fr rapestie
*pffft*uh oh stinky! poopy~oopsie i made a poopsieyay fun poop hehehe poo poopy when the poop comes out it feels goodweeeeee haha yay more poopy good poopy poopy funnyyay poop make me happy happy happy hahahahahahaaauh oh i think i made a poopy poop in pants no diaper thats funny hahahaha oopsie poopy underwear now hehehehe we want poopies! we want poopies! hahahahahahahhahahhaaa poo poo!
it's those hours, huh
Omg me!
melting in bliss and almost falling asleep while the barber tugs on my hair
should i buy a binder or sports bra for small conetits
>>37301572didn't mean to include this pi
TO THE BRAINWORMS, EVERYTHING'S JUST LIKEAN ILLUSIONI'LL BE HONNING OUT, BEFORE LONG
sex with ame
realmoders let their hairy mantits hang and swing and sweat like hairy ballscall 'em chesticlesbras are for hons
>>37300713Yuck!
>>37301572Sports bra. Never wear a binder.>>37301605I've been letting the boobies hang for almost everywhere except working out and work. They are really coming along rn too, with prog and pio added almost 2 weeks ago now I feel I'm already seeing more roundness.
>>37301617>Sports bra. Never wear a binder.this
lmao
>>37301605thanks for reminding me to nair my tits
ME RN ME RN ME ME ME RN!! FR!!!!!
don't do it
double moonbow... all the way...
>>37301617>Sports bra.ok and will that hide 'em more than without one. can my family notice my boobs more when i wear a sports bra
>>37301736A good, correct size sports bra will definitely hide them better than without. A normal bra is what makes your boobs stand out more imo.
i just sucked dick for the first timelyfe is good
im going to be real with you: shitsuxlol
tru
>>37302054Big or small? Did they cum in your mouth or on your face? Do you think you were good? I love sucking dick so much, now I wanna..
I'd be really good at sucking dick and thinking about it makes the spot behind my belly button ache
>>37302359about average if not girthier and in my mouthi need to work on my gag reflex cuz i couldn't take it too deep but it was rreally fun
my dad keeps asking to renew my ID and pretending he doesn't know why (it's because i detransitioned). which is so funny because he was the one who encouraged me to stop wearing agp turboautist skinny skirts and who encouraged me to cut my hair and then cut my hair
i will set myself on fire
anime girl phone background women cross the street at night to avoid mehentai tabs openviolent music playing on the headphones i never take offneck craned over phoneshoulders slouched hairline boggedfivehead wrinkledvarious slurs in my train of thoughtthe ultimate loser
>>37301736it actually depends on the kind of sports bra. google minimizer or compression bras if you really wanna hide. some bras just encapsulate the breasts and prevent them from moving, plus hide your nips. but others actually compress slightly (without flattening) your breasts, basically holding them to your chest elastically to stop the bounce a lot of sports bras aren't designed to make your breasts look smaller, some even come with a enough padding to make them look bigger depending on the fit
>>37302971i do that and i look like that and i am that
I'm so tired. I don't want to wake up in this body anymore.
I want to shave my head, should I ?
only if you have a good reason or want to rock that look for a while, don't do it out of desperation or self-harm
do it coward
>>37303517I look like a clown due to my long hair.All of my family is telling me it looks like shit. I'm supposed to go back to school this week and I will be seen as a clown for being a long haired masculine guy.
>All of my family is telling me it looks like shit.they're trying to ease you into detransitioning
>trying to ease you into detransitioningcan confirm. this happened to me. i'm still on HRT but fully a cis male with short hair now. got zero positive feedback on transition. probably my fault for not doing it right
>>37303724They're probably right, trying to transition hasn't made me happier..I really really wanted it to work out but it's just not happening.
relatable. anyway i miss being a kid pre-puberty and not having male features yet and playing diner dash for hours on the computer and making friends with both boys and girls
I can't believe how shit I look. I genuinely don't think I've seen anyone with a worse face than me ever.
frenchie?
>>37304061Why?
Isn't it hilarious that my only desire is to look like a woman, which is not a very common dream, and I was born with a face that is like in the top 1% of inability to look like a woman for my age?What were the chances?
>>37301610have you convinced june to send feet pics yet?
nardwuar aesthetics are so peak
>>37304003wait a few months more and i'll reveal how lucky you really are
>>37304462How...:(
>>37304473i've promised to show face when i get to my goal weight (which would still be fat in /tttt...)was just trying to joke :/
this is me if you even care
>>37301216>fluffybooruWhat the fucking fuck, I would have never expected to see this here. It's been legit 13y since I last saw fluffy shit.
how is it broken?also maybe we could cooperate to break it back :3
>>37302054Next time record it and post it on 4chan like your name is marie
28 years ive never felt any feelings for any human, why did i fall in love with her when i know i cant have her
I have sucked 14 dicks (non-consecutively)
>>37305567I have done it with only 5 guys i think. Likely more
>>37300460I was either gonna do the hydrogen asphyxiation thing or just go off into the woods this winter and letting hypothermia take me.
boobs r starting to become real.... i feel like a FREAK
bbbbbooooobbbbiiieees
>>37304680my brain is stuck on an A B loop from like 2003 to 2012
Practiced hanging myself again last night. Putting the nose below the adam's apple makes it way less painful than putting it right under the jaw/above the adams apple.
I saw what I needed to and I think that's itI don't need to be around anymoreit's been real, men
>>37306464see you tomorrow
>>37306491i know but blocking them requires like 3-7 kg of pressure while blocking the jugular veins only 2 kg (and those give the head explode sensation)but my last run with the noose lower on the neck felt way better already
>wake up>pray for death
>wake up>5 pm
>wake up>go back to bed an hour later
>wake up>don't leave bed (apart when going to the toilet and getting food from the kitchen)
Wake up (wake up)Grab a brush and put a little make-up
HIDE THE SCARS TO FADE AWAY THE SHAKE UP
wake upit's the first of the monthcash your checks and count up
>>37306434>practicing your suicide Hahaha just do it man
>wake up>remember I'm completely alone and have no money or job>try not to cry because I'm exhausted and my neighbor had me up overnight again>pee everywhere>shit myself>stub my toe>scratch my boob>get toothpaste in my eye>scald my mouth>sit down at retardbox9000>deliberately seek out and expose myself to something I know will harm me and my mental well-being>have existential crisis and seriously consider suicide>try to calm down>begin the daily queue of endless internet garbage with a background thread on loop for rumination and emotional processing>assume the hunched shitposting position and stay in one spot for 16 hours
>>37306645spot on
there's no happiness after the pain huh
Why are you all so miserable? People who have gone blind, lost their hearing and multiple limbs are happier than the majority of the people here
>>37306881I spent the first thirty years of my life being gaslit by myself and the entire world into not believing what I felt or knew about myself and my own body and because I had no self-esteem I let people walk all over me and only had people in my life who saw me as less than nothing, a completely meaningless joke or annoyance, and not worth respecting or treating like a person
>>37306645it do be like that
>>37306973they say it don't be like that but it do
now is not the time for banana; that comes later
za mina minaeh ehwaka waka ehh ehh
same worstie
got the flu and wanna go to the store for ice cream and OJ but I have no car and I'm in no shape to walk there rnI was just starting to get my shit together after a long depressive episode too.
>>37307209/mmg/ meetup at the area 51? I have an epic idea.....
>>37307505
that moder needs therapy
lie down on the couchwhat does that mean?
you're a hon! you're crazy in the cocobuns!
trannygazoo, let's have a troon
i am so angry, iwant to hurt others, jk, i am extremely calm, do not lock me up into the loony bin
I promised I'd girlmode and play the violin
negerbollar
skideballer
i love when i see women comitting suicidei like to imagine all the pain they must have felt to get to that point
what about men?
idc abt men, i do not hate men besides maybe the chad priviledged ones, most men suffer heavily already just by being born men
>bf forced me to repeat "i'm a woman" while he fucked me again
giwtwm
>be high on drugs>get fucked in the ass by bf>he stops and says i moan like a woman
i have never and will never have sex
giwtwmsm
>>37307904good job methschizo, you finally like men and stopped thinking abt raping women
>>37307919I'm not methshizo I'm a gay masc4masc estromale
nothing personal kiddoi am as miserable as you are, even more
>>37307943how are you even capable of having sex with your body then?fake manmoder and fake trans mf
as a single issue voter, i think wizardmaxxing manmoders deserve state mandated boyfriends
I'm going to put this entire thread in my ass
>>37307916I’m a virgin in my 30s
I wish I had stayed a virgin
Got my first chest binder what the fuck my chest is so flat but also so painful
>>37307965Why
>>37307962lolcould be me
>>37307976yall niggas are mtftm atp
>>37307976sounds scary to me, I'd be terrified of damaging my boobs and the discomfort or breathing issues (I already have problems with that sometimes like idk I'm breathing manually or something), so I just go for the sports braI feel for lil poonbros
i hate everyone, i want you to suffer as much as i dohit hit hit hit hit hit
luv duriansimple as
>>37307987permanent oxytocin poisoning induced psychosis
>>37308037god i wish you weren't larping :(for all intents and purposes i'm unlikable, but some people pretend to as i'm someone they can laugh about and complain to
>>37308088no you're funi'd want to move to sweden
slaughter slaughter slaughter slaughter slaughter
im a low iq troon retardhon
many people are talking about the gifted kid to sub-90 iq hikineet pipeline
guys I have my first calc 2 exam in a few hrs wish me luck :3
kill kill kill kill kill
>>37308747good luck
Just asking because I don't know I'm thinking on the subjectWhat do you even do when you're meant to get a doctor checkup but you're boy/manmoding with B cup breasts? I'll have to get a checkup as part of the onboarding process for a new job soon-ish and I just realized that when the Doctor pulls out the Stethoscope to measure my heartbeat you can't do that without seeing my tits and that might be a problemI thought on the subject because every now and again I get heart palpitations and shortness of breath not sure if it's the caffeine or something related to HRT or whatever else
>>37308971I'm stressing out about this and putting off a general checkup despite having some specific concerns and not having had one in like 20 years, but decided I can just calmly state I am trans and take hormones and leave it at that unless they ask more questions
>>37309000
>>37308971happened to me kindathe doctor just wrote I have Gynecomastia into my filesshe told me I shouldn't feel bad, there's surgery for that lol
>>37309000Yeah I don't really feel comfortable enough to state that I'm trans yet. I'm one year on hormones and I look decent enough but I haven't had laser yet and I have real bad facial hair the whole point of me getting the job is so that I can afford laser. It'd be what it'd be I guess just eugh
>>37308866ty I'll make you proud:3
i have to inject today and it's 10 pm
>>37309365Put on some music or a video and do it
>>37309365don't put it off, can mess with your levels and make you feel funny
i regret transitioningi don't wanna be a trannyi regret being born maleall men are ugly i regret being attracted to women all sexuality is disgustingi don't want to be a woman either. fuck humanity. fuck all of you. i should've lived life as a mushroom or a tree. or a bee
i was a handsome man now im an ugly freak! you lied to me! you told me that if i wanted to be a cute anime girl due to autism that means i have to transition or ill regret it! you lied! you told me science says transition makes your life better! why did you lie to me? i fucking HATE you
>>37309865Just bee yourself c:
>>37309892i am LITERALLY osama bin laden. i am an ugly horny man and i hate israel. being myself is NOT an option
>>37309915I'm sorry I just wanted to be funny and say the meme I didn't mean to say anything. I'm really sorry I don't have any advice
>a close up of a person wearing a tank top, shaved face, telegram sticker, antialiased, 2019 trending photo, wet hair, by Jacob Willemszoon de Wet, almost smiling, e-girl, covid-19 as a human, uncropped, 14 yo berber boy, petros, mooniq priem
>>37309948>wet hair, by Jacob Willemszoon de Wet>covid-19 as a human>14 yo berber boythis genuinely made me laugh
>>37309888checkedif you had the gender dysphorias it was only a matter of time anyway
i have blender dysphoria
i just removed an entire seed from a plant from my ear and idk how long it's been in there but it was DEEP inside
>>37309915did you know that Bin Laden died of kidney disease in 2002 and that the 2011 mission to "kill him" was a fraud?
the estrogenized walk is honscience, right? someone told me I walk like a fag
>>37310076>walk in public just like i do be walkin>younger guy walking towards me suddenly imitates my walk (looks really flamboyant and stupid)>his rich boomer mom laughs>feels bad man
>>37310076Idk mom says I act a bit more girly now but I just do whatever I always do
>>37310116all cis people should be ritualistically tortured
>>37310076it's fucking real and I try to overcompensate subconsciously with my shoulders and I look fucking retarded just kill me
>>37310188I wouldn't even mind them if they just gave me easily accessible assisted suicide but I guess they want to see me suffer
people used to tell me i ran like a girlor like a robotmaybe i just have autism or something
>>37310496>or like a robotI got this a lot for different behaviors, now I get people saying I have a confident or bold demeanor or happy walk... like random fucking strangers, it makes me want to just blink out of existence or induce vacuum decay and end everything right there
>>37310523That's nice though?
can't stop buying nail polishspent $200 today
i wish i had $200
i rly shouldn't be spending it but i'm vulnerable to impulse
i need a job
i bought a motorcycle instead of saving for ffs
https://youtu.be/zh2U2Cpy5p8
today I tweaked my resume a little and thought about sending it to places
>>37310630would get me 10 bottles vodka ;__;>>37310735june?
>>37310805do not ever compare me
sorry ;_;
>>37310805what a gross waste of money
I spend like $20 on nail polish a year
>>37310853yes :(could have had (cheap) ffs already if not for my drinking...hate myself
>>37310867do you just do black or smth? that looks nice i'm just curious. i'm having too much fun lately with accent nails or baby attempts at nail art but building up a big enough collection from scratch is not cheap
>>37310962lol yeah and I'm still terrible at even just doing the plain black, it's as much as I really want but someday if I feel motivated I might try and practice to be able to do little arcane symbols or something... but even then I'd probably keep it monochrome on black
if someone gets me meth they can do whatever they want with me... ofc they'd choose either to run away disgusted or kill me...it's all fine
too scared to paint my nailstoo scared to get lasertoo scared to get my hair cuttoo scared to live
>>37311027>too scared to liveI'm like this most of the time, I had to work my way up to even going downstairs to do laundry today and only narrowly avoided a panic attack or completely spilling my spaghetti everywhere yesterday doing a bigger and slightly less scripted or predefined shopping trip than usualbut I paint my nails and get laser because it makes me feel nicer about myself, just for me like I don't go out or see people or anything it's just... for me
>>37311011I'd just lick the precum off tip of your penis and make you taste mine. and I'd lick your foreskin and balls and thighs and breasts. when I'm in meth I'm fucking horny make no mistake im tasting you. in sucking on your neck and wrapping my arms and legs around you. im grabbing your wrists and holding you down. im fucking your mouth I don't care if you're ugly my heart is racing and i need sex now
>>37311027*hug*try to do something small that still scares you, i bet it's actually not to bad afterwards?idk
>>37311027ThisI’m closing laser tomorrow
>>37311060omg!
>>37310998that sounds rly cool, you totally should. i think art looks surprisingly great on black like that, arcane symbols sound difficult but you could always practice on paper or with peel off base coat if you don't want acetone pruned fingers from multiple attempts
>>37300460one day i’m gonna make it out of manmode im going to marry my bf and be insanely pretty for a day then im gonna adopt kids and raise them on a sheep farm.
sunteti niste rate proaste care nu se opresc din macanit, ar trebuie sa va omorati si sa nu va mai pierdeti timpul, nu o sa aveti niciodata o viata buna>>37311138nu o sa se intample
>>37311180du-te cu o capră
>be a 5'5.8" man with boobs and no facial hair>if i don't bind people ask if im ftm or "what are you">if i bind my titties hurt real badgive me one reason not to KILL myself amd others
i want to fuck a fat trans autistic bitch
>>37311180it’ll happen
>>37311195beeee>>37311214>give me one reasonbc i luv you and it will make me sad
>>37311235i love you too larrygooning my princess wand in your honor rn
>>37311229hi
>>37311232>sheep farm.ok but make it a goat farm so i can come and fuck them, i do not really like sheep that much..
>>37311284stop making me soft, it is not tears what i have in my eyes, i swear
>>37309479I feel too fat to inject. I haven't changed my clothes in days. 'Ate my body.
>>37311321you should let me drop a nut up in your mouth, bitchboy
>>37311358do it anyway faggot
>>37311475just injected subq into my stomach and it bleeds lol
>>37311581subq terrifies me, IM just makes more sense to me mechanically
>>37311591i probably have brain cancer from all the cypro so there's nothing to lose
>>37311581yeah happens to me occasionally>>37311591how is IM better than subQ? I do subQ because I'm a coward and it hurts less.
>>37311657>betterI didn't say it was and don't have good reason to think so, just that both the physical act of injection and the delivery mechanism make more physical sense to me and I'm less afraid of piercing something vital or causing problems with the injection site than I would be by pinching skin/fat
mein kraft
mein kampfy chair
did anyone else's voice get more croaky or raspy, like a lot of vocal fry, after starting E?
the 11th commandment: either start estrogen (not blockers) before turning 13 or don't transition at all
>>37311852Hon science is real
>>37300460I am pregnant with chicken curry from the chinese store off of the highway
>>37312119suckable tits
>>37312119i hate you
>>37312119mogs me
>>37312081I thought it was poonscience...
This but unironically
>>37311229Cheese baby this is your moment
>>37312187what ARE you
>>37312213At this moment? this is me at my most masochistic
>>37312119BILL LOOKS LIKE THAT?????>>37312211ok annnndd?
https://unseecc/album#aLwI0m68mvsxis this something? bonus crossie pic
>>37312334Didn’t think you still posted hereHi cheese ;D hope you are well
death to Americadeath to Israeldeath to Bidendeath to Trump death to Netanyahua curse upon the Zionistsvictory to Palestine
>>37312543im german
>>37312543Palestine can suck my cock and the jews can eat my ass
death to Germanydeath to Italydeath to the UKdeath to Australia
what about denmark
death to whoever it takes to start off complete unbridled nuclear war and end humanity
>>37312543>>37312575holy based????
>>37312543turn the planet to glass
>>37313364based let's make it happen
>>37313406it will happen. one day, maybe not in 5 years or 10 or 50, but one day. when every level of nuclear bureaucracy has been pared down and automated, when nobody has any opportunity to insubordinate or otherwise refuse the order, when the ai controlling some derelict cluster of launch facilities rusting underneath some flyover state decides that the winning move is indeed to play, it will happen.
>>37313455your optimism disgusts me
>>37313455I hope and pray
will it get better
>>37314202No, never
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNFjLzVKVdk
this sucks lol
>>37314268Suck my cock baby please kitten i need to bust
maybe I should stop taking e and be some tranny bf idk Im tired of being lonely
i need my dick sucked so fucking badly why don't you faggots ever do your damn JOB!!
the problem is that I act too feminine to be a man and theyd probably sniff me out
I'm hungry and I'm bitchy and I'm weepy and I'm tired and I'm horny
I wanted to go out and see the moon but the sky said no
i can't stop laughing thinking about how ugly i am. i laugh until i drool. i can't stop typing trying to describe how ugly i am. i type until my fingers hurt. and no it's not a joke, bitch.
i hate you so much right now you were supposed to fix meinstead, you broke me. why?why did you lie to me? why?
i oft wonder how a 5 year old me would react upon learning that i did not, in fact, become astronaut, rather a friendless futureless suicidal tranny with no remaining willpower brain function or executive skills
i vut my hair even shorter, again fuck all of you
>>37300460i have GRIDS
Here cums rapehon, doo-doo-doo-dooHere cums rapehon, and I sayIt's all wrong Little loli, it's been a long, cold, lonely winterLittle loli, it feels like years we've been trapped hereHere cum the hon, doo-doo-doo-dooHere cum the hon, and I sayIt's overLittle lolis, the smiles' fading from their facesLittle loli, it feels like years that we've been hereHere cums the honHere cuma rapehon, and I sayIt's all wrong Hon, hon, hon, here it cumsHon, hon, hon, here it cumsHon, hon, hon, here it cumsHon, hon, hon, here it cumsHon, hon, hon, here it cumsLittle loli, I feel that hope is slowly dying Little loli, it seems like years we've been locked here Here comes the hon, doo-doo-doo-dooHere comes rapehon, and I sayIt's overHere comes the hon, doo-doo-doo-dooHere comes rapehonIt's all wrong It's over
i am going to RAPE mysekf for being a MAN retard retard retard rape rape KIKE
i hate my male body, dysphoria is too much, i want to kms, please kill me
I don't want to keep existing. I can never look like a woman. I want to be dead. The dysphoria is too much. The pain of being a man forever. I can't stand it. I can't.
>>37315456https://youtu.be/FfUzs4NDa64?si=Y-JB2ZON2SFuhK6n
>>37317117same, let s kill each other, i will kill you first so i can cannibalize you, i want to see how human meat tastes before i go, jk jk ofc
>>37312119fuckable>>37317143you can eat me if you wish ;3
>practice hanging myself>now moving my neck in a certain way really hurts
>>37317629i've warned you all >:(i hope it doesn't become permanent like it is for mealso stop wanting to sui? *puppy eyes*
>>37317856>also stop wanting to sui? *puppy eyes*'ate dogsluv catsluv durian
>wipe hips>narrow waist (0.69WHR)>twink voice>manly face>6'2Wonder what people think about me. I can't hide my hips and I just look weird, especially with estrogen skin
I have a friend who killed himself half a decade ago, and another friend who is constantly threatening to do so. Every time she does I go into panic mode and can’t focus on anything else for the rest of the day. Worrying that she actually will kill herself this time, feeling bad for her, and feeling guilty for not doing more to help. What should I do? I can’t live like this
>>37318201murder her so you never have to worry and feel guilty abt not helping her and preventing her sui ever again
>>37318201never let her out your sight or have any agency, for her safetyor forget her and move on, get new friends who don't drain youI'm sure there's a good answer in between
>>37318013>wipe hipsI wipe ass
bonr 2 shit focred 2 wiep
i don't wipe
I wash my ass in the sink
Just had a guy triple check that he was in the men's restroom after walking I'm and seeing me washing my hands lmao.
day 1 of my journey trying to giga pass so i can plap chudette: my hands are too shaky for make up, it's over
>>37318628manmoder btw
careful, you'll never plap if you mog
>>37318678I'm kinda looking like a queermoder today, so maybe he just clocked me for trans or felt uncomfortable.
woke up and noticed my thick ass neck and giga chad build3 years on estrogen. this is bullshit. i want a refund.
>>37318678I get ma'amd/lady/girl all the time that doesn't mean I don't look like a guy
>>37318761Kys
>3 years on estrogen>gigachad with titsit's over
>>37318839literally me (I haven't shaved yet this morning) 5 years on HRT
>>37318836why. I'm serious. I body pass enough to people who aren't paying attention gender me female but my face is ogre
>>37318863fakemoder get ffs and begone
3 years of e
>>37318863
>>37318870>get ffsI'm a thirdie, this is never happening lol
>>37318900too bad you're already girlmoding, fakemoder
no one stops
>>37318908I wear mostly mom shorts and normal t shirts. and I have short hair. how is this girlmoding, get fucking real
>>37318936>I wear girl clothing>how is this girlmoding????
>>37318995ok? that doesn't mean anything. but Ill admit that I dress like picrel (albeit my face my face is not feminine like hers at all)
'ate bdd youngshit fakemanmoderssimple as
>>37319028I'm honestly not sure if you're retarded or trolling anymore
>>37319037>bddi genuinely look like a ogre, not posting my face though>youngshitstarted at 26>fakemoderno i just look like a man
>>37318894me on the right
return to monkeymoding
>a close up of a person wearing a black shirt, genderswap, face turnaround 3 6 0, streaming on twitch, soft butterfly lighting, 30-year-old woman from cuba, 30 year old man :: athletic, tired appearance, bluray image, photorealistick, 2 7 years old, tiredis the tin can calling me a hon?
>>37318894liar no me on the right
>>37319028Lmao, I'm usually pretty open to manmoders wearing slight fem clothing, but this is literally girlmoding. You know exactly what youre doing here. Quit being a mean girl bitch and leave the true manmoders alone. Like holy shit lol, or if you're not doing this in bad faith, have a little awareness.
>>37319086it knows what it is doing
>>37319086>can't hang out with passoids because im too male>can't hang out with manmoders because im too feminine genuinely killing myself
fagmoder or boymoder?
>>37319108i go by it pronouns too youre not really offending me
>>37318914Sex with loonix
I don't care what offends you
just washed my demure hairy fat manmoder bodI'm getting a thick fat manmoderbellyi weigh 70 kg @ 185 cm now holy fuck
>>37319058I started at 24you are forgiven, sorry
black trannies have the worst tbqhpassoids think we'll look male forever meanwhile non passers say we have it easy passing, can't fucking win
>>37319167I mean black women in general have it pretty badeven black men
>>37319167A lot of black women look masculine compared to women of other races. so yes blackies who had a weak puberty have it easier than a white neandrathaal
>>37319167I'm native american, I think for minorities it can be harder if we try to adhere to white beauty standards, and white trans passing standards. But it can be easier if we go by the standards of our minority race.
>>37319183>>37319184proving my point>>37319193im in love with you
>>37319140why him and not me? rude, kms
>>37319193>>37319167being visibly mixed-race is its own hell. too mutt-y to meet white beauty standards, too white to lean into the exotic.
>>37319204>I'm in love with you
hello my future boyfriend
my old friend
>>37319265then what are you waiting give me your contact we NEED to be weird together
>>37319206Post body and let me seeee
frozen pizza going in
>>37319643cuteluv goatsluv sheepsimple as
manmoder4manmoder ne1?
my manmoder belly is full of frozen pizza
>>37319140>>37319206>:(
>>37310827yeah even if ur wildest dream you arent as pretty as me
ew
>>37319859sorry i just like pizza
>>37319807call me ugly and abuse me daddy june
>>37319892no ur good what kind
>>37319992it had arugula and cheese on it. I wasn't even hungry so now I feel bretty sick
a fat nigga eating
>>37320034my bmi is 20.5 nowhate my life
>>37319859trip on or post pic uggo ^_^
>>37320050name off and post pic uggo >:3
girls i don’t want to fucking manmode anymore
>>37320469you look like a beautiful alien from a species with no men or women
>>37320469HAHAHAHA LOOOK AT THIS MF NIGGA LMAOOOOWHOLE ASS MALE XD
dis nigga just say you look weird lmao nice compliment you fucking spastic
>>37320613I mean I didn't say this but I agree. If this nigga takes off the hat and earrings he looks like my nephew michael
i hate looking and being male, this is torture, i hate myself and everything, i want to kms, i wish i could..
>>37320642>>37320613this is the manmoder general isn’t this the point we have to look like men to post ??
>>37320690at least you look like a feminine soft man but kinda uncanny, i think it is bc of the laser, men without beard shadow look uncanny and weird, don't people ask abt it?
>>37320690type shit
hrt is like at best 10% of the transition 'changes' anyway, most of it is laser and the rest is longer hair, being skinnier, more fem eyebrows, lower body training etc., hrt is meaningless and pointless desu, you can easily transition without it and if you have passoid genetics/luckshit, you will still be a passoid.. and if you are a hon, well, at least you have normal guy hormones and can easily just be a regular guy.. idc why people put so much emphasis on hrt and make it a priority or starting it a milestone when it really does not do that much at all.. i guess that is their way of saying, 'i will finally be me, i am doing smth abt it'..
>>37320739no one suspects it i even wear light makeup most days but no one im out to I knew pretrans thought anything besides I got a skincare routine or coming out as gay made me more feminine, I’ve given a trans girl diy advice irl with them thinking im a cis gay dude. I’ve malefailed a few times recently (once looking like the above pic) but 90% sure it’s my voice. I don’t want to manmode forever
>>37320690yeah but usually the point is that people are looking for validation cuz they’re not actually manmodersshit like this tho actually makes me giggle and kick my feet like a gyaru schoolgirl on her kei phone like how tf is this even real skskskdskskkskskskskskksksk
>>37320690god ur always so pretty
>>37320469I would fuck you so hard so you pass out and i can hit without your consent
>>37320809it is ogre, i guess you were always fem/faggy acting so they did not notice anything unusual, for someone like me, just painting my nails makes people question if i went insane, not if i am a fag/trans but i am in eastern europe so you kinda have to be crazy here to wear nail polish as a man..
>>37319472You would need to post yours and I add you:P
>>37320469Do not listen to June or Larry. They are both reppers who project on everyone here. Everybody knows, that you're trans. I mean really look at yourself, it's obvious. And thats a good thing since you're craving out of manmode. I think lose the hat, get a fem hairstyle is main priority. Then work on voice, and clothing. Mainly some woman's jeans over the baggy men's ones.
>>37321105oh I only manmode because of family I look ok in girlmode I think not passing but fine but thanks for the advice personally I prefer high waisted baggy trousers but I have some low-waisted ones I should wear more