last got deletedqott why the long face
mono won
naz won
thinking about unreasonably pretty girl from work
1 year on hrt no male failswhat now
>>37335593I hope she cucks you with a guy, in person. You can clean him off, and then clean her out. Both with your mouth
Drpgs feel like playing dungeons and dragons with a gm trying to make the game insufferable purely out of spite after you cucked them 5 times"Mkay now that you found the 14 different trigger spots with no marking, 4 of which had a bossfight that took all your resources, you're now going to have to beat a boss 6 times your level to progress the story, even though you can literally walk past them. Oh and it takes 10 minutes to get to the grinding spot. HF!"
>>37335598suicide
therapy doesn't help, its for boomers to vent about being horrible people
i look like depressed tranny harry pottersneed to kmsbig chinvisiting sibling in a number of days, and i still look like shit even after getting an haircut and getting back on hrtit is over>>37335592anyone who uses the word "folks" in reference to gays and such deserve to be bullied until they stop desu>>37335594DUDEWEEED LMAO>>37335398do they still have the baker act down thereup here i just preface talking about suicide by saying im not looking to get committed or anything, and then just remember to be vague about like oh yeah i like think about ways to do it but i'm not gonna do anything about it and that normally gets them off my back>>37335526dbt is the only therapy that's super helped me, ifs helped a little bit, and that's iteverything else is busywork most of the time
>>37335607>DUDE>WEEED LMAOI want to go to the big weed event this weekend but I know I won't go because crowds make me anxious
I think I'm asexual, to be honest. I tried sex multiple times. It isn't anything to write home about. I legitimately just want someone to live with on a purely platonic level.
I just hate making the people I love in my life uncomfortable to the point where they don't want to be around me because I can't deal with me freaking out anymore. It sucks and I don't know how to fix it so I've just started pushing everyone away that I can push away so that I don't put it on them
>>37335601i’ve never spoken to her
>>37335598What else besides hormones are you doing, anon?
>>37335604play strange journey (not the remaster) it is very good>>37335619sounds scary
>>37335639I brush my teeth sometimes when I'm not suicidally depressed
>>37335646If smt has me opening 5 tabs with different spreadsheets and spending hours farming I'd frankly rather blow my head off
>>37335629I hope she never does, with your rapehon eyes. I'm sure youd be on your knees, as her lil tranny cuckold, if she told you
>>37335656i don't think i farmed until maybe the very very last final boss desu, it's a really enjoyable game and has nice dungeons and an automap
Paige can you please post the dbt infographic for Paulie
Mono wonMonos schlong
>>37335647If that's all you're doing it will probably take 4 more years while the hormones do their workIf you want the perception to shift faster, you have to give in to the realization of how society views femininity and do shit like clothing changes, hair, etcThis is kind of a bummer, since what gender means to normies is kind of outdated, but it's the hand we're dealt Are you working with a psychologist/psychiatrist about the ongoing depression?
>>37335718is this another pre transition pic
>>37335718My mom has a bigger apple
>>37335718wren seemed to enjoy you desu
>>37335699winner winner chicken dinner
>>37335647me toomy teeth are horrible
>>37335718oh gosh dont even get me started on my neck. i will never pass because of it
I've been trying really hard to keep my teeth cleanbut the worse my sleep schedule gets fucked the harder it is to keep morning and nighttime routines
>>37335774hi babe how was your day
>>37335785Hi maiqy, my day was okay. I worked and didn't eat well overall and then have been playing rimworld for the past few hours while wtching youtube videos. how was your day?
Can someone recommend me a story where a guy falls for his mtf friend?
>>37335800Horatio Hornblower
>>37335699>Mono got the prettiest girl>katuh no thats gremlin
>>37335837aw, ur in love ^_^
>>37335688there's a dbt infographic?
>>37335598girlmode
>>37335798I felt sick all day idk what’s wrong w me
>>37335819KEK>>37335854likely overexertion and lack of sleep
>>37335800fiction or n- fiction?
>>37335849yeah there was this good one I thought you had posted it
>>37335842>>37335842>>37335842
where do you see yourself in 5 years?
>>37335592how even?>>37335584>qottim genuinely the most pathetic heap of crap to ever slosh onto the dirt
>>37335880with huge massive tits
>>37335877this?
>>37335837sup gremlin
>>37335863>>37335800>story where a guy falls for his mtf friend?>fiction or n- fiction?preferably fiction I suppose, like erotica and stuff...but feel free to share your personal story if you wanna!! happy for you
>>37335877maybe but idk, i don't remember having it specificallyi vaguely think i may remember, but i can't link it to a specific time and since all my images are unsorted in my downloads folder that means i'd have to sort through tons of pics slowly to find it and i cba
>>37335877
>>37335607>depressed tranny harry potteryeh.my face is fucked worse. and not the gud way a face can b fucked.
>>37335684Do I need a guide to know how to progress without walking around like a headless chicken until I trigger an event
>>37335907no the game is very straightforward
>>37335891>>37335901thank you Jo <3
>>37335912Barely sounds like a drpg then. Will put it on my backlog
>>37335878why does grem not post here anymore tho?
>>37335919I dunno you’re cute and seem nice I think you’re gonna be fine if you can get some independence
>>37335915I distinctly remember paige posting it toosaved it myself since generally anything to do with emotional regulation I could probably do with
>>37335927cause u gay
Gremlin
>>37335896the non-fiction part was a self deprecating jokeso i just wrote fiction again XD
>>37335920i mean maybe u might struggle a little bit, the maps are a little complex. i never struggled too hard with it, but again im significantly more intellgant than u
>>37335931thanks again I’m glad you saved it I should too it seems pretty helpful
>>37335943>significantly more intellgant than u
>>37335927got raped by navy
>>37335937here you go Paulie : ) Jo saved them>>37335891>>37335901
>>37335955I wish that kind of stuff helped but when I get into extreme fits of despair I feel as if I have no control over my thinking, maybe if I ever feel better enough to not have that degree of emotional instability it would be effective
>>37335927>>37335936>>37335937Navy 100% fucking won
>>37335978holy moggedi WILL be killing myself shortly
How did gremlin end up so cute though? She went through puberty from what I can tell from the shared... porn. Did she have surgeries or just a luckshit?
>>37335972yeh I don’t these tips are for crawling out of the pits of despairmore like, these are tips for not falling into them
>>37335992she has an intersex disorder
>>37335992angle fraud maxxed
I'm in a bad situation, I've been dating a cis girl since before I started transitioning and now I'm realizing that I'm pretty much exclusively attracted to men but I won't cheat on her and she's like my best friend and I'm scared to break up with her. I don't even want to have sex and I've avoided it the last few times she wanted to and I keep having fantasies about men, I feel so guilty and like such a coward.
>>37336004Don't know if this is a form of despair I'll ever get out of
1 chubby bunny2 chubby bunny3 chubby bunny4 chubby bunny5 chubby bunny
so many deleted postssigh
>>37336026I'm sorry but it's probably not gonna work out anon
>>37335992intersex + started early due to unfortunate circumstances + good at photos and makeup + genetics
>>37336035its ok anon we'll get through this fr
>>37336035start by managing the basic things: nutrition, sleep, hygiene
god why do i want to go do uber eats rni hate being at home sometimes
I thought all of the stuff about estrogen's psychological effects was overblown and a meme but for example like I'm not nearly as interested in video games anymore and like all of the ones that seem too stressful or competitive are unappealing to me now and I've been playing stuff like Animal Crossing or Subnautica, and like I was working on craft projects and I messed something up and couldn't figure it out and before I would have gotten mad but now I just started crying instead. It's crazy how like both halves of the population are on two different drugs
>>37336101mm kinda relatable, i noticed i got less salty in video games on e but it wasn't a huge difference
my favorite pic of gremlin
Always remember. Correlation equals causation and placebos do not exist.
>shutting downthis is one I'm really bad for desueven as a grown ass adult if someone asks me a question that makes me emotional I'll just stare at the ground until they stop because I honestly don't know what else to do when that happens
>>37336101>I'm not nearly as interested in video games anymore and like all of the ones that seem too stressful>I've been playing like Subnauticaerm what the sigma
>>37336118real faggot ass haircutVERY punchable dome piece
>>37336119u rly don't think hormones changed u emotionally? for me i don't think it was anything huge but i rly do think i became a bit less irritable and a bit less competitive after getting off T
>>37336149Emotional changes don't mean my hobbies changed lolIt's retarded brainrot coming from thinking women don't play games etc so it's validating to not like them
milk
>>37335891What is dbt?
>>37336082I sleep normally except for waking up from pain . My hygiene is probably medium, I do brush my teeth and wash my face daily and try to shower every other day or daily. Nutrition is also probably avg.
>>37336171Nevermind, I saw the next infographic
>>37336164fair enough
>>37336164I resurrected old hobbies like reading, and baking, and keep up my gym time as much as the schizos ree at me for itI think we should still be able to engage with things we like because almost no hobby is gender-exclusive
>>37336123subnautica is trutrans obv
>>37336235its a stressful game
>>37336169unsee cc/album#absySWbrmc8O
i think part of the reason I'm so bored with life is i don't look forward to anything anymoreevery day is more or less the same as the lastmakes me think ugh why am i even alive if this is all life is
>>37336235HuhI like a lot of the butchy femme column, with a couple in femme and soft butchLove me some puyo puyo
>>37336235is this supposed to be like malebrained vs fembrained games ?
maybe i need a new show to watch :/
>>37336059>I'm sorry but it's probably not gonna work out anonI kinda figure it won't... It's just really hard, you know? I think about breaking up with her and I start crying but then later I'll fantasize about men :/>>37336120I shut down really bad when things get too uncomfortable for me
>>37336264sorry you must have set it to single view
I forgot to censor my face... Oh man..
>>37336294suifuel
3 hours of grinding and I'm still getting oneshot. I'm gonna go from suicidal ideation to homicidal ideation if this goes on for 2 more hours
>>37336276only if that's what you think butch means :/
unironically want to kms due to being ugly nowfuggi wonder if i were as pretty as grem or paul, if ex bff would've loved me enough to want to be with me instead of abandoning me
FUCK THE DRUGS GOD DAMNIT if weed won't make me feel good then what's the effing point
>>37336313why you’re pretty also your dress is really cool
>>37336358beauty is very fickle. i could lose what little looks i have very easily in the near future due to medication stuff - it legitimately isn't everything. i promise. you aren't ugly anyway.
>>37336358Nigga that's just an average decent looking woman do you even go outside?
>>37336269>puyo puyobasedI like pretty much 80% of the games on the pic kekfrom arma to simsgames are so fun honestly
>>37336358you dont even trylike you dont even do ur browsskincare?
gremlin wanted me to post so i do
i try and I'm still ugly>>37336294if i put on a dress and show off the skibidi gyatt will ppl here finally pay attention to me
>>37336368>you aren't ugly anyway.im not pretty, that's close enough to ugly to not make a difference>>37336370yeah im upset i will never be "decent" lookingalso idk but i think they are both pretty>>37336374>you dont even do ur browsi tried to get them done the last time i got an haircut but the place didn't do brows and i felt too anxious to go somewhere else>skincareyea i drink water and wear sunblock
>>37336394They are pretty yeah that's what I mean with average decent looking person you can go to the mall and find one every per every 3 women you see or lessThere's ig models w 0.1 whr and faces that look sculpted w abs no one could hope to accomplish and ur mad over like the average?
wow its almost like ive become a real person
>>37336406paige is like very below average so thats why
on thati feel like literally worse than hitler rn
>>37336392tell gremlin he's very ugly
>>37336406average means average, not the top 1/3>>37336411yeah this
paige you are genetically mad ugly and people treat you like shit and ignore bc of that, no amount of effort is fixing that deep uglinesspeople give you the effortcope to victim blame and Paul says the 'pretty privilege is not real, you are not missing anything' copethe truth is, that if you were as pretty as they are, your ex bff would have probably even married you, let alone abandon youyou look like a sewer rat so he abandoned your ass
>>37336426https://open.spotify.com/track/7GX5flRQZVHRAGd6B4TmDO?si=bae5c40728ac4f8aLil uzi goes hard tho
>>37336240>its a stressful gameNo it's not, for me it was just comfy ocean exploration >>37336235>subnautica is trutrans obvI'm a faketrans hon
Sims must be trutransI wouldn’t think Subnautuca is
>>37336429sewer rat is a little muchmaybe like the sewer rats shit?
When the unaviadoable one shots hi ts AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGHThe drpg genre deserves to be dead
>>37336451idksubnautica, outerwildsI'm with anon it's comfy and relaxing like playing story of seasons or animal crossing :>
>>37336429thanks larry
Dude im so tired of nonwhite chasersI would only do a middle eastern im not gonna touch a black or spic.Ew.
>>37336438have you not encountered the leviathans and their screams yet?
>>37336486if it aint white it aint right
>>37336434lil uzi is my fav theymab
>>37336438mehit wasn't long ago that videogames were a "mens thing"despite women always being in tech and working on games men would asume women wouldn't want to playlinda currie comes to mindone of the people that worked on one of my favs jagged alliance pretty sure all the blanchard schizo's would call that one uber malebrained....
>>37336492exactly>>37336477I like the way you look
>>37336526ong bruh all my frens r dead push me to da edge xP
>>37336544would u go to halloween w me if i dressed as an altar boy uwu
>>37336474>idk>subnautica, outerwilds>I'm with anon it's comfy and relaxing >like playing story of seasons or animal crossing :>Outer Wilds was super comfy and cute I loved the exploring... Spiritfarer is cute too but Outer Wilds blew my mind
>>37336531My mom bought and played our first AtariAnd our Sega genesisAnd our fucking Sega CDMy bio-mom is a Fallout autist
>>37336562ugh i played spiritfarer after my oma died it was really good
we're in an epistemic metacrisis
>>37336558can’t you dress in some cute tights and cat ears like a normal girl
>>37336605i can do bothaltar catboy
>>37336562saamealthough the first place I decided to go when I got full control of the ship was dark brambleI flew right in fully unprepared and completely unaware but I can barley listen to the ost without crying anymore like a sorta happy cry because it's just so beautiful
>>37336600how do i know if i care
>>37336564my grandma and great auntie are why I like old retro games from before my time so muchthey both had n64s and whenever I was sent over to visit either we'd always play stuff like mario 64, majoras mask, turokhave a lot of good memories of suchso it's always been weird to me to see people gender games
my grandpa alsohe liked to play snes games moreso we'd play super metroid and super mario world with himme and my little brother basically my happiest childhood memories are just playing old games with my old relatives
>>37336633I’ll go as a dracula
i got a pretty big raise.......
>>37336651are you affected by /mtfg/ posturing?
>>37336723eu is vampir, tu esti Dracula, eu sug sange, tu sugi pula
>>37336605https://youtube.com/watch?v=vsauqpPuM_othe world needs more karen-core
>>37336689My grandpa got me into working on computers, and playing stuff like the water pipes games. Apparently he was also responsible for the early designs of the toggle on DC power supplies that swap from American voltage to EU voltage >>37336677Yeah people rendering hobbies that have a niche for everyone is weird AF to me
>>37336734congrats now you can take me to dinner right
>>37336558lmao
>>37336774*PC power supplies
>>37336735sometimes igmainly just feel bad bc im not as pretty as everyone else
>>37336775yes!!! time and place
>chuddysekai gets to be the third tranny deflowered by maiq the liar
>>37336734how much?
>>37336800literally looks even worse than an average crossdresser, kys
>>37336800damn she thicc
>>37336812who were the first two ?
>>3733681410k
https://youtube.com/watch?v=LEV0Ygy2950shame the meangirls musical never came close to this quality
ughhhhh
i will never be the person i once was (happy, feminine) again
>>37336846yeah, kys and stop complaining already
>>37336834give me 10k? tax write off
LITERALLY the only time guys think im attractive is when my face is obscured completelyand my body is warped by perspective into something resembling a human>>37336800hypermegamogged>>37336834nta but i would guess pain and clara
>>37336846you got no rizz
>>37336859stop raping thread with your nasty pics man
>>37336854"no"
>>37336869sorry bro but i need ppl to tell me how ugly i am
>>3733684625 is the end of youth. enjoy the time you have left!
>>37336834can i hold a dollar
>>37336876nazi
>>37336774>My grandpa got me into working on computers, and playing stuff like the water pipes games.comfy>Apparently he was also responsible for the early designs of the toggle on DC power supplies that swap from American voltage to EU voltagedamnnever dug too deep into my grandfathers lifebut I know he was stationed in germany as part of the candian armed forces before I was ever bornlike cold war germany
>>37336883you can hold THIS *grabs dick*>>37336891lel
>>37336898*ungrabs dick*suing u for sexual harassment
>>37336791then you should care about the epistemic metacrisis
sexsnewal karassment
>>37336917sexsnew...
unzips dick
>>37336923is this how you're coping with kat leaving?
>>37336928srs niggas opening their legs be like
>i will get EVERYTHING done to my face very VERY soonlewd
>>37336945with every step dey unzip dey dicks
>>37336967well you're in the right place
U know shits getting real when the royalty talking spider pops up out of nowhere after 20 hours of being there without ever being mentioned
god im SUCH a bdd passoid
>>37336988post sissy panties
>>37336985big dorky darling?
fuck my life into pieces this is my last resort
>>37337009bites your neck
just saw a play on my own
>>37336988peej is popular but also a manly man
i am quite literally losing my sight and losing my mind kek
>>37337009it is over, murder maiq out of unrequited love and then kys>>37336988kys already marie
>>37337027no no no, common vampire misconception. we scrape- and then we lick. scrape and lick. yup
>>37337043I’m just biting for fun
>>37337038>other ppl get to just be normal and i have to be cursed with sperg voice and mannerisms and be ugly and stupid and mannishfelt :(I don't think you look uglybut damn yeah it hurts
>>37337041>unrequitedno
>>37337048o-ooh owo
maiq x clara power couple
>>37337032was it good?
>>37337009emasculation, no seething. don't touch my gock in the middle of breeding.
maiq and clara love each other and have been dating for months, they are about to get engaged, awwwww
i want to get badly hurt physically by a cold and emotionally distant but handsome man who develops feelings for me despite being homophobic and transphobic
sad hours
>>37337082it was really amazing!! im gonna go to more theatre stuff.. this was my first time since seeing stuff as a kid. it was pretty much a modernized chekhov playall the characters were super compelling.. the audience seemed a little retarded tho laughing at stuff that was supposed to be tragicalso wish i knew there'd be ppl stripping down to underwear that kinda freaked me a lil
>>37337111hey paige, i do not have the handsome part but i think i fit the rest quite well desu>t.larry
maiqs been here too long he erps like a transbian
>>37337139LMAO
>>37337139he tried to flirt with Lia when she looked like Paul Giamatti, dood is gay
>>37337139haha you make a good point actually I didn’t even think of that
>>37337117woahsounds niceclosest I've ever been to seeing a play was re enacting the bards cursed playgood ol macbethI was one of the witches
The transgender experience
larry woke up bros idk thread stinky
kinda wish I could see this livehttps://youtube.com/watch?v=XCf-xT7hUsE
I was born to be a laughing stock
>>37337191i did not even sleep at all, i have been here full time for the last 7 hours, this is me living my best life btw, i am tired of telling people to kys, kys btw
>>37337213take a napI slept 8 hrs in the past 48 and feel like shit
>>37337150hubble bubble i loved reading macbeth in school
>>37337251i will try to not sleep today and fix my sleep tomorrow, the funny thing is that i went to sleep just a little bit early and only slept 1-2 hrs and then could not sleep again.. sorry for you feeling like shit.. it is what it is..
>>37337131i may be ugly and desperate but im not that ugly or desperate
>>37337277try to eat something nutritious then to avoid feeling really bad in the meantime
>>37336976mono why did you block me i thought we were buddies </3
>>37337275I was gonna refuse to participate like I did with any presentation assignment in classbut the teacher told me I'd get to wear the prop witch hat she brought if I played said characterand I immediately acquiescedbut yeah I thought it was gonna be boring until I actually read the thingand then I was kinda exited to see everyone do it
>>37336976DAASSSS RIIIIIITE
>>37337299you gotta stop being this genuinely kind maiq, most of the time i do not feel that much empathy/guilt/emotions but if someone is genuinely kind to me, i feel them more fully for a short bit and i start feeling sorry and guilty.. sorry..
>hubble bubblehttps://voca.ro/16h3YC2DgasDheres my best crone voice
>>37337368it’s not really kind to not want the people you know yo feel bad, that is just normal stuffbut for real maybe have a small glass of juice or something and drink plenty of water since you haven’t sleptI’m gonna try to wind down and sleep have an early call in the morning
if you ever feel bad about yourself, just remember I exist
>>37337386have a nice sleep and good luck tomorrow maiq
>>37335607you dont look like "tranny harry potter" you just look ugly and gay and im pretty sure hispanic lol
>>37337412no hispanic, english and austrian
>>37337415damn :<
>>37337390are you on hrt yet?
Why do normies like small talk>Regular comes in>"Hey, last name and dob please?">Grab his meds>"No copay today. Have a good one.">"Hey, how come you don't talk much?">"Hmmm?">"Everyone here loves chit chatting except you. Is there something wrong?">"No. Sorry."Maybe its cause I'm autistic but I genuinely don't know what to talk about unless they need to ask the pharmacist a question
>college lets me choose a pic for my student ID>not allowed to use my clownface picswhy even let me choose then ugh
>>37337495yeah it's because you're autistic u fucking sperg
>>37337524So then why do they get upset that I don't make small talk?
>>37337548its because theyre not autistic
>>37337548because they don't know you're autistic
2 times I've liked a character other than the main cast and 1 rapes the mc immediately and the other one is a pedo. Awesome
>>37337668>1 rapes the mc immediately and the other one is a pedoliterally my track record with boyfriends lol
shame they were both hot too
So I'm thinking when my roommate and I's lease is up, we're gonna move to Portland, because I don't think Utah is gonna be safe for much longer, not even SLC.Is there anyone here up in Portland?
>>37337722keklmao
Mono Won
>>37337722no rapehons allowed!
how come there are so many deleted posts? what did I miss? any kool kid drama or just mean toxic anon getting swept up by the jannies?
>>37337746I'm not a rapehon though.
>>37337752no rapehons allowed!!!!
pick your favorite bottom right
>>37337722>Rapehon moving to PortlandMany such cases. Even rapehons trendies need muh safespace
>>37337764Sorry, but I don't like the idea of having to pee in say, a library, and getting arrested. I use that example as I like the library a lot.
how do i make my fem up my PP and have it pass better? has any1 done like pigtail of pubes there or added some glitter or what works best?
>>37337746bruh portland is rapehon central
>>37337784since when can u read
>>37337784>noooooooooo i HAVE to use the womans restroom cause my heckin gender valid confirmation reasons!!uh huh sure rapehon, sure
>>37337761kys chaserall these poor women being exploited in order to fund transition related surgeries
>>37337818You think they wouldn't try something if I used the men's room? >>37337815I learned how to read in Kindergarten. When I was younger I didn't have many friends, and found solace and comfort in books. Funnily, as I got older and my interests grew to films, I began reading far less, and I'm not really proud of that. Few weeks ago, I read all of Pageboy in one sitting. Loved it.
>>37337818your a slave to the morality police.
>>37337390At least you are fembrained
>>37337828>Rapehon unironically using the bathroom issue in late 2024 as their reason why they NEED to move to the capital city of Rapehons.Come on dude. Just say you want to be with your people, and not UHH I MIGHT GET ARRESTED IF I USE THE LIBRARY BATHROOM. You're such a faggot
>>37337821there were women in that collage?>>37337828i wasn't being literal u stupid autist>kindergartenlate bloomer lol>I read all of Pageboythis is something to regret, not brag aboutthat's not really a book of substancewhen you read a book over 500 or 1000 pages>You think they wouldn't try something if I used the men's room?i've used men's rooms and only get stared at
>>37337851Well it's about 282 pages but I've also been reading I'm Thinking of Ending Things, off on, I have to take breaks for my mental health but I really like it.
>>37337872>I'm Thinking of Ending Things>224 pages>282 pages for paegboydude you're reading young adult novels
>>37337848It is partially that, yes, I would like to be around other trans people. I've found comfort living with other trans people over cis people. My current roomate is even a trans woman.
I had a death in the family and Im still getting past it.Things will be okay but Im a bit depressed
>>37337885what's the longest, thickest, densest book you've read?
>>37337898Hang in there nonaPlease take care of yourself while you go through this.I’m sorry for your loss
>>37337899nta obviously, but for me: It in 2012. I read the whole thing right after graduating High School.1138 pages, and fucking hell it took like a month.
>>37337886yeah u will be around more rapehons but also remember there is a shitttttttt ton of junkies and bums and black people. sounds lke a rly bad tradeoff but i'm not rapehonbrained so maybe rapehons like u activley want that for some odd reason
>wake up>mfw still feel extremely masculine and not a girlMake it stop
>>37337157Very cute
>>37337911Thanks. I got closure so I cant be too upset. Granny got my name right, she was nice to me and Im really glad I got to see her this year.
>>37337919SLC has lots of junkies and bums. I'm not racist though, unlike most of this thread. I haven't mentioned it, as it doesn't matter, but my roommate is black.
>>37337938lol
>>37337945Yes lol. How dare a trans woman live with another trans woman that also just happens to be black?
>>37337899sexouhh that's a tough question, some of the fantasy or scifi books i've read have pushed 1k pages. the entire second apocalypse series together is pretty dense and is easily several thousand pages. i guess the densest book i've read, or at least the one that took the most effort to read, was house of leaves. count of monte cristo was good and long. i read the illuminatus trilogy back in high school and that was a lot. right now im just reading some shorter books on consciousness, but not really making progress due to depression issue. i worked a bit on history of the decline and fall of the roman empire but damn i got burnt out and then lost the books :(>>37337912>stephen kingoh no no no no no no HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAi grew out of him when i was like 10 years old how do you as an adult in college read stephen king lol>>37337961fucking kekur just doing it for brownie points
>>37337975>ur just doing it for brownie pointsIncorrect. I posted an ad in a Queer Housing SLC group, she happened to be the first one to message me, we met for lunch hit it off extremely well and that was that. We both wanted to be roommates. Been teaching her how to drive as she takes the bus to work, and she's really getting the hang of it. It's nice.
>>37337847I don't see itbut I mean thanks
also the diamond age was good, only about 500 pages thodune was dense and over 400 pages from what google saysillium by dan simmons was my favourite book in like 6th and 7th grade, that was 700+ pages, and olypmos, the sequal had 900+ pages according to google, so that duology is over 1500 pages and has lots for the brain to digest
oh man im remembering why i don't airbrush in the eveningroom smells like paint still, hasn't aired out entirely and it's almost 130amkmskmskms
>>37337961It's not that, i laughed because you sound like a made-up character of a person in every post. Portland has more junkies and homeless people then slc, and the way you used your black roommate to display your virtue was hilarious.. Like it's a philanthropic endeavor to live with a black person.
mono called me a hon and blocked me i think im going to cry
>>37338044I don't even have money to repair my puppets anymore nigga I don't care I'm gonna have to grind for at least 3 hours now to farm puppet fusions too
>>37338067im hawkin my tuah rn
>>37338084hawk tuah!!!! xDD
i want a boyfriend who will love me and tell me im cute and he wants to fuck me and who lets me worship him and cry from happiness when he kisses me or who i can make happy or cheer him up by smiling at him or who ties me up but understands that it's not a sexual thing for me even tho the two can overlapi want a healthy relationship with a man i find attractive who also finds me attractive is that too much to ask for :(((
>>37338100never gonna happen
>>37338104why :(
>>37338044sup mono
>>37338117u ugly man
>>37338125not super uglyi look like a dork but some guys like that
>>37337912my mom used to read all those King books.>>37337975big brain flex
Oh okay so you can have any skill from any class but to get them you have to grind 1 of that class then transfer them into another class reducing their level back to 1 but taking some of the skills from the other class while at it. So I have to grind 1 class to grind another class to grind another class and maybe 1 or 2 more classes if I want a character with ideal skills. I feel like I am doing unpaid labor
>pringe thinks a black person in utah is the same thing as a black nog in portlandhe's gonna get chimped out on by one of the nogs and still declare he isn't racist for those virtue points, isn't he? lmfao
>>37338160Why are you referring to me with he/him? That's not cool.
>>37338100stranger danger
>>37338160paige chill
Paige, how did you find out that one bf was a pedo?
>>37338187shut up mono
Wait is that actually Paige?
>>37338196he also had aids paige is a dumpster fire
>>37338197not mono hono>>37338209holy newfag
>>37338209noit's mono or anya starting shit/drama bc they're bored
Damn I have tits and they aren’t even cones, kinda surprised I didn’t fuck that upIf only I was 10 years younger I’d be so hot…
>>37338209yes it is
why does paige attract giga autists like pring and nomi so much?she hates their guts and always misgenders themyet they still desire to be friends with paige/insist that they are friends?its so fucking weird
>>37338227stfu laguna
>>37338227posts like these are always written by giga masc ugy hons
>>37338227now go masturbate while staring into the mirror like a good agp trender
>>37338236I'm building characters man I don't have time for typing all that out
i hope PRING gets VIOLENTLY RAPED
>>37338251that's the issue you have?? not the i'd be so hot if i was 10 years younger bit???
>>37338264Yeah I've 8 soul vials but no idea what characters I should even make
>>37338227post boobs
>>37338263That's so mean and cruel to say, i can't believe you would wish that on a rapist lol
im going to rape
>>37338263I've already been raped once, at 12 years old
>>37338299GOOD AND I HOPE IT WAS VIOLENT AS POSSIBLE
i wish a bf for me
>>37338240Trueeeee>>37338247I’ve never done that in my life>>37338274No>>37338236I’m not a them
>>37338346>I’m not a themwhat
laguna go away !!!!
>>37338375It’s a me Mario
>>37338376aPPLE
>>37338383That’s a pear
>>37338305Why are you so upset anon? Tell me of your woes.
kissing... dad penis....
>Pring samefagging again for attentionit's just sad
pring lost
Pring Rape....
pring won
pring got raped
Post pring boobs lasagna
>Step away for a few minutes to play some Dragon Ball FighterZ>Come back to 5 posts all about mewtf lmao
got raped so hard they raped the boy out of him and turned his ass into a looney troone
seeing how annoying they are now... if pring rapist told me the 12 year old verison of him desered to be rape i'd honestly believe it 100%
stop all this rape talk pleass
Malebrained troons who can’t make an insta or socialise talk about rape instead of the new alpha male at workSmh
Pringe do you think you would be a tranny if you wern't raped? You seem like textbook traumatrannyresponse
>>37338491I do have boobs and I have made Lasagna! Here it is! I'm pretty proud of it!>>37338517Probably. I liked a lot of "girls media" as much I hate the term as a child. Powerpuff Girls, Totally Spies, Zoey 101, I even had a few Barbies back in the day.
my dog is snoring
>>37338493>bunch of blatant samefaggin>wow that crazy i was afk playing vidya how did that happenglad you were raped tbhon
pring wasn't even raped lmfao
>>37338531
I WAS RAPED AS A 12 YEAR OLD YES YOU DIDN'T ASK BUT... LOOKS IT'S IMPORTANT THAT YOU KNEW BECAUSE REASONS OK I AM BRAVE AND I AM STRONG RAWR REAL WOMAN
>>37338525I watched sailor moon and card captor Sakura, but by far the worst was barbie TV movies
>>37338557Oh Sailor Moon too! I didn't watch Card Captor Sakura, but also when I was in High School, my Junior year, Madoka came out, and I watched it with /v/. I was there for the Rebellion hype. I'm not sure how I feel about the 4th film. Rebellion ended the story basically perfectly. I didn't watch Side Story because I don't wanna watch something based on a gacha.
>>37338556kys larry
giwtwmhttps://x.com/nypost/status/1836461035093471284
>>37338402my son can't be 30 because I'm 36 and that wouldn't make sense unless i was from Botswana or someplace
>>37338569Anime was mostly one piece after I got into middle school and yugioh for me. I kinda avoided “girly” shows cause at least as a “big boy” I was allowed to watch edgy death note anime without judgement. I watched Madoka way after its release I think I still haven’t touched the moviesI remember watching rises of Versailles too as a little kid
>>37338588My hand is full of scars from shit like this lol
>>37338593In Middle School I remember being really really obsessed Evangelion. I discovered it in 7th grade, and it just took hold of me and didn't let go. Though, my main interest in MS wasn't anime, it was film. Still is.
>>37338588Oh I saw that this morning :( Poor guy. I don't like that they called him a loner. He's dead. And it was an accidental death.
>>37338606Yeahhhh evangelion was huuugeMy autism for anime and gaming only waned after I was an adult I’m afraid. Still not too into movies and live action tvWould rather watch adult swim or YouTube these days lolMakes me feel childish at times. Not that I won’t go see a nice movie but usually…no
>>37338627I understand anon! When I was in Middle School, I discovered AVGN, and loved his stuff, but I especially loved James' Rolfe Monster Madness videos, that's what helped me really get into film. I remember pulling up YT on my laptop to fall asleep to those videos way back in the day.
>>37338606shinji is a trann
>>37338642I have read this theory, tho I don't subscribe to it.
>>37338642She is!<3
>>37338650big egg imagine himself as a girl then repressed and got married untl he becomes Shinji 50 and finally troons out
>>37338637Hmm I liked avgn pretty cool old vids. I was weird I always restricted myself on what I watch and do. Idk old ideas of superiority and “better that thou” complex that was slowly eroded but it still somehow affects my actions. I didn’t use Facebook much for this reason same with most social media. lost opportunities.I like to assume, if I was more open and less escapism focused I would have discovered this board and what trans is way sooner. The building blocks were there but… oh well. I repressed all the same. Sorry random trauma dumb I guess.
>>37338669>Imagines himself as a girlI don't remember this. Yes, i know there's a brief shot in End of Evangelion where it shows Shinji's head on the body of Rei clones, but I figured that was just imagery.
>>37338701Autistic trannies identified with Shinji so when they troon they like to imagine their idol also did despite the lack of evidence
>>37338589im struggling to understand this posti meant that i want to kiss a dad's penis, not that i want the thing attached to my body treated in that wayi have dysphoria, which is why im transgenderis this the gym poster?>>37338693>I like to assume, if I was more open and less escapism focused I would have discovered this board and what trans is way sooner.if this is the gymposter, idkim 30, and was posting on trapchan when i was a teenager and /cd/ and all that stuff, and trooned out as soon as i could (therapy at 18, hrt at 19, so still a late transitioner but it could've been worse if my genetics weren't fucked and my eating disorder double fucking things up). it still hasn't made a difference, i still look like shit and am severely mentally ill>>37338663>>37338642NO NO NO NO DO NOT HE IS GAY WITH KAWORUNOT A STINKY TRANNY
>>37338701exactly because he's a trannoid>>37338709>HE IS GAY WITH KAWORUbecause he is a stinky trnany
anime is gay and if you like it ur dumb with shit taste
>>37338713no he is not that is SHIT headcannonhe is gay and has a crush on kaji and falls in love with kaworu>>37338717t. ibo fan
>>37338724He's literally the reincarnation of eve He's troonxoded
>>37338727i don't understand bible shit so i will disregard your argumentshinji is gay and not a tranny
>>37338724wow you're really bad at telling anons apart
>>37338717same energy as "cartoons are for children"watch a kohn or miyazaki movie then you won't say such foolish things anymore. or actually watch eva. but you probably won't do that one
>>37338727wait what does that make asuka adami never finished the show
>>37338709>gymposterNope just a loser ultralateshitI wasn’t browsing 4chan as a teen lolMaybe I’m not even trans I only got therapy this year, with attempted diy for like 3 years but I often stopped taking it soon after starting cause I felt undeserving of being transI stuck to it this yearIdk. I’ll never take the time back. Maybe I should stop again and shut up and forget all this and ghost my trans friends since I can’t relate to their youngshit and midshit trauma.Iwnbaw iwnbawrt
Goodnight friends!
>>37338763goodnight pring!
>>37338763Goodnight
>>37338763Badnight Pring.
>>37338763rapenight pring
my anus is sore
>>37338885from rape?
i hope you get anal herpes and have to wear a diaper and splatter shit on yourself you whore
>>37338525>Totally SpiesI was pretty fond of this onethat and anything faust was a part of
>>37338889no, it was consensual but it was doggy style.
That son of a bitch he frickin did it again. Damn that mono can't be stopped, a true winner.
>>37338717Anime is not gay Youre gay
>start hrt>have to stop because I suddenly have to start saving moneyI feel like shit and I'm the saddest I've ever been, I want to keep going but this is fucking expensive without prescriptions
>>37339264so get a prescription? idgi why would you even want trooneshrine over real hrt?
>>37339289>trooneshineYou know DIY is just... buying the medicine, right? Also no scrips because I live in a shithole.
god DAMN those fucking deleted posts like I rly crave to go on the fucking archives just to follow my favorite internet novella fucking just stop utterly stupid janny, for how long have you been doing this, what did it get you they still fucking posts here everyday and you make the thread absolutely UNREADABLE and thus more dead than it already is kys omfg fucking retard +nigger +hon
+love+i had sex with your wife +hug
>>37339766ily vally
>>37336118This shit looks like that one hotel they built for the m night movie. Like they built the whole hotel JUST for the movie .
>>37335251 I find it fascinating how normalized this has become in the west in particular vs. the large stigma that exist wrt mental health in China--it is a mix of overall acceptance of mental pain, the relatability of most of it, and the noticeable downfall of the empire, perhaps! the stigma in china is quite bad in comparison, but it also depends on where you are
it's also easier to seek treatment + the quality of treatment is better so it is sensible that mental illness is much more like an Illness there rather than something we're all plagued with and dying over and miserable about
i dono having co workers come up to me ajd say i Wanna Kill Myself is interesting to me like Oh Ha Ha...Yeah....Y-You Too..
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sadOh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
im vile, a monster, barely even humanpeople should hate me, they're right, i deserve itsadly the only people who do are nameless faceless nothings and it bears no weight to mebut i deserve to be hated by people that matter to meim undeservingly treated well by everyone close to me for the last few yearssomeone better than me deserves the angels that treat me as if im anything other than walking garbage, they deserve someone better to invest all of their time and care intoill never kill myself because im selfish, but i should be killed, the world would certainly be better off without mei cannot change, ive tried for so long and the years go by and i never change, im the same piece of walking filth i was when i was 15 in every meaningful capacitysometimes i think maybe i was born from the soul of a literal demon, or that one possessed me at some point, that makes me feel like maybe im not doing so bad
>>37340054rough
>>37340054>should>deservelmao this idiot believes in oughts
