qott: how has your transition timeline gone? would you go back and change anything? qott2: what advice would you give to pre transition ftms?prev: >>37327962
>>37339076>QOTT1hasnt really started besides me counting calories so female fat distribution has nothing to distribute, im one of the poorfagsi am going to be looking into planned parenthood though because i keep hearing about them supplying hrt>QOTT2wait a bit and experiment socially to see if its right for you for at least a year, then wait some MORE until you can afford hrt while doing non-hrt related things to transition B)>>37339082the most i can suggest is trying to push through to him, and explain that you respect him and love him very much but your family is clearly against it and it would save a lot of grief, hell let him wear his gay little suit if he doesnt wear his 'penis pants' and just presents as a tomboy, but be prepared to either not show up or leave him behindother than that good luck, thats a tough situation o7
>>37339076Which one of you is crying about the word pooner? Out yourself woman
>>37339157sounds good anon, hope that works out. why didn't you DIY in the meantime?
>>37339180man ive been too wrapped up in my own shit to even consider diy, like most namefagging pooners on this board ive been worrying most about risking homelessness up until a month or so ago, i also do not trust myself to diy hrt correctlythat isnt to say "muh doctors know whats best fer me!!" diy can work for others, but i genuinely do not trust myself to make and inject chemicals into my bloodstream, and id rather pay big fuckin pharma for something that has (hopefully) been approved by a higher governing bodythis is also coming from someone that barely trusts himself to cook raw meat, so im probably just really autistic and paranoid about things of that nature
>>37339226>make and inject chemicals into my bloodstreamnot how it works... at all..
>>37339076>QOTT1Dysphoria and bdd are constantly kicking my ass so I am quite dissatisfied at the moment unfortunately. I've had a good amount of fat redistribution I think, but the phase of looking like a little boy that a lot of us go through is honestly quite upsetting because I feel like pedobait. I don't think there's much more I could've done better other than starting and sticking to a workout routine right as I started hrt instead of being lazy and only starting recently. That and starting hrt sooner if possible but I think every trans person ever wishes they could've started sooner than they did>QOTT2One piece of advice would be to hit the gym/get a good exercise routine going asap even if you don't want to be muscular. Also try to find some kind of community or friend group if you can, shit gets incredibly lonely. Though in my experience a lot of support groups have mostly theyfabs and barely any actual ftms I would be able to relate to but ymmv
>>37339260>Also try to find some kind of community or friend group if you can, shit gets incredibly lonelyreally? i've no friends or people to talk to about stuff and don't feel i'm missing out on much, maybe sex.
>>37339259DIY is such a shit name for it because everyone assumes it means we are all making the hormones in our own bathtubs.
>>37339259my fault gang, either way im clearly uninformed on the topic and regardless would just prefer not to diy>>37339274i mean yeah it is but i still feel stupid
>>37339274so much normie and troon mental viruses could've been avoidedi imagine normies would care 5% less, and 15% more troons would do DIY if it was named something else
>>37339268Eh, I used to be fine with being a loner but nowadays it makes me feel like shit. I would really prefer to not care about a social life.
>>37339290>I would really prefer to not care about a social life.far too realsometimes i wish i was a narcissistic psychopath who doesn't care about anybody but himself. life would be easier
Can you relate to this anon?
how many chinups can you do in a row?
Is eating a fuckton and being a fatfuck just a hack?I've been getting fat and now i seem to pass way harder.
>>37339359Couldn't relate wholly. I'm more into 2D women.
>>37339942do you have any waifus, anon?
>>37339359Yes, but I started T late (18) so the developmental process is delayed. I still have a few years before retarded teenage boy anger cools down. That being said, I've had these thoughts about women forever to the point I can easily push them aside.
>>37340339I think being forced to socialize with girls and having them TRULY be out of reach (no penis, looked like a short cute girl myself) allowed me to still see women as people with brains while wanting to clap their ass, which helped me feel less gross about said thoughts.
>>37339422Chinups: 6-10Pullups: 4-8Idk I don't work out
There’s a common misconception going on, trans woman can not be fucking catty unless they were socialized by majority woman. The problem with that is, that most have never even talked to a woman let alone have a good connection with one lol
>>37340472It's an art
Anyone want to play league with me?
>>37340472That's why they're based, my tranny gf is like my mother without the bitchy drama and BPD emotional switches. She loves and cares for me and is capable of talking things out, it's absolute kino. All of that being said, I've met her mother and she takes after her mom personality-wise, so perhaps she just lucked out.
>>37340482It’s a that art that I’m a pioneer of.>>37340501Idk, people compare me to my mom all the time. Bitchiness is fine if you have the balls to handle it, pettiness is a much bigger problem tbhfam
Good morning FtMg. Currently waiting for blood work>>37339076QOTT1: >came out as ftm at 15>16-22 repping/enbycoping>23-24 social transition>24-25 HRT, legal name/gender change>top surgery pendingQOTT2: Gym. Now>>37339359No>>37339422Probably... one
>>37340705>blood workLiterally shut the fuck up, I will legitimately throw up if you talk about that shit :/
>>37340736
>>37340753
>>37339226fembrained ngmimen used to die in wars, now they're scared of an injection. what went wrong?
>>37340801Some people just can’t do needles, I can’t do blood or the thought of needles going into my skin.
>>37339226>>37340801when i was pre-t and recieved my very first dose of testosterone, i fainted when i saw the draw needle. and then proceeded to fall into a trash can on the way down, unable to walk for a week. it was a fucking mess, and it was the first time my parents ever saw me faint.when i injected with the proper needle and felt nothing, i got over the fear.also kod, you realize you don't make the testosterone, right? it's pre-synthesized and almost unanimously safer to inject than bathtub estrogen due to roids dealers having an actual market and competitors. but i don't diy, i'm a legaloid
how would you classify your sexual orientation? does your sexual identity matter you you? as much as your gender identity?did taking T change your sexuality at all?
>>37340898To the stupid motherfuckers that decided to add oid to every word should be shot with a taser on their testicles. Most retarded shit I’ve ever seen next to the term “Twinkhon”
>>37339076>qott1realised i was trans around age 10, repressed until 16 then entered an enbycope phase, finally realised i was trans at 21, began to diy at 22, surgery/name change/gender change etc is all pending>qott2get on T now.>>37340913>heterosexual>not really>no
>>37340898Damn, that sounds like a hell of a first experience! Falling into a trash can too, that's like straight out of a comedy sketch, but I'm sure it didn't feel that funny at the time. Glad you got over the fear though once you started using the right needle. And yeah, exactly—testosterone is already pre-synthesized and way safer to inject compared to some DIY hormone stuff. The legaloid life definitely seems like the smarter route.
>>37340980The bugs are back.
>>37341002Bugs?
>>37339076do i pass Unsee album#wlmxiM1npyoX19 coming up on a year of testitalian genes came in clutch with the beard growth
>>37341058yeah you do
Fuck Planned Parenthood...>>37340913I'm bi (gay)It does matter to me I guess, less so than my genderWhen I started T gel I really wanted to fuck women but that went away after a couple months
>>37340913>im a faggot so i like men and thats it>nope>nooooooope
>>37340913I’m disgusted by female attraction, I love men and I love say gex so so so much.
>>37340898Almost fainted once when getting blood drawn, but the lady fucked up. She jammed the needle in and something felt incredibly wrong. Started feeling tingling and numbness from my elbow to fingertips on that side and this sick cold sensation throughout my body and my vision went black. Had a huge bruise for a long time after and couldn't bend my arm properly for a while after.
>>37341434Some of those bitches don’t even know how to tap a vein correctly, they’ll try to tap your fucking wrist and fuck up too which is insane.
>>37340933kek>>37340980oh 100%, looking back it is pretty funny
>>37340898i'm so sorry, i imagined the pink pooner creature fainting and falling into a trashcan when he sees testosterone and i've been literally laughing for a minute>>37340829fembrained you should be ashamedi had a panic attack and almost fainted too the first time i did an e shot but i have the excuse of being mtf and also doing it in secret while sleep deprived at 2 am
>>37341573Why would I be ashamed? I’m a flamer living his best gay life.
>>37341594fair enough then that is pretty gay
>>37341603Periodt poo
>>37339076post your fucked up sexual fantasies here's mine: basically, i invite a stacy to my house, under some innocent premise like studying or watching a movie and she accepts because i'm just a liddol shotapoon and there's nothing dangerous about going to my house alone because she thinks i'm fembrained and normal like her. i get her there and i offer her a drink, and basically roofie her with party drugs that make her immobile and super horny. when she starts to realize that she's been drugged she'd try weakly to stop me but she'd be so drugged that there'd be nothing she could do. i would grab her by the throat and drag her onto my bed and bully her clit with vibrators until she cums her brains out. then i would brutally rape her vag with a huge strap on and she'd have no choice but to cum over and over again. then i would ride her face and cover her with my pussy juice and force her to use her tongue on me. when i'm done touching her all over i tie her up, but a gag and a blindfold on her and put her in my closet. i'll keep her captive for as long as it takes for stockholm syndrome to set in. all the while i would abuse her vag and she would fucking like it. eventually we get married but i'd keep her on a chain and she wouldn't be allowed out of the house, because i would be the breadwinner so she wouldn't need to and because i'm the only one who's allowed to admire her beauty. anyone else fantasize about kidnapping and raping women?
>>37340705>came out as ftm at 15>16-22 repping/enbycoping>23-24 social transitionHoly shit are you me? I also did the enby cope for a few years after coming out at 15 and my family not taking me seriously. Though I started hrt at 23 and feel insane jealousy when I see people start at any age younger than I did. I was too cowardly to start taking hrt in secret before then.
>>37342211I personally don't feel any regret for having started so late. I used to be extremely mentally ill and I wanted to get that sorted before I started HRT. Funny enough, taking the crazy pills only made me feel more secure in my genderMy family never gave a shit and they still don't, my ma said everyone knew when I was 10 or 11 and my granny even called me out as a future transgender. Not really fully out to the whole lot (aunts uncles nieces nephews etc) but it's whatever they'll figure it out, I stopped str8passing a loong time ago
>>3733942216 pull-ups last time i checked, probably more chins since they easier
>>373394224-5 on a good day
Passing worse 3 years on T than 1.5 - 2 years. Curious. I just look like a woman
>>37342143obligatory
>>37342871That's me and my new theyfab coworker
>>37342768There are a couple different things that can cause this. (I can explain further, if you’re concerned about it.)
>>37343063please explain it, im curious
>>37343139Regardless of whichever of these you attribute it to, you should absolutely get your levels checked.The most likely medical culprits are the following.>Low T levelsSelf-explanatory.>AromatizationT levels got too high, and it’s converting back to estrogen. If your blood tests show abnormally high estrogen, this is likely occurring.>Weight gain/lossCan affect your levels, may also unintentionally feminize your body depending on your bone structure and weight distribution.There are other conditions that can also affect hormone levels, so it’s just a good idea to get them checked out if you feel like things are moving backwards.On the more social end of things, your age. If you look like a 14 year old boy and are places where a 14 year old boy could be, people are going to be more likely to assume you’re a 14 year old boy. If you look like a 14 year old boy but context clues show you’re an adult, how you’re perceived is going to change. While working out can absolutely help, you mostly just have to wait for this one - you’ll eventually look closer to your age.
>>37342143Me + your mom.
>>37341457Yeah I have very visible veins but very bad luck all the same.
>>37342143i do often wish that i had a sex hole on standby for me. i've often been made very horny by hrt, sometimes needing to cum upwards of 5 times a day. a nice hole or mouth would help with this. i don't really like the violence though
How the fuck did I get a mosquito bite under my ass cheekThis is fucked up
>>37344073Fucking mosquiggers.
>>37344082This made me laugh more than it should have kek
>>37344138Glad to help.G, you hear a lot of shit. Does it ever amaze you how people spend effort or thought to post things to hurt your feelings? Yes, is expected on 4chan. However I am sometimes baffled that people have such sad life to see someone they hate, they must try to be edgy. It is pathetic instead of offensive.
Goddamn you niggas are fucking boring today.
>>37344370shut yo fembrained ass up talm bout sum "if yall talk bout blood tests imma vomit" like bruh bffr rn
>>37344370Make it interesting.
is this a realistic goal for a pooner? is it at least malebrained?
hey any cute boys wanna flash me their minge? dm me if u wannna do business
>>37344854Sure. Go for it. I like being able to touch my back though.
STOP RIGHT THERE POONYBOYSurprise malebrain checkpoint,.Tell us what's your favourite fighter jet.
>>37344854With enough roids anything is possible
There are a lot of documentary about violent autistic kids in UK.
>>37344529Do something about it PUSSY.
>>37344227Yeah, sometimes, but then I remember that their lives must be very sad so I just start to feel kinda bad.
morning fags, guess i get to keep cleaning up after myself after making a retard statement>>37340898again i realized this after it got pointed out and still feel stupid over it, mustve been reading a retarded guide or something when i looked into itid still rather be a legalcuck until i ACTUALLY look into it for oncealso lmao, one time i went to the doctors office and they drew so much fuckin blood i didnt even have to look before i genuinely almost fainted, i usually only faint from watching bloodwork or if i get too high>>37340801i didnt say i was scared of the injection itself, i was saying that under the pretense id be altering the chemicals i would not inject it into my bloodstream.>>37344933dornier do 17, simple as
You fuckers are so boring I started beef with Lesbians, bisexuals, and “Femboys”
>>37345105Morning kodkod, what's up?>>37345091Same. Especially ones who talk about dead Russians and gore as sexual.
why is ftmg so fembrained today1 pooner anti diy1 pooner anti "talking about bloodwork"1 pooner that just looks like a girl and has a bf1 cis gay bottomyou aren't sending your best today
>>37345263I’m not a fucking pooner you stupid mitherfucker.
>>37345137Imma be real, nobody cares Add something to the convo maybe>>37345248Yeaaah, that’s gross. Fetishizing death like that is weird.>>37345263I’ve made two posts that are pretty neutral.
>>37345248nothing today really, how about you?>>37345137ill start beef with you argue with me about something retarded
>>37345313The only thing you ever add to a thread is someone to fucking laugh at, poor fucking bpdemon who can’t get a grip on their life or gender, it’s comical.
>>37345349You’re a cis fag posting in the pooner thread who’s now making fun of a trans person just tryna figure their shit outYou’re the loser rn
>>37345313There are posters who show me and brag about Russians being tortured or killed, in attempt to offend me. What is the thought they have that they think they are funny or cool? I don't think about it much, but curious how poor the real life must be for them, when I see it.>>37345348I'm back to happy chill self. Antibiotics are helping. Thank you.
>>37345376thats good to hear, glad youre feeling better
>>37345376I think from their perspectives, they see Russians doing that to Ukrainians online, so they think it’s okay to do to Russians they see assuming they agree with the war. You post a lot of soldier images, so people probably just assume you’re pro war. Still extremely gross to have that mindset.I have a friend whose mom is Russian and his old step dad is Ukrainian, and his mom will send him videos of Russian soldiers torturing Ukrainians. Its disgusting behavior.
>>37345359I expected more of a drag than that, pretty boring man. Atleast I got under your skin a little bit <3
>>37345105>under the pretense id be altering the chemicalsyou wouldn't?>i would not inject it into my bloodstreamindeed you wouldn't fucking dumbass, you'd inject it into your fat or muscle. you literally haven't looked into hrt for one minute, have you?
>>37345491All being rude does is make you ugly, I don’t have time for that personally
>>37345401Wow what the fuck? Yes, disgusting either way.>>37345400Thank you, very huge relief.
>>37345514why are we still going on about this? i get it im retarded about diy, ive explained that i acknowledge i was stupidly wrong, what the fuck else do you want, a twitter apology? want me to break out a ukelele and sing about "i dont understand hrt oooo look at me!" find someone else to bother, i dont care anymore.
>>37345622i want to forcemasc you and do your t shots for you with the bathtub 'mones that i personally cooked myself. then hold you and tell you it's gonna be okay as you're having a panic attack
>>37345709kek'd hard reading this
>>37345709based
>>37345709yknow what ill take it
>>37345622What happened?
In this thread we LOVE women.TotalWomanLove.
>>37345806i dont understand diy hrt, or how to take the shots, partially because i havent started it, and i got shat on for it and therefore mildly crashed out, but i thought the ukelele line would be funny
>>37345867you are so fembrained its embarassingi hope you're an adult otherwise i feel bad
>>37345867Half the people in this gen are fucking losers, the only cool people are me, you, G~ (sometimes), Timur (sometimes), and some anons like shrug anon.
>>37345876...okay? what, do you want me to be sorry for it?>>37345903thank you for dickriding me spider, it means a lot
>>37345924If you had a dick I would ride that shit to the moon <3
>>37345903I’m the coolest uwuLook at this hat I found on the ground. Proceeded to get home and throw it in the wash on the hot setting with white vinegar, detergent, shit that makes clothes smell good, and put the bitch on deep clean. I ain’t getting lice today.Pretty hard imo, boutta style it in an edgy “fuck the government” kinda way
>>37345932aw thank you, you know just how to make a pooner feel special <3>>37345947you know some old retired fucker is gonna bitch about thatbut still cool find
>>37345947THAT’S CRAZY, it had to be fucking desert storm too. You’re lucky as fuck.
>>37339076>QOTT1havent started hrt since im still on the waitlist but im excited for it! any advice is appreciated and no i will not diyon another note, i woke up and found out someone made a whole thread bitching about me on r9k cause they think im a janny.. robots are so in love with me lol
>>37345990I’m like a sour patch kid, I’m sour then I’m sweet. Makes the sweet moments more memorable.
>>37346004Welcome to the club, I can’t wait for my eventual disappearance and the multitude of threads that will be made shitting on me.
>>37344227>people spend effort or thought to post things to hurt your feelingsyou'd think they do, but in reality the cis boys are uncapable of reflection. It's all automation.
>>37345990It’s gonna be even better when I get a trans flag pin for this bittyThis is gonna be the “make boomers seethe” hat>>37345991Felt like I got a rare world drop in a game idkI’ve been having crazy luck recently with finding mildly interesting stuff on the side of the road
>>37344933fighter jets are cope; the Concorde is the gentleman's choice. Develop some taste.
>>37346024You saying bitty made me remember your from Jersey, and then I cringed lol
>>37346015theyre already making shit up about me which is pretty far fetched. one accused me of talking to a 12 year old boy on discord and something about a website called dread that ive never heard before..is this a normal experience for namefags?
>>37346004do you tripfag on r9k as well? i wanna know before i go looking for it because im interested>>37346007yeah but at least youre funny about it for the most part
>>37346057Yes, they think I’m every race under the sun, an mtf, an ftm, literally anything.
>>37346057Yeah pretty much
>>37346071Not really, I rarely ever pop myself. If anything it kind of makes me feel bad, I’m actually a really sensitive and kind person lol
>>37346071yeah i do. thats where i started tripping lol>>37346076every day its something new. the comedy writes itself>>37346081good to know, thank you G <3
>>37346109That’s how they do it, they project their fantasies onto you.
https://x.com/FamedCelebrity/status/1837258666866847955Just got this randomly on my time (I dont look at tranny shit on twitter)Even the chuds want the mondaymode back
hello ftmg how we doing this fine night, just got home
>>37345776His hairline in the last pic tho
>>37346459what a handome young man
>>37346057Some of things I hear as tripfag:>You're not Russian because you're not at war>You're not Russian because you make chocolates >You're mtf/ftm because you've posted in those gens>You're Ukrainian because you're against Russians in war>you're not Russian because you live in the USAnd a lot of "you're not (xxx) because you won't post proof"
>>37346471You're an attention whore who claims to be married yet you post here 18 hours a day. You're even in ftmg now.
>>37344854His booty got stretch marks
>>37346483>you post here 18+hrs a dayAnother to add to list.
>>37346498They're all true. At least Danny elfman has swag
>>37340372how can you even do 1 if you don't work out?
>found out what trans ppl were at 10 y/o>came out instantly, but as enby>theyfabs not taken seriously back then>11 came out as ftm>11/12 fully socially transition >15 started HRT & legal name/gender change>16 top surgery>18 unclockable in collegeim 22 now, didnt do gym much but got twink hips at my skinniest (140lb). 5 year mark on T is huge for body fat distribution. dont miss your shot.
>>37346506We can't all be cool.
>>37346532Craziest larp I’ve heard in a Gloves minute.
>>37346393funger my beloved>>37346532>15 started hrt>16 top surgery>18 unclockableim going to kill myself now but good for you
Alright, out of curiosity, who here has shoulders 3x the width of their head or more?
>>37346578My dick is 3x the width of my head hahaha it's small actually.
>>37346471How are you treated in the US? Are you viewed with suspicion or treated coldly by some for being Russian?
>>37346393doing fine, how are you?
>>37346373JOE (pbuh) needs to return to save his (pbuh) bois
>>37346609Yes.
>>37346806You should larp as a hohol tbhon. Gay + Ukrainian will make the lib’s brains go into overdrive virtue signalling how brave and valid you are. It’s not like amerifats can tell the difference.
good lord, ftmhons exist?
>>37347324Yea
>>37346874I don't want to pretend. I like who I am now. But that is funny.You're right about last part. I get confused as Ukrainian a lot.
>>37348257ARFARF ARF ARFFFFF!
how can i pack on as much mass as possible by 2025?
>>37342143even if u raped her she still wouldn’t see u as a real man . xd
>>37346373How did this make it onto twitter?
>>37348650Eat gloves.
>>37346373What a post. The left photo is far more recent than the right one funnily enough. Even better, is that that beanie is sold by Buck Angel. That said, I don't think these tweets involved any humans. It's bots all the way down.>mondaymode Oh anon... Mondaymoding requires technological improvements these days
>>37348774Did you finally learn how to do makeup properly
I got my shoes
>>37348908I would skin you for those shoes
>>37348922Get a job you damn hippie, and cut your hair while you're at it!
>>37348982I’m trying ~.~And no, I like my hair
>>37346532Damn, good for you. My timeline is pretty close to yours going by calendar year, but I’m a few years older so I wasn’t unclockable until the end of college (I know that’s even lucky, all things considered). Transitioning during university was peak public humiliation ritual, so I genuinely hope you’re able to have some fun.
>>37349010I was growing my hair out but when it was in the 90s I would sweat so fucking much (dysphoria hoodie) and it would mat my hair and it got to the point where I felt compelled to tie it up and I got misgendered twice in one day when it usually NEVER happens. I got it buzzed the next day because being misgendered twice after months and months of it not happening made my stomach drop through the floor and sent me into a tizzy
I don't have dysphoria but my body is wrong and I hate my hips and shoulders and I love that my tits are disappearing
>>37342143why can't you just imagine yourself with a cock?
I won’t jerk off today, or this entire week as a matter of fact. I can resist the urge. Soon I won’t need to jork it at all anymore.
i'm only a year on t, i need to be patient, i just need patience. need to focus on money. other things besides my body
>>37350527i'm a loser
>>37350599dude just chillax
where to cop coomer ftm twink
>Join gay discord server>99% of the server is FTM troonsCan pooners please stop invading gay spaces?
>FTM thread>Every other post is tripfagVERY surprising. I did NOT expect this at all!
My T level came back as 424
>>37351254You gotta be incredibly busted to have to edate as a gay male
PIV homosexual sex
>>37351348I wasnt looking to, I wanted to make gay friends. The server was full of E dating pooners with matching Pfps>>37351406>PIV homosexual sexYou mean hetero sex?
Booger is honestly transition goals for me
>>37351456Because of his ratty face and prey eyes?
>>37351254as a heterosexual i welcome the hecking pre t non-passing doods who want PIV gay sex, literally the best strategy at this point
>>37351448I wanna get my pussy full of chad semen!!!
>>37346004>Femgaze anime boy picture>Attention whores on /r9k/Kek, pooners can never not make it obvious that they arent men>>37351483Thats what straight porn is for, stop straightifying gay porn
Why is G so cringey and fem? I wonder how many times she got raped as a kid
>>37339076does anyone want to be my friend,?
>>37351739I also would like to find friends. you should write something about yourself perhaps
>>37351572I’m just having fun o7
>>37351901hmmmm okayi like:>being outside>cooking>religious history>learning languages>studying in general>ambient music>electronics (i dont know anything about them but i wanna learn)>yoga>health science or whatever>sleeping>cute things>dogshonestly i have like no real hobbies that arent related to school but uhm. what do you like to do anon?
began playing sims 1 again and immediately felt nostalgic for my childhood, also discovered many sites older than me in the process of finding mods for the archaic softwarethis is me when i have only had 6 hours of sleep or so across 4 days. i got so frustrated with the amount of (very expected) dead links that i straight up want to learn to make my own shit and downloaded like 8 different various external software in the hopes it will helpthis is why i haven't posted much, i'm baseding out about vidya older than me. i have transcended the need for sleep due to it.
do you have a discord by the way? i dont check this gen too often, so in hopes i dont lose a potential friend, my @ is dentataprick. thank you for replying to my initial post
I live with my mother. Older brother was supposed to visit today with his new girlfriend.......Am I crazy for thinking that "too Christian" means "she dumped him because you are trans"?Is my gender seriously causing repercussions for my loved ones? I feel a dark overcast of intense depression and shame. I just want to be myself but I am really uncomfortable with realizing that my actions do indeed affect others... I won't be surprised if my brother stops speaking to me again. And things were just patching up too. Fuck.
>>37352314This isn’t your fault, if she started chimping out over you being yourself, that’s her problem. Your family loves you and they don’t want to be around people that won’t feel the same.That girl wasn’t worth it
>>37352314>realizing that my actions do indeed affect othersAre women really this retarded?
>>37352155I do have discord yes. we don't have that many things in common it seems, beyond liking cute things (and maybe language learning and history stuff, I do have interest in this things but my knowledge in these topics is superficial). ill add you if you don't mind
>>37352354Fuck off
>>37352368okay! : D
>>37352155I think you mistyped your nicknameadd me if you want: rainyrainyrain
>>37352443whoops yeah im retarded. it’s dentatashot, thank you
>>37352374Poonrage
joes not fucking dead
>>37352500If that’s poonrage, you haven’t seen shit yet buddy>>37352504Did you actually think he was? Lmao
>>37352354Well to be fair I do have Asperger's so, you are *technically right* about the retarded part. You have the whole community crying out about how you're just living your life! and existing! and not harming anyone! and just being yourself! so now im like fuck dude, as much as i don't want to be im literally a walking political buzzword creating rifts between people...
>>37352549God she's such an annoying woman. I didn't used to be a misogynist but G has seriously made me develop woman hating rage. Look at her smug face all caked up in makeup, so punchable
8 months of hrt and the only thing that's changes is my lips feel softer and my nipples feel funny. I'm starting to lose hope sisters...
>>37352562>fuck dood, as much as i don't want to be im literally a walking political buzzword creating rifts between people.No you are just VERY sick and ill. Have you ever thought about that? You will NEVER be a boy.
>>37352562Welcome to being transgender, it sucks. I lost my mom’s entire side of the family when I came out at 13 due to them being religious fundies. The people that don’t support you are not worth it, but it’s still shitty. At the end of the day, you’re happier without those people impacting your life.
>>37352314if she dumped your brother bc of you she's insane and you brother dodged a bullet don't overthink it, unless you directly did something to her, it's not your fault that they broke up
>>37352589The normal ass feminine woman thinks she had a hard time being "transgender" KEKKKKKK
>>37352568We could just kiss yknow, don’t gotta play hard to get like that lil pooner
>>37352597I did though, grew up my whole teen years as a normal looking twinky guy. And the makeup comes off anon, it’s not cemented to my face for all eternity.
>>37340372Height/weight?
>>37352562>Blaming aspergers for her natural female selfishnessKek, love how a male illness has been appropriated by quirky females online. You are NOT autistic, you are a retarded female who wants to be yaoi boy in real life. You are a lesbian repper
>>37352569What’s your dose? You might be aromatizing
>>37352589you're not trans and you don't know what you're talking about, woman
>>37352650> you don’t know about your own personal lived experiences Ok buddy
>>37344854Not malebrained and not possible for fmts
>>37352660Ngl G you post pics of yourself looking 100% indistinguishable from a feminine cis woman and think you belong in ftmg so I do doubt your ability to understand yourself
>>37352617>Normal looking>TwinkRevolting.
>>37352675The smell of fresh seething in the morning always gets me going How’s being pre T buddy?
>>37352617Even the most fem twink looks more masculine than you.
>>37352587You're right! I am not a boy. I am a full grown man :3>>37352589Thanks for the sentiment kid but I'm about 2 years ahead of you. I've already been around the sucky carousel, but this was a new one.>>37352592Thanks, I never even learned her name.>>37352627My nurse and therapist and medical records beg to differ but... You know what? go off chudcake! Yas! I am so totally an allistic cisgender woman! Woohoo! I'm going to wear an underwire bra and lipstick and push tampons into my totally feminine moon-sync'd goddess yoni!
>>37352707Tell that to the guys that would try to beat my head in for being a faggot that kisses dudes>>37352708Stay strong o7
>>37346598Its not small ive seen it
>>37352708>ManYou are 5'3.>My nurse and therapist and medical records beg to differWhat you have should be classed because its an entirely different illness even in the past autistic people were described as "hyper masculine" because its a MALE disorder not a female one, it is very rare for a woman to have and all of these socially capable normie passing women are LARPing for brownie points or terminally online, which probably why you lack male socialization and your idea of men is entirely enformed by anime and yaoi manga.
>>37352726>Incredibly narrow small frame>Prey eyes>Weak chinEven fem twinks arent as small framed as you because they still have the underlying male bone structure, you can still usually tell their men but in your case you look like a tomboy not a man. Im so sick of pooners approprating the word twink
>>37352693Been on T for over 5 years, a far higher dose than whatever useless poondose you're on sweetheart
1.5 years on T. Do I give up and try to be a cute girl, or do I keep going to just to like a 13 year-old for the next decade?
>>37352742>5'3"I'm 5'7"...>autistic people were described as "hyper masculine"GEEEEEE that's awfully interesting isn't it? What a weird coincidence...>socially capable normie passing womenI literally have to take 6 pills every day just to function mentally.>terminally onlineThis is true.>lack male socializationAnon, I have a job and friends. I am not a mole rat.>your idea of men is entirely enformed by anime and yaoi mangaI loooooove L from Death Note I wanna be him so bad.... I'm officially declaring L to be the mascot for all autistic trans men. Oh and you know what Soul from Soul Eater belongs to trans men now too just because I said so
>>37352784depends on what makes you happy, anon. would you be satisfied with being a cute girl? im in the same predicament.
>>37352784don't take youthfulness for granted (especially if you are white)
being a pooner ruined my life. i turned down a free ride to college to shit in my room and work a shitty job for the rest of my life. i barely even have money to show for it. few friends, no lovers. it's time to rot
>>37352840what now?
>>37352809>GEEEEEE that's awfully interesting isn't it? What a weird coincidence...>5'7Kek. Yes, your autism comes from you being a tru boy. Definitely NOT because your terminally online>I loooooove L from Death Note I wanna be him so bad.... I'm officially declaring L to be the mascot for all autistic trans men. Oh and you know what Soul from Soul Eater belongs to trans men now too just because I said soNotice how no men simp them and instead jack off to bara comics. Very strange
>>37352809Why are you defending yourself around a random anon? Little bitch move
>>37352857tbf, it's not just being a random pooner, it's also being a borderline retard who was stolen by the CPS from her caring and loving parents, given the hope of 'college' and a 'career' when everyone reasonable knows that my only good path through life is to be a wife and a mother. to give my mother the children and grandchildren she never could have.
What the fuck are you guys even babbling about.
>>37352886why does it appeal to you, being a wife and mother?
>>37352769Then why are you here chirping like a woman?Are you a gayden or something?>>37352758Then what do you call the person in that picture? I passed as male 100% of the time until I started fucking around with femme stuff senior year of HS
>>37352890Leave this thread ciscum
>>37352901Exactly what I said, a tomboy. Unless you were like 14 I dont see how anyone could mistake you for male
>>37352899it's what is biologically programmed into me. if i could be a man, i would. but i never had that childhood. i never had those skills develop. i am 25 years old and have never had a 'real' (i.e, man) job, had sex, or driven a car. i haven't even been on a plane since i was 10. i get up, go to work, come home and ROT on my computer. i don't even play video games anymore. i just goon. i just goon and dream of a better life. i goon and watch destiny clips. I goon and ignore my 'friends' and 'family' i goon myself to death
>>37352925I was 14 in that picture anon
>>37352819I’m aware you are hahah.>>37352836I’m not sure if you mean I should stay looking like a 13 year-old boy, or if I should depoon in order to extend my life span or rather, be able to integrate, thus actually experiencing youth
>>37352928why does it matter if it’s what’s biologically programmed into you? people get by with less experience. what would you wanna do in your better life?
>>37352859>Kek>your terminally onlineMiddle school level writing skills>bara comicsBara is literally a yaoi subcategory brainlet... What are you getting at? Is yaoi okay or not okay!?!?! HELP ME I'M GETTING CONFUSED>>37352866My ADHD med makes me chatty. I'm just goofin around. Just some fun little bantz >>37352890L is the newest autistic trans man mascot>>37352939I'm sayin', you could be looking 30 at 45. People spend millions of dollars trying to look younger. I'm not 30 yet but people often assume I'm 18
>>37352975> L is the newest autistic trans man mascotThis has been established for millennia
>>37352915Nah, imma do my own thing.>>37352975You can have him, Mello is a gay king and we love him.
>>37352975>I'm sayin', you could be looking 30 at 45. People spend millions of dollars trying to look younger. I'm not 30 yet but people often assume I'm 18Well, I could hypothetically dress the same and maybe keep my facial hair, allowing me to look even younger than if I remained on T, if I'm even assumed to be male at that point. Looking young is not something I really care much about though
>>37352988How is L in any way ftm representstive lmao
>>37353015Classic cissoid opressing the trans folk...
>>37353026Ftms on twitter and tumblr will inject themselves into any twinky emo guy in media
>>37352939i wished for you. i kind of realized we had no way of finding eachother again and thought you would be here. anyways, you know what the right decision is :p what makes you question it here and now?
>>37353026He's got Pooner Posture
>>37353046You guys have more testosterone in your body than I’ve ever had, you could literally squash my head like a grape lol. I have an exomorhpic body type and weak ass bones dude.
>>37353049They are ft autistic m
>>37353067You should be afraid ill thighcrush ur skull on sight faggot
>>37353050Thank you. It's been on my mind for a bit, and I figured there'd be at least a couple depooners browsing here, to again insight from. The effort, time and money it takes to look like at least a bit cute kinda puts me off though. Do you think it'd be the right decision for you?
>>37353133Whatever, I’m done replying to you and your weird ass Karl about me.
>>37352975>Bara is literally a yaoi subcategory brainletNo retard, yaoi is aimed at women and bara is aimed at men. >Is yaoi okay or not okayIts femgaze which proves you are female, gay men (which you supposedly are) have no interest in the guys you mentioned.
>>37353049Like how you inject yourself into ftm spaces you don't belong in?
>>37353026They have to poonify any remotely feminine man because they cant rationalize them being that way without them being trans. They even did it to Jack black, any short/effeminate beta male is "transmac" to them kek
>>37353172All I’m doing is having fun, the only person shitting up your space is you by chimping out.
>>37353163Silence, bottom
>>37353166Okay you're right, I googled it. Guess I'm just too malebrained to have this depth of knowledge about Chinese Homosexual Cartoons
>>37353201I’m not a bottom.
>>37353166Yaoi isnt aimed at women u retard
>>37352973to be male. to have a male childhood. to impregnate a nice girl and have kids
>>37353208It’s not Chinese it’s Japanese, Chinese people fantasize about woman beating them.
>>37353213You all say that...
>>37353215Yaoi is literally made by and for straight womenFind me one (1) yaoi comic or whatever that isn’t made by a straight women
>>37353226All yaoi hentai is for men idgaf about comics
>>37353222it's a meme kiddo!
>>37353226Yaoi is straight Japanese, and Korean women’s fetishization of us.
>>37353215Yes it is retard, its made mostly by women and targeted at them too. Bara (literally called gei komi) is made by gay men. Now tell me, why do gay men not like any of the men you mentioned? Why dont you consume bara? If you were really gay it must also appeal to you, wouldnt it be the most affirming thing to partake in a male hobby? The answer is that you are a woman, not a gay man. That is why you consume Japanese manga aimed at women which informed your entire perspective on men because you are a terminally online autistic woman.
>>37353226Niggas never heard of bara
>>37353158we’ve already talked about it a lot. you wouldn’t need to try hard, just shave and take care of your skin. you gonna find someone to be cute for? it’s probably the best decision for me, i just dont know where to start. im thinking of finally buying that ipl device since i have some extra money now, but i dont know. i feel like a lot of what i have to say about myself is redundant, you’ve heard it all already. when did you start seriously considering this?
>>37353251Cuz they arent gay men like they claim and still insist on invading our spaces, I only came here because they kept posting in gaygen
>>37353218i sound like a cunt but you’re just overidealizing something you have no idea what is like. you can only do whatever you want with your life now.
>>37353247Im a cis male dumbo
>>37353224You could dominate me even if you tried sis xoxo>>37353237Idk you just sounded kind of retarded.
>>37353239Pretty much, yeah >>37353251Bara is such a small portion of yaoi, it’s kind of unreal 90% of the shit you find it’s gonna be a twinky guy and a giant masc dude
>>37353275I know i could.
>>37353278Anyone disagreeing with you is actually retarded, bara is literally the smallest subsection of yaoi and not popular at all.
>>37353273Its directed at the autistic troon because I thought you were her, I hate her and her kind invading gay spaces, which every gay discord I go to is full of "gay" pooners who I have nothing in common with and have no attraction to
>>37353287Prove it then loser, nut up or shut up.
>>37353293Its not apart of yaoi dumbass they are two seperate genres
>>37353304Ill nut down ur spider throat
>>37353296Its all good poonkie
>>37353310How is dudes fucking dudes a different genre from dudes fucking dudes
>>37353275I really enjoy dishing out (You)s for reactions. It makes my neuron activate. Also I must say you sound pretty retarded most of the time yourself, if I had to guess I'd say you are probably 18 or in high school, pre-T, proud truscum and have a hyuuuuge compensation complex (because of your little temper tantrums and the constant lashing out). But who's to say, I'm just some decrepit grandpa
>>37353254I do take care of my skin, asshole, the T fucked it up. I'm doing it for myself. Maybe you should start with makeup first, and move on from there (not that you need it, but if you wanted to look more feminine), the IPL is a big investment when you can just shave. I don't know if I'm wholly serious, it's silly, I just think it could make me happier, doesn't hurt to try it out.
>>37353267living the Truth of my Biology would be ideal. Unfortunately, my body has been destroyed by modern medicine, and my reputation sullied in the eyes of my family. I am worthless except as a wage slave
>>37353343me? asshole? :[ and sureeee you are hehe, that’s what all women say. i really think you need to try putting yourself out there. i dont want you to be alone. and i dont know, id probably do just like eyeliner at maximum, i know foundation and stuff can screw up your skin. and well yeah it is pricey, but shaving irritates my skin a lot, i usually get ingrowns. so it’s worth it to me. i hope it does make you happier.
>>37339076>Enters thread for first time today>It’s whining and yaoi discourse…Yeah, I’ll come back later.
>>37353372there isnt any point in trying to convince you otherwise. i hope you can find contentment in life
>>37353421What are you up to anon? I’m packing up some stuff to go stay with my grandma for a few days while my moms on a business trip :)Might hop on league for a bit if I’m feeling spicy
>>37353421>Opens ftmg any time any day >It's G being an insufferable womanWow what a shocker. All that's missing is gloves to come sauntering in wiping his greasy fat fingers all over everything and sperging out over nothing
>>37353469I think G is nice
>>37353469I’m convinced people like you transitioned just to avoid being women, not because you want to be a man. This level of hatred towards people you perceive as women is not healthy anon. Go to therapy.>>37353492<3
>>37353419That's not very feminist of you to say... That's sweet and everything, but I'm not in the market, but I could say the same for you. You should get some eyeliner then, you don't need foundation anyways. Maybe you aren't shaving properly, there's guides on how to avoid that. I think Nair could help with that issue as well(?)
Finally got courage to ask husband to demean me for being Russian. He hates Russians anyway so, it works well. So many boners.
>>37353548Just go to gaygen they will demean u for being russian
>>37353507who said i was a feminist? o.o and okay, i mean most people aren’t necessarily looking for relationships when they find someone they like. it’s likely you’ll find someone regardless, being in college and all. im married to school for now. and i guess, would you want to start doing your makeup? and i doubt that, i think ive done everything right. im just prone to them. ipl also can minimize scars i believe, so im also considering it for that reason too. are you considering hair removal?
g can you stop shitting up the ftm underwear thread it was funny until you showed up >.>
>>37353620That’s not my fault o7GDS is rampant today
>>37353568I need to be focusing on school as well, I'm glad you aren't gonna drop out. I'd like to, but it's so expensive, it sucks. And I mean, if you want to be bald *that* bad, do what you like. No one's going to see my body, so I don't really care about hair removal.
>>37353556By posting torture/rape or say "prove you're Russian! "It is not enjoyable.
>>37353640im sorry for distracting you from it. i mean idk, i mean i dont think i have the guts to tell my mom id drop out, even if i was serious about it. id still like to do your makeup one day, if you’d like. and well, i just like the feeling of smooth skin. im glad you arent doing any hair removal stuff. not to be weird, but it suits you.
>>37353697Nah, it's my bad really. Even if you were serious, It'd be best to get your associates and see from there. I think that would be fun. Faggot.
>>37353754fair enough. are you using this as a chance to reinvent yourself? and well yeah, i may as well get it while i can still do it for pretty cheap. it would be fun, more for me than for you hehe, but still. shut up niggerfaggot
A fellow G hater just reminded me of the G nudes, anyone got them on hand? I need em for something
>>37353814Maybe, might do me good to actually focus on hobbies too, you should do the same. Anyways, we should stop shitting up the thread. I wish you luck with your endeavours, retard! Take care.
>>37353862you know where to find me, take care as well. ill see you around, insufferable retard
>>37353854bitchgutzz
I no longer am going to rage at G for being a woman in our space. From now on I will creepily leer at her, maybe even pretend to be encouraging so she posts more slutty fap bait
>>37353687what are you doing here Timurisn’t your home chasergen?
>>37354168Timur is a gock chaser?
>>37353548>BonerYou have a vagina.
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