Why did you stop your transition the first time?Why did you transition again?How did you endure detransition?Do you want to stop transitioning again?Tell us your story.
>>37476234This pic always makes me think of my friend... I wish he would stop repping
>>37476234>Why did you stop your transition the first time?saw a lot of gigahons and fugly retards>Why did you transition again?because I don't have the ugly nerd phenotype pre-trans>How did you endure detransition?it was only for 3/4 weeks (lol) and I thought i could cope by blasting gear and becoming a manly man man>Do you want to stop transitioning again?no because i've psyopped myself with timelines of pretty trannies that have been on hrt for 4+ years plus i was young enough to stop my body from getting fucked from testosterone any further
>>374762347>Why did you stop your transition the first time?stopped 3-4 years in due to a bunch of stuff, took too much cypro and it messed me up, family found out, had difficulties with my orders, but ultimately its that i had been doing the "cis male on hrt" cope and didnt really believe i was trans>Why did you transition again?i guess i just had the opportunityits something i had been sorta floating the idea to do for years, but kept putting off, and life circumstances kept making it difficult and getting in the wayeventually after about 5 years i was living in my own apartment, depressed as hell, talked to some other tranners, and was just like "fuck it">How did you endure detransition?not especially well, i was always kinda depressed and anxious under the surface, but i spent some years travelling, tried dating girls, and generally at least had an interesting time.the travelling was fun but sorta felt like i was running from something, but dating and intimacy were hollow and empty and made me feel like sh1t.in total it was about 5 years>Do you want to stop transitioning again?once i was back on e it was dramatic how much it improved my mental state and wellbeing. a couple months in, i went back and looked at all my memories from childhood and the first time, it became obvious how much of a cope the "cis man on hrt" stuff was, and that i was definitely really trans.>Do you want to stop transitioning again?norough timelinemid 2015, just before my 20th birthday, i startsome time in late 2018 to early 2019, things get bad, i stopmid 2024, start again, shortly before my 29th
>>37476343>rough timeline>mid 2015, just before my 20th birthday, i start>some time in late 2018 to early 2019, things get bad, i stop>mid 2024, start again, shortly before my 29thDo you pass?
>>37476362i am super tallmidshit twinkhon i guess
>>37476370better than full hon lol
>>37476343>sh1tFuck I can't stand this stupid fucking trend of zoomers censoring themselves for no fucking reason. It pisses me off enough seeing it on other sites but who the fuck do you think is going to tell you off for swearing here? The fucking fun police? Bet you unironically say "unalive" as well.LEARN TO SWEAR LIKE AN ADULT, GODDAMIT!!!
>>37476234i was at my bf's house for like 2 days with no anti androgen cuz he hates driving and my skin got all wrinkly for like 2 weeks after and facial hair got crazy bad for a few days. not to mention feeling terrible emotionally.
>>37476308>by blasting gear and becoming a manly man manlmao retard
>>37476343>took too much cypro how much did you take and what happened?
>>37476234>Why did you stop your transition the first time?I lost my health insurance. Then when I got a new provider I was medically gatekept for the second time. I needed to see a different doctor because I was too old to go to the children's hospital again.>Why did you transition again?I never wanted to stop in the first place.>How did you endure detransition?I didn't really. I tried to kill myself by overdosing. After that I did a lot of partying to try and ignore the pain. >Do you want to stop transitioning again?No, never.
>>3747706550mg/day, i felt like sh1t and my nipples started itching and leaking
>>37477081damn son thats a lot of cyprocould have at least cut the pill in half
>>37476234>Why did you stop your transition the first time?i was at a very low point overworked from uni and my job when i was forced off hrt and because of it had very little motivation to get back on especially being a manmoder and all.> Why did you transition again?i travelled to meet my friend for the summer who gave me hrt during my visit and enough to last me 2 months on a low dose to take home and i love her so much for it >How did you endure detransition?Same way i endure manmoding ig they’re both just forms of repression. I still crossdressed once or twice in the middle of my detransition and while no major damage was done in the 6 months i was off it it was rough seeing my facial fat disappear and beard shadow come back. That’s the only permanent mark of that era that a lot of my laser progress got reversed + my psoriasis flared up crazy bad which im still fighting 3 months back on an ok dose.>Do you want to stop transitioning again?I still think about it a lot with how horrible manmoding is but when I occasionally get some private time and get to girlmode for myself i still see something feminine worth fighting for so try to keep pushing. Anyways I stockpiled like 3 years hrt after being forced off so i have plenty of time to figure an alternative out if im forced off it again lol
>>37476234Oh boy, a thread for me! I first transitioned over a decade ago >Why did you stop your transition the first time?Mental instability, lack of support, broke as shit. The biggest thing was TERF brainworms that convinced me that transgenderism is basically just a perverted woman-hating fetish. I got sucked into various gender critical circles and became very openly transphobic. I truly felt that if I really cared about the women in my life, that detransitioning was the morally correct choice.>Why did you transition again?Years of repping wore me down.>How did you endure detransition?Denial basically. I dropped the TERF act after a few years but by that point I was convinced it was too late to go back. Year after year I would try and make plans to retransition but the little voice in the back of my head told me it was hopeless.>Do you want to stop transitioning again?Not sure. Currently HRT repping and seeing where it takes me. My life is very different now so we'll see.
