>>38124496
i'm a male with smooth skin

>qott
i don't love anyone. i'll be spending it with my sisters family

iwnbah
I will always be deadmeat paraded around my chemicals and neurotransmitters
i shouldsnt fuckign exist
I am GLAD nobody cares about me. I wish less people did. Then I could die in peace

>>38124495
>chaser to trans
>It's the way. T4t is amazing, and really easy
theoretically are clocky twinkhons into manmoders? i want to frot with one. hm this is proof to me I'm not trans. id love a twinkhon to lay her head on my muscular hairy chest after penis/penis amab lesbian sex. what a relief im not trans in denial im just a faggoty chaser

>>38124573
I pull good as a manmoder.

>>38124607
you're probably from san francisco where there's a queer grindr pull every 5 metres. im from cold frigid england where trans are shot on sight

>>38124618
Minneapolis, not as good as sf. But yeah, way better than England Id think lmao. Have you checked your grindr already?

is face envy of twinkhons trans btw? just wondering. god some are so beautiful. im hoping my gayness can defeat my AGP and I'll stay a beautiful male
>>38124718
my Grindr is ugly blokes. the only "trans" are sissy coomer repper types. I'm sure there are Anglo twinkhons somewhere

>>38124742
Damn, that sucks lol. Sissy, crossdressers really be pissing me off. I hate when they message me.

i don't even look androgynous

i'm not even a little bit feminine

John 27 post ass for daddy =D

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>>38124496
im spending it with someone i hate: myself

ridiculously confused again. i now feel entirely fine with being cis male and feel like I'm back to normal. just spent some time admiring my body in the mirror, enjoying my hairy pecs and abdomen. gym is paying off.

which is bizarre because I was very close to buying hrt today. even though it made me miserable I miss the worry I was trans. which makes even less sense. fuck it might just John 30.

>>38125016
manmoder twinkhon daddy?

>>38125070
>manmoder twinkhon daddy?
Allegedly yeah
>hairy pecs
Hoooot

am i resentful because i wont pass, or will i never pass because im resentful? have my thoughts turned so caustic as to disfigure me? can everyone see my insecurities etched into my bones?

>>38125087
you are resentful because you can’t pass. if you transitioned as a child and looked fine you wouldn’t be resentful you would just be you

>>38125175
moral failing i suppose

i wish i was actually dysphoric so i could be a twinkhon. shucks guess it's back to being a normal cis male coomer chaser

I AM HAPPY AND FEEL FINE AND ENJOY MYSELF AND FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY FEMININITY AND BEING AND THEN I SEE A MIRROR AND I FEEL INSANE AND EVERYTHING IS WRONG AND I WANT TO SHOOT MYSELF WHY DO I LOOK LIKE A MAN WHY DO I LOOK LIKE A MAN WHY DO I LOOK LIKE A MAN

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lazy, fat gay incel = cute little anime girl

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lazy, substance-abusing unemployed incel = cute little anime girl

i was never an incel. i have been volcel for five years atp though

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intoxication, masturbation, isolation, ideation

so real worstie

if I wake up once tonight in fear that I'm trans I promise I'll buy hrt. but otherwise I've calmed down now and I'm fairly sure it was just OCD. an AGP wouldn't find her masculine features hot

iwnbaw
i dont want to be a woman
yes i do
iwnbaw
i must be a man
no i can’t
iwnbam

>"hey my guy"
>i turn around
>"oh sorry sis i thought you were a guy because of your short hair haha"
do cis people perception of gender really just boils down to has boobs and long hair = woman

>>38125320
>do cis people perception of gender really just boils down to has boobs and long hair = woman
not in my experience

>>38125200
transition already and be my gf

>>38125327
aw babe...

can someone tuck me into bed please

ai thinks im a late teenage boy

mogs me

> a close up of a person wearing a hat, bisexual lighting, muscular and exhausted woman, black beanie, jpeg artifact, androgynous, photo taken in 2018, by Osvaldo Romberg, ambient lighting from top, shaven, boy hair, poorly lit, vektroid, 2 0 1 9, uncropped

goodnight mmg. if i return tonight im a tranny

>>38125638
ok see you soon dear

>>38125644
i guarantee I'll sleep through the night but if not ill come crawling back here begging for the sweet release of an estrogen injection & a hon gf

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i’m crying in the bathroom

>>38124496
>QOTT
no, I'm alone and I'm thankful I don't have to deal with my family or stressful holiday tension dynamics anymore

>>38125656
>hon gf
Are you cute though?

>>38125716
this thread is old man yuri

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>>38124573
>faggoty chaser
so a transbian, amirite?

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>>38125320
tits or GTFO, bitchgirl!!1

>>38126038
is 27 old..
>>38126065
see thats why I'm ashamed of saying I'm attracted to other trans women, people always call me chaser on hrt or a gay male

>>38126090
they're small and look ugly

>>38125644
hello again. not trans just checking in cause i woke up kinda anxious

>>38125953
ive been called so
>>38126065
kinda i guess. having a bf would be cool

Alhamdulila I will be baked soon

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>>38126151

back to sleep. wish me luck

Sex with john 27

yeah i'm thinking i'm a man

As long as you're a man on estrogen:)

pondering my morbs

male orbs

STAND BACK
I am beginning to MORBS
https://litter.catbox.moe/ilt4mx.jpg

>>38126420
Damn nice, really rounding out.

>>38126420
zamn

>>38126420
Hot and sexy, would lick

the young man is taking a selfie in the mirror, on amino, queer woman, inspired by Vladimír Vašíček, rgb gamer toilet, programmer, with brown hair, in prison, prison, sitting in a prison, adam narozanski, eldritch journalist, wearing jacket, pc, transgender, by Giovanni Pelliccioli

>>38126420
>https://litter.catbox.moe/ilt4mx.jpg
giwtwm

>>38126431
I think the prog is worth the minor insanity debuff but I've stopped boofing it to try for a while

>>38126587
how long on it

>>38126639
about 3 and a half years

>>38126687
>over one thousand days on prog
cant be serious, i couldn't handle 60

>>38126701
it's a tradeoff, I think I feel way physically better on it than off

What does prog do
Just bigger tits? curious, never looked into it

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>my younger counsins have had multiple partners
>my younger cousins have had multiple jobs
>my younger cousins know how to drive
>my younger cousins have lived independently in multiple apartments
i can't believe i'm still single, still unemployed, still uneducated, still have no driver's licence or passport, and still have ID. everyone just shames me now. yeah, i was the valedictorian in high school. then one day, i just woke up and said "i guess i'll be a useless piece of shit from now on". apparently. apparent i deserved this. i really do. apparently, i was a good kid until i wasn't, and now everyone gets to shame me and yell at me and make fun of me. and they wonder why i stopped trying. i'm so sick of humanity. in this game i can't win. to live my life is a sin. why sleep at night? why eat three meals a day? why wake up in the morning? i might as well go back to smoking meth. when i work hard, i am isolated and rejected. when i give up, i am isolated and rejected. i am always a criminal, a predator, and a moocher to society no matter what i do. therefore i might as well actually be one since that's what they'll call me, anyway. fuck all of you sick people
>>38125638
you already are a tranny, faggot

do you know what i was before i was a valedictorian? i was the special ed kid. i got made fun of. i got threatened. i got rejected, both my students and teachers. i got talked down to. i got spanked. i got punished. i got publicly shamed. i got treated as violent and potentially dangerous. i got controlled. i got my name written on the board.

then in high school i was a good kid. i got As. i got high test scores. i went to a good college. i got a job. and you know what? no one gives a fuck. success IS failure. success is a sick idea that makes you a slave to society. i refuse to get married. i refuse to reproduce. i refuse to be drafted. fuck your kids. i hope they die. fuck the government. i hope it falls. fuck each and every last human being on this planet. i refuse to be manipulated by your lies anymore. morality is a lie. law is a lie. war is a lie. religion is a lie. work ethic is a lie. time itself is a lie. borders are a lie. elections are a lie. i see through all the bullshit now. and i don't give a flying fuck. fuck law. fuck the police. fuck political correctness. fuck the rules. fuck daylight savings time. fuck each and every day of the week. i am an animal. fuck your human society. i am not part of your system. today is today and it begins when i wake up. fuck money. i want drugs and food. fuck marriage. i fuck jesus in the ass and give him AIDS. i HATE you and i hope you BURN, BITCH!

fuck "duty". fuck your pronouns. fuck your birthday. fuck your holidays. fuck your lawyers and judges. fuck the jails. fuck your roads and cars and property lines. fuck your bulldozers and machine guns and drones. fuck your psychologists and your books if made up mental illness. YOU are the one who is SICK? you know why? because we stir-fry. suck my fucking dick!

just woke up in vague panic girlies

>>38126981
Post hairy pecs john 27 plsssss

>>38126981
take HRT

>>38126833
does things to your libido and brain, makes you horny and moody but not clear exactly why and inconsistently, ******maybe***** MIGHT _____may_____ help protect neurological health as you age on estrogen

>>38126981
are you doing for attention now? if not just take hrt already

>>38127211
posting rn makes me feel less alone in the panic

>>38127394
At least order the hrt. So if you end up deciding to take it, you'll be ready.

>>38127408
perhaps tomorrow bro, sis, dude

>>38127439
Order it now.

>>38127470
nah i wanna sleep, goodnight

gonna pull an all-nighter to stop going to sleep at 7 am

>>38126420
i hate you so much right now

>>38127530
I have been sleeping 3-7 (sometimes 9) the past few days. i wish sleep wasn’t a thing, there is so much to do…

i wish nothing existed it all gives me so much anxiety i can’t sleep even if i wanted to

i hate women so much every time i see one i want to rip my eyes out if my skull and eat them like grapes. i want set myself on fire and die screaming in agony

>>38128227
truthfully i wouldn’t go so far

I love women so much every time i see one (hot of course) i want to face fuck their skull and eat their pussy like corned a corned beef sandwich. i want to set myself on fire and and die screaming in agony

>>38128254
type shit!!!!

Sex with jurian

>>38127530
going to bed early so I can keep maintaining my schedule of waking up around 7 AM because that's the only thing keeping me moving forward by force

>>38128254
hot

Semi cute hon naked sucking my dick

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CAN YOU IMAGINE NOT PASSING AND HAVING TO SPEND YOUR WHOLE LIFE PRETENDING TO BE A MAN!?

i drink period blood

>>38128301
Cishon to pooners be like

I COULD HSVD BEEN A BEAUTIFUL GAY MAN I COULD HAVD HAD A BEAUTIFUL BEARD WE COULX HAVE HAD BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN I WOULD HSVE NASTY SEX ON THE SIDE EVERYTHIBG WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE BUT LIBERALS HAD TO PUSH AND DISINTEGRATE SOCIAL NORMS SO I WILL BE A CHILDLESS MOID EITH TITS WHO THINKS HE’S A STRAIGHT WOMAN DEEP INSIDE

>>38128322
>muh liberals
Nobody's fault for your bad decisions but your own

>>38128341
rude

>>38128349
It's true

I WAS SUPPOSED TO SUCK OFF DL TRUCKERS IN A DRESS IN THE BATHROOMS OF BENNY’S DINER OFF ROUTE 50 NOW IM SUPPOSED TO GO ON GRINDR AND BE ATTRACTIVE MEAT FOR TOPS TO FIND. THE QUEER IS SUPPOSED TO BE WRETCHED. WHERE ARE THE 70s

we gettin all kinds of wretched up ins, stand by for enwretchening

another day of being ugly asf, wow yey
>>38126880
that is life buddy when you are unfortunate unlucky and cursed, you either get used to it and learn to no longer care abt anything and the opinion of others at all or you kys, for a lot of people the game is just fucking rigged to fail from the start

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zugmoding

comeon

at least buy me a drink first

yeah

i’m not that picky

got to work up the bravery to first grow out my arm hair and chest hair then epilate it how do i do both these things?

>>38128927
It's winter. Just wear pants and long sleeve. Don't shave for a week and then epilate. Simple and worth it.

epilating hurts. HURTS

Yeah i tried it on my stomach once, never again

the only reason i want to do it now i have had some laser done on my chest 6 times now and there is just some stubborn hair that wont leave so hopefully with it being less thick i wont have to spend hours on it.

Epilating hurts like he'll, but after laser I just touch up with epilating every couple months.

>>38128378
just go on sniffies

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> QOTT: Are you spending this holiday season with someone you love?
no

honestly trans stuff fucked my life. i dont think i should have ever tried transitioning. i was generally an attractive guy with lots of hobbies and friends. never had to find dates, i'd just meet people doing stuff I liked and we'd be a thing.

always considered transitioning, was in a long term relationship, got really stressed from work and decided to. has support from my gf but eventually lost the relationship, fucked my body with laser hair removal and HRT, and am actively suicidal. this is mental illness. i look like a fucked up dude and there's no going back.

im getting ffs and shoulder width reduction. pic is my therapist letter of support. i think i just kms if it makes me worse

just cummed from sniffing my own underwear again
the AGAMP is getting out if hand

>>38129180
i hope it goes wrong and you kys haha

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i want to be a male again

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>>38129227
god me too

>>38129237
pic mogs me

>>38129243
life as a manmoder is hellish :(

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>>38129237

Fuck >:3##

I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH OLD SCHOOL MASCULINE ANDROGYNOUS ROCK STAR MALE

i am so glad that you are cursed as a manmoder if you are attractive, it is like a juicy cosmic justice, be hot but still miserable as shit no matter what and end up roping anyway haha

real asf im chuckling as mh attractiveness wastes away ive been a pretty 19 year old for 5 years
breasts wont stop

Or be hot and happy and don't rope ;D

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https://youtu.be/Vln9V7dDrIY?si=TU1eVbXoBEB9I_kp

>>38129369
i looked like left with a similar body type before hrt did i ruin my life i could have been a yaoi superstar if i just got real for a second

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>>38129237

hrt was a mistake fkr men what did it do to my beautiful morose twinsk

>>38129361
if you don t pass i doubt that is true

>>38129409
Why not? the only problem in my life right now is my retard sister is off her meds and kicked a hole in the wall yesterday
Thats it really. gf is fucking me tomorrow uwu ^.^

>>38129383
lmao you made me laugh and laughter is precious. You didn't ruin your life, we get a lot of chances before we go and you have a lot of life in you and time to find your path.

>>38129419
stfu Murphy, you look even more dead inside than i do and you are coping so hard, you don t rope only bc your narcissism but as you get older you will no longer be able to cope

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sry im just a gay gimp who saw the stones and got excited

https://youtu.be/bnCkiNi_ssY?si=RDhX2ucPiDe6jfOv

I hope you all get your dreams in life.

>>38129446
suck my dick clean you ugly faggot

>>38129453
I love keith richards he's so hot
Monkey man is good haha
>>38129446
Idk. i realized yesterday that if i had a gun i for sure wouldn't use it on myself. i get angry but get over stuff pretty quick
Besides being alive and in good health isnt the worst fate..... lol

>>38129455
im not funny like you guys are, I'm a bust. I can yell at you or dole out the hallmark.

>>38129474
bc you are a pussy and narcissistic and vain, let s see how you think abt that when you are in your 30s 40s and your looks fade and you get old and no longer young and look even weirder and more of a freak as a man, being a hon works only if you are young/manmoder, past that people think you are just a creepy mf

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>>38129474
I think I talked to you some months ago when I was sewercidal and you were a cool cat back then. Love you anon

>>38129492
being a hon/manmoder works only if you are young*

>>38129495
ecco2k phenotype, guys that look kind of like a horse

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>>38129492
Literally me. I look like shit now and blew my 20s being too self conscious of how I looked. Go get some cock larrissa you'll be fucked too if you don't get out there and start living

>>38129495
Glad you are still breathing, keep it up buddy ;)
>>38129492
Hm interesting
Vanity is one of the only things I have in this world, is the reason i get out of bed and brush my teeth and shower and stuff
>looks fade
Lol its 2024, as long as i have access to a dermatologist and lasers i will look 30 until i'm in my 50's, and then I will get my facelift and look 45 until i die <3
....
Trying to get fit right now too, i like it when old people are ripped

>>38129446
Larry always gets extra mad when other people get laid lol

>>38129521
too dypshoric to literally do anything sadly
>>38129540
you are delusional and the looks are not the problem
most people at that age settle down or are too busy and vanish from apps, you will be just a weird creepy looking dude in his 30s 40s interacting with people in their 20s, and you can t be vain forever, eventually living a life like that will catch up to you but you are dumb retarded so idk if you can even understand complex stuff like the meaning of life so maybe you will be fine

>>38129570
the average age of internet addicts is rising

>>38129492
>>38129570
Skincare and hrt goes a long fucking way:)

>>38129557
you would be too if you were actually true trans like me and too dysphoric to have sex, you are all just doing it as a fetish, i can t understand how you can have sex as a manmoder and not want to puke and kys but whatever keep calling me fake trans and project your shit onto me

>>38129570
If my plan works out i will be married with a house and have a meaningful career, a few cats too haha

>>38129588
it is not all abt the looks but whatever i guess you are too dumb and shallow to want more complex shit from life so you are happy to satisfy your primal instincts and that is enough of a reason to keep going..

in lab tests the more intelligent monkeys always press the button labeled pain over and over again instead if enjoying food or socialization

https://www.reuters.com/graphics/UKRAINE-CRISIS/RUSSIA-MISSILE/gdpzknajgvw/
>>38129623
Woah do you remember any of the conclusions drawn from this wtf

>>38129590
I feel comfortable enough in my body after the changes hrt and exercise has brought on to be able to enjoy sex. You might to if you actually took hrt and worked on your body.
>>38129605
Theres obviously a balance that needs to be found. Completely shutting off your sex life isn't the right balance though imho

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>>38124496
i wish
im a fucking magnet for people younger than me, but i just want a gosh darn a-bit-older-than-me Dom Daddy.
id still go to work, but when i get home, i get to serve Him in any way He pleases.

i was the happiest talking to my sociopathic friend, thus, She makes me wanna start dating ASPD people.
Like, makes me wanna go with a psychopath, even though i know they only see us as tools, rarely happens they appreciate the love and if they do, they'll never let You go.

Rn, im DIY double dosing on patches, but feels like its not doing much, which means i should go back with 1 patch + blockers but i dont like how it makes me less horny, because its easier to serve when im horny, makes both of us harder.

half of stuff on the internet i hate, coz its full of pretty fembois, passing trans women and cis women and i just hate seeing that - i mean im happy for them, but its such a bad reminder of where im at.
i wish i was in american blue state, so i could at least go out dressed formally as a normal woman even as a non-passing trans fem.

>>38129602
it won t work, t4t doesn t work, it is just casual shit, especially if they pass better than you, the resentment will start to grow eventually, you won t have a meaningful career bc you will always be dysfunctional from dysphoria and if you are not then you were never even trans and just a retarded trender Murphy, i can t imagine how you can live forever as a manmoder and not rope, it is unimaginable to me, and you will NEVER pass Murphy, people sneeding at you and calling you a woman are completely delusional retarded, you look 100% like a dude and you have a long ass midface
>>38129637
i will never be comfortable to have sex unless i pass, that is all, no more no less, being in between would make me even more comfortable cause i will no longer be able to dissociate from the pain as well

WHY AM I HUNGRY ALL THE FUCKING TIME
I AM ALREADY SO FAT, JUST FUCK OFF BODY, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, I DO NOT NEED TO EAT, NOTHING MAKES ME FEEL TRULY GOOD BESIDES FOOD..

>>38129657
true most t4t is really looksmatched

Fat ugly bitch

>>38129657
Lol
>resentment
Idk she treats me like a guy but in a very affirming way. i feel like a trans guy, idk how
I am shooting her up with e for the first time tomorrow =D i am excited to watch the changes
Having a gf is way better than a bf, i feel like a short chad with a model and i love it lol
>dysphoria
I am not super dysphoric, especially with an ssri
I am faketrans i guess, isn't a bad thing to me idk why
>long midface
I also have a 32 inch ribcage and huge man jaw and an upper lip shadow and hair everywhere!

>>38129657
You sound either young or delulu coz as You grow older, You just have to accept things, like, losing Your young features.
if You cant accept that, then You'll defo not gonna have a good time living

>>38129705
bro she sees you as a safe attracive cis guy, that is what you are to her, a MAN, she can t get actual cis dudes of the same level of attractiveness long term to commit to her so she fucking settles for you bc you are also trans but still sees you fully as a dude, brutal shit and you lack self respect completely
also obviously you don t feel jack shit since you look and are a ssri zombie but that shit doesn t work forever, i would rather rope than go on meds, the reason i didn t take them months ago was bc i would still have rathered to have the choice to off myself than be a zombie, what life is that, but whatever

>>38129754
Bro she is gorgeous and can get anyone she wants, is shocking she'd choose me of all people

>>38129770
idk it is fucking weird, if i were in a relationship with another trans woman and treated them as a dude, it would feel weird asf and i will feel sorry for them and it is kinda fucked up to think abt it, also she wants you bc as i told you she wants a safe cis guy that is not a cis guy but still pretty much a cis guy..

>>38129798
I am more feminine (she is prettier) lmao, seethe larissa you will never find happiness!

>>38129814
so you are two dudes in a relationship, just one dude is prettier and another one a bit more feminine, that is not a 'gf' lmao, it is a bf.. or an it since it is an in between monster freak just like you haha..

>>38129832
>so you are two dudes in a relationship
Yes
Is that bad

>>38129860
no
manmoder and manmoder is the best
you can rope together in the end, pls livestream it Murph, you record them ACKKING first and then remove the body and just use the same rope for yourself, how romantic

>>38129876
Will never kill myself, i am too vain remember ^-.-^

i am so hungry and i can t take it anymore but i am so fucking fat too so oh

james’ prolapsed asshole dripping blood on the kitchen tiles

has any of you bough glasses from zenni?

what can i do with my life

>>38129907
id feed u larry if it keeps u quiet

nothing likee a good ol jab

i like to imagine you screaming in pain and begging for mercy
yes, you

i am too anxious to sell my photo camera but i need money :'(

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>>38130143
m-me?

low calorie diet vs water fasting
i water fasted once for 5 days and i got really bad acid in my throat randomly and i could barely swallow and it hurt me so i had to stop, i think i should just go low calorie so i have smth in the stomach to stop the acid

>>38130362
yea, low caloric diets are more sustainable long term than water fast for which you need recovery and it is dangerous asf after a while

I am quite ugly and profoundly retarded.

>>38129907
>i can t take it anymore
ok, fine. i'll pull it out
>>38130362
that would be a smart thing
you could do fasting mimicing diet instead of pure water fast: low protein, carbs, and fat
or do the machinist diet: an apple and a can of tuna per day

>>38130605
eastern europe diet: boiled potatoes with oil and salt, it is less
>low protein, carbs, and fat
yea, basically no protein, carbs from potatoes and fat from oil, and i get rid of the potatoes that i already have too

>>38130642
it is less than 1200 cal

>>38130575
mogs me

>>38130642
if you want it lower calorie boil the potatoes then put them in the fridge for 24 hours, reheat them and eat
increases the amount of resistant starch without changing the taste
onions are pretty low cal too and makes shit taste so much better

onion soup might be an idea btw?

iwnbaw i ruined my own life. it was a very easy life, and the, i won't say who, decided to ruin it

I wanna personally thank the zionist jews for brainwashing me into taking estrogen. The real mvp.

g-d

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endless nameless

>>38130708
i am 86kgs at 6 feet, overweight, 75 kgs would be like average decent and i never could go lower than this but i would like 70kgs i think to be a bit on the skinner side, 65 would be too excessive and 60 skeleton level
i hope my gyno goes away as much as possible but i think i will be left with weird a bit saggy nipples..

hello
it's me
your son
i'm fat. i'm gay. i'm brown. i'm racist. i'm on drugs. i post my nudes publicly online. i masturbate in public. i smoke your weed. i suck my own dick so hard my neck hurts the next day. i sleep in past noon. i'm 24. no, i never got a job. no, i won't clean my room. yes, i will spend an hour in the shower, masturbating, running up the water bill. yes, i will steal your pain medication, if i ever find it. and i will argue with you about politics. i won't pay rent. my room will smell like farts and cum. and, whenever you leave the house, i will bring homeless people over to sleep in the basement and smoke meth with me. and if you ever, ever, ever, EVER fail to use my they/them pronouns, i will smash all the dinner-plates, call you racist, bash my head against the wall until it bleeds, check myself into the psych-ward, masturbate in front of the medical staff, and send you the bill.
happy thanksgiving

Oh, and Larry? Anal rape. Yes, I said it. Anal fuckin rape.

i could beat all of you in a fight

*teleports behind you*

>>38130865
I'd beat the fuck outta you. If you're smaller than 5'11 150

ocd is gonna god damn kill me

>>38130914
You could have boobs, right now. Boobs.

>>38130925
I don't want boobs. I am consumed by a constant uncertainty and terror and fear. Non stop rumination. I just want to be able to live my life as normal again.

>>38130948
>normal
Haha..

>>38131056
functional at least. not sat ruminating all day. i don't see any way to improve now. trapped in OCD.

>>38130948
jsut fucking do it i trooned at 27

>>38131065
on terf island? in a public facing job? my life would be ruined and im not even sure if im trans at all. if i am trans then im agp which is gross

>>38131074
how tall

countdown to hepatitis

>>38131103
about 5'8, maybe slightly taller but not 5'9

Trooning in your 30s is death

it is unbelievably over

yes, it is over

what is there to do now

idk, i just keep on living and see what happens, i don t really have concrete plans

i don't want to be trapped in this ocd hell but i also don't want to an hero

my ocd is a bit better than in the past, i guess it is bc i feel less anxiety, go on meds i guess idk, i can t do nothing to help you and you should stop seeking reassurance here, but i feel like a pot calling the kettle black

>>38131113
ygmi

>>38131113
>>38131241
>>38131255
>>38131276
also u need to do it now because the masculinization will hit incredibly hard 29-32

imagine having OCD lol
AAAHHH I HAVE TO TAP THE FAUCET THREE TIMES AFTER I WASH MY HANDS OR MY DOG IS GONNA DIE
LMAO

>>38131382
what if I was 5'9 though. maybe i mismeasured.
>>38131390
i just feel such shame for having agp as part of my sexuality. i am the worst kind of tranny if i am one. i don't view myself as a woman.
>>38131401
it's more constant worry and rumination and trying to find reassurance and certainty all day

>>38131416
post your face to see if it is over or not

>>38131426
don't need to in order to know that

>>38131432
then stfu, either manmode and then kys later like the rest of us here or just kys now so you don t waste any time for no reason

>>38131178
Speak for yourself. I'm doing fine. Much better than I was.

>>38131416
5'9 below it doesnt matter ywnbam
also think about the shame if u actually become a fully masculinized man and just troon anyways

>>38131532
i mean if this doesn't end id probably sui before that

damn this stuff is expensive

where to cop in terf island

>>38131812
cop what? fentanyl?

>>38131819
hrt

>>38131823
if only there were a recurring general on this board where you could get an answer. oh well.

>>38131831
true lol. i checked the pharms on there but they're low stock

>>38131836
since i'm such a nice guy there's a more extensive list at hrt dot coffee

>>38131842
wtf monotherapy is so much cheaper or am I misreading

>>38131865
yeah mono is way cheaper
captcha: J00K

>>38131872
but im agp, i can't order this

>>38131904
i don't care faggot either do it or don't

>>38131933
This

>>38131933
>>38131935
ill order some. but fuck you guys and fuck this clown existence. fuck me too. what a meme omg.

>>38131955
Good girl

>>38131995
gross. honestly feel like im mental illnessing my way into some kind of fetishistic nightmare

>>38132000
Like i said you stupid nigger, try it for a month or two and see how you feel

>>38132032
probably very agp and I'll be injecting E with sissy agp euphoria and then decide to an hero. probably best if I repress

>>38132043
>agp
Based if ur hot
>anhero
Why

>>38132057
because i would be very disgusted with myself. transitioning due to a fetish

>>38132062
My theory is that the fetish develops due to repressed sex / gender dysphoria
Idk
Everyone who takes cross sex hormones is a bit fucked mentally… just a bit.

>>38132043
yeah

i can hear every cell in my body screaming for death

>>38124496
i miss being male. fully male. normal. I WANT TO PASS I WANT TO PASS. oh well. im hurting inside oh well

i sit in trash my teeth rotten. so much weed i cant think im literally still a teenager ahhhahh no i aint ahhhahhhh i missed out on gay romance AND im a heterosexual who missed out on fucking pussy like

>>38132070
>>38132147
it's a meme existence we live in

you know if it was a fetish it would probably dissipate the second you jerk your worm.

i want to kms so much
>>38132212
it is what it is

>boyfriend looks substantially more feminine than me, is shorter than me, doesn't have a receeding hairline, and is she'd by shop workers fairly often (i haven't been she'd in a decade)
god has a sick and twisted sense of humour

>>38132405
Lol

i stg hrt better make me feel somewhat better mentally.

>>38132466
it wont, it has no mental effects, that is why i stopped

i hate my miserable life and not only that, i am hungry af too

dammit I ordered the estrogen. let me die. let me die in an accident so it's less upsetting to my parents.

>>38132559
You arent trans

i look the nastiest when my hair is wet, it really brings out my male features i think

alright how do I cope with being very suicidal rn. shit is so fucking over for me

>>38130803
my tits sag even with hormones... :/
>>38131444
you're not a manmoder and you'll never kill yourself or even try, hon
>>38132212
bet my teeth are worse even though i take care of them (nowadays)

>>38132810
Ssri, lexapro, lithium if you are truly desperate. i’d also suggest healing your gut before considering the rope
Workout helps too

>>38132810
for me it's venlafaxine and lamotrigin
plus alcohol when shit gets worse, numbs things but also increases impulsivity ofc... :/
>>38132827
afaik lithium isn't used for depression?

>>38132851
>lithium
Yeah ik. no harm in experimenting with your brain chemistry if you are truly desperate (maybe a little harm) (dont order lithium) (i am dumb lol)

i should probably take lithium

>>38132821
>you'll never kill yourself or even try
idk if i want you to be wrong or right abt it, i want to kinda die, it is pretty scary not having a job for so long and life sucks most of the time

>>38132960
yeah I'm only around rn cause I don't want to traumatise my parents

>>38133025
stfu, that is a lie, they will move on way faster than you would expect, human life is not that important or wow, people die all the time, you just don t want to kys bc you don t to, when i really wanted to die, i couldn t care less abt my parents or anyone, the pain was too much to fucking care anymore, i just wanted to fucking die and go, nothing around me was real anymore and all i felt was the urge to jump off a bridge

>>38133049
lol whatever you say

>>38129970
pretty

>>38133049
you really gotta stop talking to people like this

>>38131178
trooning out at 30 for me was choosing life instead of death

im not even trans im an agp freak. cursed existence. i never asked for this

if you arent on hrt you dont belong in mmg DESU

this john person talks exactly like me, i guess it is the ocd, they seem to also not capitalize any letter so it is all lowercase and no uppercase and it looks just right, you rarely use uppercases anyway and they destroy the perfection of it all.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkG4EMP2tC8

>>38133188
absolutely the truth, they aren't man moding they are just being men.

You have to have b-cups MINIMUM to make it through The Manmoder General silver gate…. i make the rules..

i have officially spent around a decade with an empty avoidant lifestyle because of dysphoria

>>38133049
>move on
maybe you should fucking do some research before talking shit?
>>38133282
amateur hours omg!

my father is a retarded agp repper and ruined my hsts life

want to try a new dadd? uwu

>>38133289
is sweden good? i need to go work somewhere

>>38133049
>when i really wanted to die, i couldn t care less abt my parents or anyone, the pain was too much to fucking care anymore, i just wanted to fucking die and go, nothing around me was real anymore and all i felt was the urge to jump off a bridge
i miss this

>>38133317
is pretty good ig?

>>38133353
i want some cheap off brand zero cola but i am too lazy and depressed to go all the way to the supermarket, i feel so lethargic and unmotivated all the time and like shit

bought medium size reebok panties
pretty good ig, tucking is tight and comfy
but fuck, being as tall and fat as i am and only wearing a medium?!? i have no fucking ass!!

>>38133282
same, it started with a bad breakup for me but I've always been prone to withdrawing, now I'm trying to balance finding comfort in my solitude and trying to live my life as myself while I still can

being an adult and getting back on my feet and taking care of shit is so exhausting even without being a friendless loner and even without the stress of what's happening to my country's economy and the incoming administration and even without being a tranny and figuring myself out and worrying about being increasingly targeted politically and socially just because people are being told that certain other people are the problem

>>38133380
just go you lazy sob!
buy something tasty too?
*munching on cheeese*

>>38133400
i am fat and i don t deserve anything
i didn t earn my food in order to deserve to eat it
i think i will make some fruit tea and sweeten it with those no calorie sweetners and throw it in the fridge, it is the same shit as and probably a lot better than off brand store zero juice bs desu, just a lot cheaper

>>38133262
oh that y never see emly in here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQvteq3KLT4

>>38133429
noo don't starve yourself your tummy so sexy
you might not deserve it but eating something to keep going is likely help to lose weight

had a tiny amount of breast growth recently and my conetits got worse

that goat+cow milk cheese: it's bussy lickin' good

>>38133496
give it time, mine are still noticeably changing like rounding out and stuff

>>38133463
idc if i die, i want to die anyway
i want to die from starvation
>>38133543
shut up

>>38133496
how long on hrt?
>>38133575
>shut up
wtf? idgi u weirdo

just go get that cheap cola
do you want a specific brand btw? if so what one

>>38133589
13 months

hate myself and my AGP/MEF. disgusted at the idea of taking HRT it arrives. but otherwise im chilling now and the sounds of the wind outside are nice. think ill go buy some milk and relax this evening.

>>38133594
eh from my experience boobs are kinda cones before filling out and 13 months is still in the early phase? [yes whoever complained about me ending sentences with a question mark.. oops i did it again i played with your brain got lost in the game oh weirdo weirdo]

>>38133638
how long did they grow for you

>>38133653
5+ years and still growing as far as i can see
they're filling out making the gape between them less noticeable
some tranners here noticed growth at like 8 years, and eg my sisters boobs grew in her mid 35-40s
but that was when she got pregnant. still relevant i think

i can t believe i ever paid money for therapy and i bet it is been a good amount so far, LMAO LOL EVEN, I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN DRUNK AND HIGH

come to bed with me larry. let's spend the night having mentally ill kisses

>>38133750
i didn't pay money* for therapy but kinda same
this dbt shit kinda works tho, but is mostly the groups shit that's nice
(* not 100% true everything costs like €30 until one hits a limit then it's free)
>>38133770
can i join? i need cuddles and attention, i'd give attention and cuddles in return

im on prog but i have notice i go through periods of my boobs coning and then filling out in a cycle as they grow little by little

>>38133778
sure

>>38133782
that's life, male or female we ebb and flow and change with each cycle, so don't stand around waiting for it to happen and try instead to live the best you can through each wave

i need to get on prog, hope it'll give me back some sexuallity... not to creep on and harass hotties but be able to masturbate lmao
... lol T__T

sorry for that i know you want me to suffer
except larry that wants me to die lol

I’m kinda glad I’m dying

>>38133770
who are you, i feel like ik you from somewhere
>>38133778
s o y sweden, menawhile in africa they can t afford food and clean water and kids slave away for our chocolate and in china for our phones and clothes, life is really fair and totally not abt luck and where you are born

>>38133914
you want s-oy eh? you want s-oy, i'll give you s-oy sauce orally or re**ally

disclaimer: user can't get a basedasm

s-oyasm

Should I just say fuck it and satraps given how I didn’t do injections this week or try to take it tomorrow. I’m too sick to try today

>>38134019
>satraps
detrans?
no, lol that's stupid

how will i be able to starve for months if it is so hard for a day, i guess if i want to feel better abt myself and fix my life, i need to do it

>>38134130
stupid fuck, do you understand that a low calorie diet is superior now?
ps suck my tiny soft noodle!

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>satrap

Having sex tonight. So can't eat anything on day.

Same

wtf i'll never have sex or even cuddling

I'm never having sex again in my life

Rape

how to get motivation to call for FFS consult. i keep on looking at the email / number and going "heeeeeeeeaaaaaaah... fuck" over and over again

>>38134243
not even with me? it's fine if you don't really enjoy it, but would mean a lot to me :(
jk ofc
>>38134254
just do it you fag
you want it so hard so why allow the weak impulses to limit yourself?
just fucking do it!!

>>38134279
i feeeeel awkward talking about tranny shit with anyone. the only people that know i'm trans are like my parents, one friend, and my doctor, who I avoid seeing as much as possible, despite being on HRT for years. irl I wear flannels and hats in order to give off big male energy.

>>38134348
i don't really see how that's relevant ngl
just do you and fuck the expectations of others?
also *hug*
just want to hug someone sorry

damn fake manmoders without dysphoria be having sex out there
>>38134140
low calorie is still starvation
>>38134254
don t bother ffs barely does anything

>>38134348
it'll take 5 minutes and once you're done you'll be like, 'oh that was easy what did i even worry about'

why can t i be happy already?
how much more do i need to wait?

>>38134471
u naggah should shut your pihole or treat my gock like 3.1415...

>>38124496
>Are you spending this holiday season with someone you love?
Myself

>>38134547
office is closed for the holidays but i left an email and will get a call monday. oof one step closer to maybe leaving manmoding cave and throwing away these clothes i've had since I was 14.

>>38134619
cap

>>38134471
>feeling good on hrt
>getting body changes after months of magical estrogen injections
>significantly hotter than you were before hrt
>find cuties to fuck
>watch as ugly incel repper seethes with jealousy

>>38134600
i am so miserable, my only hope is that my pain will go away at some poin and i hope it soon, in the next 6 months at most..

>>38134641
i wish.. I HAVE NOTTINNNG

a close up of a person wearing glasses, deviantarz, punchable face, short spiky hair, lost in code, 1 8 yo, symetrical facial, only snow i the background, shaved, absurd res, loosely cropped, ultra wide camera, 155 cm tall, please do your best, mobile app, realistic eyes looking at camera

>>38134650
shut up hon, you live in lala land, i wish you were ugly for a week to see how it feels, it is like a billionaire in comparison to an average person, that is the level of out of touch that you have, you just don t get it, must be easy being effortesly attractive bc you got the right genetics and you got lucky and don t preach effort and spare me, it is mostly genetics

>>38134727
Shut up ugly nigga

>>38134748
kys, in fact you probably will, pls livestream it so i will have some entertaiment

>>38134727
I've been ugly before you goofy fuck lol. Ofc the literal no effort golem is gonna say don't talk about effort lmao

>>38134676
same but actually true
you could come here and i'd serve raw conserved herring and vodka

>>38134693
please do your best

how to convince psychiatrists to give me benzo instead of sugar pills?
hate drinking vodka to calm my nerves...

i wonder if my agp caused dysphoria or vice versa. im so tired

acually doing phenibut + vodka rn

Tried oral prog for the first time last night after boofing it for a few months, and it made me feel kinda high and fucked up. I don't like it, but it's the only type I get for free.

>>38134906
what kind of high? Sometimes on boof prog i get some pretty extreme joy/mania type high though i can never predict when it will happen.

>>38134929
Like I had legit took a weak Xanax or something. I did not like it. I love how boof prog makes me feel, gonna bite the cost and just buy boof if oral keeps making me feel like that.

>>38134765
you were never ugly, you are delusional
>>38134853
just kys if you can t truly cope, drugs are no way to live

i lowkey wanna rape someone but am too weak and ugly, also fat
>>38134906
niggah boof prog = oral prog lmao

>>38135006
I definitely was. I could tell at the time and even looking back at pics it's clear as day.
>>38135038
When I shove it up my ass it makes me feel good. When I shove it down my throat it makes me feel icky.

>>38135038
Thought this was at a glance, gross

>a man taking a picture of himself in a mirror, witchcore clothes, subtle purple accents, xqcow, flannel, (gamer emoji), 165 cm tall, uncropped, bored expression, black shoes, eggplant, by :5 sexy: 7, inspired by Washington Allston, upward flowing long hair, anime ears, trimmed beard
>a woman taking a selfie in front of a mirror, emo boy with cat ears and tail, non-binary, tired expression, water - logged, photographic. imposingly tall, black nails, sam, confused expression, moldy walls, tech face, black sweatpants, concern, full growth, tomboy
>a man taking a picture of himself in a mirror, soft femme, wearing a flannel shirt, gradient black to purple, (gamer emoji), slightly awkward smile!, tessgarman, he also wears a grey beanie, clothed in stealth armor, middle of the day, uncropped, head is an egg, tired and haunted expression

>>38135086
so fucking shove the capsules in your ass?
most ppl buy oral and push it up below

>>38135102
this was what at a glance?
also i know i'm gross :(
even tho that was a shitpost i'm still gross af

>>38135188
Larper

>>38135196

>>38135197
idk who you are
but then i don't know who i am

except repulsing and an object for freak sexual attraction ;_;