>>38135196
I once got diddled by santa, turns out it was uncle mike lmao

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>>38135207
hot

just gonna accept im agp and not bother with hrt tbqh. I can't grow tits and end up looking uncanny that would be ridiculous

should i just accept some twinks like old ugly fat freaks to get some attention?
am serious i just want someone to hold tight
... kinda can't be aggressive sexual and top like a bull on speed so ig not even accepting that will get me anything

>>38135273
ok tranny

>>38135273
kys you freak!
take the estrogen or i'll find you and lock you up under my bed

>>38135196
I was born with a fedora on my autistic little heart so I was suspicious of the whole bit from the start, and I spent the first couple years my parents tried it with me "catching" them in the act and calling out their bullshit around like age 6 or something

>>38135196
no but i knew children were supposed to pretend

iwnbaw

>>38135196
I believed till 1st grade. I still remember getting laughed at on the bus for saying I did, and then them telling me he's not real.

>>38135479
>still has childhood memories
fakemoder

>>38135453
i feel like i am the exact opposite of you, when i learned of sex as a child before porn/masturbation i thought people would hurt/cut me if i didnt make them feel good i internalized that.

>>38135311
lol. im an agp/mef coomer male. luckily I've got enough androphillia to be okay with masculinisation rather than growing hairy conetits

>>38135505
i'm sorry
was going to deleet my post but i'll keep it up now

i hope you're in a better eh state of mind nowadays?

>>38135531
ok tranny

>>38135496
For as shitty as my memory is, I still have lots of them from super young. Like 1 years old even.

>>38135540
you can delete your post if you want, my response is kinda of overboard. i feel better these days though i think it has influenced what i find hot i guess.

>>38135542
many people have agp and live fine with it

Yeah but it's just so much better to estroginize your body.

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I'm saying good-bye and moving on from a cherished maternal figure today, shedding manly tears

>>38135599
i feel i've tried to hide and deny my tendencies and they absolutely does not rule my sexuality (when i had any). i seriously hate it but i guess psychs would try to make me accept it all
<3

i like my muscular body too much sorry. how am I supposed to be aroused by my male features if i don't have any

>>38135654
i can be your new mommy :3
(also uwu)

im self pitying and it’s ruining my life. it’s why im not a youngshit and it’s why im fat and it’s why im lonely and it’s why everything is wrong with me! my entire life will fundamentally change now i amde the choice!

>>38135625
ok tranny

Feminine wisdom must unite with masculine disease. The only true enemy is the mentally ill – reopen the asylums, drag them in for bloodletting and purging, cuff them down for a lobotomy and cure this world.

For Kafka “Celibacy and suicide are on the same level of understanding” and “Marriage is a martyr’s death” – the older I get the more this seems to be the truth.

i feel lucky i'm just fat old and ugly - and not mentally ill!
except my attraction for young twinks and twinkhons, that's kinda sick ig :P
sorry chudette i'm only attracted to you and larry fr fr

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>>38135757
done! also also trannies are now classified as mentally ill, enjoy getting skullfucked by an icepick, hon!

>>38135724
if i jerk off to just men enough the transness will disappear and I'll just want a bf again

>>38135869
LOL you sound like me in my 20s minus the bf thing

>>38135869
?? are you aware that women are generally attracted to men more often than other women

>>38135869
same

>>38135911
shut up fakemoder also he's literally just stuck on a blanchoid interpretation of things, he spouts shit about AGP and MEF and ROGD and TOCD like he's still in repgen

i'm not racist nor a fetishist but i think i haven't seen an african-american tranner that's actually unattractive?

>>38135922
that's what i mean though, i think blanchard is stupid but if i buy into it for a moment like this fella then i don't think agp and being attracted to men are mutually exclusive. you know, like... cis women?

>>38135930
nearly all the hons you can probably think of in your mental hon folder from just existing on the internet being white is unironically a mirror image of white privilege

>mental hon folder
I need to go outside or something

you’re too far gone

>>38135947
? i don't have folders, all my files is in a single directory with like 5 character filenames! also in ebdic

>>38135946
>i don't think agp and being attracted to men are mutually exclusive
well, now you're confronting the biggest obvious problem with bl*nchoidism, because yes they literally are according to his "work" AND if the agp rapehon moid lies and says they like men it's just fake meta-attraction (isn't that convenient?)

>>38135990
yeah i mean, i'm not debating the blanch himself and his model bc it's truly stupid, more just the dummies that come here and use the terms with a half-baked understanding of them. like the silly billy above who thinks jerking off to men will cure his """"agp"""" and """"rogd"""" (it won't)

>>38135946
>>38135911
my point is that my androphillia isn't just AGP meta-attraction. I find male features hot per se. I like the idea of frotting with twinky guys, fucking butts etc.

honestly gender identity wise I don't know with myself lol. I'm not a woman. to say I am deep down inside would be a larp. to say I've always known I am one would be a lie. i think I'm just autistic

>>38136022
>more just the dummies that come here and use the terms with a half-baked understanding of them
you've got the right idea, and that's directly because the typology itself is self-inconsistent handwaving bullshit (which is why it's abused by anti-tranny activists and why reppers adhere to it like a religion and apply it self-inconsistently when convenient for their neuroses also like a religion)

i wish i was a tomboy and not a disgusting manmoder

>>38135947
this discourse kills the Victorian child

>>38136031
? that doesn't make your point any clearer maybe i'm dumb? i've only had boyfriends my whole life and guess what i trooned bc in reality (and not blanch's fantasy land) gender dysphoria doesn't care about your sexual orientation. if you're experience discomfort with your body or social role to the point of considering making changes, pretty sure you're just dysphoric...

i wish somebody wanted to have sex with me enough to care about me as a person

>>38136069
>gender dysphoria doesn't care about your sexual orientation
bee saying something based???? wtf

>>38136076
What do you have to offer?

>>38136069
nah i know if I transitioned it would be out of a fetish. I do not want to be living a kink and forcing others into engaging with it. I'm a pretty male brained guy and enjoy male stuff. sometimes i think of how I dislike my body and cock ... and imagine myself as a smooth muscular guy with a big uncut cock, and it brings me a sense of relief. see, that's not trans

>>38136110
ok tranny

>>38136100
nothing really

anyone want to visit me for cuddles?
i'm actually a really nice man

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>>38136050
i wisi were a hot butch

>>38136173
HRT AND LASER

>>38136194
imagine if it actually worked like that

>>38136081
it'll be common sense among trannies eventually i think
>>38136110
hey if you say so, i'll be sad for you if you end up trooning much later anyways but i'm not going to sit here and try to pinkpill you. i just think if it's truly only a fetish, people can usually cope with hypersexuality and whatever their fetishy outlet is instead of legitimately considering hrt. do some soul searching

>>38136211
I didn't say it would make you a hot butch, I just said that because I recognized that picture

got called a boy at the store

>>38136214
i honestly don't know. ocd is a bitch. I don't think transition is a fetish on the whole btw. I'm mostly just referring to my specific case.

i want to eat out junes boihole while they're pissing on me

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we are a relatively new identity and accompanying microlabel
who is the oldest manmoder? is xe still alive? can i give xem a hug?

>>38136291
I think it's literally the poster above you, in terms of age and possibly also time on HRT

>>38136291
i'm here niggah
49 yo and triving* (* actually not thriving)
it's a hard-knock life for for us, it's a hard-knock life for us
instead of treated whe get tricked, instead of kisses we get kicked

>>38136343
how long on hrt??

playing with durian's perverts old boobies

>>38136365
too long
>>38136396
i'm not a pervert!
i mean my boobs aren't even tho the rest might be?!?
(please touch them, and suck on my nipples :3)

i should shave my head again
i look too uncanny

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I have no idea what to do with my hair so I'm just letting it go as finasteride fills things in

>>38136444
lol you look like a lesbian

you mog me and you know it

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>>38136457

>>38136444
based
i do the same butt i'm permanently hairness disfigured
also i find you cute...
would you beat up larry with me?

Still. I have no idea what my future holds. I just want to be an androgynous young man with muscles

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drPZiXn9G3k
only bryan adams song worth anything?

>>38136573
SOME remix of this or another is buried in my memory of the 2000s and endless trance mixes

post musix u freaks (cuties) so i can judge you

>>38135207
Based uncle mike w

imo if i were to transition id just be larping as someone im attracted to. pure agp.

>>38136689
why not just larp as yourself? that's what I do

It’s all larping
Nothing is real

>>38136691
myself is probably just some autistic male

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-_8aY0-C7I
I will listen to this literally all day if I'm not careful, it's got that airy dub reverb space to it with sinister overtones and a mischievous little hook over an addictively simple bassline that just loops over and over while spanning a kind of tonally complete range and playing with the ol break samples in a way that satisfies my autism so well

>>38136724
now you get it

>>38136724
i'm real tho?

>>38136757
ok, well, why does that change anything? take HRT tranny

When nobody is perceiving me I actually really love being a tranny

>>38136832
same but as soon as someone notices or says something I get self-conscious and fall into my robotically standoffish old repper ways

>>38136841
It's so embarrassing, I fucking hate it.

i wish i had someone cute take advantage of me after making me drink 1.5 bottle
i'm sorry but i'm ugly old and sick and not a victim as long as someone younger and cuter want to girlhandle me
choking until unconsciousness would be a bonus fr
if you accidentally kill me it's fine i'd write a note beforehand taking responsibility so at worst you'd spend a few years in jail

>>38136797
eh im too tired to argue now. im a man, always have been. no shame in it. i have agp, is what it is. just not sure what to do with it. i feel looking like an andro weirdo wouldn't be much better than being a regular dude who indulged in kink on the side

>>38136854
I'm working on that, idk if I have any advice but it's a real issue for me

>>38136871
ok tranny

>>38136886
goodnight

>>38136898
goodnight tranny

is it weird being a totally asexual tranny but wanting sex for some reason?
i seriously can't get no satisfaction
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrIPxlFzDi0

>>38136906
yet to take any hrt

>>38136951
irrelevant, tranny

>>38136957
just accept im a male with agp please

>>38136951
eat my ass, tranny

>>38136937
you just want the closeness that only sex can bring, the embrace of somebody else

>>38136979
no way, tranny

>>38137026
well im not a female with AGP.

>>38136986
maybe?
my sexuality is fucked, and i don't just mean because being an old sexually frustrated male going to old sexually repressed "thing"

>>38137045
ok tranny

hey mmg ive gorged myself someone come rub my tummy

>>38137064
i have fully drank the Blanchard koolaid, there's no going back because nothing refutes it

>>38137135
lmao ok tranny

>>38137109
nope! that'd be sick and dumb!
i would lick it concentrating on your navel tho
ofc i'm kidding as i hate myself :(

>>38137135
i fully drank my bottle and looking for weird repressors to buy me another?
pretty please?

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>>38137141
no wait dont be kidding fuck my navel

>>38137139
ill be a tranny if i inject est. for now I'm a man
>>38137156
im not a repressor lol. if anything I'm accepting myself for who I am. I'm an autistic dude with AGP

>>38137160
would if you were near ngl
if you hug me i mean
>>38137163
you're a repper trying not to take hrt wtf?!?
lol
plz send me money for another bottle?
i'll post limp noodle or something in return

>>38137163
yer a tranny arry

>>38137183
tampa florida babey fat dogs in tampa florida

i feel bad for a skelettonmaxxing qt i talked to before
she wanted to sext and i just got into how i'd lick her tummy and belly button before blacking out and falling out of my chair lmao

>>38137186
ill only transition if i get a hot twinkhon gf

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THE COMBINED WEIGHT OF THE HORRORS I HAVE AUTHORED WOULD CRUSH YOUR CARBON HEARTS INTO PERFECT DIAMONDS OF PURE TERROR

>>38137200
idk if should i visit...
are you a manmoder or just a freak?
>>38137227
hello :3
not hot nor twinkhon nor gf but still...

the fact that i don't pass is entirely my fault
if i really wanted to i could have gotten hormones at age 12 illegally
whenever i try to blame someone i'm just trying to ignore the fact that i could always have done it but i chose not to
i deserve all of this

>>38137272
>manmoder or just a freak
both, really uwu

>>38137292
i like freaks ngl
like fr :(
i hate that about myself
never met someone sadistic or really abousive sadly

>>38137283
you knew about gender dysphoria, endocrinology, and DIY at age 12?

>>38137344
my fault that i didn't
i could have just looked it up on the internet
nothing was preventing me from doing so
NOTHING

If I was really trans I would be able to connect with other trans and be happy in their misery together and have fun with people. But I’m not
I’m just a fake fake a fake of a fake if a fake.
I will never understand real pain. Even my tears are mist.

I’m glad I abandoned all hope and stopped hrt. I’m glad I realized I don’t belong with other trans. I’m glad I found out it was all dress up play for me, not to be a girl but to be trans. An aesthetic base like the 90s skater fashion. It’s over now. I’ll die alone. I’m peace or pieces.

a man sitting on top of a bed next to a chair, punchable face, deviantarz, chess motiffs, bad selfie, 2 0 yo, prison background, slight nerdy awkward smile, locklegion, glossy from rain, perfect face template, eastern european, very tall and slender, uncropped, bad photo, black hoodie techie

>>38137381
ok tranny

i have issues, i'll admit
but idk
when i met my psychologist the first time he went on a long time how he didn't really believe personality disorders, and how they actually can be treated
ofc he had talked to the therapist that talked to me for like 8 years, and psychologists that'd treated me
...
after doing a shitton of tests i got a emotionally unstable personality disorder diagnosis
i protested i don't really have strong emotions (due to disassociation mostly idk)
then he gave me a prepared test from his papers at hand (making me believe he expected me to protest) and i scored 8... and he said 6b is enough for a bpd diagnosis
nobody else really nbelieve that's triue tho... idk
maybe my therapist did as she didn't seem surprised?!?

he said 5 was enough^

before i kill myself i'll get a lawyer to execute a legally binding will which will consist of:
>there being NO funeral for me
>no tombstone for me
>no ceremony
>no urn
i would just... stop existing, ideally it would be as if i never really existed

>>38137446
You don’t get it
I’m
Cis

>>38137564
We're all cis here sweetie

>>38137564
ok tranny

>>38137381
ok, have fun being cis, you can leave now

>I'm CIS I am CIS I am a CIS MAN
>posts in the not cis man general

Cya tomorrow

did alot of dxm prayed to soph9ia dionusus and my future trnner self see you on the other side

>>38137835
a pleasant voyage and safe return to you

i want someone to cuddle
choking or killing me is a bonus
one bottle down and want to die still
should i post pics or vids of me cutting or stabbing myslef with neeldes?
ik you don't want it as i'
m disgusting

tell me to kms?
please? i',m no larry so might actually do it

otherwise it's two bottles tomorrow lmao

spend some time with people you like irl

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never detransition

>>38138004
based, I need a leather jacket

handjob, please? durian, can i have a handjob? im transgender and have boobs

>>38138015
same

>>38138015
I want one too but wouldn't your conetits stick out?

WAKE ME UP

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>>38138200
maybe? with enough layers maybe not, but either way I'm kind of done hiding what I am or stressing about people noticing, and I think they look cool and I need more cool jackets

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>>38138208

when i was 9 i used to cry to evanescence music videos

i’m trying to get my self back. spongebob lost his identity. change is okay. change happens. five bad years not the rest of your life

>>38138217
please come to sweden for cuddles and booze?

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>>38138366
real, I've spent a lot of time picking up and reclaiming the pieces of myself

>>38138372
I'm not good with people, and I don't like that you like who you like that doesn't like me because I'm petty and vain

>>38138424
mood
one of the reasons I question my most neurotic behaviors that I blame on developing in response to my repression and past abusive emotional relationships is that I've never had much of the hallmark BPD inconsistent identity issues, in fact I've always had a very strongly defined self-identity irrespective of the outside world but simply found that kind of at odds with the rest of the world and how I turned out physically without intervention - so I'm kind of just unironically cosplaying a version of myself that I want to be in a way, if that makes any sense at all

>>38138493
i understand

wow just like me fr

i cant believe i dont pass. deep in my heart i dont accept it and i dont even accept that reality is true. i know it is just a dream, i know this is all just a dream, i know i belong in a beautiful warm cocoon. i belong in my mother’s womb

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>>38138574
9 CLOUDS DEEP AND IT’S STILL JUST A DREAM

hello, bitch
im a man with tits
come suck my dick
till it makes you sick
then let me lick
up on that clit
i want you to sit
up on my face
i like the taste
im such a waste
im a basket case

>>38138217
ur the hottest bitch still in this thread after all this time that isn't a BDD tourist
tell us what we've all been wondering: who r u fucking w/?

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>>38138658
I'm still just Working on Myself Right Now™

it’s all the same all the same all the same all the same
never change never change never change NEVER CHANGE

Can I cis pass if I am 6'2 but have good proportions?

>>38138710
Yeah, no excuses

>>38138746
I just need FFS then

>>38138710
yes tall bitches are real

>>38138710
Good proportions are the only thing that matter not raw size

>send pic as a guy
wow you’re so hot omg wow wo i want to fuck you oh my god youre angelic wtf wtf
>send pic as a “woman”
ghosted

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>>38138821
that's just how life is on this bitch of an earth

>>38138848
it’s incomprehensible

Will creatine make my ass bigger

>>38138931
*loots*

If my body and face were more naturally feminine i would have stayed a gay man. im basically just mad i was kind of chubby and hairy and didnt get to grow up to be ezra miller in perks of being a wallflower. this is an extended tantrum which is why i will never transition or express myself

Lowkey wanna ghost this bitch and just eat tbell

>>38139160
REAL

omg should I order tbell I have leftover indian in the fridge but the chicken had a piece of plastic in it and the food was all different and bland like someone bought the restaurant out

>>38139180
>the chicken had a piece of plastic in it
like melted plastic! how poor are you? borderline homeless?

>>38139375
lol I literally I was, but now I'm technically earning six figures

>ponyshit

sometimes love is better off dead

my apartment permanently smells like other people's cooking despite not having a kitchen of my own and the walls/floors are made of paper

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>>38139715
sex makes me sad

>>38139779
I miss sex so badly it's driving me insane

>shotamethschizo is a brony
lol

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>>38139814
how could you tell it was me

>>38139820
you know I watched a whole season of MLP when diablo 3 came out so I could try and get it and I just came away more convinced it was cancer

I ordered the tbell and put on rick and morty and played wow feeling very manly rn epic wholesome big hongus gonna throw out the indian it's not just me the recent reviews all say it sucks too

m not actually a bronie, sorry. i really wish i were because ponies are cute. but i am not cute. i am a Satanic Nazi Rapist and i was just being transphobic because i hate myself and want to die. im unzipping pornocopia.zip as i unzip my pants. im unzipping the skin off these bitches in my basement. take off your skin. it's cold outside. mommy needs a little something—a little extra layer to get xyr through the winter. but maybe i'll check mlp out and see if it's any fun like anime

6 milllion billlon lolis haet pizza in my beasment froevr

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hot transbian mommy x loli in basment all day every day

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https://youtu.be/Avrv8t_nEI0?si=MpWjYp2jV_zudkzq

i wish to be the little girl

Sex was kinda ass, she was cool af though.

waiting for Ms Lari's grand arrival

I just had toooooooo
Let it goooo oh oh

2 double stuffed tacos and a loaded beef nachos.

0570 giwtwm

im ruining my life for no reason and i cant work out how to stop

im agp. it all makes sense now. it sucks, but I must accept it.

>>38140953
Give some context

>>38140962
im taking hrt and im a male who looks male and im a recluse with a bad career path ahead of me

>>38140977
I need to fall in love with you instead of the pretty, hot, outgoing girl with a bright career path, and future. Do you want a schlub loser husband?

why has hrt done like nothing for me? im 1 year later and looking at my before photos theres like no change except i lost my back acne.

>>38141022
It really takes time. 1 year isn't that long tbqh.

>>38141016
yea i want nothing more than another person to rot with. it’s not uncomfy just boring and lonely

>>38141025
i guess. i will stick with it, but im strongly considering just getting ffs in spain.

>>38141075
dont get ffs until year 2 atp you stop changing really

>>38141091
desu im probably going to wait until im 31 (so 5 years hrt) before i get ffs, just sucks to wait

>>38141064
I'm asexual so we can be more like roommates that keep each other company, and do rot activities together. What are your hobbies?

>>38141110
my hobbies mostly consist of gluing myself to another person and doing whatever they want. and baking

>>38141127
you’re hot though you can find a relationship

>>38141120
holy shit I love you already. I love being glued to, and I love cake and cookies. You'll be an ideal wife for me. I can help you if you have problems getting out or need someone to be like a protector figure. I'm good at these.

>>38141133
manmommy..

>>38141132
i don't want a fucking relationship. i want to look androgynous. and even if i wanted a relationships it would suck. the only people who want me are ugly old men. everyone secretly hate me behind my back and won't admit it to my face. they're watching me from all that can't be seen. they can hear me breathing. they can hear me laughing. they can hear me masturbating. i am being targeted. they are targeting me. i am LITERALLY a mentally ill autistic man on drugs cackling like raving lunatic past midnight with my eyes wide open. im rocking back and forth. i will never, ever, ever, ever, EVER be a femboy. you made me this way. you forced me to be gay. i lick penises and don't even enjoy it. except for my own penis, but then my neck hurts the next day. fuck each and every last one of you for ruining me. society, you broke me. transition was supposed to fix me. but it didn't fix me. it broke me. why? fuck all of you

>>38141162
me too, truthfully

>>38141157
No sex though, my pp is 3 inches

>>38140955
omfg stfu, you are just trans, agp or other bs is not real, no one does it for a fetish, if they did they will stop wanting to be trans after they cummed, you fucking idiot, troon out or kys but stfu already

>>38141248
shotamethschizo stops wanting to be trans after xe cum
also stops wanting to drink the cum
now xe are wondering what to do with the glass of penis juice. would you like to try a sip, dear Lasissa?

having any fetish or any sex drive at all is for FREAKS who will go to HELL

>>38141248
agp is a thing. it's a sexuality not a fetish

i steal and sniff panties. i go outside and mastubate. when i was a little kid, i spend hours staring at my own balls. i got turned on by the thought of my stuffed animals catching me masturbating and had sex dreams about the other kids in class.

i fucking peek through the crack in the bathroom door to watch you pee. i am the ultimate manifestation of evil. i am the fastest sexual predator. the harassment never stops. non-stop, around-the-clock harassing men & women on your block

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i love drinking cum yum yum give me some i am evil I don't have emotions i am on drugs i am schizophrenic i have a knife

ruin yourself. grow tits. get fat. nobody will come to stop you

fuck I'm hearing voices again should i go outside and check? worried they can hear me laughing. what if they're talking about me and making fun of me behind my back? worried

>>38136681
miss that lil nigga like you wouldnt believe, i think hes gets out of jail in 2027

>>38141271
stop calling me that, it hurts me

The cracked foundation will collapse!

Larry Potta where are you, hm?

i havent seen my fav manmoder in a while

I STILL WANT TO DIE

>>38141445
Whomst?

>>38141461
https://youtu.be/7fh3yQ46TUw?si=1XB6nFoEAHvHUxRb

It gets better hun

if never gets better

You guys aren't screwed in here. I thought I was screwed at 21, and I am, but you guys have potential

>>38141462
idk how to descibe them. they posted a haircut they got a few months ago, they have a scar on their face, once posted a pic of themselves wearing a beanie and sunglasses

>>38141593
Do you have the pic saved?

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>>38141658
i feel a bit weird posting a pic of them but they always make me happy when they post

>>38141664
Very cute. I hope you can reconnect with them soon. Maybe there will be an mmg love story, that'd be sweet.

i can t have a job

think ill either an hero or john 50

>>38141969
me too. but i want to volunteer maybe one day a week. do you get disability too?

I will never be a girl
I will never feel comfortable in my own skin
I will never be happy around other people
I will never belong anywhere
I’m a pos
I’m a male man

>>38142066
Just take hrt now?

>>38141527
I troon at 27 it’s over
My mind will never recover and my body is a deadend

>>38141343
On it

fuck this shitty ass life fuck me fuck you fuck everyone
>>38142097
>do you get disability too?
no i wish

i am fucking starving

This may have been the worst week in a very long while. It's as if God wants to break me.

my parents expect me to marry a woman and tell me that when i'm going to have children blah blah blah

>>38142305
My mom does this. Poor woman doesn't know her son is a gey

>>38142190
no because its agp lol

>>38142337
>>38142305
why dont you come out to your parents? i think its a good idea

not eating is so fucking hard, i hate my life, there is nothing good abt it at all and it is not even my fault, i am just extremely unfortunate cursed unlucky
i want a refund or some sort of compensation for this shit dawg

>>38142364
my dietician says its better to eat regularly because it keeps blood sugar constant and helps you lose weight

Coomed to some random /d/ comment about their penis shrinking on chastity

Manmoder sissy…

>>38142444
my dick has gotten a lot smaller on hrt for sure. im expecting even more shrinkage after i get my orchi.

>>38142354
Probably. I see my parents like twice a year and never really felt that there's been a good opportunity to tell them. I keep thinking this is just a phase and it would be a waste to tell them

>>38142539
i hope the next time you see them you can come out to them. it takes a lot of the tension out of the relationship and is overall a positive unless your parents are conservative retards

I FEEL BROKEN AND MALE. I FEEL LIKE THE CONSEQUENCES OF PUBERTY HAVE GONE TOO FAR. I FEEL LIKE IT’S OVER

my fault anyways. i was like let me just extend my adolescence a little more let me just not disappoint my parents just yet let me not risk my friends and then because im not a youngshit passoid i lost them all anyways

i literally just want to be seen by somebody as a woman once, just once. when i was a repper people (cissoid women!!!) used to do it all the time and even tease me about it now nobody does anything. last time anybodh mentioned my gender was treating me like a retarded dog that must be not a man or a woman but a strange shy genderfailure. and i keep gaining weight

It feels right go slowly cut off all contact
It’s the right and just thing to slowly disappear from everyone’s lives
I was always meant to die when I reach 30. I was being distracted by this troon shit over my true purpose, to die a dogs death alone in some ditch.
Nobody ever came close enough to me to take that fate away. Perhaps I simple aren’t that good of a person. They tried. But my steel defenses were too tall for anyone to try more.
I just don’t care anyway. Why should I care about your dead? Or you?
I’m happy people got better and found their way without me. Now I await my fate.
God I’m such a pathetic bitch

>>38142470
Cooming

>>38141664
Such a beautiful woman

>>38141664
You look like my late aunt

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your soul was left in a schoolyard

She smokes like a chimney, is a terrible drunk, flirts with other men, plays the violin, is obsessed with portishead, and wears exclusively black clothing.

I wish I could be real

>>38142786
life is not fair dawg, some people get cursed and live miserable lives and suffer all their life while others get blessed amazing lives and barely ever suffer, it is all abt fate and chance, it is what it is.. if i ever start stealing mugging and scamming people, i won t feel bad abt nothing, they got a better life than me from the start anyway, why feel sorry for people more blessed than ya..

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>>38135196
QOTT Nope. my mom told me santa wasnt real and then i spoiled the fun for all the kids at school

god i am angry again

>>38142857
all lives are suffering

>>38142897
sure, everyone suffers, it is just that some people suffer 100x more than others, believe me, there are some people that are really happy and well off and never really experience many hurdles in life

Boo hoo. Do something about it nigga. Change your fucking life.

what do you want me to do
give me a tutorial for hardcore nightmare difficulty mode cause that is the shit i am playin

take HRT retard

what a shitty day im having. surely ill feel better if i measure my bideltoid again

>>38143056
I've told you before. You just make excuses and say it's all luck or some stupid shit.
>Start hrt. And take consistently. Getting levels to good places.
>Start daily morning/night skincare routine with all day sunscreen.
>Start going to sleep at a decent time and getting 8 hours each day.
>Start going to the gym for both cardio and weight training 5 days a week.
>Start eating at a slight calorie deficit everyday. And drink a good amount of water.
>cut out sugary drinks and alcohol. Diet or zero sodas only if need.

>>38143084
did it work

if you ever need cheap prescription glasses, do this shit
>>38143070

Walking around bricked up. God I love being a man.

>>38142852
giwtwm

>>38143123
nope. still 21 inches...

>>38143114
this is some real advice i basically started this after repping for 4 years, i am 120pounds down in weight and my dysphoria is so much lower. I might never pass but atleast im working on not being a sad repping man.

>>38143160
ywnbaw

>>38143114
Mfw I don’t not take hrt and never improve
Still more than larroid

>>38143160
Good shit anonette. I'm down 45-50 pounds, in best shape I've been since early 20s. Healthy, good skin and hair. Dysphoria definitely much better too.
>>38143163
You don't know shit
>>38143169
Add the other steps into your routine.

>>38143114
won t fix my fucked up jaw

>>38143191
there is no cure all but we can atleast try and work at alleviating our pain.

>>38143181
im glad to hear that your doing well in your wellness, its something that should be promoted as part of more peoples transition.

>>38143191
>You just make excuses and say it's all luck or some stupid shit.
>>38143204
<3

>>38143181
I used to have a skincare routine as basic as that was. Sleep is hard when you live is derelict. A clean environment is needed. It I never have the strength to scrub all the surfaces. gym I should do. I have been drinking more sugars and unhealthy foods in general. Keep gaining gut weight.

>>38143197
>>38143211
only a beard can fix my jaw by hiding it so if i manage to grow that beard somehow , i will have to choose between being more fem on hrt or hiding that disgusting jaw and i would rather hide the disgusting subhuman jaw..

>>38143226
Ngl I don't be sleeping for shit either. I average like 4 1/2, 5 hours a night. Also cutting off sugary drinks might be the most important part to getting that gut gone.
>>38143258
>You just make excuses and say it's all luck or some stupid shit.

>>38143265
what excuse did i even make now
i barely ate anything yesterday and today

little horny but don’t feel like fapping

Gotta enjoy the horny while you can. Go fap.

>>38143160
>I might never pass but atleast im working on not being a sad repping man.
based and realismpilled

i am an unempolyed fat ugly incel loner with no life or any life prospects, it will never get better for me
pls kill me

>>38143461
i am also dysphoric mentally ill asf too

I am an unemployed skinnyfat mid tranny twink with an ok life and decent life prospects, it will only get better for me…

oh god i've been puking and shaking all day long

>>38142829
what type of neck tattoo should i get?

im an extremely neurotic cis male with severe ocd and AGP/MEF/ROGD. I want to kms because the idea of feminization is arousing yet im also cursed with dysphoria. I dont want this mind virus to take over

>>38143568
Shot my gf up with estrogen last night during sex, she got sooo hard
Agp is hot desu

wtf hot

>>38143586
you meant bf*

>>38143568
ok tranny

>>38143629
If i meant bf i would have said bf

>>38143644
they look like a man so it is bf

>>38143635
i might just take a break from all this tonight. ive been in constant worry for days now

>>38143668
just take your pills

>>38143668
or shots, I think you said you were ordering vials I could be wrong

>>38143661
She looks like a model and you look like wet garbage, haha

>>38143661
you look like a troll tho
>>38143668
take hrt and stop obsessing you weirdo

>>38143675
>>38143670
i dont want my agp fantasy identity to take over

>>38143679
still looks like a man, that is a he not a she
>>38143681
thanks, that is offensive to trolls though

>>38143714
it's just gender dysphoria and you're being ocd about that get over it

>>38136227
>several "man"moders posting on this thread.
yet again proving mmg is just an older tranny general

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>>38143775

DON'T LAUGH I'M RIGHT

>>38143775
omg i posted there :/
extra cringe too
wtf...
kms rn

>>38143750
i stg if i start needing to wear a binder to work...

>>38143787
just because I'm laughing doesn't mean you're not right, but what do you think you're right about? how does manmoders posting in an older transitioner thread pose any kind of conflict? mammoders are still transitioning in some form

>>38143775
>mogged by every single poster and im a midshit
nice

advent of code starts tomorrow uwu
last year I made it to day 20 or 21 I think, I used c++

>>38143775
look /tttt/ needs an old folks home to keep this board in check

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>>38143954
tfw js webshitter who doesnt even know python and only makes it to day 5

>>38143954
I'm not that kind of clever or motivated

accepting my AGP. it sucks but fuck normies they'll never understand. i just want to focus on my autistic hobbies & jerk off self inserting as women being fucked. no shame!

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>>38144050
take your HRT retard

>>38144050
when you take hrt your agp will be gone and you’ll just be dysphoric and manmoding

>>38143729
>still looks like a man, that is a he not a she
According to you- however you are ugly and poor so your opinion is meangless.

>>38144235
>when you take hrt your agp will be gone
mine calmed down a lot but I'm able to kind of live the core of what those fantasies were about now without it being an escape or fantasy, it's a lot better and I very much appreciate the way my body has feminized in a sexual context and in a more neutral way just existing in my own skin

>>38144149
I never got sad about tranny timelines or w/e until after my transition
Before it was a simple matter of me being 200% authentic male
Now I’m just a fake troon

>>38144311
ok tranny

>>38144312
I’m an agp tranny yea? What’s your implication
I’m just saying I’m nothing like any depiction of typical trans for the most part and coming at peace with it has been part of my life.

>>38144320
>Now I’m just a fake troon
my implication is that's bullshit and you know it, everyone's different but you're still a fucking tranny, tranny

>>38144325
Yeah
I just don’t belong with the community at large and it has no place for me either.

>>38143954
eh last time i used c++ was in the 90's T_T
even at uni i just used c, assembly, and java (spit)
hmm and vhdl ig but that's not really a programming language

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>>38144330
welcome to the club

>>38144330
>the community
Just be yourself.

>>38144334
pretty cool! c++ changed quite a lot starting with c++11. I used c++17. 90s c++ seems kinda comfy! I like C, too!

>>38144343
I dunno what that means
It feels forced
I’m too masculine and male. Too Fake. Ergo the impostor syndrome

>>38144007
comfy though! I think for a lot of the later days it helps knowing some basic algorithm/data structure stuff or at least knowing some terms you need to google to find the right data structure/algorithm (also some math stuff). you definitely can get further! (also the difficulty scales kinda non-linearly, sometimes earlier days are way harder than the next days for some reason)

>>38144362
yeah c++ is like a completely different language than what i used back then
i really need to get back into coding again :/

>>38144374
It means that you are trying to fit into a mould of what you think a "tranny" is supposed to be, or feel guilty or "bad" for not fiting within your self-imposed constraints
Maybe you are autistic and see life in black or white, but maybe not idk

Iwnbaw
I will always be a tranny and a male

i want to kms so much
i literally have nothing good in my life
i would murder someone in minecraft ofc if i could, just to make life fair

life is not THAT bad

>>38144538
i hope minecraft means sweden? :3

>>38144566
no. it's worse

mine is, kill me

have you tried baking a pie and reading yaoi

fuck fuck fuck, i have nowhere to go, therapists and psychiatrists are worthless and no one understands me and not only that society wants me to stfu abt it and suck it up and be a productive slave
god, i wish i could burn everything to the ground, i get so angry sometimes, i don t understand how there is so little murder out there.. i hope shit will get better and i am scared of prison but still..

Loser hahaha

if i was a repper i would be a docile christian man

>>38144601
stop being an idiot for once and seek help
>>38144614
that's why it's so attractive, can treat it as scum and everyone understand it :)

if i was a repper, hold on, i am one, i would try to be as much as hell on earth as possible, make everyone around me as miserable as fucking possible so they know how real pain adn suffering feels nigger
>>38144614
i can t lose bc it is not my fault, i did everything right, it is just bad luck and bad fate
>>38144636
no one will help me, nobody cares, god couldn t care either, he did all of this to me in the first place