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drunk againfuuck
>>41076272i decided to not buy any booze for now and see how i do.
>>41076287im 7 days in yay
>>41076287get some booze to celebrate
>>41076265QOTT
>>41076265I haven't had a proper conversation with my voice is so fucking long. trannybros, I think I'm actually losing my voice from being isolated for so long.
>QOTT: whats busting in your earshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7j5LmyNNsrE
>>41076265im listening to gybe rn :3
I will kill myself
bye
>>41076341I use my man voice all the timeSkill issue desu
>>41076265https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5Nx2zUuGiUI am so fucking disappointed in myself for falling for it again
>>41076265>QOTTmy dad
>>41076378yeah, probably because you have friends to actually fucking talk to.
>>41076265i like brakencehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0Zo83Rtcws
>>41076379i like health
>>41076272me in a couple hours
>>41076391talk to us freindino
>>41076406
>>41076408wanna do drunk cuddling?
>>41076421wya I need a rebound asap
>>41076341i just talk to myself
>>41076409This is a text based website. I can't.
>>41076414https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCl7Xvqf3nci also like xiu xiu
>>41076427I can small how pathetic you are from here
now jerk off your worthless penis
>>41076265>qottnothing at the moment, which is rare for me given i’ve been listening to ~170 songs a day this month. alas, i use lightning earbuds, so i can’t listen while charging my phone. the one that started before i pulled out my headphones was hospital bracelet - happy birthday, though >>41076423me too>>41076427you can use vocaroo
>>41076422ewrupe
>>41076505too far
Here are my most recent liked songs
>>41076509i'm so sowwy
i have never been successful at making a friend it's not normal to be this old and also be alonei don't have a clue what i'm doing wrong so tired of being me lol xD
>>41076520>and i killwould you do me? 8)
>>41076551lol stop being a losermaking frens is like you actually try to understand ppl around you and make them feel seen and appreciatedor you could be a psychopathic nerd like me and just pretend to have emotions and caring for them, i mean the result is kinda the same?!
>>41076562Murder you or do you?
>>41076265https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-McUZD7Tg1Q
>>41076592well yeah that's what i try to do obviously. it just always fizzles out quickly.
can you do top sirgery at home
>>41076631no girls allowed
>>41076551quit trying to make friends from here
>>41076645this lol, let alone "dating"
>>41076645where did i say that? i exist outside of 4chan. do you? lol
>>41076666
>>41076639girls dont have triangular gyno growthi have the bones of an attractive man i need to be a man or i will never be happy
>>41076697you were happy before hrt?
>>41076700i wasnt a man before hrt but i will be when i stop
>>41076710wrong
>>41076714i wish i was a man
>>41076721i wish i was rich. am i? will i ever be? if i just "stop being poor"
>>41076670coward
>>41076728but im going to be a man when i stop hrt and start producing t again
>>41076746nope
>>41076737yeah, so? I was just meming on the numbers anyway, these days I exist more outside of 4chan than I used to
>>41075354itsoverwarida
>>41076753what do i do then
>>41076761well the same goes for me. i'm just doing it alone because i'm retarded. no need to assume i'm stuck on here just to epicly dunk on me.
>>41076791I wasn't dunking on anyone either, wdym
>>41076670you're a homosexual gay faggot.
>>41076799okay
me when a man hijacks my conversation and makes me look like a retard
this thread is for men, retard
me when she when she uhghhh me when she umm
this thread is full of cisgaygen posters that are on estrogennothing more
>>41076272me toofeels like my organs are shutting down
>>41076427Drop your discord
im not a man
>>41076858i’m a trans lesbian (ugly straight man) who looks like a man
>>41076451small?
god damn it i made myself a lolcow again
>>41076858im not gay im a straight trans girl
>>41076858projection
I went to Jew Street and everyone knew you
>>41076858gaygen is one of the grossest places on the board and I don't fw them
>>41076900same. every thinks I'm autistic and pathetic :(
>>41076922yeah same but i actually am and i'm willing to prove it for a little attention
stop skinwalking me
>>41076910elaborate
>>41076930I had someone skinwalking me in ways I didn't understand until later because I thought we had something together but that was just in my head, oops! lol
>>41076922same worstie
>>41076938
here we fucking go
>>41076858I am bisexual ty very much ;D
>>41076938kys larry
im gonna start using shirts like picrel simply to show my bra strap
>>41076981Why
can someone pay for my ffs
>>41076984wdym why i just want to
purging the sissy agp shit from my first couple years on hrt
>>41076981i will do it before you so it will look like it was my idea
>>41076996>i just want to...I am just curious if you are tranny who doesn't pass for female who presents as a guy, why you would want to show strangers that you wear a braYes, why do you want to show strangers your bra ?
>>41076988no but i can send you pics once i had mine
anyone here unable to cry? i see a lot of trans women who find themselves crying frequently after starting e, but i’m almost 10 months in and still haven’t cried in close to a decade. doesn’t help that my emotions have pretty much always been incredibly dull if not nonexistent
shaving my head again
>>41077024lmao?? i live for myself it's my body i do whatever i want forever. and stop assuming and projecting your insecurities on me
>>41077026i cry every night
>>41077026what's your dosage
>>41077037HuhOf course it is your bodyThat is why i am confused why you would want to show other people your bra
>>41077026social factors>>41077046see >>41076996
Only person allowed to see me in a bra is my girlfriend, why would u show strangers your bra.... especially as a man like wtf read the room and have some respect for others>i just want toYeah maybe consider WHY you want to, desires dont come from nowhere they have reasons behind them
mentally christian
>>41077024you dont just flip a switch one day and start passing you have to start doing stupid shit like this
its just a strap cis girls do it all the time wtf
>>41077026I spent my whole morning crying over someone who never cared bout me
physically islamic
>>41077077>you dont just flip a switch one dayif you're trutrans you do
>>41077075what does that mean?
>>41077087no you see you're a tranny so you have to cover yourself from head to toe and apologize for existing because of le optics
>>41077077Passing has more to do with voice and face than showing strangers your braThey may call you she to be nice but that isn't passing>>41077087We are not cis girls
drunk time
they just cancelled jimmy kimmel due to wokehas the trump admin overplayed their hand this time? normies weren't going to defend trannies, but their favorite nightly comedy show?
im a grown man and my heart still sinks when my parents start yelling at each other
>>41077099yea that black and white mentalitythe more you pass and cuter you are the more you can get away with without anyone goving a shitonly things you have to completely pass for is dress and bikini
>>41077105i didn't say it was passing, i said it was a start.
I can’t sleepIm back on tI can’t sleepWhy didn’t my hrt arrive be yet?I’m kot a woman I just wannaKill myselfI’m suicidal
>>41077099NoIf the dude wants to show everyone his bra he will do it and that's his right and choice, i'm just curious WHY
>>41077105>We are not cis girlsnobody ever gave a shit about my syrap showing which it does often cause i wear oversized hoodies
>>41077118yell at them to make it more interesting
>>41077132because I want to lol
>>41077150lets see it then
Damn being a full blown autist sounds funBecause you can just do whatever you want without considering anyone else but yourselfBeing a sperg sucks because you are too aware but also out of the loop at the same time
i would just be a woman if i wasnt mentally tortured as a child and adolescent
>>41077132for me dressing fem to the extent i can get away with eases my dysphoriaits closer to what i am
>>41077151no you kept misgendering me you don't get to see me
>>41077044.19 mL of 40 mg/1mL EV every 5 days >>41077055i figure but i dont have any issues with like, the idea of crying. even when i thought i was cis i felt boys/men should be allowed, even encouraged, to feel and experience emotions. i’m a firm believer in the importance of emotions instead of being super focused on being analytical and not letting feelings affect you, i just don’t feel anything>>41077088>>41077043this feels like it may be ultimately disruptive to life, but man i feel so broken being completely unable to cry
>>41077169Good luck and carry pepper spray anon
>>41077175that wasn't me i just wanna see
>>41077179well you're definitely not underdosing
>>41077184thank you and yea i will get some but its really not a big issue if you know where the line is you cant cross yet atleast if you dont live in a far right area
im a nervous fucking wreck why cant it all just quiet down help me
>>41077210am i taking too much?
>>41077219lol same I'm dying
>>41076610 either is fine ngl
>>41077107helloo :3so... asl? do you come here often?
I hate you all more than any of you will ever be able to understand
i have never had sex
>>41077293why?
>>41077219cut a bit :3
>>41077157naggah as a sperg (90% certified) it's overrated, and you still can't read the room if you know what i'm saying
>"you just have bdd">is actually ugly as fuck like a boss B)
>>41077246https://estrannai.se/#i1__cu,6.6,7,2-cu,7.6,5,1here is my een compared to your ev. if i can cry, you should able to as well. if yours is too much, so is mine i guess. i didn't realize ev spiked so much.
i don't have bdd nor bpd even tho the kinda cute old cripple doc gave the diagnosis to me...in a way i guess it was a "gift"? heard homos like those fwiw
>>41077299tysm
>>41077285>:336/m/pdx wana cybr xd
>>41077331bpdemon avoid
>>41077335kill yourself before I get to you
>>41077331omg yes!!>>41077335bpdemons are the only trve genuine humans!source: i am two
>>41077340you're kinda proving your detractors right rn
im in corvallis next month
you are in my prayers
>>41077346why would I care about that? I'm a monster and a fuck-up, nothing has changed and I'm open about these things
>>41077352your god is dead and your faith is death, cultist
>>41077345agreed but chuddy is just gonna go back to her schizophrenic boymoder eventually anyways id avoid
>>41077314oh wow, i knew it was less stable but i didn’t realize it was that different. my bad for not doing more research before starting diy, but i’ve still got 2.5 vials of EV left before it makes sense to switch to EEn or something
>>41077354you could get therapy or something
>>41077362noI would literally rather an hero than debase myself like that again>>41077367you could go play in traffic
>>41077348oh wordshould i visit?
IM DYING
>>41077396same bestie
>>41077366to be honest i doubt its much issue given your lows aren't really that low at all. i wouldn't change anything.
yay
how's my driving?https://unsee cc/album#F9aHRgaVX4r7
>>41077409squirtle, no!! help bidoof!
>>41077375maybethings to decide
>>41077396https://youtu.be/Oy8aw8dN6Lk?&t=46
>>41077416nice booberts, nona
>>41077416whore
>>41077416whats in your pocket
>>41077430fag
>>41077436usually a knife
>>41077442what's in your pants
