70 feet down to the water. Do I? I really want to. I hate myself so much, and am incapable of self love or of embracing the love of others. Feel free to convince me either way.t. Mtf transbianps /pol/tards this may be the only chance you ever have to do something impactful
nah i wouldnt
>>41544178don't do it u stupid bitch
>>41544178ur a nyc tranny ur prob better off than 95% of trannies in the world
>>41544178You won’t do it because ur a fucking pussy. This is just plain attention whoring. If this is real, post timestamp
>>41544178Are you lot at 42% yet?
>>41544216I still hate myself regardless. I've put in effort and i have the location and i have privilege butI'm still not happy. I am wired incorrectly.>>41544220I don't have a pen and paper on me, here's my retarded attempt at writing /lgbt/ into the dirt
>>41544178Nah, it's (allegedly) an awful experience to die by falling.
>>41544328well unfortunately you bought into the modern western bullshit that life is supposed to make you happy. U need purpose and retvrn to tradition
>>41544328Cool. You still won’t kill yourself. You just want replies to your shitty thread. I know how you attention whoring losers work
>>41544366I'd much rather you just tell me to do a backflip than whatever the fuck this is. I've spent my entire life finding a purpose. Helping as many people as I can, accomplishing things it takes most people another 10 years.
>>41544178please dont. im sure you're a nice person who's trying their best self love is really difficult but just think you can't think any worse of yourself only better, you can start there. it'll become easier to embrace other peoples love its a slow process please dont give up until you've experienced that feeling. I still struggle today with self hatred and I find it really difficult to believe my partner sometimes when they express how much they love me. it was really hard at the start its still hard but im starting to believe it more and more.
I’m not a troon, but was thinking of killing myself earlier today. I fixed it by getting tickets to some party.You just need things to look forward to.
>>41544178Don't do it. What's it going to solve? If you die then your life will never get any better. Living means you've always got a chance at reaching a better life. People who tried to commit suicide, and survive, invariably say that the second they committed they realised every problem in their life had a solution. You don't want that realisation to hit you past the point of no return. I can guarantee you things aren't as bleak as your brain says. And if for no other reason, jumping off a bridge is a horrible way to go. You'd drown slowly and painfully through lungs pierced by shards of broken rib, over minutes that felt like hours. It's not the nice clean death you're imagining. Is that what you want to happen to you? Step back and rethink this.
>>41544178The support I offer is dependent on the answer to the following question.Are you leaving me anything worthwhile in your will?
>>41544178Suicide is gay and retarded. Don't do it.
>>41544584>Suicide is gay and retardedThis is the LGBT board.Both are acceptable.
All of you are beta male cowards who won’t kill themselves. Seen threads like these plenty of times. Nothing ever happens
>>41544421>Helping as many people as I canBOO I never understood people helpers, the only thing that made me happy was radical self interest. Spending money on myself, hoarding the rest in investments, exercising, eating well, generally not being kind or charitable. Batemanmaxxing as the kids might call it.Once upon a time my roommates and I literally gave a home and shower to a homeless person. The faggot just robbed us so we jumped him, took our shit back, left him on the side of the road and set out to never help another person again. Definitely give yourself a dose of narcissistic self love before giving up. Did wonders for my self image and drive to go on living.
>>41544597Fine then it's straight and properly chromosomed. Don't do it.
Sorry chat the critics were right i didn't do it. Only bc I'm a pussy. Apologies for the attention whoring>>41544524I have plans the rest of the weekend and rest of the month. Doesn't change a thing.>>41544528Realistic take thanks>>41544548I would but i don't know who you are>>41544635Interesting, much to ponder, but I'm a terminal people pleaser and can't get past that
I knew it. Didnt have the balls. Go back to being a retard
>>41544897It's not attention whoring if you're actually suicidal. I'm glad you changed your mind. You need to speak to a professional and they can help you.
>>41544953Does this mean i get an orchi>>41544979I've been in therapy for years. Doesn't change much unfortunately
>>41544998No. You simply get to live another day in your dumb retard life and will continue doing so. The people who actually kill themselves are never retards like you. They are people with children, loved ones, and so much to lose compared to the likes of you
>>41545082fuck off back to /pol/ retard
>>41544897>but I'm a terminal people pleaser and can't get past thatPost ass
>>41545092it's not a very good ass, would tits suffice?
>>41544897>I'm a terminal people pleaser and can't get past thatNot going to lie I observe a direct, clear, and obvious correlation between being a people pleaser and being miserable internally. You feel like shit so you say well maybe you can at least make someone else feel good and maybe that will make you feel better but ultimately you just sacrifice the things you care about to make other people happy. The best decision of my life was to stop making other people happy and then be forced to figure out what it would take to make myself happy. It was a hard decision to make and an even harder one to follow through on but the net result is that I haven't had a single suicidal thought for well over a decade.
>>41545162Post both
>>41545259you're not getting ass sorry but here I even timestamped it for u <3 https://litter.catbox.moe/v2718wgvbcxcf4tn.jpeg
>>41545351Drop your discord
Come home child of light. Triumph over death and be brave against your enemies. There will be days of despair, but you will rise with the Holy Spirit.
>>41544178If you're a hon/sex pest/srsoid, do a flip faggot. Otherwise, you've got too much to live for. Transbianism can be cured.
>>41544178i love you, nona. everything will be okay.
I'm glad you decided not to do it.I hope your life and your mental health improve.
The suibait attention whoring will continue until morale improves
The question is, will the view be as pretty from halfway down?
>>41544328seems like such a nice place to smoke, by yourself or with a friend. If you're alive rather you not kill yourself us mtf trannies should stick together, how long have you been feeling suicidal?
>>41544421>Helping as many people as I can, accomplishing things it takes most people another 10 years.I'm calling cap, what exactly did u do
>>41544178having bungee jumped before i can kinda imagine the of the half second of self preservative terror as the ground came towards you in the final second before the splat.
