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>>41663201
Cool story bro but glegle is not a meme

>be me, disgusting horrible person
>engaged to childhood friend
>neither of us monied
>want to be a housewife
>possibly destroying our relationship by expressing this thought because it is infeasible
thinking about killing myself because i am useless and worthless and lazy and it is the only way he will ever find anyone better

you should continue op, if you want to

>>41663201
>fast forward a few months
>gf left me because i started getting into gender faggot shit
>like i’m still a dude but it's complicated
>me and my friend reconcile cuz i'm not with the the chick anymore
>he's different now, quieter, more mature
>we become way closer
>he hates his life and is super depressed
>becomes really attached to me
>we text every night for hours and share secrets
>he hates his life in shithole middle america, abusive parents
>i hate my life too, stuck in a big city with no car with no money
>i don't resist, and he's basically one of my best friends now
>he starts talking more and more about how insecure he is about his body
>getting into proana stuff and sending me pictures of girls that he says he wants to look like
>reminds me of my codependent female friends in middle school but i don't think too much of it
>lanky white dude with kind of androgynous features
>i go out of my way to make sure he knows i care about him and love him (as a bro of course)
>one i ask him how he would want to look if he could look any way he wanted
>he basically describes a woman
>tell her to take her pills in so many words
>she decides to transition

(2/6)

>>41663255
:( money is such a killer, but you can't be too hard on yourself anon. you are not a horrible person.

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>>41663294
>adjust to the new reality, new pronouns
>help her try new names
>not hard to switch at all because she already was basically a girl to me
>she sounded like a girl, texted like a girl, and didn't exactly look the most masculine
>am aware of the fact that she is now a girl so i figure it would be wise to mentally keep my distance
>but she’s a massive freak
>constantly ragebaits me specifically so that i can make fun of her
>it's like a dynamic between bros but she's a girl now
>but she also acts like a flamer
>she sends me pictures of her wearing more feminine clothes
>we meet up in person once and party and do drugs
>we're weirdly shy with each other but keep it as bros
>have a sweet moment where i hold her and she cries in my arms
>but like it doesn't really mean anything right that's what friends do
>she goes back to her part of the country
>start feeling kinda weird after
>its normal to fantasize about friends, right?
>a year has passed since we reconnected
>we're still best friends
>now saying goodnight every night and shit
>protective of her (yes i became that guy in the friend group i'm a retard)
>she is an insatiable brat
>loves making me be mean to her
>loves being hurt and hurting herself (poor girl)
>would tell me about her desire to self-harm and yeah it would turn me on but i don't tell her this
>in fact i feel so embodied when she opens up to me, i try to just brush it off as something friendly
>you know just a guy who cares a lot about his girl friend nothing weird
>realize i'm starting to get jealous when she goes out with her friends
>and that i look forward to talking to her every night, that i feel really off when i don’t
>ohshitnigger.jpg
>resolve to tell her how i feel
you know where this is going

(3/5)

>>41663323
>you know where this is going
I genuinely don't

>>41663294
i feel pretty horrible i basically told him that i do not know whether my obsession with this idea of taking care of him and his life and my aversion to the world and to life and to work takes precedent over my simple love for him and he got justifiably very upset
i could never love anyone else but i don't want to have to be a person, either. he needs me to work if we want to have a life and i don't know if i will ever feel any differently about this. i know it would kill him to leave me which leaves killing myself an option to free him from my shallow piece-of-shit self
>>41663323
unnecessary slur but this already hurts me. i am sorry for what i anticipate you are writing

>>41663323
>i confess
>we talk but she says she's uncomfortable & needs space from me
>we decide to stop talking for a few months
>i am devastated beyond words
>basically melting down, realizing i’ve slowly fallen in love with her
>motivated to move out of the shithole i'm living in to a different part of the country
>we reconnect, things get weird, and stop talking again periodically every few months over the span of years
>every time we "break up" i go back to fucking randos to fill the void
>eventually i start taking better care of myself
>start getting more attention from other women
>we go no contact for a while
>eventually she comes and confesses to me that she has feelings for me and has for a long time
>i’m older, more cynical
>entertain it for a short time, but i have 0 faith it would be anything but toxic
>cut it off really early on
>stop talking for good afterwards
>friend group dissolves completely after i leave
>i am alone, heartbroken again


(4/5)

i don't wanna post the epilogue but i will

>>41663387
mb for the slur no hate intended at all

>>41663323
>>41663408

epilogue:
>today
>hear about her from old friends
>she fucked my ex best friend after we stopped talking
>spiraled into substance abuse
>no longer lives with her parents, which is at least some silver lining
>me
>she awakened something in me
>brought things out of me that i didn't know were there
>for once, making someone else feel good made me feel good (man learns empathy)
>idk if i can claim it as love, but last time i talked to her i told her i loved her, and i meant it
>accept that i may never meet someone like her again
>lurk around here
it’s been some years now. wish i could talk to her one more time.

>>41663387
killing yourself is absolutely not an option nona. you are not in an easy position choosing between who you love and going out in this wasteland of a world. i can understand why he would be upset, and i can personally also understand what you're feeling too.

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>>41663431
it sounds like you may have some avenue to contact her through friends...if you really want to talk maybe it is worth saying hello and that you care about her and hope she is well. it doesn't have to be any more than that. it may help you move on, too.

realistically you are unfortunately right; my parents had to co-sign for my college loans and if i died they would be responsible for almost all of them. not only am i worthless but i went to school and paid a lot of money i didn't have to graduate into worthlessness. i feel like a void of a person all i seem to do is make things harder for the people i love.
reading your story reminded me of myself, also. for years i have been asking my fiancé to please beat me and hurt me and make me cry because it is what i deserve for being such a terrible and useless person but he never has and never would. it's the only thing i can imagine could make me feel better about myself. if i lived in hell and pain and fear

captcha: TKWDD

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An unforgettable beauty, immaculate in her perfection. The apple of my eye, the object of my unyielding desire.

Her skin, pale and milky, in contrast to her pitch black hair and black glasses.

Her delicate, slender, petite body carried a fragile elegance. A perfect representation of femininity.

Though she is with someone else, her happiness is enough for me. I'll always care about you, and you'll always be my dream girl. I'll try again in our next lives when I'm good enough to deserve you. I promise I'll love you right next time.

Goodbye, you. You were always the best girl, you always will be.

i just wish you'd fuck-off Lol

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>>41663431
ive been in a nearly same exact situation anon. feel u and ur not alone in that experience. i still think about my person years later too. keep ur head up

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IkJp9m5ghnc
:p

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUnLzBfegUw

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>>41663670
cont. i did manage to get in contact with my special person tho.. but now every conversation is so dry. i try to be eager and persist in rekindling the friendship, but i'm brickwalled. one word answers, empty nothings. it's clear that they have 0 interest in rekindling the way i do. but i dream about them so much still, its embarassing. isn't that sad?

so im left still missing them, despite everything and being in contact -- but i guess the real person i miss, the idealized version of them in my head, has been dead for a long time. miss u typ lolll ..

you chose them over me Lol
move-on

murder suicide maybe?

>>41663707
qhar

self-defense :p
idgaf what your problem was lmao

who are you even talking to schizo

These are genuinely my favorite threads on this board.

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Damn, I love that girl so much.

Damn, I love that girl so much..

>>41663666
I thought I did. What did I do to you?

>>41663976
Well... I sorta blame you :p

>>41664014
I'm sorry, baby. Can we get married and I'll spend the rest of my life making it up to you?

>barely comprehensible main character syndrome word salad
>bunch of space cadets replying "so true" or that they relate
Only on this board.

>>41664066
can't an anon romanticize his life on a public forum?

>>41663547
maybe you're right.

>for years i have been asking my fiancé to please beat me and hurt me and make me cry because it is what i deserve for being such a terrible and useless person but he never has and never would.
he's a good man and knows that it's a cry for help, not what you really want. a better man than me. what i put the lady in the OP through i won't forgive myself for. took it too far too often.
try not to fall into the black hole of self-sabotage. it's not hopeless.

>>41663847
>>41663891
ah sweet a schizopost

>>41663201
Should have ended this with '>t. cuck'

>>41663692
>the real person i miss[...]has been dead for a long time.
it is good to recognize this, anon. continually trying to rekindle ashes might be hurting you more than accepting them for what they are. i'm really sorry, though. i hope you are able to work through this.
>>41664278
you are sweet, anon. after having slept i feel better but not much. life is scary and i'm actively making it worse and the awful part is that most of it is not intentional. i really wish you the very best of luck with your friend, should you decide to reach out.

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>>41663227

>>41663201
>screenshotted glegle with the plebbit gradient
go back

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>>41663201
I felt really conflicted these last days, I really wanted to be friends with you I sent a friend request 3x but I chickened out and canceled it 3x. I wanted to ask you how you’re doing, I wanted to know how these last years went, recently I got into riftbound and one of my first thoughts that came to mind was that I wanted to share it with you.
I still have access to our old discord convos, some of our calls literally lasted for like 12 hours lol, your memories are definitely exaggerated though, you were such a simp and for no reason I had like no HRT changes yet and my hair was short for a girl still in that awkward growing phase, nowadays my hair is more like picrel.
I know you told me my presence in any capacity would’ve been better than just memories but I already had a friend stop talking to me because of the way I neglected that friendship and I don’t wanna treat you this way.
But I think the strongest reason not to add you is the fact that you’ve been on my mind these last few days, my bf is my priority and I can’t have other people distracting me, from the brief time I had knowing you I think you can probably understand my decision.
Maybe if I ever figure out partner-friends balance or if he ever abandons me I would still like to be your friend if you’re open to it.
Also I already had Amoeba in my playlist, it’s one of my favorite Clairo songs :)

>>41665595
>implying i didn't save it from here

>>41665229
nah because when she fucked my bff it was a transbian thing. not cucked if it was by a girl.

t. coping

>>41666267
you should only reach out if he's more than just "the other option" if your bf abandons you. otherwise, it would just be wasting his time.

incidentally my girl liked Clairo a lot too, think she was transition goals for a while.

>>41663201
these threads man it's like
>waah i miss the idealized version of the person in my head
while they're probably out there with another person, sharing close moments they joke about to this day, being emotionally & physically intimate, calling eachother endearing petnames once exclusive to you, etc.
loving this romanticized or idealized image of an ex isn't good for moving on, better you project those values on an abstract slate in your mind of the perfect partner you'd like to be with
what you had you will never have again, nothing you can do will change that, you have no influence or control beyond yourself, so what next, what now

>>41667053
I understand your perspective, anon. I really do. I know you mean well. But I disagree. There is no universal standard for what healthy coping mechanisms for grieving lost relationships look like. I acknowledge that my image of her is incredibly idealized, but those feelings are real to me. Her existence in this world brings me happiness. just knowing she is happy and healthy. People have different ways of grieving a lost love, please respect their wish to share their feelings in an anonymous forum.

In some ways, I agree with you. But I think my feelings for her are healthy and have a positive impact on my life. I’ve already moved on and formed healthy connections with other women, but I still care about her. I’m not jealous of her partner. I’m happy if she’s happy. I just feel an amicable connection with her, and I wish her well.

She doesn’t actually understand how much she means to me, because I never fully gave her closure, and I lied about the circumstances of why I left.

I’m unwilling to forget her or fully let go, because she represents something important to me. But it doesn’t take away from my life.

It’s okay to never forget someone who had a meaningful impact on you.

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>>41667053
all you say is true, and i've felt most of my feelings. but it's still an important story for me. i still think about her from time to time. she's become the blueprint, whether i want to admit it or not.

it's vital to let yourself feel shit, to let the wounds hurt again sometimes, because they never fully close. better to be honest about that and vulnerable than to repress it.

>>41667230
i agree w this anon

I miss him quite a lot. Even though I'm in another relationship now I just can't have conversations with my bf like I did with him. he was perfect and even after I broke up with him and we were friends I fantasized a lot about rooming with him or something and just living our lives together. The day we hung out irl was one of the happiest in my life. It just felt right being with him. He had a really beautiful smile.
FUCK I really hate living without him. he blocked me and I don't have any shared spaces with him and he'll never be obsessed with me the way I am with him. I wonder if he got back with his ex again or if he found a new partner off of here. I wonder if he really does live within driving distance of my parents still or if he moved like he said he might be doing.
I can't believe I fucked it up this bad. I'd give up all of my friendships for him.

>>41663789
theyre surprisingly therapeutic, im guessing these threads functionally work like an AA meeting where people sit in a circle talking about their experiences

>>41663431
this entire story i kept thinking "wow she's literally me" until the end.

>>41667511
what went wrong? why did he block you? why did you break up?

...

>>41670156
Not saying because I know he uses this shithole board. Though I probably said too much already.

You are the kindest, purest soul in this world. I'll always love you, I never want to let go of my feelings for you.

You can't comprehend how much you mean to me, it's far beyond what you understood during the time you knew me.

I'll always, always love you. It's been so long and I won't let go of my dream girl.

holy schizobabble

...

So are we going to make a heartbreak gen going forward? This is a pretty good topic, gives you the opportunity to grieve, process your emotions. I would do it but I'm not around this board that consistently.

>>41663201
I'm sorry for hurting you.

>>41675907
maybe that would be a good idea

>>41676725
wish you were her

>>41677092
I am her, let's get back together and get married

I dated a man for a year who told me every day that I'd belong to him forever, that I never needed to worry again, that he'd never abandon me like others did. How am I meant to trust anyone else?

>>41677144
Why did he abandon you?

>>41677158
I was too clingy and it got in the way of the rest of his life. I asked him a lot if it was too much and kept offering to change but he kept saying I didn't need to change and that I was fine the way I was, because he didn't want to risk making me unhappy.

I meant it, I was willing to change and give him the space he needed, but he told me it was fine until he disappeared for 24 hours and came back saying he didn't love me anymore.

>>41677177
I'm genuinely really sorry that happened to you, anon. I really like clingy girls, personally. But, I'm a bi transbian, not a man.

He should have been honorable with his promises. Rather, he should have not made them in the first place. He was just lovebombing you, he may be too young to understand that. I'm sorry, angel. You don't deserve that.

>>41677114
i showed her this board so you really could be her i guess. but maybe in another life, nona.

>>41677177
It's not your fault that he couldn't be more open and honest about his needs. you deserve better than that. he did you a favor.

>>41677267
He's 32. I realised through the relationship that he was a bit of a manchild, and a dumbass, but I loved him anyway. He wasn't everything I thought he was at first, but I accepted his flaws and loved him for him, not the ideal I had of him at the start. I wish he did the same for me.

It was a month ago, now. I aspire to be a housewife, so without him, I had no purpose. Rather than sit around being single and do nothing, I spent the entire last month throwing myself at the dating app grind without pursuing my hobbies or really doing anything else with myself. I needed to convince myself he wasn't that special, I needed to convince myself I could find love again, and the only way to do that was by finding it.

I talked to probably over a hundred people, and a lot of them were pretty interested in me, but I went against my desire to escape loneliness, and turned down many people who seemed "good enough." I started talking to a guy two days ago who I immediately naturally clicked with and wants me to be his girlfriend, but wasn't controlling about it.

He seems kind, sweet, and sincere. He checks all my boxes in a partner, and he's more attractive than my ex, which is petty, but it's nice that I can say that. I talked a lot of other "nice" people who seemed a perfect fit, but something about them made my gut anxious for no clear reason, and they all gave up the act and became nasty after a few days. This new guy made me feel instinctively comfortable within an hour of talking to him, so I'm choosing to trust my gut. I worry if I'm just being loved bombed again, but, I know that I'm sincere in my affections, I know that I don't inevitably withdraw later or up on people, so surely it's possible for me to meet someone the same as me. At the very least he's in my country and has an apartment I could move into so I won't fuck around and waste a year of my life only ever meeting him once. Anyway thanks for reading my blog.

>>41677439
It's hard not to blame myself because he did voice his needs and I knew this was a problem for him. But when push came to shove, every time I asked him if I needed to change, he would tell me it was fine and that he was okay with it. I chose to believe him rather than my own common sense, and I feel like a fucking moron.

>>41677177
This is my worst nightmare, my bf is really understanding of my clinginess but I try my best to be low maintenance for him even if I feel a bit lonely

it's been six months since we broke up and twice that since we met. having no hope, i can finally cut the cord and move on. i hope to carry my mistakes with me into the future and hopefully build something that lasts. (and not give in to my maladaptive broken bird syndrome)

>>41678393
I have this too and I see a correlation. I think high functioning trans women and altruistic chasers will have this problem.

I am a bi tranner and I literally want to be a shining white knight and save some girl.

I agree it's maladaptive.

>>41678519
>>41678393
it's funny too, because us coming to the aid of our love is precisely not how to help them get better. it's us trying to show up for ourselves, in the ways we needed when no one was there for us, through another person. our intervention freezes them in place, stopping them from growing, and keeps us from reaching ourselves.

>>41678703
bingoe

>>41678703
Well said, very profound. Do you think there are ways to make it healthy if you're intentional with navigating that dynamic and respectful to your partner?

>>41679811
nta but I was wondering that too like if you have a barely functional bird can it work? or like can you have some lovebombing but without the discarding after

Time to move on again. Adding another pearl of sadness to the treasure pile.

>>41679811
>>41680265
wish i had some answers or guarantees. in my experience, if the codependency and dysfunctional patterns are already there, it's very hard, nearly impossible, to break out of.

i do think that it might be possible to improve the situation if the relationship develops a real foundation of trust and communication, but this is by no means a guarantee. what i've observed instead is that, in trying to build such a foundation, the dysfunctional partners often realize that they weren't really right for each other to begin with.

still, i believe that there is some mystery in love. anything js possible. certainly more than i myself have seen.

>>41680731
What happened, anon?

>>41681827
>>41681827
Well said again, you might not see this but I appreciate your input.

I tend to believe it's possible because I've mended broken queer women and there wasn't a power dynamic, didn't make them feel like I was patronizing.

But it's definitely an uphill battle.

Often, their powerlessness will eat at them, and you being ahead in life will trigger their inferiority complex.

I mostly did everything I could to not express or show my broken bird syndrome.

It's just very difficult for me.
>>41680265
We're all in the same boat. My dream is kind of for a girl to trust me to lovebomb her a little bit into the relationship believing I won't stop.

>>41682045
I think things were becoming real, she got scared and went back to trauma bonding. It's messing me up. I just want to hold her. Idk.

Imagine doxing people to Jewish profiles to btfo chuds lmao

>doxes a neighbor with a kid to Jewish profiles to btfo the chuds
Lmao
After crying wolf so long too....

.

Dusky doxes people to Jewish pedophiles putting the uninvolved , vulnerable at risk to bfo the chuds

our neighbor told us they watch their kid outside whenever y'know red certain people outside cope mentioning how much I insult them Lol
Irrelevant they're attacking innocent people but hey least you tried to btfo chud xD
Fuck off eiri fuck off dusky .fuck off stari ,

I MISS YOU BABY I'M SORRY

I'LL GO OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW AND PLAY THIS ON THE JBL

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QyXOzqlusSU

tfw no transbian gf to get heartbroken over

>>41663201
i literally have no soul so i doubt anybody can truly love me, since im not real
but i did fall in love with a guy online
it was mutual for a while but circumstances led to him not being able to respond for a few months, cried to sleep a few times over his out of nowhere absence
he was the last person to say i love you when he got back and i didnt say it back, i broke it off after this happening a few times
i miss hin a lot, i wish i weren't so needy and worthless

>>41690982
I can love you

I MISS HER

>meet girl on omegle
>hit it off like i never have with anyone
>talk intimately for hours and hours on discord, share ourselves completely with one another
>our conversations aren't even necessarily romantic, but flirty and fun and completely without pretension
>brings something out of me that i didn't know existed, begin to feel feelings that i wasn't sure i was capable of knowing
>things start to break down, hear from her only sporadically for two days
>ends with a drunk breakdown from her, desperate confession of love from me
>she tells me i'm too good for her, that she would just hurt me
>she texts once the next day, apologizing
>never hear from her again
we spoke for about 11 days total nearly three years ago. i still think about her every day of my life. why am i like this.

>>41693310
Get her back seriously

If someone was this devoted to me I'd at least hear it out

>>41693359
that's a dangerous thing to tell me, lol. probably a lost cause anyways. i know the last place she was working (three years ago) but have no real way to contact her besides showing up there and asking around like a creep. also just found out she has a partner, or at least she did last year if this post i found while stalking her forum rp account again just now is to be believed. can't believe i didn't see this one earlier. been laying on the floor about it for a little while. should probably get up and clean my room.

>>41663431
>wish i could talk to her one more time.
wwwwwwhy can't you talk to her? do you not have her contact info anymore? wtf

>>41663201
It hurts and it’s the same pain I felt 5 years ago but now I also have guilt on top of it for feeling this way, I feel like I’m losing you for the second time.
I wish I could just turn off my brain

>>41694394
wow you must really love them if you still feel it 5 years later

I always move on after a few months

Im fucking gross and don’t deserve any happiness

>>41694661
NTA but it's strange. i'm hardly an emotional person in 99% of scenarios. i can lose friends and family members and be over it in a few weeks. but losing a romantic love is like losing a limb. i can nurse that wound for years and years and still never quite be over it.

>>41694669
Why do you think so, anon?

Imagine doxing white people with kids to Jewish pedophiles to btfo the chuds
Might as well listen to your advice reading into clearly suicide is something you’re considering all you know is projection because you’re socially inept from trauma you’ve convinced pulpil denial deflection is a replacement to intellect
XD Denazify
Tell the Jewish pedo with a red pickup he I leave the front door open he throw the first punch till than I’m never gonna metaphorically surrender lmfao
You’re a sadistic lol cow

Still salty nobody wanna give the metaphorical saloon villain 2nd chances? Lmao get over yourself fucking faggot

Bull and horns is 1000000 % correct dusky
You’re a sadit

bull-and horns is correct, you're a sadistic lolcow rage-baiting whenever you're rejected
having fun raging at /x/ because someone wouldn't give you 2nd chances?
sorry i insulted you to a homeless crack-head move-on Faggot

were you ever harassed, shat on by trolls dusky because your mother is lgbtqia++++ cultural marxist? Lol
shat-on, harassed by trolls because she-drowned you with iccy cold-showers half-naked till you were almost 19
everyone outside your clique knows you're a sadistic lolcow lmfao

I'm a dirty, rat you're a sadistic lolcow :p

xD refusing an ugly mutant?
you're just uggo XDDDDDDDD
kill yourself pretentious, conceited insufferable worthless subhuman

move-on,
should've been the lesson :p

>>41695398
I can't move on from you I love you too much

Just accept it

>>41695471
fucking loser Lol
another 5 years of being a sadistic lolcow than

>>41695504
Absolutely

>>41695515
>would you accept me if i was a pedo xD
should've blocked you than Lol
our neighbor's kid is scared of the faggot with a pickup you're doxing people to
y'know freddy kreugar shit :)

red isn't our favourite colour ;^)

needto accept
games are over
you're a sadistic lolcow,
ill never read you seriously ; ^)

should i just-rip the band-off & live-stream a mass-shooting consisting entirely of those people you're white-knighting Jules ,
are-we going too far? :^)

self-defense isn't something you can persecute people over Lol
never surrender ; ^)
still aren't muh heccin
move-on
:)
can't coerce someone to accept blame, Lol
besides bc you're a sadistic lolcow you never-kept consistency
first you cried-wolf-muh eliot roger,
should i go on?
I'm almost certain there's a moral lesson to crying long-wolf ;) ) ) ) ) ) ) )

muh quasimodo
sadistic lolcow
point-proven :p

>ree but muh psychiatry
sadistic lolcow,
a criminal psychiatrist would notice your sadistic kikery Lol

>>41695598
alright what is all this

drop all the lore

derailment attempts are 10/10 :p

>doxes someone's entire-family to a jewish pedophile
xD
temper, temper
haha I've seen-the-red actual jewish secretclub xD

>>41695922
What's the story on that

freddy kreugar....
haha freddy kreugar, is how they describe those people you're white-knighting :p

those were your words
reply long as you're please you're just-losing your temper and proving my point :D
should- i spam pics of his red-pickup?
since he's clearly a buddy of yours ; ^)
lmfao
derailment attempts are 10/10 ; ^)

muh heccin epic no u reverse psychology'
you aren't a psychiatrist you're a sadistic sociopathic lolcow

>>41695606
>>41695928
This person is having an actual psychotic episode in this thread lmao

>>41696015
I've seen her around and I'm curious what is going on

What did this Jules guy do to her

distinct-typing,
derailment attempts are 10/10

you could never resist leaving a metaphorical foot-print could you? :p

>>41696038
What is that website

I am scared to go on there but very curious

>>41696034
the name "Shallow-graves.org" is chilling. hope she uhhh figures it out

>>41696059
Yeah honestly very scary lol, I want to know more about this person. But they also seem dangerous.

Well a relationship takes both to work.
I love someone with all my heart but she doesn't seem to actually care about me or love me the same way
Being with her was the first time I felt genuinely happy in life and wanting to live on.
Life sucks, being away from her

>>41663201
i don't have a sad story i'm just an unwanted person who slipped through the cracks and has nothing to show for my life so far. i want love more than anything else in the world but i'm not good enough for it. i'm completely alone and i can't handle it at all, and i don't know what to do. i often have moments where i feel like i'm on the verge of panicking because i just can't handle being alone and i just want to be around someone and be liked. i wanna be important. but i'm not important. i'm not an important person in anybody's life.

i think maybe i'm evil in a way that i just can't see because i don't know how this could happen to a good person. i really wanna be a good person and i wanna make people happy and i want to love people, that's all i really want, but i'm alone.

Sadistic lolcow make me snap :^)

>>41696115
Uuuh, then you should tell her how you feel anon.

Something happens to one of those kids dusky I'm gonna fucking kill you

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:p

You're gonna watch him get eaten alive by pitbulls go get em xD
Self defense bad

Bull and horns lmao
;^)
Shallow grave

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:p
These are terrible people ;^)

Derailment attempts are 10/10

>>41696249
they're making me upset. i don't wanna see this person going crazy i like this thread's premise but it's been basically ruined by this one person who appears to be having some kind of psychotic episode. i feel bad for them but also i want them to stop.

Lol :^)

>>41696163
I did before, she said I was putting my happiness of her and that she didn't like the pressure of being responsible for that

>>41696136
this is the dark night of the soul, nona. i'm there too. all we can do is hope that it doesn't last forver. what i can say, though, is that you are not evil. you have been hurt.

>>41696306
i can't take it i wanna be someone. but going around apologizing all the time for existing and tripping over my words isn't working. i swear when people out in public have to talk to me they put on a demeanor as if they're speaking to a lost child. people are generally nice to me but no one wants me in their life. i don't really feel like i get to be a whole person

I think it's not so much that I lost her, that I haven't been able to click with anyone or have anyone love me like she did but so many things just going wrong around that time keeps that relationship on my mind well over a decade later

>>41696341
what's stopping you from closing the gap? from asking someone to hang out or something like that?

>>41696403
i don't know who i would ask

>>41696268
I really want her to stop too because I love these threads and she is a single person ruining them

Can't these people be reported for going off topic?

>>41696286
Aw man, if my crush actually gave me the time if day, i might pass out. Well not now (fully medicated, and its hard to feel things) but man, the happy feelings would make everyone in the world happy if i got a shot like you just described.

>>41696420
ugh, i know how that feels. i'm sorry. i wish i could give you a hug.

>>41696455
im sorry too im sorry

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>>41696462
you don't have to apologize, you haven't done anything wrong. i just hope things let up a bit for you soon.

fuck you too :^)

Face of an uggo dog fuck off lmao

>>41696438
That's the funny part, like she knowns and I know how much I care about her, how I try my best to reassure her when she needs it and all.
But she says she cannot reciprocate it, and then I feel unwanted and unloved bc if doesn't seem like she cares at all despite being my girlfriend, and I don't feel valued as her boyfriend

>>41696286
>>41699282
Saying she is responsible for your happiness is an excuse, and a bad one. A relationship requires work and mutual reciprocation. Please try again to change her framing and perspective rather than feeling hurt about the initial pushback.

It is fair to have asks in a relationship. It is fair to have expectations.

A relationship is a job, if you don't do your job, you get fired.

I recognize someone's typing by their insufferable aura Lol
I snapped

Metaphorical walking dead :p
you're a sadistic lolcow if you're larping tormenting people with uv lights lmao

>>41668321
yup
mine at least managed to stagger the heartbreak over several breakups and breaks and somethings, taught my heart how to switch off when needed

>>41700638
thank you for your input and I agree.
I feel like she knows I love her so she takes me for granted, and even if I were to pull away I don't think she'd care that much desu.
I love her so much tho that I can't break up with her

>>41677487
God this sounds like my partner a little bit who just moved back home with his parents and I too am manchild who's 32. God I hate when I think posts are somehow reaching out to me..

I'm so sorry baby for being emotionally unavailable. No matter how many good intentions I had. No matter how much I wanted to your needs were something I just wasn't prepared to fill. The more I think about it the more heart broken I feel. I've never felt such pure and unrestrained love for any other person and yet my ability to express is adequately just never materialized. Here's hoping we both get well so that we can reassess the relationship and start fresh together. There's no one else on this Earth that I'd rather spend my life with than you.

>>41703025
Love you Rei B ;)

you're a sadistic lolcow tormenting with uv lights
And I'll never accept you
Lol can't believe anyone on here would like you or trust you considering you created a catfish discord :D
Argument with gunjy alleged pedo....
Immediate dusky sides with him lmao

>>41699282
I swear to God I'm your gf in this scenario. I highly doubt he'd be coming here of all places especially when 4chan has always been my own prison.

>>41677267
>I really like clingy girls, personally. But, I'm a bi transbian, not a man.
Just for the record: I like them too, and my ideal for a relationship and lifestyle is where we have the luxury to be able to see each other a few times even during workdays. I'm modelling this over IRL grown-ass people that have that. I am a (cishet) man.
>>41677144
Don't know how it is for you girls, but for me I've just internalized that people are human and I can lose them at any point, and to enjoy the moment. Gets easier with time.

>>41704120
Alright then be my bf

I work remotely

>>41704231
No can do, I've got some work to do before getting into another relationship.