How do I get rid of the reverse dysphoria brainworms??I can't help but interpret any anxieties or worries I have as signs that I'm somehow developing reverse dysphoria, which would inevitably mean that I'll have to detransition, and I can't help but spiral because of it. The thought of not being psychologically suited to transition is constantly haunting me, and I can't bring myself to stop obsessing over it.Is it even reasonable to be afraid of reverse dysphoria? And if anyone had similar fears, how did you overcome it?
>>43661147They just went away eventually but I did start boymoding more
>>43661285Hii snoymoder!! Hope you're having a nice dayHow long were you on hrt when they started going away?
>>43661147bump?
>>436614323 months on, 3 months off, and then about 9 months back on?The big source of it was rapidly switching between presentation styles I think and living a sort of double life.
>>43661787Snoy can you tell me to kill myself plz
>>43661886why
>>43661915Cuz I need the encouragement and you're very encouraging
>>43661930You're not Anna why would I tell you thatLove yourself, NOW!!!
>>43661886You really ought to get back on hrt
>>43661147I have no idea how to get rid of it, its been on my mind since basically the start of the year nearly non stop now. But yeah i can relate.> The thought of not being psychologically suited to transition is constantly haunting me, and I can't bring myself to stop obsessing over it.This is the main thing for me, especially im constantly concerned that i just have a brain that wont be able to deal with having breasts. Or that just in general i wont be able to get used to them and develop dysphoria from them. That + top surgery sounding scary often makes me extremely anxious.Basically any time i feel slightly weird/anything but positive or true neutral about my current breast growth, or whenever i feel anything but envy for like the concept of breasts, it makes me worried im actually in the process of delveloping dysphoria rn and should detrans immediately.And it constantly changes too, i can go from really liking what they look like and loving that they make my chest look more fem, to panicking about having to get top surgery/regretting taking estrogen in the span of sometimes just a few hours or even minutes :c.No idea how to overcome it sorry lol. Tho usually venting online, or to other people in general, like this helps sometimes. Especially if they turn around and tell me im an idiot and to keep taking my pills lol. But not usually for very long either, so i dont really have any permanent solutions, sorry :cI hope you (and i) will eventually be rid of this, it really sucks <3
>>43661965I need an authority figure in my life to pin me down and forcefully give me my shot
