how do I get rid of AGP? I'm a 32 year old man, I'm too old to still have these confusing feelings
>>43668867You either troon out or rep forevert. 33yo repper
>>43668887I'm not trans. I've thought long and hard about it and I'm sure pretty certain I'm not trans, just AGP.
>>43668901what's the difference, in your opinion?
>>43668867If a 32 year old woman felt aroused by imagining herself with a different body or social role, would you advise her to try to eliminate that feeling or to understand it?
>>43668867Castration
>>43668962I have no interest in almost anything girly, and I don't really desire to live as a woman in reality (though sometimes in fantasy where I could be totally someone else and disconnected it seems fun). I don't crossdress or anything. It's just purely a porn and wanting a vagina/being feminine for sex thing, it's very fetishistic.>>43669008It would be pathetic, especially if they're a virgin like me. I would tell them they maybe need to get over it.
>>43669026No, I just want to go back to being more normal.
>>43668867Do you have any other kinks or fetishes besides this one? Indulge in them instead.With enough time you will probably be able to overcome your fetishes if you just let them fade away like a wound you mustn't pick on. Especially if it's porn induced.If you started having AGP fantasies in puberty or wishing to become a woman before puberty then you will have difficulty getting rid of it. BecomeVisit the semen retention thread on /x/.
>>43669518Pretty much all of my kinks are related, sadly. My AGP only started in my 20s by my bisexuality was before that and I was way to retarded to know how or how or anything about transitioning when I was younger.
>>43669063>I have no interest in almost anything girly, and I don't really desire to live as a woman in reality (though sometimes in fantasy where I could be totally someone else and disconnected it seems fun). I don't crossdress or anything. It's just purely a porn and wanting a vagina/being feminine for sex thing, it's very fetishistic.What is even the problem then?
>>43669745A few things:First, it feels sad that I can't have sex how I want to actually have it in my fantasies. I don't think I'd perform well as a man. I have a sort of phantom vagina feeling when I'm hornySecond, I think perhaps my general self hatred and depressing outlook on my life is getting in the way of imaging a possible future when transitioning is the right option because it always results in me still being me in my life.Third, it's age. I'm way too old to still be having these kinds of thoughts. I should have kids by now. Instead I have weird AGP feelings and avoid sex and relationships entirely.
>im in my 30s now but ive had constant thoughts about being a girl since my 20slol you are so cooked
>>43668867This is the future that awaits me if i dont get on hrt this year
>>43668867Im sorry nona, they don't get betterI tried everything to suppress them, dismissed it as body image issues, decided I must be crazy, etcjust try estrogen, see if it makes you feel bettert. rooned at 39
>>43669844It's usually mostly just in a porn fetishistic way. I'm not interested in living my day to day as a boring basic girl. But as I mentioned above, there's things that could be clouding that thought.Also most trannies get these feelings much earlier. Hence AGP>>43669881HRT kind of looks hot but again, not as myself, in a fantasy version as someone else.>>43669882Again, at 32 I don't have time to be fucking around with HRT. I would never be the person I want, anyway.
>>43669902I do it to stop masculinization more than anything really
>>43669811I'm also in my 30s with agp since my youth and don't have much desire for sex. I've thought about the topic for a while and have come to some conclusions:if I transition the agp could fade or disappear the longer I'm on hrt, I've seen a couple of people here mentioned that it happened to them. the libido drops.i never feel like a woman outside of sexual stuff and always feel male and masculine. and very comfortable as such.so if I transitioned I think I could immensely regret it. not a guarantee but possible. especially since transition takes so much work , losing agp means losing motivation and desire.I'm in limbo, damned if you do damned if you don't.can you relate OP?
>>43669963I wouldn't say "since youth" but I was a very retarded youth not exposed to many ideas. It's fucking horrifying to realize that 16 years old was half my life ago. But otherwise yet, that's very much how I feel. I feel like I would really regret it because the reality would would be bleak and miserable just like everything else.
>>43669926I do want to st op what's currently happening to me, but I think that's aging more so than masculinization. I'm way too far gone to stop that.
