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Most nights I drink heavily by myself and listen to the most depressing music I can find.

I hold a PhD in a STEM field and make good money working for a national lab on really interesting science and instrument development. I have a regular (if unique) sex life and have had a few successful, fulfilling relationships. I'm in pretty good shape, keep vegan, ride my bike all the time.

Why am I so inclined to get fucked up and dwell on existential misery?

Also, I'll post some of my favorite music. I hope you enjoy it.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7atSiA7nB0
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LAriDxTeed8
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>>75687615
reeee gtfo normie shitstain
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pz2nyOLVwg8
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You're self-centered and like to create problems for yourself so you feel important. Try going to church and getting out of your head
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APZxAjTJ2Uw
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I was hoping this post would be a bit longer so I could make a shitty pasta but not much to work with.
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>>75687891
I honestly don't really feel like I have any serious problems outside of feeling depressed and feeling like I shouldn't be depressed which makes me more depressed
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>>75687931
Give it up to God.
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>>75687931
fuck off dumb chad asshole
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good taste in music OP. dont know what to do you about your depression seeing as how you're life is going well. maybe take some LSD or something
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Sorry to come off as such a tool. Hope some people enjoy the music anyhow.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrUoK_TvVa8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BSfKcuNpH0
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg
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>>75687615
it's called being a human, welcome.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUegJBEusoI
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listen to some happy music for once and if you're gonna drink don't do it sitting alone in your room feeling sorry for yourself, go outside & socialise. been there done that, never ends well.
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>>75688630
happy music is boring though
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>dude I'm so unique and interesting

you're as boring and unoriginal as everyone else
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>>75687891
Going to church in 2017
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Stop being an alcoholic mess and start making sad music yourself. You'll rediscover yourself.
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>>75687615
Because it's fun and you like doing it.
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Quit drinking every night, first off, every time you feel like you need to get drunk, read a book dude.
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>>75687615
>keep vegan
>ride bike all the time
>STEM (likely muh materialist atheist along with superiority complex)
>drink all the time
>gee wiz why am I depressed?
You probably have chronically low testosterone /estrogen dominance from your diet, drinking, and frequent endurance exercise. Endurance exercise is good but it suppresses testosterone. To fix this you should:
>take a lot of vitamin D (>1000 IU / day)
>take a ton of methy form b12 daily for a long time
>eat: celery, parsley, white button mushrooms, increase your cholesterol/saturated fat intake dramatically, brazil nuts, lion's mane mushrooms...
>get more sun exposure on more of your body, especially your genitals (serious)
>do high weight compound lifts
>get more sleep and higher quality sleep.
>decrease inflammation: sauna, eat turmeric, meditate...

Also, not as directly related to testosterone, but your omega 6/3 ratio is probably all fucked up from your diet. The human body converts ALA to EPA and DHA very inefficiently or not at all depending on your genetics. If you're committed to the vegan thing, buy algae based EPA/DHA supplements.

If I'm right about the materialist atheist thing, your world view is also an issue but that will fix itself if you get your hormones back in order.
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>>75687615
Consider seeing a therapist.
T. psychiatrist
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>>75688672
this attitude literally triggers me
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>>75690773
Absolutely do not do this. Psychiatry is for people who want to spend money obsessing over how they can be even more unhappy for even longer.
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>>75690798
therapist !=psychiatrist
don't be an american, learn the difference
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>>75690806
>tfw trust issues with both now and thats being aired out on /mu
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>>75690806
>psychiatrist is a smarmy superior faggot
>no one was surprised
Don't be pedantic autist. I know the difference.
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>>75687615
Because life is shit and there's no real meaning to any of it
Go have a good time and stop caring so much
Good music also
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You are what Nietzsche called "the last man"

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Last_man
The last man's primary appearance is in "Zarathustra's Prologue." According to Nietzsche, the last man is the goal that modern society and Western civilization have apparently set for themselves. After having unsuccessfully attempted to get the populace to accept the √úbermensch as the goal of society, Zarathustra confronts them with a goal so disgusting that he assumes that it will revolt them.[1] Zarathustra fails in this attempt, and instead of repelling and manipulating the populace into pursuing the goal of the √úbermensch, the populace take Zarathustra literally and choose the "disgusting" goal of becoming the last men. This decision made leaves Zarathustra disheartened and disappointed.

The lives of the last men are pacifist and comfortable. There is no longer a distinction between ruler and ruled, strong over weak or supreme over the mediocre. Social conflict and challenges are minimized. Every individual lives equally and in "superficial" harmony. There are no original or flourishing social trends and ideas. Individuality and creativity are suppressed.

Nietzsche warned that the society of the last man could be too barren and decadent to support the growth of healthy human life or great individuals. The last man is only possible by mankind having bred an apathetic person or ethnic group who are unable to dream, who are unwilling to take risks, and simply earn their living and keep warm. The society of the last man is antithetical to Nietzsche's theoretical will-to-power, the main driving force and ambition behind human nature, according to Nietzsche, as well as all other life in the universe.
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i'll bite. tell me about your "unusual" sex life.
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>>75687615
>regular (if unique) sex life
Elaborate
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>>75687615
Too self centered . Get off your pedestal Narciso!
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You're a cuckold fetishist aren't you
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>>75690798
"You might have a cold. Consider seeing a doctor."
"Absolutely do not do this. Medicine is for people who want to spend money obsessing over how they can be even more unhealthy for even longer."

This is how retarded you sound
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it feels good to feel bad for ourselves, it's not a good thing to do, but if your daily life is met with little to no bad or upsetting moments then I can see how you could fall into a trap of coming home in the evening and making yourself feel sorry for yourself, especially if your routine is getting drunk and listening to sad music, which would make most people a bit sad purely because it's a sad activity, I would listen to the guy who said to boost your testosterone because that will most likely help, but if you continue to make drinking to sad music routine then your only going to be slowing recovery, also give making some art or music a go, itl give you something to do in the evening other than drinking, and if you make something you can really get behind and are passionate about then you'll find yourself wanting to do that more than drinking to sad music, even if you drink while to make stuff as long as your not listening to sad shit you'll probably stay in a good mood
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>>75687615
you sound like a cool guy
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>>75688060
This, but I would try mushrooms instead. Just eat a couple to dip your toes in the water a time or two before you take the full plunge.
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>>75687904
>kid dakota

Yeah, son. I have nothing to contribute to the thread, but kid dakota is underrated and I'm glad someone's listening to them.
>inb4 "This album used to get posted all the time!"
I really never see it talked about here and they have other albums deserving attention as well.
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>>75687615
yeah good luck with that...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rE8Qe40PLPM
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>>75687615
Eat meat, faggot
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>>75690751
the human body gets better at converting ALA to EPA and EHA the longer youre plant based. nothing to worry about - but yeah algae supplements wouldnt hurt
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>>75693429
eat some lentils, cocksucker
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>>75691970
>>75692001
sorry, passed out

my sex life consists mostly of a few dom/sub relationships these days, where I'm the dom and subject eager (mostly younger) women to various types of bdsm, mostly rope bondage, pain, and degradation

More music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bMDUcYuReI
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>>75690788
okay? No one asked for your opinion lmao
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you're histrionic

you're depressed in the same way women get depressed - you're sad and overly expressive about it, not depressed
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>>75692011
>>75691950

>>75693911

fucking up who I'm responding to--it's too early

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RyYovR46BUg
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>>75693982
maybe on /mu/, but no one in my personal life knows any of this




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