Haro, are you mentally ill? Do you want to improve or do you not care?
This shit where mentally ill faggots incessantly post about their adorations that ghosted them is getting real old
>>63112526Do people post about that oftenly now?
>>63112515There is no help for me unless they legalise euthanasia
now for my daily mantras:I have no familyI have no family I have no familyI have no familyIt's overIt's overIt's overIt's overI will never be normalI will never be normalI will never be normal fuck youfuck youfuck you
>>63112543Baka how much time every they do you spend talking about wanting to die?
>>63112533We have a few obssesivefags posting regulaly herehe is kinda retarded, only one of them got ghosted
>>63112560Ghosting is a natural thing online so I don't understand people who actually are angry or sad about it
>>63112557IdkIrl I do the same, nearly everyday I tell my parents that being born was a mistake and that I would like to die>>63112578Thats a retarded mindset anonIts really hurtful if someone you cares about just stops writing you without explaining anythingat least have the balls to delete them
>>63112515>Haro, are you mentally ill?I don't think so>Do you want to improve or do you not care?I'm always looking to improve
>>63112592How do your parents reply? Well ghosting is bad but one just has to always expect it online>>63112617That's good
>>63112626depends on their moodsometimes they are just like>thats just life it will all work outand I will just start to argue why life is a massive pile of shitothertimes they just tell me to stop itthis is what they get for traumatising me
>>63112740They do indeed sound like bad parents. Saying "it will all work out" instead of trying to fix a broken brain is just bad. What did they do to you(if you are fine with talking about it)?
>>63112515no i not my brain is good
>>63112778They are very good people, just bad parentsAnd I blame growing up in Iran for them not being aware of mental healthI saw my first psychiatrist when I was like 12 and they still believe everything is fine with meBleh not in the mood to go into detail but tldr a lot of screaming and threats to put me into a foster home if my school grades kept being badmix that with getting bullied at school and you have your first public meltdownthat lead the school to contact the child protective service and they done more damage than good for my developmentwell at the end of the day its my responsibility to get my shit together for the present and futurebut this is lost case
>>63112791You should be glad desu>>63113024My family too had a role in ruining my mental health so I can kinda understand this>my responsibility to get my shit together for the present and futureThat is indeed true but don't stress yourself too much over this
>>63113024you should probably kys. you take no responsibility over your current state, you use your free will to deny any opportunity to treat life as a valuable experience, yet you do not own up to your current chosen opinion on physical reality by trying your best to end it. but hey, it's ok anon, either learn that you choose to see what you look for, or commit to your state of mind and commit neck rope, you will find alignment with your will eitherway.
>>63113139welp its their fault for not aborting me brrr@63113230>armchair psychologistwhat a fucking nigger
>>63113336It's indeed their fault but are you really okay with this? Are you okay with rotting your life away?
>>63113454My mom even told me that she was against having children because "this world is too evil"but my retarded dad never listens to her>she said it was worth it at the end because she got meUghh>Are you okay with rotting your life away?idk being a loser is in my blood, some things are just out of my controlWelp I am venlafaxin@75mg since over a month and playing with the thought of going into a mental ward but idk last time was too stressfullDo you try to "improve"?
>>63113784I assume your mom talked like that when you were young. Your worldview isn't surprising then.>some things are just out of my control Are you implying it's genetic? I assume my issues are mainly genetic but got worsened by my parents>mental ward Can be comfy depending on your country>do you try to improve I actually do and my mental health actually has improved. While it didn't improve a lot, it still improved. Well I had to delude myself at the beginning though because mental health was too broken for normal improving first
>>63112515Everytime i've gone to get help, the help made things worse, i'm pretty content not rocking the boat if I can get away with not doing so
I wish I didn't have autismo
>>63113871>I assume your mom talked like that when you were young.Nope that was like 1 - 2y ago >Are you implying it's genetic? I assume my issues are mainly genetic but got worsened by my parentsEh I wouldn't say its all cause of geneticsbut they played a role for sure, specially after moms family side seems to be full of mentally ill people, hell I wouldn't be surprised if my little brother got bpd too>Can be comfy depending on your countryMy time there was so shitty, I distrust these places now>I actually do and my mental health actually has improved. While it didn't improve a lot, it still improved. Well I had to delude myself at the beginning though because mental health was too broken for normal improving firstare you taking any meds? I was against them for a long time but anything is better than feeling like thisand last time I dropped out and went back to rock bottom while trying it without them>still feel nothing on themugh
Being mentally sane would be boring. Imagine not getting excited by walking up and down stairs or by seeing pigeons flying.