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Virgin edition
>tripsafe.org
>rollsafe.org
>erowid.org
>psychonautwiki.org
Previous thread >>69096191
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>JENKEN HAS OFFICIALLY, BY THE WORD OF JUSTIN "IT WASN'T BLACKFACE, IT WAS BROWNFACE" TRUDEAU, BEEN CONSIDERED LEGAL IN THE COUNTRY OF CANADA
LET'S
FUCKING
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LEAFBROS FILL A COUPLE OF BALLOONS (OR CONDOMS IF IT'S BEEN YOUR MONTH) OUT AND TAKE A BIG HUFF FOR OUR BROTHERS IN THE SOUTH
SOON NOT ONLY WILL THEY TASTE OUR FREEDOM BUT ALSO THE CHUNKY, EARTHY TEXTURE OF A FRESH JENK HIT WITHOUT THE FEDS BEING ON THEIR BACK
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I might be autistic but I can never figure out what this panel means
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>>69133520
jenkCHADS just can't stop winning bros....
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>>69133665
'Pussy, it's talking about pussy
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8:35 ripped a fat bong. This is where the fun begins.

1-3 fap to mindwarping porn
3-6 super trippy movie
3-9 mindblowing album
0-first reply suggests
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>>69133520
I for one find this new canada legality meme to be funny, here's to many more threads and many more falsehoods
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>>69133917
>he lives in central time zone
disgusting
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>>69133520
Based!
Jenkem is legal in Canada!

All is love!
Let's all buttchug jenkem and spread the love!
The multiverse is made of buttlove!
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My package is late
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>>69134129
Same, two weeks he said! Now its "20 working business days"
God i wish i was normal and wanted npc drugs like coke, but noooo, i want to be a snowflake and buy RCs!
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>>69133977
>implying Im inside spacetime right now
I win
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Why do I feel like I'm on dissociatives 24/7? I haven't done any in a month
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>get high as fuck
>fap with onahole in the shower
>bust the fattest nut in years
>nearly pass out

Luckily the previous owner of the house I live in was an old lady and there was a safety handle in the shower to grab otherwise I might have hurt myself
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>Alcohol feels boring now.
>Cannabis feels boring now.
>Getting crossfaded feels boring now.
Now what?
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>>69135059
Try a psychedelic, unironically
Can't personally attest to it, but ketamine might be for you
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>>69135222
Ketamine is one of the best experiences you will ever had, truly a beautiful drug.

However you will gain a permanent tolerance to it, the effects will diminish over time and you will never return to baseline level. Essentially your first trip if you do it right will be the best and you will spend the rest of your time on that drug chasing that experience.

Worth it though.
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>>69135310
Is that true anon?
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>>69133665
>Jap anime virgin, never saw a real pussy because JAV is censored, spends 100s of hours grinding on vidya and drawing anime porn

What did she honestly expect? He said sorry and explained himself immediately after but she has a breakdown and tells him to kill himself. Fujoshit author writes her self-insert as a bitch who moved on while the anime virgin deservedly still has nightmares over the mishap.
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>did 2 oxys and morphine
>slept most of the day
>didn't get best ending
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>>69133762
yeah... it doesn't feel like expected either. It's so true. I've only stuck fingers in and licked one though. Tastes salty and kinda weird but ok.
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>>69135353
I'm the guy he replied to, but that's what I understand, as well. It's similar to mdma because of the dreaded perma-tolerance you'll get with it.
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>>69133329
Whats the manga name?

And to contribute from my experience - after all the exploration is done and you realize your place without place you realize you have nowhere to be and nothing to do and you turn to drugs for the escape - integrate using into a healthy lifestyle or don't use it at all - the cravings never go away
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when you go full paranoid schitzo on weed, does it make you hear every sound that is made next door or does it make you think every sound nextdoor?
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LSD-25 has saved my life on many occasions but it is very hard to procure now. The real stuff. Not the research chems ching chong version
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>>69135990
There is no perma-tolerance with MDMA, that's a myth.
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>>69136082
No it's not.
On the darknet markets you can order LSD-25 easily from the big Deutsch and German makers, it's super safe to get paper delivered to you.
Also 1P-LSD literally becomes LSD-25 in the body, you have no way to know the difference if you don't know it beforehand.
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>>69136071
idk but weed paranoia gives me fucking superman hearing
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>>69136329
yeah but did you actually hear it or did your brain make you think you did?
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>>69136343
for me actual audio hallucinations are pretty rare. i also lose sense of how much noise im making its kinda weird
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I'm not on drugs.
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>>69135996
looks like oshi no ko if its not just search the illustrator
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>>69132929
at the first part of the trip effects started it was all fun, vibrant colors and some funny feeling in my body, felt like I was tickled, experienced the same excitedness when I used to be a kid. touching my body felt different and I touched my dick a lot unconsciously (not anything sexual, again I used to do this as a kid when I was excited ) was listening to Aphex Twin and I felt music as visual waves with colors, then I closed my eyes and and saw 3d visuals. to that day I didn't had any empathy for nonbinary and furry people and saw them as attention seekers but then I started to saw myself as lizard with no gender which made me understand a bit

(1/2)
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>>69136469

in the middle of the trip my mom called me and stupid me answered the call, she asked how I was doing hows my day going etc and I couldnt say anything and said "hmmm yeah" a lot.then she said ill talk to you later and hanged up the phone. she lives close to me and she knows I grow mushrooms (I told her gourmet) and I got paranoid about her finding out coming over and finding out I do drugs. I got super aware of my surrondings at this point and I felt like I was making too much noise, I felt like my neighbors (I live in an apartment) will call a police on me for noise complaint. I ran to my room where I grow shrooms and crumbled all my brf cakes and put them in a trash bag, if I had the stamina I would run far away from home with the trash bag but I had none and just sat at my bed waited the police to bust the door. I felt so weak, sorry and guilty. It was like the movie Requiem For a Dream. I got on my knees and asked for even though I'm atheist (I suppose this is what people call religious experience?) I checked the time continuously in this paranoid phase and it was 10 or 15 minutes at total but it felt like 2 hours. Then I calmed down a bit and and started to question my habits, that I was sleeping all day doing nothing, I'm not studying and my GPA went rock bottom, I'm not eating healthy and stopped lifting, I smoke cigarettes and affect my healthy and money, theres a lot of classic books that I haven't read etc. and trip ended. There's a lot of things I can't verbalize but yeah. The second part of the trip is probably what people call a bad trip and it was scary as hell but when trip ended it left a positive impact on me and I'm thinking of starting lifting and eating healthy again

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Alright boyos, I'm doing an archival project of movies/documentary about drugs, mostly psychs but not only, especially those about the beneficial and medicinal use of said drugs.

Those types of movies are often lost and difficult to find after a while and I want to make an archival channel and host as many as possible.

I would like the names (and potentially URLs) of good movies I should back up.

https://odysee.com/@Psych:2
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Can you get real unaltered H in the US
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>>69136752
If you order it on the darknet like everyone else, sure.
On the street, I wouldn't bet on it.
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Has anyone ever ordered drugs from tor to australia? Does it work? Im scared they will catch it because it must come from ship/plane
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>>69135996
It's weird the girl's face is different from the one in the one-shot (The Day I Started Fanboying for the Girl I Used to Dislike)
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>inb4 this isn't weed paranoia and weird shit is legit happening around me
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>>69136913
Look up stories on r/darknet, I know people do it but it's a bit more hazardous than in the West.
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>>69137034
It's not paranoia if they're really after you.
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>>69133762
you can't know if he's talking about the puss or the cosplay i think that's the joke
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>>69137060
I looked and the border seems to be strict, sad. LSD was such a weird experience, i want to try all the weird experiences
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>>69137009
>>69135996

Because thats not the one-shot, its "Neo Dutch Wife" By Yokoyari Mengo
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>>69137176
Oh you're right it must have been added by the editors (this is the panel at the end of the one-shot)
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Fucking quetiapine
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I just had cocaine for the first time and it had no effect on me, I asked if it was four because of how ineffective it was, yet people told me my wordflow increased, but I'm very talkative when drunk
useless
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>>69136329
That's normal. I'm a little hard of hearing, especially in loud crowded areas, but on weed I can make out every detail and hear everything the person next to me is saying. And it is not a hallucination as I've had plenry of conversations on it.
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To those of you struggling with opi constipation, don't stims help? Because I'm on a lot of caffeine and nicotine daily and I can shit like three times a day.
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>>69135990
mdma has no permatolerance, its a monoamine releaser
ketamine and other dissos are nmda antagonists
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>>69135391
>Fujoshit author writes her self-insert as a bitch who moved on while the anime virgin deservedly still has nightmares over the mishap.
Wow, just like real life.
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>>69137107
She is literally grabbing her thighs and spread eagle on the bed
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Vitamins and minerals are drugs, they make you healthy and feel better and do better in life in general
I bust big nuts twice a day with great euphoria after i started the god tier cum stack
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>>69137860
yeah i was confused because it's a mix of two different mangos
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>>69137875
Tell me what you take, I took stuff several times and never experienced any difference, neither with sperm quantity nor pleasure.
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>>69138037
As far as just coom stuff i take
Zinc
Pygeum
L-Citrulline
Lecithin
As far as general health and longevity stuff i take
NAC
Magnesium
Hawthorn berry
Folic Acid
Vitamin D 10,000iu
R-lipoic acid
Pantethine
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>>69135310
>permanent tolerance
>ket
Not that much desu, and it's not E where you'll get total loss of magic sometime. Worst it does is fuck up your bladder, unless you k-hole for a week straight
Take a 100mg dose in 10mg every 10 minutes while reading a comfy manga, like Yokohama Kaidaishi or Aria, best thing you'll ever do.
>t. ket addict with a stash of romance comics that still k-holes no problem after months of regular use
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>>69138131
> E where you'll get total loss of magic sometime.
Only happens with abuse when you fry your receptors, doesn't happen with safe usage.
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>>69138078
The only thing I haven't tried is lecithin, I'll try that to see if that changes my cum quantity.
I would absolutely love to fill my woman with an enormous amount of cum.
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>>69138198
Ive noticed the biggest factor in cum amount isnt having more cum, its edging long enough to build pressure and having more spurts. so basically prostate is more important. but its still variable
a super big nut i had recently was a day where i semi-came and held it in until it subsided twice. I think i fapped the day before that too so my balls werent full per se
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>>69138198
Speaking of which, if one of you have a more complex solution to cum more, I'll take it. Short of injecting banana juice into my balls, I'm ready to do a lot just to cum more. I want to drown her.
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Any Italianos know how to get weed in Naples?
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>be me
>be smoking weed, railing lines M, coke, tabs ect
>quit drugs for 2 months in preparation for job interview involving drug test
>fiending pretty bad for a high but willing to tolerate it to get this job which would change my life
>fail the interview, don't even get to the piss test part

Its bittersweet, stuck with pleb warehouse job but at least I can do drugs. I am having my first cone in 2 months with some friends tomorrow, even buying my first bong for the occasion. Any anons have advice to make the occasion even better?
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>>69138276
Mio nigga just buy from some telegram groups and you will receive it at home
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>>69138276
Just buy on the darknet, it's cheaper and safer than buying on a weird telegram group where your phone number is required to identify you.
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>>69138382
>Any anons have advice to make the occasion even better?
Yeah, take real drugs and take them while alone you normal faggot.
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>Remember being out with friends just smoking a few joints and having lots of fun doing whatever
>Now I just sit at home, get anxiety from smoking and one large bong hit only satisfies me for like 20 minutes
Man smoking weed really only becomes worse
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>>69135059
PCP analogues, ket, acid, shrooms, opiates, maybe mdma or 6-apb.

>>69135310
If you don't do huge amounts often you won't get perma tolerance. I have done a few grams of ket every year for like 6-7 years and I can still k-hole without a problem.
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>>69138131
Why would you read on ket? Seems like a waste of a high. Just take a large dose, put on some blindfolds, some trippy music in ear buds and leave your body behind.
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>>69137699
Wouldn't laxatives work just as well?
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>>69138806
>Why would you read on ket?
Oh, man, are you missing out. When you're on non k-hole dose, ket blurs the line between what you read and yourself. The world of whatever you read becomes your whole reality, and with how your memories are much more vivid while high, it also connects to your experiences in a way that's as close to being isekaid as you can get.
I read Aria and My Lovely Ghost Kana for the first time on ket and it's still the best drug experience I've had, with 500ug acid trips and 0.7g mdma parachute under my belt. Don't get me wrong, listening to classical on dissos is great, but it doesn't hold a candle to dissolving in perfect escapism (though getting through a page takes 20x as long)
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>>69133917
Alright so I did all 3 but the highlight was Everything Everywhere All At Once. Fun journey, really gets the universe's message, the editing was fun and the stunts and choreography were amazing. Minimum 8.5, do recommend it but it's not a timeless masterpiece you MUST watch. It's still just the right movie I needed at this point in my life.

Hope you're well, robots.
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>>69135996
Man, moral orel hits hard sometimes. Wish they had gotten to finish it properly rathat than getting cancelled and having to rush the ending, shit was going DOWN.

>>69133917
>>69138131
Blessed. I love Rin so much lads, 10 years later and I still think of her and Emi when I run. I really oughta try Ket sometime. Is codeine too different from DXM? I've only had the latter.
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Any schizos do shrooms or lsd? Does it fuck you up permanently with the disorder?
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>>69138382
I can relate anon, was lined up for a good job in a big retailer and was scared as fuck for the drug tests since I had only been clean a month but failed the 3rd interview. At least now I got a comfy remote job where I can browse drugfeel and not have to commute, even if it's half the pay and I don't know shit about finance.

Better enjoy the small things in life. With the friends definitely prepare some group food, maybe a pizza or a tray of meat buns from the market. You could bring paper and colours and all agree to sit and draw something, or ask each friend to prepare a short playlist or album they'd like to share and play that. Or prepare a game you all like.
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>>69139425
I don't see how this would be done. I often get blurred vision or double vision on dissos, plus I get amnesia every 10 seconds. Just trying to keep up with an adventure time episode is impossible lol.
But using VR was pretty interesting, except its hard to move on ket but yeah.

I'm not a huge fan of classical music. I mean, it can be great, but I prefer
prefer psybient/ambient for dissos and most psychedelics.
This is one of my favourites.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rXy1fZj_4BI
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>>69139425
>dissolving in perfect escapism
It really can be grand with the righ medium. I remember my first acid trip on 200ug and I marathoned my favourite anime (FLCL) and I took screenshots and notes of all the meaning and beauty in every scene, still fun to read nowadays. Really felt like going to another world and abandoning reality.
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>>69139736
Thought I'd give soma a go as I love opis and benzos but it seems just a bit worse than both. Not terrible and I'm fairly cosy, but it's not hitting the spot like I was hoping it would. Guess you live and learn, maybe I'll try combining them all together next time I get a free evening.
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>>69139965
Obviously be careful mixing downers. A friend of mine choked on his vomit and died in his sleep doing this
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>>69140006
Yeah I've made that mistake before, threw together phenibut, oxy and Xanax and woke up in the middle of the night vomiting brutally. Now I keep my doses nice and small.
Thanks for the heads up bro and sorry about your friend, shits never easy.
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>>69140167
Thanks man, nice to know you that you have some experience at least.
I saw a good tip on here for opi brow a few weeks back. Sleep with a backpack on. That way, you won't roll on your back, making choking less of a risk.
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I honestly start to think that hash is making me lose weight.
At the begging of an "on period" I get some munshies for a few days. But as the days moves on, and I only do an edible capsule each night, I feel like I don't have much appetite during the day. Its been over a week now and I eat an apple or a sandwich when I wake up, then I'm good until dinner, I eat half a plate and then I'm good.
I'm not fat by any means, but I could stand to lose a few pounds so I hope this keeps up.
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What is your opinion about this?

One thing that I don't understand is why people are mixing cocaine, ecstasy or other drugs with fentanyl when it's so deadly. Is it done on purpose?

Someone told me here that you should make a test on your pills first to see if they have fentanyl. Do you do that?, are those tests easily available on the internet?
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>>69139580
Emi>Rin>Hanako>Lilly>Shizune. Running marathons thinking of Emi every time
>>69139676
>I don't see how this would be done. I often get blurred vision or double vision on dissos, plus I get amnesia every 10 seconds
Yeah, but it works somehow. Like, I can't see much, and I can't connect the pages much, but at the same time the information gets into my brain somehow. It creates a dream-like narrative, which is just god-tier
>>69139736
Have to try watching anime on acid again. Watching Eva was weird, I was really irked by the industrial aspect of NERV and it made me uncomfortable. At the same time, reading Alison Airlines doujins was the best, Mocohuasca is the most amazing visual you can find on psychs
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>>69137699
I dont get opi constipation really, but I do get the opposite where whenever i go through withdrawals i constantly feel like im about to shit myself.
>>69133329
Wondering what drug to use. my family wants to visit me in a few hours and they wanna even come visit my job too. I have phenibut but it is so unreliable for me. I can't seem to figure out the dose on phenibut. Sometimes it gives me an increase in social skills, but probably like 45 - 50% of the times I use it, it does the complete opposite where I feel extremely wonky and awkward and unable to communicate effectively.

How much do you guys rec for dosing phenibut? So far:
>500mg
didnt feel good, made me feel strange and awkward
>800-850mg
seems to give me the best effect most reliably
>900 - 1200mg
same as 500mg

Should I take way more? Or just stick to 850mg?

I also have some odsmt which works great for making me chilled out and able to talk to people, but i havent tried that bag yet and im always sketched out doing that.
>>69130866
Eh, people exaggerate how addictive phenibut is. It seems like it doesn't even work at all for nearly 1/3rd of people who try it. For me it is not reliable enough or enjoyable enough to be especially addictive like actual benzos are.
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>>69140484
Idk, this seems to be mostly an American issue
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Has anyone in the US ordered from Chems ca before? If so, how long did the standard shipping take?
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>>69140484
Fent strips are easy to find and buy online, you should test every pill you get since some pressed opiates or benzos are actually cut with fent.

We don't have that issue in Europe, the overwhelming majority of deaths is because of drug mixing.
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>>69140659
Phenibut is weird, not everyone reacts the same.
I'm part of those that don't feel anything below 1500mg, I'm energized all day and feel sociable and in a good mood.
At the same dose my wife is hyperactive 4 hours in and then falls asleep after 7 hours. Weird stuff.
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>get high as fuck
>remember that every time I get high I end up going "I don't actually enjoy this a lot"
>too late, I'm high
>rinse & repeat
what causes this level of mental retardation
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>>69135310
>>69139425
holy fuck I really need to try ket
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>>69140826
Could it be... u know... the drugs? >>69140843
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>>69140746
I think I have seen news about people dying from overdose for taking cocaine or ecstasy mixed with fentanyl too, not only opiates or benzos.

This for example: https://youtu.be/nUQUCxxIp1A

And why is only happening in the USA and not in Europe?, what do you think could be the reason?
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>>69140772
im thinking of trying larger doses. its weird because i'd bought phenibut once many years ago. I remember having to take almost 2000mg or i wouldnt even feel it. but when i randomly decided to try it again i can feel even as little as 400 or 500mg
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>>69140636
Good taste anon, my exact ranking too, and even if Emi is great for a relationship I like Rin's route more. I desire to lick the sweat off Emi's asshole after a morning run, cooling down, and holding hands while catching our breath.
>I was really irked by the industrial aspect of NERV
I suppose it did its job well then in painting NERV as a faceless ruthless organization that's more than willing to sacrifice civilians in order to fight angels/start the end of the world. I imagine the final eps + EoE must have been a ride on psychs tho.
> Mocohuasca
Looks fun, even if I don't know much about touhou, gonna save it for my next trip anon, thanks.
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im about to take 1V-LSD tomorrow and am not sure about the dosage. i have taken shrooms twice but in small doses with very minor but noticeable effects. ill take it with a friend and we have two 150 ug tabs.

now i am not sure, is 150ug for somebody with VERY minor psychedelic experience fine? should i maybe take 75ug as i have seen some people online reccomend? 100ug?

about our set and setting: i am in a good place mentally and we will go to a nearby park that is very nice and has a big lake with great weather. we will bring some food (fruits) and water
im ~170cm and slightly above 50kg. any general advice would be appreciated as well, thanks in advance
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>>69140826
You keep doing because you like it. If you wouldn't like it you would stop doing it.
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>>69141350
idk I'm always disappointed by it, it makes me anxious and the anxiety usually ruins the fun
Might do shrooms this weekend
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>>69140659

2 grams taken on an empty stomach like an hour before is pretty much the only thing that makes me able to deal with my family's shit, even makes socializing with them somewhat pleasant instead of just bearable
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>>69140659
>How much do you guys rec for dosing phenibut?
750mg+750mg+500mg for 2 grams total.
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>>69135059
Shrooms next, after that, idk
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>>69141384
What drugs are you taking mister anon?
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>>69142269
I dont take anything aside from weed and this will be my second time trying shrooms
I also have some dxm pills but I haven't tried it yet because it's inconvenient (nausea + hangover) and would like to try ket
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>>69140897
>And why is only happening in the USA and not in Europe?, what do you think could be the reason?
Illegal opiates in America come from Mexico cartels, and they buy their products from the Chinese. It's the Chinese that makes the fentanyl that kills Americans.

Europeans have their opiates from north Africa, they are sourced from the middle east, it's not the same source at all.
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I am becoming an alcoholic, this is bad. No cap.
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I need to stop hooking up with men on Speed.
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>>69142953
pic rel made me laugh out loud. keep doing you anon. you should hook up with men on meth instead.
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>>69142920
I swear my parents would rather me an alcoholic than a pothead. devil you know and the devil you don't I guess
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>>69142953
You should stop being gay.
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>>69133329
is it that bad to take 2-3gs of phenibut once a week?
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>>69142920
Put the cap back on then? It's hard to drink from a bottle with the cap on.
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>>69142953
You should hook up with men on psychs instead. I wish I could but I'm in a loving relationship I like, which doesn't mean the thirst for dick goes away.
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>>69133329
I asked my sister what my most likely cause of death was and she said drug overdose
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>>69144150
Sounds like you need more polyamouri in your life
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Is k-holing a scary experience? I keep edging at 100mg doses and get right at the verge and then get too scared to do more. Which is weird because years ago I remember ketamine immediately neutralizing these concerns once it kicks in.
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I need drugs
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>>69133329
made super deluxe max and cheese earlier today
still bloated
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>>69143556
I take about that much spaced about over 2-3 days a week. Is it good? Probably not. But I've gone weeks of stopping without any sort of withdrawal so it's not enough for me personally to be truly addicted.
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is psychonaut still down? what the fuck
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>>69138928
Stimulant laxatives like senna or bisacodyl are bad for your digestive health and cause dependence
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Super high on 2.25mg of Klonopin, recommend some music to enjoy the ride, please.
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>>69135059
Take a break
maybe a year long break
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>>69144484
I've considered it, though if a healthy relationship with a single person is hard enough as it is, I imagine trying to bring someone else into it must be a fucking nightmare.
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>>69144650
Idk if I have ever been in the "real" hole, but to my experience of getting very high on it, I forget that I have a body or what life is, and I'm just a floating consciousness, drifting through colorful landscapes and sceneries. Its very euphoric imo. Getting back to reality sucks tho, since having a body is such a huge pain.
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>like drinking
>don't want to be a disgusting fat fuck from pounding empty calories
Should I start pouring vodka down my brown eye?
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>>69145380
I meant like regular laxatives you can get over the counter. Or prune juice, licorice and other foods that give you the runs
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>>69145621
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7y914GZGtuM
Blue Skye Black Death - Coke Hyena
One of my favourites for most drugs
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>>69145664
Yeah it's not easy. I have tried it a few times, but except a few moments of bliss it never ended well. I think you really need a partner that is into it or at least have 0 jealousy. Otherwise there will be a ton of friction. I'm sure it can be done successfully tho, I have checked out a few communities and there seem to be a lot of successful, long term relationships in all sorts of poly constellations
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>>69137176
>Neo Dutch Wife
i read it
theyre all horrible
they look pretty but are repulsive
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>>69145982
Sorry to hear it didn't work out anon, I imagine it's hard to both meet and be someone with little jealousy and the situation surely can lend itself to all sorts of hurtful bullshit, if all partners don't have each others' best interests in mind I don't see how it could work out. From what I've read communication and trust is really fucking important in them, and surely difficulty varies depending on your constellation and composition due to differences in dynamics between the sexes.
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>>69145903
I hear if you inject alcohol you'll get wasted in pretty small doses
Injecting seems like a better option than ass funneling, but I've tried neither
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>>69141062
Depends on how old the tabs are and how they were stored

If they are brand new and have been stored correctly take half if they are old the LSD will probably have degraded a bit and you might as well take a whole tab

Make sure you test them first and remember acid lasts a long time so make sure you have the whole day free
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>>69146346
Yeah that's pretty much it. I think it would have worked out better if my girlfriends would have had other guys or girls to date, but mostly they where monogamous girls that was just willing to try it out cuz they where crushing on me. Oh well, lesson learned. I'll either stick to a girl at a time, even if I know that I will fall in love with the next girl that walks through the door, or I'll just stick it out until I find someone who is actually in to polyamoury.
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>out of nowhere, katawas
Excellent.
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>>69146782
>they where monogamous girls that was just willing to try it out cuz they where crushing on me
Well shit. You're right, probably better to stick to one girl at a time if I want to keep this relationship, though I guess it won't hurt to talk. While I don't like the idea of cheating or lying to your SO, maybe that's why so many married dudes do it to get some dick/pussy on the side. It's just easier. Not sure I want to deal with the guilt tho, I'd rather have the repression before hurting someone else I love.
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>>69145621
god i wish i had some kpins right now. my favourite benzo.

here's a good selection of stuff. don't know what type of music you're into but these are all songs i'd play if i was the one on kpins
https://soundcloud.com/tge-was-taken/digital-devil-saga-hunting
https://soundcloud.com/steakfry/i-wanna-go-home
https://soundcloud.com/gjallarhornit/romeo
https://soundcloud.com/egomackey/deader
https://soundcloud.com/hikariultra/city-morgue-downer
https://soundcloud.com/blackkray/sickboyrari-bladee-blue-prod-freediesel
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>>69146782
>>69147038
my niggas i can't get a single ho, be happy with what you got goddamn
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>>69147038
I cheated on most girls I dated and even though the girls who never found out are non the wiser, the ones who did was obviously not happy, mostly over me not telling them right away, and like you said, hurting people you care about is the worst feeling in the world.

>>69147100
You'll find a girl if you keep trying. I was a social outcast in my teens, but at 18 I realised that I can fake what ever personality trait until it becomes part of my nature. I faked confidence until it I got real confidence. I guess you need some social intelligence to read body language and be withy enough to make stuff up on the fly, but yeah, most of your behaviour can be changed if you are persistent enough.
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>>69140734
A week for powder to nyc metro
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>>69141062
150ug is fine starting dose for 1v, the potency is less than other analogues because the valeric acid molecule is heavy
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>>69147100
I hope you can get some soon anon, I guess some of us are just greedy fucks.
>>69147251
>mostly over me not telling them right away
I've found this is the part that many people dislike most, even if there was no actual cheating involved. Catching you in a lie makes them wonder what else you have been lying to them about. It's probably better to talk before doing anything.
>hurting people you care about is the worst feeling in the world
It is, even the time I got a heartbreak that fucked my shit up for 4 years was nothing compared to the time I hurt a girl badly and could only sit there wordless and unable to do anything while she bawled her eyes out. I don't ever wanna do something like that to anyone ever again.
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>>69136269
MDMA is really weird for me nowadays, I can wait two months between rolls, have a pretty meh roll, and then in the next day I just do it again like a retard and have a mind blowing experience
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Thoughts on weed + Adderall combo? Safe for the heart, or should I skip? Odd last digit and I get high tonight
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>>69147680
Potentially there could be some issues. Both raise your pulse, stims increase blood pressure. And both can induce paranoia and anxiety.
Save the weed for the crash.
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>>69147680
smoking weed on adderall is fucking awesome. on it rn. i smoke every time i take adderall. i wouldnt know anything about its risks though. guy above me is probably right
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>>69133329
What is her expression supposed to convey?
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>>69145903
switch to another GABAergic until you find something you like.

2m2b is legal and available on ebay and, dosage per dollar wise is better than alcohol, just be careful with dosages because it is many, many times more potent than alcohol and a single shot of it could kill you. dose correctly with some graduated tool like a syringe and do your own research. i have not tried 2m2b specifically, but apparently it lasts ~12 hours and there is no hangover, and the effects are essentially the same as alcohol.

you could also try GBL or GHB, phenibut, etc. etc.

alcohol is a shit-tier drug, and there are much better depressants out there if you look.
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>>69139736
i too rewatched FLCL during the first acid trip i took, also on 200ug. we're like brothers or something. amazing experience.
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>>69148572
so why does acid give me such a hardcore depressive reality? I can't immerse myself in escapist media for shit on acid it forces me to break the illusion and think about things too much. It makes me so nihilistic and depressed.
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>>69143556
That's a lot. Aren't you passing out at 3g? I don't do more than 2g, but if it's once a week it should be okay, like getting drunk once a week.
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>>69148681
I don't even notice 1.5g in one day. Is 3g really gonna knock you out? are we taking different drugs
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>>69147251
Fake it till you make it is a real thing. That's how I did it too.
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>>69148684
Not everyone reacts the same to phenibut, and there is a substantial absorbtion difference between basic and HCl too.
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>>69148572
>we're like brothers or something
Aren't we all? I'm glad you had fun anon.

>>69148642
Sounds like you have a lot to unpack in your mind anon. I'd say follow those thoughts to their logical conclusion. If nihilism is true and nothing matters that means you can make your own meaning.
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>>69148684
I guess that's within norms to some extent.
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I'm going to take literally every drug at once
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>>69133329
Im so fucking miserable without kratom but i dont want to keep spending money when I already do weed and beer daily
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>>69149227
Man I don't feel shit from kratom, but you think I would from the way people talk about it here. Maybe I just got a shitty batch.
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Dat stim twitch...
Gotta love it
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>>69148642
probably because your reality is depressing
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i'm so high bros
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Do you guys believe in nootropics? I wanna try hops and other herbs
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>>69149998
No.
The only real nootropics are proper drugs like amphetamines and such, but there are no supplement without side effect that will have real cognitive effects. Visit r/nootropics to see that, it's 95% placebo.

Except if you're lacking something, if you lack heavily in zinc for example, taking zinc will help you think, etc.
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>>69133329
Guys can someone explain the Xanax hype to me? I ate some recently 1mg then 0.5mg with alcohol even and nothing happened I just felt a little tired and less inhibited but there was nothing worthwhile about it. Does this shit only work for anxiety fags? Does it just makes them feel normal which is a rare thing so that they think they are high but in reality just normal as in anxiety free
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>>69150080
Sounds like a retarded take. Thanks
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it really do be feeling like i'm playing a game of chess with my subconscious when i'm stoned and paranoid asf on weed then i try to tell what is real of paranoia
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>>69150285
he's right though nootropics don't do shit
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>>69149998
>Do you guys believe in nootropics?
Phenibut counts as a nootropic, right? I believe in that.
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>>69150339
No it doesn't lol, it's just sold as such to not be labeled as a recreational drug.
It's a GABA like alcohol or GHB, there is nothing nootropic about that.
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>>69149998
Theres only a few that actually work, in a certain kind of way
Noopept and microdosing works for me
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>>69150220
Benzos and other downers are meant for dysfunctional humans who fundamentally hate existing, unfortunately there is an epidemic in our society of such people (something something uncle ted), which is why xans are constantly hyped
such people would rather skip though the day and fill it with nothingness in the head than fill it with motivation to do think and do things with happiness
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>>69150307
that is just your ego trying to stay in control.
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Anyone getting the benzo shits?
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no more weed. At least 3-5days till i can reup
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Feel like I've been haunted the past month (turning 25 soon) by how much of my social life I've wasted due to the most retarded excuses you could think of and feel too insecure to change or that my behavior is rooted in my brain at this point (most of my family has some kind of depressive disorder, not diagnosed with anything but it may have contributed to forming a shitty outlook unless I dope myself up so I can believe my own bullshit). Should I do shrooms about it?
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>>69148841
Goood luck vaping like 40 different plants, oils and chems at different temps while already tripping balls and nodding. And good luck finding qualudes and MXE
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>>69149998
Yeah but you are a retard if you think all of them will have noticable effects. A lot of them just do shit like reduce inflammation or increase metabolism or something like that, making ut hard to notice if it's working.
Most of these compounds doesn't get you high, that's not the point.
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Dry herb vaping is craaazyyy
i just got into weed and comparing my dynavap to smoking a joint is like night and day
shit's got an herby incense flavor if i light the tip, or i can get a hit thats heavy but doesnt cause heavy coughing if i light the base
Got high as fuck off just this amount of weed, and apparently i can use this for edibles?
The industrial revolution and its consequences has been a blessing for the human race
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>>69151246
I never was a fan of vapes. They are always a bitch to clean, keep charged or filled with butane ect. But I mostly use hash, most vapes doesn't seem to handle that too well
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>22
>Finally finished with school after dropping out multiple times
>Don't know what to do with my life at all, have options but don't know which one to choose if any of those at all
Can acid or shrooms help me with this?
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>>69151246
I'm looking for dry herb vape who can also vape wax/oil, any rec?
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>>69151472
Nope. I'm 35 and I still don't know what to do in life. I must have been on 100+ trips at this point.
You just gotta pick a direction, try it out and don't be afraid to change paths as needed.
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>>69151472
Yes but it won't do the work in your stead.
Do mushrooms for guidance then you will need to integrate the lesson and act out on it.

If you do drugs hoping that they will fix stuff for you, only bitterness awaits you.
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>>69147251
>You'll find a girl if you keep trying
I'm 25, but thanks. I can read the writing on the wall.
thank god I have drugs to cope
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Does anyone else think the out of body experience of dmt isnt really "out of body"?
I do high enough breakthrough doses, like 30mg, i see the elves, im in a new world when i close my eyes, but im still semi acutely aware of my body and the fact that im sitting on my couch in my living room, a vague remembrance of the music that i put on
Basically i dont feel im astral projecting, more that a very vivid movie is superimposed on my eyelids
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>>69151895
Man I wish I could experience this.
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>>69151472
never known what I "want to do" career wise. never want to work. nothing is appealing to me. not exactly capable or care enough to perform well anyways.
psychs have never given me any insight or ability to solve this. I don't expect they ever will either. if anything they have made me more content with not being 'successful', used to bother me but not anymore, nothing is truly worth the effort.
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>>69151932
it's simple, try dmt
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>>69152190
Speaking as a high functional member o society, working sucks, career sucks, it all fucking blows, might as be a curse. But in my particular case, I cannot not work, if I don't, I will end up in the streets. I have no family safety net, I'm my family's safety net, even though I'm just a lonely virgin, I need to help my mother. I don't even particular care about the lady but she helped me for as much as she could and I will do the same until I decide I have done enough.
My plan since I started working was to quit as soon as possible, go to somewhere somewhat far away from a city center in europe, not work a single day of me life again and possibly drug myself out of my mind for as long as I live. The plan so far worked well, I have enough for a few years like that but then it's just a matter of time until I have to commit suicide. I'm okay with that, by the time I turn 45 or 50 I will likely want to kms anyway even more than I do right now, if the drugs don't kill me until then. I will go deep on opiods, so yeah. My plan involved getting a high paying job as a software developer as soon as possible and save as much as possible.
It's feasible, it requires a buttload of effort and "it will pay off". In my case I had no other choice, but if I could judt leech off my parents or the gov, I would.
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>>69152190
>psychs comforted me in what I already believed and encouraged me in accepting things as they are
Nothing surprising there.
Someone that wants to move ahead and have a career, unlike you, will be encouraged onto that path.
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>>69152282
I have done it multiple times. I'm that anon with some weird psy perma-tolerance.
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Just took 200mg pregabalin and holy shit I feel so weird. The dizzines and nausea makes me feel like ass and I can't walk properly my body balance is all fucked up.

How do people even get high on this stuff. Tried both gabapentin and pregabalin and it just wrecks me up mentally and physically. There is no comfy feeling just dissociation.

I'll just stick to tramadol I guess.
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Overdid it on oxy, Diaz and soma last night. Possibly almost died in my sleep, my gf said she had to keep turning me over. I blamed it on taking too many antihistamines and alcohol.
Really need to knock this shit on the head, I've been fucking exhausted all day, haven't been able to pay any attention at work at all. No more of any of that for a while I think.
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>>69152660
Why tram? It's basically the worst opi. Do oxy or morphine like regular people
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On kratom atm. I have phenibut and benzos but don't wanna go ham on the phen plus it just seems to make me sleepy as fuck. Thinking of ordering O-DSMT because the last time I shoved some of it up my ass it was pretty good
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>>69152819
NTA but tram is shitty because of the seizure risk, however if you get one of its metabolites (O-desmethyltramadol) it's pretty damn good. Boofing it gives you sort of a rush, and it's legal at least where I live. It's the only real option for me to get high since I quit H
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>>69152660
You're taking too high of a dose, but if you've been abusing it for a while it's possible that you're past the honeymoon phase. It's what happened to me with pregab. At some point it just made me want to sleep all day and I can do that without drugs
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>>69152848
Seizures, plus the regular opi risks plus serotonin syndrome if you mix in other serotonergic drugs.
Hard nope for me. The body high is good, I'll give you that, but its not worth the hassle imo.
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>>69153018
O-DSMT is a legal drug, there's no hassle involved in getting it. Plus it doesn't have the affinity for serotonin and norepinephrine as regular tramadol. It's probably a good call to stay off opioids in general, but taking the active metabolite is a huge increase in terms of effects. I've tried both. Of course, you have to boof it because the oral bioavailability is kind of low.
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>>69141676
>>69141973
trying to decide between 1.5g or 1.8g

last time I did 1.3 and it wasnt so nice... What do u guys think?
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>>69153063
>last time I did 1.3 and it wasnt so nice
What is this supposed to mean? Nobody can give you advice unless you specify a bit more
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>>69153077
1.3 grams put me in a weird headspace where I feel extremely wonky, awkward, uncomfortable, and unable to communicate. I felt kind of slow and a bit dysphoric. Just a very bad body load and headspace, especially my social skills felt significantly worse than normal.
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>>69153104
Taking higher doses will make you feel more like that I'm pretty sure, when people say take more they're usually implying you're not feeling it, but it seems like you're getting not very positive effects. If anything I'd try taking less and seeing how it goes.
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>>69153044
It's not leg in UK apparently. Class A. Not sure about other places in Europe, couldn't find more information. I saw a shady ass place selling it. Are you getting this on the regular net?
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>>69153160
I forgot about the analog act in the UK. Then yes, it's not worth the hassle. And don't even bother with the newer synthetic opioids, they're poison and probably also illegal over there. Yeah, I get it on the regular net but I don't live in the UK.
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>>69153063
Meh, only one way to know.
Take more and see what happens. You can increase until the nausea starts to come, then do not increase anymore.
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>>69153119
hmm, so actually it was 1.2 grams i took after checking my records.

maybe you're right, here's my other post from earlier in the thread for more details:

>>69140659

So basically, around 850mg so far seems to be the sweet spot, everything less than that seemed to give me those weird effects, and I slowly increased up trying 900, 1000, 1200 mg and found those to be kind of uncomfortable too.

The thing is with 850mg, the effects are felt but felt but they seem a bit lacking, which is why I've been trying out higher doses. Especially since most people online seem to say 1.5g is the sweet spot.

On the one hand, maybe a 300mg increase wouldn't make a huge difference, but then again it seems even a 100mg increase or decrease made a big change in the effects, so maybe I just need to keep increasing to find a good window
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>>69153201
I don't live in UK just thought it was odd I couldn't find a non-shady place selling it considering apparently no other country has made it illegal.
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>>69153268
It depends on a lot of factors, are you taking it on an empty stomach? I'd stick to the dose that works for you, but also, 100mg isn't that low an increase as it seems, it's active in that range.

>>69153281
I'm in the EU and I can ensure you it's legal in a lot of European countries. Therealrc is where I usually get it from.
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>>69153300
Yes, always on an empty stomach. I guess I will just do 850mg again today, since I am going to be visiting with family and can't afford to have any unexpected results for now. I saw them last night briefly and I was awkward as fuck and so I figured today I want to definitely use phenibut to ease things over throughout the day. But I guess 850mg will be alright, at least with that dose I know what to expect. Maybe I will try 1.5g at a later date, when I don't have any responsibilities to deal with. However it's ironic because from what I've read phenibut shines the strongest precisely when used during those types of occasions, and is somewhat "wasted" if you use it just to sit alone at home
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>>69153300
Thanks. I first heard of designers on JP actually by a guy saying he was about to use 3meopcp.
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anyways, i'm taking a break for a while from phenibut after this. It's only been 4 days since my last dose, and i think it was 4 or 5 days last time. I used to only use it twice a month
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>>69153411
I hear nightmare stories about phenibut withdrawal, but I really never felt much from it. Maybe the stuff I got was bunk, but even at 4g it barely had an effect.
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>>69133329
>virgin
>never done drugs
>never tried alcohol
>never tried cigarette
Am I missing something anons?
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>>69153484
im pretty sure all of those nightmares are from people who took it every single day for extended periods of time.
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>>69153521
>Am I missing something anons?

drugs: yes definitely you are, depending on which ones
sex: probably, but not necessarily. Not all sexual encounters are the same quality. many are worthless and dont even feel good either
alcohol: not really, its nothing special
cigarettes: absolutely not. dont ever start either
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>>69153521
>alcohol, cigs
they're trash, don't bother
>sex
it's overrated, but can be nice, get it out of your system just to cross it off the list
>drugs
Yes, you definitely are. You can use weed as an entry point but the real meat is psychedelics. If you go from there to stims, dissos, downers or whatever is up to preference.
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>>69153555
Thanks anon, this kinda make me feel a little bit better. Tbh I always wanted to try alcohol and drugs because my mind id always full. I can't be relaxed and I heard that these two help a lot. But the problem is I know that once I felt relaxed, I will want to feel like that all the time and I will get addicted to these...
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>>69153616
depends on your genetics, for some ppl alcohol is therapeutic but i personally kind of hate it. It's popularity is largely a result of it being legal and thus easy to obtain.

Anyone who has tried "better" drugs will tend to view alcohol in rather poor regard.
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>>69153606
The thing is, because of I'm still virgin I want my first to be special. But because of I can't find anybody which can make me say "you are special", I don't have sex. It's been going like this for a while like a paradox
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>>69153521
yeah what the other guys said. Drugs are rad, and sex in a vacuum is meaningless - what you really want is the stuff around it. Booze & cigs, although if you're still young it is worth getting drunk a few times socially just for the experience. You have any buddies you could go to a bar with? (don't drink alone if you're sad, you'll form a bad habit)
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>>69153680
Booze & cigs are trash*
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>>69153680
I have a group of friends that we go to bars with a few times, but while they drink alcohol, I prefer not to.
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>>69153655
Your first will always suck
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>>69153730
oh okay
you should, it's fun. Just don't overdo it or get drunk too often.
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>>69133329
Why do white people try so hard to make codeine legal in amerifat? They know its harmless right
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>>69153773
wypipo do b like that frfr no cap
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>>69153521
alcohol and cigarettes are absolutely terrible and worthless, drink alchohol only in social situations and only in small quantities, let others clown around

sex and psychedelics is where the fun is at, also add any form of cardiovascular sport as your hobby
>les sex is overrated
fuck no, even if you don't have a gf a good escort or massage parlor will be worth every penny. I can see why chasing random roasties in this day and age is terrible tho
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>>69153655
As you wish anon, though don't miss the forest for the trees. I had my first kiss, sex, and receptive buttsex to 3 different people and they were all special in their own way even if I didn't care for the first and third much at the time. My advice would be to at least go on a couple dates first so you at least remember their name and face. A picture of you together would be nice too.

Anyways, drugs are still way better.
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How do I stop freaking out about my breathing every time I get high?
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>>69153655
>I want my first to be special.
you want your first to be special because you are a neurotic narcissist that thinks he is somehow special in the universe and that his life is this one big movie with incredible moments
the more you wajt it to be special the more it will suck and you will be dissapointed, and like the neurotic idiot you are you will blame the imperfect universe on it
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>>69133329
just got done with buprenorphine withdrawals, what a fun ride anons :)
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>>69151605
i dont recommend getting a vape that does dry herb and wax. they're usually not worth the money and break quick. just shill out the money to get 2 different vapes for both dry herb and oil.
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>>69153300
Nothing is legal in nazi sweden. There is a lot of nice things about this country, but draconian drug laws isn't one of them
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>>69153959
This is retarded. There is no point of fucking someone who doesn't actually want to have sex with you.
At that point you might as well just get a flesh light.
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is it bad to snort phenylpiracetam ?
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>>69154712
sex is unironically more than you getting your ego stroked
it's a deeply pleasurable physical activity in itself. I have sex to feel good and ravel in the intense sensory experience, especially touch

>There is no point of fucking someone who doesn't actually want to have sex with you.
I don't care about this point, literally I don't care
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>>69151159
It's going to be easy
I'll start with heroin
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>>69151246
Same here, the efficiency is insane. A little bud goes a long way with this pen.
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>>69153606
Is upper left corner supposed to be lsd
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>>69152660
funny because i'm the complete opposite and found out i hugely prefer lyrica over tramadol for (mostly) the same reasons you posted. 300mg pregabs can make me as relaxed as any opioid high. tram on the other hand made me feel... restless i guess?.
but maybe that will change once my tolerance increases.
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>>69133329
>half bottle vodka
>2 big joints
>10mg clonazepam
>250mg tillidin
feel absolutely normal just the physical pain is gone but dont feel good/high
damn my liver...
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Waiting for the 5 oz Delsym I chugged an hour ago to kick in. Gonna play guitar and go for a walk in the nature preserve near me. Any other suggestions?
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>>69155401
No, that's 3,3. Upper left is undiscovered yet.
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>>69155843
Cant be, lsd is not even close to sedating
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Just took 20 HBWR seeds
See you guys in vomit town
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>>69155856
Fine, sue me, you can probably throw it in with top right
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>>69147680
np if you have no heart issue
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>>69154789
Ego has nothing to do with it, it's about connection, sharing a genuine
genuine moment and making someone you care about feel good.
Never understood just mechanical pleasure. Especially on psychedelics, trippy sex is amazing, but doing it with some random person you dont know or even have to pay for just makes it incredibly weird
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>>69155896
Jeez, why would you do that to yourself? Enjoy spending hours on the toilet I guess
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what is gonna help my crippling suicidal depression? i can't work and don't have friends so even something like an oxy addiction wouldn't be bad

goy doctors won't give me more than 7 days of pitiful dose antidepressants, yeah fuck that, i[ll just self med

thoughts on Tramadol? it has SNRI properties
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>>69155903
Im not throwing acid in with shrooms, they're two different vibes
Maybe it was pcp, nothing really comes to mind that was "invented", enlightening, then instantly banned
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>>69156292
>loser wanting opiates to be more of a loser
do you also have tattoos? did you also skip classes in highschool?
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>>69133917
>mindwarping porn

Anon, elaborate on this shit please.

Asking for a friend.
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>>69156434
Not the guy you are talking to but see >>69152299, shit sucks you drug yourself.
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>>69156292
Tramadol is an opiate, an opiate never helped with anyone's depression.

You need psilocybin assisted therapy. It's the method with the highest depression remission rate amongst all pharmaceuticals treatments.

https://odysee.com/@Psych:2/MagicMedicine:8
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>>69156453
Psychporn isn't a hole you want to delve into.

Well you might want it, but you'll regret it.
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>>69155856
>>69156422
Top left is clearly meant to be a hypothetical drug, like bottom right is meant to be a soma-type invention. 3,3 is LSD in the hands of glowies, hence the sedation, and the hippy psych enlightenment groups are in other squares.
It's a meme, not a scientific chart.
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>>69156434
neither of those. i just have bad mental illness. i've been suicidal for years. no i didn't get diddled.
>>69156564
i've had a drug induced psychosis before now i would rather not try psychedelics, even weed really

im personally a little sceptical of those studies, along with the ketamine trials.

i am considering getting TMS, if you heard of that. the less damaging and newer version of ECT
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>>69156579
>Well you might want it, but you'll regret it.

Just like my first bad trip with 2CB, you go ahead and give me more tools to destroy myself with
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>>69156646
The dark side of the fap is a pathway to many abilities some consider to be... unnatural.
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How much of a mindfuck is 2g of dried golden teacher?
I've had this spore syringe sitting in my fridge for a few weeks now because I had a surgery right after I got them. Been too tired to do anything and I've been in a weird mindset. I don't have the energy I had before to take a large dose and experience heavy stuff.

Tldr can I take low dose of shrooms and just enjoy heightened senses like weed?
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Whenever I press my finger into an egg roll I feel pain
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I forgot my line, cc na I get a proruder
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>>69156422
MXE got a near instant ban world wide. It won't give you any enlightenment, but it feels like getting a blowjob from god
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>>69156640
Ket is safe as far as I know. Not sure about psychosis potential, but any trace of anxiety is completely annihilated
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>>69156919
Not very in my experience. All cubensis strains are the same, and they are all weak compared to other psilocin mushies.
A low dose like that will feel like eating a big hash edible without the amnesia, but it can be pretty uncomfortable in such low doses. Generally, there is less discomfort with higher doses
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>>69156919
yeah pretty much what other guy said, it's not unlike being stoned imo, it's a pretty mild dose as far as psychs go. I barely even get visuals in that range. You might get some anxiety though, especially if it's your first time, those mid doses can put you in a weird quasi-high state, but if you get past that it's a more clearheaded and empowering high than pot. Take at least 3.5g for a classic trip experience.
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trying to stay sober but it's so hard man
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>>69157815
It gets easier over time, stay strong.
I had to move to the country side to limit my exposure to drugs since all my friend's use drugs. Having some good hobbies and a decent
decent schedule helps a lot too
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I wish I was just regular asian wageslaves or something instead of an addict

i wish i was born in tokyo or some shit and just wageslaved around asian cuties all day. i'm so fucking sick of my shit life just doing drugs alone and having drugs be my own happiness. i wish i never found drugs and just lived a normal life
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>>69157940
Japan seems fucked tho. Constant pressure, dead dating game ect.
Do what was stated in the post above, move out on the country side for a few years.
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>>69157940
>>69158012
>Japan seems fucked tho. Constant pressure, dead dating game ect.
this is happening in the west too, it's just the result of late stage capitalism. we're like 10-15 years behind the curve.
I visited Tokyo right before the pandemic, and idk, I know they have problems and I can't really speak to how life is as a local, but it still seems like a more soulful life. It's a cleaner, healthier, more efficient society, with lots of shit to do and tons of subcultures to immerse yourself in. If I'm gonna be a lonely wageslave navigating overcomplicated social customs regardless, I'd rather do it in Tokyo but that's just me.

I will say tho even jap culture has gotten soulless over the last few years, their zoomers have shit taste too. so maybe it's just fucked for everyone
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>>69158263
I have never visited Japan, but I have been to like 30 other countries and imo, the best one by far is Vietnam. The people are friendly and welcoming beyond belief. And being a second world country the people aren't super poor, tourism hasn't ruined it yet either as compared to Thailand for example.
Only downside imo is a lack of high tech stuff you see in Japan or the West and reliable infrastructure.
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Look at all these shroom retards thinking taking a drug enhances their life experience while they look like clowns in parks etc and just scare people with their terrible microdosing bullshit, its as bad as weed heads saying "Im not addicted man" i just smke to eat, sleep, wake up everyday blablabla for fun bro"
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>>69158263
>late stage capitalism.
Lmao hello reppit
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>>69158414
>noooo you cannot improve your life through psychedelic substances
>nooooo you cannot have fun or try living in a slightly different state of consciousness for a while

Let me guess, you're an opiate zombie?
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>>69158263
>before the pandemic
bingo
pretty much everywhere is fucked even with gathering restrictions gone almost everywhere, normies who had social groups before covid just stuck with them and expanded by networking via friends of friends
it also created a convergent pressure which forced people to hang out online instead and most keep doing so out of convenience on top of other factors like transportation being more expensive, happening upon a stranger is 'boomer shit' and a thing of the past
online groups are also a meme since it allows for mentally ill snakes in the grass to prosper in such a medium and people are more opinionated now than ever
tl;dr finding actual friends as an adult is impossible unless you've already had them or are very lucky
>inb4 hobbies
>implying your peers aren't essentially at "drinking buddy" tier most of the time
>also read pic related
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>>69133329
I realized the one world government exists on shrooms
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>>69158392
I always think of moving to southeast Asia I could probably afford a house there but the lack of drugs and flights turn me off so bad
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>>69158504
>tl;dr finding actual friends as an adult is impossible unless you've already had them or are very lucky
That's not true.
I move countries and cities every few years for career reasons and I make new friends every time, mostly through my martial arts practice.
It's very easy to bond with dudes over this shared hobby we have. I make friends in every place I go to.
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Apparently he took 7 grams of mushrooms 3 times. Is he /ourguy/ now?
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>>69158657
>Is he /ourguy/ now?
not until he has a bad trip and he's back to popping bars and smoking doobies with the boys
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>>69158470
correct but im not NA or AA but its literally proven that drugs dont get you any enlightment or whatever the fk they just change the way our brain works temporarily nothing else no deeper consciousness or whatever bs, you just see things a bit differently for a few hours
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>>69158710
>its literally proven that drugs dont get you any enlightment or whatever
Is it now?

>you just see things a bit differently for a few hours
You either never did proper psychs or are an NPC.
Not liking them or failing to integrate them properly is one thing, but with the studies and all it's just uncontestable that they can have drastic impacts on people, including life changing effects.
They're not for everyone though, I can give you that.
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>>69158555
good to hear that martial arts has been working out for you and you've found success in that avenue, even if it might not be everyone's cup of tea.
how long have you been practicing and what discipline/style? would it be reasonable to assume that the average robot (out of shape, fat/skelly, mid-late 20's, and hey since we're in /drugfeel/ probably an addict) would be able to throw themselves into that kind of environment without getting in decent shape over a couple of months first and find social success? do you find you're able to keep up with the friends that you make even after moving? do those relationships move beyond just meeting up and sparring most of the time?
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>>69158414
Most drugs will have some sort of drawback long term. Opioids lower your testosterone if I remember correctly? Stims are often neurotoxic and will fuck with your heart. Dissos mess with the bladder and liver ect.
Shrooms aren't like that at all. It's been proven to promote new neurological pathways forming, so as far as drugs go it's basically a diet. Given that your mind can handle it.
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>>69158440
>only reddit can criticize capitalism
what? please don't tell me you think the only alternative to capitalism is communism right, you're not one of those people?
go suck off Schlomo, goy
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>>69158539
Yeah the drug laws in these countries are horrible. I mostly treat my travels to Asia as a tolerance break. But cambodia is sort of the wild west. And Vietnam is pretty chill with it. I actually smoked weed with some Russians and Aussies at a bar. The cops don't give a fuck unless you go around waving your baggie in their face. That being said, you could obviously get super unlucky and find the cop who wants a fat bribe to not drag you to some hell hole of a prison.
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>>69158791
I do MMA but mostly BJJ. Have been on and off for a decade now.
And yeah your fitness and capabilities at the sport is almost irrelevant to socializing. I socialize with beginners often and it's perfectly fine.

Just be involved in the practice, show that you're invested and respect your training partners and you can go from there.
It's not abnormal to be on beer drinking level avec a few weeks and watching fights at your place after a few months, to then meet the dude in a context that has nothing to do with martial arts anymore, like inviting him for dinner to meet the wife and all that. Like normal friends do.

Most of my relationships dry up after I move away, I'm bad at maintaining relationships over the Internet and stuff, feels unnatural. Would gladly meet the guys again if I swing by the city again though.
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>>69158657
Only 7 grams? Fucking lightweight
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>>69158504
idk what that had to do with my post desu but I pretty much agree, or maybe I just got old but I still feel very isolated since the pandemic. it's hard to make friends as an adult. Having an online job doesn't help, that was my last avenue to socialize with people my age. I can't keep up with online communities, and you're totally right about it allowing toxic people to thrive. I hate this shit man. You can't even date anymore unless you have texting game. fuck that shit.
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>>69158869
You can criticize capitalism all you want but we don't even live in it, socialized corporatism isn't capitalistic, you do not own the fruits of your labor and are prevented from efficiently accruing a capital through regulation and taxes.

The term of "late stage capitalism" is straight out of Marxist theory of socialism coming out of capitalism and that we're at the late stages of it with the growing pains. It's a very popular meme opinion on reppit and shows you never really thought about it.
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>>69158882
Dudes pretending to be superior or badass for taking a non productively high amount of psychedelics are cringe.
No one thinks you're cool for eating 20g of dried cubes and squirming incoherently for 6 hours, not being able of having any conclusive thought about the mess of an experience you just had.
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>>69158790
reality is too hard to bear for you? you describe it like a methadone clinic for junks, even shrooms will rewire your brain, just like weed
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>>69158914
nigger you clearly know what I meant, don't get so angry cause I used a single buzzword in my post and don't adhere to your personal, specific worldview that i'm sure is oh so well researched and nuanced. I'm not here to write a political thesis, it got my point across. Maybe late stage industrialism is more accurate for what I'm getting at. We're facing similar social and economic issues as Japan as our society modernizes. you can call it what you want, at the end of the day these political labels thrown are just that, there's bigger trends happening and I'm not interested in divisive ideology wars
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>>69158978
>reality is too hard to bear for you?
Yes.
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>>69150629
i see i suspected that kinda sad. Also pregabalin/gabapentin is a billiontimes cooler with less risk associated
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Has anyone done cbd and know a good brand thats not too expensive?
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>>69154789
>it's a deeply pleasurable physical activity in itself. I have sex to feel good and ravel in the intense sensory experience, especially touch
fapping feels infinitely better than sex with some nasty whore, you can't prove me wrong
>sex is unironically more than you getting your ego stroked
ironically, getting your ego stroked and being validated is probably where a lot of your pleasure is coming from in casual sex.
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phenny and beer is giving me a bad case of the shits
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>>69157289
my rc vendor found some limited quantity mxe last week, too bad my money was funny. but from the chat, seems like it woulda been outta my price range anyway lol.
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>>69158657
link to when he says this? How spaced between were these heroic doses?
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>>69158942
its a joke you dip, take the stick out of your ass
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>>69159918
wow. I would have payed really good money for a few grams of that stuff
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>>69133329
HOLY FUCK THEY FINALLY LEGALIZED WEED!!!!

>codeine and opiates nowhere to be found
>etizolam banned
>every prescription harder to get
>xanax prices through the roof harder to find than ever
>no codeine in jewnited states
>every pill is laced with fentanyl
>still cant even find weed anywhere because they make it impossible for anyone to open a store



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