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last thread ODed early, what's going on drugbros
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What does flowerviolence soundlike
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>>70288077
I tried ketamine for the first time. I took way too much and I dont want to sniff it next time because it hurt like shit and was all I could focus on. It acted quick I couldn't even put music on in time. I also teleported around my house and when I tried to say anything out loud I wasn't sure if I was saying it in my head or if I was actually saying it out loud. I was so inebriated. I felt drunk and I hated it. I also remember the world being within itself if that makes any sense.
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>>70288496
How much did you do? Just do 50mg first time so it's more like a drunk feeling.

What form is it in ? If it's powder and still hurting, try microwaving it for 15sec
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Cute futa hitler, futa hadrian, and futa stone wall jackson. All being super heroes in 2022 and saving the world.
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>>70288077
acid + benzos + edibles is probably the closest you can get to a deliriant high without taking a deliriant
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>>70288516
I don't know how much I took because I couldnt figure out how to measure it. the entire bag was 2grams and so I tried to pick out a 20th of that. I think it was way more than a 20th.
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Canada legalized all drugs.

Your country is next.

Cute girl stoner hippy supremacy forever.
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The entire national debt belongs to Japan.
Soon all will be anime irl
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>>70288077
Any drugs that will allow me to forget about being an ugly bald manlet permavirgin? All i wanted in life was to experience love. CAnt cope any more

Preferably if i can get it on alphabay
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>ordered lingerie on a Vyvanse binge last night on the family Amazon account
>didn't realize until today because I was both twacked out of my mind and mildly barred out (took benzos to sleep)
>managed to cancel some of it but still shows up in purchase history
Fuck fuck fuck any advice anons? If they find out the degeneracy I've been up to I am fucked beyond belief
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>>70285609
>You do not treat an obese man by feeding him mcdonalds, yknow?
That is true, it's a very clear metaphor to illustrate the point you're trying to make. I express disbelief at how some of my circumference challenged friends can eat that much garbage and then whine people give them shit for being fat while saying they just like food. I enjoy food too but normal people just don't struggle with not eating 5 desserts a day, jeez.
>Aurelius and Machiavelli
While I've seen enough of the failings of meme stoicism (even if the meditations are an enjoyable read by themselves) perhaps I should freshen up on Machiavelli. Though I don't remember it resonating with me very much, perhaps a change of perspective has altered that.

Safe trips anon.
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Weed is the pumpkin spice latte of drugs
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>>70288869
The Amazon account was hacked
Simple as
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>>70288077
How bad is the burn when you snort meth? Is the juice worth the squeeze?
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>>70288869
>>70289197
Yeah say the account was hacked and change the password on the family account
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How much mg or g of NEP is too much to do in one night and day?
Got benzos on the side
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>>70289122
cute analogy
still gonna smoke it
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>>70289347
>im afraid of psychosis
The only ones that should worry are those with a family history of mental illness.
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>>70289468
Or those with anxiety issues, as it can also trigger panic attack disorders and GAD.
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>>70288077
>first time experimenting with xans
>no concept of how fucking strong they are or what exactly they do, i'm a zoomed retard
>pop a whole bar as the first dose
>give it 2 hours
>"man this shit just made me drowsy fuck it going in for round two"
>pop the other bar
>black out for 6-7 hours
>literally nothing bad happened except for me falling down a couple stairs and badly bruising my knees
>apparently watched like 25 episodes of DBZ, remember none of it, i don't even like dragon ball
Great experience!
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>>70289747
>>70289468
thats good to hear, what should i keep in mind before taking it, its my first time ever taking on anything, it will be guided and shit
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Seaweed and land weed tonight~
Need to start driving South soon to escape the cold but I'm waiting for a very late package...
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does anyone know the ceo of tolerance?
i want to murder him
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>>70288577
no drugs in japan
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>>70288077
Wikipedia says it rots your DNA but laying on your back doing NOS looking at the stars is out there, not far off DMT honestly but a little more grounded. I got sucked into a star. There are a lot of time loops. Cautious recommend.
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>>70289998
The most important to be around people you trust and like and who mean well with you and a chill environment
Avoid teasers on your expense
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>>70289996
>watched like 25 episodes of DBZ, remember none of it, i don't even like dragon ball
LMAO. At least your subconscious has good taste m8. Sorry about you tho.
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>>70290153
Bro... that is a beautiful pillow.
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feel so good on mephedrone rn bros. shame my dick is shrivelled
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>>70288077
Still recovering from terrible stimfap experience. I posted about it in a thread yesterday or the day before. Basically I stimfapped most days of the week last week, and by friday I was depleted but forced myself anyway and it took a lot more than normal to get me hard. Now since then (Friday) I haven't had an erection at full strength, even when I wake up with morning wood it's like 60-70% only. I am praying this goes back to normal and it's psychological/dopamine related and that I didn't damage by blood vessels.

Anyone else have this happen where you can't get a boner for a while after stimfapping? Or did I do irreparable damage to myself? Only thing giving me hope right now is I can't seem to find any posts anywhere online about people having permanent ED after a stimfap binge. Seems like it only happens in users that use stimulants on a daily basis for years
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>>70290633
you'll be fine. you need to give the stims a break.
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>>70288931
>meme stoicism
don't let people on the internet decide your opinions on something. we are in an intellectual dark age. just read and decide what to think for yourself. Aurelius' writing has been remembered for thousands of years and will be for thousands more. A post by anonymous will last 30 minutes and no one will remember.
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>>70290276
aight ill keep that in mind. my sister will be there and i trust her allright, so i think ill be good
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>>70290603
Probably 3cmc
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>>70290904
what makes you say that its 3cmc?
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>>70290633
What >>70290684 said. Also you need to stop touching your PP for awhile anon. You need to allow the little feller heal up. You wouldn't go for a run on a sprained ankle now would you? Good luck broheim
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>>70290684
>you'll be fine. you need to give the stims a break.

thanks, I'm just legit scared, I've done the stimfap thing probably over a dozen times this year if not two dozen times. Never went as hard as I did last week though, idk what got into me
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Why are most druggies such lazy self-interested retards? I posted a question about something on the tripsit discord and all the niggers ignored me completely, didn't even say "not sure bro", and there were multiple writing to themselves about whatever drug they were doing or something, without even getting any replies themselves, LOL.

Wish I could clean up these streets, the filth, the shit the piss, the druggie scum. We need a space for conscientious, clean, organized, intelligent substance using patricians.
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>>70291047
i know its hard when you're all hedonic and shit but seriously consider how often you do stimfaps seshs and limit yourself. take vitamins, drink water, get exercise.
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>>70291077
checked, yeah, I think I'm done doing this forever. If my dick goes back to normal that's all I want. I'm not healthy in general, but the idea of my dick not working is legit terrifying
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>>70288650
just keep posting frogs im sure things will work out one day
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>>70291054
You just revealed yourself to be completely self-interested though. Read the room, if there are tons of messages coming in a second of course someone bringing up something new will get drowned out by the current convo. Either wait to ask or go to a different channel where theres not much happening
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dubs and I take 300 mg diphenhydramine
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I want to boof odsmt but only have a syringe , anyway to still do it ? Warn water and stir?
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>>70291411
Say hello to the hat man for me, anon.
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>>70288869
You can now hide purchases , search engine it brah
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>>70291411
Dubs and you take 600mg diphenhydramine
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>>70291411
dubs and you don't!
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>>70291054
Its called the council of shamans, mostly latin american dudes, larping nordics, and japs
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>>70291241
>I'm not healthy in general, but the idea of my dick not working is legit terrifying
Maybe start doing some kegal exercises. It helped me when I got some ED symptoms. I think I was edging too much while being only semi-hard that it fucked something up and that the exercises then cured.
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DMT is 9/10 its only flaw is that it doesn't last longer
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>>70291737
Take enough and it will last forever
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>>70291737
what's it like?
I'd love to extract some
any drug you can make in the comfort of your own home is a 10 to me
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>>70291737
dtm is for faggots, real hardcore niggas overdose on salvi4
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>>70291737
Have you considered doing ayahuasca?
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>>70291723
maybe, when I woke up today my erection was stronger than the past couple days, although not back 100% to normal. I'm gonna give it a week or two of rest and then if I'm still having issues I'll look into medication or exercises. I'm hoping with enough time this goes back to normal. This has happened to me before sort of, but not for a long time. Definitely has me freaked out. Only thing making me feel better is I can't find much online where anyone says they have permanent issues from this
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>>70290298
It's especially amazing in-person and on psychs.
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>>70291512
I have not yet just decided to get drunk instead ( for now )
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WHY DID NO ONE WARN ME! Apparently 1g odsmt over a week will lead to withdrawals ,.literally start new job on Tuesday
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>mushrooms realized i got raped as a kid
uh oh
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>>70291806
Profound beyond anything you've ever experienced before. The come-up is like peaking on acid, but it happens in 15 seconds. Depending on dose you can actually still be in your body walking around, but with heavy distortion to everything around you. The doses where you're ripped from your body are pretty close together and at that point i'd say there's the waiting room, meeting the entities and the other side, and finally ego death. Search up dmt nexus there's all sorts of documentation on it, but nothing comes close to doing it yourself
>>70291806
The word opioid should've tipped you off immediately
>>70292727
That's a good thing now go to therapy and do mdma another time
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>take 150mg DXM
>take 8g Kratom
>walk to the park to relax
T+30 mins:
>severe stomach pain, have painful diarrhea in the portable toilet
>sit down and close eyes, get fucking warped into another dimension
>get spooked by the strength and have to go home early
>tfw I actually have a pretty high tolerance to both of them
>tfw I read on psychonaut that Kratom+DXM combos at high doses are "Generally considered to be toxic"
what in the FUCK dude, shit was wild
at least I listened to some good music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kE5bf9BiEEs
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>>70288077
took way to much ritalin
anything I can do to help with this anxiety?
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Are benzos worth boofing?
This is a genuine question.
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>>70291737
>Be mentally ill depressed sickly loser
>Want to get not depressed
>DMT sounds neat
>Psychs can trigger psychosis if you're predisposed
>DMT is cardio toxic and would probably put me in cardiac arrest since I have a weak heart
I will die angry. At least I have kpins to help me forget. I can't even do shrooms.
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>>70292727
>the mushrooms found the cum closet
shit bros...
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>>70293214
If your OD is severe enough you probably should go to the hospital. Even a single stimulant OD can cause permanent nerve/muscle/cardiac damage.

very hard to DIE from a stimulant OD. Not that hard to fuck yourself up for life. It's not like weed where nothing bad will actually happen.

Odds are you will be fine either way but if your blood circulation is getting fucked due to the vasoconstriction, THAT is a problem.
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>>70293324
>Even a single stimulant OD can cause permanent nerve/muscle/cardiac damage
Doesn't that make every stim binge incredibly dangerous?
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>>70293354
Yes? They're hard drugs. Every time you binge you're risking brain/organ damage. They can cut off your circulation, leading to massive cell die-off due to a lack of oxygenated blood. They create multiple days' worth of reactive oxygen species in your system in the span of a few hours and your body has to scramble to handle the oxidation.

I've seen people age 5 years in a couple of days from stims.
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>>70289291
It's pretty bad. Hot rail it
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>>70291241
>I think I'm done doing this forever

thinking about fapping/stimfapping here soon actually when I get off work. I figure if I can get a fully hard erection with porn and/or stims, that means my blood vessels are working fine, and it's just because my brain was flooded with dopamine and depleted of testosterone from binging/not eating that is causing my problem. Then I'd be done for good, as this would assuage my anxiety.

Also I still have blow left and I just want to get rid of it, but I can't bear to just throw it out. Plus if I do this and still can't get hard, then I know I might have really fucked things up for good
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>>70293941
>>70291241
>>70291077
>>70291047
>>70291039
>>70290684
>>70290633
Felt like I should update. I got home from work. Chopped up some lines, but I didn't snort any of them. I put on porn and and was able to get a fully hard erection in adequate time. I think maybe I just have a mental fixation with the drugs since I was doing them a lot. Clearly I don't have permanent damage because I was able to get a hard erection from relaxing and watching porn.

My guess is that my T levels are low from the lack of nutrition and binge drug use plus lack of sleep. I no longer think I have permanently fucked myself.

That being said, I think my days of stimfapping are over, at least for the foreseeable future. I'm moving back in with my parents soon, and probably won't buy drugs for quite some time

thanks everyone who reassured me
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How do I use LSD to sort my shit out and stop being a failure? Ket does help with depression, but it's just not enough
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>>70294604
you use it and realize your life and behavior so far has been pretty cringe.
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>>70294604
Take a lot of it and talk to yourself
Maybe have a wank and let the post nut clarity kick in too
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don't talk to me until i have got my daily nootropic psychoactive drug stack:
60mg oral NEP
0,8-1mg Pyrazolam
10-15mg oral 4f-MPH
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>>70294307
"stims" should be in their own category apart from "drugs"--obviously not really, but the fact is they are the most dangerous class of drug, next to maybe PCP or krokodil or shit like that.

Heroin is literally less toxic than amphetamine and cocaine. Think about that.

If you're going to do drugs--and I'm not saying you should--maybe just smoke pot man. Pot fapping is just as good as stimpfapping and much safer.
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>>70295756
I should add a caveat in that if you're taking so much as to cause a fatal overdose, yes, that can more easily happen with heroin. But over the long-term, heroin does virtually no direct damage to your body--heroin addicts get all fucked up from unhealthy lifestyles that go with it.

Stims directly damage you, in addition to causing people to do dumb shit while thinking it makes sense. Fucked up thing is a lot of people look stone cold sober on stims too so people around you don't even realize there's something wrong.
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>>70288869
How much Vyvanse are we talking here? You need to be careful with that shit. Maximum reccommended dose is 70mg, that is the MAXIMUM.
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>>70295756
>>70295778
its weird how most normies think heroin is the worst because of the OD danger. but a high heroin addict isn't a danger to anyone, its the weird shit they do to get heroin that might be dangerous. stim abusers on the other hand always have the worst stories because they are crazy when high and crazy when in withdrawals, overdosing on it isn't that common but they are often dangerous to others.
could be i'm very bitter but to me this just shows how self centered people really are to think drugs are more dangerous when it increases their own risk of dying and not the risk of doing something harmful to others.
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>>70295880
DESU, SOME stim abusers act totally normal on them, you wouldn't even know they were on anything, until their faces start to deteriorate anyway. And then you find out they died of heart failure at 40.

Heroin is bad because it's addictive and can kill if you OD but in reality like...it doesn't even do anything that bad to you directly unless you're taking near-fatal overdoses again and again.
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>>70295880
attitude is changing as addiction becomes more visible imo. Here in Canada there are streets lined with heroin junkies, but they are harmless, they don't bother anyone and only care about themselves. People will walk their children through those neighborhoods no problem. But the cities that have a meth problem become a ghost town, methheads are the ones accosting people on streets, stabbing motherfuckers and lighting dumpsters on fire.
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>>70295942
Meth is really evil shit. Adderall too, it's just kiddy meth
>No they are different molec-
BAKA. It doesn't matter the effects are largely the same. They're poisonous, evil drugs.

So many kids are on speed these days. I'm sure a ton of them really do have ADHD but the reason that's even a problem is for the most part our psychotic public school system based on the Prussian model of state-sponsored indoctrination. Most school systems weren't designed scientifically at all. Fact is, most kids fucking love to learn. School makes learning a chore, and for some kids it really fucks them up and they can't make it work for them, so I totally get why they get put on the pills but there has got to be a better way.
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>>70295957
>Fact is, most kids fucking love to learn. School makes learning a chore
word.
most kids don't even learn that much even if they get good scores on tests because they just forget it all afterwards when they no longer need to.
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>>70296031
Yep. Teaching for test scores. I think some countries (Finland?) have a totally different education system based more on a scientific understanding of learning, and kids there do way better. Also a lot less violence in schools over there.

Any Finns in this thread, blease confirm. :D :D :D
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>>70295756
are you stupid? many stims are very safe and have, for some even more - and depending on the dose, huge therapeutic benefits
but the real bitch with stims is that you develop tolerance to them and the psychoactive effects are temporary, not to mention that there is a risk of addiction and abuse,l. so to still benefit from them in a good way, you have to take breaks and it must be prescribed by a honest, rational and pragmatic doctor. A few effects at therapeutic doses: greatly improved focus, more energy and endurance, confidence boost, and even some cognitive components of short AND long term memory can benefit from them greatly, which several studies have shown.
Stimulantia are a huge group: speed (basic amphetamine), ritalin, meth, pyrros (apvp and all that insane or semi insane shit lol), other cathitones (such as NEP and meow meow).
Some uppers obviously have far less, if none, therapeutical appeal. they are purely recreational and even then, the recreation itself is often a tornado.
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>>70296238
>many stims are very safe
Yeah, like caffeine, and to a lesser extent nicotine. Amphetamines aren't remotely safe, which is why every time they started being prescribed for anything (obesity, depression, etc.) they have been withdrawn from the market. ADHD is one of the only indications the pharma industry has been able to make them stick.
Amphetamines are extremely strong vasoconstrictors. The media makes a huge deal about vasoconstriction from tobacco--nowhere near as strong as what happens with speed. Vasoconstriction is horrible for you--blood is life, limiting bloodflow to your organs is incredibly bad.
Amphetamines produce massive amounts of reactive oxygen species. Oxidative damage is incredibly unhealthy.
They are strongly addictive as well so it's hard to get off them, even if you notice the damage. They stifle creative thinking and make you into a good little worker bee robot for this fucked up society, AT BEST.

Nicotine (not smoking) is infinitely safer than speed, but look how society demonizes it. It's insane.
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>>70296129
i have also heard this but can't confirm for sure as i'm not a finn.
i have even heard of former military officers getting better results teaching kids than normal teachers so to me it just seems like what teachers are doing in my country is the opposite of what they should.
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>>70296129
i prefer the french (at their good schools and engineering ones, not the ghettos), japanese snd chinese system.
it creates people who can think logically and respect mathematics. strong abstract

>westerners screaming "muhhh creativity and personal expression
and no problem solving skills sucks in scandinavia. they are very simple, bland people. in scandinavian school harmony and peace and emotional expression>logic and REAL critical thinking and facts
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>>70296238
>>70296279
Also, humans shouldn't need that much "confidence" and "energy". The fact that everyone is after those is a symptom of our disgusting society that treats people like commodities.

We evolved over literal billions (yes, with a B, I'm including our pre-human ancestors) of years to function optimally. This psycho society demands far more from us than we are supposed to give. Especially American society, which is why every other American is on some kind of drug every day.
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>>70296329
Do you spend a lot of time around Chinese people? I have. They generally have very little creative thinking ability, AND their schools aren't actually as rigorous as people think.
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>>70296330
everyone (not literally everyone obv.), including and even more so people in the past, wants to feel powerful, determined, and focused and raw passion. Those are healthy, even more so for a man.

it has nothing to do with modern life
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>>70296384
Yeah, and they did that through training, exercise, physical and mental. Results were modest and gradual from baseline, but good nonetheless.
Not from speed, which is a nasty little shortcut.
I took stims for ~10 years. Lots of phsyical and mental damage. My doses were never crazy. Always under medical supervision. Still fucked me up. Wish I could go back.
You won't listen to me though. It's okay though. I wouldn't have listened either.
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>>70296384
Also if you look at the great figures of the past like Jesus and Buddha, their whole thing was to not blindly pursue power and gain, which they noticed even 2,000 years ago generally led to failure and pain, but to live in peace, work honestly and moderately, and realize and accept one's limitations while trying to make the most of themselves.

Speed is evil, evil shit. I know you won't listen and I'm sorry.
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>>70296360
yes i have and yes their problem solving skills in math (especially spatial skills and pIQ/fluid intelligence) and logic are extraordinary
they seem dumber than they are because of their english skills. their lower aggression & higher risk aversion, and their relative introversion and timidity also don't help.

now on the verbal component of intelligence: if you read some chinese texts and books you will realize that they are far deeper and intelligent than is often believed, also verbally and creatively
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>>70296461
They're good at math, I'll give you that. Most of them also blindly worship the totalitarian state they're trapped under so I don't think it's a great trade.
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>>70292019
It must be. Crazy pattern. Someone must have put some love into making it.
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>>70288869
Say you got it for a girl you've been seeing
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>>70290698
>read and decide what to think for yourself.
That's the plan, will do anon. Though at least on stoicism its failures are too evident. You can pretend to be a rock and take things as they come and not let them bother you all you want, but it is not a sustainable model. Everyone has breaking points and flaws, and it's just a matter of finding the right input, as anyone who's experienced heavy loss or heavy psychedelic trips will tell you. Taoism seems like a better attempt of a similar philosophy
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>>70296452
jesus pursued and accrued eternal (well maybe not for ever, but who knows) power, just not in material rewards...
unless he was a schizo and truly believed his tales, and the voices he heard and visions he saw, then in that case he was an authentic schizo with a following that only grew and has still been growning(?)

as for Buddha, i cycle between the thinking I have now and being a """budhhist""" read that whole buddha book (good one, huge book) ten years agoz but then i realised i'm in that particular way to weak to 'follow' that way. besides, read it under the influence of ritalin. very hypnotic book

getting sloppy
now i drank a beer and already took a benzo so it's time for a bigass line of NEP
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>>70288077
Has anyone here flown with liquid RC benzos before? I took the label that says BROMAZOLAM off of it and the container is 30ml (well under the 3.4 oz rule). I have the vial of liquid in my ziploc quart size 'liquids bag', per TSA guidelines, with a bunch of the travel size toiletries. Deodorant, toothpaste, shampoo, etc, but all of those are labeled. The vial is slightly tinted dark glass, but you can see through it. Is this going to raise any red flags if it is in my carry on?
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>>70293175
>combining substances without looking up their interactions beforehand
I mean you only have yourself to blame here anon.
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>>70296572
>You can pretend to be a rock and take things as they come and not let them bother you all you want, but it is not a sustainable model.
I mean if that's how you interpret stoicism, that's on you. I do agree taoism is a good model to follow. I think Aurelius is more in line with that than you think, you gotta remember he wasn't writing Meditations to be taken as this textbook foundation of a life philosophy, he wasn't trying to 'invent' stoicism, he was just a dude writing his observations about life. You have to read it that way. Don't let modern ideas of stoicism influence you.
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>>70288077
is 84% mdma significantly worse than 97% mdma?
also what is the leftover 16% usually made of?
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I microdose laxatives everyday
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>>70294604
In my opinion
Don't expect the trip to bring you any benefits
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quick brobot mushrooms or alcohol tonight?

I have to take the decision now because mushrooms last 6hours or so

I have a sore throat and feel a bit sick though if it helps to choose
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>>70297749
>Im not feeling amazing but still want to do psychedelics
Alcohol, though I'd suggest you stop drinking altogether. Remember set and setting affect your enjoyment of shrooms too much.
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>>70296238
>It's all cool man, just fry your dopamine receptors with meth. All the cool kids are doing it.
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>>70297813
thank you, you are preventing me from wasting my last dose of shrooms
I'll go for alcohol it's a temporary solution no worries
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>>70294604
take it outside and in nature if you can.
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>>70297553
Psychs give equivalent to what you put in, so yeah, if you don't expect it to help you it won't. Really, all they can do is offer a new perspective. It's then up to you to pursue the change you desire. The drug is a tool and you still have to work for results, if you don't want to, it won't be useful.
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>>70297835
Good on you, shrooms are definitely something that should be enjoyed well rather than carelessly. Doesn't need as much prep as acid so that's nice, but still some is needed.
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>have deep revelations on a personal conundrum on weed
>forget to write them down and can only remember fragments
FUCK
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>>70292722
Ok gonna try boofijg 100mg today then I'm never touching it again , I can't deal with these withdrawals today
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>>70298363
1) you can use benzodiazepines to have a softer landing from the withdrawal. A couple of beers can help as well
2) if 100mg is what you have left, do 40mg today. 30mg tomorrow. 20mg Friday. 10mg Saturday. Sunday and Monday you should take the jump to zero opiates and deal with the uncomfortableness. Chicken soup, sweets/snacks, and lots of water. By Tuesday morning you'll be through any withdrawal period.
3) 1 g of ODSMT is a lot in a week, but not enough that the withdrawals are unbearable. Actions have consequences. Deal with the withdrawals or risk fucking up your new job.
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>>70298896
Well thanks for the advice , I guess.

Still gonna try boofing 100mg, got more left and never boofed before.

Gonna go get me some taco bell and finish the laundry first, maybe pick up some white claws and chocolates well I'm out.

You're a god send anon, just wish I knew withdrawals were a thing, only done kratom and ketamine before so never dealth with it
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>>70288077
Love me some shroom n bass
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>>70299007
Read all the guides, still somehow fucked it up. Feel nothing unless it's just tolerance and cymbalta cucking me again
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>>70299408
Oh God it's hitting so werid, ima a die oh lordy lord drugs are bad oh God help me
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>>70299539
Relax anon, breathe, lie down and relax. Everything is okay.
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>>70299007
>just wish I knew withdrawals were a thing
That's like the first thing you are supposed to read up on if you are going to do drugs.
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So if amphetamiens fuck your brain forever, what drugs DONT do that? Don't say none of them.
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>>70299908
weed, psychedelics. take the hippypill anon.
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>>70288077
Why does no one talk about coke a cola?
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>>70297828
meth at very low doses can have therapeutic uses, but it's rarely prescribed. too easy to abuse and there are other stimulantia with safer safety profiles (amphetamine and ritalin are the best examples).
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>>70299760
Thanks, it just hit really hard at once and now all is good, no body euphoria but that's cymbalta for ya, takes like 10g of kratom to get it anymore. Best to save these for once a month so I can get that really good high.

>>70299860
Yeah, well I'm autistic so I tend to fuck up a lot. But now I know .
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Because cocaine, sugar, and corn syrup are all terrible for you. Do shrooms and DMT instead.
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>>70300280
100g not 10
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>>70300282
meant for >>70300232
but in a rather original way
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>>70296845
I actually knew the combo (in high doses) was bad beforehand I was just curious how far I could push it lol
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max nep i should take in one night
i have backup benzos
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>>70300232
this is still a robot thread, we're all losers cocaine isn't really the drug of choice.
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>>70288077
I actually got dope sick and nodded off kratom. Based
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>>70300377
That doesnt make sense, why isnt it the d of choice? Genuinely asking?
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>>70288077
does anyone have any info on the neurotoxicity of 2c-b for under 25 year olds.
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>>70300448
well, why would it be? cocaine is a party drug, people usually take it in social settings. Some sad loner in his moms basement is way more likely to be a stoner or take psychs for example, no?
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>>70300485
Never thought about it that way. Uppers get me down and downers get me up. Im weird like that
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this general feels dead lately
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>>70288077
I want to kill every sober person on this board. Imagine being denied lifes only pleasure and acting like its a good thing.
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>>70300856
It's the middle of the week, and even those of us that are deadbeat druggies sometimes save it for later. I, for instance, already took my methylphenidate so I can't do weed unless I want to fuck up my heart even further and risk paranoia.
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>nothing in the mail today
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>>70301597
I know that feel bro. I've been waiting on some meth for nearly 2 weeks now fr fr. Usually takes 6 days.
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>>70301597
I dont miss those days. Glad my drugs are legal.
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going to the dispensary soon to get some weed :D
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>>70288650
I thought alphabay got got by the feds
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>>70290915
Real 4mmc isn't around anymore dude
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>>70288650
I mean just booze. Benzos might help but they feel like nothing.
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>>70292722
Opi wds just feel like the flu, you'll be fine
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What should I be doing on psychs? I usually just watch random shit but that feels like a waste
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>>70302042
Go to the police station and tell them you're on psychs, see what happens.


Nothing is a waste if you're enjoying it brah
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>>70301597
The worst is when you get some stupid spam magazine or brochure as if God is trolling you, once punched my mailbox and had to nail it back on once
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why is the kratom not working
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>>70288077
You can go to a new restaurant every night in Manhattan, for 50 years.
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>>70302326
Didn't ask + Don't care + You're white
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>>70302042
Read philosophy.

Study science.

If I started doing what I do daily 10 years ago I'd be a millionare.
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>>70300253
Why do you assume that I, a man much smarter than yourself, wouldn't know this information?
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Tramadol is the most garbage """recreational""" drug I've tried, complete placebo that makes you dizzy at best but apparently as strong as codeine which felt really nice when I used to use it so it's not like I have nonfunctional opioid receptors
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Should I get phenibut if I am a recovering alcoholic? I don't know if the long onset time will make it easier to not abuse or if it's too risky
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>>70302420
Any philosophy recs?
Is there a specific field of science I should focus on?
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>>70302613
>a recovering alcoholic
Whatever you do, don't get f-phenibut.
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Anyone else here buying the knock off delta 8 and variety vapes from smokestores now? They're easier for me to get than regular weed & the non-knock off vapes/resin. If you are, which brands are you rocking with? I'm fond of the 3chi brand.
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>>70302643
so it's like fast acting stimmier phenibut?
i just need something completely noneuphoric for stage anxiety when i do gigs, i've tried drinking a beer or two beforehand but it either just made me too fuzzy to focus or i just lost my inhibition and brought out the liquor
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>>70302680
>so it's like fast acting stimmier phenibut?
It's in the middle between regular phenibut and alcohol. Faster, but more sedative. It can give you an urge to redose and it can quickly go out of control.
>i just need something completely noneuphoric for stage anxiety when i do gigs
A lower does of phenibut might work. Just avoid having any caffeine with it so that it doesn't hit faster or stronger than it should if you don't want any euphoria.
You also can't use this too often, once a week is the normal limit.
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phenibutt lol
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>>70302807
i should stick to the sub-gram range if i want to minimize non-anxiety effects? and what do you mean by caffeine increasing strength?
>>70302822
peniSbutT :DDDDDD
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Alright lads blazing up time.

1 - 2 watch Only Lovers Left Alive
3 - 4 work on my 5e campaign
5 - 6 play Needy Streamer Overload
7 - 8 masturbate to chastity hypno
9 - 0 go on shopping spree
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>>70302862
>i should stick to the sub-gram range if i want to minimize non-anxiety effects?
Stick to something like 500mg if you can.
>and what do you mean by caffeine increasing strength?
You'll feel more of the stimulating side of phenibut and that's always been what caused the most euphoria for me. It's a noticeable difference. You'll also shorten the time it takes to start feeling it.
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>>70303013
will i be able to take it twice/three a week if i stick to under 1g spread out per week? i've heard it should only be done weekly but i think that was only from recreational multigram users
to be fair i won't mind euphoria, as long as it's just like the mood lift from morning coffee and not the drooling ecstasy i've gotten at points from alcohol
thanks for the help anon, i think i am going to go ahead and order some. at best i start killing my performances and at worst i've spent $20 on more gaba agonism than an equivalent amount of liquor, ie i'll just do recreational doses and not buy after running out
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>>70302042
talk to someone, vape, listen to music
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I'm looking for a good suicide method I can achieve through legal means.
I have zero experience with drugs.
I heard Datura seeds are used as a drug but are also very dangerous.
If I were to get like 3000 of them (so 100 bucks worth), grind them up and mix it with water so it's easy to swallow, would I die from it as 90kg 185cm man? Would consuming them in such a way result in a high so I can be dazed while my organs are probably falling apart one by one?
How lethal are they and what's the best way to maximize the lethality and resulting high?
Potentially how long would it take for effects to start?
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>>70303139
>suicide by datura
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>>70303139
Just jump off a tall building
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>>70303226
I live in a slav shithole, there are literally no high enough buildings to guarantee death, also I'm not sure if I even could since I'm assuming my body would freeze up instead of jumping due to fear of heights.
Similarly I have no way to obtain a gun and I don't want to fuck up some poor guy's life by jumping into traffic or train.

I can't think of any suicide methods that are relatively painless and have high chance of working that I can access.
I heard about Datura so I'm asking because maybe it will turn out to be a decent solution.

>>70303157
I'm assuming it's a bad idea for whatever reason?
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>>70302954
Writing time, but what the fugg, 2 bong puffs and 20 minutes and Im still sober as a judge. I mean this is the 3rd time in a week I've hit it but god damn, tolerance really is a bitch. Maybe 2 more puffs do the trick.
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Any anons here ever do GHB before? What's it like? Is it comfy? Anyone ever overdose on it?
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>>70291806
>what's it like?
The visuals knock acid and shrooms (unless you do super high doses of those) out of the fucking water and the headspace is way more positive so less room for bad trips.
>>70291910
I'd like to do it one day but I'm not going down to Peru or anything anytime soon.
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>>70303334
Yep. 3 more puffs, that makes 5 tonight. Let's see if this solves the problem.
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>>70303407
I heard DMT can be fucking terrifying and psychosis enducing if you have a bad trip though, anon. Are they super rare or something?
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>>70303407
>I'd like to do it one day but I'm not going down to Peru or anything anytime soon.
All you need is dmt and harmaline.
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>>70303445
If you take the proper precautions (set and setting, you know the drill) the risk is minimal. If you go into it with a good mindset you cant really lose because you're just lying in bed sedated with the whole experience in your head. This contrasts with something like acid where if you're tripping and browsing the internet or watching tv you run the risk of seeing something fucked up and the trip going bad (I'm personally very sensitive to cringe stuff, one time a greentext ruined a mushroom trip for me).
This is all just from my personal experience though, ymmv.
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>>70303459
I didn't really know its something you could make at home desu. Will look into this.
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>>70303508
Oh okay, that makes sense anon. Yeah, same for me. I'll do acid and be having a great time and then I'll see something online that might change the vibe a bit. But what about nerves going into your first trip? I remember I was nervous before I did acid, and that turned our fine. But this is a whole different ball game.
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>>70303445
think of dmt like a roller coaster. it's gonna be scary, but you come back. the risk of lasting psychosis is very low imo as with most classic psychedelics.
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>>70303535
>But what about nerves going into your first trip? I remember I was nervous before I did acid, and that turned our fine. But this is a whole different ball game.
My first time I had a friend with me which helps a lot, also I did a low dose. Just go into it how you would with any other drug, start at a low dose, and take more if/when you're more comfortable.
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>>70303428
>30 minutes later it worked for a bit but still neigh-sober
Well fuck me. T-break time it is. I don't know how people can wake n bake for months on end, I'm trying 2 days in a row and it doesnt get me to space anymore, just mildly buzzed.
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I'm recovering from an upper respiratory thing, mostly healed but I'm feeling anxious from the steroids. Thinking about taking 90mg of DXM as I've never taken it before. Good or bad idea? I don't want to trip or get super high, just looking for a sedating/euphoric feeling.
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>>70296566
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>>70303808
Might want to up the dose a little but otherwise you're good.
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>>70296566
Lmao. Topkek anon
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Has life got you feeling down? Have you got things on your mind, weighing you down? Well Anon don't fret, I have a solution just for you! It's simple all you need to do is this...Smoke more and chill out!

>BWH y'all
>Good Vibes
>Verification not required
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Weed? More like wee
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>>70303139
Don't kill yourself, but if your mind is made up and you don't want to die in immense pain I highly advise against poisoning yourself. If you look hard enough there are painless, legally attainable methods out there.
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Say the "gi" in fungi by itself
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>>70288650
Psychedelics if you want a change in mindset.
Opioids if you just want an escape.
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save me
swoop in and rescue me
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I did so much nep during a binge and i feel bizarre
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>>70304301
And I'm getting paranoid
Someone saw us doing nep my friend is an adult but under the care of his mother
He suffered some brain damage after an accident 7 years ago
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>>70304362
I'm afraid his mother may call the cops
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6am, kratom withdrawal because of a missed dose before sleep. Oh God why. This is the reason i never toyed around with strong opi
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>>70304301
>>70304362
>>70304415
stop binging shit rc stims
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>>70304300
My man tweaking
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>>70304300
jerk off you fool
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>be me
>take LSD, experience ego death, literally scariest shit I've ever felt
>do acid a couple times after that but stop altogether
>haven't done any psychs in like 2 years
>now I'm here, you can imagine what my mental state is like these days
Should I do them again? Really interested in doing DMT in particular
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>>70304415
Yeah im paranoid as fuck now
If they are at my door i dont open, unless they got permission from the judge
Starting to hide all questionable stuff right now
Not from the usa btw
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>>70304549
literally just masturbate, it'll calm you down you tweakig fiend
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>>70304536
>Should I do them again? Really interested in doing DMT in particular
why not
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>>70304549
Just go talk to her and make sure to convince her no matter what to not say anything to anyone. No matter what.
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>>70304601
Just scared of having a shitty experience again. I think i'd only do them if there was a drug that's known to make you feel like you're in the presence of some kind of entity/God, which I heard DMT does. Is it true? LSD gave me the most godless and lonely feelings I've ever felt.
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i've been packing myself a bowl every day these past 2 weeks. i'm so stressed but i don't know how to feel better. i'm hoping it'll put a band-aid on it but i really don't want to be a pothead. i just want to get out of this funk. i also would rather do shrooms but nobody has any.
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>>70304699
Hey! That werewolf looks like an inkstain!
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>>70304699
Two bears high-fiving
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>>70304653
That would be even more insane
I haven't slept for a while and I'm tweaked
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>>70304466
Nep is not shit but it makes you paranoid
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>>70304825
Any other good nep-like rc that is still available? Nep is not bad but it lacks a rush, except for the first two times, and lasts very shortly
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>>70302042
nothing, anything, it doesnt fucking matter this question always brings out the midwits
>>70302639
read On the transmission of mind HuangPo
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>>70303139
do the datura and livestream it, would be legendary
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>>70302042
I just lay in the bed and watch the stuff my brain paints for me and think about various stuff. Staring into the screen while having a hallucinogen in your blood seems like a waste to me. If I wanted to watch or read something I can do that sober. But when you do psychs you can disconnect from your usual hobbies and see what is inside you.
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>>70303139
That's unironically the most painful way to die. You'll be consumed by hallucinations while your internal organs slowly stop working and you overheat to death cause datura turns off your perspiration. You will boil to death, and if you were to somehow survive you'll suffer from strong brain damage and your internal organs will be functioning at a small percentage of their original capacity.
>>70303309
>I can't think of any suicide methods that are relatively painless and have high chance of working that I can access.
Belt or rope and something tall enough. Just hang yourself. It is very efficient and very easy to do. Just be sure to hang yourself with enough force to break the spine and die instantly instead of being slowly suffocated by the rope.
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>>70305037
>Just be sure to hang yourself with enough force to break the spine and die instantly instead of being slowly suffocated by the rope.
no thats a meme lookup the belt +doorknob method is perfectly viable and impossible to fuck up. anyone who says they are afraid of it failing isnt actually suicidal they just want attention
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why do I love NEP, Ritalin and coke so much? What do they have in common?
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>>70305173
and yes ironically those all induce anxiety in me, and in worse and more extreme cases paranoia
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>>70305173
>>70305182
and yet they are the only uppers really, albeit temporarily, which improve my congitive functions.
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>>70305215
No but good opsec involves it
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Is it okay to eat ketamine sugar, I hate sniffing it
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>>70305377
it's very wasteful this way
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>>70305377
it should work but sniffing is more effective
also it tastes disgusting
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Now that >>70305377 has brought it up, someone redpill me on Ketamine
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>>70305215
tor and encryption is enough really
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>>70305419
great drug i havent done it alone but it makes your mental state very dissasociated from yourself but you still know you are yourself but everything feels kinda weird
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>>70295872
I take 60mg daily and have for about 3 years now
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24 lagers and smokes for breakfast
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>>70288077
been up for 3 days on meth, currently hitting thc vape and nicotine.
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I'm on 2mg xans. I like the feeling but I don't like how fucking sleepy and tired I am. Any tips to have my cake and eat it too? Nicotine?caffeine?

What do benzobros. I love not feeling anxious and the slight euphoria but I'm so sleepy tears are coming out of my eyes.
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>>70306462
Full sprectrum CBD oil basically got rid of my anxiety but I went from sleeping 5 hours to 9-10 so it's probably not what you are looking for.
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i just want kratom to work again
i tried everything
month long t break
dxm
every kind of potentiate
notning works
god why :(
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weed ruined jacking off for me, god damn
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>On acid
>Kinda forget that I'm still tripping because I feel so normal
>Watch this https://youtu.be/ze2RPfh4H0I
>At some point I look at how long I've been watching the video
>Felt like I've been watching for like half a minute but actually 20 minutes passed
Damn this is some of the craziest shit I ever experienced on acid, the realization that I spent like 20 minutes just looking at this shit like I'm hypnotized
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>>70306566
Agmatine works but you'll sacrifice any sort of euphoria you would normally get, it makes the pain relief element stronger and everything else way weaker
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I think I'm on a watchlist now
I probably shouldn't have searched everything up on google
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>try changa
>trippiest visuals I've ever got for 5 minutes
>feel cold and sleepy for the next hour
>can't get the smell out of my nose
Anyone knows if there's a difference when you vape it vs smoke out of a pipe? I just don't get the appeal desu
>>70305419
>someone redpill me on Ketamine
You know this moment before you fall asleep, when you're not fully conscious but just there enough to enjoy being completely out of it? Ket is this times 10, and you can read manga on it
>>70306923
What did you search for? Humor us before SWAT breaks down your door
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>>70304659
Cuhringee, try to revaluate your LSD ego death, it was probably better than you have it credit for, aside from that

DMT is bizzare and does have that kind of, there are other entities here that are trying to talk to me feeling and it does kinda feel like god but can also just feel like aliens.

But all of that is bullshit, when you do DMT nothing makes sense and you are just in a different dimension, people put words to it and talk about their trips but the reality is the trip is indescribable and you cannot be ready for it and it's like nothing you've ever experienced before

I've done it and would do it again and do reccomend it, it's extremely challenging but not unpleasant. You won't feel lonely because you won't feel like anything you have previously experienced
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>>70306184
You ever take Cialis on meth, anon? Is it safe?

t. I get stimdick so bad
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>>70306957
>You know this moment before you fall asleep, when you're not fully conscious but just there enough to enjoy being completely out of it? Ket is this times 10, and you can read manga on it

Holy fukk. That's sounds comfy. Gonna order some right now. Thanks anon.
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>>70291737
Hell no, it is too short but its also too powerful for its own good.
I need a rolling start, I need socials, I need atmosphere
I want to feel myself touch the ground as ground as I can get, not see funny fennel seed kaleidoscope
DMT sapped all the visual intrigue of psychedelics for me
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>>70302042
Dont try to enhance the enjoyment of anything, just have with you all the things that make you know you're safe.
Friends, safety, more drugs, that very cool cushion from earlier
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why weed doesnt affect my mind?
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>>70302042
I disagree with >>70304965 Watching and reading on psychs (if you're able to) is a completely different experience than sober. I watch movies I don't get sober on acid since it feels like my brain is on overdrive, I understand why every scene is where it is and why. That's why Samsara is so great on psychs, it's not just the spirituality, it's that in the absence of words you pick up the significance of every shot to an almost unbelievable degree.
>>70307240
Do more. Took my years of disappointment to try a high-THC rso and now weed is my favorite drug
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>>70307257
what is high thc supposed to do?
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>>70307297
get you high? stronger weed=more high
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>>70288077
I take 3mg of pyrazolam each day.
Start to feel energized again and less sedated, fuck it let's cut one in half for a just for a litlle sedation. Awoken 2 hours later from a deep sleep. Never again. Stick sosages
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>>70306462
The sedation goes away if you builld tolerance
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Is 420chan dead for good? Havnt been able to access it in two months or smth
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What are some decent ways to buy BTC in the UK? localbitcoins is a pain in the ass I feel like I'm going through fucking customs
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>>70304034
I appreciate the sentiment anon. We all should relax more often, though I don't think smoking more is the answer as it doesn't work if I'm doing it too often as evidenced by
>>70303711
>>70303334
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Since I got my script refill more than a week ago I've been sniffing ritalin for 3 days at a time with one pizza and one pack of fried noodles as a sustenance. I've been so happy to finally gain a few kilos when I was out of it that'd put me above auschwitz into lanklet zone. I don't see myself stopping, it's the 4th time now.
Are protein shakes a good solution? I have no trouble drinking food even lacking appetite.
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>>70306576
Tell me more anon. Is if so much better on weed that you can't do it sober anymore?
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>>70288077
Hello
I'm going to a festival this weekend and was going to drop MDMA, but now a girl I like is going and I'm probably not going to
She's offered me LSD instead, I've had positive trips on shrooms and ketamine. But I've had far more "challenging" trips than "good" ones on shrooms, including ones that are bad. My shroom trips have generally been not what I'd call positive, generally unpleasant, not bad though, just uncomfortable.
I've only done acid once, it was cool, but very mild, it sat in the background.
I was thinking of dropping half, but I'm worried my social anxiety could cause a bad result, especially around a girl I like.
You could say however I'm experienced with psychedelics, and have a good understanding of controlling my emotions under them.

What do you guys think? I don't want to be around her not tripping myself, but I also don't really want to be tripping.
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>>70308046
Why do you want bitcoin? Use monero if you're buying stuff off darkweb

As always just use exchanges, buying crypto is not a crime and if you use a good crypto people can't even see in the ledger what you have bought
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>>70308200
Why not drop mdma? I've dropped acid at festivals with and without mdma, if it's EDM I would totally just do both

Personally in the festival environment I'm so stimulated by all the music and other people I don't have any time to get into a challenging headspace and acid is an easier/more reliable psychadelic than shrooms anyway and it doesn't make you feel stones like shrooms do.

Though if there's a girl you like I'd reccomend just doing both, make sure to only do bodyweigh in kg in mg of mdma if you're doing both though. Also clear it with her beforehand that mdma makes you flirty so you don't feel bad going for her when you're on the drugs.

I wouldn't worry about it tbqh, also just ask her about it if you're worried, she'll be able to give a lot more advice than us and help you out more and she'll find it touching you trust her
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i feel like shit and can barely concentrate after a week of quitting weed after around 2 months of vaping 0.5g every 1-3 days. how long is this gonna last?
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>>70308200
>>70308333
If I brought half a xanax with me in case I was feeling rough, would this be dangerous?
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>>70308899
Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. If you're drinking it would be *slightly* dangerous but you'll almost certainly be fine if you don't get WASTED black out (which I'd highly reccomend against if you're tripping/rolling anyway)
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>>70308899
I would be more worried about making an ass of myself uninhibited on xans than acid or molly, but you do you. Could be a decent exit card.
Honestly though, I just wouldn't trip if you don't want to, you're setting yourself up for a negative experience. Don't do drugs just to get in a chick's pants. That's not a solid foundation for a relationship either. If you really like her, you should communicate with her about how you're feeling and that maybe you don't want to partake. If she has a problem with that, she's not right for you.
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>>70308080
>Are protein shakes a good solution? I have no trouble drinking food even lacking appetite.
A "mass gainer" might be better than just pure protein.
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>>70309433
>250 grams of carbohydrates per serving
>300 gram a serving
I dunno man, I think I'll stick to milk. That'd be more into porridge territory if I try to dissolve that much in 1 liter of liquid.
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>>70309433
Protein shakes would be much easier and tastier to get down tye hatch. As >>70309499 put it, mass gainers are more like food/soup than a shake. Just my 2 cents fren.
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>>70307694
Pretty sure it's dead, yes.
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>>70308793
2weeks, but it'll be really noticeable for 1week
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Bros, I feel like crying every single day, but I cannot wait until I get some more money from my neetbux to order some more goodies.
I just want to take some lsd and listen to pink floyd again... I miss the feeling so much.
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>>70307297
its the funny part of the weed not the fuzzy part
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>>70288077
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6lsiFzXVQg

good forestsynth masterpiece from 2019
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>>70308793
Just do other shit that charges/depletes you like exercise or something challenging
Now keep exercising and expanding your skillset
Just other state changes will satiate and also remind you to not only get the good shit from weed
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>>70288077
Stimbros, what are some tips and tricks to keep in mind when stimming? Stuff you can do to maximise the experience. My goal is to try and not jack off for 12 hours desu.
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>>70310169
Stop posting your gay tranny images.

YOU FUCKIN FAG
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>>70311083
FUCK YOU NIGGER!!!
HMAXA
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Do you all test your drugs? In the end of the day, I don't know if the fag Im buying from is trying to kill me
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>Switched from smoking weed daily to only smoking it once every few weeks
>Didn't do molly in like 2 months and plan on doing it a few times per year now instead of monthly
>Just do acid every 2 weeks or so instead
>Feel like I almost completely reversed how stupid all that shit made me
>Notice how I'm doing much better at work, misplace less stuff and so on
whoa
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>>70308200
Acid on festivals is pretty good. The music is amazing, it gives you energy to dance and the euphoria it gives you is much better imo since it feels much more natural. I'd recommend doing around 100mcg
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>>70311276
What kind of drugs are we talking about here? Keep in mind a lot of them are plenty toxic on their own. Not that that makes adulterating them okay but if you're so concerned about your health, you should be cautious as to the kinds of drugs you're doing to begin with.

Honestly man most drugs other than pot and maybe psychs aren't even worth it. A lot of them are iinherently pretty bad for you. Even more than a couple of beers at a time is really bad for you.
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>>70307645
3mg of pyrazolam is asking for a deep sleep
i take 0,8mg or 1mg just as an anxiolytic when doing stims like c, nep or high doses of rit
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>>70311591
MDMA is much more worth it than weed and about equally as harmless if done right
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>>70310169
>I want my heckin jewish psychs and jewish mind poison
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Did too many drugs and now I remember all my past and freaking out about who I really am, shits wack and I can't stop crying because I just don't know who I am anymore

I feel like my whole life was just trying to survive and reacting to my surroundings and for the first time im alive
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>>70304536
>be me
>take LSD
>go on massive ego trip
Everybody else gets ego death but I guess my sober brain is so low self-esteem it gave me an ego boost instead
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>>70302042
Idgaf what anyone says, I watched Climax (at 3 hour mark) and Enter the Void (right after) on a 200 ug LSD trip and it fucking changed me. Or it didn't. But if you want an intense drug experience, watch one of those. Ever since that day, I haven't been able to think philosophically without being in a thought loop, and my use of drugs has drastically decreased as a result.
Similarly Dune was amazing on DPT + DXM, and I'm sure Lord of the Rings would be great on a high, long acid dose. Don't watch random shit, it's always boring. Lain is good on DXM/other dissos, same with the movies Waking Life and Space Odyssey.
Life is a series of receptors firing, who gives a fuck if it's light from a screen, the sun or your eyelids.
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>>70311819
>Did too many drugs and now I realize I am a human/animal/object doing what humans/animals/objects do
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Tripped alone on acid 2 times now and I gotta say I still prefer doing it with friends. Chilling in nature/exploring (all while listening to music on a good box ofc) with friends is just the best drug experience I can think of, simply the best shit on earth. Always feels like going on a crazy grand adventure
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>>70302042
Explore nature with friends while listening to music
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>>70311650
>jewish psychs
LOL
the jews fear psychs, this "psychs are jewish" thing you parrot is literally a jewish psyop to keep people away, you kike
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>>70308127
yeah pretty much sums it up. and im trying to smoke less
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Man I can't fucking wait to listen to music on acid again, truly the most heavenly shit on earth
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>>70311977
But like it's not cool man, maybe it's some form of self awareness or coming out of a dissociative state but I don't like it and I can't handle it.


I want to go back to the way things were but that's no longer possible, maybe j should make some friends or a girlfriend for the first time in my lifem maybe that will make things better
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>>70311819
>my whole life was just trying to survive and reacting to my surroundings and for the first time im alive
Sorry to break it to you bro but that's basically what life is, that's how your biology functions. It's good to be aware of those unconscious processes though. Eventually you can learn to trust your intuition and allow your instincts to take over. When you can tap into the natural flow and rhythm of your body life will become effortless, in taoism this is called wu wei. Follow this road man. You just need to integrate the feelings, it's hard to break the conditioning, try reading some Alan Watts.
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>>70312093
Yeah whatever have fun with your schizophrenia
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My ride cold and my bitch hot
I'm tired as hell but my dick not
I don't gas no bitch, no pit-stop
Smoke Barney and Baby Bop!
Y'all niggas act like lady cops
My niggas smoke like coffee shops
That's syrup gang, waffle house
Gunfight, I'll knock you out
My bitch titties is popping out
We popping up and we get it popping
Mask on, gloves on
Like Mickey Mouse, clips sticking out
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>>70312210
Damn, well took the rest of my odsmt and feel fine again. Maybe I'll check it out, which book of his should I listen to first?
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>>70312194
>I can't handle it
You've been handling it all your life
>I want to go back to the way things were
This is how they've always been
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>>70311819
I mentionned this in a 30+ thread and talked about it with some contacts I have. I've had pretty bad anxiety since 2010 but it's gone now thanks to the right supplements.
Well, not exactly gone. More like dialed down to what it should be.
I know I have a ton of problems, I can think clearly about them without shitting my pants but I lack the knowledge/experience to tackle said problems which is, ironically, pretty stressful in its own way.

It has only been one week since it has happened but I still feel very strange: I was so used to being anxious that it had become part of my personality.
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>>70312249
I don't have a genetic history of schizophrenia, so i'm actually not at any risk. But thanks for looking out.
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Its been 2 1/2 months clean lads. If you need me anytime soon... well don't. We are partying solo tonight.
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>>70312600
Did it have anything in it that was important ?
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>>70312661
I went into a psychosis which was like being schizo, heard voices and all. I still wonder if it was just all due to the serotonin syndrome or if I'm really prone to schizo.

Some weeks I worry I'm in an episode and djr know, since I didn't know during the psychosis. It's been 7 years since it happened
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>>70311591
Mainly weed and LSD. And I know most things are toxic but I'm talking about dealer giving something that looks close or identical to the thing I want.
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>>70311961
Based and Noepilled. His movies are great on psychs. I really gotta rewatch Lain soon, and since my brain's recovering from weed tolerance perhaps DXM is just what I need for it. I really don't get /g/'s and 420chan's old obsession with it.
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>>70312134
I understand. I know I deal with personal excess lust so I also must moderate both urges. Just now I was thinking of meeting up with strangers for sex before considering it might not be such a good idea.
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>>70312994
Dxm is robo tripping right ? I don't get who anyone can do anything on that shit. I just have to lay down and then j always tend to have flashbacks of my whole life with a new prospective. It's like watching my life as an outside observer. Then I tend to wake up and forget who I even am, and then in like "oh yeah I'm anon"
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i can't enjoy weed anymore. too anxious about my lungs and edibles are never pleasant for me. i heard blue lotus tea is the next best thing. thoughts? doesn't seem like there's any good weed alternatives.
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>>70312834
Not really
It was just some generic stuff I ordered
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aiming for 250mg tramadol tonite and a joint, I got work tmrw
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>>70313463
Uh... vape? Not really hard on the lungs and it hits as hard as smoking desu.
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>>70312850
Where exactly is the line drawn between "hearing voices" and "internal monologue", I wonder. It's a fuzzy line for sure.
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>>70313925
>Where exactly is the line drawn between "hearing voices" and "internal monologue", I wonder.
When your thoughts no longer feel like your own.
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>>70313925
When you think that your internal monologue isn't your own, or rather it refers to you as "you" and takes on a new sounding voice
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>>70313938
That's still very subjective, going to feel different from person to person. It's generally going to be more along a spectrum than a yes-no thing IMO.

Also not everyone has an internal monologue normally, so someone who developed one suddenly (due to drugs or even something else, whatever that may be) might be weirded the fuck out and confused. Apparently some people without one can train themselves to have one, or so I've seen posted.

One of my best friends has no internal monologue. He didn't even know they existed until I explained it to him. Another friend of mine couldn't believe some people don't have one.
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>>70288239
https://youtu.be/GMHLvK-3qkE
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>>70313959
My regular internal monologue frequently refers to me as "you" and addresses me in the second person in other ways, and it doesn't have a consistent-sounding voice.

I have ADHD and I do not even experience the illusion of free will, so the way my brain works is probably a little different from most people, granted.
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>>70314005
It also says things like "do this" or "don't do that". Always been like that, really, except for a period in my life when it went almost dead silent for like a year (I think I got COVID and this was a side effect).

it was actually really peaceful to have it finally shut the fuck up.
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>>70313872
>Not really hard on the lungs
it's worse than cigarettes desu
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>>70314005
>>70314022
Oh yeah, and excuse the triple post, but sometimes it's more of an internal dialogue--there are different voices that argue with each other as to what I should do, kind of like the angel and devil on cartoon characters' shoulders, except it's pretty much never the case that either one is "good" or "bad". And it's like I'm just listening and hoping they don't come to some kind of idiotic decision.

I used to think this is how everyone's brain worked but like..no. But some other people do have this same thing going on. I bet you it's more common with ADHD.
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>>70314042
Vaping cannabis flower is not worse than smoking cigarettes. That's ludicrous. If you're huffing black market Vitamin E carts, sure.
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Any advice for adderall use? How much to get a really focused high for a first timer?
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>>70314124
10 mg and start doing whatever you wanna focus on within five minutes of taking it. If you accidentally are doing something else you may risk focusing on that for the duration instead of what you want to focus on.
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>>70314124
My first advice as a very experienced consumer is: don't take it. There are a thousand reasons not to. It's not healthy. Try something else.

If you're not going to listen to that: 10mg is a relatively safe dose that should hit plenty hard enough. Avoid Aurobindo brand, it's made in India where regulations are lax, and a lot of people have had tons of problems with it. If you look up Aurobindo corporation's history, they have had tons and tons of FDA violations, and for years they were actually banned in the States; somehow they got unbanned but they still keep racking up citations for standards failures; they're really a shit company.

Don't keep redosing once the initial dose wears off. Although if it's IR, you can redose ONE time in a day. Don't take it any further than that, things can get fucked up very fast. Also sometimes it can still be working even if you don't consciously feel different.
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>>70314139
Ok should I up from 10mg since I'm fat? I'm pushing 300
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>>70314168
I'm interested in using it to study and shit, is there an alternative besides just sucking it up and doing it?
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>>70314176
10mg works for me for about 6-8 hours at 220 lbs. If I were you I'd try 10 and see how it feels.
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>>70314176
>>70314197
lmao im 170lbs and doing 2000mg amphetamine binges every weekend for the past 2 and a half months

when i started, 30mg got me 4 hours of nice happy light euphoria with lingering cognitive enhancement effects for almost the rest of the day.

if you like the shit, it is so, so easy to abuse and spiral.
im "clean" now, or at least i havent taken any in the past several days and dont plan to for a pretty long time. i still have hope i can use it more responsibly for self medication purposes at that point
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>>70314176
10mg should still be enough. It doesn't really scale well with weight at all; weight has a really limited effect on it compared to alcohol (which weight affects a ton, if you'll pardon the expression).

>>70314185
If you live in a state where marijuana is legal, I've found that certain strains of marijuana are shockingly similar to Adderall as far as subjective effects go, with fewer side effects. The key seems to be strains/phenos high in THC-V. It's damn hard to find them but if you can tolerate marijuana and can get your hands on something like an extra-high THC-V pheno of Durban Poison or Sour Diesel, that might work better. A few small tokes should be plenty; don't try and get stoned off your ass and then expect to study so well; it's a less-is-more thing unless your cannabinoid tolerance is through the roof, like mine is.

Stack it with a moderate dose of caffeine, plus maybe some l-theanine. Nicotine can also stack well but it's incredibly addictive so that sucks.

Modafinil is said to be a good alternative too but I never tried it.
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>>70314240
>I am a meth head
It's pretty obvious anon..
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>>70314240
Dude that dose is fucking insane. How are you still alive? Fuck.
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>>70314252
Btw if you try the caffeine/THC-V/THC stack, don't be surprised if you get anxious. That's kind of the point really, you're supposed to feel a sense of urgency. Not a panic attack, but getting a little in that direction.

I can't believe THC-V isn't more popular. It's so fucking close to speed it's insane. But it's like, speed with the safety on.
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>>70314259
yes but only for such a short period of abuse. I have never used stimulants before mid june and then it was only august that my doses got ridiculous and was doing the "up for 3 days and not eating" thing.

felt really fucking awesome actually
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>>70314269
there is a ceiling on amph effects.
even literally meth, while surely damaging to the dopamine system over time, will never kill you even at 5g+ doses, i.e you cant "overdose" on stims.
supposedly such a high dose will overwhelm your CNS and ironically just make you fall asleep, but then you will be delirious after you wake up and then stay awake for the next several days
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>>70314252
Thanks, I have to wait a couple months before hitting the dispensary unfortunately
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>>70314292
what the fuck, why/how? I could understand it could "feel" stimulating, I mean like alcohol and phenibut are also subjectively stimulating at proper doses.
but speed has some very particular and unmistakable qualities
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I want to literally die
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>>70314499
tis only a matter of time
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>>70314523
Hopefully
I really don't see myself living past 25
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>>70314409
The ceiling is on psychoactive effects, not on body damage. Stim overdoses can cause ischemia, heart attacks, nerve damage, and irreversible congestive heart failure.

It's very hard to FATALLY overdose on stims in the short-term. Not hard to fuck yourself up on them, screw up your heart, fuck up your face, fry your brain, etc.

2 grams of Adderall is beyond insane. You might be doing some serious damage and don't even notice it yet.
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>>70314444
I've got tons of experience with both amphetamines and cannabis (amphetamines for around 10 years, cannabis closer to 20) and THC+THC-V feels incredibly like Adderall to me. In fact it feels like Adderall felt when I first took it, during the "honeymoon" phase. But way fewer side effects.

I don't think anyone could say much on the pharmacodynamics other than both are releasing a lot of dopamine--amphetamine releases way more, granted, but the cannabinoids are doing a bunch of other stuff too.

A lot of people have described THC-V as similar to amphetamine so it's definitely not unique to me. It probably won't work for everyone but it's definitely worth a try.
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How bad did I get scammed, bought 20mg adderall for 20 bucks
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>>70314409
Also you CAN fatally overdose on stims. It's not common but it does happen.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/8871395/
This is just one case report; there are many others. The idea you can't die from speed is a very dangerous myth. Yes, it's rare, but not impossible.

Much more common is to end up fucking up your circulatory system/heart and ending up dying way earlier--a fatal overdose, in a sense, but one that takes years to actually kill you.
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>>70314551
Every sadsack kid thinks that. You're probably going to live way longer than you think so take care of yourself before you end up making your shitty life even worse.
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>>70313342
>Then I tend to wake up and forget who I even am, and then in like "oh yeah I'm anon"
funny how someone can put my most insane/profound/frightening DXM experience so succiently hahaha
i kind of want to get back into it since i've quit drinking but i don't know if i would have the patience or self control to have 3000mg of dxm and use it responsibly
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Don't know why but haven't really done any drugs for the last 6 months. Haven't even smoked weed really. I've got few grams 2 times in the last 6 months but even with a long break I tend to smoke it all as fast as possible.
I'm compensating with drinking which isn't really that good but I don't mind since I like booze. Then again drinking 3-4 times a week is starting to take a toll on me...
Not sure why I'm doing this. Although the drug selection in my country is very shitty I could order some common stuff off deep web easily.
Well anyway back to drinking.
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There's a fucking roach outside my door and I don't know where it went
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And it fucking flies too
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>>70314868
>haven't really done any drugs
>I'm compensating with drinking...3-4 times a week
...So you're doing a drug. Regularly.
"Drugs and alcohol" is as boomer-delusional as it gets.
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>>70314956
You're completely right. The way I see it is that they are all psychoactive chemicals which affect our conciousness and there is really no difference. Same applies to most mental health "meds". They all affect our consciousness so the only thing that makes them different from each other is the classification we humans have given to them.
I just tend to use the terminology like normal people do because people tend to understand it more easily even though it's practically false.
Also I'm drunk and can't be bothered to give a shit.
My point was that for some reason I haven't really done any other psychoactives aside from booze (and a few grams of weed) in the last 6 months. Not sure why because I've felt the shittiest I've felt for a long time during that period and normally I'll escape my problems with substance abuse. Then again I guess I'm developing a drinking problem but whatever really.
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>>70314956
So true , it pisses me off desu.

This reminds me I haven't drank in ages. Still got a white claw and like 10oz of vodka, might as well
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>>70315080
Now you have some free protein.
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>>70315167
It's absolutely coated with bug spray
My entire house is, actually
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>>70313342
It is. I remember it being pretty fun, like a light acid trip, though as I'm not sure of any enduring cognitive effects it may cause, I've opted to stop using it. Just gonna stick to weed and classical psychs for now.
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i am an absolute piece of human trash scum garbage i am trash man
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fuck this, im taking a break from heroin and ordering some xanax and ketamine instead. might be just a week might be a whole month hopefully a whole month
t. heroin addict
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think im on day 8 of quitting cigs i want one so fucking bad i was using snus but they barely helped and now theyre out and now the cravings are strong as fuck im so close to going to buy a pack rn. Honestly I dont even know why I bother quitting when I hate myself and wanna die in the first place.
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>>70315444
why not just taper off on pot?
Pot isn't good enough for you anymore mister H?
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>>70289122
that would require weed to be enjoyed by literally every person to every try it
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>>70315456
nicotine isn't the only thing they put into ciggies
there are like a dozen addictive substances in them
odds are you just aren't addicted to nicotine alone
I know cause I got a poly addiction to caffeine and snus
either one alone feels boring and doesn't satisfy cravings, but both combined get me that brief feeling of weightlessness
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THE TRIPS IS NEVER ENDING LET ME GET OUT GROM MISTER BONES WILD RIDE PLS I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA TASUKETE KURE ONEGAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII KYAAAAAAAAAAA ORE WA SHINEEEEE
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>>70310169
Based DOOMERsei.
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>>70295957
>>70295942
I genuinely feel like Meth (and alcohol) let in evil spirits. So many methheads have stories of seeing demons
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>>70316321
n-nani?
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>>70296330
>which is why every other American is on some kind of drug every day
America has a lot of freedom, advertising, and easy access to drugs so yeah. Drugs are illegal in many countries still
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>>70311618
what do you mean by harmless? if only did meth once every 3-6 months it would be "harmless" too
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Starting a new job so now I need to be sober , I hate this but I need money, just gotta work for another 9 months till another vacation
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>>70295942
>heroin are harmless, i saw them from afar in the steet they just keep themselves to themselves and dont bother anyone

what are you meaning to say exactly? h addicts don't have an affect on people they know or people them?
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>>70314292
Thats awesome, yeah big pharmaceutical companies entire deal is ripping off healthier alternatives and turning them into expensive pills. Its creepy theyre going to look back at us in the history books and cringe at how gullible we were
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>>70288077
sigh,,,, wanna go back to the tunnel, this shit suckss4hw0t LET ME FUCKING POST LAIN YOU PIECE OF SHIT I HATE U I HATE U I HATE U salvatione divinorum 40+15 x 3 365x5+1
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>>70316533
let me rest pls i wanna get out i want to get out leave me alone REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>70316419
MONEY IS NOT REAL , ONLY DRUGS ARE REAL, ONLY MEMES HAVE VALUE HE WHO CONTROLS THE MEANS OF THE MEMES CONTROLS THE UNIVERSE
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>>70311591
i've noticed that now potheads have their drug legalized in some places, some are still not that happy unless pot in the most popular drug in every area. some (not saying all, of course) secretly want everything except weed and maybe psychedelics to be banned so it's only game in town and every one loves it and all be potheads/stoners. they are a weird class of drug users (closet other group except for aforementioned psych (which dont care as much) are prob nicotine only users). of course i don't mean all people who smoke weed, i do on rare occasion.
ive seen some on here get almost angry when they see a normalfag or even just a dude having beers in a pub/bar/party. of course they all have the same 5-6 terrible arguments theyve been using for years and years that they just won't stop repeating no matter how may times ppl set them straight or give them counter arguments (favs include wahtabbott alcohol, it wasn't the weed that made him do *retarded thing/fuck up* it was the person (they have the exact the opposite argument for non weed drugs), weed drivers know when they are too stoned so won't drive/drive slower/alcohol is worse/ so drivng while blazed is no issue, "i have a job and house, i'm not broke, i run 10 miles a week, i went to COLLEGE, so im generally awesome, so being a pothead has no effects health" etc etc)/
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>>70311276
no, i drink unmarked pills and pick up black plastic bottles from the trash
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>>70315456
Get the perscribed nicotine patches. My dad who smoked 2 packs a day 50+ years was able to quit after using them
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>>70316637
Wolf among sheep
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I sprayed a bunch of raid in my room and now I think I have brain damage
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I wish there was a porn series of some poor bastard with his dick attached to a milking machine, tied down to a table, taking terror doses of hallucinogens and delriants while his seed is sucked out of him. Ideally cut in with an interview where he describes what it felt like.
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>>70317263
cease this
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>>70317269
I refuse. I genuinely like this idea and would subscribe to any porn channel which featured it prominently (assuming such a thing was legal).
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>>70317263
This doesn't interest me because it's just gay. Put me in the milking machine so I can experience it myself or strap a girl on the table instead with a dildo-drill.
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Fuck Canada
Why are shipping times so long
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Is it possible to potentiate the effects (euphoria music enhancement etc) of a dph fapdose with anything?
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>>70317502
weed most likely, when in doubt just add weed desu
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every time i smoke weed it makes me anxious as hell. it was fine the very first time but every successive time has been fucked - worst body high i could imagine. i've tried changing the amount (down to a literal dust piece), the way i'm taking it, and the strain but nothing is helping. am i just cursed to not be able to enjoy it?
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>>70317562
balance the thc/cbd ratio, unironically prefer indica+high cbd over sativa or low cbd weed
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>>70317571
i'm kind of a brainlet with this stuff - do you think you could explain it for me? or maybe link just a guide of some kind lol thank you
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>>70317585
simple google search will be more helpful than me, im stoned. THC and CBD are yin yang sort of, they balance each other, unbalanced ratio = side effects. THC is anxiogenic by default for everyone, CBD has the opposite effect it calm you down
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Who up playing with they worm
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Xanax daily use made me into a mumbling retard struggeling to find words. I used to be quick and articulate. Cant use stims due to
Psychosis. Im officially a Barbtard
Wish i could get rid of fear and anxiety
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I miss cocaine
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>>70316253
yeah unfortunately you're wrong because pumpkin spice is shit
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>>70316442
They don't bother people. Sorry, I thought I made that clear. They won't harass you or beg, or cause public disturbances. They are just like zombies, they sit on the sidewalk with their needles and don't care about the rest of the world, you can just as easily ignore them if you have the stomach for it. Methheads are not so polite.
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Weed is a drug enhancer, if done right it makes pretty much every drug experience better.
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>>70316442
and also I get what you're saying, I'm not saying H junkies don't have a destructive effect on the people around them, trust me I know I lost a friend to heroin. But I'm talking strictly about how they interact with the public.
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>>70316625
Pot is objectively safer than almost any other recreational drug. The only possibly safer drug is caffeine.

Coke, speed, etc. are incredibly bad for you. A little booze isn't that bad but a lot is extremely bad.
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>>70318975
Hippie speedball (weed + coffee) is S tier.
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>>70316267
Even additives aside (and there are a lot of additives), the tobacco plant itself has other drugs aside from nicotine in it. I find that nicotine gum (Nicorette brand is the best, the generics kind of suck in comparison) gives a very 'clean' nicotine buzz. It's kind of incomplete-feeling, but it feels cleaner too.

Goes great with caffeine. Coffee also is another one where there's other stuff in the beans that alter the effects. Tea's the same, caffeine is the main drug in it but there are other oens in there also.

A No-Doz doesn't feel quite the same as a cup of coffee--similarly, nic gum doesn't feel just like a cig, or even snus. I miss snus but nobody in my area sells it anymore and I can't be bothered to order online.
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>>70316267
>>70319026
Another thing--most tobacco companies add ammonia to the tobacco, to convert the nicotine to the freebase form. Cigs are lbasically the crack of tobacco. The gum has "nicotine polycrilex"--I don't know if that's the same as freebase but it is very habit-forming to me. On the plus side, my dental health improved hugely since I started chewing nic gum all day. Probably could get the same effect with regular sugarfree gum but the nicotine makes it impossible to forget to do it. No cafvities ever, shit's cash.
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>>70319007
Won't get you in trouble either
Coffee, pot, advil and cough medicine as prescribed.
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>>70319007
ahh I always called my weed+energy drink combo that, another man of taste
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>>70307688
The anxiolytic effects too
Lol
What a life
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>tfw your drugs don't arrive on time

Bought a g of s-ket and was going to go surfing across the dimensions but it didn't arrive yet, now I'll have to wait until next week. Guess it'll be a wine and etizolam kind of night.
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>>70314697
Lol i can i get 1gram of amphetamine for 10 euros
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>>70319007
Recipe for panic attacks lol
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>>70317894
Benzos are only god tier in combination with stims lol
Or alcohol, but that's risky and sometimes even dangerous, but it can be fun... Until you wake up in a cell.
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God fucking damnit I hate these stupid niggers who self-diagnose themselves with disorders without learning what the term 'disorder' even means. I'm not that retarded schizo who thinks ADHD isn't real at all (I've worked with people who had ADHD and can tell you it is absolutely real) but just because you have a symptom (attention deficiency) at times from spending your free time at home smoking weed and watching bullshit on social media doesn't mean you need to get twacked on Adderall to make you into a regular functioning human being. Take some fucking responsibility for your own actions like your dad seemingly never taught you. Jesus goddamn Christ.
Zoomers really are fucked and the kids aren't alright and I don't care for whatever platitude you're willing to dish at me for your proof that every older generation felt the same about the newer one; the internet has changed the course of human "connection" (if you're willing to call whatever this dogshit norm is connection) eternally and basically enables and encourages the most suggestible people into becoming dopamine zombies for a good portion of their day and then these fucking goblin-looking kike niggers with paternalistic savior complexes have the audacity to prognose these habits as a chemical deficiency at birth. The medical and pharmaceutical industry has had disastrous consequences on the human race.
TL;DR - Doctors should be waterboarded, raped, and lynched.
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>>70320459
I thought Gabor Mate had a pretty reasonable take on ADHD on rogan the other day. Reminded me of the ADHD denying anon, but with actual knowledge of what he's talking about.

https://youtu.be/4jQSOSi2DA8
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I just did 1g odsmt in a week and now I feel really depressed and am crying.

Is this normal ? I want more odsmt
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>>70320716
This is called opioid withdrawal. It is not fun.
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>>70288077
Should I take a scoop of kratom or a beer

Help me decide bros
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>>70320851
Damn I thought withdrawal was just like the flu and shit .

Also we need a new thread my homies
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>>70320716
Yes and you should be careful because odsmt withdrawals are probably worse than most other opiods due to it having some sort of serotongenic effects iirc. I used it every day for a month but the withdrawals werent that bad for me, though they were a bit shitty at times. Idk how much I took in that time, but I know it was less than 3grams total
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>>70320910
>Damn I thought withdrawal was just like the flu and shit
how?
seriously, opioid withdrawal is notoriously awful. did you just avoid ever learning about drugs before taking them? I dont understand why people dont do more research on what theyre taking, there's no excuse in this day. You dont even need research, any motherfucker could tell you withdrawal is hell.

anyway we not at bump limit yet
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amphetamine is nice, people don't notice you're high
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>>70302954
based good movie
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>>70320968
I literally researched it and everything people posted said it just made you really sick, which is no big deal to me.

I didn't know it had mental efffects
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>>70320459
>Take some fucking responsibility for your own actions like your dad seemingly never taught you.
the ironing
>put kids in front of a screen for 8 hours a day starting age 3
>surprised when they grow up to be asocial dopamine addicted weirdos
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do lsd in the silent darkness, outside and by yourself.

introduce yourself to the hell behind your eyes untill you beg it to eat you just so you can be released from your disgusting torment.
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>>70288077
Thoughts on w**d edibles?
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>>70320459
This but with actual ADHD. Fuck the tweakers who make it harder for me to get my meds. Fuck the kike doctors that overdiagnose it. Fuck the oversocialized cunts that unironically can fix their shit with some exercise and healthy eating, and the niggers that group me with them. Fuck industrial society and the fact that it's deprived me from a hunter gatherer lifestyle to chain me to a desk.
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>>70322086
What about them? I eat them every day and I'm now effectively lobotomized.
The 1.5 grams just kicked in time to get comfy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lU2ThYbJU-A
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about to do some 2C-B, should i bother with eating before dropping. haven't eaten in 8 hours
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>>70320890
Thanks you useless retarded psychfags
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>>70322265
Kratom is for faggots
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>>70321857
this, adhd, like most other disorders, is largely a result of your upbringing. Blame the shitty parents, not the kids who are victims of generational trauma. See this vid I posted >>70320606
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>>70322355
Then call me a faggot because I do a 100 grams a day
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Benzos are so fucking melancholic to me. I get to feel like a normal person for a night and a day, but come tomorrow I'll be back to being a neurotic-to-the-point-of-near-psychosis mess. For a night and a day I get to remember what it's like to be a normal person. I know tomorrow I'll be miserable again, but today I'm happy. I'll miss this feeling tomorrow. Tolerance is one of God's cruelest jokes.
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>>70322581
>what it's like to be a normal person
Bartards aren't normal and no one thinks of you as normal when you're on pills that make you act like a retard
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>>70322638
I take them therapeutically baka baka. The only effect I get at the dose I take is being really calm and happy.
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I can't believe you openly post about your drug use here and cops don't come and arrest you.

I hate drugies and I wish you all were forced to be removed from society into your own state, let you all see how great society would function if drugs were legal.

Drugs are illegal for a reason, they trick you into acting like you're having a good time but actually your laying around acting dumb. Also they are very likely to kill you and you don't know what is actually in them.
Please everyone go get help for your mental illness/drug addiction. Don't you understand you guys cause most crime and are a blight on society ?
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>>70322712
>MUH LAWS
>MUH SOCIETY
cry more braindead fag
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>>70322712
You sound like a massive whiny faggot, lmao
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>>70322745
>>70322766
Don't give him (You)s, its not even good bait.
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>>70322770
Clearly it is good bait if it got two yous
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>>70322992
Pfft that's nothing, "good bait" is at least 5 (You)s
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>3 grams phenibut
>drink 6 coffees
>don't feel anything until now
>muscle spasms
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>>70306462
Try taking a little less, like 1-1.5 and see if you can stay awake but also get good effects. I have never gotten tired/sleepy on benzos though, just good times and then into blackout zone. Dont get addicted. No more than once a week.
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>>70322992
The threshold of good bait in this thread is substantially lower than in other threads because the people here are druggies, therefore are likely inebriated and more susceptible to bait.
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>>70322712
niggers cause more crime than druggies
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>>70322712
The drugs I do are legal here. Even if they werent id get a simple fine.

Stop being a pussy
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How can I get an erection on stims?
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how do I do dxm and still be able to pee.
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How do I get over my crippling loneliness being a 33 year old who never had a friend or girlfriend and was locked up in sped classes his whole life without drugs?

I want to order more odsmt since it's truly the only time I felt peice in my life but I have to work , and I'm in a safety sensitive job and won't risk the life of others or myself with drugs
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>>70288077
>smoke weed
>become short sighted

aaaa why the fuck does happen? I'm not even that high anymore
I'm having to lean super close to my monitor to read, I can't even read my own post from where I'm sitting atm
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I caved in and bought a bunch of beer
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>>70323616
I can't stand beer, doesn't make me happy and has horrible withdrawals with just a small amount in a single day
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>>70323616
don't get how people drink large amount of beer at once
the first 2 give you a spike or buzz but you could drink 10 more after that and it all feels like a continual decline
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>>70323625
Yeah I know it's nasty but I've reached the point where I can't imagine Friday night without it.
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>>70323548
You should try going to college. Or get really creative with the internet.

But uhh, no offense, it may be too late for you. Try going into sales? Plenty of loose women who smoke weed, and loads of opportunity to confront the farce that is polite society.
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>>70288077
>3 day old thread
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>>70323815
Generals last longer
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>>70323815
meh pretty normal for drugfeel, but it has felt slow lately
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>>70322576
Fuck me man that must be a grim lifestyle, do you ever shit or are you just perpetually blocked up? Most I ever do is like 12-14g and that causes me constipation until I have a couple of days off it.
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>>70322576
Have you considered making red bubble instead?
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>>70323864
All the robots are probably busy out with their bitches
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>>70323372
Weirder porn, keep going and godspeed
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>>70323756
>>70323616
You should get into red wine, classy sleepy calm juice
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>>70323917
Interesting stuff mate, I've just been shelling out extra for pre capsuled kratom because the powder makes me gag like nobody's business. This might be a better way of doing it, and also save me lots of cash.
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>>70324050
Just get used to it. I used to use pills but now I just drink water so fast I barely taste it. I only take 2-4g though
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>>70324107
I tried getting used to it but it didn't work, almost made me go back to oxy. But you live and learn I guess.
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>>70323812
College at 33 hahahahahaha , ya probably too late for.me but I keep on existing so I don't know what to do
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>>70323909
All the time, gotta dig it out even taking two laxatives. My anus prolapses all the time now .>>70323917
Never heard of it, gonna Google
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>pretty sure I just swallowed a pair of earrings, confusing them for my boner pills.
At least they were the magnetic fake earlobe extension kind so they probably won't tear anything and I'll hopefully shit them together.
Welp this is a new low for me.
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>fell asleep on chocolate bar and ruined sheets
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Wtf
Is 4-aco-met supposed to be this euphoric
I feel so good it physically hurts
Did I get laced?
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>>70324637
I get chocolate in my sheets more often than I care to admit
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Guys, I feel great

Sent from my iPhone
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Guys, I still feel great

Sent from my iPhone
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Guys, i feel like bititng a stick and then eating the moss
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>>70324661
>chocolate
chocolate?
CHOCOLATE!?
CHOCOLAAAAAAATE
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>>70324750
drink some water but not from the toilet
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>>70324787
best part of stim abuse is being able to indulge in chocolate on comedown and not worry about getting fat
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>>70324787
I just got a symphony bar and gonna eat some curry, finish the last of my alcoholic beverages even though I hate being drunk . Then eat the chocolate
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>>70324815
I'll try lol i do have a whole fridge in my room
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It feels like everything im wiritbg is being stacke don each other
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>>70324832
I forgot how icky beer and vodka tastes , why do people even bother with this shit in this day and age? Odsmt was so much better and hardly had a taste and just required 100mg and not to drink ridiculous amounts every hour.

Also I just drunk like 1000 calories to get drink , autistic as frick
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Spongebob on acid (or 2cb) is the pinnacle of comedy and everyone should experience it
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>>70323964
I'm Irish lol not gonna happen
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I think I may have taken too much
All good though
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I don't want to be a degenerate, I just want to be happy.
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>>70325044
makes sense, Spongebob s1-3 is the pinnacle of humor sober too
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>>70325044
Blessed comedy enjoyer. For me, it's golden boy.

I wonder if I need to do drugs to understand the appeal of Rick and Morty, I'm already a giant retard but still not find it funny.
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>>70325044
>I made myself stupid so I find stupid stuff funny and think drugs are good
Drugie drugs just made you stupid, they didn't make the content good. If you didn't let drugs run your life you'd realize that.

>>70325129
You know how to not take too much? Don't do drugs
>>70325198
I get that anon, but drugs will never lead to happyness just more drugs
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Oh somebody kill me please, somebody kill me please . I'm on my knees, pretty pretty please . Kill me. I want to die. Put a bullet in my head
Wow someone posted that before
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>>70325227
Hey, that's fucking awesome... Did you made this one? wow
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>>70325292
Seriously on sick of being a 33 year old autistic with no friends who missed out on lifenever experiences any type of normal schooling or friendship or girlfriend growing up.

I'm all alone just fighting to survive and now I experienced drugs but can't afford to just stay home and do drugs.

I wish I knew how good drugs were before I started working and lost my autism bucks , I wanna go back and just do drugs all day and be blissful unaware of any form of higher thought than my autistic anxious mind
I can't stand this guy's, I really can't
I don't have the resolve to kill myself but I also don't have the resolve to keep living . This is true horrible and I just want someone to love me or save me.

I want someone to be there for and someone to be there for me. I wanna experience life with them and talk about the shared experience . I hate normies for njt using their normie intelligence to get good paying jobs which I never can get because I'm autistic or in the real world , retarded. I want out guys I want out so fucking bad
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>>70325371
Also 7 replies till bum lomitz new thread time bois get in it
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>>70325371
>>70325498
No one cares, not that I ever expect anything different but yet I still get disappointed .

I just want to be happy, have someone to snuggle up to when I get sad. I can't take this guy's , I really can't. 33 fucking years , it's gotten slightly better sure but never good enough
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>>70325358
Sorry anon, I didn't. I'm merely a person that enjoys collecting antromorphizations of imageboards.

>>70325229
>just more drugs
Oh well, could be worse. I could be unhappy AND sober.
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>>70325714
Yeah but at least you wouldnt be contributing to crime and the downfall of society , don't you get it ? Suffering leads to improvement but drugs stop the suffering so you never improve
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>>70325371
Things'll get better. Honestly I'm younger than you, and I don't even get good fee-fees or visuals from altering my consciousness anymore, only even more pondering about stuff. Also I'm going to be in a line of work soon that stops me from doing it anyway, but I think it'll be worth it even though I'm apathetic towards pretty much everything. All you have to do is search that person yourself, I am actually also upset about not having had a chance to go through that milestone of being a degenerate with normalfags despite knowing soon at the right time, due to circumstances, but I coped by reminding myself that clubbing has also been fucking disgusting to me, it would be the journey with those normalfags friends in the best case scenario what would give me good memories, instead of throwing your sperm into a literal dumpster of a nightclub worshipping Ishtar.

If you have the chance, search for someone, be grateful that you still have the possibilities, the emotions to look forward to human encounter. Life fucking sucks but you can make it less miserable for you
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>>70325749
Who cares, society's fucked and any attempt to repair it will fail. Better to just accelerate so we get through the collapse faster.
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just had a great fap
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>>70325749
>drugs stop the suffering
oh anon, you are so very, very naive.
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>>70325229
spongebob is funny as fuck without drugs too you nofun fag

new thread, dedicated to you
>>70326230
>>70326230
>>70326230

get in here lads its the weekend



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