if the person i was five years ago met me today he would kill me. what would your past self think of you now?
He would understand the struggle, since he is muh nigguh.
he would probably be simultaneously scared, confused, and impressed
>>79545163I don't have too many dissimilarities from 5-years-ago me. I'm just bald and possibly thinner / more muscular but that's it.I'm the same pest that tries to fit in but fails
if i met me 5 years ago i would kill him
I wouldnt beleive myselfI cant fathom.the changes ive made in 5 years
>>79545163Turn back before a catastrophe befalls you.
Utter fucking repulsion, disgust, terror, and despair knowing he was going to turn into me.Still, fuck that kid. he was a lil pussy.
>>79545344but anon catastrophe struck me alreadythats why he would kill me
>>79545163I had a dream about 1 year after my collapse into hellworld and someone was knocking at the door. I opened it and it was me with a knife, and I stabbed other me in the stomach. You know, that area where emotional pain resides. This other me is still in my mind somewhere. He wants me to get a plane trip to ukraine and come off my meds and go nuts. Really living in the moment.
>>79545458i can weirdly sympathize with you anon, its been over a year since my life completely derailed and sometimes see the person i was before in my dreams, though he is always distant.
>>79545163the me from 5 years ago and me right now would nod respectfully at each otherbut past me would benefit a lot more from current me's experience, would probably get a job much sooner than current me
I'm relatively sane now. Not in a good way, I'm just kinda sad, but at least I'm stable. I wasn't like that 5 years ago.He'd be utterly crushed because I believed that I'd ascend at age 23 at absolute max due to a "prophetic dream" (I was really schizo back then). He was hoping that every night I could still ascend in my sleep thoughKnowing none of that happened, and that he was not in fact god, might just make him off himself then and thereThen I guess I just disappear because my past self is dead?
>>79545163>if the person i was five years agoI had to do a little math, but it turns out five years ago I thought I'd pulled a Hail Mary and that everything was going to turn out alright in the end after all. Months later everything turned to shit and everything has been getting worse and worse ever since. I feel dead inside, like I'm just going through the motions of life like an extra in a zombie movie.>InB4 What happened anon?Very personal shit I'd rather not talk about. It's not anything that can be fixed, it's not "My girlfriend left me boo hoo".
>>79545163Surprised with what I have gotten away with. To completely give up on anything working out and to let go of any anger to just simply exist created this chain reaction of a life that seems more like a made up internet story than real. I'm convinced if I kept trying or stayed resentful and bitter I'd be way worse for it.
He would kill himself to avoid ending up like I am now
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