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>>83047702
oh wow that's interesting
how many ppl r playin?

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I'm most certainly not taking it easy. On top of everything else now my toilet's broken.

>>83050981
What the fuck is a pidser you fucking eastern euro trash

>>83051051
its an anagram of spider but i don't think that's correct

I'm not taking it easy, being a neet without neetbux is too problematic, but I can't stop it either because I'm helpless and useless, nothing I can do

>>83051051
>>83051071
It means pizza

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>>83051041
what happened 2 it?
>>83051051
it's pizza...

>>83051205
>what happened 2 it?
It seems like the entire building's toilets got turned off until tomorrow. Hopefully I didn't break anything trying to DIY a fix.

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>>83050981
Pizza is great, I'm doin' alright too.
>>83051041
I can't believe the chinese food did this to you... If only you had good ol' Gregs' then this wouldn't have happened, surely.
>>83051071
I hear spiders don't taste too great, unfortunately. No redeeming qualities as a food source, poor things.

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>>83051332
>I can't believe the chinese food did this to you...
It wasn't my fault this time!
>If only you had good ol' Gregs' then this wouldn't have happened, surely.
I never really went to Greggs that often unless I was at a train station or something. I went to the local bakery chain because it's nicer.

>>83051600
Is Greggs any good? I heard it was more of the cheap place to go to eat stuff. What kind of stuff did they have at the bakery/what would you get?

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>>83051674
It's fine. Dare I say good for the price because it's incredibly cheap. Sometimes I'd get the very bad pizzas on my way home from work in London. Yummy...
>What kind of stuff did they have at the bakery/what would you get?
They had very nice jam doughnuts. I liked those a lot. I got chocolate mice and mint frogs from there as a kid. They also did cheese straws and those were nice too.

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>>83051765
I see, I see. I've been misled about them then. Jam doughnuts are my kind of thing especially. Not a fan of mint though, despite my family all loving it. Cheese straws are peculiar, having looked them up. I'd want to try those too.

If you ever come to the US though, you need to try fried pig skin :), especially the spicy varieties.

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taking it easy while going back to my roots as a bantoid
i wish that board was a little faster though...

>>83050986
currently just me, i'm about to play a little bit before doing some cleaning up around
anon and his fren haven't joined yet, they showed interest but i took too long to figure out my networking is utterly fucked back there

>>83051041
oof, i'd lend you one of mine, i got 3 in this house and i only need one, lol
fuckin' hell... how'd it break anyway?

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You know, it doesn't feel fair, I can't take it easy because I'm always worried about my problems and concerns I can't solve

But my cats are always taking it easy, just eating the food I give to them and relaxing and just living the easy life while I'm surviving this boring neet life

>>83050981
Why are you eating spiders anon

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>>83052058
Man, that pic is reminding me of how I want to go pan for gold. I even have the weird notion that it'd be really nice to pan all of the gold for a pair of wedding rings if I ever somehow got with a nice girl. The diamonds could be made from carbon from our hair and/or blood too. She'd get the diamond(s) made from my carbon and I'd get the one(s) from hers so that we each have a piece of the other.
>>83052139
I wish I had anything I could say to help with that, but I unfortunately don't :(
>>83052160
Some spiders do look tasty. Would you say no to some candy that looked like pic related?

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Fell asleep with the lights on again. I really need to stop doing that. Along with a lot of other things.

>>83051790
>Jam doughnuts are my kind of thing especially
They're very nice. If you're in the area for some reason you should get some.
>I'd want to try those too.
I don't think they're too difficult to make at home. Would recommend.
>you need to try fried pig skin :), especially the spicy varieties.
I'm not much of a pig guy but I think my dad would probably enjoy that a lot.

>>83052058
>fuckin' hell... how'd it break anyway?
All the toilets in the building got turned off for repairs I think. And then I may have broken mine in an attempt to fix it...

>>83052872
Sleepy, huh? Sleep is for the weak, sadly. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MkRIVOlNwr0

Raspberry doughnuts are my favorite :), do they have raspberry jam doughnuts? Also, I might have to try and make some cheese sticks but they also seem like something I'd butcher. I'm not the best with baking or frying and those look like one or the other is necessary.
>I'm not much of a pig guy but I think my dad would probably enjoy that a lot.
They don't taste like pork actually, they have a completely different but still savory taste since it's the skin and not meat. They're kind of like cheese puffs in texture but a bit tougher so when you bite you actually get a crunch. Cheese puffs often sold in stores are just fried corn starch iirc.

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Feeling down again. I'm going to buy some ice cream at 2:30am.

>>83052978
>Raspberry doughnuts are my favorite :),
I'm pretty sure they used raspberry. Or it might have been strawberry. One of those.
>I might have to try and make some cheese sticks but they also seem like something I'd butcher
I tried to make crazy bread a few times when I still had an oven but I could never quite get it right.
>Cheese puffs often sold in stores are just fried corn starch iirc.
Is there anything corn can't do?

>>83052515
can you pan for gold that easily over there? i always lived in big cities so good fucking luck finding anything other than garbage in rivers, kek
>spoiler
wholesomeness overload
i'm sure this costs a fucking kidney and eyeball over here but if i ever get married and we stay together for 10 years, i'm fucking stealing your idea
fuck yeah dude.

>>83052872
how in the absolute fuck does one "turn off" a toilet?

>>83053403
>how in the absolute fuck does one "turn off" a toilet?
The water line to the toilets was shut off, I mean.

>>83053377
Perfect, the Greggs doughnuts will definitely be sampled if I get the chance then >B^). I've never had crazy bread, or Little Caesars really either. I have heard that it's good though and corn can't make good porridge :) I made someone very upset earlier by saying that grits were my least favorite food.
>>83053403
Sadly not in Florida, or at least most of it. It'd also be a bit dangerous to go to the water's edge to dig up sand and swish it around... Noise and disturbances in the water make gators come looking :). They get curious about you, I'm sure it's nothing harmful.

Also, you'd be surprised at what you could do in a city to get gold B^). I have a nice video for you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfrqUNFtM6A
I imagine nowadays it might be a bit harder since that video got so popular, but who knows. You're essentially recycling gold in that manner, but also it may be better to chemically digest the stuff you vacuum up since it's mostly organic.

Glad you liked my idea too B^), although it may not cost that much in 10 years time. Artificial diamond costs have been going down and down. Iirc China's demand for artificial demands specifically helped drive that a lot.

>>83053437
ah ok that makes a lot more sense
but how did you break it anyway? was it like, the bowl, a corner, something else? is it unusable?

>>83053445
>Noise and disturbances in the water make gators come looking :)
>:)
that smile. you're actually hoping they come along, aren't you? you absolute fucking menace
hunting for food while gathering gold at the same time, you're optimizing your tasks here

>you'd be surprised at what you could do in a city to get gold
oh i'm sure there's plenty to be had in electronic garbage
just not panning in rivers, that's only going to get you steamy piles of shit, plastics, rotten food, among other organic waste

>chemically digest
how would one do that?
also that reminds me of stray, the game
people made some bacteria that would eat up their waste but it kinda got out of control

>although it may not cost that much in 10 years time.
i'm sure it'll take way more for me to celebrate 10 years of marriage with anyone
gotta get actually married in the first place, right?
but that's good, i hope it becomes popular here too

>>83053510
If it weren't for the laws of these lands... I would've kidnapped a baby gator and made him my pet already. I've actually caught a baby gator fishing ages back, like a decade ago by now. That same gator I got to watch grow up until some lady called to have it removed because it was getting big. It used to hide in this one drainage pipe across from my grandpa's yard where it could watch me too. I would also want to hunt gator too, you saw right through me

Yeah, the rivers probably won't have much. In that video he specifically went for the sidewalks in the jewelry section of New York. Since they were making jewelry and handling them, tiny and fine bits of gold get on them and fall off outside of their shops.

For chemically digesting the sludge though, you don't have to use bacteria but you can use stuff like hydrogen peroxide and sulfuric acid if you wanna be really dangerous about it :). https://www.youtube.com/shorts/SomVrg951-Q
Also that seems odd, since we already have bacteria that eat our waste. Did they make them super capable or something?

Also, true, true. I imagine it should become more popular where you live too. I know in the US there's now a company that offers a service for turning a loved one's ashes into diamonds too.

>>83053548
>baby gator
raising a whole ass gator for food since birth, so you wanna get into the business too huh?
you're more nefarious than i thought...

>sidewalks in the jewelry section
oh huh, that's a good spot yeah
i don't think the same would happen around here because i mostly see shops who sell jewelry all ready, i'm yet to see a place where it gets actually made

>hydrogen peroxide and sulfuric acid
yeah i figured some strong acid/oxidizer would do the trick, it must smell utterly repulsive though...
>Did they make them super capable or something?
yep, they're capable of chewing through anything
organic, metallic, even dangerous chemicals or whatever
over time they evolved and became out of control, and grew into what we see as the zurks over there

>a service for turning a loved one's ashes into diamonds too.
i heard about that too, but i'm not sure if such a thing exists here
but i'd go to any extent for a loved one, so... if it exists, i'll find it and get it done

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The ice cream has been consumed. Probably paid too much, but I needed cheering up.

>>83053445
>the Greggs doughnuts will definitely be sampled if I get the chance then
Those are from the local chain. I think Greggs does donuts too but they aren't as nice.
>I've never had crazy bread
It's crazy good!

>>83053510
>but how did you break it anyway?
I don't know the technical terms, but one of the tubes that goes from the flusher to the bit that releases the water came off, so I'm not sure if it still flushes...

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>>83053628
I mean, I would like to farm, but I would also like just a normal pet gator that I don't eat. They do seem to be able to become more docile than other crocodilians and crocodilians are actually quite intelligent. If I were immortal then I'd be selectively breeding them to be proper pets like dogs and cats are. No real risk of them attacking their owner and would even come to love and seek affection from them.

As for jewelry I imagine there'd be some kind of workshop or manufactory for that and if I had to guess then I bet they sweep their floors to collect lost gold dust and gems.

I think for piranha solution it doesn't smell so bad since it's mostly just producing carbon dioxide. I don't think much sulfur is released with its use, but we'd need to consult one of the two chemist anons(seems 'guya is busy so it may be a bit, that or he forgor about the thread). You can also just use a strong oxidizer and a bit of heat. I think I remember some mixture of iron(for catalyzing it, I think) plus hydrogen peroxide in warm water will break down a lot of organics too.

Also, I see. I thought by waste you meant the more biological kind and not e-waste and metal scraps. There are actually microbes that do "digest" metal, kind of. They use them like we might oxygen, but usually they use the rusty forms(various metal ions in solution to be more specific). The blood falls in Antarctica is full of said bacteria actually, it's what makes it so bloody looking, all of that rust :). https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_Falls

Also I imagine you could get it done internationally without much issues. There is also another way to make diamonds beyond the hot, compressed way but the other way makes tiny diamonds instead. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Verneuil_method

You'd need to recapture the carbon though since most of it won't form a diamond on the first pass. It can still make quite large gemstones too, but it's a lot of work.

cont

>>83053694
What kind of ice cream was it? Also, I see.
Do you think you're punny, huh..?! >B^).

I'm gonna go walk my dog and then get ready for bed soon, so this is probably my last reply for today. Take it easy, frens.

>>83053694
I somehow managed to get the tube back on. This is probably the single greatest feat of dexterity in my entire life, since I had to attach it to the underside of the valve, all while doing it through a hole I can just barely fit my hand in.

>>83053795
>What kind of ice cream was it?
Chocolate. Some fancy Swiss stuff. I just wanted a big tub of cheap ice cream but they weren't selling any so I got two little ones.
Have a good walk

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O really like taking pictures of my cats despite my depression

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Got a haircut today, now I look like picrel a little.

>>83053694
>one of the tubes that goes from the flusher to the bit that releases the water
you mean like, the one that comes from the wall? or the one that goes from the water box thingy to the toilet?
also make sure you turn the main water valve off because in either of those cases, there's a good chance it'll cause a big water leak in your bathroom when the water comes back...

>>83053786
>I would like to farm
i FUCKING knew it.
the gator menace shows his true colors.
>a normal pet gator that I don't eat.
at least, until it dies
then the day would end in a bbq
>No real risk of them attacking their owner
don't lots of dogs attack their owners though? then again, bad owners, i guess you mean like, them not attacking spontaneously

>I bet they sweep their floors to collect lost gold dust and gems.
i wouldn't doubt that at all
i highly doubt these places would just trash such expensive materials

>we'd need to consult one of the two chemist anons
one of them is bound to show up sooner or later
the smell of chemistry attracts them

>break down a lot of organics too.
question, what could we even do with these broken down organics? could we turn them back into their base elements?

>the more biological kind and not e-waste
zurks will eat anything at all, alive or otherwise
look em up
>blood falls
damn i didn't know that was a thing, really nice
but yeah rust makes things red, are there any bacteria that digest said metals without needing them to be rusty?

>I imagine you could get it done internationally without much issues.
it'd double as a trip to see a new place too, i'm sure
>Verneuil method
i imagine it'd take more than just dumping a bunch of hair and blood in there to make a diamond... lol
>You'd need to recapture the carbon
i see, as i suspected, not that easy

>>83054203
very nice, i got a haircut last sunday as well but i cut mine way shorter lol
like 3-4 fingers (thickness) of hair, 4 on top and 3 on the sides

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>>83054335
>you mean like, the one that comes from the wall? or the one that goes from the water box thingy to the toilet?
No, it's the one that goes from the button you press to flush to the release valve. It's a pneumatic thing.
>also make sure you turn the main water valve off
I'm pretty sure I don't have access to it, plus It should just stop once the tank is full.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6IUJ4tAnr8

OP has abandoned us...

>>83055894
sorry i'm just gaming haha

>>83055894
Kaguya anon is right, I should take it easy

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>>83051304
that's a long time without a bathroom break...
>>83051332
>Pizza is great, I'm doin' alright too.
what have u been up 2?
>>83052058
>taking it easy while going back to my roots as a bantoid
i'm a bantroid 2!
Have I told u that?
>anon and his fren haven't joined yet, they showed interest but i took too long to figure out my networking is utterly fucked back there
so there's gonna b 3 of u then?
>>83052160
i'm not!
>>83054203
that's an alright haircut
personally i'd go 4 something longer though
>>83056462
i'm sorry i was just gaming!
how r u koisher?

>>83056553
>i'm a bantroid 2!
aye, i remember
i saw two kot IDs the past 2 days, believe it or not
that shit was WILD

>so there's gonna b 3 of u then?
yeah, that or just me, myself and i, kek

>>83054852
>It's a pneumatic thing.
oh, the floater thingy? i'm really lost here lol

>I'm pretty sure I don't have access to it
i meant your apartment's water valve, or house's, wherever you're living at
is there no one with hydraulics expertise that can help you out around you?

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>>83056553
Why are you so obsessed with me having long hair..

>>83050981
I am full of hate. Life is pain and nothing more.

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I went a whole yaer diet no eating. QWent down to 130 pounds. I eat to escape. I wouldnt not complain fi they did thing, I cant do it until they go away.

Posting on these threads and this websites feels wrong. I have been her since 2005. I posted Marowak in the original R9K thread...

Do you think she would forgive me?

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>>83050981
Hi anon, hope the pidser was good.
I've had a pretty uneventful day. Mostly just bedrotting. It doesn't feel too bad though.
I keep thinking about how I should make my mark on the world somehow. Maybe I could make some music or art or writing. I'm too scared to commit to anything, though. That's probably why I feel so stuck in life while everyone around me seems to be moving on.
Bit depressing to think about.

My whoe PO was conting calories. I went from 195 pounds to 130 by COUNTING calories. I am a legit retard mongoloid who can barely remember the name and birthdays of my immedate family(nobody else) so how could I COUNT calories? Just stop eating. Its so easy. Stop. eating. I was using a rope I stole from my neighs duck pen to tie my pen. There is no beter feel than skinny feels, Maria, went, out of her way to drop HAMBUGERS and slop mexican chips for me... I am 100% sure that she is just 100% baiting me for a green card.

my day is going chill so far. Drank way too much yesterday with some friends and threw up. Ordered some taco bell later and recovered ok.

Now I've been listening to doujin records, playing clannad and reading manga. Pretty chill saturday!

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>>83058056
I've been thinking about losing weight and I think intermittent fasting is a great idea for me. Even if I don't think about calories, restricting my eating time will surely help me eat fewer calories. (Unless I have another binge session...)

>>83058074
>doujin records
>Clannad
Extremely based taste anon! I'm glad your day was comfy. What were you doing with friends? That sounds like a lot of fun.

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>>83058085
thank you! A friend of ours came from Germany, and we had some beers. Pretty nice evening. Although I had too much to drink and could barely stand on my own at the end of the night. Still, it was nice.

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>>83058128
What are your favorite doujin records?
>A friend of ours came from Germany, and we had some beers.
Sounds like a pretty German thing to do lol, getting drunk on beer... gosh I haven't had a beer in a while.

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>>83058139
>What are your favorite doujin records?
DJ Sharpnel - Running All Night!!
minimum electric design - Gensokyo Electronic Shoegazer
The Perfect Insiders - id est
mikgazer vol.1
>gosh I haven't had a beer in a while.
you should get some!

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>>83058176
>minimum electric design
Absolutely fucking based, I need to listen to more of their stuff. The other ones I haven't heard of but I'll give it a listen sometime (provided I remember to do so). Anyway enjoy the rest of your day today.
I'm curious, what do you do for work? If you don't mind talking about it.
Love your picture btw.

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>>83058196
>I'm curious, what do you do for work? If you don't mind talking about it.
no worries, I work at marketing for a big company. It's ok, I guess, people are nice.
>Love your picture btw.
you should get into Di Gi Charat if you haven't already!

>>83054137
If it helps any, the pictures of your cats do make me smile.
>>83054203
You don't really get all awkward or anxious in public, right? I haven't had a haircut in a while, but the last one I had was just done by my mom.
>>83054335
B^) the gators will enjoy their time on the farms... Well treated animals taste much better >B^).
I'unno if I'd eat a pet gator though. I didn't eat any of the hens who died on me. I think I'd want to bury them or cremate them and use the ashes for fertilizer for a nice tree. It feels wrong to eat 'em. Also a lot of the dog breeds that like to attack their owners are usually from breeds that were bred to be aggressive, like terriers(pit bulls being a mix of a terrier and bull dog iirc). Also abused dogs are more likely to snap too.

Also I know gold storage places will have these brushes for their employee's shoes to collect any gold dust too. That's for more high-end places too, so it's bound to be like that for any jeweler that's breaking down and molding gold, not just storing it.
>the smell of chemistry attracts them
B^) it's only a matter of time before I can pick their brains again.
>question, what could we even do with these broken down organics? could we turn them back into their base elements?
Yup! You can convert carbon dioxide back into carbon and that's most of what you'd get from digesting it, but you can recover just about everything else too if you keep it all contained. You can even in theory collect some gold and silver from waste, although silver is much more abundant and prone to being soluble from what I remember.

Also, I see. Zurk make me think of electric bacteria then which don't necessarily need enzymes to break something down, they can just get energy from the electric potential differences. You could probably enhance electric bacteria to also digest metals without them needing to be rusty, but their process would be to make the metals rusty as a part of their digestion.

cont

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>>83054050
Chocolate is good stuff. Moose tracks is also good if you ever get the chance to try any, I highly recommend it and bubblegum ice cream. I also one day wanna make vampire ice cream :), which is my own idea of cherry and blood ice cream.
>>83054335
True, could work it into a nice vacation! That's a great idea and oh yeah, the verneuil method is way more involved than that, but even the corpse diamonds are more involved too. You have to chemically treat the ash I believe to get a lot of the stuff that isn't carbon out, like the akali and akali earth metals. If you don't do that then the resulting diamond could be weirdly colored, although you can work in the right impurities to color the diamonds how you want to as well.
>>83056462
Hello, hello.
>>83056553
I was retouching some research earlier but otherwise I was just watching the MATI episode that day and exercising.
>>83057600
Did you at least take vitamins while you were starving yourself? I hope you're working yourself back into eating again and can avoid refeeding syndrome.

It's been a while since I did an animal fact thing. Pic related is one of the deepest animals found beneath the Earth's surface, Halicephalobus mephisto(yes it's named after a demon, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Halicephalobus_mephisto ). It's a nematode and I'd like to just call it the "Hellworm" since it lived in rather hellish conditions. It lived in deep ground water and was collected from a mine where tons of water was filtered to look for any microbes or animals. Only one specimen was ever collected and it was damaged but was managed to be rehabilitated enough so that it could asexually reproduce. It's so adapted to its environment that it even preferred bacteria from anaerobic microbes to eat over e. coli. They can tolerate higher temperatures too :)

>>83057693
Depends on what you did. Chances are likely, there aren't too many things that are wholly unforgiveable.

>>83050981
i want a pidser

>>83059199
Yes. I had vitamins. I did not go out of myway to starve myself. I am jsut really fucking retarded, I can barely remember the names of my immedete family. I... counted calories wrong LMAO

>>83059236
wew, well at least you're doing better now, right?

>>83059249
nod really

>>83059463
Well make sure you're eating a healthy amount and try and get into doing stuff that challenges you intellectually. That should help a good bit. I'd see a doctor too about it.

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Woke up from a dream where a girl liked me and then I couldn't find her again. I wish my brain wouldn't do that, or at approach it with some subtlety.

>>83056553
>that's a long time without a bathroom break...
Thankfully it's up and running again now. One less thing to worry about.

>>83056779
>oh, the floater thingy? i'm really lost here lol
No, the button you press to flush the toilet. That got disconnected.

>>83059199
>I highly recommend it and bubblegum ice cream
My mother wouldn't let me have that as a child for some reason. I've not found it since.

>>83059680
I had a dream not so long ago where I was eating raw stingrays and fish for some reason. Blood and all, I even remember the taste. The sleeping mind is a very weird thing.
>My mother wouldn't let me have that as a child for some reason. I've not found it since.
I only ever found it at this one ritzy ice cream place. It was on one of the islands rich people buy properties here, so everything was really expensive but also really nice. I rate it as being much better than raw flesh :).

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>>83059151
>You don't really get all awkward or anxious in public, right? I haven't had a haircut in a while, but the last one I had was just done by my mom.
Not much, granted I barely talk to people in general. I'm usually tormented by paranoia and delusions that everyone on this planet secretly watches my every step and plot to kill me. That is when I'm not having megalomaniac tendencies of course.

>>83059773
I see, I see. Make sure you're getting vitamins and such. Paranoia and delusions aren't a good thing, but psychosis(actually going crazy) is associated with vitamin and mineral deficiencies. A healthy body keeps a mind healthy. How're you doing also? Enjoying the new haircut?

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>>83059816
Most certainly. I'm already getting berated for not eating properly so getting vitamins is the least I can do.
>How're you doing also? Enjoying the new haircut?
I don't really "enjoy" my haircut, the same way I don't enjoy being fashionable or being up-to-date with my generation's trends. I just care about practicality and that's all.
That aside I had a mini breakdown (nothing serious, just an "oh shit..." moment) because I realized almost all major UmaMusu twitter accs I follow are AI slop. This shit is getting too convincing at mimicry, it can't end well I tell you.
Also thinking about watching Diary of a wimpy kid movies, I've been interested in this little timepiece of 2000's recently.

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>>83056553
I was just pointing it out...
>how r u
I'm okay, just more anxious and aloof than usual for some reason. Any news?
>>83059199
Hello anon! Nice worm you got there. How's life?
>>83059680
>where a girl liked me
Didn't you have a harem already..?
I also had a w*man dream the other day, except she was insane and had a written list of things to do with me. I woke up when the next thing on the list was to have sex...

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>>83057561
i'm not obsessed... Just stating my preferences...
>>83056779
wow. Is kot id still a thing there or has it been forgotten?
>yeah, that or just me, myself and i, kek
hopefully it won't b that lonely!
>>83057600
how did u survive without eating 4 a whole year?
>>83057693
what have u done anon?
>>83057579
y?
>>83058004
ye it was gud
still got sum left over
>I keep thinking about how I should make my mark on the world somehow. Maybe I could make some music or art or writing. I'm too scared to commit to anything, though. That's probably why I feel so stuck in life while everyone around me seems to be moving on.
i think the most important thing 2 do in this world is 2 take it easy!
>>83058056
good job, anon!
>>83058074
i try not 2 drink anymoar
got some pretty bad experiences last time i did haha
>>83059199
>I was retouching some research earlier but otherwise I was just watching the MATI episode that day and exercising.
what sort of research?
>>83059219
yeh they r nise!

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>>83059680
>Woke up from a dream where a girl liked me and then I couldn't find her again. I wish my brain wouldn't do that, or at approach it with some subtlety.
tell me moar about the dream
i had sum dreams like that 2...
>Thankfully it's up and running again now. One less thing to worry about.
taht's great! How's ur day?
>>83060035
>I'm okay, just more anxious and aloof than usual for some reason.
what's causing the anxiety? R u feeling alright?
>Any news?
well i made a new fren in college!
So that's nise!

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>>83059873
Vitamins are a necessity for me since I just eat so much meat instead of the healthier options. Also, I see. I don't care too much for fashion, but if I had the freedom to then I'd love to wear armor and stuff. I'd also love to have a special rebreather set up and go hunting beneath the seas >B^). UmaMusu? Also if it's AI slop then you can bet a fair bit of Indians will be behind it. It's all getting jeeted... If you do end up watching those movies, make sure to enjoy some good food with it.
>>83060035
He's a demonic worm >B^). Life is so far going a good deal better than before, I hope yours has been going well too. I'm gonna try and do some more work outside later today too, that or record some stuff.
>>83060270
The research was on a kind of living fossil, one that I actually remember discussing with Koisher some time back. A mysterious formation that dates to the Cambrian and was mysteriously found in the modern day! No one knows what it is, but I have a hypothesis that I'm certain is right.

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>>83050981
I'm not sure if you remember me but, I did the trade school. It was fun, but I'm afraid. I am shit at math and next week that will be my class. Aside from that, I played more ghost of yotei. Remember the thing about how tsushima was more fun and better? Fuck that, I finally found something fun in yotei. It had my boy Takezohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgVsYnvquDE(AKA musashi miyamoto) If I died it was one hit. It was so fun.


anyway, listen to this trac because I feel like a ghost. My friends and family barely pay attention to me. Thanks if you do
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5XDsHedgBQ&list=RD8leI3qEQk6o&index=3

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>>83060035
>Didn't you have a harem already..?
Internet harems are one thing. I think deep down I just want a hug.
>I also had a w*man dream the other day
Nice to know I won't escape these things in wizardhood... Do you feel like you're getting them more or less often now?

>>83060277
>tell me moar about the dream
I met a girl and she was pretty and nice to me. There was a lot of bike riding for some reason. I don't remember much else.

>>83050981
>>83060414
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9jowVycwPo

I was like mugen

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>>83060277
>what's causing the anxiety?
Not sure, maybe it's due to my hikikomori ways...
>well i made a new fren in college!
Wow, how did that happen?
>>83060381
>Life is so far going a good deal better than before
Glad to read that. Still a neet I presume? Or has your big brain stuff made you any monies?
>>83060485
>deep down I just want a hug
Does it have to be from a girl? A real girl I mean..
>Do you feel like you're getting them more or less often now?
They're actually very rare for me, always have been, plus now I'm at a point where I couldn't care less about any of that stuff. There's still the occasional craving for affection, but then a minute later I remember how gross humans are and it usually ends there

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>>83060986
>Does it have to be from a girl? A real girl I mean..
It would be nice but at this point I'd take a hug from anyone except my stalker. I think the last time I had one was when I visited home. Someone I'm not related to would have been about 3.5 years ago. Maybe I should go to a convention with a "free hugs" sign or something...
>There's still the occasional craving for affection, but then a minute later I remember how gross humans are and it usually ends there
I'm usually left reeling for a few hours. As reclusive as I am, I'm still human.

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Yes I'm evil. And I will continue to be evil. Because the world needs people like me for morality balance. We can't all be goody-two-shoes.
>>83060270
Oh okay, sorry then.
>>83060381
I don't think it's nessecary jeets, twitteroids are just lazy. And besides I get actual artists too so it balances out.
Btw did you watch Long Haul by a chance? I don't get why people were so against recasting, sure Devon Bostick is THE Rodrick Heffley for most people but I think Charlie Wright is an alright choice too. Besides it's not his fault it sucked, he didn't even direct it.

Which poster is most likely to kill someone?

>>83060986
Still a NEET, my brain is sadly not so fortunate B'^). I do need to work on that one thing again, the thing with a prize if I solve it. In the mean time I'm gonna make another video though. Also gotta love king oysters :)
>>83061162
In my experience it's usually a third-worlder who spams AI slop, but I may be very biased on this. I haven't seen Long Haul though. I don't think I've seen any of the Diary of a Wimpy Kid movies actually. I am very uncultured :'^(. Also you're not that evil of a person either.
>>83061237
Me. I keep having dreams where I'm hunting, killing and eating things for some reason. If my Chinese cartoons have taught me anything then that's not a good thing.

Realised I forgot >>83059724
>The sleeping mind is a very weird thing.
It is. I've had very few violent dreams in my life now that I think about it. They usually just prey on my anxieties or are very boring.
>so everything was really expensive but also really nice
That's good. There's plenty of stuff (read: pizza) here that's expensive but not any good.

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>>83060381
tell me about it!
>>83060414
i member u, gondola anon!
How have u been?
how's trade school?
>>83060485
what was the girl like? do u member how she looked like?
>>83060986
>Not sure, maybe it's due to my hikikomori ways...
i thought u liked being a hikki...
>Wow, how did that happen?
well it turns out we play the same game a lot and we bonded over that and it turns out we're actually very similar 2 each other!
>>83061162
but we all could take it easy if evrynyan were good
>>83061237
i am not sure
taking it easy is sort of mutually exclusive with killing ppl methinks

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>>83061406
>>83061922
Fine... you got me, I'm not evil, I'm a chaotic neutral.

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>>83059151
>the gators will enjoy their time on the farms...
again, what an absolute menace
>use the ashes for fertilizer for a nice tree.
actually not a bad idea, i may also do that with pets if i get any later on

>breeds that were bred to be aggressive
i suppose, but gators are inherently aggressive killing machines, so...

>brushes for their employee's shoes
these people really spare no effort into salvaging whatever they can, do they?

>convert carbon dioxide back into carbon
yeah, the question is how efficient these processes are, their side effects, and how much energy they'll need
it reminds me that i once wanted to research a way to produce antimatter cheaply, both for energy production and waste management
but then to counterbalance it, we'd need a way of synthesizing matter out of energy...

>>83059199
>akali and akali
pic related? :^)

>>83059680
not too bad then, just a small replacement will do i suppose
unless it's supposed to be dismounted, then not even that
did you get that figured out yet? and how have you been doing your business with that "broken"?

>>83060270
mostly forgotten i guess but some still remember
was nice to see
>hopefully it won't b that lonely!
it'll be as lonely as it always was

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taking it easy on my day off
today i had a dream that i was going on a "trip" to a very distant district of my city, which doesn't even exist irl but it was this isolated reserve area with lots of nature and almost no people around
i was supposed to go with an anon i talked to in this board some time ago and i remember us looking at the map apps to see what could bring us there, because at first i just grabbed my bike and would have her ride along with me, but when she told me where we would be going to, i was like
>that's way too far to go by bike, let's check the maps

so there we were, looking at bus routes, subway and train lines, trying to plot a course because no single transport method would get us there
we'd have to hop off at some point and go by another method, so we checked out which ones would be more convenient and we spent a lot doing that
we finally decided on taking the subway there to the last station and then just going the rest of the way by car (an uber because i can't drive), but as soon as we did, just before we went off, i woke up

it was nice to see another anon in a dream today
thank you for being there
as always, you guys take care of yourselves today, do something cool with your time, something new

Hi my best friend. I'm still doing strange experiments. Lately I've seen faces in the wall and I've heard strange voices.

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>>83061922
>what was the girl like? do u member how she looked like?
I think it might have been an old classmate but I don't really remember at this point. She had long hair. Might have been Asian.

>>83061990
>just a small replacement will do i suppose
Not even that, I just needed to reconnect the tubes. It works fine now.
>and how have you been doing your business with that "broken"?
Filling a jug with water and dumping that in the toilet.

>>83062048
I've dreamed about other anons before. It's funny when it happens.

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>>83062576
>I've dreamed about other anons before. It's funny when it happens.
Same here. They're pretty rare. When it happens I see this board or Discord in my dreams. It's not that fun to just look at text but I guess it's a reflection of my experience.

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>>83061076
What's so bad about your stalker again?
I don't remember the last time I had a hug... Trying to imagine what it would feel like only weirds me out, maybe I have the spergers after all
>"free hugs" sign
Hug whore...
>>83061406
>the thing with a prize if I solve it
I remember you mentioning something about that, how far have you gotten with it? Are you gonna win a nobel prize?
>make another video
Is your channel doing well so far?
>gotta love king oysters :)
I hate them, too spongy... the baby ones are alright
>>83061922
>i thought u liked being a hikki...
I do, but the isolation is starting to take a toll on my sanity
>we play the same game a lot
Are you both map autists? What are the odds...
>very similar 2 each other
You mean he's also a schizotypal closet gay bottom obsessed with spaceships and ancient pillars?

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>>83063252
>I do, but the isolation is starting to take a toll on my sanity
Same here. I wonder what I can do to stop this feeling... I need to go outside and make friends... terrifying thought. I hate comparing myself to normies who don't have anxiety so they can go out and just do anything they want without worrying.

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>>83063252
>What's so bad about your stalker again?
Tried to get very close to me almost immediately and spooked me. She also touched my hair without asking first and after that I felt genuinely unsafe around her. My gut instinct doesn't flare up that often but it did then. I worry I'm going to get sexually assaulted or worse.
>Trying to imagine what it would feel like only weirds me out
I struggle to do it too
>Hug whore...
What if I just stop after the first?

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>>83063252
>I do, but the isolation is starting to take a toll on my sanity
even u can't stand isolation...
r u still in contact with ur irl fren?
maybe u should meet up?
>Are you both map autists? What are the odds...
no
we both play warframe
>>83063252
>You mean he's also a schizotypal closet gay bottom obsessed with spaceships and ancient pillars?
it's an autistic girl
>>83062271
sounds scary...
maybe u should stop doing the weird experiments b4 u completely lose ur sanity...
>>83062048
interesting dream
looks like eburynyan is dreaming about girls 2day
>>83061990
>it'll be as lonely as it always was
even with frens?
>>83061966
i sometiems wish i were chaotic neutral

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>>83062576
>I think it might have been an old classmate but I don't really remember at this point. She had long hair. Might have been Asian.
did u have any frens in school?

>>83064231
>did u have any frens in school?
A few. Except for one I'm not really in touch with any of them now. I haven't seen most of them in at least 10 years.
No friends here though, just two people I can barely call an acquaintance and one of them scares me.

>>83064219
are we still best friends?

>>83064219
It was scary at first. It started out with spiritual thoughts and then I started getting small lights flashing in my vision then it turned into faces and sometimes voices. at first it felt like they were following and torturing me and each time i saw them their stare pierced me but it doesnt evoke such a strong reaction now. One time I looked into the sky and i nearly started crying because i kept seeing a face follow me and it felt like they were tormenting me

taking it easy after my weekly reset shower
clean shaved and got a lot of stuff done today, namely unpacking the rest of my shit, putting a lot of it in their new places, stashing away some others, and disposing of the cardboard boxes (or some of them, i stashed a bunch in case i need packaging)
ordered some pidser for cheap as well, large size and comes with a small sweet one to boot for just 43 bucks (usually people will charge 60-80 or even higher for a large sized one)
today was a good day

>>83064219
>eburynyan is dreaming about girls 2day
must be our lonely hearts in unison
that anon in specific doesn't interest me in that way though, it'd be hell on earth for both sides, kek

>even with frens?
my chronos addiction tells me i'm gonna play through this one alone again as usual
i'm not counting on anyone joining me, despite the offer

I don't want to move on

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Just finished a game called No Players Online, that was something... One of the most immersive horror games I've played in a while, although barely horror, just weird and nostalgic

>>83063266
I'm afraid the only way out is to put yourself out there and socialize. Isolation isn't good for your brain at all, it eventually turns you into a pussy who's unable to face the real world. I'm the prime example of that...
>>83063454
Oh yeah I remember now
I think you're just overreacting, I'm sure she has safer targets to harvest from...
>What if I just stop after the first?
Would a hug from a random stranger do anything at all for you?
>>83064219
>r u still in contact with ur irl fren?
Sort of... I don't remember the last time we met irl, might have been 2 years ago
>it's an autistic girl
No way... baka is actually gonna get laid??

>>83066434
>No Players Online
looked it up just now, that looks... very very interesting
reminds me a bit of pony island though, have you tried that one?

>>83065847
Move on from who?

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Baka loves waking up randomly in the middle of the night
>>83064476
Mby u should get in contact w them again!
>spoiler
U havent said anything about the second one!
>>83065362
Mby
Do u wanna b best frens?
>>83065733
>must be our lonely hearts in unison
>that anon in specific doesn't interest me in that way though, it'd be hell on earth for both sides, kek
Mayb u need sum chaos in ur life
>my chronos addiction tells me i'm gonna play through this one alone again as usual
>i'm not counting on anyone joining me, despite the offer
Y wouldn't they join u? R they busy?
>>83065847
Move on from who?
>>83066434
>Just finished a game called No Players Online, that was something... One of the most immersive horror games I've played in a while, although barely horror, just weird and nostalgic
What did it remind u of?
>Sort of... I don't remember the last time we met irl, might have been 2 years ago
Maybe u should get in touch again? Who knows u might enjoy urself!
>No way... baka is actually gonna get laid??
Haha, nah. I don't think she likes me that way

>>83067492
>chaos
eh... not in that sense, lol
i'd rather peace and tranquility in at least one area of my life, i've had enough of it being chaotic, especially with my feelings over time being the way they were
my love life may see some ups and downs but i want my peace and quiet too, not constant chaos like it'd be with her

>Y wouldn't they join u?
easier to ask "why would they join?"

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>>83067532
tell me about the chaos u've experienced
>easier to ask "why would they join?"
because they're ur frens and they wanna spend time w u?

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I've been doing nothing but sleeping recently. Also almost passed out yesterday while trying to finish my KFC meal lol.

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Woke up to a bunch of messages from my supervisor asking if I'm okay and seeing a doctor again. So that's nice, I suppose. I'm not okay.

>>83066434
>barely horror, just weird and nostalgic
Sounds like something I'd enjoy. Maybe I'll check a look.
>I think you're just overreacting, I'm sure she has safer targets to harvest from...
I might be. But I'm gonna go with my gut here.
>Would a hug from a random stranger do anything at all for you?
Maybe on a physical level. I'd prefer one from someone I care about though. Gotta take what I can get at this point.
If I ever go off the deep end I can always go to Wan Chai...

>>83067492
>Mby u should get in contact w them again!
I could but I'm not sure it would go anywhere. Last time I reconnected with someone he found out I was a virgin and stopped talking to me.
>U havent said anything about the second one!
There's not much to say. He's from Korea, spent some time in the UK, and seems nice enough. He mostly works from home as well.

>>83069046
I almost passed out on the toilet a couple of days ago. At least you didn't do that.

This entire post is pathetic. I hope I die in my sleep.

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>>83069046
oh wow ur taking it moar easy than even I!
>>83069275
>I could but I'm not sure it would go anywhere. Last time I reconnected with someone he found out I was a virgin and stopped talking to me.
mayb the others won't b so mean...
>There's not much to say. He's from Korea, spent some time in the UK, and seems nice enough. He mostly works from home as well.
mayb u should hang out w him moar
he seems like a person who's similar 2 u

>>83070300
>mayb the others won't b so mean...
If I'm lucky. Either way I can barely talk to my own mother right now, let alone people I've not interacted with in 10+ years.
>he seems like a person who's similar 2 u
Not at all. I have more in common with my stalker.

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>>83066583
>pony island
Never heard of it. Is it spooky? Should I play it?
>>83067492
>What did it remind u of?
As in why it felt nostalgic? It's basically a simulation of a computer from the 90s (although the game takes place in like the 60-70s)
>Maybe u should get in touch again?
We still chat sometimes, I just never leave my house...
>I don't think she likes me that way
Baka got friendzoned...
How autistic are we talking?
>>83069275
>Sounds like something I'd enjoy
I'd recommend it for the nostalgia and weirdness of it, but not as a horror game, it's more like drama/mystery
>Wan Chai
What's the lore?
Also, what's wrong with you again?

>>83070673
>I'd recommend it for the nostalgia and weirdness of it, but not as a horror game, it's more like drama/mystery
I get spooked pretty easily, so that's probably a good thing. Is it anything like Hypnospace Outlaw?
>What's the lore?
It's where the hookers live.
>Also, what's wrong with you again?
Feeling particularly sad and lonely again.

This thread been up for fucking days, how does kaguya anon does it? By taking it easy?

taking it easy after lunch
today i got to eat shrimp, which is great

>>83068182
>tell me about the chaos u've experienced
bit too personal, kaguyanon
not for 4chan to see

>they're ur frens
it's one anon i met a week ago in a thread and a fren of his that i haven't even met yet, lol
that notion goes out the window with people like that, i don't expect anything from them at all
so far i've been right

>>83069275
you'll be okay though, we all post some stuff we think it's pathetic
i mean look at me during my downer phase a few weeks ago, in hindsight i want to slap myself for it but i know i couldn't help it
it's my escape valve and i'd have a huge meltdown and likely do something stupid if i didn't post (which i almost did)
post at will, really
we're here for you, as "here" as we can be

>>83070673
>Is it spooky?
i don't think so, there's a tinge of psychological horror but it's very light i'd say
>Should I play it?
definitely, it's also fairly short so all the more reason to

>Captcha: M8NAH
>m8, nah, no way

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>>83070858
>Hypnospace Outlaw
Never played it so I wouldn't know, but that one looks interesting too so I'll probably check it out sometime
>It's where the hookers live.
At least wait for sex robots...
>Feeling particularly sad and lonely again.
Is this related to the same stuff as last time?
>>83071299
>a tinge of psychological horror
That's fine too, I just like gloomy weird stuff. It's all I play these days...

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>>83070673
>As in why it felt nostalgic? It's basically a simulation of a computer from the 90s (although the game takes place in like the 60-70s)
huh
i wonder how that works
i don't think computers during that time even had graphic displays yet
at most they were very rudimentary...
>We still chat sometimes, I just never leave my house...
would u like 2 meet him some day again?
>Baka got friendzoned...
technically not yet, I'm just keeping low expectations haha
>How autistic are we talking?
she's very passionate about her hobbies and likes 2 yap a lot
which is nice
i love ppl who can yap a lot
>>83071299
meh
shrimp is kinda gross 2 me tbhdesu
>not for 4chan to see
very well...
i assume it's not something u wanna talk about at all, do u...
>it's one anon i met a week ago in a thread and a fren of his that i haven't even met yet, lol
I think u should still keep talking 2 them
who knows, u might make some real frens!

>>83071446
>gloomy weird stuff.
i see, i haven't played a lot of these so nothing else comes to mind other than yume nikki, which i'm sure you already played
maybe outer wilds if that can be considered "gloomy and weird" (certainly not at first though but maybe later)
if you have any recs, i'd appreciate too

>>83071480
>shrimp is kinda gross 2 me tbhdesu
good, more for me

>not something u wanna talk about at all
maybe in the future, it's not something actively bothering me anyway
i'd rather not go there if i'm not already down in the dumps, lol

>should still keep talking 2 them
i haven't even met one of them so no talking to that one
but yes, i keep in touch
i just don't expect to be joined, that's all
especially since i'm behind a cgnat with no ipv6 so the only way of connecting to me is through zerotier so there's another extra step there (though granted, zt is simple as fuck, just install, join network, ask me to authorize the device, done)

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>>83071299
>you'll be okay though, we all post some stuff we think it's pathetic
That's true. I guess it's better to vomit it out here than bottle it up.

>>83071446
>but that one looks interesting too so I'll probably check it out sometime
It's a bit silly in parts but I really enjoyed it. You get to put little narratives together in your head, which I wasn't expecting out of it.
>At least wait for sex robots...
I don't have the space for one, unfortunately.
>Is this related to the same stuff as last time?
Not quite.

>>83071791
now we're talking.
i firmly believe it's good practice to talk about our feelings for the same reason that it's also good to air out our thoughts
talking about thoughts helps us put them in their place, as for feelings it helps us understand what's really going on and really... feel them, i guess
it won't really alleviate much but a kind word when you're feeling down will help, and understanding is the first step towards acceptance

it's so hard to be vulnerable like that though...
but when it feels like you have nothing left to lose, then consequences be damned.

>report screen has an option for avatarfagging
>selecting it does nothing
Very curious.

More ice cream. That will fix it.

>>83050981
Been visiting family over the weekend cause cousin is getting married. Happy for him. Not something I will ever get to experience it seems. Bought some old glassware over a local side that I need to pick up later this week. Some nice round bottom flasks and not the cheap kind either for dirt cheap. Hope everyone had a nice weekend.

>>83071894
>as for feelings it helps us understand what's really going on and really... feel them, i guess
I know why I'm feeling them, I just wish I wasn't. I still haven't gone a day without crying yet.

>>83073169
yeah. not your case, but in those cases when we don't really know what's going on, it helps
the second part is more true to your case though, we adapt to a lot of things...
the more we get exposed to a bad feeling, the more we get numbed out to it.

anyway, just me rambling at this point, sorry anon
but feeling this way shows you care, at least. you're human, you have a heart.
you'll be all better, but no shame kn bawling your eyes out for now
take your break, take it easy, as much as you can, and as always, we'll be here for you

on more cheerful news, you got dinner plans today? i'll be eating yesterday's leftover pidser and playing skyfactory 5 myself
if you're ever interested in joining me, let me know and i'll send you my zt network address so you can play too
shit's still black and white but i already discovered brown, white, and green

>>83073237
>the more we get exposed to a bad feeling, the more we get numbed out to it.
I guess that's true, but I wish I was over it faster.
>you got dinner plans today?
I ate a bunch of chicken nuggets because I have given up.
>i'll send you my zt network address so you can play too
Maybe one day. For now I need to focus on my work.

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>>83071480
>i don't think computers during that time even had graphic displays yet
You're right, the timeline is all over the place and the game feels written by a bunch of uncultured zoomers, but I don't think it matters
>would u like 2 meet him some day again?
I don't really feel the need to meet people in person...
>not yet
You're dangerously close to becoming a full-fledged normalfag... Am I gonna have to practice my ree'ing skills soon?
>her hobbies
Like what?
>>83071508
>which i'm sure you already played
I've yet to play it actually, been on my backlog for a while
>outer wilds
That one is also on my backlog, heard good things about it
>if you have any recs, i'd appreciate too
I've played so many that I wouldn't know where to start...
Some recent ones I've played were Conscript and Silent Hill f, both decent and more weird than spooky
>>83071791
>It's a bit silly in parts but I really enjoyed it
The goofy boomer websites look pretty legit, that alone makes me curious to wanna try it
>Not quite
Would it be of any help if we talked about it in private?

>>83073444
nice digits
hey, chicken nuggets are the bomb, i'm tempted to buy some now but i'm having pidser anyway so...
next time

>For now I need to focus on my work.
yeah, offer is there, you do your thing
work is important too

>>83073467
>yet to play it
damn, definitely give it a try then, it's just the right kind of weird and mildly spooky, a lot of tension there
>also on my backlog
it's good yeah, but sometimes goofy rather than eerie
but still eerie for the most part, in my experience
just... don't go to dark bramble too soon...

>Conscript
i'll have a look when i'm home
>Silent Hill f
silent hill never really interested me actually, but good to know

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>>83073467
>The goofy boomer websites look pretty legit
I'm just about old enough to remember when personal websites were still widespread so I got a nice kick out of it. Makes me a bit sad that we can't go back to that time.
Some of the music is pretty good too and one of the tracks has earned a spot in my Christmas playlist. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ftEz-m0kEWA
Unfortunately the sequel got canned because of scope creep (probably made too many dumb music videos).
>Would it be of any help if we talked about it in private?
I appreciate the offer but I think this is something I need to keep to myself. I know that probably sounds insincere, but I am very grateful.

>>83073621
>hey, chicken nuggets are the bomb
Can't argue with that. It's nice comfort food.
>work is important too
Yeah, I don't want to lose my job and get deported. I'd rather feel like this here than in England with my parents...

I'm staying up far too late again. Is that taking it easy?

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taking it easy after eating pidser
ended up hitting the store and buying a bunch of caramel popcorn for mom, as well as some mustard for myself since i was running out
pidser was tasty as fuck after heating up in airfryer

you guys take care of yourselves out there, aye?
man, i could really go for a hug right now...

>>83073664
>It's nice comfort food.
i ended up buying some lasagna instead
oh well, close enough

>I'd rather feel like this here than in England with my parents...
damn, the life of an immigrant
it all seems so distant to me now, but i had dreams of moving to the US or canada later in life and working there
now with canada infested with indians (according to some canadian acquaintances) and the US being a massive bitch towards immigrants in general, i think i'll stay right here in my safe haven

>>83074628
if you're stressing out over staying up late, you're not taking it easy

>>83074761
>oh well, close enough
Comfort food is comfort food. I lost so much weight last time that I can (maybe even should) eat like garbage for a while... I'm enjoying all the ice cream.
>i had dreams of moving to the US or canada
Me too. Oh well.

I jerked off like six times today. I don't know what the fuck is going on.

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>>83073621
>definitely give it a try then
It was almost next on the list today but I went for Fear of the Spotlight instead since I had it installed. Nice retro vibes but it made me kinda sleepy...
>don't go to dark bramble too soon
Noted, will go there first
>silent hill never really interested me
The old ones were great, now I'd say it's looking rather grim for the franchise...
>>83073664
>Makes me a bit sad that we can't go back to that time
There's still stuff like wiby if you want some boomer feels, but yeah...
>video
Sovl
Might play it soon, I always appreciate games with good music
>I think this is something I need to keep to myself
All good, wanted to let you know just in case
It's been a couple months and it hasn't gotten any better, has it? I'm sorry and I hope you make it through

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My little brother shot himself six years ago today and I have to work a night shift

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>>83076088
I'm so sorry this happened anon, I hope your brother is in better place now.

Boowomping this thread

What's the lore behind whotao leaving this thread?

I hope everyone has a lucky 11/11 today.

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>>83078275
Today is Pocky Day in Japan, expect a lot of art from japanese artists today.

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Clutching my pillow and desperately trying to fall back asleep, even though it's almost 5pm.

>>83075454
>There's still stuff like wiby
I'd not heard of that. Cool search engine. It's neat that some are still being updated.
>I always appreciate games with good music
It had a surprisingly good soundtrack, which I wasn't expecting. Actually the whole game was much better than I expected from that concept.
>It's been a couple months and it hasn't gotten any better, has it?
Things got better for a while but then I got blindsided by something else. Such is life.
>I'm sorry and I hope you make it through
Thanks. I'm bruised but I'm not dead yet.

>>83076088
I'm sorry to hear that, anon. I hope you'll be okay.

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>>83073467
>You're right, the timeline is all over the place and the game feels written by a bunch of uncultured zoomers, but I don't think it matters
what's ur favourite part of that game?
>I don't really feel the need to meet people in person...
but i thought the isolation was driving u insanae...
>You're dangerously close to becoming a full-fledged normalfag... Am I gonna have to practice my ree'ing skills soon?
can awootistic ppl b normal bakas?
>Like what?
uhh drawing...
and a bunch of other stuff
she likes 2 yap about anything she has basic knowledge about
>>83071508
i hope u enjoy then!
>maybe in the future, it's not something actively bothering me anyway
i'd rather not go there if i'm not already down in the dumps, lol
that's fine
the goal is 2 take it easy after all
>i just don't expect to be joined, that's all
i'm sure once u get ur internet sorted they'll b happi 2 join u!
>>83072255
don't eat 2 much!
>>83074761
caranmel popcorn r nise but they can't beat the sweet movie popcorn!
>>83078275
6 7!!!!!!

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>>83076088
sorry that happened 2 u anon
how r u doing?
>>83078016
he still makes threads sometimes
if u catch one of them u could ask him there. If he's comfortable telling u that he will

>>83078016
it was all one anon's fault kek

>>83079697
When kaguya anon post this image, I can't help but laugh
It's like he is saying "the world should just TAKE IT EZ"

>>83050981
Got bored and went on Ometv. Ended up chatting with some zoomer. She was high, I was drunk. Ended up jerking off and she fingered herself. Gave me her snap and we have been chatting. Sent me some pussy pics and this morning I woke up to a pic of her nice big tits. So the day started strong.

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>>83080423
So true!
>>83080485
R u gonna date her then?

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>>83078636
>It's neat that some are still being updated
There's still plenty of retro style websites out there, kinda makes me want to build my own sometime, pronouns-free
>I got blindsided by something else
I see... that's quite unfortunate, and frustrating to see because you were doing pretty well before all this
>>83079478
>what's ur favourite part of that game?
Interacting with the desktop was fun, made me feel sort of detached at some point
>but i thought the isolation was driving u insanae...
Indeed, that's why I'm back here
>can awootistic ppl b normal bakas?
Of course, having the 'tism doesn't exclude you from being a norman, plus it's become so normalized that it's just another buzzword now
>drawing
Must be fun to listen to someone yap about the thickness and curvature of a line...
>>83080306
It was nobody's fault but his

>>83081064
>kinda makes me want to build my own sometime
What kind of website would you make? A personal one or one with some information about something?
>that's quite unfortunate, and frustrating to see because you were doing pretty well before all this
Suffering builds character, or so I'm told. I'll come back from this more resilient and probably more jaded. Until then I just have to sit tight.

>>83081060
I am hoping to. She has a gorgeous body, we spoke for hours and she lives pretty close to me. Never thought I would meet a potential gf on Ome.

Honestly, been feeling incredible all day picturing those titties.

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Here's another picture of my cat mih mih sleeping

taking it easy at work
barely. my brains are fried from troubleshooting networking issues and figuring out business rules and validations for them, including database queries
at least jpa query keywords are a blessing but figuring out what to query was a pain...

>>83076088
my condolences, anon
may he rest in peace, and may your soul move forward with wind on your back

>>83079478
>once u get ur internet sorted
kaguyanon my dear baka, there is nothing that can be done
i'm stuck with a one year contract with this isp so i can't leave it outright, cgnat makes me invisible on ipv4, and they don't offer me ipv6 at all
i'm basically unable to be connected to unless a vpn is in place, which is what zerotier is for

I ate too much ice cream and now I have a tummy ache.

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>>83081064
>Interacting with the desktop was fun, made me feel sort of detached at some point
what was it like?
>Indeed, that's why I'm back here
what have u been up 2 then? Apart from playing that one game
>Of course, having the 'tism doesn't exclude you from being a norman, plus it's become so normalized that it's just another buzzword now
i mean, u could argue the same thing about normal bakas
what even is a normal baka at this point?
>Must be fun to listen to someone yap about the thickness and curvature of a line...
It's moar about the things she draws...
>>83081563
do u like her as a person tho?
>>83082793
i see, that's a shame
well hopefully after ur contract ends u'll b able 2 sort it out!
>>83083861
i told u not 2 eat 2 much!
>>83075345
don't do that 2 many times anon

>>83085032
>u'll b able 2 sort it out!
i'm just going back to the isp i had back before i moved
even if they put me behind a cgnat, i can still have an ipv6 address so it's not so bad