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>>83076982

It's going goon.

>>83076982
hello anon!! i cooked breakfast for my family and was sewing basically all day until like an hour ago :p

>>83076991
why would anyone make this shit

>>83076982
>hows your day going?
I just woke up
Mom made lunch already
I'm gonna spice things up this week, gonna go for jogs and excercise in my free time, and I have a lot of those

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Griffith is the ideal male body and griffith and guts are stupidly cute together why did he have to do it?

>>83076995
>i cooked breakfast for my family
whatd you make? very kind of you to do that for your family, nona
>and was sewing basically all day
whatve you been working on?

>>83076998
do it anon, its good to get healthy.
whatd you have for lunch?

>>83077007
IKR WHY DID HE HAVE TO BE A GAY EVIL TWINK they couldve been perfect together, ultimate yaoi ship, nothing compares

>>83077030
Josou seme is so underutilized that it hurts my soul. It's always peak and griffith and guts fit that mold perfectly.

>>83077030
i made some breakfast burritos! they're very big and filling so i only ate half this morning >__<
>whatve you been working on?
a skirt!! i'm very new to this so it's mediocre but i'm having fun :DD

>>83077030
>lunch
vege fritatta
anchovies in sambal
broccoli mushroom stir fry
asian household haha
>healthy
i genuinely don't care, just looking for something to fill the time
cigs and coffee are getting kinda stale

>>83077037
it is underutilised and it hurts my soul too, its peak. they really do fit it perfectly

>>83077040
those look like they take a bit of time to make if youre adding heaps of stuff in, and you did that for everyone? thats some dedication.
>a skirt!! i'm very new to this so it's mediocre but i'm having fun :DD
any particular style in mind? are you doing a pleated or a-line? skirts are a pretty big jump if youre new to it, pleated ones are particularly incredibly difficult for beginners

>>83077051
thats a huge lunch. definitely a lunch of an asian household lmfao.
>cigs and coffee are getting kinda stale
they dont really fill up that much time, so i get it. literally a 5 minute thing

>>83077109
>5 minute thing
5 minutes that i'll never get back
idk man, i've just been thinking a lot and i genuinely feel like i've "realized", whatever that means

>>83077109
i've made them enough to where it's fairly easy now!! they enjoy them so it's worth it :]
>any particular style in mind?
it's a regular a-line with pockets!! i was under the assumption it'd be easy but i see now that i was a fool.........

>>83077122
>5 minutes that i'll never get back
but what else would you have been doing with those 5 minutes? you would be trying to fill the time still, would you not?
is there really anything more meaningful you couldve done in those 5 minutes for you to wish you had them back?
wasting time is just natural tho, theres plenty of minutes in a day, plenty of minutes in a lifespan. no point dwelling on the loss of a mere 5 minutes

everyone who first starts thinking for themselves thinks theyve "realised" something, but you actually need to keep thinking and perfect your thoughts before you can actually say youve realised something. if that makes any sense

>>83077152
>they enjoy them so it's worth it :]
thats very sweet of you :>
>it's a regular a-line with pockets!!
a normal a-line could be pretty easy, but with pockets? pockets are really difficult to sew into skirts, but especially for a beginner.
whyd you pick such a hard project, did you just wanna challenge yourself?

>>83077233
i hate things that don't have pockets!!! it was easy until it wasn't.... :[ now i have to dethread some stitches and fix it up
>whyd you pick such a hard project, did you just wanna challenge yourself?
kinda sorta??? i think i didn't expect it to be so difficult :0

>>83077262
>i hate things that don't have pockets!!!
fair enough, it is pretty annoying. not enough skirts or non-sweatpant pants come with pockets T-T
>i think i didn't expect it to be so difficult :0
never underestimate how hard sewing stuff can be, it looks easy but it can get incredibly hard.
whatre you planning on making next?

>>83077297
>not enough skirts or non-sweatpant pants come with pockets T-T
this is why i always sew in pockets!! i don't want to rely on my purse 24/7!!!
>whatre you planning on making next?
some dragon plushies for my friends!! that one SHOULD be easier!!!

>>83077233
You ever heard of Taoism, anon?
There's this concept where, the more you try to "grasp" the Tao, the more you lose it

For me, with every utterance of me saying I've lost it implies there is something to be lost
The more I claim to be realized, the more I don't

I don't know man, life is funny like that

>>83076982
i was playing osu and got an S rank on a 6.3 star and then played a 3.5 star map and got an A. i almost dismantled my computer on an atomic level. i am now lying on my bed trying to get the motivation to animate stuff for a game i want to make.

>woke up
>bought weed, alcohol, and snacks
>vacuumed my house
>played video games
>joined a new discord server for my game and people were actually pretty nice
>took a shower
>fell asleep
>woke up, bf had cleaned all the dishes and folded my laundry and bought me beer (!!!)
>watched the end of his football game with him
>went and got some pop with him
>watched youtube with him
>tuck him into bed and kiss him goodnight and rub my boobs on his face
>came back out here
>drained a beer
>made this post

>>83077410
>some dragon plushies for my friends!! that one SHOULD be easier!!!
plushies are pretty hard nona... especially for dragons, thats not gonna be easier than a skirt with pockets!! but i wish you luck!!

>>83077434
ive read some of the tao te ching because i had some interest in taoism.
i understand what youre saying tho, a bit

>The more I claim to be realized, the more I don't
then why even claim it in the first place, is my question, if you think its something you cant achieve in the first place

>>83077462
>animate stuff for a game i want to make.
what sorta game, anon?

>>83077476
sounds like a good day nona.
im totally not incredibly jealous, at all

>>83077665
>why even claim it in the first place
it's cyclical, it's the nature of man
ego death and egotistic both at once

>>83077665
>what sorta game, anon?

platformer, main appeal is degen art

>>83077772
>main appeal is degen art
so a porn game?

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>>83076982
It's slow. I'm trying to collect text files to train a homebrew AI with.

>>83077872
homebrew ai? hows that work? whatre you gonna use it for?

>>83077890
AI is fascinating to me, and I've been slowly learning how it works. My goal for now is just to train something that can get down to 0.5 loss.

End goal is to have something that can specialize in a small subset of tasks, and then experiment on odd usecases and features with.

Once I'm happy I might go ahead and rent a VM with enough GPUs to train something actually useful.

>>83077994
>down to 0.5 loss
what does this mean?

good luck with your plans, doubt ai is too particularly hard to train so youll probably manage to do something interesting with it

>>83076982
right now my game is to condom stealth my gf regularly, get her pregnant, then break up with her because we always used protection and there's no way it's mine. seems foolproof

>>83077890
I forgot to mention but the way it works, to the best of my understanding, is that you begin by taking a ton of random but coherent text and feed it to a brand new model made using PyTorch or an equivalent.

Pytorch is just a tool you use to make AI.

Then, you spend hours letting the AI try and predict what comes next and loss is basically a value that tells you how "surprised" the AI is by the next word. The lower your loss, the better. There's also validation loss which is just how surprised the AI is by new text from what I can tell.

You need lots of powerful GPUs though, or a ton of time. ChatGPT as it is now would be impossible to train on just a desktop computer.

Once this training is done, congratulations! You've completed pre-training and can now move on to training an AI to do more complex tasks. The hard part is just finding good data.

>>83078137
That's fucked up anon. Did she do something to trigger this?

>>83078137
thats fucking evil anon.
but you DO realise she'll notice theres cum coming out and realise you took off the condom? are you fucking dense? do you think cum just stays in her forever? retard.
then she'll get you on a rape charge. have fun in jail getting assraped

>>83078167
>The hard part is just finding good data.
with how common ai is now, wouldnt it be easy to find decent data to train it? tho that probably depends on the tasks you want it to do, and i can imagine some of the good stuff is kept private.
>You need lots of powerful GPUs though, or a ton of time
do you just have the money laying around for this project, arent gpus insanely expensive?

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>>83078242
Huggingface is technically a good resource with curated data, but I find parquet annoying AF to work with. Same for JSONL

Distillation is another option too, but I'm just starting with the basics.

Anyway I sat on my nuts so I'm gonna go curl up and die now.

>>83076982
It's going shit.
My favorite person blocked me.
A homeless person was being a fucking jackass to me for no reason.
Im so stressed and hate everything.
I just want to die.

>>83078255
im not even gonna pretend to understand anything that youve said cause idk jack about this stuff and i cant even think of more questions to ask about it.
>Anyway I sat on my nuts so I'm gonna go curl up and die now.
im so sorry for your loss

>>83078256
>My favorite person blocked me.
what happened?
>A homeless person was being a fucking jackass to me for no reason
yeah they tend to do that, homeless people can be very bitter and rude (not that i blame them), dont let it ruin your day more tho

>>83078300
They were upset about an employer rescinding their job offer and I was too busy with fucking class assignments and uni, I didn't even know how upset they were, but they told me to get out of their life and to never contact them again. I just wish they would talk to me instead of pushing me away.

>>83078342
anon they sound fucking insane.
let them leave, its for the best. obsess over someone nice instead

>>83078348
I can't. I'm trapped by their spell.
Honestly, I should have consoled them, at least acknowledged that it sucked.
When I get in contact again, I will tell them they cannot treat me like this. That Im sorry about everything.

>>83078380
you were busy, it isnt your fault.
dont go apologising for something that isnt your fault anon

>>83076982
>Griffith
>Link
>Miquella
even as a nigga that yanks it to real-life traps, why cant yall stop feminizing and homosexing these types of characters?
they're only mildy visually androgynous, nothing effeminate about them, and nothing even sexual in most of their entire respective franchises

>>83077030
Fujos should be genocided

>>83076982
It's one of those nights where I'm not angsty enough to consider suicide but too tired to want to continue living

>>83078405
Ah you're right.
However I need to be more receptive. I do understand why they're like this, maybe I'm letting them walk all over me on some delusion that I know it's because of trauma and that I can forgive them or whatever. They've been a major reason I want to excel in my passions. Before my own ambition of course.
I could also be blinded by sheer limerance.
Sorry for making this thread about me. Would you recommend Berserk, to a non anime reader? What do you like about it?

>>83078454
im not feminising griffith.
hes a masculine man with long hair.

>>83078455
rude

>>83078459
dont reduce suicidal thoughts to being angsty anon, that shits serious

>>83078479
>rude
I am rude, yes
>>83078479
>dont reduce suicidal thoughts to being angsty anon, that shits serious
It was the first word that came to mind to describe a heightened, intense emotional state as opposed to my empty emotional state of the moment

>>83078464
you are letting them walk all over you, having trauma or mental illness is no excuse to act that way towards someone you care about. dont let it slide. set some boundaries and shit. your feelings, life, etc matters too
>I could also be blinded by sheer limerance.
limerence is blinding, but you can break it.
>Would you recommend Berserk, to a non anime reader?
i wouldnt recommend any non-manga or anime enjoyer any manga or anime cause the few times ive tried its been annoying. but its worth a read. its a pretty good story with interesting characters and amazing art

>>83078509
stop being rude then. maybe youd feel better if you were nicer.
>It was the first word that came to mind to describe a heightened, intense emotional state as opposed to my empty emotional state of the moment
ah. ok.
so whats got you in this heightened, intense emotional state?

>>83078522
>stop being rude then. maybe youd feel better if you were nicer.
That has literally never worked once
>ah. ok.
>so whats got you in this heightened, intense emotional state?
It's the opposite. I'm not in such a state, therefore I'm not suicidal. I'm simply... bored, ig

>>83078532
>That has literally never worked once
have you tried it tho?
im joking anyways.
but i always feel better being nicer to people even if they treat me like utter garbage
>It's the opposite. I'm not in such a state, therefore I'm not suicidal. I'm simply... bored, ig
well ive misunderstood completely.
so, youre bored enough to come bully a fujo on r9k.
interesting behaviour

>>83078553
>but i always feel better being nicer to people even if they treat me like utter garbage
Funny. I don't!
>so, youre bored enough to come bully a fujo on r9k.
>interesting behaviour
Well, I was gonna respond to the thread topic, but I just hate fujos that much, sooooo

>>83078589
why do you hate fujos.
whatd we do to you

>>83078522
You're right. Im not one to be treated like nothing by someone I seriously care about.
I just had a cigarette and chocolate.
Thanks for talking to me bro. I am very lonely and 4chan tends to be my only respite. You have a grounded view and I appreciate your words.

>>83078601
All my friends in middle school were nerdy girls who got into gay tumblr shit growing up and became obnoxious manhating feminists, whereas I continued to walk the path of a religious gen z male chud. And so, I am forever cursed to simultaneously be unbearably sexually attracted to degenerate nerd women while also having trauma around them and hating their guts, forever. Woe is me and all that.

Also, fags are just gross and annoying

>>83078604
>Im not one to be treated like nothing by someone I seriously care about.
im glad youve realised that anon. just try to avoid letting this happen again
>You have a grounded view and I appreciate your words.
that means a lot to me tbdesu, i really appreciate it too man. thank you

>>83078618
nerdy girls on tumblr choose one of 2 paths
>dyed hair pooner
>radfem misandrist
sorry for your bad time but you dont have to take it out on me too, man. im not a man hater, i could never hate men.
>religious
yet you still hate thy neighbour and express feelings of lust. disappointing god and myself rn

>>83078659
>nerdy girls on tumblr choose one of 2 paths
>>dyed hair pooner
>>radfem misandrist
If not both
>sorry for your bad time but you dont have to take it out on me too, man. im not a man hater, i could never hate men.
Sure but I hate fags anyways and for more reasons now
>>religious
>yet you still hate thy neighbour and express feelings of lust. disappointing god and myself rn

Simply being attracted to women is not a sin nor is it lust.

I'll give you the hate part tho. I'm very hateful. I have a hard time feeling bad about it though.

>>83078679
how tf do they transition and then hate men tho, ive never seen that happen.
>Sure but I hate fags anyways and for more reasons now
simply conversating with a fujoshi made you more hateful? you are very hateful. average chud tho ig, no offense
>Simply being attracted to women is not a sin nor is it lust.
huh, i thought it was.
im not that well versed in the world of religion tho so ill take youre word for it

>>83078697
>how tf do they transition and then hate men tho, ive never seen that happen.
They just hate "toxic masculinity"(aka all sexually dimorphic traits that real men usually manifest)
>simply conversating with a fujoshi made you more hateful? you are very hateful. average chud tho ig, no offense
Nah it's more about how they affect society. I didn't mean now as in the sense of "being triggered by events happening right now" I meant now as in "in the present, as opposed to in the past"
>huh, i thought it was.
Even the most anti-sex christian denominations at least begrudgingly admit that having sex is good because we need to continue our species. Only extremely ascetic religions like buddhism believe all sex is evil, but they basically believe everything is evil in the first place so

>>83078736
>I didn't mean now as in the sense of "being triggered by events happening right now" I meant now as in "in the present, as opposed to in the past"
ah ok, ive misunderstood again.
whatre the affects on society that you dislike? why is it such a big deal?
curious about your beliefs.
>Only extremely ascetic religions like buddhism believe all sex is evil
funny cause buddhists still have sex and procreate too

>>83078822
>whatre the affects on society that you dislike? why is it such a big deal?
Not having babies is bad, plus the underlying ideology necessary to justify homosexuality("sex is something done primarily for fun and personal pleasure") is harmful to society
>funny cause buddhists still have sex and procreate too
Sure, the more normie ones

>>83078899
>Not having babies is bad
not everyone needs to have children in order for society to survive. if heterosexual people (aka the majority of the world) had more kids, then we wouldnt be in the position we're in now with declining birth rates.
but i cant blame people for not wanting kids. look at the economy, the state of the world. its not ideal. i think antinatalism is beyond pathetic but i cant blame them for their way of thinking either.
ahh i cant be fucked arguing identity politics anon, i think its fucking stupid. i dont think gay people are to blame for societys sex or birth rate issues and i simply cant hate them unless theyre cuck faggots (theyre not real gays anyways).

>>83078975
Heh, fag

You seem all right tho anon. Once chuds rule the world I'll remember you and consider letting women have some limited free speech

>>83079001
well, thanks lmao. good luck with gaining rule anon