my mephedrone,this isn't a way to live and i don't know how much more i can takechoosing to live is choosing to sufferi decay
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Are you the anon I miss or are you someone else?
to err is to be human; to forgive is divine,to dwell on the past is to hurt as you pine,it is not the end just because you decay,mercury becomes gold as time ticks away,so too can you rise up again to the skies,look deep down inside to your treasure and prize,format the bad times and replace with the new,as there exists those who put their faith in you,because you can be great.
>>83078525to live is to bleed; to graft it, to cut and steal.to look ahead is to stand on this ledge, nothing left behind.caduceus in hand, mercury guides us over this edge.
mercury is bad for you tho
keep digging the bloody circle deeper grinding my bones to dust
>>83079154they make good bread from that stuff you know
>>83080442because apparently I only exist to be sustenance for shit people.
>>83081692u are what u eat :)
>>83081692put your tripcode back on there mike
>>83078602heavy hearts regenerate,closed eyes; mirage in a ledge,gaze past back and venerate,here's not the eclipse alleged.theft of what's given so freely,no crime to punish at all,channel old smiles; ideally,belief will prevent your fall.because there's still so much ahead of you, it's just hard to see with clouded, teary eyes.
>>83083168there's no fairytales here.
>>83083533it's not wrong to hope and to aspire. if we resign to despair, then we'll only ever trudge through the ichor of dead dreams. and, even fairytales have challenges and downturns, but it's in strength and perseverance that makes the resulting happiness so special. and all of that comes from belief.. believing things can be better. to try from there..
>>83083637and where did that get you anon?
>>83083863i overcame a lot of moments of despair like that and found happiness. bliss, joy, and all associated with it. they're fond memories, and i can still smile thinking back on such times. there's no clouds nor taint overhanging them for me.though i'm in a twilight right now, i hold onto belief. i know happiness can come my way again, as hard as it sounds right now. it's hard, really hard sometimes. but still.. i believe. because there are days where it's easier, there are days where i have glimpses of that happiness again, and it gives me the energy to continue. if i only ever dwelled on the hurt, the pain, the sorrow.. then i would find myself caged and enslaved. it's important to visit sad memories, to remember.. but it's equally important not to dwell too long, or else the ghosts in that graveyard won't let you leave.hug.
