>be 18 a few years back>come out of relationship that didn't work out >Covid made end of high school a mess >Oh it'll be fine, I'll have a fun time in uni, get my driver's license, get a cute khv wife and make a bunch of money after my bachelor's or master's degree >Sudden 3+ years of chronic sickness>Spend my days fighting symptoms in bed, wondering if it's still worth continuing to live >Decide life is probably worth living>Docs finally find the cause and cure me, life is colorful again>Doing driver's license, close to finishing up bachelor's, and have a small job now >But>People still look down on me and make me feel like a failure because I'm far behind>Bad grades from past years seem getting into a master's program or getting a good job seem impossible >Feel like I'm too old to find a virgin wife Was fighting to continue living really worth it? Should I have just killed myself considering it seems like my sickness also stole my chance at achieving my dreams?
