There's someone out there that you could have a wonderful relationship with. Someone beautiful of both face and personality. Someone who you would think of as being out of your league, but loves you more than anything. Someone who warms your heart and hardens your dick. Someone who you trust and know will be eternally faithful to you. Someone who could make your every day pure serenity and comfort and bliss, forever. You'll probably never meet her. It's a big world. But she does exist.
>>83079903I already want to kill myself you don't need to depress me more
>>83079903I've met her and I'm genuinely changing my life for the better just so I could meet her OR someone like her4 billion foids out there, manand you only need just one
>>83079939Does she know how you feel?
I met that person but life became too much for her and she just ran off one day.I miss her a lot. I don't think I can love someone else after that.
>>83079903She exists, I met her in person while traveling with my parents. It's 12 years later and she's out there with some retard bf while distance forced us to be apart
>>83081062I'm sorry. What she did is terrible.
>>83082728It was. But I'd still take her right back if she apologised. I know she still loves me and (in a very fucked up way) thought she was doing the right thing.
>>83082817At least you have your foot in the door then. Have you talked to her about getting back together?
>>83079903sounds nice but realistically there may not be that someone in the world
>>83082840I sent some emails and made it clear that I still care about her but ultimately the ball's in her court now and I've not heard anything from her in a week.
>>83079943not gonna tell hernot gonna ruin whatever the fuck we've got going on
>>83079903You are describing my imaginary girlfriend. Anyone can have a girlfriend of that caliber
>>83079903I've come to believe that it would be immoral for me to date someone as subjecting them to my mental illness by virtue of spending time with them would be a overall a net negative outcome for everyone involved.