this student of the way of fish needs a journey to the east
You are a catfish and you need to self-actualize your false persona?
>>83080189i am a koi fish
this fish chose to study art fundies. baka just doesnt think he can improve without them (baka tried) . i tried the right side of brain book yesterday but after reading it for 2h it still was just schizo babble with nothing about drawerooo. so i will try the keys to drawing book instead today
i think this fish would make paintings like this if he could painterooohttps://www.reddit.com/media?url=https%3A%2F%2Fi.redd.it%2F6nv0jwygytwe1.jpeg
i think if id have to hobo maxx id bivy schizo stealth maxx. this fish would appear out of nowhere X disappear. it would be way too expensive for the state to keep track of where the guerilla maxxed hobo who hates germany fish is hiding
they might try to hobo maxx me to do le "hehe he will be a hobo then drug maxx then sell his butt to old men for crack and then we will offer him a slave deal he would be desperate for" but in reality this fish would just become a crazy menace to society
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZMWYN8pzG0
the pizza is in the tummy. maybe drinking sum shou puer later. this old man is in his enka phasehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_-Lot43wy0
maybe i will saverooo maxx and then go to china in 1-2 years (depending on my chinese skill). there i will ask them to gib asylum
somehow all of my interactions with germany post freedom arc aregermany:>hehe we will not allow YOU to do *thing* that would benefit you and me!!! youre a subhuman who doesnt deserve it!!! now you have to be our slave!!!!this fish:>ok, i will then just do *other thing* that benefits me, is bad for you and doesnt need your approvalgermany:>noooooooo you werent supposed to do that!!!!this has happened many times already. theyre so stupid. just leave me alone
they still treat me like i am sum weak baka who is being tortured and desperate to escape. but in reality this fish has the flame of hyperborea inside him X deep hatred against germany for what they did to me when i was at my worst
all they had to do was be nice to me. not trying to get me to be raped by hobos, addicted to benzos, addicted to meth etc. i remember the >hehe WE have made YOU addicted to benzos, now you have to obey us or we will stop giving you the benzos!!!!i obviously just quit benzos instead. they try those kinds of shenanigans over and over and over again like sum deranged baka who does the same things X expects sum different result. the only effect it had is it only maxxed out my germany hate
"noooo we didnt try to get you to be raped by hobos or addicted to meth, we just locked you up with hobos who have a history of rape X meth addicts who try to convert sober bakas to the way of meth to leech" X"also the official expert documents dont say they tried to make you addicted to benzos!!!! they say it was justified use!!!! it doesnt say anything about obey or else!!!! therefore it didnt happen!!!"
i am germany fatigue maxxed. i am not a semi hermit because of mental issues. i am a semi hermit because i hate germany and dont want to have anything to do with it
i lidderally cant speak german anymore and it doesnt bother me. i dont see ANY way that would make me stay in germamy. its so OVER. i am so sick of this country. id rather be a street cleaner in china than sum baka in germamy
this fish got moved to sum different neet office for sum reason. and THEY havent gotten le message that harassing me is fucking stupid
i hate this wretched country so much. america probs wouldnt accept le asylum request. they probs expect wypypo to have le phd for asylum which makes no sense because a REAL oppressed baka would have nothing (like me). only china will probs gib, but i need to know chinese first
though i guess i have never tried it. maybe its just brainwashing to make me not try it. maybe this fish should do a smol journey to north dakota X ask for aylum. maybe if i tell the gov boomer id join the army he would gib. i first have to study the fofa X pass as mentally healthy though
i just want to forget that germany exists
i am in germany against my consent X THEY made it impossible for ME to leave if i were a normal baka (this fish is special enough for this to just be a fever dream that will end soon)
the only thing i can do about this NOW is meditate
changing the air then preparing the late tea...
preparing the black tea X defrosting the blueberries...
