What's keeping you alive?
>>83081693I'm built different.
>>83081693My lizard brain shitting itself with fear whenever my sapient part arrives at suicide as the next logical course of action
>>83081693>What's keeping you alive?Hatred and knowing all the addresses of my enemies. :>
Habit and inertia.
>>83081693>What's keeping you alive?Not sure. Alcohol probably. Most ppl in my situation wouldve ended it by now
>>83081693my dad offed himself so also dying of suicide would be the most pathetic lame thing ever not to mention doing my mother so cruel so im unironically forced to stay alive until life kills me. which hasn't been easy since i inherited my dad's mental illness
>>83081693i am mentally stronger than you
I get those thoughts sometimes. Very quick flashes of "maybe I should..." but then just as quickly, "who's going to explain to the babies why their uncle decided to kill himself?"They're also keeping me sober.
>>83081693>What's keeping you alive?The 'bux.
>>83081693THE HATRED ENGINE.
>>83081693My daughter, I'm responsible for her
I want to fuck. I want to bang. I want to get my dick SUCKED, hard. I want to cover teen girls with my cum. That's why I'm alive.
>>83081693my heart i guess you tripfag? if you're talking about suicide, assume i'd kms rn. then what? idk what happens after that. i'd rather just linger here as long as possible and cross that bridge when it comes instead of running towards it
>>83081693Being dead is boring. You'll be dead forever and ever, but being alive is a limited time offer
>>83081693spite, resentment, anger, a couple of video games i have obsessive attachment to
>>83081693genuinely nothingi'm just here for the ride, the eternal observer
>>83081693Too much of a coward to commit suicide
>>83082830Based sexfiend.
Waiting for the E33 DLC. I was planning on an hero after 100% the game, but I simply can't miss the Esquiexpansion.
>>83081693Defiance. i mentally larp as Sigismund when i'm close to killing myself to gather mental fortitude for another day
I want to see radioactive hellfire turn civilization to ash. I want to see the smirks on everyone's stupid faces get wiped off, and their eyes melt from their sockets. I want to die happy, knowing that I just barely outlived the Democrat-voting shitholes around me.
