is anyone else, like, completely and utterly fucked socially? so badly that it never even begun?so neurotistic that weird everyone out even online? like a weird fucked up alien creature trying to navigate it's way in the world?
>>83082013Have you ever considered trying not to be like that?
The more normalniggers are disturbed by or hate me, the more powerful I become
>>83082023yeah ive tried for the longest time to normiemaxx and try to be normal. like completely imitate what normies do so i can try to assimilate into their world. but the workings of the normie mind completely and utterly eludes me. im too autistic and far gone.
>>83082013i'm just at the very bottom of any social interactioneven online where only what you type matters i end up ignored if not bullied
>>83082034>like completely imitate what normies do so i can try to assimilate into their world.do what for example
>>83082047>i'm just at the very bottom of any social interactionof any social hierarchy*
>>83082034same, after torture trying to socialize i tried to pretend to be someone else to be accepted online basically to reinvent myself and act like one of those chads and it made everything even worse
>>83082054try to enjoy normalnigger stuff and memes. imitate their language and their responses. their playful tackiness and their obsession with materialism
>>83082054nta but i basically just copied behavior i thought was cool or normal or attractive thinking i can change myself
>>83082063honestly when i try to act like a ""chad"" people like me more but then they try to talk about stuff that's too normalnigger or they try to get close to me and i just can't keep it up all the time
