What do you MEAN you don't want a life of drawing cartoon porn, smoking weed and derisive laughter???
fr just have ai generate your cartoon porn
>>83084395yeah, "rule34" artists are so fucked haha
>>83084375I mean having a girlfriend and friends would be nice but none of that shit is actually obtainable. I might as well just stay at home and browse image boards.
>>83084375I wanted to be an hentai artist once, but then I realized im just a perverted woman
>>83084675I wanted to be a hentai artist but no matter how much I tried to draw and no many how many hours I worked I was still terrible so I just gave up.
>>83084375My personal fantasy is to have a fuck-genie that lives in a lamp who I can summon to my room or summon into her domain and she can split into shadowclones and shapeshift into whatever look I want. My other fantasy is to have mind control powers that extend to physical alteration. Literotica has some of the best stories on that
>>83084685same, I used to draw better when I was younger but I had bad imposter syndrome so I stopped too
>>83084685Creativity is one of those things that you either have or dont unfortunately
>>83084716try a different mediuma writer that can't draw is still okay
>>83084716You don't need creativity to draw, you need spacial intelligence.
>>83084716so true anon. i just dont have the creative gene in me anymore. i dont know what it is, I think its just the depression that made that creativity part in me die especially when i was little
>>83084788I was feeling that way and then I had a breakthrough. I didn't understand lyrics and didn't like them in music. I was not interested in them at all which hurt my songwriting. Then I heard a vocalist focus on note, inflection, timbre, dynamic choices in reference to the lyrics and it suddenly clicked and made it fun. Choose lyrics and note choices specifically to compliment one another. That makes lyrics actually fun because I can put them together with the music rather than just thinking of them as completely unimportant compared to the vocal talent.