I genuinely reached an epiphany earlier today when it comes to mental health and spirituality. The only way out of my rut is love. Not romantic love with another person. I already have that and it did not save me. I must love myself and the world around me, and do so unconditionally. I must see my failures and weaknesses and work to fix those, because that is what one does to someone they sincerely love. You do not help someone you hate. My self-loathing over the past 4, 5 years has done nothing but burn me out on trying. I'd push myself to accomplish and succeed, the whole while hating myself and my inability to get to the very top. It sounds asinine. Yes, you should want to succeed in order to succeed. Duh. But somewhere deep in my soul, I hated who I was and did not believe I was deserving of the good in my life. That good includes the good I could do to myself, not just from others.I must love the world around me, for if I project hate and disdain for the world around me, I will receive it in turn. I believed I deserved that when I hated myself, but it does nothing but ruin my life and make those around me resent me.And I must love myself with enough fervor that I can accept my wrongdoings and mistakes. That I did not treat myself right and self-sabotaged does not speak on my deservingness of my own love. It simply means that I made a mistake - one that countless people have made before and countless after me will. There is a gracious humility in understanding how similarly most people suffer. This humility is insight. I must practice it daily in all facets of life, lest comparison be the thief of joy. When all are equal, it is hard to hate, and easy to love.I leave you with this, fellow robots. I wish for you to remember this post and the "loving-kindness" meditation popular in buddhism. I hope it will help you as much as it has helped me.
Get this gay shit off my incel board
>>83086330And how do you do this lovinng kindness medditation?
>>83086330Anytime anyone talks about romantic love not being enough help to matter much it's a shitty relationship with nothing special about it. Like guys saying sex is overrated but they fucked a few fat hookers.
>>83086330Om mani padme Om~
>>83086330>I must love myself and the world around me, and do so unconditionally.good luck figuring out what the fuck it actually means I already see that you're not doing things 100%
You are right in principle but incorrect at> , I will receive it in turn.The main issue of universal love is that it is not discriminatory, and people will absolutely DESPISE you for refusing to discriminate between their groups. Society functions by hatred
well let me get the ai voice and a drink this is going to be a long post
so basically christ 101
