> be me> 25yo virgin grad student with lifelong stutter and social anxiety> too shy to eat or drink in front of strangers, get embarrassed by it and been bullied at lunch too often> freezing cold outside> get to campus> normally just buy junk from college vending machine toavoid talking to people> wanted something warm> decide to try to get tea from the in-house college food vendor> do you have any w-w-w-arm beverages?> guy at the counter doesn't understand me> i repeat myself> at the third try he finally understands me and i successfully purchase a small cup of tea> victory > go to staircase to drink the tea> never seen anyone else use the staircase ever> go-to place to eat or drink in private> start drinking tea> begin to take a sip. too hot but hands are already warming up> SOMEONE OPENS THE DOOR> hide in corner behind the door> hope no one saw me> keep my face stuck in the corner> hear footsteps stop> think/hope/prey the person just left> slowly turn around> pretty girl standing at the first steps, staring at me> "are you ok?"> she asks it nicely with a sweet voice and smile> "i'm good"> turn around and run out immediately> go to another staircase down the hall> finish teaLife is a rollercoaster.
>>83087651>be me>19 year old uni student>live in dorm alone>life is fun>some fuckhead barges into my room trying to run from some people while I'm masturbating>life ruined
>>83087651sometimes I read a post on here and wonder if I'm being watched then have my life posted for me to read like some sort of experiment because this is very me.I almost always look for empty classes and when I find one it's the best feeling in the world or I give up on having lunch. I'm capable of drinking water though so similar things are doable in the open
>>83087651> she asks it nicely with a sweet voice and smileI hate when this happens. I would prefer to be totally ignored. I hate receiving false kindness.
