I think I'm starting to question if I might be bpd and if I am I really should just kill myself at that point.I really don't think I am cause I don't do any extreme crazy shit or ruin peoples lives, but my mom thinks I might be bpd for some reason. Most I've suspected on my own is schizotypal or something of the sort.I already hate myself enough as it is and am convinced I'm a horrible pathetic burden of a person half the time so I really don't need another fuckass confirmation.I'm not even a woman.
>>83088272You both are confident that you are at least mentally ill, so why not try seeing a psychiatrist or something to diagnose you at the very least? You might get some help that way, just be weary of anyone that tries to load you up with psychiatric drugs right away.
>>83088272Probably just another vulnerable narcissist incel
>>83088299I've had a therapist since I was a child and have been seeing an adult therapist since I turned 18 but I've gotten very little out of that because personality disorders take a long time of knowing the patient to diagnose and my childhood therapist isn't qualified for that stuff.The only things I have to go off of as of now is that my doctor suggests I might have a personality disorder due to the lack of improvement with meds.Though I will say, the antipsychotics I have for severe anxiety do work when I take them
>>83088328iirc therapists are not qualified to diagnose mental illness, psychiatrists are. It may take some time, but you should probably see one of them.
>>83088359I'll continue seeing my adult therapist/psychiatrist of course.Its literally all I can do anyway
>>83088368I wish you the best anon. Being mentally ill sucks a lot, I'd imagine especially so when you don't even know what the problem is.
