I have a voice in my head calling me a tweaker I've never done drugs I'm 19 and genuinely don't know what to do this has been happening for like 6 months whenever I go outside my confidence is just shot
>>83090143ocd? if you're lucid enough to make this post it's probably not schizophrenia
>>83090143If you mean like an actual voice in your head, don't smoke weed because you could trigger actual schizo at your age.
>>83090178You can hear voices from ocd? Whenever I focus on it and see if anyone is talking about me, it fades away then a slight whisper other times it can be loud when I'm walking alone or whatever can be listening to music as well or anything and just the dreading feeling takes over when I hear it
you do take drugs bro , you take so many in fact that you forget about them
>>83090219Yes, an actual voice in my head can even hear people I've talked to in their full on voice then I get the feeling of I can read their mind and they hate me"What an ugly fucking drug addict""Dude, is this guy on meth""TWEAKER"Things like that, sometimes I just wanna break down and cry honestly but feel like a bitch
>>83090275Alright so... I don't want to scare you but, those sound like some early onset symptoms of schizophrenia. And 19 is the ripe age for that to happen. Don't worry it is treatable, but just like get a psychiatrist quick as you can. I had weed-induced psychosis when I was 17, I've been through a similar thing. I'm 29 now and completely okay and have been stable for almost a decade, but I had to get help and work on it first. You got this mayne.
>>83090143isn't that just your internal monologue?
>>83090304why were you smoking weed at 17?
>>83090332Does your internal monologue scream at you that you look like a filthy drug addict and you're tweaking
>>83090275Do you believe in this stuff? If yes then it may be schizophrenia. If no then its more likely ocd or some sever form of anxiety controlling your inner monologue. schizos cant tell theyre nuts unless its in the very early stages, ocd are worried theyre nuts all the time despite knowing they arent.You should see a psychiatrist, probably get on meds too this sounds debilitating. My life got better after I got on ssris. I know theyre a meme but some people really benefit from them. You seem lucid enough to not need a psych ward so dont tell the doctors you want to hurt yourself or other people or whatever.
>>83090381if you really were concerned about it you'd seek help, instead of posting on 4chan.
>>83090368What teen wasn't smoking weed at 17 back in the early 2010's? This was a time when there was still a "cool bro" culture around it and you were seen as a pussy for not doing it. At least in my school anyway. Everybody was doing it, so I thought... no big deal. Started when I was 15, then it kinda made me insane at 17 and got hospitalized and diagnosed with psychosis. It can happen.
>>83090440it seems you enjoyed going to school.
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>>83090407Where else do I post about this lmao>>83090402I would cope like this all the time now it's bad enough that I keep looking in the mirror and check peoples faces that have done hard drugs comparing myself to them feeling better after I see someone so fucked up. I would get on meds but doesn't the anti-psychotic shit mess you up also I'm not rich enough would feel like a major burden on my family, but if it gets even worse I'll just have to ask for help
>>83090478>Where else do I post about this lmaoyou're supposed to seek help.
>>83090459No, I hated it so much. That's part of why I kept smoking, I got high to escape. I even would get high at school too. That probably contributed to the mental breakdown.>>83090478>but doesn't the anti-psychotic shit mess you upI was put on risperidone back then, and I will tell you it is pretty damn heavy. It is hell but was necessary. But as long as you wean off it correctly, it is unlikely to do any long-term damage. I haven't been on it since 10 years ago and I'm fine.
>>83090486Isn't this the first step little nigger sorry I'm not crying like a little bitch to my mommy that I hear voices, and actually have critical thought about my situation>>83090506>It is hellI feel like my family would make me take it long term and not take it lightly hopping off it like some steroid cycle is there anyway I could downplay it so it doesn't sound as bad feel like I would break down when I do get the chance to tell them, and they won't look at me the same wanting me to get medicated constantly, so nothing bad could happen to me
>>83090565Your family has to listen to how long the psychiatrist tells you to take it. It's usually not that long, like a few months or so if it's a mild case. My prescription was also preset to be for a set time period too, so they cannot give you more without the prescription being renewed.
>>83090565>actually have critical thought about my situationfor how long do you think you have critical thought, maybe you're running on borrowed time and don't even know it.
>>83090620That's why I'm thinking>>83090598Makes me feel a bit better thank you I'll look into it and consider I'm gonna goon now
>>83090699>I'm gonna goon nowKek, based. Hope it is a good goon and coom.
>>83090708Every goon is a good coom
