I only (occasionally) hang out with them because I dont have better friends and I still need some socialization. But I always thought they were beneath me and Id be ready to drop them immediately if I wasnt too retarded to get a gf or a cooler friend group. I know its wrong and hating them doesnt make me feel better about myself but thats just how I feel and I cant change that.
I lived all extremes in my life and it left me with all kinds of friends . I have become 'too much' for all of them, though
so yeah basically everybody pisses me off. but some people piss me off slightly less than others and those become my "friends"
I hate hanging out with my childhood friend, because he still thinks I can 'make it' when I've been a NEET and incel for 20 years. Despite him knowing about the Red Pill, and learning about the Black Pill from me. Though he has realised that I am irretrievably depressed.I used to see him once a year, but have been able to avoid seeing him for a year here or there. The irony is that he lives in the next damned building to me. I am also just too much of a miserable fucker, with nothing going on, so it's really for the best that we're all-but-lapsed friends.He also took on a 'temporary' lodger years ago, so it conveniently makes our meeting difficult. Weirdly, after 15 years as a wagie, and qualifications in music production, he seems to have fallen into NEETdom himself in these past five years.With my other friend, he is busy with a family of his own and two kids with special needs. I only see him every two months, by appointment, whenever he's free.
