with that post nut clarity also came a huge amount of stress release after gooning for hours. I now know how pointless this all is regardless if i stay an incel in my mid 20s or not. I'm going nofap for the foreseeable future. I hope it lasts
>>83090531Post-nut "clarity" is a total myth you are only "clear" for like 15 minutes before returning to equilibrium and thinking like normal again. Post-nut clarity is the comedown after the brain is flooded with chemicals, it isn't "clarity" it is a mental imbalance that resolves itself in a few minutes.
>>83090531you're gonna regret it sooner or later I'm not saying it's a bad thing to do though nofap is stupid but you can't be in that state of mind forever Also.. YOU NUTTED DURING NNN??!!
>>83090531Ever heard about "do everything with moderation", including porn and fapping? Porn addicts love to blame everything else except their lack of self control. Even alcoholics, junkies, gamblers etc have self awareness about themselves being at fault for being addicted.
See you again in 2 days
I did the same with my CP.It was not even due to one day of post nut clarity, but months of reflection on my life. Sometimes you're young and a little crazy, and do things that are not really a good idea. So now that's gone. Truly gone, as in, I ran DBAN too, and everything. I could literally give my computer and passwords to a normie right now, and it wouldn't end my life.Sometimes it's better to move on to a new life and just cut off what doesn't help you.
>>83091064ThisThe "post-nut clarity" is actually the unusual exception to the male mindset, because 95% of the time we're in the opposite mental state.Like, even when I'm at work at 1pm and typing away and focusing on work, I'll still be thinking "yeah I'd love to fuck that slut right here on the desk" while looking over at one of my co-workersLiterallt the only time we're 100% non-coomer-minded is the 10-15 minutes after nutting. 99.9% of the rest of the time we aren't like that.>>83091201ThisThe solution is not to remove something entirely, it's to know how and when to indulge it, and why.These no-fappers act like they'll suddenly become amazing hyper-focused and respectable gentlemen solely by not fapping, as if that's all it takes. It's the easy way out, the easy way of thinking that's all it takes to improve in life.
>>83091064>>83091141>>83091201>>83091239The rabbithole went deeper than just gooning, collecting hundreds of gigabytes of porn, categorizing it, setting descriptions, having burner accounts to stalk IRLs from highschool, college or elsewhere, usually ones that rejected me, even my own cousin i had a crush on as a kid that never treat me badly. I had the hoarder mindset that archiving porn was the same great kind of hobby as collecting your movies and games physically is. Although all of this wasn't exactly in an instant, i've been thinking about it for days and weeks on end, i just needed the catalyst to make me act on my observations
>>83091278>having burner accounts to stalk IRLs from highschool, college or elsewhere, usually ones that rejected me, even my own cousin i had a crush on as a kid that never treat me badly.you should still do this
>>83091235Cheese Pizza, right? You're addicted to cheese pizza?
Do you really think even people like high-up politicians, ultra-wealthy businessmen, and every fucking male on earth that has something going for them doesn't nut? If they have a wife/gf, they fuck at least once a day, if they don't they definitely jack off at least once a week. AT LEASTJust don't let porn consume your entire life.
>>83091279>you should still do thisWhy? for several years it fed me the idea that i have power over them but it turns out they have the power over me with this behavior, and this extends to my phone having power over me as well since its needed for such activity. It's dialectics you see.
>>83091239>These no-fappers act like they'll suddenly become amazing hyper-focused and respectable gentlemen solely by not fapping, as if that's all it takes. It's the easy way out, the easy way of thinking that's all it takes to improve in life.They are so dumb lmao. They conflate watching porn with masturbating, too. And just think not masturbating will make them super heroes and they are so tough for going through that. LmaoIt is, in my opinion, the result of a mix of both traditional and modern shaming of male sexuality. Male masturbation is traditionally shamed by christianity, and in modern days, in which "free sex yay! (for chads only)" is celebrated but going to prostitutes is shamed, that free sex for chad only is a sign of status in a sense, and masturbation is seen as a corresponding lack of access to it.So it is traditionally shamed and remains shamed in modern culture. They probably feel guilty and bad about themselves after they are done, read some online bullshit about how it drains your energy and the jews want you to do it, and that's it, you have the average "fapstronaut"
>>83091294Man don't act like you're suddenly a turbonormie. I respect you cutting off what is not good for you, but stalking is just based.There's no better feeling, no better way to unwind after a long day, than furiously masturbating to someone that you can't even stare at in person because she would be upset, and you know she would be disgusted by the idea. It gives you a sense of control, not necessarily control over her in an evil sense, just control over your own feelings, your sexuality, and your relationship with society's rules.If you are trying to be a turbonormie and say "noo what was wrong", then by that logic you might as well just go full normie and condemn porn entirely on the basis they exploit the women in it, or something.
>>83091289Get out of here with your level-headedness, NNN is a reddit tradition and we must obey.
>>83091320>Man don't act like you're suddenly a turbonormie.I'm not deluding myself. I will most likely stay an incel in my mid 20s, my issue was the time wasted and hours of attention stolen with 0 benefits.>but stalking is just based.>There's no better feeling, no better way to unwind after a long day, than furiously masturbating to someone that you can't even stare at in person because she would be upsetNo it's not based and it's not a great feeling because you'd never fuck her IRL and all you're indulging yourself in is a simulacrum>It gives you a sense of control, not necessarily control over her in an evil sense, just control over your own feelingsIt gets old after a while you know. i even deleted the excel spreadsheet of the people who wronged me>If you are trying to be a turbonormie and say "noo that was wrong"No action is wrong in this cruel current day society
>>83091356>No it's not based and it's not a great feeling because you'd never fuck her IRL and all you're indulging yourself in is a simulacrumThere's no simulacrum. Let me tell you something, sex is not some status symbol for a man, it's not some accomplishment. It comes easily to men with a pretty face, but it's always been just a regular part of life.You can easily have it too, just not with that particular girl, but who cares. You say "it's not a great feeling because you'd never fuck her IRL" --> You see not being able to fuck her as something shameful that makes you less than. That is also a harmful and unproductive mindset.Society introduced free sex which doesn't work out for average looking men, and simultaneously made prostitutes taboo, and that is fucking with so many men's mental health and making them feel this way.That aside, an excel spreadsheet of people who wronged you is not worth it, I agree with that. But the stalking can be a net positive. If the problem is that it got old, I understand, of course. You could've kept the burner accounts though.
>>83091401>You could've kept the burner accounts though.I already hate how the internet permeates through the real world 24/7 by the existence of smartphones and having to keep one on me to check periodically through the day if some slut or my cousin has posted something fap worthy and not some usual nothingburger picture.(yes picrel is my cousin i've only kept several pictures just of her after the great purge)
>>83091471Ok fair enough, that is understandable fren.I'm glad you did what you think is best for you.Btw remember what I said about whores. Society made prostitutes taboo, or even made them illegal in most places. Don't let them simultaneously shame you for not getting laid because that's straight up gaslighting and abuse.
>>83091512i forgot to mention that stalking women has become too cumbersome with the way social media obfuscates site elements, has layers of javascript spaghetti code and disables magnification and download of media.Most automation tools don't do the job properly and third party websites are so clearly jeetmade they make you go multiple pics or videos manually 1 by 1.
>>83091596Kek, well I've never had a problem downloading instagram photos.Is that still your cousin? She is a giga whore for posting those pics
>>83091619>Is that still your cousin? She is a giga whore for posting those picsYup. that's mild compared to the stuff she used to post when she was still 18-20 and being a fleshlight for a local twitch streamer
>>83091655jfl what a skank
>>83091662Unfortunately i broke my old android so it's been years since i was able to access them, she would post photos at the beach with her soles clearly visible, bikini pics, mirror pics, low light almost nudes as well as videos showing off her huge assets.Unfortunately she toned it down the moment she broke up and she tends to delete stuff that's older than a few FUCKING days to replenish it with new
