eula edition(nothing changed)hi robotshow are you doing? anything interesting to share? are you taking care of yourself? hopefully.i had to cut my last thread short due to uh. alcohol. regardless, it's wednesday. friday is just around the corner, if that means something for you. i don't know if anyone told you this, but i'm proud of you for making this far. even if things seem grim right now, there's always gonna be opportunities for better happenings. stay safe, anon.
ah ok. as for me I hate you and want you to die
>>83090958hello anon. wednesday is the most boring day of the week for me ughhh. i just want to sleep forever. and lay off the alcohol for a while if you can, alright?
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>>83091745hi anon.>wednesday is the most boring day of the week for me ughhh.days merge into one with my weird working schedule. every day is the same as other, so i can't relate. but i do understand where you're coming from.>and lay off the alcohol for a while if you can, alright?i'll try my best. i'm not in the best place mentally or physically. regardless, it's gonna cause a lot more harm than good. how has your week been so far?also someone wishing me a slow and painful death bumped the thread just enough for me to remember it exists. thanks.
>>83092441>days merge into onei felt that way too when i was a neet and when i worked. the only thing differentiating days for me now is the fact that i have different subjects at school everyday>i'm not in the best place mentally or physicallyit's okay anon i dont blame you if you can't help it. im a hypocrite anyway considering i just bought a beer aswell. my weeks been rather miserable, but wcyd
>>83092838>the fact that i have different subjects at school everydaywhen i was still in high school, it was the only reason why i kept track of time. differentiating school subjects made me improvise on how to efficiently not do my homework and not get my ass kicked for it>im a hypocrite anyway considering i just bought a beer aswell.mm well, it's okay. you claim you're not doing very well, so i understand. besides, i'm the drunkard here. what made this week so miserable, taonon? would you like to share?
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hewwo>>83093408>i'm the drunkard here.youre russian, its like water to you>>83092838always hated school, glad to hear you like it
>>83093408>improvise on how to efficiently not do my homeworkah yes, or how to do it during school hours the day i was supposed to deliver it... sometimes i look back to those times with nostalgia but then remember i was still miserable back then. perhaps not as much though.>what made this weeknothing in particular i think. just existing, having to witness (apparent) heaven whilst being stuck in hell.>>83093528anone, you shouldn't marry random people online
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>>83093619>youre russian, its like water to youaye, i always carry a bottle of vodka in my backpack in case of emergency>always hated schoolhey, i mean, it's better than rotting. i think?...>>83093667>i was still miserable back then. perhaps not as much though.it's funny how people look back at their school years and say that they think they used to be happier. i can't say the same. not that i'm happy now, mind you. but it was still complete torture with the teachers and parents involved>having to witness (apparent) heaven whilst being stuck in hell.hm? could you elaborate? i don't think i understandregardless, i'm very sorry your week isn't going well. i hope it gets better eventually. we're only halfway through, there's a good chance of things getting better. at least i hope so.
>>83093845oh... why would you do that, anon...
reminder not to go to bed too late. You know who i mean. I'd join in on this thread but head is empty right now.
>>83093920too much responsibility
>>83093858>hey, i mean, it's better than rotting. i think?...yeah good for others to go to school, it was just never for me, glad its over>i always carry a bottle of vodka in my backpack in case of emergencyone bottle? sounds like a warm up
>>83093845anone, you shouldn't divorce random people online...>>83093619i never said i like it anon. its 10% fun and 90% boring and torturous. it makes me feel so out of place the whole time im there>>83093858>but it was still complete tortureyeah. i suppose the only better thing was less responsibilities. and the illusion that things could still get better.>could you elaborate?mhm its just that being around a lot of normal people makes me feel even more inadequate and broken. yet im still forced to live inbetween them
>>83093667>anone, you shouldn't marry random people online>>83094266>anone, you shouldn't divorce random people online...im getting mixed signals here
>>83094014>I'd join in on this thread but head is empty right now.understandable. see you later, anon. i hope you'll be able to join next time.>>83094260>it was just never for me, glad its overi didn't like it. certainly not. i wanted to do quite literally anything else. but it slowed down my spiral into depression just a little bit. i think. well, my well being certainly was getting less damaged when my mother didn't berate me for skipping classes.>sounds like a warm upmore unhealthy coping mechanisms for the god of unhealthy coping mechanisms!>>83094041you broke taonon's heart, how could you?>>83094266>less responsibilities. and the illusion that things could still get better.yeah... certainly felt a little bit more carefree. my heart sank today when i had to spend half of my salary on rent for the first time.>being around a lot of normal people makes me feel even more inadequate and brokentaonon they are normgroids, they aren't normal people. normalfags are some of the most insane people you'll ever meet.
>>83094343the lesson is: do whatever you want that makes you happy anon and don't worry about what others tell you>>83094407>half of my salary on rentoof. that must've sucked. ill try my best to delay my inevitable rentoid life as much as possible. honestly i think i prefer having no income but also nothing to pay for rather than having income but having bills and stuff to pay>some of the most insane peoplehmm... and yet everyone else is trying to convince me im the insane one...
>>83090958>alcoholi will sacrifice 3 months of lifetime as an offering to the wheel of fate, in exchange i want a curse of misfortune placed on you, full on murphy's law, for the same 3 months>whatever that can go wrong, will go wrongfuck you.
>>83094562>ill try my best to delay my inevitable rentoid life as much as possible. honestly i think i prefer having no income but also nothing to pay for rather than having income but having bills and stuff to paydon't follow my example taonon, i'll probably be dead by the time i'm 30 for multitude of reasons, and rent is one of the main reasons>everyone else is trying to convince me im the insane one...isn't that what normgroids do all the time? they despise anyone who isn't like them. it's in their blood to sniff out differences and make you suffer for it.>>83094588>i want a curse of misfortune placed on you, full on murphy's law, for the same 3 monthsyou might have overdone it, anon. my entire life is following the murphy's law.
>>83094631nothing is ever so bad that it can't get worse.don't be too sure about that.god fucking damn it.
>>83094652if i may ask, what's your relationship with alcohol? you seem to completely despise it. and well, i sort of get it, it's not a good thing. but it's the second time i see you in this thread, and you wished to murder me or to curse me with terrible luck every time i mention it.
>>83094631>i'll probably be dead by the time i'm 30well im planning to go by 27 so you should actually be the one not following my example lole.if im forced to rent i hope at least i have someone to share it with>isn't that what normgroids do all the time?well aren't they right anyway? there's stuff wrong with me. and even if we speak by definition im abnormal. they're not even doing anything to me it's all in my head>>83094676that's not really what i meant...
>>83094760i lost a loved one to vices when i was in middle schoolmy problem with you isn't that you drink, it's that you do so to run away and that's a one way ticket to obliterating your health, casual drinking is one thing but if you do it to cope with something, you're highly prone to falling to a vicei was forced to grow up with people who destroyed themselves slowly over time despite my care for them and me wishing i could do something about it to help them outi fucking HATE self-destructive people, and ironically enough is my main source of self-hatredi wish you'd all just fucking die already instead of dragging it out.fuck's sake. die or strive for better already, fucking pricks.
>>83094797jesus christ. i'm sorry that you had to go through this, anon. i get it now. it must have been traumatizing. >i wish you'd all just fucking die already instead of dragging it out.it's a matter of time, you can't rush art. as much as i wanted to be dead by now, it's not yet my time to go. maybe someday.>>83094767>you should actually be the one not following my example lole.eh... it's not that big of a difference. 3 years. pft. what can happen in 3 years?>if im forced to rent i hope at least i have someone to share it withthat's what i'm doing actually. i'm sharing my rent with my sister. if it wasn't for her, i'd spend my whole salary just to rent an apartment, and probably starve to death.>there's stuff wrong with me. and even if we speak by definition im abnormal.no one is completely normal though. even normgroids(especially them) are insane in some aspects. they are just very good at hiding it.
>>83094879i want to encourage you to fucking off yourself already but frankly i don't have the heart tojust stop this absolute stupidity already and deal with your issues soundly, don't be a fucking coward
>>83094938>just stop this absolute stupidity already and deal with your issues soundly, don't be a fucking cowardi'm sorry, anon. i suppose i saw no other choice. i'll try my best to stay sober.i'll go to bed now. it's very late. thank you all for participating in the thread. it was a pleasure to talk to you all. except several people who told me to kill myself at the start of the thread. that wasn't very nice. see you next time.
>>83095111nice digits, now you have to go through with your wordi hope you'll stick to it. best of luck, soldier.good night.
