I am madly in love with a married woman I met on Tinder.She wants the marriage to be open and the husband doesnt by the sounds of it. Me and her have sexted a few times and shes the only person minus my ex who has seen me naked. It was the only intimate thing ive done with someone minus my ex.I have told her almost every bit of trauma in my life and she has too.I have helped her with rent and groceries since she can't get food stamps at the moment. It was my idea to help her.I really treasure our friendship, but I am falling very unhealthy in love with her.I talk to her all day everyday. Her husband sounds abusive by the sounds of it. I am recently divorced and shes the first woman ive really opened up to about it. I have a lot of emotional scars from my ex and I feel shes the only person in my life who understands me. We are meeting up for the first time this weekend and im unbelievably excited.I ejaculated on my ex's feet while she was asleep and recorded it. She had told me sleep sex was ok (I at least think?) so I didnt think anything of it. And we made sex tapes all the time so it didnt seem like a big deal at all. She said i sexually assaulted them. She told a few mutual friends and pretty much all of our mutual friends had my side. She went insane and wants absolutely nothing to do with me. But I would do anything to grab lunch with her and apologize.She came out as trans last year and within a month was on testosterone. Never asked my opinion about it, never brought it up before. Just said "i go by sage now and my pronouns are he/him". They would do nothing but sit in our bedroom and talk to their trans friends on discord.This girl I met on tinder has helped me get through the divorce in a way no one else has been able to. I feel She understands me. Everything about me. Shes been so supportive and encouraging. I would do almost anything for her and I love her so much.
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