From reading general internet sentiments aswel as r9k I understand that most men will not love especially they will not love you for the rest of your life. So now I am dating this one man I am loyal to him and try to be loving but on the inside I know it is pointless and he will leave me sooner or slightly less sooner so I don't even bother thinking of a breakup since he will do it for me. Haven't had sex with him yet which now writing this I don't think I trust anyone to want to do it so I will likely withhold till he leaves. I think after this I will try dating one last guy and then remain single.
>>83093905Why don't you cheat on him?
I will, though. All I want to do is love.
>>83093905Love exists, But you dont deserve it.
>>83093905Very few people in general are monogamous, male or female. It's difficult to find, but it should never be considered hopeless.I wish you best, Nona. Hopefully things will work out well
>>83093905Why don't you just dump him now if you think he hates you?
>>83093925Wtf no>>83093928But are you honest rn>>83093963I mean are male or>>83093970I am just saying I feel most of you will never love
>>83093983>Wtf noSee if he cares. If he does he probably loves you.
>>83093905you don't even like this guy. you should just leave him. its you who is being cruel.
>>83093983I'm honest, but that doesn't mean my whole life is about loving people. It might not be what you expect.
>>83093998Just stop >>83094017Why do you say I don't >>83094019Wdym
>>83094040just because someone isn't constantly reaffirming or giving doesn't mean they don't love you
>>83094040because you're on here looking for affirmation that its actually him who isn't committed when you clearly just want to leave him?
>>83093905Yeah probably.I cannot see myself ever truly loving or trusting a person if we aren't each others first basically everything. Sharing those core memories together that will play in the end-of-life compilation on your deathbed.Just thinking that when me and my hypothetical wife are old and on our deathbeds, she's gonna remember some random chad from 60 years ago like Rose from Titanic instead of her husband would kill me inside. I could never love or respect her.Since I'm a near 30yo khhv posting on r9k who isn't gonna magically find a girlfriend to have all those shared experiences I missed in highschool with, and I refuse to marry someone I couldn't truly love like a girl with a bodycount, I have given up.It doesn't matter anymore, I'm just trying to make my life as comfortable and entertaining as possible, and hey, maybe plan Z is in a decade when I'm near 40 and truly established in life while still being a KHHV, I might use commercial surrogacy and be a single dad.
>>83094049I don't mind that I just have a hard time believing it due to evidence from online talk by men
>>83094058I don't think I want to leave him I just feel like he isn't real like most men due to evidence of how they talk here
>>83094076yeah you're so close to this guy that you view him as indistinguishable from anons you've never even spoken to on r9k. just leave him for his own good you retard.
>>83094089How am I supposed to think something exists when I haven't even seen it
>>83094099why are you even with this guy at all if you never thought he was any different from men who hate you and just want to pump and dump you? are you retarded?
>>83093905I hope he cheats on you and finds a better girl.
>>83094108There is a thing called dishonesty and lies you know, I am just being realistic, I am dating caus idk even though I don't think you guys will love me I am still desperate
>>83094129why are you wasting this guy's time if you think he's a bad person? he could be with someone who actually loves him instead of someone who thought he was evil and just wanted him around because they were afraid of being lonely.
